Our Razorblade Symphony - Chapter 7Chapter 7 - You Are My Sunshine.
I was laying on top of Andy, our hips pressed together and I had one knee on each side of his body, crouched slightly over his slim figure. His slid his hands over the small lump of my ass, warmly trainilg them down to my thighs and the inside of my legs. I reached down and took his hands and gently pinning them above his head, leaning forward and kissing his neck, sucking a loose patch of skin till it left a small pink hickey then drew my tongue up from the spot and up to his plump, light pink lips. He kissed back in ecstasy, letting out a soft moan before slipping his tongue between my teeth. In return I opened my mouth further, letting him in.
"I love you so much." he murmured against my lips.
"I love you more." I replied...
Suddenly I was just back to laying on my side, facing the wall. Next to me I felt Andy shift, he was still sound asleep. I sighed softly, rolling over and looking longingly at him.
"Why did I have to wake u
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I had ot spend the night in the hospital. Not sleep, you're not SUPPOSED to sleep with a concussion. Oh well, I'm not tired anyway.
I sat alone in the dim-lit hospital room, decorated with bright colored roses and some "get well soon, motherfucker." cards from my cousins that my mom had brought in. I had my eyes glued to the TV screen and my hands clutching the game controller as i played Battlestar Galactia. My 8-bit space jet shooting missiles at the 8-bit alien bug things. I never knew what they were, they look like wasps from Mars to me.
I heard footsteps from the hallway. Even though visiting hours ended a while ago, 5 hours to be exact, people still came in and wandered in on the people they knew seeing as this was considered the "ghetto hospital" and the doctors didn't care if people came in to see us or not. They just wanted their shift over.
I groaned angrily as I lost another life. Damn space wasps kept hitting me! The footsteps from the ha
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I didn't want to go to school. I didn't want to wake up. I didn't want to move.
I lay in my bed, wrapped up in my blanket and staring at the wall. The little bumps and ridges stared back at me. I cocooned myself in my blanket all night, wrapped around my skinny frame. It was hotter then hell but I didn't care. I was numb anyway, only the cuts on my arm provided feeling.
I didn't sleep. I would close my eyes for a few minuets and see him again, then jerk awake screaming. I'll never forget that wicked smile he gave me, causing me to shudder or cry every time it flashed in my head. Luckily my blanket cocoon muffled it from anyone being woken up and questioning me...especially him.
My blanket was one of those really fluffy ones, long enough to wrap around me twice but still hung over my bed slightly. It had a soft texture and was plaid black and grey, about 1 inches thick when ironed. I've had it since I was little.
When the sun started rising I hid even deeper
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A couple months later.
"Get back here!"
I ran blindly through my house, stumbling over rugs and other shit thrown throughout my house. Pete chased me, waving his belt over his head and screaming at me. Among the footsteps I could hear my mom screaming at Pete to leave me alone.
I knocked over the kitchen chairs, blocking his path, only to be cornered between the table and the kitchen sink. I hopped from foot to foot, going one way then the other, trying to confuse him.
In the back of my mind I remembered Ashley telling me to "haul ass" over to his house if Pete went after me again. I planned on doing that, I knew this neighborhood inside and out. Every crack in the sidewalk every path behind the houses every tree was carved into my memory like hieroglyphs. As I swayed I maped what passage I'd take to Ashley's.
I dove sideways and Pete ran at me. I dropped under the table, crawling as fast as I can and ran to the door, unlatching it and swinging it open;
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Ashley and I turned around, fear jerking through me and I felt like my life was flashing right before my eyes, just as it had done many times before. The jock boy, needless to say was a whole lot taller then the both of us combined bore his weight down on our shoulders, he was one of those overly-muscular guys who was probably on steroids. Stubble covered his face, an evil grin on his lips. His buddies cornered us against the wall, all wearing the same clothes: jock jackets and blue jeans. Ashley cowered into my side.
The jocks crossed their arms, laughing at us. Huddled together and freaked the fuck out. One of them spit on the ground in front of us and laughed when I jumped out of the way.
"Not so tough now, are yah?" he gruffed, looking happily at me.
"What?" I've never been tough...
"He doesn't remember! I'll be damned." one of the others said.
"What are oyu guys talking about?" Ashley demanded.
"Little dark-n-pale here tried to be
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I gave the remains of my pizza slice to Ashley. I couldn't choak down anymore.
Night had fallen and the moon was high up, full and streaming through the windows in Ashley's room where we sat, playing Uno and eating.
"Andy you need to eat it." he said "You didn't eat at all today."
Yes kiddies. On top of everything else that was screwed up with me, I'm anorexic. Plus I just hated pizza. The texture didn't feel right, all slimey and soft, the taste was weird and it just didn't feel right. I shook my head and pushed the half eaten slice back at him. "I don't want it."
Ashley sighed and put it on the bedside table, having to reach around me to get there. His elbow brushed against my thighs, making me jump inside.
"Color change blue." he said, laying down a Wild card.
"You suck." I said, grabbing a card out of the pile. "Pass."
He grinned and put down a switch card. It seems pretty pointless when you only have two people but that gives you a
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In a large middle school cafeteria many students chattered and laughed, being gleeful as any regular group of 12 and 13 year olds would be. On the far side of the room sat the sportsy boys, heavy built with red and white jock jackets, even through most of them were one the soccer team and their short hair was spiked up, giving a headgehog type look. Near them were the cheerleaders, which also mixed with the popular girl and girly-girl groups. They giggled and gossiped, occasionally gasping and play-hitting eachother, putting on more bubble gum pink lipstick every 10 minuets. There was the averages, who sat in the middle more part of the room. Some talked about TV, video games, their boyfriends or girlfriends. The nerds sat in a small table within the averages.
Then there was the "Freak corner"; for the "freaks."
Multi-colored hair, dark and/or black clothing, bandanas around their necks or sliced up gloves on their hands with rings in their lips.
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It was raining like crazy by the time I had left Ashley's house, making my still-warm shirt cold and wet again. I turned down Ashley's offer for an umbrella since Pete would probably break it if he decides to have a rage fit again.
I kept my head down and my bag over my neck and head as I ran up the winding street. I stepped nimbly over all the dents and cracks in the sidewalk, since more then once I've mapped them out in my head when trying to run away. I was always caught though.
So many times had Pete pissed me off to the point of packing what few valuables I had and climbing out during the night, running down the street in almost complete darkness and trying to find the shelter. In the process, usually the police found me or my mom did. I could never tell the police why I'd run away, my mom knew right away and just told me to get in the car. She'd sneak me in.
My house was just in sight when I tripped on my shoelace and dived head-first into a pudd
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You're sure about this?"
Andy and I stood in front of the mirror in my tiny bathroom area, his hair completely clean and surprisingly waver then the ocean. A box of black hair dye sat on the sink, its contents out and in Andy's gloved hands. He ran a free hand through his dirty blonde hair. He turned his head left then right, studying his natural color as he'd been doing for the past 5 minuets.
"Yeah..." he said, poking at the jawline-long blonde hair.
I was only here to help him with the back of his head. Otherwise he could do this all himself.
In the few months we'd known eachother Andy and I had become best friends. We liked the same music, style, our sense of humor clashed but we still laughed our asses off at eachother. Andy still had that sad puppy twinge to him, just as he had when I first met him. I've been trying my best to make him happy.
Once when I found him crying near the Git-N-Go gas station. He just sat at the back of the building
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I looked over at the door to see mom standing there, a shotgun perched on her thin shoulder, the barrel aimed directly at Pete's balding head. He pulled out of me and yanked up his pants, raising his hands in the air in surrender. "Sweetheart you don't have to..."
"Shut up!" she yelled.
"Don't 'baby' me you sick bastard!" she screeched.
Pete stepped back farther, almost to the wall. The plastic beer bottle clattered under his fet, tripping him and making him fall. She bent slightly to aim at his forehead.
"Give me one reason why I shouldn't blow your brains out." she growled.
"I didn't do NUTHIN'!" he yelled.
"Bullshit!" she said "You were raping my son! He's bleeding Peter!"
Too weak and scared to move, the best I could do is roll onto my side and watch the action. My ass still stung from him, as well as my back.
"You beat us every day, Peter. You call that nothing? I'l fucking show you nothing!"
She raised her foot and kicked him in the head, a clacking
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When I got back to school I was glad to see that Andy was there, still freakish and not a jock yet. He was sitting on the stairs outside the school, his head buried in his backpack as he sat against the redbrick school building, the wind blowing his hair slightly.
I was nervous weather or not to go get him, but he looked cold. Everyone had sweat shirts or jackets or long sleeves on while the poor kid only had a black tank and elbow-length gloves, white ripped up jeans too. I took a deep breath and started towards him, unzipping my over-sized jacket to give to him. As I got closer I saw a bruise on his shoulder, dark purple with some yellow around the edges.
"Hey Andy." I said quickly.
His head snapped up, his blue eyes looked fearfully up at me for a split second before relaxing. His ruby-red lips pulled into a smile. Even in cloudy weather his pale face lit up like an angel.
"You're back!" he said happily.
"Yeah." I put my bag down and rested my jacke
Country Treatment Chapter 1 - AndleyThe rural country air was warm, but not overbearingly so, and a light breeze ruffled the leaves of the few trees that scattered the hills. A squirrel scarpered up the trunk of a large tree, and horses grazed peacefully on the grass. It was almost-silent, away from the hustle-and-bustle of city life, though there was a small town nearby, the residents weren't incredibly noisy.Country Treatment Chapter 1 - Andley in Drama More Like This
The town nearby was relatively small, and in it resided a couple-hundred people. Most houses were large, came with a couple of acres of land, and a stable. They dotted the countryside just outside the town, and created a homey, picturesque image.
In the town, there was only three shops, a restaurant/ cafe, a bank, and a town hall. There was also a school which took all grades. However, everyone knew each other, there was no crime, and there was an aura of peace and tranquility.
Cruising along the dry, cracked road, there came a pickup truck. It was almost vintage, but in good condition, and the dark bl
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Below me, people had swarmed, and several police cars and ambulances were on standby. They'd only just arrived, and everyone was watching me -a small figure from their view- shouting out things like "Holy shit?" and "Don't jump!" Ha, like I'd listen to them.
I dragged the back of my hand roughly over my eyes, wiping away tears. I couldn't do this any more; this...facade. It was too much.
Everyone saw me as Andy Biersack, the one that had it all- in their opinions. I was popular. I had looks- I'd been a model for several years, now. Straight A student. Was on the track team. I was tall. I could sing. I was ultra-skinny. Almost everyone in the school, male or female, wanted in my panys. I was dating quarter-back, Matt Good, alpha-male of the school.
Yep, I was gay, but no-one cared, despite the fact that one of the things e
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His head was pounding, but as a rockstar Jinxx was used to the feeling. Sitting up, he felt the thin white sheet that had covered him fall down his small torso, revealing his bare chest. Jinxx usually slept naked, so this didn't worry him, however, after struggling to think through his aching skull, he realised that he didn't know where he was.
As he shifted, a pain began to make itself known in his lower back. Jinxx clenched his teeth and grunted softly, bringing his hand down to rub the small of his back.
What had happened the night before, Jinxx didn't know. His thoughts were hazy, and his brain felt like mush, as though it had been chewed on and spat out. Blinking, Jinxx tried to open his eyes further, rubbing away the sleep from them.
Jinxx slowly began to
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Don't you know? The hardest part is over.
Six year old Andy Biersack trudged towards his house from school, a plastic lunchbox clutched in one white hand, a bag on his back. It was Summer in Cincinnati, Ohio, and the sun shone high in the sky.
Andy sniffled, looking dejectedly down at his knees where his pants had been torn and ripped, revealling scuffed, red skin. It hurt really badly, and he brought his small fists up, dragging them over his eyes to get rid of the tears.
"Hey, kid, you OK?" Andy started, before looking up through his thick, blonde locks at the person perched on the garden wall of a large house, who'd addressed him.
"N-not really," he said, softly, his voice thick. "My k-knees h-hurt."
The kid jumped down from his place on the bars, and came over, head tilted to the side slightly. "Where's your mommy?"
Andy sniffed again. "I have to walk home alone today, mommy and daddy are working late."
The kid bit his lip. "My
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The end of the school day saw me limping the five minute walk home, an ungodly pain in my left wrist...I don't know if I'll be able to hide this...
I don't live with my parents -ha, they're not even worthy of that title- I live with my best friends and band-mates. My brothers...the only people who genuinely love me and care about me.
I'm the only one still in high school, the youngest. I want to be a graphic designer, and go to college, so I'm staying in school. Currently a junior. They all dropped out during summer vacation, meaning that I've spent the last three months alone, subject to the abuse of bullies who make my life hell daily, just for being me: Ashley Purdy. At least when my brothers were with me, it was bearable...but then again, I've been subjected to abuse my whole life, so b
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i got tired so we went nite nite in ma bed but i got...an erekshunn!1!!1!! & ashleee felt it & wuz awl liek 'wutz dat andy??//??' n i was all liek 'i gotta bananana in muh undies' LIEEESSSS111111!!!!1111!!.
he said...i can make it go away & i was liek lolwhut :/ & he...grabedd it!!! n wuz awl liek lol andeee dats a bonur not a bananananan i cn make dat go awwaaayy 22222 & it felt awsum! & i organismed 10 mins l8r cuz he srtd blowin me and it wuz nicceee.
then he wuz awl liek 'nooooeeesss now i has a bonur!!!1!!1!111 & SO I BLUUUU HIMMM it flttt wieeerd but i lieked it lol
then he put his thingyyyy in my uuu no wuttt & we haaadddd.....................................seeeeeeeeex!111!1111 & it hurrrtttt bt i tok it liek a bus!!!!111!11!
& thn it gut goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood n we wur scremin alot lol n ma momme
A Little Bit Of Heaven: 1 - AndleyThe owner of the appartment building, named Jacob Pitts, opened his front door that morning and smiled brightly at the sunlight streaming through the roomy stair-well's window. He stepped outside into the close, and walked leisurely down the hall, until he reached the only other pent-house appartment, which took up the half of the floor his didn't.A Little Bit Of Heaven: 1 - Andley in Romance More Like This
Knocking on the door, Jake balanced on his heels, whistling a little tune. Not hearing anything, he shook his head softly, shaking his head of long, black hair, and took out a key. Pushing the brass key into the lock, he jiggled it and opened the door. Stepping into the thresh-hold, Jake gently closed the door behind him and stepped into the spaceous appartment.
It was a beautiful living space, the walls painted a soft cream and all the colors neutral, giving the place a nice, homey feel. Seeing a figure swaddled in blankets lying on the plush, fabric sofa, he smiled fondly, walking over. The figure emitted soft snores, curled up in the foet
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"Bye mom," Andy said as he climbed out of the shotgun seat of his mothers station wagon. "I'll see you at the end of summer!"
"Bye dear, have fun at music camp!" Amy Biersack called back, smiling brightly. Andy nodded, slinging his rucksack over his shoulder, and carrying a duffel in one hand. He waited until his mother's car was a speck in the distance, before turning towards the camp's enterance.
The enterance was a wooden arch, with a brightly painted sign announcing 'Camp Making Music' as its name. Andy walked underneath it, head swivelling as he took in everything.
He was a late arrival, it was after lunch and most kids had arrived early in the morning. There was a big rush to grab bags, catch up with old friends, and find out dorm assignments.
From every direction, people were talking, laughing, running, it seemed never-ending. Some people were leaning against buses, rapping or drumming out rythmes, others were trading sheet music, or sitting on the ground playing guitar.
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Ashley called, desperately, his warm, caramel eyes searching the tower for any signs of movement. Maximum the stallion pawed at the ground, the same desperation in his eyes. Ashley cupped his hands over his mouth and called again. "Andy, let down your hair!" He ran over to the stone walls of the tower, searching for hand and foot holds, already beginning to pull himself up. It was getting dark, storm clouds covering the sky, and he struggled to see what he was doing.
A strange creaking noise sounded from within the tower, and moments later, a long rope of beautiful, blonde hair dropped down. Ashley smiled widely in relief, gripping onto it. He started pulling himself up, eager to see the boy. He had to sort everything...
Scrampling onto the brightly painted, flower-adorned ledge, Ashley was already speaking. "Andy, I thought I'd never see you ag-" his eyes widened at the sight in front of him.
Andy was crouched there, in the centre of the room, his hands bound -which he appeare
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I knew you before you met me long before we would part...
The room was dark, dank, and small. There were no windows, one door closed firmly with at least a dozen locks fastening it shut, and no noises drifted in from outside. Pipes lined the walls, and rusty valves littered them, untouched for many years. A faint hissing noise could be heard coming from them. The room was sound-proofed, and the smell of sweat and piss lingered in the air, along with the faint, rusty scent of blood.
In one corner, there lay a pile consisting of knives, crowbars, and other potentially harmful metal objects, each stained a deep, red-brown.
Two people were in that room.
The first stood in front of the other. His hair, once a rich-brown, now hung over his eyes, matted and greasy. The face that it framed was no better - and his eyes, his eyes once filled with a love of life, of his fans, of the man in front of him, were unseeing. The eyes of
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Chapter 13: I Led The Revolution In My Bedroom And I Set All The Zippers Free
This burning need, was the same as the first time I saw him naked. When I wanted to go into that bathroom and just jump him, but he wasn't mine to have. Now that he is mine, I was terrified, but now, I'm not. I think it's Ash. He's always had a way about him that made me feel safe.
The heated make out session was working great. Ash had started grinding his hips against mine, trying to make some type of friction between us. The sound of his quiet moaning was getting to me. He pulled my shirt over my head and started placing tender kisses on my neck while he slid his fingers in my boxers and started rubbing idle circles.
"As good as that feels, I don't have a vagina." I giggled looking down at him.
"Don't feel sorry. I said it felt good." In almost no time we had gone back to kissing, soft moaning and rubbing against each other, the feeling was unbelievably good since the only thing keeping Ash
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Chapter 7: Jealousy's An Ugly Word
The sun was bright, it was Monday morning of our last week of school ever, and I had just awoken to snuggling up to my straight best friend that I apparently have an obvious crush on. My mind couldn't comprehend much thought until my Mom came n the room.
"Morning boys!" she yelled. I covered my head with my hands and let out a groan. She's too loud for six in the morning. "Andy, wake Ashley up before you're both late for school." she turned around and went back downstairs, probably to finish cooking breakfast.
"Yes ma'am." I grumbled kicking Ash in the butt. "Get up."
"Shit that hurt." he complained and rolled over to face me. "What?"
"We have school today." I yawned.
"Not going." he covered his face.
"We have finals."
"We still have to go." I shook him again. He grabbed on to me and pulled me back into the bed, wrapping his arms around me and burying his face in my hair.
"Lets just stay here and sleep a while. Plus I'm cold and you're r
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It was a cold December morning. I hadn't seen my baby in three days and I was starting to get lonely. I was sitting in my hotel room with Jake, Jinxx, Tokyo and Killer. My Mom and Dad were downstairs making sure that everything for the wedding was ready.
"Are you OK Ash?" Jake said tapping me on the shoulder.
"Of course I'm OK, why would I not be?" I asked.
"You've been pacing back and forth and you chewed your thumb nail down to the nub." Jinxx laughed.
"I'm just really nervous. What if he doesn't show up?" I was going crazy. I had this dream a couple times where Andy doesn't show up because he actually didn't love me.
"It'll be OK. He'll show up. Come on, you gotta get ready. Shower, wash your hair, clear your head, but more importantly, calm down." Jake smiled handing me my suit and a towel and pushing me into the bathroom. "Take your time. I'm gonna go walk the dogs, Jinxx is gonna watch you." He closed the door.
I stripped off all of my clothes and stepped into the spray of the ho
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"How about Dennis if it's a boy." I smiled pushing the cart down the isle. Ash and I have been married for seven years and a little over nine months ago we decided to have a baby. He was visiting his Mom and Dad for a while.
"Great. And Ashlynn if it's a girl." He laughed into the phone. "I miss you."
"I miss you too. Come home soon though, I've got good news for you." I was bubbling over. I wanted to tell him the news, but I had to wait until I saw the expression on his face.
"I'll be back tomorrow night. Wait up for me?"
"Love you baby."
"Love you too Ashley. Bye." I hung up the phone and went down the isle for toys. I couldn't wait until Ash was home.
"Baby, I'm home." I heard him call from the front door. I ran down the stairs and jumped into his arms. "I missed you so much." He smiled. We moved into a house in a small suburb a few years ago when we started talking about babies.
"I know. Come upstairs to the babies room. I want to show you something." I kissed him and pul
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"Ashley wake the fuck up!" I heard someone pounding on my door. It was probably Jake and Chris. Why can't they let me sleep? I managed to glance at the clock. 12 PM. Damn it all. I climbed out of bed and walked to my front door.
"Calm your asses down, I'm coming." I yelled unlocking the door slowly, and sure enough, my two best friends were at the door. Jake Pitts, my best friend since middle school; and Chris Ceruli, my friend from work. "What the fuck do you want?"
"It's Saturday bro! You know what that means?" Jake smiled letting himself in.
"Jake, I'm not in the mood right now." I complained sitting down on the couch.
"Hear that Chris, he said he's not in the mood." Jake laughed sitting next to me.
"He says that every week until he starts drinking." Chris laughed heading for the kitchen.
"I'm serious guys. I'm not in the mood for a party today." They kept laughing, until Jake saw the expression on my face.
"Whoa. Hang on a sec Chris, I think h
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Chapter 8: Show Me A Bleeding Heart Still Pounds
It's been years since that day. It still burns, the memories of it. I still dream about it too. That poor, sad little Andy who shuns any thoughts of loving another person just because the one guy he liked thought of him as a no body.
I've moved out of my parents house, and now live in somewhat of a penthouse with my fellow band members. Jake decided to break up with Evan after we graduated and is now dating CC. They both share a room on the other side of the suit. Ash lives in the room across the hall from mine. I never set foot in there, hell, when we're home I barely leave my room.
I could hear him now, flirting on the phone with some random girl. I didn't know who she was, nor did I want to know. She'd show up, they'd have sex in his room, then she'd leave. It tears me apart every time, and Ash knows how uncomfortable I am with all of it, but he doesn't care.
I honestly have no where to go. I can't move into the room across from CC an
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That night, Jon took us to a hotel. We had somewhat of a party in our room before the guys all went to their rooms for the night. CC had picked up a guy and a girl for the night, kudos to him. When everyone was gone and a good ways down the hall I tackled Andy to the bed.
"Have I ever told you how much I love you?" I smiled kissing him.
"About a million times tonight, but I could stand to hear it again." He smiled at me, his blue eyes shining in the dim light of the lamp on the table.
"I love you so much. You're my world, my everything and I can't wait to spend an eternity with you." I smiled.
"You make it sound like I'm about to convert you into a vampire." He laughed.
"Maybe you are, Count Biersack." I chuckled.
"I vant to make you my lover forever Ashley Purdy." He kissed me again.
"And I would gladly be your lover forever."
"Not just my lover, my best friend, my support system, my bass player, the father of my kids. I want you to be my everything." He smiled wrapping his arms aroun
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Chapter 9: It's OK If You Hate Me
"Andy! Andy, it's Jake, open up!" Jake was pounding at my door. I wasn't asleep, I was actually just laying in my bed, like I usually do, watching some cartoon on TV. I think it's called Tuff Puppy or some shit. I got up and unlocked the door, letting Jake in.
"What do you want?" I asked laying back down. Jake closed the door behind him and laid next to me in my bed, trying not to lay on Bruce's tail.
"Andy, Ash told me what happened." He sighed. "And now he's going bat shit crazy."
"I knew he would. I knew that if I told him he would hate me." I sighed running a hand through my hair.
"He doesn't hate you, he's just extremely confused. You should go talk to him." Jake was more preoccupied playing with Bruce than talking to me.
"Jake, I don't want to talk to him. It'll only make things worse." I pulled my covers over my head, only to have Jake yank them back down.
"Andy, not talking to him isn't making anything better. You should really consi
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"I don't want to leave Sammi, but we have to. We'll be back in a couple months. I know. I love you too. Bye." Seriously. This is the tenth time Jinxx has called Sammi and it's getting hard to try to get some sleep in this fucking place. It's been a ritual of ours for the past few years that we have this stupid little sleep over type thing at someones house. Since moving into this apartment, it's always been here. Easier on us all, but, since we aren't allowed to go sleep in our beds (Papa Jake is keeping an eye on me and Ashley) we have to sleep in the living room.
"Jinxx, would you mind shutting the hell up for once?" CC complained throwing his pillow at him. No one wants to deal with CC when he hasn't had any sleep, I'm surprised Jake can deal with him. Ash tightened his grip around my waist, we were sleeping on the bigger couch, since my legs are longer. It started out with me laying on top of him, but Papa told us to lay on our sides. Ma
She'll Never Know (Jashley)"Jake are you sure you'll be fine with me visiting my Mum for a few weeks? I don't want you to be lonely." Ella smiled at me before she left for the air port. I got up from the couch and went over to her, pulling her into me and kissing her softly.She'll Never Know (Jashley) in Romance More Like This
"I told you, I'll be fine. Don't worry about me my beautiful English Queen. Just call me when you get there, OK?"
"I will. I love you Jake."
"I love you too. Have fun. Tell your Mom I said 'hi'." I waved watching her walk out of the house. I was gonna miss her, sure, for like four minutes. When I was sure she was gone, I pulled out my phone and dialed Ashley's number.
"Hello?" He answered. He sounded tired.
"Hey Ash, Ella just left. Wanna come over and keep me company?"
"Yeah. I'll be over in a bit. Shower though, because I'm sure you smell worse than Jinxx." He laughed.
"I don't smell that bad."
"Jake, don't fool yourself. Just go take a shower. I don't want to be subjected to your stink." he laughed again.
"Fine. I'll go shower."
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"Now you have my mobile number don't you?"
I smiled as my room mate and best friend, Christian Coma asked me the same question that he had done about less then five minutes ago. Christian was an insanely huge panickier, especially about the safety and welfare of yours truly, but that's what made me love him immensely so.
"Yes Chuppy, For the thousandth time," I chucked and punched him playfully on the arm.
He grinned at me, his hundred megawatt smile. "I know, I just get so-"
"Panicked? Terrified? Scared?" I teased, arching one plucked eyebrow at him.
He laughed, a great booming sound which echoed off the metal walls of the elevator. "Precisely,"
The elevator came to a smooth stop and the doors slid open to reveal a new Manhattan morning. We stepped out in sync and Christian automatically gripped my upper arm in his hand, I rolled my eyes fondly at his over protective gesture and let him lead me to the double doors which was the entrance to the block of f
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"What about this one?"
I glanced up from painting my nails and scrutinised the dress that Christian had dug out from the depths of my wardrobe. I cocked my head to one side and then scrunched up my nose, shaking my head.
Christian sighed and flopped down on my bed next to me. "Well you have to choose something,"
"I know, I know," I sighed, feeling like a dumb blonde in a chick flick who couldn't decide what to wear on a hot date. I stood up and rose on my heels, trying not to smudge any of the wet nail polish on my toes. I slowly edged towards my closet and peered inside once more.
There must be one dress in here which is suitable for going on a date with a sex god, who wants to fuck me senseless
Frustratedly I started pulling dresses and other items out of my closet in a haste to find something nice to wear. Until right at the back of my closet I found a very old dress that I hadn't worn since I was sixteen, mainly because I thought it was a little naughty,
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I woke in the morning with a splitting headache, an empty bottle of red wine lying beside my bed. I groaned and sat up in bed, wincing as the movement caused the banging inside my head to increase feverishly. Slowly I inched my way out of the cocoon I had made myself in my bed and padded barefoot to the kitchen, I needed some paracetamol and fast. I opened the medicine cabinet and rooted through its depths until my hand closed around the box in which the paracetamol was stored.
I chased two pills down with a gulp of water then glanced at the clock.
"Shit! I'm late!" I gasped, chucking the rest of the water down the sink. I ran into my room, striping off the baggy shirt that I always wore to bed as I went. I hunted down the skirt and blouse that I had wore to work yesterday and shoved them on, next I fiddled around trying to find another pair of tights. But to my dismay I couldn't find any without ladders or holes in them, cursing I rummaged through my underwear draw, tossi
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"ANDY!, ANDY!,ANDY! AHHHHH!!!!!!!" I heard fan girls screaming in all directions as Andy walked out of the bus me in close pursuit behind him. Jake, Jinxx and CC also followed behind me I'm glad they couldn't see my face, it was beet red from jealousy- don't get me wrong I love our fans but when they try it with my man...lets just say I get possessive. Well I say MY man, but he isn't he probably never will be but a guy can dream right?.
"ASHLEY! OMG ITS ASHLEY! SIGN MY BOOBS PLEASE?!"- This is what I have to deal with fan girls screaming Ash's name, begging him to marry them, sign their bodies you name it I deal with it.
"Hey Andy me, Jake and Jinxx are gonna head on to the bar want anything?" said CC.
"I'll have a red wine," said Ashley, looking over from signing the fans boobs...damn that girl...
"Andy?...HELOOOO!" CC's voice made me jump from my thoughts of cursing the fan.
"Urm no thanks CC im fine thanks chuppy," I said finally.
"Suit yourself," CC walk
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"Andrew," Ash groaned, nudging my thighs apart with his knee. "Your tormenting me,"
His hands wandered up the sides of my dress, groping for the zipper, he found it and slowly pulled it down. Next his hands thrust up the dress, bundling the fabric up then sliding it off with one tug, he tossed it somewhere behind him carelessly, far too focused on me. His mouth rose to press to my collarbone and slowly started to move down, my heartbeat relaxed then restarted at a frantic speed as he neared my pelvis.
"No Ash," I whined pathetically. "Not there,"
He pressed a kiss to my crotch through the rough lace of the thong I still wore. "Why not?"
"B-Because it's embarrassing," I whined.
He pondered for a moment and then a devious smile appeared on his handsome face. "I'll tell you what Andy, this-" he gestured to what was happening between us. "-can be a taster, if you like what I do in this 'taster' then maybe-" he plucked at the bow on my underwear suggestively. "-yo
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The next morning I was up early and walking to work, it was a beautiful sunny Manhattan morning and this time I could fully enjoy the beauty of it because I didn't have a raging hangover. Mind you I couldn't really enjoy it now as my mind was pre-occupied with what the sex god had said to me yesterday.
"Because I want to fuck you Andrew and I need to know if anyone is standing in the way of me doing so,"
Those had been his exact words and now they were imprinted into my mind forever. Needless to say as soon as he had muttered them I had gawked at him like a fish out of water and then before I could say anything back to his boldness Jake had interrupted us.
"Because I want to fuck you Andrew and I need to know if anyone is standing in the way of me doing so," he murmured, tightening his grip on my pelvis just enough to make me squirm.
My mind screamed those short words at me. How could he just come out with something like that? Was he that
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The following night I was sitting in my apartment watching T.V, with my feet up on the coffee table. Which Christian hates but lucky for me he wasn't in tonight, he had gone out with some guy who had approached him at work, asking him if he wanted a date I suppose, even though Chuppy had blushed and feverishly denied it was a date.
I smiled softly and remembered my 'date' with Ash the sex god. He had dropped me back home late last night, much to Christian's distaste, he had also given me a thick envelope which enclosed a 'contract' according to Ash, something about his Dominant and Submissive thing. He had insisted that I read it and then report back to him whether or not I wanted to continue our...'relationship'.
I bit my lip and directed my gaze to my desk, where I had shoved the envelope last night. I let out a long sigh then swung my legs off the sofa, stalking towards the desk and ripping the envelope open, my curiosity getting the better of me.
I slid out the three p
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Ashley kicked the door to my room open, still carrying me, and dropped me onto my small single bed. Fortunately the lights were off so I couldn't see his face but I could feel him, feel the heat radiating from his palms through the skimpy fabric of the robe I still, frustratingly, had on. Those hands wandered down my sides until they reached my knees, pushing them up then spreading my legs wide.
The bed dipped as he crawled onto it, bracing himself over me, then taking my lips in a kiss. I shifted around underneath him, trying to at least loosen the knot that held my hands prisoner but to no avail. I moaned a little as he bit at my lip ring, asking for entry which I gladly gave him, our tongues colliding together until I was gasping for breath. Ash chuckled and moved off me a little, suddenly the whole room was illuminated with light, he had turned the light switch on.
He grinned at my shocked expression then sat up on his knees, tugging me up by my arms and delicately gui
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Ash tied my wrists together in an unbreakable knot using the tie from my robe. He tugged on the back of it experimentally, as if he was testing the strength of the knot. I wriggled my wrists around in vain, realising the knot was far too advanced for me to be even bothered about, Ash must be a master in all things knot-wise. He grinned in satisfaction and led me over to the sofa, pushing me down onto it. He sat opposite me, perched casually on the side of the coffee table.
He crossed one leg over the other and leaned towards me. "I take it you read my proposition then?"
I shuffled into a more comfortable position, plus one that didn't allow Ash to sneakily see up my robe. "Yes I did and I have no intention of pursuing it,"
Ash grinned slyly and tossed his mane of hair behind his shoulders. "And why not exactly?"
"B-Because it's degrading and...we barely know each other...your my employer for Christ sake!"
"We can get to know each other, my way,"
"Yes, but you
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The night was different this evening, chilling, humid, earthy, exhilarating even. This past week most nights had been frosty cold but as I looked through the window on this night, I felt that same exhilarating feeling; excitement. I didn't know why and I didn't know what for, all I knew was that this excitement made my tail prickle in earnest for what was going to come.
Looking around the small, shabby apartment that me and a couple of my pack shared, I noted that two of them were missing. Frowning I sat up in my, what I liked to call 'throne' and let my chocolate brown eyes scan the surroundings. First thing I noticed was one of my many acquaintances, Jinxx, he was lolling on one of the sofas, sleeping with a bottle of Jack Daniels tucked under his arm. I shook my head fondly at the smaller wolf and continued looking around. Next I noticed the bloodied remains of our last meal,strewn across the floor like the untidy males we were, nothing seemed to be out of place, noth
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'Andy?! I found you!" I'd burst through the door to see Andy curled up on the floor, looking absolutely terrified. His blue eyes flitted around the room, growing wider every second. Suddenly, his eyes met mine.
"Andy! Oh god, I found you!" I ran forward and dropped to my knees over him. "Andy, honey are you okay?" I frowned.
"No, Ashley, t-they threw me in a bag, a-and put me n here and I can't move and I'm freezing and, and-" He was breathing fast, sobs catching in his throat. I rubbed circles on his back, attempting to sooth him. I pulled his body into mine, kissing his for-head.
"Its okay, Andy, they can't hurt you now. I'm here, your safe." I think I was trying to convince myself as much as I was Andy, you don't know my dad. And I'm beginning to think I don't either. Okay, I knew he wasn't the nicest person, and he would probably put his fucking mayor job in front of anything , and that includes me. But I didn't think he'd do...well, this. Saying that,
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As we pulled away from the embrace, I could see Andy starting to get uncomfortable.
"Andy, its okay." I soothed.
"B-but what if someone saw us? We'll...we'll be killed!" he started panicking, shivering on the rock. I grabbed his arms, and brought his hands up to my face.
"Look at me Andy." he slowly turned his huge, blue eyes to stare up at me. "We won't be killed, I'll make sure of it, and anyway, no-one saw us. Were fine, okay? So stop panicking, and kiss me again!" Before he could protest more, I leaned in a brought my lips to his for the second time that night.
We met up like this, every night, and chatted and kissed in secret. Andy was not only beautiful on the outside, but also had a beautiful personality. I learnt about his life, as did he mine. The poor thing didn't even have any parents, they died, attacked by a shark apparently. Thats why he could spend ages n the rocks without being missed. He told me about how he wanted to be human, and asked me about human lif
Andley - Merman love Part 1Andy twirled gracefully through the water, the black scales that adorned his tail shining in the late afternoon light. He gathered up all his energy, and powered upwards through the water, breaking the surface and flying up in the air. He circled in the air, before landing back in the huge sea with a splash.Andley - Merman love Part 1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
He continued to play like this, unaware that he was being watched by a local fisherman, Ashley. Although Ashley was quite high up and well known in his village, being the mayors son, he liked to help out and pull his weight around, working to help bring in food. And thats when he'd spotted Andy. He was enchanted by the beautiful merman. His pearly white skin, his skinny frame, his long, raven black hair. Not to mention his perfect face. But Ashley's favourite thing about him was his eyes. Although Andy was a creature of the sea, his eyes were the colour of a clear sky, so blue, so pure. Ashley dearly wanted to get to know the boy, to love him. But It was against the law for a
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I sighed in happiness as Andy rolled over, making room for me on the couch. Climbing on, I laid down and slipped my arms around him. As my body pressed against him, I expected him to flinch away, but instead he pressed himself into me more. I smiled into his back. Maybe things would go back to normal, quicker than I thought...
A weird sensation on my neck brought me slowly out of my slumber. It felt like someone was...kissing my neck. Another tingling kiss was planted on my neck. I moaned involuntary, and snapped my eyes up to see what it was. Andy was faced towards me, his eyes wide. He'd obviously just pulled away from my neck, and was panting. I stretched out an arm t
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I was sitting on the bed, waiting for Andy to come out. I hadn't heard any noise for a while now. Suddenly, though, I saw the door creak, then start to move.
Immediately, I jumped from the bed towards the door. Andy stood there. The smell of vomit was heavy in the air. Suddenly, he started to sway, putting his arm out searching for support, but found nothing. I realised what was happening and was instantly under him, catching his falling body. He stared up at me with huge, round eyes.
"Ash...You can't love me. Your straight, I know you are. You used to come back with girls from clubs and all of that shit. Its not right."
I felt my heart break just a tiny bit as he said that. I did love him, I loved him with all my heart. I gave up all the girls the second I started dating this beautiful boy. And I never once regretted it, he was my life, my reason to keep going. The only reason I'm still breathing right now is because he is. If he died, or left me, I don't know what I'd do.
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I stood awkwardly, contemplating how I was going to answer Andy's question. I mean, it seemed obvious why I had my arms around him at night. We always did that, whenever we slept or even just sat down, I would always hold him, or he would sit on my lap. But of course Andy wasn't quite 'Andy' at the moment, through no fault of his own.
I ran my hands through my hair again, searching my mind for an acceptable answer. Finding nothing, I stepped forward towards Andy instead. His eyes followed my every move with suspicion. It really, really hurt me inside. Not only his..distrust, but how he was. My beautiful, so sure of his future Andy was stuck like this, not knowing anyone. He'd even forgotten some of his favourite things. That reminded me, he asked for Skippy.
"um, I'll just go check the cupboard. We might have some skippy there."
"Wait, you never answered my question, again!" He shifted his folded arms.
"Look, Andy, I know this is hard for you, but it is for me as well! We
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Left your T-shirt in my room,
Still smells of you,
And the picture you hung on the door,
Lay smashed, picture perfect
I slammed the tour bus's door open. The guys just ignored me, as usual, knowing better than to talk to me when I'm like this
"Who took my water?!" Jake looked up from the magazine he was reading.
"I don't know Andy, maybe you just misplaced it. Its not always someone else's fault." He went back to the magazine.
I stared shocked.
"What the fuck's that meant to mean?! Are you saying I'm a liar!?" This time Jinxx looked at me.
Nothing left but a memory
We only made out,
you never kissed me,
thats how I learned how to hold back all feeling,
"No Andy, were not. Were just sick of you taking everything out on us! You never used to be moody all the time! Get over Ashley, seriously. He's gotten over you, can't you see that? Just move on! Its been months now!" he growled, then went back to watching the TV.
I stared at him for a bit. Jinxx was n
Andley - InsomniaAndy paced up and down the small halls of the tour bus. For the fourth Thursday in a row, he couldn't sleep. His eyes had huge bags underneath, and his features were sunken. His face was paler than usual, a ivory-grey colour. Andy played a concert every night, and it was beginning to show in not only his looks, but his actions. Each night, he would walk up and down the small corridor of the tour bus, hoping that he would grow weary and drop off to sleep from exhaustion. But no. It just wouldn't give him a break. All he wanted was a decent nights sleep, but that was too much to ask, it seemed.Andley - Insomnia in Short Stories More Like This
Andy soon grew bored, not tired, but bored. He ran his fingers through his long, raven hair, possibly a gesture of comfort. He would often do this. Quietly, he pushed open the door that led on to the living room. Seating himself on their worn leather sofa, he began to fiddle with a particularly tangled strand of hair. Anything to keep his mind occupied. Once he'd finished, he scanned th
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I sniffed, coughed, waking up. I herd someone muttering, but couldn't quite make out what they were saying. I think I just about caught the end of the sentence though
"Don't worry, babe. I'll never leave- you'll always be safe- Oh no!" Finally, I came to grips with where I was and who I was with. I turned to look at Ashley, blushing slightly at our closeness. He jumped a little, pushed me off his lap, and ran off. Did he just call me babe... again? Your an idiot, Again, Andy, wishful thinking!
"Ash?" I shouted groggily, confused. "What the fuck?!" I shook my head, getting up from the bed. I rubbed my head awkwardly, setting off to find Ash.
While I searched, I thought about the dream I'd had:
"Ash, please, don't go! Please!" I was on the floor, begging Ashley.
"I'm sorry Andy, but I'm just...how do you say? Bored with you? no, more like... I don't find you interesting, Andy, I don't like you." I was crying, but I'd given up, and was just a sobbing heap on the fl
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I sat staring blankly at the bed on which my beloved lay, scared that any moment the life line would go flat. I put my head in my hands, and began to sob. If it wasn't for that fucking idiot who was doing something stupid, we'd be at home, or touring, or kissing or rowing, anything. Anything but this. But no, no. And now were here, and have been for the past year. I sobbed harder as I remembered what happened.
*Flash back* (authors note: I have no idea how to do italics on here, so could someone tell me how in the comments? thank you I would really appreciate it if you did! )
~ "Thank you for being such an amazing audience and taking your time to come out to see us tonight!" yelled Andy over the screaming of a thousand happy BVB fans.He paused, and I could see him grinning and taking a moment to survey the cheering crowd. He lifted the mic to his mouth again "We love you! Remember, never give in! Thank you and goodnight!" The audience went hysterical once again.
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I walked upstairs to my room only to find another servant named Juliet placing a fresh pressed suit on the table at the end of my bed.
She must not have noticed that I walked into the room because when she turned around she almost leaped a hundred feet in the air.
"Prince, I didn't see you there..." She said. Her gaze was searching me as if she was trying to find some sort of flaw.
"What is the suit for?" I asked her without acknowledged what she said before.
"The masquerade this weekend. Your parents want you to look stunning for the princesses and... other village girls," she let out a soft sigh.
Juliet had liked me since she became a servant at the castle. She would've been chasing me sooner, but I didn't go out to the village that often so she never really got to see what I looked like. Also the people that worked at the castle are the only one's not allowed to fall in love with royalty. That was the only rule I truly didn't understand about this place...
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A story that will torture your thoughts by day and haunt your dreams by night.
Andy and I had lived in a small home way off into the mountains. It was quiet and peaceful because no one ever came up that far. It was just me and him living in a dream home. We had moved all the way up there because of my job. I was an artist and I had to have something to inspire me so I could create my art. This was the place that we had chosen to live because it just seemed so perfect for us.
And though I will do my best, there are no words that can be written nor brushstrokes laid on a canvas that can describe the stark and utter horror of the night that Andy died.
The emptiness will haunt you...
We were preparing for the night. Both of us had our usual nightly rituals. Mine was to make sure all the doors and windows were locked so no one would come and rob us during the night. After that I went upstairs and joined my love under the silky blankets. I wrappe
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With a bleach blond tramp
And she's probably getting frisky
Ashley and I were not the perfect fairytale couple that everyone dreamed of. We had more flaws than everyone else and we still do. Lately we had been fighting a lot more and he would always come home late smelling like whiskey and women's perfume. The whiskey didn't bother me, it was the other smell that did. He was a manwhore before we got together and I'm betting that he still is.
Right now, he's probably buying
Her some fruity little drink
'Cause she can't shoot whiskey
I sat in the dark living room just waiting for him to arrive. The clock told me it was way past midnight and I tapped my foot on the floor. That's when I heard a key click into the lock and the door came open. Ashley was standing there with his leather jacket in his hands.
"I see you came home late... again," I grumbled when he flicked on the light and he literally leaped in the air.
"Andy, I didn't know yo
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Kina dragged me to the park. There were so many memories here and I just didn't want to face them, but I walked through it with her anyways.
I looked up at the sky and I saw how beautiful it was. Almost as blue as Andy's eyes.
Stop thinking about him. dammit.
Kina took my hand in her's and we walked past the bench where I met Andy.
We trailed off the path and started walking through the grass to the other side of the park.
I looked over and I saw a happy couple sitting on a bench sharing a kiss. It felt a stab of pain and I remember how me and Andy used to be. I saw the guy pull away from the girl only to realize that it was Andy and Juliet sitting on the bench.
He looked at me with surprised in his eyes and he looked straight at me.
I saw concern fill his blue eyes and he pushed Juliet away from him. I saw her glance up at him and turned around and look at me.
"I want to go back to my apartment," I said to Kina and she nodded her head as we started to w
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Andy stared at me like a deer who had just hears something approaching it.
"Who?" I asked him once more.
"Y-you," he stuttered and stared at me with fear in his sky blue eyes. .
Did he just admit that he felt the same spark that I did when I met him?
"I'm a guy. Guys don't fall for guys..." I said. That's when I realized that I sounded like a total fucking hypocrite.
"I don't know what it is, but I like you, Ashley. More than I've ever like anyone else," he said turning away and acting like he was about to leave. He acted as if it was a shame to admit that he had finally found what he had been looking for all along. He took a step away and I finally found the courage to admit what I needed to.
"The funny thing is... I feel the same way," I said and the turned around to face me.
A smile spread across his pink lips and he took a few steps closer to me.
"You want to try to be together?" I asked him softly hoping that his answer was a yes.
"It's forbidden and moral
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I was debating with myself the entire way home.
You're not supposed to find a guy attractive!
But those eyes....
Those eyes held something that could mean my future. They held something that I thought I'd never see.
"Andy!" Jeremy's shouts pulled me out of my trance.
"What, Jinxx?!" I shouted his nickname at him. He was always great at playing jokes so I called him by his nickname on certain occasions.
"Are you alright?" he asked when he had made his way up to me.
"Yeah, I'm fine... Just confused about something..." I muttered and I didn't meet his blue eyed gaze.
"What is it?" he asked.
"I can't say here. I'll tell you later," I said and we made our way into the large castle.
Ashley kissed my lips gently as we glided our way across the ballroom floor. Other girls from far away kingdoms and the local village stared at us with disgust, but I didn't really care.
"You're gorgeous, Andrew," Ashley said with a gleaming smile.
"I could say the sa
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I saw three figures jump into the water and I leaped out and yelled, "Raaawwwwrrrrr!"
CC leaped three feet in the air and Jake let out a girlish scream. All of us stared at Jake and Jinxx said, "Dude... What the fuck was that?"
Jake just blushed and dove under the water. We all started laughing and CC suddenly froze.
"What's up bro?" I asked him and he just frantically shook his head. He shook his head and his face turned the color of a tomato. Something wasn't right because of the way he was acting... Jake popped our of the water with a large grin on his face.
"Oh god..." Jinxx mumbled and he started swimming to the shore and running like something was chasing after him.
Jake threw CC's boxers in the air and Ashley and I let out a scream and started running towards the shore. Jake and CC stayed in the water for reasons that I didn't even want to know...
We started getting dressed as we were running back to my house and we were laughing our heads off.
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I woke up when Ashley kissed my forehead and mumbled out, "Good morning, sunshine."
I rubbed my eyes and said with a smile on my face, "Good morning, babe."
He smiled back, but it quickly faded as he said, "I should be getting home, my mom's gonna be pissed..."
I stared at him in confusion and he looked away from me. "Want me to come with you?" I asked him.
He let out a shaky sigh and nodded his head. Why is he suddenly acting so strange?
When we got to his house I heard him take a deep breath before getting out of the car. He was holding onto my hand tightly as we were walking towards the door and he looked like he was about to be sick.
I gave him a small smile and squeezed his hand before knocking on the door. It was answered by a woman that was a bit shorter than me and she had the same dark brown eyes as Ashley. She had a cigarette inbetween her lips and a bottle of wine in her hands. She glared at me with a look of pure evil and grabbed Ashley by the col
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The sun was setting in the horizon and Jake and I were running towards the forest as quickly as our feet would carry us.
My dress and mask were wrapped up in my arms because tonight was the night of the masquerade.
We ran through the trees and I looked around to make sure nobody was following us to the old oak.
"Dammit, he's going to think I ditched him," I grumbled as I began to undress from my royal attire.
"No he won't. He's probably being swarmed by princesses right now anyways," Jake said as he looked up at the oak.
I slid on the soft black dress and I sucked in my breath as my friend zipped it up for me.
I turned around to face him and his eyes lit up in awe.
"Wow..." He said staring at me.
"What?" I asked turning around in a circle and I felt the silky material flow around my legs.
"You look nice as a girl," Jake said and I smiled and felt a blush rise up on my pale cheeks.
"Thank you," I said as I slipped on my black heels that were fashioned in my size
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Sandra explained to Ashley about how she was the original drummer for our band and how she's in a new band called Modern Day Escape. She started to talk about her girlfriend and Ashley and I exchanged glances and smiled.
"I know what look. Batmandy, talk, now," she said and Ashley grinned even wider when she called me the nickname that she had given more for being such a fanboy.
"Batmandy and I are together," Ashley said smiling and leaning his head onto my shoulder. I wrapped my arm around his waist and smiled at him.
Sandra smiled and then said, "That's fantastic! If you hurt him, I'll fucking kill you."
He smiled and nodded his head and said, "I wouldn't dream of it."
We all joked around for a little bit until Sandra go a text and she jumped up.
"Shit!" she yelled and she grabbed her jacket and pulled it on.
"Is everything alright?" I asked her and she looked at me and said, "My girlfriend was in a car accident."
All of us piled into Jake and Jinxx's c
What Makes You Beautiful-AndleyI looked at Andy, his long black hair flowing in the wind. We were driving down to the venue, since he lived with me, and it was close, we carpooled.What Makes You Beautiful-Andley in Drama More Like This
The nineteen year old's makeup was perfect, and he was truly beautiful underneath it all. His saphire like eyes always shone like a toddler's. Though, it saddened me because I heard his cries at night. He thought I was asleep, but I really wasn't. I knew what he did at night.
'You're insecure, don't know what for. You're turning heads when you walk through the door. Don't need make up to cover up, being the way that you are is enough.'
He giggled as I turned up the radio. It was some older rock song I didn't know, his deep voice started to sing along. I kept an occasional eye on him as I drove.
"Andy," I started.
"I love you." I smiled, if he only knew I loved everything about him.
He chuckled, "I love you too!"
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"No you hang up first!" Juliet squealed through the phone.
"Okay." I said, hanging up. I could hear sobs coming from somewhere in the flat Ashley, my bandmate, and I shared.
I was getting tired of Juliet to say the least. None of the guys really cared for her, and Ashley hated when she came over. He's very OCD about how things are, and living with me isn't easy since I get into everything, but he said she's like his worst nightmare of sharing a house with.
Juliet began to get annoying from the minute the Coffin video came out. She was up under me constantly. I can deal with it, but I just didn't feel the essential spark. I know we won't last much longer, but something's keeping me on her.
As I searched the lower level of out town house I found he wasn't there. I lit a cigerette as I began the climb up our stairs. I breathed in the toxic fumes as I looked for my best friend. My phone rang in my back pocket and I answered it.
"Juliet, what is
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I woke up to CC coming into the room. He smiled at me and told me I could go home and get some things, take a shower, and eat.
That was three days ago, and Ashley was still unconscious.
All I did was stay at the hospital with my best friend. Today, however, that'll soon change.
Today is the day I am breaking up with Juliet.
I sent her a text, and asked her to meet me at the local Starbucks. It was three blocks from the hospital. I got up from my seat next to Ashley and walked to the small bathroom. I brushed my teeth and my hair. I changed out of my oversized Batman shirt into a black one, and I kept my sweats on. I pulled on my boots. Oh the joys of being a rockstar and not giving a fuck.
I kissed Ash's cheek, and made sure one of the guys were on there way. I made my way downtown to the coffee shop. I saw her there. She was standing outside. She smiled when she saw me.
"Hey baby!" She greeted me before taking my hand. I pulled away.
"We need to talk." I said, acid dripping
Haven't Met You Yet-Request AndleySeems like Juliet didn't work out. Hmph. Love seems to hate me. I texted Ashley, my best friend, and told him to come over. We'd have a party.Haven't Met You Yet-Request Andley in Drama More Like This
Our party consisted of Jack, pizza, and a bunch of movies. Ashley had just cut it off with his recent fling, and we both needed this.
"Andy, when's the pizza gonna get here? I'm starved!" He asked, pouring us some more shots. I took mine instantly, it burned as it went down. I slammed it on the table.
"More." He chuckled.
"I've taught you well." People say we'd be cute, but he doesn't swing that way. Yeah, I'm bi. Get the fuck over it. Ashley is hot, but there's no way he'd be mine.
The doorbell rang, and I ran drunkenly with the money in hand. I grabbed the pizza, gave him his money, and shut the door in his face. I walked with a quick pace into my kitchen. I looked at the bottle, more than half was gone. Good thing I have backup.
"Hey Andy, wanna play truth or dare?" Ashley asked me as he took a bite of his pizza.
"But it's a kids game!" I com
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'Well when you go, don't ever think I'll make you try to stay.'
Thinks had been going great with Andy! We were in love, but something happened, and I just don't feel it anymore.
'And maybe when you get back, I'll be off to find another way.'
I had my bags packed, and the car was ready. All I had to do was write the note. Andy had went out with Matt, Danny, and Ben. God in Heaven only knows what they're doing.
'And after all this time you still owe.'
I sighed, running my fingers through my hair, I went to our bedroom. I searched for Andy's notebook, looking for a clean page.
'You're still a good-for-nothing: I don't know.'
"Andy," I wrote.
"It's time I feel like I told you this." I sc
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"Andy, we've got to go!" I yelled at my raven haired fiance, his eyes were wet with tears. Today was supposed to be our wedding day, but fate had cancelled that awhile ago.
"I can't!" He cried out. He was on the floor of the abandoned warehouse. We needed to find more shelter. Soon.
'Hand in mine into your icy blues, and then I'd say to you we could take to the highway. With this trunk of ammunition too.."
"Ashley, let's just stay here. The radios work. Jinxx and Sammi Doll are eight hours out of Contamination Zone, Jake and Ella are safe until it reaches Europe-"
"CC?" I asked, fearing the answer.
"He's become one." Andy choked out, barely a whisper. We needed to save the world, but I have to keep Andy safe.
'I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets'
"Andy, we gotta help the kids!" I said, picking up the radio.
He sighed, "You're r
Life Sucks and You End Up Rotting-AndleyI smiled to myself as I pulled on my tightest pair of ripped skinny jeans I had. I cringed as I had to look in the mirror to put on foundation and eyeliner. My eyes were ringed several times with black eyeliner. My blue eyes stood out drastically. I brushed out my hair before I flat ironed it and parted it to where it covered my eyes. Who wanted to look at them anyway? I slipped on a tight, long sleeved shirt. It was black as well. I pulled a scarf out of my drawer. It was gray. I needed some color, right?Life Sucks and You End Up Rotting-Andley in Drama More Like This
I put my shoes on which just happened to be black Vans. I chewed on my painted fingernails as I checked my phone for the time. It was twenty minutes until six. Twenty minutes until the party started. Twenty minutes until I had to prove I was worth being with to my best friend. Twenty minutes I had until my life would surely be over.
My phone vibrated, and it was a text from Sandra, she wasn't going to Ashley's party. So that left, CC, Jinxx, Jake, Kina, and of course Ashley. I'm pret
All to Myself Ch. 2Today was a Monday, and after a weekend of thinking, I really am going to avoid Mr. Purdy.All to Myself Ch. 2 in Drama More Like This
"Andy," Jinxx started as he leaned against the back of my black Eldorado, "We've got to get booked, man."
I sighed, "I know dude. I can play bass, but not good enough for shows." Jinxx frowned, and CC and Jake walked up. Jake had his guitar case over his left shoulder and an amp in both of his hands. I guessed C had his drums in his car.
"Will you help C get his shit out of the car?" Jake asked. Jinxx and I nodded as we followed the drummer to his trunk. I grabbed the cymbal carriers and they got the rest.
"Andy, get my guitar will you?" Jinxx questioned, well more like demanded, tossing me his keys. I voyaged away from the guys to his car. I set the case down and unlocked his back door and bent down to get his guitar.
"Hey babe," I heard Sammi say.
"It's Andy." I said, laughing.
"Oh, I'm so sorry!" I could tell she was blushing. "It's fine."
I caught up with the guys in front of Purdy's room. We
How Much Do I Mean to You-Ch 7- AndleyI woke up bright and early the next morning feeling like shit. I just wanted to go crawl in Ashley's bed and cuddle. I wished it was me he liked.How Much Do I Mean to You-Ch 7- Andley in Drama More Like This
"Andy!" I heard Ashley's voice yell from downstairs. He sounded scared. I immediately jumped up and stumbled my way into the sitting room. There was a box on the coffee table.
"What is it?" I asked, sitting beside him on the couch.
"It's a box. A box that was sitting outside our townhouse this morning on our porch."
"Is there a name?" I questioned, picking up the brown package. I twirled it around in my hand. It was kind of heavy.
"No. Andy, what's that ticking noise?" He asked, scratching at his bandages.
I put my ear to the box. I heard a uniform ticking. I immediately threw it down.
"Ash! How did you not notice the ticking before?! I think it's a bomb!"
Ashley's eyes grew wide as he spoke, "I didn't think of that, but it was why I was yelling at you for a good fifteen minutes, dipshit!"
"What do we need to do?"
"I think we call the f
Happy Birthday to AndyI sighed as I heard my alarm clock ring. It was eight in the morning, and I hadn't slept at all.Happy Birthday to Andy in Drama More Like This
I've been pondering my situation. Last night I'd broken up with Juliet. It had broken her heart, it was Christmas...
I just wasn't feeling it, I don't have feelings for her. The thought of her, or any woman being my partner disgusts me. There is only one for me, and his name is Ashley Purdy. My bassist.
I've been denying myself. I'm about as straight as a fucking rainbow. I think Sandra knows, and if she's thought anything about it, she's told Sammi, so Jinxx probably knows as well.
I rolled out of bed and sighed. I had a party to get ready for.
-_-Time Lapse at Party-_-
I gulped down another shot of whiskey. Finally, I wasn't drinking illegally anymore.
To be completely honest, I was drunk off my ass. Ashle
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I went to the house of my girlfriend. Jess I've been with her for 9 month. This is the longest relationship I've ever been. She said me she wanted me, and I mean BAD.
I thought I was going to be with her that night.
I went to her room, the house was alone. I opened slowly
"Baby- Jess" I opened the door completely. Seeing my girlfriend on the bed with a stupid guy "WHAT THE FUCK!?" I yelled.
THEY WERE HAVING SEX
They stopped and saw me. Mike? My best friend? Is with my girlfriend?
"Ashley I can-" She started but I showed my palm to her, asking to stop to talk
"I don't want to know" I put down my hand "You said me: you were bored of this. You wanted to have sex with me. But-" I tried to don't cry, but; was so difficult "-But, I see; you have fun here" I swallowed the insults "Goodbye Jess. Goodbye Mike" I went to my car and with the money I had. I went to Hollywood. Trying to leave that on the past
-END OF THE DREAM-
I wake up sweating, I saw Andy, beside me, his bea
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I could see a person in the corner of the bar, sitting on a couch, alone....Andy? Fuck. I thought when he invited me to come to Latin America in his tour with Black Veil Brides, I thought, he might forget the problems, but I see, it's not what I hoped.
Andy is my best friend, I still live with him and the other guys in the same house, we decided to call it 'Rebel's House' haha we are crazy, but... whatever... I went with him and I kept in front of the table.
"What are you doing?" I asked, his gaze got up, he stirred the glass of whiskey in his hand in signal of he was drinking "Andy-" I took away (almost with violence) the drink from his hand "- You should NOT sink down in the liquor"
"Thank you- "He said sarcastic "- I will take your advice" He took the drink from my hand, and served another drink.
"Andy, please, I know what happened, I can't imagine for what are you happening-"
"Yeah, NOBODY can" He said and drank the whiskey. I sat down with him
"Andy, please hear me-"
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This is my first one shot. It's sad.I wrote it while I was listen to Almost Lover By A Fine Frenzy. I cried, so MAYBE, you too.
I went into my house, I could hear the rain hitting the window of the kitchen where I was making me a tea. The soft clarity of a lightning making the room to shine. ¿Who doesn't love the rain? I smiled to myself, I drunk a sip of my tea.
My thoughts were interrupted by a scandal on the second floor. It sound like a lot of breaking glass, then, a hollow sound. I left my cup on the isle of the kitchen.
I went to the second floor, trying to guess, where the sound came from? I saw the light of Andy's room shining under his door.
I opened his door, just to discover his thin body on the floor, beside his glass door, breathing with difficulty. I ran to him, giving my back to the lightning that was shining by the balcony behind me.
"A-Andy. What happened?" I could see his chest up and down, striving for breathe. He sh
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A tear wet the paper when it fell, my feelings, my tears, my fears, my thoughts, were there. On a paper. Well, it's not the first time
"Andy?" Sandra said but I didn't care, I started to cry on silence, the tears went down, the pain and the sound were catched by my own throat. I bite my lip ring. I put my head on the wall and tears were shown to Sandra "Oh, Andy" She hugged me with tenderness, my tears wet her t-shirt, she left a kiss on my forehead and I cleaned my tears. I'm so fucking weak "Brother, you don't need clean the tears on your face, I'm here to do it, you don't need mute your cries, I'm here to make them shut up. I'm going to be here, every time you need it, I'm your sister and I never will leave you alone, NEVER, remember it" She gave me a sweet smile, and I could fell on her chest, letting the tears, the cries, and my feelings go out from my heart.
Andy fell asleep on my lap and a left him on his bed, he has been crying all the day, I hate see
Andley: Fallen Angel 1I was in the rain, with him, I saw him come to close to me, and I saw his beautiful chocolate eyes, the love, the passion, the lust and all the things he felt for me. I felt his breath on me, and, later, his lips on mine.Andley: Fallen Angel 1 in Romance More Like This
"Fuck!" I said when I heard the clock sound next to my bed. I've had the same dream for the past few nights. I don't know why I can't say to Ashley what I feel for him, oh yeah... HE IS STRAIGHTER THAN A DAMN RULER!
I woke up from my bed and went into the bathroom, trying to wake up, I took a shower, and prepared myself to go to the studio, were we're ending our first album "We Stitch These Wounds" we need only 2 more songs to end the CD.
It felt like everything was falling around me, not just with Ashley, Sandra said to us, that she's going to leave the band, for reasons unknown. I know she still will be our friend and little sister, but, I can't stop thinking that I'm going to miss her, and.... she is the only one who knows about my secret, my biggest secret, She kn
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"CC, please tell me, C'mon" I opened the door of my room and I saw that he took the bottle from the floor, I just gave to him a gaze, but he didn't care.
We were in my room, I put the bottle away from him. "Alright... so, what happens CC?" He was in front of me. His gaze of anger was there.
"You know why? Because someone is here!" He gave a hit to his chest, trying to point his heart. "Someone is here, bothering me everyday. Saying me that loves me, but just like a friend. Saying me that I'm just a brother. Someone is here making my heart and my brain a fucking salad of my thoughts and my feelings. And honestly. I think I can't more. It's something that it's killing me slowly. You know? It's something I want to scream, but I need to shut. Because I know it will give me problems with someone that I have here" He gave another hit to his chest "HERE! AND HERE!" He started to hit his chest and his head.
I stopped him and saw that he had tears on his eyes. I was scared, this i
Andley: Fallen Angel 3After some minutes we were in the way to home, Jonathan said to us was preferably stay in house, for me, it's perfect.Andley: Fallen Angel 3 in Romance More Like This
"What are you thinking?" He said taking me from myself
"Nothing Ashley, just..." I sighed
"You are thinking about what happened in the rain, right?" Fuck
"Mmmm... maybe" I said with ashamed, he just made a smile
"Maybe?... Because I'm thinking about that" I looked at him, He little blushed. "Andy... I know... maybe... this is strange to you, and, for me... too... but, I love you" He said while parked the car in our garage. Ashley looked at me, and I felt he was so close, we kissed, his lips, his hand in my thigh, and my hands losing in his hair. When the hand of Ashley started to rise in my leg, I stopped him.
"I- I'm sorry" He said with the head down "I- won't do it again"
"No!" He looked at me immediately, with a questionable expression
"No? But, you sto-"
"Yeah, I know what I did..."
"Please don't ask me" I didn't want to say the reason. Nob
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I was crying in the dressing room. Scout came to me a few minutes ago and broke up with me. I didn't know why I was crying, I loved her, but, not in this way.
I felt the hand of Jeremy on my shoulder (I called him Jeremy, because I was not used to call him Jinxx) I saw him, and he gave me a sweet smile. I hugged him with all my forces
"Shh- it's okay, Andy- " He said trying to calm me
"She broke up with me, Jeremy"
"I know, just, tries to calm you down"
"I can't- this- This hurts"
"I know Andy, but, I promise you, this will go away" His voice is so sweet, relaxing, and; in a moment...
"Jinxx- Sing me please" He smiled at me, that was the first time I called him 'Jinxx'
"What you want me to sing?"
"Whatever, just to make me feel better" I hugged him again
"I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, I'll never let you go
When all those shadows almost killed your light
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I'm not pretending,
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending
This is the way that we love,
Like its forever,
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together
"Give. Up. Andy," Jake said for the thousandth time after I handed back his phone. "He's gone, okay?"
"No," I said defiantly. "No, Ashley's not gone."
"Ands," Jake's expression turned sympathetic. "It's been over six months. No ones seen him, heard from him, nothin'. The flat is basically barricaded."
"Jake, he-he would've left a suicide note or-or somethin'!" I stammered, not letting my brain process his reasoning. "He's not dead, okay?" Jake sighed and took my hand tightly.
"That happy endin' you were searchin' fo
Amor In Ira Et Dolor: Andley. "We welcome you here today to say goodbye to Parker Keenan, whose life was stolen from him," the priest said in his sickly tone. I knew this man, and he wasn't as Christian as he said. I had seen him having sex with underage children, mostly boys, cheating on his wife, and worst of all, murdering an innocent. I had no idea why the Keenan family had even chosen him to run my boyfriends funeral service. But I digress. I stood at the back, in the shadows. Fifty years, and I had outgrown ever lover I ever have been able to have. Only difference was that Parker was murdered, while the rest just grew old. The sacrilegious priest kept droning on about Parker's life and finally my name was called. I practically floated through the rows of chairs as I approached the mahogany coffin. I dropped my single blood red rose onto the wreath from his family.Amor In Ira Et Dolor: Andley. in Romance More Like This
"Parker meant... A lot to me," I started. "I loved him very much, and I swe
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After all the lies that I made you believe
And guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be
I rolled over again, unable to sleep in the coldness of my double bed. Ever since Andy left, everything's been cold. Freezing, actually.
I'm not actually surprised he left me. I spent our year long relationship lying to him. I told him I was devoted to him, and only him. That I'd never cheat on him. That I'd remain completely faithful no matter how hot the girl was. But I lied. I always lied.
I don't think I can be classified as a bisexual guy. I mean, the only guy I ever loved was Andy. In fact, I think the only person in general I ever loved was Andy. His spiky short black hair, the sparkling mirth in his power blue eyes, the way his lips looked like pink velvet and
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"Come on, Andy, do it!" Jake yelled at me over the shitty techno music the club was playing. He pushed a full, pure vodka bottle at me. I was already really drunk, so I cracked a slutty smile at him and stole the bottle, unscrewed the cap and chugged the whole litre and a half bottle without a breath. I slammed the empty bottle down, and smirked at my band mates.
"Hell yeah!" CC yelled, and then gulped half of his whiskey down. I yelled back, and Ash flagged down a waiter for more drinks. The song changed to 'Barbara Streisand'. Jinxx roared with laughter as the waiter brought more drinks around. I took mine eagerly, and leaned against Ash, who hid his smile the best he could.
Not gunna deny it, I've always had a crush on Ash, although I keep it as hidden as possible. Ash apparently returns those feelings, and when I was drunk, it was hard for us both the hide them. His arm wrapped around my shoulders, and he whispered in my ear.
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First day at my new high school, might as well make it count.
Always got to have the hustle and bustle of teenage life in these places. The cliché social groups, from the slutty cheerleaders and the dim-witted jocks to the bespectacled gamer kids who get thrown into lockers for hours on end.
Yeah, that's what awaits me now.
Hi there. I'm Andy Biersack. I'm seventeen years old, and I'm moving from my 'lovely' life in Cincinnati, Ohio to the big shot city of Los Angeles, California. My parents are divorced, and I'm moving with my dad and his girlfriend, who's alright, I guess. She seems like a bit of a whore, but what can you do?
"Andy!" I heard my dad call from my doorway. "If you don't wake up, yo
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I stuck very close to Matt, his scent overpowering me. He may have said he had a girlfriend, but that didn't mean that he didn't make my heart thrash and pound.
"Andy " he murmured softly when we were walking to Starbucks. My head instantly shot up. His eyes were soaking in my features. "I didn't think you'd get to be this beautiful "
"What, you thought that I'd grow ugly?" My lost sarcasm came back, which earned me an appreciative smile.
"No, I always knew you'd be beautiful, but this You right now, is angelic " he whispered, taking my hand. My skin burned and tingled, his touch bringing up the memo
Guyliner and Moustaches."Andy, just hold still!" Ashley laughed, holding my cheek in his hand as he drew on face with thick eyeliner. I squirmed again.Guyliner and Moustaches. in Romance More Like This
"Jesus, Ash," I said when he pulled away. "What did you do?" He smiled and chuckled. I scowled at him as he walked away from me. I collapsed back onto the couch, a small smile on my lips. My boyfriend, yeah, boyfriend, the notorious sex beast Ashley Purdy, was actually the most weirdest man alive. And that's saying something. Whatever he showed the pubic was a cover of who he really was. A little boy in a man's body, which was exactly like me to be honest.
We'd been together for almost two years now, and I was surprised how devoted the bassist was to me. He made me feel like I really was what the fans said I was, a god. There wasn't a day hat he wouldn't compliment me and bring me to overly emotional gay boy. Which I was.
Ashley came out of the bathroom with a big eyeliner moustache and a boyish grin on his lips.
"Oh God, you didn't " I groaned, falling b
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"NO!" I yelled. I couldn't even recognize my own voice. Strangled and raspy. What the fuck? "It's fake! I will not have anything to do with this stupid fucking 'magic'!" With that, I found my legs carrying me from the room. My mind was spinning and my eyes were blurred. Okay, so I was over-reacting. Why was I doing that?
Suddenly, I wanted home. I found myself at the top of the stairs and I sunk against the wall, wanting to be back in the hell of Ohio more than ever. Tears rolled down my cheeks slowly and my head hurt. It was like I was reliving something I couldn't remember
"Come on, Andy!" Matt called to me, pulling my hand. "I really, really, have to show you!"
I chuckled softly. My boyfriend acted so unlike the
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"Matt Good," I said. The group jumped and looked at me. I rubbed my eyes, smudging my make-up even worse. "H-His name is Matt Good... W-We... We went to school together..." I furrowed my brow in confusion. I couldn't remember anything else, really. Only the bits I had scrambled from my dream.
"Hey..." I heard CC's soft voice. "We're here to help you remember, 'kay?" My heart squeezed.
"Guys..." I went to say something else, but I saw the drawing in Ashley's hands. He couldn't have known what my Mattie looked like... Unless... My eyes went dark as I turned to Sammi. "You went into my head?!" The poor girl flushed.
"Andy..." she tried to say.
"Oh. My. God." I looked back to Ashley. "How much did you s
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I think I'm in love. There's this guy, and he is beautiful. Like, his body is flawless, his face looks like it was carved by angels. Or maybe he is one. Wouldn't be surprised. I always feel happy around him, no matter what's happening. He brightens up my day. He's my best friend. But, yeah... I think I'm in love with him. Believe me, it sucks. One, he's as straight as a metal ruler or some shit like that. Two, he has this girlfriend, who is so clingy. Like, we can't have a band practice without the stupid bitch hovering five meters from Andy. God, even if Andy was just saying 'Hey' in the hallways, she'd pounce and start screaming. Girls.
Partially the reason I place my attraction (and dick) in guys is cause of the way chicks act. 'Do this!', 'Clean that!' Seriously? Have you honestly got nothing better to do? Sigh.
Anyways, back to Mr. I'm-Way-Too-Attractive-For-My-O
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A few days later, it was the day that Andy and I had decided to have our date. We had planned to have lunch, seeing as Andy worked at night.
"CC! Get your sorry ass out of bed!" I yelled, slamming my fist against the door to CC's room.
Since the night that I had met Andy, I had been pretty angry with CC. If he hadn't gotten drunk to the point of throwing up, I wouldn't have had to bring him home, and I would have been able to get to know Andy a little better before deciding to go on a date with him. As it was all I knew about the boy was he worked at the bar of a strip club, he was over twenty one, and his name was Andy. It made me seriously nervous to think that I didn't even know what he did in that room with that disgusting man. Sure I had my guesses, but they were all things that I really didn't want to think about.
I heard CC groan so I slammed the door open.
"What do you want?" CC asked from under the pillow he had shoved over his head.
"I want you
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On the drive with Ashley, I didn't feel as nervous as I usually do. Usually when I'm going anywhere with someone for a date, my stomach is doing flips, my hands start sweating, and I stutter. And when I say I stutter, I mean I stutter badly.
After driving for almost an hour, the length of the drive made me think for a brief second that Ashley was going to take me to the middle of nowhere to kill me, we arrived at the place where we were having lunch at. The diner was a cute, old fashioned place that I had never heard of. Truthfully, I had never driven this far out of the city to get to a place like this.
When you come from the city, this little diner that sat among other small shops and houses seemed to be in the middle of nowhere.
Ashley must have seen the look of wonder on my face because he started laughing. "Have you never drove out this far?" he asked.
"No, I've never had a reason to. Why do you know this is out here?"
Ashley and I walked from the car to the do
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After Andy told me what he did at the strip club, I made sure I didn't over react. I didn't think he would appreciate it if I did since we had just met. It really wasn't my place anyway. It was his life, and I couldn't control it for him, no matter how much my head screamed at me to.
"I had a lot of fun with you Ash," he said and got out of the car.
I waved and smiled at him as I drove away.
No matter how much I tried telling myself what Andy does is okay, I couldn't get myself to agree. Even though I didn't like it, I liked Andy so I wasn't going to stop seeing him. I just wished I could get him to stop.
"Hey Ash, is that you?" CC yelled when I walked into the house.
I slammed the door.
"Damn Ash." CC walked into the 'mud room' where I was standing. "What pissed you off? Andy didn't do it did he?"
"Not on purpose."
CC raised his eyebrows at me. "Why don't we got sit down and you can tell me about it?"
I took off my shoes and followed CC into the living room. Part
Cowboy Boots and Shining Stars: AndleyAll night long, I had been looking over at where the boy I loved sat. Tonight was our schools Homecoming dance, and the only reason I had come at all was because of him. It was actually a pretty stupid reason since I had never spoken a word to him, but I still had enough hope (or maybe it was better described as desperation) to think that he may ask me to dance. It hadn't happened so far, making my hope droop a little, but my mind kept reminding me that I still had time, that the night wasn't over yet.Cowboy Boots and Shining Stars: Andley in General Fiction More Like This
"Andy, you haven't moved a muscle the whole time we've been here. You wouldn't even walk around with us at the game," Scout, my long time best friend and former girlfriend, told me while standing in front of me with her arms folded over her chest and a pout on her face. "You have to dance at least one song with us."
"Scout," I whined, dragging out her name. She had blocked my view and I knew she wasn't going to be moving out of the way any time soon. If she had known why I didn't want do
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After a long day of work at a job that I hated, there was only one place that I ever wanted to be: the local strip club. Or at least one of them.
In the city that I loved in, there was two strip clubs owned by the same man. One of the places was where guys stripped, most of the frequenters were women, and the other one, where it was mostly men, was where they had mostly women stripping.
I frequented the one where men stripped.
Normally people wondered why there wasn't just a straight place and a gay place, I guess I wondered the same thing sometimes, but the truth of the matter was just that it was a lot more fun freaking out the women who went there. The frequent visitors didn't mind my friends and I much, but we really disturbed the newbies.
"Dude!" my friend CC yelled, running into the room. "Are you ready to see hot dudes strip for our money?"
I laughed. There was just no way you could deny CC of anything when he asked for it, even if it was only an answer to
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Pretty much all of my life had been centered around pleasing other people. I may have dressed a way that most people didn't like, but my actions had still been for the better of other people. When my parents wanted a certain grade, I got that or better. When my friends wanted something done, but were too scared to do it themselves, I did it as long as my parents wouldn't get mad. My whole life had been based off of what other people wanted, and even though I was out of high school, that was one thing that hadn't changed.
You may think that getting a job at a strip club hadn't been my smartest decision, but originally all I had been doing was serving drinks at the bar. I wasn't one of the people doing dirty things on stage, even though I often got asked to give people lap dances, I was only there as a bartender. Many people that showed up however, didn't think that should have been the end of my job description, especially since I still had to dress quite erotically.
Hospital Situations: Andley"Andy!" Ashley called from his bedroom.Hospital Situations: Andley in General Fiction More Like This
"What Ash?" I called back after turning the volume down on the television.
"Can you please come here?"
"Why not?" he yelled sounding desperate and angry.
"Because. Why can't you come down here?" I asked wondering what he could have done this time.
With a sigh I got up off the couch and walked up the stairs into Ashley's room.
When I walked in Ashley looked at me with a deer in the headlights look. With him not wanting to move from under the blankets I pretty much guessed what was wrong, but that did not mean I wasn't going to make him explain the situation to me.
"Andy, I have a problem." He said and I just continued to stare at him from the doorway.
"And what would that be?"
"I kind of took that drug Jinxx gave me a few days ago."
I grinned at him mockingly. "The one that boosts your sexual need or whatever?" I asked knowing without a doubt that that was the one.
"So your problem is?"
"The box said to see a doctor i
Mistletoe: Andley"You know your family is probably going to wonder why you are bringing your best friend instead of a girlfriend." Ashley said spinning around in my desk chair as I got dressed.Mistletoe: Andley in General Fiction More Like This
I pulled my shirt over my head. "I know Ash, but I won't be able to make it through this Christmas party without you."
"Even with me I'm not so sure we'll make it. Your parents have told me your family is a little homophobic."
"Believe me, I know. Why do you think no one but my parents know? If any of my cousins knew about it I would never be able to talk to them, or show my face, ever again. Please Ashley, just come with me and stay with me." I said and sat down in his lap wrapping my arm around his shoulders.
He wrapped his arms around my waist. "I never said I wouldn't, I just want you to know that they will probably see right through the best friend thing. I don't want you to get hurt."
"I know Ash, but if you're there being hurt won't be that bad."
He looked doubtful but I knew he would go
Cowgirls Don't Cry: AndleyFor most of my life, my dad had suffered with cancer. Sometimes it wouldn't be too bad, but others were borderline nightmare. I could remember many times in my childhood where my mom would tell me that the doctors thought my dad was getting better. I could remember times that the doctors thought my dad was fully cured, that the cancer wouldn't come back. Just weeks later, I could remember hearing my mom tell me that my dad's cancer had come back full blown, that the scan that the doctors had taken had lit up my father's body with cancer. Through my life, U had gone home screaming with joy and dancing around everywhere, and I had also gone home with tears flowing down my cheeks in steady waves, just wanting to climb into my bed and die. Whenever the crying came, it was like my dad knew that I just wanted to die. When these times came, he would tell me that I had to be strong, that whatever happened wouldn't be the end of the world, that no matter what, he would always be there for me. ICowgirls Don't Cry: Andley in General Fiction More Like This
Only Sleeping: AndleyI looked at his sleeping form from the doorway. Watching him sleep had always brought a smile to my lips, and it almost did even now. Then I remembered that he wasn't only sleeping. The one I love was in a coma, and had been for nearly two years. The doctors kept telling me I didn't need to come in everyday due to the fact that he wasn't likely to wake up anytime soon, but I didn't care I came to visit him every day anyway. He was there and I had to be here to help his unconscious self find him. One day he would wake up.Only Sleeping: Andley in General Fiction More Like This
Nobody, not even the doctors, knew why he had fallen into a coma. They had thought maybe it had been due to stress, but they had said he would have woken up by now if that had been the cause.
I walked over to the hospital bed that held my baby and a tear rolled down my cheek. No matter how long I had to get used to this, seeing him lying there with all those wires hooked up to him was still enough to make me cry.
Sitting on the bed next to him I looked at the calendar.