WanderingMy mind is wandering in the darkness of my soul.Wandering in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
My heart is aching,breaking,for you.
My will is strong,my love is deep,your secrets are mine to keep.
The darkness is fading because of the light that you bring.... into my heart,
filling my soul with joy,together we are whole.
I am here to stayYou drive me insane.I am here to stay in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
This isn't a one way lane.
You hurt me,you cause me pain.
Only for your own gain.
You call me love you call me dear,
filling my heart with nothing but fear.
I hate you,yes i do.
It's over,it's true.
So I will free myself of your chains,
ill survive,my life will remain.
It's not easy,but it's the same.
So you lost me,you have yourself to blame.
Maybe i should cause you some pain?
Maybe you thought i was just and accident.
Something that wasn't ment?
But i hate you,yes i do.
Ill forget about you,it's true.
It will take time,
time to forget,time to heal,
time to tell the world,about your mysterious dark crime.
So I will free myself of your chains,
ill survive,my life will remain.
It's not easy,but it's the same.
Saving myself isn't a walk in a park,
it's not easy,but it's not dark,
i have my friends to guide me the way,
to survive,and live to see an other day
I am here to stay!
I am here to stay!
ShutShutShut in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Shut your mouth
and listen to me.
Shut your mouth
I believe we are ment to be
My heart beats for you,
does yours beat for me to?
Shut your eyes and kiss me,
I really love you my sweety
When you are happy,
my heart beats
When you are sad,
Shut your mouth,close your lips
Listen to me,my heart beats faster when you are here.
Let my love guide your way,without any fear,i wish you were here.
The BeachWalking hand in hand,The Beach in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
with our feet in the sand.
Our skin touched by a mild sea breeze,
the water flowing over our toes.
The darkness of the night,
broken by our candlelight.
The sweet intimate kiss,
on the shooting stars we wish.
A bottle of wine,
don't you feel fine?
The sand,The sea,
And tonight so bright,
the sky illuminated by starlight.
This night comes to it's end,
with a beautifull sunset.
This day,this day my love,I will never regret.
Hand in hand we walk away,
This feeling of love and joy will forever stay.
The thoughts and memories of,
you and me that on the beach play.
In my head it shall stay,
griffed into my heart and soul,
today my love,you made me whole.
The crying treeThe seams of his dreams turn to tears.The crying tree in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
The leafs of his branches falling down to earth,
You can see he's hurt.
Lovers carving names into his chest,
will he ever get to rest?
Branches breaking, his roots fading.
He's being consumed by his fears.
Crying even without rain, blood gushing,
You can see his pain.
His seams poisoned, his life ending,
his very own destruction is pending.
His leafs are shed all over the floor,
His dreams turn to tears,
He's living his deepest fear.
As his roots are being torn down,
He is being deprived from his crown.
Request 4 : will to surviveIt's been so long since the last time we met,Request 4 : will to survive in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
it's been so lonely without you,
maybe I should just give up?
I might be a failure but atleast I'm still fighting.
I might show emotions but atleast I'm not hiding.
You wan't me to be like you,
thats something I can not do.
If I were to kill me now,
would you miss me?
would you cry?
As I pick up the razor and put it to the flesh,
I realize it's not me that has to die,
it's you cause you made me like this,
a human being without a soul,without a single goal in life.
If suicide was the only way out,
Then I would be a coward that wouldn't take that path.
But the life that is granted me shouldn't be wasted,
for I'm still here,that makes me glad.
they would all be sad,
if I could show them a picture of the misery I have had.
Not many like me would keep going,
most of them would be crying,slowly but surely dieing.
As the emotions rush through my head,
there is one thing I will never forget,
I'm not like you,I'm unique,
Will youI was walking to my home,alone in the cold and wet rain,Will you in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
i could feel my clothes soaking in the water,they were gaining weight.
I had witnessed so many pain,so many troubles,
But did i change because of it? wat did i gain?
But then at one sunny day,when the rain was gone,the sky so blue.
A man knocked on my door,rang the bell,shouted for me,
all i could do was shout "go to hell".
Who the man was i couldn't tell,
but i'm sure if i knew i would still send him to hell.
After so many years of sadness and pain,
years of silence,loneliness and no gain.
I finally made a friend with a big heart,
an angel from heaven send.
He asked me:"Will you give me your loss and sorrow?"
I nodded my head as i layed down on my bed.
This is the start of a new beginning,it's not as dark as it used to be,
i no longer feel a burden on my heart,it no longer feels like i'm alone.
Cause for me,they carved a new road ahead,to walk with risen head.
He asked me:"Will you give me your loss and sorrow,will you go ahead?
Run to fallAnd I keep on running,Run to fall in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
running into your arms.
Your sensual movements,
work like charms.
When I got you into my arms.
And I keep on falling,
Falling in love.
You got me caught,
caught into your web.
I'm like a little fly,
And you are the spider.
And it keeps on burning,
burning into my heart.
My love for you,
my love will never part.
And it keeps burning,
burning into my heart.
And I keep running,
Running till I am whole.
Little love letterCrazy...Little love letter in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Just you and me..
Our love shall be..
In love with thee..
Bouncing of cloudsI wish i could touch the sky,Bouncing of clouds in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Fly high above the world watching beauty unfold.
Bouncing of clouds,
surfing down the rainbows.
Take a bucket of gold,
feel the fact it's cold,
share it to the world,
spend it on love,
but not all the gold in the world would ever be enough.
I would be bouncing of the top of the clouds,
watching my love,gracefully,wishing for me.
How i wish that i could touch the sky,
write i love you in the dusk or dawn,
you choose because it's for you.
Bouncing of the clouds,
watching the stars shine,
i would give them all to you,
because i love you.
If i could bounce just one more day,
i'd take you there and forever we stay.
If you look at all the stars,
from up here in the morning skies,
you must realise.
There is not a star in the sky that shines more bright then my love,
There are no words to describe these feelings i wish to share,
The only thing that i know right here right now,in the beauty of the starlit sky,
my love is true.
Thats a fact,i wish
IN-THE-MACHINISM a religion p1IN-THE-MACHINISM: the only right religion.IN-THE-MACHINISM a religion p1 in Philosophical More Like This
THE THIRTEEN COM-(WO)MAN-DMENTS:
1. The supreme ruler and creator of the universe and everything else is "in-the-machine" AKA god AKA not you unless you're in-the-machine AKA the master of [anything].
2. in-the-machine is neither male nor female, neither old nor young, neither wrong nor weak.
3. All followers of this accurate religion are considered MACHINITES, and all unite to form one true cult fandom.
π. you can't please everyone; there's always ONE person that gets offended at ANYTHING
4. when necessary, USE CAPS LOCK
5. in-the-machine can win the game, can beat up chuck norris, and can turn water into football soup.
6. good guys go to heaven, bad guys go to villain school to learn to not be so pathetic, trolls go to MACHINELAND, which is like DISNEYLAND but not only the happiest place on Earth: THE HAPPIEST PLACE EVAR!!1
7. The native language of MACHINITES is sarcasm (or cookieling) NO, WAIT; IT'S
dont write under the influenceDr. Asclepius called me;dont write under the influence in Free Verse More Like This
he told me i'm bipolar
(i still say it's luxuria)
Take two pills:
(as if anyone actually
obeys those, anyway)
Take another pill.
One for each time
you looked at me,
then two more if
i had looked back.
i'll take one more for that time you
branded fake <3's on my forehead
and another because your smile burns.
ten more for every mistake in my gums,
another six because i forgot dental floss,
four more because i still don't love you,
then twenty-six more because i just lied.
(another two just in case;
we can never be too safe)
add them up and our equation becomes:
eight empty bottles of antidepressants
seven dozen empty bottles of Bacardi
nine pints of Blood in my kitchen sink.
one hell of a talk with your neighbors.
Note to Self:
If our hipbones bump,
take a provocative pill.
If our ringtones crash,
take seven more pills.
If you understand this,
take an alluring dosage,
and call yourself in the
what's the point of a sundialmy arm is bleeding;what's the point of a sundial in Free Verse More Like This
my hair is on fire;
i know where you live,
and this isn't leap year,
but oh, how i wish it was.
this isn't about what you know,
but what you don't.
like you don't know
how to tie a cherrystem with my tongue,
how to count months from me to infinite,
or how many days there are in february.
other things shall
remain a mystery:
which city you'll die in,
why i think about you,
may's birth certificate;
why your misleading
told me not to trust
spring or sunday or
the third of january
i ate a clock tower
and you dropped dead.
i shot stars in my veins
and you told me i died.
i asked if i was in heaven,
but you were there, too.
so the answer is no.
but it doesn't matter,
because a) you stil live in october 07
because b) you say pluto's a planet.
because c) oh shit, i forgot the time.
(no, not you)
without words, i'll write
your will, my willpower;
i'll sign it in your blood,
stamp it with my heart,
the inkblots in its core,
a nonymous confession, please.The last time I wrote about you,a nonymous confession, please. in Free Verse More Like This
the only time I wrote about you,
I could still remember what your
voice sounded like. Now I'm just
peeling bandages off my sleeves,
pretending I can laugh about my
wounds in a year or so.
But I only have courage
when there's a "dis" in
front of it. Like the "dis"
in disappointment. Are
you disappointed? Not
as much as I am
i call deliberate embarrassment.
you know,,, i'm the kind of kid
that never undresses his scars.
Like A Herd of Recovering OxenThe XXX's aren't inked in your skull;Like A Herd of Recovering Oxen in Free Verse More Like This
apparently, the drug-free lifestyle is too out of your league.
The only time you like X's are when you spell S-E-X;
as for me, I reverse the last two letters
because you're all the alcohol my liver can handle.
And the Rehab Clinic de Toi doesn't accept my health insurance.
owe me another heart:
one without bandages and knife wounds from
our metaphorical games
or at least a porcelain replica from your treasure chest.
[After all, your X's mark the spot on my current, unantiquated heart]
The three-by-three lovegrid gameboard,
traced in the snow with your intOXicated finger,
(and indulged in hospitalized hugs and chemical kisses)
resembles the frigid OXygen around us
in that I can't breathe around your suffocating liquorbreath;
nor can I think about where to place the "O" from 'Overdose'
Perhaps right under your cirrhosis "X"
since I could never be above you.
But, damn, what was I thinking ?
Three X's in a row;
cordiform dent in the pavementthe only h e a r tcordiform dent in the pavement in Typographical More Like This
i've ever broken
was my own
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥it fell from my hands and onto the sidewalk
it even cracked the concrete
tapdances on our brittle bonesif it's fifth hour and there's a cadaver in the classroom,tapdances on our brittle bones in Free Verse More Like This
it's because i'm carving your initials in my right carpus;
or perhaps it's because we're investigating human skulls,
but yours is the only one i'd like to play detective with
(i'd donate my skeleton to you
had you not already owned it)
(i'll use parentheses
as if they're oxygen)
but not punctuation
or lowercase letters
or irony because i've
watched too much tv
without you or sense
or an attention span,
and i will write poetry in the form of
sliced wrists and broken wishes, of
hacked kneecaps and
hackneyed caps lock:
I WILL SCREAM AT THE STARS
AS IF I DISCOVERED THE SKY;
I WILL YELL FROM MY LUNGS,
AS IF I INVENTED BREATHING
MY VOCAL CORDS WILL EXPLODE
AS IF I'M THE FIRST ONE TO YELL,
and i will whisper with my tongue
as if i still owned full custody of it.
(and enter more parentheses
because you're breathtaking;
i'm breathless and in need of
your/my/our twisted oxygen)
O+Mg => U+I
but chemistry reactions don't help
The beast within, chapter 12The beast within, chapter 12The beast within, chapter 12 in Fan Fiction More Like This
,,Damn it, of all times... Cursed Rukia while running the streets in her shinigami robes. She was returning home from Urahara, still thinking about what he had said to her, when her cell phone beeped, telling her that a hollow was near. The problem was that the signal was pretty strong and Ichigo was probably still unconscious. That was definitely not good as Rukia still wasnt at her full power because of what happened in Soul Society earlier. ,,Damn it. She cursed again as she jumped on one of the roofs. Of course as luck would have it, no other shinigami were left to watch over Karakura that day as Soul Society thought that Rukia and Ichigo were far enough to take care of any troubles that may appear. ,,I really wish Renji would have stayed just a little more... She sighed as she watched the sun slowly set, painting the sky with the most beautiful red-orange colours. She frowned a little - ,,Ichigo better b
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,,Ichigo, on your right! screamed Rukia as she quickly took her zanpakutou and countered the huge claw of a hollow that was about to slash Ichigo in half. ,,Damn it! cursed the male shinigami. He then took his own zanpakutou, and cut off the claw. A loud low scream was heard after that. The hollow was in pain and intended on making the shinigami pay for it. Ichigo jumped back and prepared for the next attack. The hollow striked his unharmed claw at the orange-haired teen. This monster was larger then usual hollow size, so even though Ichigo successfully dodged, it still scratched his arm a little. ,,Damn it, Ichigo, concentrate! shouted Rukia and jumped with her zanpakutou above her head to cut off the other claw. Unfortunately, the hollow noticed Rukias intentions. Without Rukia even beginning to think about getting away, she was roughly slammed to the ground. ,,Rukia! screamed Ichigo. ,,Bastard,
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,,You shouldnt have said that Rukia was shocked at Ichigos actions. ,,You shouldnt have said that, Rukia-chan.... The girl shivered. Whats wrong with him? He NEVER called her Rukia-chan. ,,Ichigo, what... and Rukia fell silence. Instead of Ichigos soft brown eyes, a pair of yellow ones were staring right at her. They reminded her of a lizard. ,,I...Ichi...go? Rukia looked at the man before her. Her eyes were filled with confusion and fear. Just as she was about to say something else, yellow lizard eyes disappeared and soft brown ones returned. Ichigo let go of Rukia and backed away. He then put his head in his hands. What had just happened? Rukia was still staring at him. Could something bad have happened to him? Is he alright? Were those yellow eyes real or were... Were they just her imagination? She then slowly walked to her friend and kneeled down be
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Rukia looked with wide eyes at the man next to her. His eyes were... Just blank. But before she could look closer, they shut completely as Ichigo lost consciousness and fell. But Ichigo couldn't hurt himself by hitting the floor as Rukia caught him. She gently lay his head on her lap. Stroking his hair tenderly she smiled sadly. ,,Ichigo... Im sorry you have to suffer so much. But... What should I do?.
Kisuke Urahara was sitting at the small table, a teacup in his hands, his hat hiding his eyes as it usually did. He slowly put his tea on the table and took out his fan, and almost at the same second, started cooling himself. ,,I see. Well if that is the case, you really have a big problem on your hands Kuchiki-san. He said casually. Rukia frowned. ,,I know that much. Thats not the thing I came here to hear. ,,I see. You probably thought I could help him. The blond man said politely. ,,C
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,,Ow! Ichigo took his head in his hands, feeling a large bump on it. ,,Why the hell did you do that? He looked at Rukia with half opened eyes. But then he opened them completely. Rukia was almost crying. ,,Rukia, what... ,,BAKA! She shouted. ,,Whats wrong with you?! Why did you leave your house?! Damn it Ichigo, stop doing stupid things like that! ,,That thing might have taken you away for ever... She thought to herself but didnt say it out loud. Ichigo looked at her stunned. ,,Er... I eh went here to... Hm... He didnt exactly know what to say. He came here to talk to himself? Oh yeah, THAT was a good answer... ,,To what? ,,To... He cut himself off. Then sighed. ,,I guess the truth would be, I came here to think. ,,Well you didnt have to leave without telling anyone where youre going. Rukia was still angry but her voice wasn
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,,So, Aiko-san, how long have you been participating in the theater studio? Takeo started a conversation as he, Aiko and Taiki were walking through the streets, going to the bus station. ,,Well, I guess about three years now. But I always went to various drama clubs since I was six. So I guess that would mean Ive tried to act for ten years now. The girl laughed a little nervously. ,,Oh, I see. So that must mean you should be a quite good actress by now. Takeo smiled warmly to his classmate. Aiko blushed. ,,Oh... Well I... I dont exactly act. I kinda help with the decorations and stuff... She lowered her head as if apologizing. Takeo looked surprised but then was going to say something to comfort the girl as he thought he had insulted her somehow when Taiki suddenly spoke - ,,Well thats pretty pathetic. Ten years and you didnt even manage to go upstage.. Both Takeo and Aiko were looking surprised a
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Keisuke was quietly working with the orchids in the manors gardens. It was a beautiful day. The sun was shinning, a soft breeze was blowing and not one cloud was staining the endless light blue sky. The young gardener smiled to himself. There was only one thing that was as beautiful as the sky. And her name was Aimi, his mistress. He straightened up. ,,Aimi-san sure is lovely... Keisuke thought to himself. ,,Her wonderful long hair, her perfect smile and the most beautiful thing about her are her eyes... He sighed. ,,Here I am, poor little gardener, daydreaming about a maiden that I do not even deserve to lay eyes on. Oh how perfect she is... Even now I can imagine her graceful little figure running through the garden full of flowers that only envy her beauty... Wait. Keisuke rubbed his eyes. ,,Aimi-san really IS running through the garden! He was shocked to see his mistress. He then dropped his tools and went towards he
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Rukia ran home as fast as she could. ,,Please let him be alright... Was all she thought as she sped through the streets. Ichigo hadnt come back to class after lunch time. At first she thought that he had probably snoozed off somewhere, as he didnt actually get much sleep last night... But when she heard Mizuiro and Keigo talking about how they saw Ichigo leave the school yard, she began to worry. And this feeling only grew as he didnt come to any of the lessons that day. Rukia tried to calm herself, but only bad thoughts came to her head. What if Ichigo was feeling worse than he told her? What if he was ill from what happened? Was he all right? And finally, what if... The hollow suddenly took over him? Why did he ran off without telling her anything? Rukia cursed quietly. The fool. Apparently he thought this was still just his problem. Didnt she told him last night that she and his friends would help hi
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,,Good morning Kuchiki-san! Orihime said happily. ,,Good morning Inoue. Rukia smiled back at the girl. ,,Good morning beautiful Kuchiki-san! Shouted Keigo while ,,flying towards the small girl. That is until a fist flew right into his face. ,,Good morning Keigo Said Ichigo while massaging his now open hand. ,,Thats not fair Ichigo! Keigo quickly got up and rubbed his nose. ,,Whatever Ichigo was already looking the other way. ,,Oh no! Again! Again the coldness towards your own friends! No! What to do! What to do! Fake tears running down his face, Keigo ran down the hall of the school. ,,Asano-san wait!..Oh my, hes gone. I guess I better go get him Sighed Mizuiro and went after his friend. Rukia smiled politely, Ichigo didnt seem to care and Orihime was in her happy mood so she just smiled widely and said ,,good morning to all of the others. Chad and Ishida w
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,,Mistress! Mistress where are you? A small girl called out while running through the thick forest. ,,Mistress, please, come out! We have to hurry home! She sounded desperate. ,,Mistre... ,,For goodness sake, Sayuri, Im here! A soft, beautiful, yet angry voice came out of somewhere. The little girl stopped and listened. Unfortunately, no matter how hard she tried, she couldnt understand where exactly the answer came from. ,,Aimi-san, where are you? She called again after a moment, finally deciding that finding her mistress without hearing where she was would be impossible. Although there was just one problem... ,,Im right here, you foolish little creature! The girl whom the voice called Sayuri seemed to shrink after hearing the tone of her mistresss voice. Great. She was angry again. Not that Sayuri didnt saw this coming. But what could she do? It was her duty to bring her y
Save me.....I'm forever stuck in this ever changing hellSave me..... in Other More Like This
I'm dying, suffocating, drowning isn't swell.
Chocking on regret hurts more than you can know
If you can feel what I feel, It would hurt you so...
I'm trying to hold on cause falling isn't fun
But it'll be much better getting farther from the sun
You might not understand this, but darkness isn't bad
Sometimes it is calming, realaxing, and sad....
I'm not going up this ladder, nor am I going down
I'm just stuck in the middle, waiting to be found
I am your temptation and you cannot resist,
But I'm just a ruse, for I do not exsist.......
Give It Up...It's like the famous saying always goes,Give It Up... in Other More Like This
And just like the heartache I've never felt.
Yet, in these dying, trying, fighting times,
All I can do is hold myself, for I have no one,
And yet, I don't feel so alone. I've never been one to
Just give up on what I believe in, and I'm not going to start now.
Don't waste your breath on excuses, I've never been much
For a Show & Tell...
But believe you me, babe, I won't try again. It's never
Been worth all this turmoil... but I couldn't give up without trying.
Blow a kiss for me and tell me your woes, sad thing is,
I'll focus, but not listen. Your feebleness doesn't get to me,
Yet those sad, sad eyes get me every time, and you know it.
I'll never forget how you made me feel, and I hope you won't forget either:
.uoy tuohtiw emas eht eb reven ll'I dna ,ouy tem I nehw emas eht reven saw I
The Parts of a HeartYou stood by me, I stood by youThe Parts of a Heart in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
We were unseperable, us two
We laughed together and sometimes cried
Until the day we both spoke lies
You uttered words I could never forget, and said things better left forgotten
We spoke of life, love, and of stife, and the emotional wars we've fought in
It hurts sometimes to think of you and it really makes me sad
But I remember the way we used to laugh, and that truly makes me gald
It strengthend our bond, this love and hate, It made our hearts intertwine
It helped me see a side of you others only see through time
But it went away sadly, and I thought you were one to trust
It changed my heart from love and laughter, to an empty can with rust
There are a few parts of a heart I see, and I call mine One & Two
I gave these names for a certain reason, One belongs to me, the other ones for you...
Like LinenShe placed her hands upon the bedspread like she'd done countless times before. She moved her hands gracefully, swiftly. Her hands moved across the velvet fabric. This time, she'd do it. She set herself upon the matress, wearing nothing but a camisole, waiting for her husband to come home. Embrace her. Love her. But sadly, deep, deep inside, she knew it was impossible.Like Linen in Philosophy & Perspectives More Like This
But, a girl can dream.
She heard the doorknob rattle, so she repositioned herself on the bed. I will love him, she thought. He entered quickly, hastily. She looked up at his stern face and saw something in his eyes. Something she had never see before. Guilt.
What are you in a hurry for, honey? I've been waiting for you for hours. Aren't you going to take off your coat? His eyes were like fire, deep and burning, but not with passion or love, but of some other form.
No time. Busy. Have to leave. Now.
Honey, don't you know what today is? she asked, down-hearted.
All My Friends Are StrangersI called you up yesterday, just to see how you were doing. You gave me the "round-about" version, never once asking me how I was doing.All My Friends Are Strangers in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Don't worry about me, I'm fine.
I decided to come see you, since I knew something wasn't quite right. You cried on my shoulder, and I soaked up your tears. Inside, I was sad for you, too, but never once did you ask me how I was feeling.
Don't worry about me, I'll get over it.
You called me this morning, telling me what he did to you last night. I was angry and I hurt for you. I made promises I couldn't keep in an attempt to make you feel better. I guess I won't know how it made you feel. I wish I could've held you for a few more minutes and eat away at your sadness.
But don't worry about me, I'll still be here for you.
It Feels Like Falling In LoveYour eyes, your hand,It Feels Like Falling In Love in Free Verse More Like This
Your lips, they land...
Right on the edge of something bright
Poignant, coy, yet dangerously right
Let's weave together like the first time we met
But first, just tell me that what you said, you meant
Our hands clasp together, tighter than before
I hear your words whispered softly, "More..."
I crack a smile, and brush back your hair
Yet sadly, my love, I feel that you don't care
I want to love someone, of that much I knew,
But did I really, truly, honestly love... you?
Of course I did, and I still do,
I will never fall out of love with you...
Art Were Her WordsShe never spoke. And when she did, no one would ever hear her. But she was used to that, being ignored. It held no mystery for her.Art Were Her Words in General Fiction More Like This
It was her art that made her so appreciated. Well, she called it appreciation, for she didn't know what else it could be, or even what appreciation was. She would give a humble smile and a pleasent nod, but not one word swept across her lips. No, Thank you's. No exaggerations. Just a nod and simple smile. People would become curious, but they never asked the woman to speak.
Days flew by that turned into months, which turned into years. Still, not one word.
A young scholarly lad meandered down the rough cobblestone road. He saw the woman painting, her hands fatigued, but strong. It was one of the most beautiful sights in the world, he thought.
He cautiously approached her and asked, "Did you paint that?" She nodded, but kept painting as he continued speaking.
"It's very pretty, miss. I'd like to ask me mum to buy one off you, if you don't mind
Understanding.......If you could only understand how i felt,Understanding....... in Free Verse More Like This
Then you'd realise why I am the
Way I am
Empty, Hallow, Broken
Like i'm missing something
Heart, Body, Soul
You can't comprehend the way i feel
Right now, this moment, this second
It's like I can't breathe
But your reaction holds true
If you could only understand how i feel about you........
Just a No One...She loves me... or, at least, she said she did... I'm not sure anymore...Just a No One... in Other More Like This
I tread lightly around my room, hoping not to perturb the minds of the sleeping ones. No one likes being awakened from the comfort of sleep, and the confined space of their mind.
My journal lies open on page eighty-six. Why? I do not know. Maybe I was skimming to look up things from the past. Yes, I believe that was it.
But, none of that matters now... I've lost it. Lost you. Lost god-damned near everything. Hell, maybe I'm even losing my mind. That, or it's already gone.
Without you, I'm nothing. Naught but some lifeless shell. I need you to fill me up again. Like... like we used to. You remember? I think back on those times alot. More than I should, probably.
That kiss we shared? Yeah, I don't know what to say about that. You've always known that it would end up this way, so why are we scared? Wait, why are you scared? Don't misunderstand me. I've never been afraid of my feelings. Y
Reflection.....I see my reflection from the water in my hands,Reflection..... in Other More Like This
But I don't see just me, but others from distant lands.
This water thought all it had was the power of reflecton,
It never knew it's hidden power: the power of perfection.
Though nothing can truly be perfect just as you see
It can be close for once you see what reflection can truly be.
It's made of memories, some great, and some strong.
Sometimes there not so good; some weak, and some wrong.
But perfection only last in those who seek help and protection,
So now you know the true power; The power of reflection.
Ch4Assignments+Important StepsYamamoto Shigekuni Genryuusai sat calmly in his soutaichous chair, continually steepling his fingers together in a wave motion, contemplating the disasters that had befallen his Soul Society. Three captains had deserted. What was worse was that they now turned against Soul Society. The powers of Aizen, due to his nefarious deception, were virtually unknown and obviously of superior strength than most captains. He held some doubt that the other two were quite as skilled at hiding their true abilities but one could never be too sure, especially in the case of such villains. Nine captains, not including himself, against the three deserters did not bode well to him, especially considering the additional hollows they would have to face. He would have his hands full facing the Gillian, allowing no room for him to assist the others. And could they even truly work together, the way that would be necessary in thiCh4Assignments+Important Steps in Fan Fiction More Like This
Ch1 Reflections of the PastHitsugaya cursed himself silently. Cursed the fact that he was unable to control himself. Cursed his failure. All he had had to do was look at Unohana-taichos face to realize that she knew. His face exuded nothing but calm, but she had seen through him easily. She had understood, had tried to persuade him, to coax him. She was unsuccessful, of course, but that mattered not. What mattered was her knowledge. She had asked him quite clearly. Why didnt he speak to Hinamori? Why did he wait when he knew she was waiting for a reason to wake up? The answer was as obvious as the fact that she knew. Had possibly known all along how carefully he watched Hinamori. Why did he not speak to Hinamori?Ch1 Reflections of the Past in Fan Fiction More Like This
That was easy. Hinamori wasnt looking to him. She wasnt searching for Hitsugaya as a taicho or a childhood friend.&
Ch6 RecoveryReflecting back later, he could never say how it was he managed to arrive back at the Seireitei. All he could feel was the pain seeping through his whole body and deep into his muscles. It continued to spread, a never-ending disease he could not escape. Each step was pure torture and unadulterated agony. He barely noticed the dead look to the forest his second time passing through. His vision had completely faded to black and white and he found himself unable to focus coherently on any one idea or image. So he couldnt see the trees literally wilting as he passed, the dying of the flowers, or that it was much shorter going out than it had been entering.Ch6 Recovery in Fan Fiction More Like This
Mostly he was cold. Not the comforting ice cold that Hyourinmaru brought him, but the cold of his muscles freezing in place. It slowed his movements, dragging him into a trudging crawl. The blood caked onto his clothes and his skin.
Ch3 The First CluesHis dreams were troubled, merging in and out with reality. Sometimes, the darkness took him and heavy despair rankled his soul. Sometimes he dreamed she lived free. She broke free from her chain of guilt and betrayal and grew wings, flying far away where no one could reach her. He dreamed that she turned her back on him, walking past him and never turning back. Each dream ended with his heart shattering and a deep freezing cold enveloping his senses, smothering his purely emotional reactions for mere minutes before the next dream could begin.Ch3 The First Clues in Fan Fiction More Like This
Hitsugaya awoke, head pounding, voice unable to utter the simplest of syllables. He rasped a hoarse grunt before giving up on speech altogether. He stood, leaving the bed, and almost immediately fell backwards, rather instantaneously set upon by an attack of dizziness. The sharp knives stabbing his brain screamed for him to return to sleep and the soreness pres
Ch10 A Brand New TwistThe day dawned bright and early in Karakura Town. The teen, Kurosaki Ichigo, had long been awake, protecting various konpaku from the marauding hollows. It seemed as though hollow activity had both drastically decreased and dramatically increased since his return from the Soul Society. It was a paradox, he knew, but still, somehow quite true. This time, hed been awake since nearly three, patrolling a neighborhood at least an hour from the clinic. It had been swarming with weak hollows. Hed killed them easily enough, but so many had continued arriving, that hed been busy until just before dawn. Hed barely had time to get home for his father to clobber him awake. He sighed to himself. He loved his father dearly, but there was no question that the man was one of the more irritating ones on the planet.Ch10 A Brand New Twist in Fan Fiction More Like This
Another day of school today. He was never sure how to ta
The Stage Byakuya Style OneI couldnt pinpoint when exactly I started seeing her everywhere, only that suddenly, I did. Id find myself returning to the office, knowing that there was nothing left there to complete and then my mind would gray over, blanking. A moment of non-thought perhaps. And then, suddenly, Id be there, watching her. She would be strolling down the road, hips swaying like a high-priced courtesan, fit to be used and degraded discreetly by lesser nobles. She displayed even the right amount of skin for the job. I would find myself thinking, Why am I here? There was no purpose to this rambling. To this viewing of her displaying assets to the general public. It bordered on voyeurism.The Stage Byakuya Style One in Fan Fiction More Like This
I hold authority, I hold position, I hold nobility within this infrastructure. I cannot afford, for the sake of my family and myself to continue to flaunt that responsibility. Becaus
Ch9 Following The TrailGin...Ch9 Following The Trail in Fan Fiction More Like This
Matsumoto sat up slowly, hand to forehead, as if she had a headache. The early afternoon sun was already streaming through the open windows. She kept dreaming of the past .. Idly, she wondered if Hinamori was having the same problem. Somehow, she thought it might explain a lot if that was the case. It would explain the screaming and inability to choose between loyalties. How could she tell the real traitor from the false when it was hard to distinguish dreams from reality?
At least Matsumoto had known from the beginning who to trust. Even if shed wanted more than anything to think differently.
She shook the greying webs from her mind and tried to focus on the day at hand. Looking around she realized that Hitsugaya-Taichou was nowhere to be found. She blinked in surprise. The only other time hed been late to work was earlier that week when hed been unable to s
Ch5 Too Much To LoseWhen dawns first rays curled over the edges of the horizon, Hitsugaya was already far beyond the outer boundaries of the Seireitei. The streets were bare and empty, but seemed to glow slightly in the morning fog. The peaceful stillness in the air calmed his anxious conjectures on the numerous possibilities, bringing him securely into the proper focus of the moment. He was glad he had chosen his time of departure so wisely. It was only as the first konpaku were rising for the day that he left the villages behind him. His perfect memory reminded him of the less than detailed instructions he had yet to follow and he slowed down, knowing he was approaching his target. SomethingCh5 Too Much To Lose in Fan Fiction More Like This
His reiatsu had sensed something, a kind of foreboding in the air from somewhere near, but he could not see it. It was puzzling because there was nothing, and yet, the sense persisted. He employed careful, thread-like
Ch2 The Nature of DragonsTears welled up in her eyes but they did not spill over. GET OUT!, she shouted at him.Ch2 The Nature of Dragons in Fan Fiction More Like This
Instead of being angered by her response, he was frightened. She wasnt angry at him, he knew, but she wanted privacy while her heart splintered into millions of pieces. He needed to say something... something encouraging. Hinamori....
No! No, Hitsugaya! She spat his name out, hurling it at him with the force of a verbal insult. Whatever you have to say, I dont want to hear it! I wont believe it! Ill never believe a word you say! Get out! Go! What dont you understand!? I dont want you here! She stamped her foot impatiently, her fury exacerbated by Hitsugayas complete lack of reaction.
What she didnt know was that he was reacting on the inside enough for bo
regret and other clichesshe did not die, she disintegrated.regret and other cliches in Free Verse More Like This
one moment spent standing by a doorway, embarking the pathway of a thousand simultaneous truths taught her mind to think: "i am not."
and so she was.
she did not erode, she was erased.
here in an instant and gone in the next, that one unnerving déjà vu you can't forget just shivering up and down your spine as if to say: "it is i who haunts you."
and so she does.
she did not exist, she exuded.
light and love and darkness and hate and beautiful things and foul things all came from one mind, and one heart. somewhere halfway 'round the world there may have lived a soul atop some lonely mountain or tucked into a low valley who understood and appreciated the precious delicacy of opposing forces, but it's also possible that none of this ever actually mattered.
"we all get sick of things sometimes."
How to be Found in Eleven Simple Steps1. Understand that you must be willing to give up the fragile solitary universe you created from the instructions given on page three.How to be Found in Eleven Simple Steps in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
2. Spend more time building from the ground up. It will take longer, but you'll like the result.
3. Rest when you are weary and remember the times when you were strong, hear that strength in every word that you speak.
4. Keep in mind that you are human, and that survival is weighed against life more heavily. You are survival. Life is your goal. If you disagree, move to step 5. If you agree, skip to step 6.
5. Return to 4 and repeat until you believe.
6. Live not in fear of doing something you'll regret, but in order that you won't regret not having done something.
7. Leave for home and release the heartache. It is not your home now. You are a wandering spirit.
8. Taste the different air in every footstep, weigh the light that feeds your shadow, and take comfort in your solitary walk...
9. See the countless colored souls that walk about, and how eac
After the FallWhere teardrops have fallenAfter the Fall in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
flames will also rise,
they are invisible angels
obvious in demon eyes.
she's broken, but he always breaks thingshis eyes were deep and she dived into them sound-she's broken, but he always breaks things in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
less of a dream and more truthful is the fact
that even before she flew or fell, she'd drowned
the protective shell grew on her with a crack
that let the tide pull her heart to the bottom
and caused her open soul to fully retract
he remained placid, he stayed rested and calm
as the core of her sunk into depths unknown
a conscience as guiltless as it could become
and up through the cold floor, her red shoots have shown
still pulsing and beating and trapped behind bones.
A Freshwater Soulyou didn't dream he'd tear blank walls, whipA Freshwater Soul in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
furled fists let partly tattered tales slip
early echoes, and allow
the lonely ships to sink, baring bows.
sail sea. river remove
yourself far forth. prepare to prove
that you can keep a gruelling grip.
Cute LimerickA cat and mouse live in my houseCute Limerick in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
and I each day they tend to rouse,
chasing each other all around
waking me with fighting sounds,
but never do wake up my spouse.
i will dive into you, feari will creep inside and teari will dive into you, fear in Free Verse More Like This
at your walls, heart
step on your hopes
and crush trust,
step on your hopes and
draw the ropes tight
as a desperate fist,
thumb tucked in
creep inside and tear at your walls
seek no pieces, find no peace
shelter nothing, have no mercy
tear at your walls until they fall
on what we were, faith
and love the dreams we wish
we could have been
swim, fateful like the fish
until they fall all around us
the stars flaming at our feet
glowing where we tread
sparking as they hush
i will gather the dust of you
your dreams, my veins
your breath, my pulse
the dust of you and the rest of me
will linger here for some long years
they will toil beneath the shifting soil
wear bones over graceless souls
the rest of me and a true sight
will linger here for some long years
they will boil beneath the haunting heavens
wear stones over faceless souls
the last remnants of your light
will whisper like the trees,
bearing oil as an unwillin
Love is an adventure EpilogueDaddy! Daddy, daddy, daddy! a cheerful and bright voice of a little girl filled the room as she entered.Love is an adventure Epilogue in Fan Fiction More Like This
Geez, Hikari! Quiet down already! Father just got back from work! her annoyed older brother snapped.
Peh! she replied loudly as she stuck out her tongue. Mama, Oniichans being bad to me again!
I am NOT! he yelled.
Now, now, Hikaru. Be nice to your sister, their mother sighed from the kitchen.
Hmm. Hello, Hikari, their father smiled as his daughter ran over to hug him.
Hi daddy! she laughed.
Yo, father, Hikaru greeted as he read his book.
And how is Hikaru? he asked to nobody in particular.
Im fine, dad, Hikaru replied.
Dinners ready, Shirou-chan! Hinamori announced.
And how is my wife? Hitsugaya smirked.
Heh, Im fine, Hinamori chuckled as she laid the table.
Hikaru put his book away, Hikari was
Love is an adventure Chapt. 5Hinamori, what were you thinking?! Hitsugaya yelled.Love is an adventure Chapt. 5 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Why didnt you call me once that that that frickin woman walked through that door?! Hitsugaya screamed.
Uh, well, Ayuki-chan, Totoko-san and Hiyo-san didnt do anything bad to me Hinamori stuttered.
Out of the blue, Hitsugaya hugged Hinamori.
Hinamori gasped in shock. Um, H-Hitsugaya Kun?
Hinamori, could you pass the box I gave you back to me? Hitsugaya decided that Hinamori wasnt ready for this.
At least, until Ayuki and her gang disappeared.
O-oh, about that Hinamori stuttered.
Oh you opened it? Hitsugaya asked.
Well, not exactly I mean, I didnt open it, but I saw what was inside. The ring is nice, Hitsugaya-kun. Do you want me to pass it to her? Oh, who is she, by the way? Hinamori asked, clueless about the fact that Hitsugaya liked her.
Love is an adventure- Chapt. 4After dropping Hinamori off at the clinic, Hitsugaya returned to class.Love is an adventure- Chapt. 4 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Eh? Hitsugaya-san, where is Momo-san? sensei asked.
Oh, um, she seemed unwell so I dropped her off at the school clinic, Hitsugaya replied.
Oh, I see. Thank you, Hitsugaya-san, sensei nodded as Hitsugaya walked back to his seat.
The day progressed and Hinamori was still unconscious.
After class, Ayuki, Totoko and Hiyo went to the clinic to visit Hinamori.
By then, she had already woken up.
When they got there, they hurriedly opened the door and stormed in.
You bitch, Hinamori! You just lay there so that Toushirou-sama could find you and care for you, didnt you, you bitch?! Ayuki accused.
N-No, I didnt! Hinamori defended.
Cmon, President Ayuki, you know shes lying and trying to corrupt the wonderful Toushirou-sama, Totoko scoffed.
Hmm, Totoko, youre right. Momo, hand your iphone over, Hiyo ou
Love is an adventure- Chapt. 3Hinamori was red the entire lesson while Hitsugaya was gazing at Hinamori.Love is an adventure- Chapt. 3 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Ahem, Hitsugaya-san, could you please answer this question? the sensei asked, suspicious of Hitsugaya.
Hitsugaya smirked. Sure.
He did not pay any attention at all to what the sensei had been explaining a while ago but he solved the question easily nonetheless.
Um okay then. Thank you, Hitsugaya-san, the sensei coughed and Hitsugaya nodded as he proceeded to go back to his seat next to Hinamori.
After a few more minutes of gazing and blushing, the bell finally rang and it was lunch.
Before Ayuki could get her revenge, however, Hitsugaya immediately pulled Hinamori back to his room and locked the door.
Hitsugaya-kun, what is it? Hinamori asked, turning crimson.
Nothing. Never mind. Anyhow, I want you to have this, Hitsugaya dug something from in his drawer, passed the box to Hinamori, pushed her out of the door and slammed it shut.
Love is an adventure- Chapt. 1Hey, Hinamori, lend your math notes to me, okay? Oh, and since theres a history quiz today, let me copy your paper, and as a reward, Ill let you come along to a goukon with me tonight, Hinamoris best friend, Riyo Ayuki, also the president of Hitsugayas fan club, said.Love is an adventure- Chapt. 1 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Hinamori was furious. She wanted to say: OVER MY DEAD BODY, B***H! but instead, the words, Yes, Ayuki, came out of her mouth.
Hitsugaya far away from Hinamori and Ayuki, but he could still hear the two and he was flabbergasted. Ever since he started school and noticed Hinamori, he instantly fell in love with her.
However, he decided to keep it a secret, telling no one and keeping his cool and icy exterior. During the time in which he watched over Hinamori and made sure no harm got to her (or else), he had also noticed Ayuki pushing her around. And the worst part was that Hinamori LET Ayuki push her around.
Oh, goody! Thanks a bunch, Hinamori-cha
Love is an adventure Chapt. 7Hinamori gasped for air. W-what?Love is an adventure Chapt. 7 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Hitsugaya stood up properly.
Will you marry me? Hitsugaya repeated.
Hinamori nearly choked. E-excuse m-me?
Will. You. Marry. Me, Hitsugaya repeated again, getting both impatient and annoyed.
B-but I my parents have to Hinamori stuttered.
Is that a yes or a no? Hitsugaya inquired.
Hinamori opened her mouth, but no sound came out.
Well? Hitsugaya sighed. Since when did Hinamori become a mute?
Y-yes Hinamori struggled to say that one word.
Hitsugaya nearly died and went to heaven. Good. When do you want to break the news to your parents?
Hinamori gasped yet again. During summer holiday, perhaps?
Hitsugaya smiled. Summer it is, then. Where do your parents live?
Oh right now they are living in, uh, Hokkaido but they are flying off to Singapore this weekend for some business
Love is an adventure END.Hitsugayas private jet landed the next day.Love is an adventure END. in Fan Fiction More Like This
Hmm, Hitsugaya-kun, Im going to the toilet, okay? Hinamori smiled as she walked away.
Erm, Toushirou-sama I I a certain stuttering tore Hitsugaya away from his Travel-to Russia! Brochure. He looked up.
It was a very injured and bandaged Riyo Ayuki.
What now? Hitsugaya snapped, certain that Ayuki was non-repentant.
I Im sorry its just that I I I just cant cant cant stay away from you Toushirou sama . Ayuki stuttered.
Hitsugaya was astonished, dumbfounded and shocked. Who are you and what have you done to Ayuki?
Im Im sorry, Toushirou-sama Its just that I I love you I love you I love you Ayuki echoed. Tears cascaded down her cheeks.
Hitsugaya was speechless.