letter tha youll never read.... (dad)Dear Dad,letter tha youll never read.... (dad) in Personal More Like This
its been what three years now? i wonder often how your doing. i hope better then you were. im okay. alot has changed since i last saw you. what was wrong with us dad?
getting high and drinking every time we would spend time together, cause we couldn't stand looking at each other sober? what kinda father daughter relationship is that?
i quite school that week i saw u last. senior year and just couldn't finish. the druggs and drinking got worse i felt trapped, and confused, and really hurt. so i made it so i wouldn't hurt any more. i went through rehab though. it did shit for me. i ended up dropping out, diddn help my bf at the time was an alcoholic. it diddnt last cause he cheated on me and then threatened me. i was so out of my mind that i stayed with him for a week after that. then i sobered up and was like "what he fuck!" i got my self cleaned. i did it.
some times though. and this is just between you and me. i wish i diddnt. some times i would rather be numb the