Hey.My name is Matt, I am blood type o, and I'm happy.Hey. in Personal More Like This
Nobody is going to make me sad anymore, because I wont let them. I have gone through so much to be here today, I deserve my smile. I will not compare myself to other people and say i dont like me because i dont look like they do, because I am not them. I am me. I'm not going to look like them because im a different person, what do i need to be ashamed of? My flaws only exist in the eyes of people who want me to be different to what i am. I will smile, and I will hold my head high, because i deserve happiness in my life. It is mine and I'll do what I wish with it.
I'm so happy, I have a wonderful future ahead of me.
.:Comisshes+Rant:.To everyone who comissioned me, I'm really sorry I haven't got onto them yet, I will as soon as possible..:Comisshes+Rant:. in Personal More Like This
:iconhexedchibi: - Ari
:iconTigerHawkTawny: - Plague/Anthrax, Venom/Dapps, DappsNemo&Aoife
Are the first ones I'll be working on. ouo
-This is where the rant starts you can stop reading now-
My sister came down yesterday because the doctors did nothing to help me, She thinks I have bpd, Which is borderline personality disorder. It means because I suffered alot of trauma from an early age there wasnt enough time for my personality to come through. Which is why I'm so depressed/end up in tears all the time/have mood swings/can't cope in social situations.
The again it might not be bpd, it could be something totally different. Point is I'm not too well at the moment.
So I'm sorry If I act out to anyone/hurt anyones feelings.
I don't really want to talk about it.
It makes me feel worse when I do.
Theres alot more to it, but I feel stupid posting it on da.
Fucks sake.Alright can I just.Fucks sake. in Personal More Like This
"RAPE" IS NOT A JOKE. YOU DONT USE THE WORD RAPE AS A JOKE. YOU FUCKING DONT. OKAY?
It makes me fucking sick.
Weabos use it all the time as a joke. "OH I'D TOTALLY RAPE HIM" "OBVIOUSLY -Name- RAPED HIM."
"WHO RAPED THEM"
I really dont care what people think of me, but I've been through that.
I am a rape victim.
And its not fair to people like me to do that shit.
ITS SO SICK AND AWFUL AND TRAUMATISING AND YOU WOULD NEVER UNDERSTAND SO STOP.