Erotomania: A Fatal ObsessionAs I watch you, I quiverErotomania: A Fatal Obsession in Free Verse More Like This
Absorbed in my own delirium
Tainted with grotesque desires of You...
A thrill surges through me
By the thought of my teeth
Sinking deep into your sinuous amber skin
With the savoury taste of your blood
Leaving its tinge on my tongue
A thrill surges through me
By the thought of my nails
Carving my name across your chest
Clawing vows into your flesh
Leaving us eternally bound
A thrill surges through me
By the thought of my lips mutilating you
With a jagged razorblade kiss
Rupturing your stolen soul
Leaving you unsound
For 2 years, 7 months, 3 weeks, 2 days, 14 hours, and 19 minutes...
Since the very first time
You intoxicated me
With your liquor-drenched beauty
I've followed you
From a distance...
Though I remain anonymous to you...
I am the face hidden in the air
Following the fragrant fusion
Of your nectarine scented skin
With Chanel's 'Coco Mademoiselle'
I am the face hidden in your shadow
Following the euphony of your footsteps
As you s
Persona - Chaos Butterfly 1Chapter 1: Chance meeting.Persona - Chaos Butterfly 1 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Tatsumi Port Island The place wasn't that bad. Sure, he'd been living there for only a few months, but he was used with his life changing over and over again due his parents' busy careers. This time, however, he felt like his world had been turned upside down.
Only a day ago, Souji Seta had been released from the Tatsumi Memorial Hospital, with no clue on what had happened to his parents and he was still reeling from it. Just a few months ago, he had felt happy that, while he was leaving behind all his friends, with all of whom he'd formed deep and unbreakable bonds, he would be seeing his parents for the first time in just under a year.
And it was a heartwarming reunion for the silver haired boy. The night he'd arrived home, Souji had surprised his mother by enveloping her in a warm hug, repeating the process with his father before talking long into the night with them about many things, enjoying their company and presence as they caught up with
A Whispered WarningA whispered warning sails on the breezeA Whispered Warning in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Another death slowly falls from the trees
Crushed under foot by blackened beat boots
Leaves decay with under grown shoots
Bark without bite flakes from the trunks
Rotten and rancid tombstone shaped stumps
Red tinted earth the colour of blood
Puddles of danger cover the mud
Footprints are many leading away
But in my spot I'm destined to stay
A sentry stood here out of the light
A stalker of creatures that come out at night
For I am the man who sits on the moon
The dark side of course, watching earths doom
The endI turn on the darkThe end in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Extinguish the hopeful light
End all suffering
The MirrorLook in the mirrorThe Mirror in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Heart breaks as I start to weep
My bully stares back
Burning bloodBurning bloodBurning blood in Free Verse More Like This
In acidic veins
Let it escape
Carve release into my skin
Born To DieWhat's the point? We’re all born to dieBorn To Die in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
get it over with, just say goodbye
life is but nothing, just so full of pain
keep getting up to be knocked down again
why fall in love? It will never last
how many times have we fell in the past?
Seems such a joke, to carry this on
in such a short time, all will be gone
blacker than black, this thing in my chest
just lay me down, forever to rest
close down my eyes shut out the light
I swear I tried with all my might
emotional hurt, leaves physical scars
in my blackened sky, I can’t see the stars
cut out the waiting, skip to the end
it’s getting too hard to stay and pretend
easy way out? Or logical idea
death brings a perfection that we shouldn’t fear
I don’t have a god, I just can’t subscribe
to following flocks or joining a tribe
so nothing awaits as my life ebbs away
can’t think of reasons to force me stay
empty and void, this shell I’ve become
oh how I long to be stoic and numb
but, I’m afr
SheShe makes me feel wholeShe in Free Verse More Like This
With her wide caring eyes she looks upon me as equal
Never down nor beneath her
Holds me with her words
Comforts me with her presence
I feel loved
Her soft, docile voice
Tainted with an accent of innocence
Meanders through my brain with melodic synergy
(which tell no lies)
Are all i see when i close my eyes
Whispering her thoughts
Her innermost dreams
I listen with baited breath
Hanging from each and every word
Captivated like an operatic audience
Her passion in what she speaks
Evokes emotions that have laid dormant
Resurrecting hope from within
Finding in me
A worth I had long since lost
A belief that was taken years before
She sees who I am
She knows my darkness
But still she stays
My dreams are forged from my love
My heart swells for her name
She sets me free, like a dove
And I hope she feels the same
It Hurts Like ThisMy mind is a labyrinthIt Hurts Like This in Free Verse More Like This
And my thoughts are lost inside -
Scattered sunken stars in an ocean
Of deep, dark blueness.
Snaking their way
Through my veins,
'Today will be the day'
'Today will be the day'
I try to push them away,
But they feel so strong.
My thoughts are stones
In my pockets,
Weighing me down,
Making me drown
In this ocean
Of vibrating nerves,
And palpitating heart,
Tearing me apart
I can't breathe.
I can't breathe.
I am suffocating here,
In my bed,
Locked up in my head
Taunted by a black
Whirlpool of dread.
Every day is a fight
Not to go under.
Every day it hurts to win,
And I go to sleep at night
Wondering if it would be
Such a sin
Let myself lose.
Let myself drown,
Let myself fall down.
Do not frown.
Or stay awake at night
I just want out of this labyrinth.
Ten Tips for the Miserable1. Change your bed sheets.Ten Tips for the Miserable in Free Verse More Like This
You'll find it easier to sleep,
Without letting the stains of
Dried tears seep
Into your dreams.
2. Bake a cake.
Out of handfuls of nothing
Think of a world
The way you want it.
With each wish
4. Drink peppermint tea.
It's really rather refreshing,
Or maybe that's just me.
Sometimes you just have to let
The poison bleed out,
Or else your soul
6. Have a cuddle.
Be it with a teddy,
Or a pillow,
Or a person -
Just squeeze out
All that negative
7. Have a nap.
Let sleep lock away
That voice in your head,
Until it can think of
Something nice to say.
Rub cream into your toes,
The deep black bags under your eyes -
You'll feel like a brand new you.
9. Talk to someone.
Let it all out.
Scream and shout.
It's okay to ask for help.
10. Love yourself.
I know, I
StardustYour body is made of stardust.Stardust in Free Verse More Like This
How cool is that? Just
Think about it. Stardust.
Your body is a universe
With your heart as its sun,
And it has been pumping
To keep you alive
Since you begun –
A whole sun
Wants you here.
Your lungs are two galaxies;
Each an inhaling and exhaling
And they work their hardest
To keep you okay –
Two entire galaxies
Want you to stay.
Your blood cells are meteors,
Going as fast they can
To keep you safe and sound –
Millions of magnificent meteors
Want you around.
Our souls are night skies
And our flaws
Are constellations that
Make us who we are –
Making us each as unique
As each and every star.
Please, don’t become a supernova tonight.
One Added FearI hold a slight fear of falling rocks and cliffs now, and I'll tell you how:One Added Fear in Free Verse More Like This
Lost in the stomach of the Great Wilderbeast
Jutting rocks pierce the clouds
The heat shimmers over my tan skin
But it doesn't matter.
Cuts adorn my skin from nature's bite
Sharp rocks and plants raise their fangs, poised
For another attack.
I climb up a cliff, trying to reach home.
Boulders fall from loose rock
One hit and I die with it-
Stumbling from the force and falling into oblivion
The rock crashes down a centimeter away from my shoulder,
Tumbling and sliding down the next dip of land
Flying out into the sky-
Then crashing down-
I am a weak person, I realize.
My knees are shaking.
My mind is a blur.
Trusting the very plants and rocks that caused the blood currently on my skin-
I climb up-
As if God Himself pushes
-Goodnight-I said,-Goodnight- in Free Verse More Like This
As I drifted off to oblivion,
resting in peace,
till the next dreadful morning
reaches down, touches my fingertips,
and coaxes me to wake
Black and WhiteHe was sitting in the cafeteria with his friends.Black and White in Free Verse More Like This
A constant stream of chatter and banter draped in the air like a thick curtain.
It suffocated him.
His sandwich tasted stale, and the buzz of laughter distorted into an ongoing, high-pitched ring.
A fire of desire started to burn in chest, and he sat there and squeezed his eyes tightly shut.
He wanted two things:
For the world to freeze and stop in time.
For the world to be drained of its color,
leaving only black and white.
Then, he will stand up out of his seat and run:
Run across the raven and chalky world
As the world hung in balance from a single thread,
Not a sound
except for the echoes of his paced breathing and unrhythmic footsteps.
He would leave the school building, pushing the doors open with one final bang.
He would run out into the open field,
all alone, all confused, all drained...
But he would be free.
He would feel the surge of joy pierce down from his skin into his bones.
After the RainThe streets glow silverAfter the Rain in Free Verse More Like This
as the air clings on my clothes
And the clouded sky
reveals a bright light
the cracks of the storm
Reflecting the white
Rushing BeastsLast night I had a dream...Rushing Beasts in Settings More Like This
Blurry night, cars rushing
swiftly across the road
Cold headlights sliding down the pavement
stumbled into the chaos
and got hit
but multiple times
tossed and thrown around
with numbing pain and shock
by those rushing beasts
and their bright eyes glared back
at my broken body
as blood rushes from my head
out onto the asphalt
junie b. jones uproot the spines of bad things in my headjunie b. jones in Free Verse More Like This
plant my bad deeds in my conscience again
tell me i'm pretty and tell me i'm smart
i'll hang from the rafters- limbs limp in the dark
HappyYou looked. I glanced. We met. I smiled. You smiled back. A sentence here. A metaphor there. A memory we both found beyond repair. I shared. You listened. You shared. I heard. You paused. And then I kissed you.Happy in Free Verse More Like This
Fingers pressed skin. Then danced apart. I teased. You laughed. You joked. I grinned. Stairwells were dreamcatchers. Stars were destinies. Guitars became epiphanies. More words. More memories. More to admit. More to regret. You were damaged. I was broken.
You stopped smiling. I didn't laugh. Words began to go unspoken. Regrets emerged. Fingers didn't touch. Lips faltered. Stairwells were nightmare holders. Stars were dead light from the skies. Guitars became dust ridden.
Words became unspeakable. Memories were untrustworthy. Your eyes told lies. My hands betrayed me. We broke apart before we had a chance to be. I became distant. And you...you were gone.
Now repeat until you believe it.
Never Let Him Look South WestThe distance between Dublin and Boston is approximately 3000 miles. You told me this when you were staring south west with the kind of madness I have only seen in sailor’s eyes when they lived in lighthouses too small for their giant ship dreams. It should have worried me, that glint in your eyes. I just dismissed it as one of your navigational tantrums.Never Let Him Look South West in Emotional More Like This
When we went to the pub later that evening, you told me I should have the fish and chips, but the way you like it, with more vinegar and no tartar sauce. I said that made it too salty, and you told me that was how real sailors ate their fish. My reactions always were slow to your behavior. I believe the expression ‘at sea’ was applied more often than not when you spoke.
I never thought that the walks you mentioned on the beach when we were children had any more to the idea than the romance of it all. So when you told me you belonged to the sea, I thought you were talking about your soul.
It never truly meant anything
The AnorexicI don't want to be one of them.The Anorexic in Short Stories More Like This
I'm not that girl that looks in the mirror and sucks in her stomach. I've never been the one to complain about my body. Despite that, I've become the one I've always frowned upon, that stupid teenager that thinks she is soo fat. I'm the one being discarded by everyone sensible who knows me, and the one that friends no longer have the patience to be with.
I'm the anorexic.
Damn it. I stand in front of my reflection and put my hands on my belly. It is swollen. Huge. I hate myself for thinking it. This is stupid. 20-year-olds don't get anorexic. Only teenage girls do. The immature ones. Not us. Not the grown-ups. Or so I thought.
Damn it. I know that this is a disease, at least that is what my shrink tells me. She also tells me to eat. She doesn't know what she is asking me. The scales determine just how much I am worth today. One pound up, worthless. One pound down, better. Every day starts with this determination. I walk through my li
The Equation of TearsNaCl+H20 is running from my eyes,The Equation of Tears in Free Verse More Like This
I C6H1206+602=6C02+6H20 brokenly between silent sobs.
But this thing, feeling sharp in my heart?
I have no equation for that.
So I will call it pain.
Ambered Gash-goldTears of amber run down my face,Ambered Gash-gold in Free Verse More Like This
slow rivers of vermillion join them in silent discourse,
dropping into the sea to turn into coral,
and adornment for maids.
My sorrow, more of a memory and future,
then of the present.
Tears of blood and amber that mingle dancelike,
before falling to be enfolded by the sea.
Not the tears of an angel,
or a mortals cry,
just those of a monster's sorrowing.