HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY DANNNNYHAAAPPY BIRTHDAY DANNNY ;v; i love you i know we have like arguments like omfg everyday? LOL but I STILL LOOOVE YOU. Ahaha i remember when we met in FLE and i saw your sketchbook and i was like OMFG YOU DRAW LIKE A GOD then we started talking about fruits basket and i called hitori hot but instead of fucking fangirling with me about how hot he was you, eunice, and lizzy stared at me like i was crazy LOL -.- then after like a few months of not talking to eachother i went to you in recess asked you if you had a sketchfu and you said yes i was like WTF thats so weird i never thought she was going to have a sketchfu i thought she was just some random weeb whos not even into anime like me but after that we started talking a whole lot we became BEEST BUDDIES uwu LOL THEN WE FUCKING REALIZED THAT WE MET ON GIRLSGOGAMES.COM WAAAAY BEFORE WE MET IN SCHOOL CREEEPPY??? LOL i hated you on ggg.com cause you were so popular with your drawing skillsHAPPY BIRTHDAYYY DANNNNY in Personal More Like This
This May Not Be Your Wonderland... *PROLOGUE* Ally had dreamt of "Wonderland" for as long as she could remember. Maybe it was to escape the verbal abuse from her elder sister. To escape the nightmares of her deceased parents, slaughtered and left to rot in the heart of the dark forest. To escape the voice inside her head.This May Not Be Your Wonderland... *PROLOGUE* in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Kill, kill, kill " the Voice whispered on that day. It made her kill her parents. It made her terrorize her household with bursts of psychotic laughter in the dead of night. It made her wonder how she was still alive as it forced her to torture herself into insanity. All she had was the Voice. And of course, while calmly humming to herself, she spied an incredibly bony white rabbit with glowing red eyes and a tattered tail coat. It beckoned her with it's tarnished gold pocket watch, sharp fangs, and dangerous talons.
"Follow it, dear girl, and it shall lead you to your Wonderland " the Voice purred. Dropping the delicate flowers sh
Foo... ;___;I haven't had a chance to say stuff in awhile since I'll be staying at my grandparent's house for 2 weeks...and their computer is a FUCKING...DINOSAUR...anyways...Foo... ;___; in Personal More Like This
I just want to thank my dear friends Cloud and Rainy for putting up with my extreme sugar rush/drunk party animal freakiness during our end of the year party...I literally was screaming so loudly I couldn't talk for like 2 days....then I felt sick...then when I cried it sounded like a broken garbage disposal...BUT NO MATTER....LOVE YOU GUYS T^T
I MISS LOUIS AND YOU GUYS SO BADLY.. ;__; YOU CAN COME ON A PLANE TO VISIT ME...oh, which reminds me... o-o
>>IN THE AIRPORT>ON THE PLANE
I WishI Wish in Free Verse More Like This
I wish I was better than you
That I would someday be confident enough
To step out of your shadow
And be an acceptable being
I remain meek and lonely
Wallowing in my own sorrows
I wish I would be loved
By someone who cares
My wish is rejected along with me
I wish my life wasn't such a lie
I will be able to smile
Without faking it
And not hide this heaviness in my chest
That's absolutely dying to be released
I expect my worries to go away
While you're with me
And you just head into the light
Leaving me in this horrifying darkness
Then I wish
That I wasn't so alone.
Mind, oh MindSmiley face, smiley face, can't you ever see?Mind, oh Mind in Free Verse More Like This
So much to be sad about, so much that could be
Going wrong for everyone, going wrong for you.
Smiley face, smiley face, don't you feel it too?
Sad face, sad face, can't you ever tell?
So much could be going great, going oh so well
Sad face, sad face, can't you ever see?
Life is spend much better when your thinking thoughts of glee.
Mind, oh mind, why can't you agree?
Thinking everything at once is slowly killing me...
When I'm GoneI don’t want you to remember me.When I'm Gone in Free Verse More Like This
I don’t want you to think of me.
I don’t want you to hurt over me.
I don’t want you to dream of me.
I don’t want you to cry for me.
I don’t want you to miss me.
I don’t want you to love me.
I don’t want you
DisappearWishing to disappearDisappear in Free Verse More Like This
never to existed in their mind
no reason to cheer
this is why I was designed
there's a cloud over me and its raining knives
all smiles are faked
no one hears his cry's
as he sits there shivers and shakes
doesn't even try to reach out because there's nothing there
only my own numb stare
no desire to fight the devils wrenches
would anyone notice if I could disappear
because Im starting to feel warm in these trenches
would they even shed a tear?
Sick of the acting
let me compost with the dirt
live????..... ill think Ill be passing
lets make sure this hurts
still wishing to disappear
lets seal this coffin with a drop of blood and a tear
Does that make me Different?I wear make up. Does that make me fake?Does that make me Different? in Free Verse More Like This
I cry. Does that make me emo?
I have male friends. Does that make me slutty?
I smile a lot. Does that make me weird?
I laugh loud. Does that make me preppy?
I have anxiety. Does that make me a freak?
I have Bipolar Disorder. Does that make me abnormal?
I respect people. I change for me, and only me. I have a past, but I know I have a future.
Does that make me different?
But at least it makes me
I am not a stereotypeSlide the blade across your wrist.I am not a stereotype in Free Verse More Like This
"Doesn't it hurt?"
I can't feel anything.
Punch your own stomach.
Does it hurt yet?
"Why do you do that?"
The pain makes me feel alive.
"I don't know."
"What's wrong with you?"
I'm dead inside.
I'm just depressed.
Stare at your arms.
"What are you doing?"
I just have low self esteem.
I'm just human.
I'm just me.
Magic WandDragons fly through poison skies, their whispers in the windMagic Wand in Free Verse More Like This
Ladybugs in black sandcastles, scratches on your skin
Hopscotch over quicksand, and a castle made of dirt
Shining silver crowns and dancing 'round in spinning skirts
Bloody, ruined princesses locked up in towers tall
Watching as the prince quickly begins to fall
Slowly, as the innocence does take her darling life
Please do watch now, as the magic wand becomes a knife...
WafflesSmiling, as the spears sink into yourWaffles in Free Verse More Like This
The excitement. The joy.
Slowly, I slice through you
So slowly, so painfully.
The rush. The power.
And then, suddenly
As if a demand from demons had told me to do it…
I raise the fork to my mouth and take a bite.
BullyShh.Bully in Free Verse More Like This
Demons in the shadows
They'll find a way
To get you.
Beatings, swallowing you.
Scars, defining you.
You know you're weak.
You can't fight a bully
When the bully's inside of you.
So much time, so little to doI have seen the beauty of a dove beneath the skiesSo much time, so little to do in Free Verse More Like This
I have told the harshest truths, and I have told some lies
I have seen a child cry into its mother's arms
I have been that weeping girl who held onto self-harm
I have heard the laughter of a man about to die
I have seen the anger resting deep within their eyes
I have been the victim of my own disgusting thoughts
I have seen the best of people slowly start to rot
I have felt the heartache; I have seen a love go blue…
So much time is left to spare, but so much less to do…