This title is irrelevant.I think that on the first of November I'll retake the 30-day TransChallenge just to compare my answers since now I have a better outlook and know what I'm talking about. :iconimsotiredplz:
jdhgkjds THURSDAY IS HAVING VERY CONFLICTING ONE OR THE OTHER DECISIONS.
Either go to lgbt group for national coming out day party with rainbow cake, or go to Transactive with a 3 hour drive to get diagnosed for awesome medical stuff. FSHF BUT THE CAKE--
Devious Journal EntryWell today was officially my first day of school. :iconrazycryplz:Devious Journal Entry in Personal More Like This
It wasn't too bad either, I just felt.. short. x'D But somehow it left me really tired and I was really wanting to draw or something.
But I'm afraid that I'll have to leave it for later or the weekend or something. Expect some vent art maybe, I've been having really horrible moods lately leaving me pretty teary eyed.
Black Rabbit - Part twelveA pale light poured into the dark apartment from a kitchen window, and covered the angsty resident. Casey sat in the grungy kitchen, looking at the rust covered refrigeration and inhaling death from his third cigarette of the morning. The air in the small space was a little bit foggy from this method of stress relief, but there was no way Casey was going to open a window. Since he barely made enough money from being a whore and stealing from his now four boyfriends to pay rent, he never turned the heat on and always wore several layers of clothing. He was barely ever home anyway, so it didn't matter. This was simply a place to keep his belongings in and bring the occasional client home.Black Rabbit - Part twelve in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Cigarette number three was soon diminished to the butt and once it was, the whore rubbed it on the bottom of his plain sage green ceramic ash tray. It was a housewarming gift from boyfriend #2; probably purchased at a garage sale for a dollar. The ash tray honestly looked like something you'd see in the
Black Rabbit - Part elevenNearly a month had passed and not many visits were made really.Black Rabbit - Part eleven in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
It was early December now and Shiloh had been at the library daily. Going there in the early morning and leaving in the late evening; studying had become a crucial thing for him ever since his auntie had come home for November and left a few days before now. She's always been so stern and concrete when it came to the boy's schooling and education. It took about fifteen minutes to get at least halfway home from the now closed library, which was cozy and an old white building, at least in daylight. Now, it would have looked more like a ghost house.
Shiloh said goodbye to the librarian before he left, his caution sign messenger bag shouldered and his mittens pulled over his dainty little fingers as he began walking home, hesitantly. It was soon too dark for him to see the ground anymore, and he could feel little droplets of water sprinkling down onto him. But he didn't take too much heed to it, just water.
Casey, of course, w
SOBAKA NOOOOOnce upon a time, Kyle was just having a laugh on youtube at 2AM.SOBAKA NOOOO in Personal More Like This
Nibbling at some bacon that he refused to eat at dinner because he's a picky bastard and all; though he was starting to feel a little sick a few minutes later. So he just carelessly set the plate on the floor for his retarded dog Sobaka - who if he was a girl dog, I'd jsut go ahead and call him "Kyle's bitch" just for laughs.
But you see, what Kyle failed to realize is that there was a few napkins under the bacon on the plate. And also that his dog is under the impression that he is a goat or something.
Ten minutes pass and Kyle finally decided it'd be best to put the plate in the sink in case he'd forget about it later...
THOUGH THE PLATE WAS COMPLETELY SPOTLESS. NAPKINS AND ALL.
And all that came from Kyle's mouth and went through his head was,
"SOBAKA NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" :iconwhywouldyoudothatplz:
May I just bring this back?May I just bring this back? in Personal More Like This
Any of you remember when Poopymonkeydoo made this? eve if you don't...NOW YOU DO AND YOU AREN'T ALLOWED TO UNSEE.
AFTER DIGGING THROUGH MY GALLERY I FOUND THISAND DIED WHILE LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY. OH 2011.AFTER DIGGING THROUGH MY GALLERY I FOUND THIS in Personal More Like This
short dude: BEBBEH, OUR CROTCHES ARE VOID AND MY ARMS ARE VERY THIN
tall dude: SHUT UP YOU.
short dude: NO IM SRS
tall dude: SHUT UP GOOBY.
And I also think that this icon is a good icon to summarize this year's art don't you think?
Black Rabbit - Part nineLater that night, Casey had left Shiloh's house, saying he had to go home. But sure enough, his car pulled up into the boy's driveway the next morning to give the pinky a ride to school. The whole way there though, he couldn't help thinking about that sweet morning they spent together and the kiss they shared at the park. The scenes just replayed in his head over and over again, and every time, his stomach felt fluttery. As he sat there in Shiloh's driveway, waiting for him to come out, he just let his head fall back on the headrest of his seat and smiled warmly. Even though the chill of autumn slowly crept into the car and through his thin sweater, those memories just made him feel oh so warm.Black Rabbit - Part nine in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The pinky soon came out of his house and ran up to the car; his thick pink hair bouncing with his steps as he got in and sat beside Casey in the passenger's seat.
"Hi Casey~ How're you?" Shi asked with his lips curled into a sweet smile as he buckled himself in and pulled his hands into his bunn
GRAMMAR WHAT ARE YOUWhat is artGRAMMAR WHAT ARE YOU in Personal More Like This
How do pencil
tablet what are you
how do line
I have no idea what I'm doing--
How are you all so fast-- why am I so suddenly slow--
//oldman hunchback of notredame
I am so jealous-- how //sob
imgonnacryso I know this isnt journal worthy but I just wanted to share my new distraction with you guys-- his name is Artyom AND FEEL HOW ADORABLE HE IS IM GONNA DIEimgonnacry in Personal More Like This
creysAfter today's adventures of running around Corvallis, getting sick because of water, awkwardly squatting at practice, having my coach throw tennis balls at my chest and laugh nervously as I pray that he doesnt notice my abnormally shaped man chest HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA--//grosssobbing,; I was sun burnt for the first time in the past like...two years. BUT ITS LIKE FROM THE BACKS OF MY HANDS TO MY BICEPS AND ITS REALLY RED AND I DON'T WANT TO USE MY HANDS BECAUSE IT HURTS. i'm probably going to end up watching dumb shows all night.creys in Personal More Like This
But today was actually really fun! Honestly, this is turning out to be one of the best summers I've had in a few years and I'm really happy because the past year I've been just... really depressed and shit -- I refuse to be medicated because that shit isn't natural and plus, i'd prefer naturally curing myself with healthy measures as I've been determined to fill for the past few months. uvu I know that I've been like bringing up baseball alot l
HEHEHE LOK AT THE COLUDSGUYS ITS MADI HAHAHAHAHA LOOKS AT THAT CUTE LITTLE SUNSHINE AND STS OH GOD I THOGUHT I SAW KYEL AND I THINK GGES HES GONNA KILL ME WHEN HES SEES IM WRITING THISHEHEHE LOK AT THE COLUDS in Personal More Like This
I SEE ABELS ASS IT IS THE LIGHT
IM STARING INTO THE LIGHT SO KYLE MUST BE KILLING ME RIGHT NOW
WITH HIS MIND
OH WAIT NEVERMIND
IM STILL ALIVE
KYLE DO YOU EVEN LIFT
DO YOU EVEN SEE ME
HAHAHA WAT R U GONNA DO
IT SOUNDED LIKE THIS SONG SAID I CAN SEE YOUR ASS
IM COMPLICATED SO IM CALLING YOUR ASS??
THESE ARE SOME DEEP LYRICS
HELLO YES THS IS ASS
IM SORRY SIR WE CANT BE TOGETHER BECAUSE I AM ONLY AN ASS
IM OGING TO WRITE AN EROTIC FANFICTION
the ass slowly galloped to the bed where the man was singing and he keaned in real close and gently stroked the cheek of the ass and was lke
"i want you so bad" but the ass was ike..."we cannot sex, i am pregnant with kyle's babies" so then the man wept and kyle punched him in the noggin.
Youtube idea dsjghkdsSo my vlogs are really far spaced from each other and if you're not bored to death by that, I most certainly am.Youtube idea dsjghkds in Personal More Like This
So I've decided that I'm going to do weekly --if not more frequent-- videos involving art, trans* stuff,
and maybe even game stuff if I get the correct recording software.But in regards to the trans* related videos,
I know that alot of people both on tumblr and here on deviantart ask me alot of questions every now and again;
so why not make videos answering those questions instead of explaining it every time? So if you have any appropriate
(by appropriate I mean, nothing like "what's your bio name" or any other invasive questions in regards to me that I may be uncomfortable with.)
topics(advice) or questions that you'd like me to talk about, feel free to either drop a comment, note, or ask via tumblr and I'll try my best to answer best I can.
:iconohdoki: ex - binders/binding, bathrooms, dysphoria, esteem, etc etc.
yooooAlright, so I’m tired of putting it off, I’d like to be called Pan and be referred to by the pronouns of them/they/their.yoooo in Personal More Like This
due to confusion, let me elaborate and explain myself a little bit:
I've realized that it's not male that I identify as, but neither male nor female. When I first came out as ftm, I only did so with the mindset there I only had two options - one or the other. And the mere idea of being perceived or looking at myself as female was just absolutely wrong for me and stirred up so much negative emotion and made me feel horrible.
So when I learned about the trans community I went for it because that’s where I thought that I belonged and if I didn’t identify as female then that only left me with male, right? I mean that’s what I thought at the time, and so I went through the motions with the idea pressed to the point that I genuinely believed that by the time I passed and get myself settled a
Summer update Aha, so I know that I don't update all too often, but here's for nothing. As I've mentioned quite alot over the past few weeks, BlubberBooty and I have been planning for them to shimmey on over from the UK to visit me for an entire month and a half. Aaaaaaand as you may or may not know from my blog, Addi is not only one of my oldest online and off, best friends - but also a huge crush of mine and I've loved them dearly for like ever. But anyways, it's abit late at the moment so I hope you don't mind my poorly executed writing, but basically at the beginning of this week I went off to the airport to pick them up, there's a video which has yet to be posted - and I caught them up and we hugged, and it was cute as all hell.Summer update in Personal More Like This
We've been out and about all week though really, getting burnt by the sun for the mostpart, having nose tap battles, and drawing all over sidewalks together with chalk. Many much fun. uvu-
And then I kissed their face and claimed t
Hey this is like really important so.This is pretty TL;DR, but you should read it anyway. It's got some important tidbits of information that I'd really like you to have.Multiple things need to be discussed yes.Hey this is like really important so. in Personal More Like This
I'm really beginning to lose interest in dA, but I know I have a lot to leave behind here in terms of junk I owe. It's just lost its magic. Ever since I got off my hiatus I've returned to bad site changes, things that don't need to be stressed over, the usual nonsense from other people, and just a general lack of WANT to get back into it.
Buuut, like. These point commissions. They're about to get refunded, I believe.
I don't even need these points anymore. I didn't even need them in the first place. I chose a bad time to start accepting them because that's about the time Shermandinger and I started juggling the idea of accepting Paypal commissions.
I don't want to fret so much over things that were paid for in imaginary money. While I did spend a few hundred to renew my Premium for a coupl