PrideI want to.Pride in Scraps More Like This
But I can't.
I want it to all go right.
But then it turned out wrong.
You can't understand how difficult it makes me feel to even feel this.
When it doesn't even matter to you.
Are you heartless?
Or are you trying to protect yourself?
I do come on quite a bit.
But doesn't that make you feel anything? Even a little?
Your pride might be one thing.
But i'm a person too, and even though you think I can handle it,
you break me even more.
Pushing me to the side isn't going to work for long.
I bet you wouldn't even care if I cried because of it.
I don't blame you for hating me.
In fact I don't blame you for not wanting to be my friend.
Maybe just disappearing wouldn't be so bad.
but how I come across it, you would be glad I let you go.
Even if it kills, hurts, or tares me apart,
you'll push me away.
and do whatever it takes to have me away.