Broken GirlBROKEN GIRLBroken Girl in Free Verse More Like This
Staring me right in the face, a face I never wanted to see.
The face of a young girl, who was not so different form me.
Her cursed features were unpleasant in every physical way.
And she was growing nearer to insanity every living day.
She would gaze at the wall, while her makeup dripped down her cheek.
I 'd just shake my head, wondering how she got to be so weak.
In her eyes I saw a soul that could never mend.
With every tick of the clock, she was a little closer to the end.
Even behind the glass that kept our worlds apart,
It wasn't hard for me to see her lonely, icy, heart.
Pathetic, annoying, stupid, and ugly.
Just never quite as good as she really could be.
I could see all her flaws, all the horrible things she was apart of.
Her lonely heart cracking from abuse, where there should be love.
Day after day she would claw herself, and then break down.
I 'd simply watch, reading her wary eyes and her sewed on frown.
She knew who she was, she knew everyone hated her,
Pricked.Cringe in pain as a single spool hits the floor.Pricked. in Free Verse More Like This
It unravels only a small vestige of thread behind,
For my eye to trace.
A button and a few shreds of clothe.
Some pins and bits of stuffing.
Yet nothing successfully seized the spool.
It reluctantly rolls regardless of its path.
And as I skeptically fallow the fine thread,
It comes closer and closer to intertwining,
With my own path.
Until it rests at my step to reveal the thread holds,
The eye of a guilty, bloody needle.
Unfinished.UNFINISHEDUnfinished. in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
Deep down inside of me,
There's this pain called reality.
Behind these walls of flesh,
No breathing, I'm out of breath.
My heart has the master plans.
My mind's no longer in command.
A wound that will never mend,
A flame growing into the end.
Where all else melts, these will rise.
Chaos, torment, fear and cries.
It's like dyeing from the inside out,
Wanting to scream and dousing a shout.
Where hate strives and over powers,
Where love weakens and cowers.
The clock suddenly ceases to tick,
My heart stops pumping, I become sick.
Life Drips Away.Dripping from her bottle, milk feeds her body.Life Drips Away. in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Dripping onto the pavement, soap from the bubbles she blows.
Dripping into the bath, water cleanses her.
Dripping behind the window, rain pours outside.
Dripping from the glass, polish glosses over her nails.
Dripping down her mouth, medicine is forced down her throat.
Dripping from her eyes, proud tears of her graduation.
Dripping out of her cup, he first wine.
Dripping from the sink, water for the dishes.
Dripping in hard hand her hand, rose petals from her husband.
Dripping off her wedding cake, icing hits the floor.
Dripping quickly, tears of her newborn baby.
Dripping from his bottle, milk feeds his body.
Dripping onto the pavement, soap fro the bubbles he blows.
Dripping into the bath, water cleanses him.
Dripping down his mouth, medicine is forced down his throat.
Dripping on the floor, her blood falls as he watches.
Dripping in her casket her hair rest.
Dripping in the wind all hope is lost.
Dripping from his eyes, her son cries.
The WheelRolling Along,The Wheel in Free Verse More Like This
Across cracks in the tile.
It never leaves the grounds,
Likes to play it safe.
But does as much as it can,
For anything who needs it.
Puts all the weight on,
And continues to roll.
As if it weren't heavy at all.
Spends its who life,
Getting others where they need to be.
It never found a place for itself.
And never does.
Not until it get weary.
Not until it begins to squeak,
Does it find a home.
At which time, it is replaced.
And it finds it's home,
Is in the trash.
Monster.MONSTERMonster. in Concrete Poetry More Like This
my eyes stretch as dawn breaks
with my head its shadow would rise.
it wouldn't be long until my mistakes
cause its praise and my demise.
all throughout the hours of my day
it would creep after my every thought.
and for twelve months or more i'd pay
in blood and then sit only to rot.
it likes to torment me with dark glares
just before i begin to dream.
and even in my eery nightmares
its presence would make me scream.
morning, noon, and nights of sorrow
it never leaves or releases me.
yesterday, today, and tomorrow
it its always been and always will be.
i'm fed up with it, i want to be done
with the presence of that sick haunter.
however our physical bodies are one
so i am to forever burden this monster.
No Name.NO NAMENo Name. in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
i would wished as i saw you walk by in the hall,
when you'd would just smile to me,
that i could grasp, with my claws, your tiny neck.
then i could give you wings to die,
by stabbing you were you could never heal,
or pump lushes life threw your veins again.
i could hear you shriek one last cry of horror.
i would feel your gently seeping blood threw my cold dead fingers.
as i pushed the knife farther and father in,
your eyes would get wider and wider making you cry louder and louder,
until you pierce my skin with you slowly weakening finger nails.
by this time you would have warm blood slithering out your mouth,
and dripping down your chin,
and onto my hand that would hold the knife tight to your once lush beating heart.
you would take one final gasp for air,
hacking and churning up what is left of the peaces of your ice cold soul,
so that it matched mine.
i would then,
tear the guilty spear from your lifeless flesh,
and slit my own.
the love of my ashy heart still
Hate to DeathHATE TO DEATHHate to Death in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
Please hate me,
for I am unworthy.
My tainted tears
can't end my fears.
My blood was spent
as my punishment.
So then I ask,
"What is my task?"
And now i find
my blemished mind.
Slowly being torn,
never to be born.
Just an accident,
I was not meant.
If I all do
will only hurt you,
then let my neck sever;
ending me forever.
Please hate me,
until i am no more.
End.EndEnd. in Free Verse More Like This
Back to the room where it's just me.
Back to the dark where it's just me.
Back to the hate where it's just me.
Back by myself, and I can't stand me.
So I sit and I sob in my loathing.
So I sit and I hate in my loathing.
So I sit and I think in my loathing.
So I plot my own death in my loathing.
With pink yarn I weave a long rope.
With pink yearn I braid a long rope.
With pink yearn I tie a long rope.
With pink yearn, a noose, and a long rope.
From the ceiling a fan dangles.
From the ceiling a thread dangles.
From the ceiling a neck dangles.
From the ceiling my corps dangles.
Why Not to get out of Bed.Depression.Why Not to get out of Bed. in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Withering me down.
Down to even less than I think I am.
So why try?
Why not just give up before hand?
No one needs me.
So I'll stay here.
I'll stay here and hate more.
More than I first did,
For lying in bed.
Which shall keep me longer.
So I surrender all of my day,
To the only solution to my sadness.
Sleep the guilt, the hate away.
Sleep the worthlessness down.
I'd rather just pray and sleep.
Pray that I can sleep,
And hope that tomorrow,
Will be a better day.
But if I'm only going to fall,
Why get up?
GA fanfic 2-PrologueGA fanfic 2-Prologue in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Bartonville Insane Asylum, IL
The GA crew gets locked down inside a former Insane Asylum inhabited by restless spirits and malevolent entities.
GA fanfic 2- Lockdown Part 3GA fanfic 2- Lockdown Part 3 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Lockdown Part 3
Something definitely wasn't right, the entire atmosphere of the room changed. I slightly stepped back, getting an overwhelming feeling of dread.
He struggled to speak as something was fighting to take control over him.
"You need to get out of here."
"I'm not leaving you here."
As I stood watching him, he began hissing, gritting his teeth and clenching his fists.
I stepped forward slightly in concern, reaching for his shoulder.
"Come on, Nick. We need-"
Suddenly, I felt a very forcible shove. Screaming as I was forced back and my back hit the wall. My Digital Recorder fell on the floor beside me.
Meanwhile, Zak and Aaron were downstairs.
"Did you hear that?"
"Dude, that was no ghost."
Staring for only a second, they knew something was wrong. They broke into a fast jog, flashlights in hand heading for the stairwell.
A few feet away with little strength he had left, Nick screamed.
I struggled to keep my camera on him, quickly reaching for the
GA fanfic 2- Lockdown Part 1GA fanfic 2- Lockdown Part 1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Lockdown Part 1
Peering into my LCD screen, everything was in various shades of green on the Night-vision. We walked slowly down the first floor hallway.
Filming behind Zak, he spoke out in a gentle tone.
"Is there anyone here?" he paused, pointed at us.
"I'm Zak, this is Nick, Aaron and Aura. We mean no disrespect for those of you that died here. Can you come and talk to us?" he paused again, listening for any response.
Suddenly just ahead of us, we heard an unexplained squeaking noise which sounded like a patient ward door opening.
"Did you hear that?" I whispered to Zak,
"Yeah, I heard it." he replied quietly.
We stood still for a minute and looked around, I walked forward a few feet and found the first X. I also noticed the door was open further than the rest in the hallway.
"Zak, over here." I quietly called out.
He held out a Digital Recorder inside the room while Aaron and Nick set the Static Night-vision Camera. I filmed Zak as he asked questions.
"Did you make this door move?"
"A Haunting memory""A Haunting memory" in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
For a brief moment, I was a monster
How could've I nearly hurt
The one who looks up to me?
Another sinister being tried to use me,
Not myself, yet I was still there.
She refused to leave and almost caused her harm,
But her will brought me back.
Seeing the fear in her eyes concerned me,
Why did she fear me?
One of the strongest of our team showed
Apprehension whenever she had to work with me.
I still wonder if the brief moment I was a monster
Has taken a toll on her.
I can only hope to know in time.
The brief moment he was a monster,
I had to stay strong despite my fear.
The residing fear lingers on my heart as
I continued walking through the dark.
How I want to tell what happened,
But I didn't know how.
Our leader seems to be noticing my fear
Yet everytime he asks what's wrong,
I force it away and carry on as if it was nothing.
Despite my efforts, my guilt and shame
Haunts me every night while with my team.
For showing love that left me vulnerable,
GA fanfic 2- Lockdown Part 2GA fanfic 2- Lockdown Part 2 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Lockdown Part 2
With Static Night-vision Cameras rolling on the first, second, and third floor,
we headed down to the basement.
Stepping inside the morgue, Zak stood in front while Aaron filmed him.
"We're gonna set a tripod in the back to film Nick while he's inside "
As Zak spoke, I felt a tap on my arm. Knowing it was Nick, I scanned over to see his face. Pointing towards Zak then twisting his hand near his head, indicating Zak was crazy.
I chuckled quietly and scanned back over to Zak and Aaron.
"Nick, you ready?" he asked.
"I guess so." Nick replied.
He jumped on the slab, we took his camera and handed a Digital Recorder.
Quickly, they tested the Walkie-talkies in case of an emergency. Laying down, Zak pushed him inside.
"We've got an X camera filming the outside. Good luck."
He shut the door, which locked from the outside. I could only imagine what was going through Nick's mind.
"He's locked in. Let's go set the other cameras."
As we walked out, I looked back inside, hoping
GA fanfic 2-Walkthrough Part 1GA fanfic 2-Walkthrough Part 1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Ghost Adventures Title sequence
My name is Zak Bagans. I've never believed in ghosts until I came face to face with one.
So I set out on a quest to capture what I once saw onto video....
With no big camera crews following us around, I am joined only by my fellow investigator Nick Groff and our equipment tech Aaron Goodwin.
The three of us will travel to some of the most highly active paranormal locations, where we will spend an entire night, being locked down from dusk until dawn....
GA fanfic 2-EpilogueGA fanfic 2-Epilogue in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
After the Lockdown
After experiencing a night full of intense encounters, we believe that history repeated itself while we were locked inside. Witnessing a possession was without a doubt disturbing, and the lost soul of a murdered woman who made contact also had an affect on me. With each of us receiving an attack, we all endured our own kind of nightmare very much like the former patients trapped within the Asylum.
Now, I wait once again for my chance to investigate on my own Ghost Adventures.
GA fanfic2:Review the EvidenceGA fanfic2:Review the Evidence in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Reviewing the Evidence
After a few weeks of gathering our evidence, we traveled to Arizona and meet Bryan Abel, a video review specialist. He's studied photos, video and EVPs for paranormal evidence, so we decided to show him some of our best evidence.
We sat around the oval table with television screens at the end, we took turns showing our evidence while Aaron and Nick filmed us.
Zak spoke first, explaining the footage on screen.
"Now while we were doing the walkthrough, Keith Caswell told us about a woman who we later found out was named Diana and she was attacked and killed by a male patient. She doesn't like men so we sent Aaron inside her room and not long after we left, he felt a forcible shove after he asked if she wanted him out."
Bryan nodded, intrigued.
"Then our friend, Aura," indicating at me, "did her own EVP session and caught some intelligent responses."
I spoke up to add in my side,
"When the guys came to regroup, I stood up to walk out of the room, then I was pulled b
GAfanfic 2-Set up for LockdownGAfanfic 2-Set up for Lockdown in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Set up for Lockdown
With the Exterior Static Night-vision Camera set to go, Aaron joined us in unloading the minivan full of camera gear.
Zak grunted as he lifted a heavy black case,
"Geez, what's in this thing, a body?"
Overhearing his comment, I snickered as I assisted them.
Nick filmed Zak near the entrance,
"Dusk is arriving, so we're getting locked in. Keith, you ready?"
"How about you guys?" Zak asked us.
"Born ready." I replied,
"I'm ready." Aaron proclaimed,
Nick gave a thumbs up,
After several minutes of collecting the gear, we knuckle-pounded Keith and watched as he shut the door. The only light we could see was the light from Nick's shoulder camera.
Hearing it lock on the opposite side resurfaced my excitement from my first lockdown with the guys.
"All right, let's establish a base and call out the X cams."
Once everything was set, Zak checked over his list of Static Night-vision Cameras.
"Before we got locked in, we set an X camera in the Cemetery. Doris and
Lockdown report-Jan. 16thParanormal Investigation Case ReportLockdown report-Jan. 16th in Profiles More Like This
Case:#006 DeCeicco House part 6
Type: Continued Primary
Location: DeCeicco House-residential home
Date: 01/16/11 (Mid-winter)
Time: 8:00PM to 4:30AM
Weather: Temp: 33Fº
Sky: Sunny / Partly Cloudy
Moon: Waning Gibbous - 88% of Full
Solar X-rays: Normal
Geomagnetic Field: Quiet
Investigators: Adrianna G. & Jessica F.
Reported Activity: This was an investigation of what other evidence we could capture now that we had more equipment and more experience.
At first during our first hour, nothing really happened but that changed fairly quickly as the night wore on.
I felt my jacket being pulled down lightly as if something was forcing me down to the floor, it rests by my waist so I'm not stepping on it.
Jess and I notice my K2 and Gauss Meter often spiked inexplicably while we were in the middle of the room, nowhere near something electrical.
Blood CrusadeBlood Crusade:Blood Crusade in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
They rode upon the backs of thundering horses
for faith had unleashed a terrible beast
These men would offer their souls in service
to the dark unholy priests...
"To what end do we serve our Lord and Master
is justice not the ultimate form of faith?
Should we not stand and fight in his name
to cleanse the Earth of this heathen waste!"
It was these orators, chaplains of faith;
men of the cloth who bore a fire
They lit their brothers with impassioned speeches
fueled by their own desire...
They taught their followers that blood was faith
and devotion was found at the edge of a blade
"Blessed is the mind too small for doubt
for the faithful shall never be swayed..."
The men who accepted them, though pure at heart
would soon be eaten by Lust and Greed
For Wrath had become a norm of existence
and death became a Templar's creed...
But woe betide the man who slaughters
for his soul shall be forever stained
And no penance may ever remove this grief;
Shot to HellShot to Hell:Shot to Hell in Free Verse More Like This
You know, I should probably be angry about all this
I mean, I am dead after all...
Still, I suppose there could be worse things in life
Of course, it did hurt you know; when you shot me
Oh my god! I thought I've just been shot!
The bleeding wasn't the worst part of the ordeal though
Instead, the worst part of entire situation was the feeling of slowly dying
the feeling of losing the life inside your body...
Some might say that it feels like being buried in a blizzard
but for me, it was more like jumping head first into an icy sea
I couldn't move and I couldn't speak...
all I could do was to simply hang there limp and wait for the water to fill my lungs
All of a sudden, quick as a flash, I ended up here
here in this realm of flames and smoke, dust and death, desolation and sorrow...
As the pillars of fire reached for the sky, I found myself drifing down
deep into the depths of this realm, like a cartridge spent from a gun
At first, I was confuse
Whispers of the MadWhispers of the Mad:Whispers of the Mad in Free Verse More Like This
Your lips remain painted with the scars of torment
Carved so as to split with every word of speech
The glass that slices through your softened flesh
Bears the marking we know as 'Vinashuka'
And now he lies beneath the falling sand
Drowning in a world that is sinking away
Though his feet will seek the stability of ground
He finds himself caught by 'Vinashuka'
A disturbing word that rings hollow at best
For it carries the tone of a tainted solitude
A heart that has been corrupted by physical pain
Can only scream 'Vinashuka!'
How does a man know when he has gone insane?
To descend into a world where logic is naught
A moon that carries the colour of blood
Shall paint my skin with 'Vinashuka'
I have lost all sense of meaning in this place
There is no where else for my soul to flee
Caught within the whispers of delusory madness
I can only repeat Vinashuka...
-Chen Yuan Wen, 13th July 2012
The Witch HunterThe Witch Hunter:The Witch Hunter in Free Verse More Like This
The morning is cold with a solemn chill
As the black wagon rolls into town.
The people are silent, like a funeral wake;
Their eyes never leave the ground...
The choked rasp of hindered breathing
Can be heard as he emerges from within.
The priest bearing the book of executions;
It is bound with the blackest strings...
Let evil be destroyed on this lovely day
The priest growls with a twisted grin.
He signals to his companion, who steps out lightly
This man shall purge this town of sin!
The priest then opens the book and waits;
His companion simply gazes into the crowd.
He looks as though he is listening;
And apparently the sound is loud...
With a movement as quick as a bolt of lightning
He reaches and grabs the arm of a boy.
The boy struggles and hisses violently
But the man controls him like a toy...
He places the boy on a special table
Forged and smithed from blessed iron.
The shackles keep the boy in check;
As he thrashes abo
BedriddenBedridden:Bedridden in Free Verse More Like This
Here I lie, motionless,
A prisoner within my own body.
Yet there lies a subtle clarity;
A moment of understanding, achieved by infirmity.
And though my body is racked with pain,
My conscious mind delves ever deeper into the pool of the soul.
My mind is flooded with a racket of noise.
I am cast into the swirling rip-tide of forbidden knowledge,
Clinging to the flotsam of sanity as a Leviathan roars below.
It swallows me into an acidic whirlpool.
Drowning me deep beneath the bubbling surface of the past.
And there, in the murky depths where my very self begins to rot,
A grinning maw of tongues and fangs, bids me a cold "hello!".
-Chen Yuan Wen, 26th June 2013
They Watch UsThey Watch Us:They Watch Us in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Perched high upon the mountains;
With wings as black as night.
They watch us in the hour,
Before darkness turns to light.
I've seen them in my visions;
In dreams they come and go,
But the things they seem to tell me
I guess nobody should know...
I've seen children that are buried,
Beneath a frozen lake.
A maiden sits there weeping;
Her heart is soon to break.
The crows flutter downward,
A noose amongst their hands.
They take the maiden away,
To a dark and distant land.
And even if I follow -
Even if I try...
I'll simply end up buried,
Where the frozen children lie.
-Chen Yuan Wen, 10th November 2012
HopeHope:Hope in Free Verse More Like This
She waits for him
at the gates that stood when even the world crumbled
knowing that her own name will soon be forgotten
Where once she carried the weight of the world
now her strength is but the tiniest whisper
A single spark, left to crackle amongst the shades
until all is lost in the endless folds of time
It's getting colder
though she still continues to stand by the gates
She is getting older
and thus her memories must fade...
Angels gather to watch her in these final moments
and they bow their heads as a sign of respect
For even now, as the life leaves her body
Still she continues to wait...
-Chen Yuan Wen, 27th July 2012
VinashukaThe cloud that forms above the burning wastesVinashuka in Free Verse More Like This
Hints to many that the dying world breathes.
Beneath the empty morrow that holds the shattered
glass, I see myself whispering 'Vinashuka'.
Cold muttered voices tonguing the edge of my sanity
The creeping walls denote the loss of my inner being
Lick the paper that cuts the tongue into a myriad
of pieces and once again whisper 'Vinashuka'.
But my words will fall on deaf ears and I'm tempted
to once again open myself for torture. For perhaps
the endless grief with which I give myself meaning
will form into the bloodied words of 'Vinashuka'.
This single whispered temptation, a solitary lie
amongst thousands of truths, a comforting security
that tells me I'm alive-
Is simple called 'Vinashuka'.
Now I feel like biting this flopping tongue
This worthless condemnation of meat and drool!
It gibbers endlessly and drives me to madness
A madness known as 'Vinashuka'
Chen Yuan Wen, 24th May 2012
The Day We Died"Oh shit, oh shit! Just what the hell are those things man," yelled private Johnson, as he unloaded just over half his M-4 carbine's clip at the screaming creatures. The bent-limbed horrors were peppered with bullets, but still they continued to crawl toward the soldier and his sergeant; shrieking in a strange unintelligible language. The creatures were by no means fast; they were limited to crawling, but their large bulky arms showed no sign of weakness. It served as both a weapon and a shield, dragging the rest of their thin emaciated body along the floor.The Day We Died in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
"I suggest you duck for cover Johnson, those things will tear you apart in melee," said first-sergeant Gabriel as he placed a hand on Johnson's shoulder and ushered him behind the blockade of furniture that had been set up. The sergeant pulled the pin on an old frag grenade. One that he had found within a storage box in the facility and he held it tightly in his hands until he was sure of the distance. "
An Epic LegendAn Epic Legend:An Epic Legend in Free Verse More Like This
The skies turned bloody, as the smell of death wafted through the air;
Those yet to be consumed by the madness, stood dumbfounded in the streets
They stared at the sky and into the glimmering eye of Tashorak
Who in the moments of his birth, consumed the stars that surrounded him
The Moon was all that stood in his way, for she would not let her people die
Yet though she fought with all of her might, she too was eventually consumed...
The Sun watched helpless, for he was powerless during the Eternal Night
Yet though he could not act directly; he could send others to act in his stead
The first was an Elf, Auroch Vasira, who pierced the night with his mighty bow
His arrows shot into the empty sky, to shimmer and replace the swallowed stars
The second was a wizard from the human lands, his name was Kurath Damien
With the powers of the Arcane, ancient and pure, he rescued the Moon from death.
It took its place in the sky once more and its glow weakened Tashorak
Move OnNothing changes as time goes byMove On in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
the sun goes down and the moon is high
And I caught you in your web of lies
I'm moving on now... so let go.
Let go of me (cut this chain)
Let go of me (break these shackles)
Let go of me (open the cage)
I'm closing the gate
You've become everything I hate
So go away, Its far too late
Get out of here
Let go of me (cut this chain)
Let go of me (break these shackles)
Let go of me (open the cage)
My innocence gone, taken
I'm burning, I'm hating.
Just move on
Let go of me, there's nothing left
Let go of me, move on...
Let go of me
Let go, Let go, Let go
Just let go
Tormented by MemoriesMemories of the pastTormented by Memories in Free Verse More Like This
Are haunting All my thoughts.
I try not to be caught
In the shadows of fear they've cast.
Memories of the hatred
The misfortune And despair
The betrayal And the hurt.
Those I love the most
Suffer from my curse.
I'm nothing but a parasite sucking off its host.
Please help me, nurse
Pull the life support.
I've shed too many tears over glimpses of my past.
Memories of the past torture me some more.
I've endured enough pain
I've cried out loud in vain
Remembering all their disdain.
The memories are driving me insane.
I'm driving in the wrong lane.
End it now or else
These memories will torment
My mind for all eternity.
My Fake SmileMy Fake SmileMy Fake Smile in Free Verse More Like This
In front of you I seem so calm.
I put on my black eyeliner and lip balm
And walk around with this fake smile,
But on the inside I am vile.
Inside my heart is black and filled with hate.
Inside my mind is in a turmoiled state.
Constantly thinking of my tortured past and unavoidable fate.
In my inner world I'm always screaming
There my body is forever bleeding
So covered in scars, I'm unrecognizable.
No body part is left unscathed.
I'm silently begging someone to make the pain end,
But outside I just give you that fake smile again.
I wish that these wounds I could mend.
That help would one day soon be sent
A hand eventually lent
No, I am all alone
So Shut Up and put on that fake smile
And don't ever show anyone your tears.
Suffering DualityDemons and Angels; Evil and PureSuffering Duality in Free Verse More Like This
Duality takes and all runs together.
The ink runs, black and white goes to gray.
All becomes one and the same.
Mirror, Mirror, Which one is me? Tell me which I am suppose to be.
Two sides constantly fight.
Do I walk towards dark or into the light?
Which one, Which one? Which do I let win?
A path of purity; A path of sin?
My heart torn two parts of a whole.
Both sides whisper loudly to my soul.
Turmoil reigns as king as the hurricane sings.
The king dethroned; whispers turn to screams.
A new king takes its rightful place.
No longer is there black,
No longer is there white,
Only different shades of gray.
There is neither night nor is there day.
Everything is now one and the same.
Giving InEmpty words and broken promisesGiving In in Free Verse More Like This
Is this all just another game?
Lone wolf... Destiny calls once again
Stop resisting, your destiny still remains the same
Day by day and night by night, never change
I see it all fall apart once again before my eyes
Same result every time, caught in a web of others' lies
Working so hard to glue this shattered mirror
Only to watch it fall apart again in horror
Why? Why? Again and again. Near success turn to failure
Reaching for happiness only for it to slip away once again
It's so hard in this current position to remain sane
It's like trying to drive backwards in the wrong lane
When will I finally give in to the future?
For some reason, I continue to fight
Long after losing feeling Long after losing sight
Is this war finally becoming a lost cause?
When do I just stop trying?
When do you stop lying?
When do I just start dying
On the outside from rotting on the inside?
Death and decay, loneliness and hopelessness
I'm running in place, failing again
A Goodbye LetterA Goodbye LetterA Goodbye Letter in Free Verse More Like This
The sight of you, so many emotions emerge
These feelings all so poisonous so we diverge
Anger, Fury, Sadness, Regret and emptiness
After so long actions once silent I digress
I think I said I thought it was better that way
For many months I let it stay and did not sway
You told me to get the poison out of my life
So ironic that you became such a poison…
I pushed you out for good due to our constant strife
My heart and soul slowly again, cold and frozen
I gave to you my heart and you tore it apart
This day I wonder the blame lay on you or I?
Did you want this to happen? Was it all a lie?
Or did I do you wrong somewhere, unknowingly
I’m sorry if I did and that’s why I left you behind
There was no single compromise that I could find
And so I cut your chain and collar that bind me
Saying my final goodbye to you, forever
Please do understand, I tried to get you to see
Still I lie awake in wonder at what would be
If, by chance I had continued to try to ple
The FacelessThis aching heart, These brittle bones...The Faceless in Free Verse More Like This
No one sees what's inside me.
There's no one out there to confide.
I'm all alone in this barren place.
Everyone here is without a face.
I scream so loud without a sound.
No one with ears are around.
I'm stuck here with the faceless ones.
Everyone's the same, Everyone's a clone.
That's why I will always be alone.
I'm screaming, Can you hear me?
I'm bleeding, Can you see me?
It's cold here, Can you feel it?
You can't see me.
Everyone is Blind.
You can't hear me.
Everyone is Deaf.
You can't feel me.
Everyone is Numb...
In this world with the Faceless Ones.
Loneliness or a Chain?Calling me a liar, sparking this fireLoneliness or a Chain? in Free Verse More Like This
Resorting to insults hoping to get the expected results
Causing nothing but pain making me insane.
Go ahead and tighten that rope the more you pull me the stronger I pull away.
Don't speak a word I know what you say
Don't waste your breath I won't hear it even in death.
You wish me only sorrow and pain, showing me disdain
A lone wolf or a dog? Which would you choose?
I can see the answer clearly even in this fog
I'd rather be alone than be chained and pained
I should have known then but I was blind, You only listen to the whispers in your own mind
Telling me I don't cry enough? So you like it when I'm hurt? I told you I'm an introvert...
No understanding? No love? You insult me, making my choice difficult.
Abuse or loneliness? There's no love... My heart heavy like water against the levee
Done with this game, I don't want to be tame
Take your leash away from me, I am a wolf and that's just how it will be
You seek to change me, you seek to chain me,
The Claw NecklaceOnce a lone wolf, searching for anotherThe Claw Necklace in Free Verse More Like This
After so long I had thought I shouldn't bother
Then I was told that you needed a home
Filthy, sore and in desperate need of a comb
Used and broken and cast aside like me.
So sweet at first and then you bit me.
I understood why though even though others couldn't see
I took you home anyway, I thought that was the way it should be
No one ever understood our connection
You were the only member of my pack for so long
My “friends” criticized me, said I was wrong
They said “Why do you always want to take her?”
Because she's a part of the pack, why so jealous?
I thought for a moment maybe I was over-zealous
But when everyone else left, you were still there
6 years you stayed by my side
So often the only one I had to confide
When I felt so alone, when I cried, you put your head in my lap
And at times, you cried with me
People say that pets don't cry, they can't see
Humans are just so blind
Sicker and sicker you became
At first just
RealityReality in front of meReality in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
seems, to me, like a series of dreams.
Yet I can't escape this filthy sleep--
feels like i'm in it too far deep.
The screen freezes
I'm looking at the frames.
Faces become faceless,
draining and lifeless.
Every time I reach out
the scene's bleedin'.
like a wet painting.
My fingers smear it...
feelI refuse to believe God only knowsfeel in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
where does that leave the rest of the world?
how are we to function living off of unknown?
what makes the naive so unbelievably happy?
do they not understand the misery?
have they accepted it or are they in denial?
Anxiety is amongst thee.
Take the blame and simply plee guilty.
It's the only way to be free.
Or are we really?
How can we know for sure?
What gives us certainty in reality?
Perhaps it's just a dream,
a made up state of being...
But I know I'm real
because of the things I feel.
I Never Thought...I never thoughtI Never Thought... in Free Verse More Like This
I'd be sitting in a hospital
listening to time go by
second by second.
I never thought
I'd see her in that much pain
with no way of escaping it.
I never thought
that of all people
I'd want to claw out
the eyes' of doctors and nurses.
I never thought
I'd want to stay in a hospital
for a longer period of time.
I never thought
I'd have to fight the world
to be by her side.
But if I have to
I will do this forever
because, to me,
she's well worth the fight.
Midnight StrangerA relationship falsely accused of danger,Midnight Stranger in Free Verse More Like This
me and my midnight stranger.
Curiosity kept me creeping,
for him, I became interesting.
Both kept our distance,
such a lovely resistance.
Numerous little things in common,
out in the open, as well as hidden.
A secret friendship from around the corner,
a connection, at first, balanced on a border.
Discouraged by an authority figure,
but my only known emotional cure,
a relief of mental stress
by talkative excessiveness.
A mutual respect
and failure to neglect
a cute yet stubborn intellect.
We're two caring individuals--
a bond gone incognito.
He's a devotional companion,
respectable and understanding.
We have different interests
but share identical habits.
We've grown into each other
Can't sleep until our days' be covered,
Can't turn out my light
or get under the covers
Until he says "Goodnight"
without a stutter.
I admit, he knows how to throb my chest--
a rare reaction from a guest.
But, I insist on keeping this anonymous
even though I consider
Senses of WeaknessLook, but don't stare.Senses of Weakness in Free Verse More Like This
Touch, dare not feel.
Hug, don't hold.
Talk, do not speak.
Hear, and refuse to listen.
abstain from breath.
Lay back, but never relax.
These are signs of weakness.
suck up to the stuck upyou're pretending like we're all the foolssuck up to the stuck up in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
bowin' down, movin' around,
actin' like your tools.
you kick 'em to the ground
they get up without a frown.
ain't guna sulk in their own misery.
hope you're what they wanna be
like, "why can't that be me?"
they're dyin' to be free.
but they don't really know
'cause they'll never really own
the guilt that you do
or filth that you've done.
now i don't mean any disrespect
i'm just tryin' to recollect.
to seize all of the memories.
good or bad
what you've had
what you lost
and what it cost
but most importantly
the bases of your needs.
you're too high up on your pedestal
it's no wonder you're misunderstood.
Such a Lonely DaySuch a lonely day...and it's mine.Such a Lonely Day in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Discontent with the world surrounding me,
discontent with my own perception,
unsure how to regain contentment--
All perspective seems bent.
It's dark... inside and out.
I'm not sure how to bring it all about.
I can barely see right in front of me-- my own writing.
Guess it's the same..
My words are my thoughts,
and the world is my mind--
Hard and empty, blank and black.
I am ALONE
that's just how I feel.
The word 'happiness' seems so unreal.
Why is it I can't seem to regain conciousness?
I'm living in a dreamstate.
Everything's a blur, I can't read it.
No motivation to regain it,
I need no more strain.
I've lost my diary
Now how will I know what I want to be?
No one cares about me.
I am a face-- a thought nonetheless
To myself, I no longer exist.
I'd disappear if only I weighed less.
End of a CompanionshipI'm afraid this companionship has reached an endEnd of a Companionship in Free Verse More Like This
between me and my special so-called "friend."
I can't believe you or your sketchy ways,
your even shadier explanation for your delays.
It's a shame to see my friend of three years
become a danger, total stranger, the worst of all fears.
I should be angry, disappointed, upset, and ashamed,
but I wonder if, still, I'm the one to be blamed.
You could say it's my fault;
I made her run away, I can't complain,
But who am I to say she wouldn't run anyway?
I can't say I was oblivious, it was obvious.
The truth is, I've been in denial.
I'm not naive or incomplete, I refused to believe.
My heart couldn't handle it and so my brain took leave!
My hand's reaction is most loyal
to bow-- salute to every royal.
I've got compassion for disasters,
she's got a profession duplicating pastors.
She had my answers,
though, my questions-- insignificant.
Her only reaction seemed indifferent.
ChainsI sit in a crowdChains in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
But I am completely alone
I have walled myself off from everyone
Bricks packed so tightly together
There is no room for mortar
Maybe it's temporary
Like all the times before
Maybe it's forever
This time around
I cannot say
All I know is that I sit surrounded
A hundred conversations
I hear not a one as I sit
Isolated behind my walls
I desperately want to break free
However I sit paralyzed
By the twin shackles of fear
Forged so long ago
By a small girl
With no skills or aptitude
The work complete
Reinforced through the years
Till escape but is a far off hope
What will I do
What could I do given the tools
Perhaps I'll never know
I could grab them and break
These walls down tomorrow
Or I could stay here
What will I do?
I WantI want to curl up with this musicI Want in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
And let you hold me on your lap
As though I were your small cat
I want this warmth and security
To surround me so
The comfort and strength
I want to feel that
In your hands as you
Comfort and reassure me
I want to feel safe
To feel loved and cared for
To wrap myself up in you
I want my cares and worries
To fall away as you embrace me
To feel as though you'll never let go
I want these things so bad
But I can't seem to find a way
To put these wants into words
I want you
To just smile
And make my day
I want you to say
You'll do that
DanceToday I could not wake upDance in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
My mind would not work
I tried drinking things
I tried watching things
I tried reading things
I tried and tried and gave up
I was just going to be tired
That was just the way it was going to be
Then I tried listening to music
Before I knew it my body was moving
The moves were silly
They woke me up
They made me laugh
They showed me this wasn't the way it was going to be
FeelingsThere on the ground before meFeelings in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Like a dog beaten down
Lay my feelings
As I stared at them
I simply could not comprehend
How they had come to be
So beaten and bedraggled
As though no one
Had cared for them in so long
They had become an
Unrecognizable heap on the street
Treated as so much ignored
Trash to be walked over and past
Not a second look to be had
I stared and could barely
Remember what they had
Felt like once upon a time
A time that seemed
Almost a lifetime ago
Cold and distant
I just stood and stared
Had those feelings
Ever truly belonged to me
Or was it just a dream I had
Once upon a time
That was a lifetime ago
Stay AwhileCome my friend, have a seat with me and sit a spell. Listen to my music and let it carry you away while you forget your worries. Let it wrap around you as you float along. No need to think or worry. Just rest your weary head as I share my silent comfort with you. Lay your head in my lap and let me smooth those lines from your brow. I'll carry your burden to let you rest awhile. I'll take care of things so you can relax and just let yourself be. My fingers slowly combing through your hair, taking your stress with each pass. Close those weary eyes and listen to my song as I hum along. We can simply lay and enjoy this lovely sunny day. Nowhere to be, nothing to do, but lay back and let it go. Let the sun warm your soul while my presence helps relax you. I've got you and I'll keep you free and safe. We can sit beneath the shade of a tree or lay on a couch as we watch the time drift away. No pressing concerns to touch us here. Just you and me, being free. Come stay awhile with me and let yoStay Awhile in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Maybe Some DayI smile and laughMaybe Some Day in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Assuring you nothing is wrong
When you ask I simply
Shrug my shoulders
And change the topic
My shoulders are always here
For you to lean on and cry on
My ears are always open
To hear your tales of joy and woe
My lips keep your secrets
I bleed slowly into myself
Where no one can see
Where I don't have to explain
How I'd rather be
The shoulder you lean on
Than the sad tale you hear
How I'd rather see
Your smile than have you
See these tears I cry
When I support you
I can push all this
Ugliness away from myself
I can see how things
Can be instead of how they
Seem to me and my tired eyes
My heart leaps every day
Only to be bruised and hurt
Again by day's end
Only to leap again
Every blow is a blow
To my soul and I begin
To grow weary of all
These things that everyone
Says will get better
Change doesn't seem
To be coming for me
But that's okay
Because I have you
To listen and talk to
You show me how bright
How right things can be
And that makes taking another
MockeryI feel like everything bright and creativeMockery in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Mocks me through the shimmer of tears
My mouth is dry and my stomach in knots
Can't focus my eyes no matter how hard I try
I feel too full and yet too empty
All at the same time and it's driving me mad
I want to rant and rave while I curl up
And simply give in quietly
My heart beats so rapidly but feels
Like it's not beating at all
Each slow thump reminds me
Of another minute passed in this
Unbearable emotional hell
What good is a voice if the only
Noise it can make is a strangled scream
What good is a heart if it can barely beat
These tears demand release alongside
This rage buried inside
I can't express it all so I lock it away
Slowly it will build inside me
Until parts of it find a way out
But inside it will stay
Never to be seen or heard by anyone
Until I can't hide it away anymore
And it comes bursting out of me
Straight into my pillow
Safe away from anyone else
The only one who should see it never will
Ain't that the biggest ______ of it
Book LoveI love the soundBook Love in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Of the pages as I flip them
Of the pages as I shift my grip
I love the feel
Of the slick cover
Of the resisting binding
I love watching
The pages age
The spine bend
To how it feels
To read books
As good as reading
A new book
Like the plot
Like the action
That can be found
In a book
to him whom i love secretly and from far awaydo you think of meto him whom i love secretly and from far away in Free Verse More Like This
when the light hits your window and the cedar dust whirls around your saw?
is there any moonlight that you long for
i have become more than
and yet lesser without you
i have become the sun empress and the baroness of the moon
robed in purple glory and covered in night
i miss your pale morning light
when you were all that was green and good in the world
the earth i planted my feet in
for i am the goddess of the shadowed things
the lady of the fanged ones who growl and disturb your sleep
and creep under your doors to linger in your moods
thoughtEvery love affair ends in either in pleasant fuzzy floaty feelings or a fiery car wreck on I-5. For most of your life, it's a series of the latter,with the first love the most memorable picture.thought in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
You end up spiraling into dark albums, the edgy sad ones that no one but the heartbroken care for.
The music's good, but the tone is dark.
And nobody likes it but you and your darkness.
New GirlThis hurts.New Girl in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
I don't know why I clung to that slender thread of hope.
I still have a sliver left.
I hope without hope.
You know, I was called beautiful today.
It makes it so much harder to believe now.
Like a distant dream.
This hurts so much.
Fragments of me are shattered all across the floor, continually struggling to reconfigure itself into a useful vase.
But I'm not meant to be useful.
I'm meant for entertainment.
Take me off the shelf, dear, and I'll amuse you.
I love you.
And I'll keep saying that until it becomes past tense.
MeetingI miss you.Meeting in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
I'm still sad and angry at you, but I miss you all the same.
I saw you, and we had a civil conversation today.
You talked about your girlfriend, how she has dual citizenship in Germany and the U.S.
And how she has a picture on Facebook of her with a gigantic mug of beer.
Frat boy much?
And . I saw her picture.
Maybe she's better looking in person.
And you why, you almost walked off with all my stuff.
The first words you said were, "Why, hello, my darling Amy."
Just like that.
My thoughts: I'm fucked.
You're more mature, more like me with your "sexual tension" comments.
Which is scary, because the more like me you are, the less I understand you.
Apparently, my broad shoulders accentuated my already hourglass figure.
According to a friend's dad.
Which, in retrospect, is really creepy.
I'm Madam Amy, to you.
Am I really just intimidating?
I'd like to think there's so much more, but maybe my friends are lying to me.
Do I frighten
toes curlingher hands unfold like delicate flowerstoes curling in Free Verse More Like This
pink brown flutters of muscles, and veins and her
flowers unfurl their pinkness against mahogany switches
of trees, reeds of spring against the sun
my lips literally burn for you
glowyour phosphorence has dazzled meglow in Free Verse More Like This
you have caught me in the spaces between stars
where the night meets the netted clots of nebuli
you, my comet, my meteoroid
have come to meet me at last
in our very own colliding galaxies
withouti miss your easel and your quiet uncertaintieswithout in Free Verse More Like This
they soothed my brash and sea-tossed soul
i miss the way sunlight bathed your young head
framed with grey and gold
and the way i just wanted when i saw you
quiet infatuationordinary people fall in lovequiet infatuation in Free Verse More Like This
solid ground beneath their feet
but stars in their eyes
they're built of hands and touching
moonlight isn't realistic
but some people kiss like the night
dark and velvety and sharp
all at the same time
SalvatoreFamily lost, never to be found again.Salvatore in Free Verse More Like This
Family found of a different blood.
My species is a threat to you,
and my father is a hero.
I watched him die and now I'm cold.
Why would I let you in?
Why do those eyes pierce through?
I saved your life, and for what?
a pet to follow me around?
No, you are far more then that.
Your worth the sun, and one million
diamonds to me. As My frozen heart
began to melt I feel your friendship
and love. Now I have something to
care for, and many others too.
I have a sense of humour now,
something lost long ago. I fight for
pride and for love, no longer for the thrill.
I have a large family, so many to love me,
none of which share blood with me,
the closest Arabella. I have my enemies
too you know, I'm not a well liked guy.
They hate me for my strenght and friends,
and they hate me worse for rubbing it in.
I could reign supreme, with this knowledge
passed down to me, but I have some pride within
my breast, I cannot give up this fight.
I am the saviour of these
Perfect ParadisePerfect ParadisePerfect Paradise in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Song and Lyrics
Excuse my manners, I should say hello.
It is not the first time that I have been here.
I'm used to it, a feeling of loss.
But I can dream up a perfect paradise,
Where the sky is always blue,
where everyone floats in the sea.
And I have my perfect paradise,
and I know that one day it will be mine,
and I understand that deep down one day,
This perfect paradise will be mine.
Millions of smiles that can never be faked.
Days go by without a trace, and I've won.
Behind every rain cloud, lies a rainbow,
you just need to push through the fog.
But I can find a way to believe,
where no one ever has to bleed,
where everyone never knows what it's like to loose.
And I have my perfect paradise,
And I know that one day it will be mine,
And I understand that deep down one day,
this perfect paradise will be mine.
Wake me up, when this world turns around,
I'll find my way through the thick and thin.
Maybe I just need to feel my
RememberThe gunshots echo through our ears.Remember in Free Verse More Like This
I'm used to it now after these many years.
This is a war to end all wars.
Its time to close the disputing doors.
My commands are given, and I charge into action.
My allies now break this battlefield into a fraction.
Bullets flash past me.
Mud, death and decay is all that I can see.
I hit the ground, shot gun in hand.
I have to survive to claim this land.
I am here for my mother country England.
I can't let her fall in a bitter end.
I get to my feet, rush into fire.
This battle has become so much more dire.
I feel a burn deep in my chest.
I lay my hand upon my breast.
Liquid crimson flow on my skin.
I guess this is it for my heroic win.
They drag me through the field with grace.
These nurses can't even see my face.
I am matted with Mud.
I am covered in blood.
My life is flashing before my eyes.
I lie on this stretcher as I begin to cry.
I see my mother's soft, satin hair.
I see how much my father could care.
I see my wife, dressed in all white.
Rules of lifeSurvival is what I know best.Rules of life in Free Verse More Like This
I'll keep on going without rest.
A set of rules to suit me.
These are rules you can see.
One is for the trust I hold.
Trust I hold that cannot be sold.
No one can have all of my trust.
It has gone away, gone to dust.
Two is for everything I feel.
No sorrow to be shown is the deal.
I am not allowed to be sad.
Only happy, and never mad.
Three is for the love inside.
I have no love, they all lied.
Wait until I am out of here.
Then I can have a love, my dear.
These are the rules I have made.
I'll keep them close everyday.
Don't judge me for who I am.
I no longer give a damn.
Everyone else has made it clear.
These are the rules I must hold dear
Under these stars(Chorus)Under these stars in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I'm just gonna keep on telling myself
that I won't be alone forever, I will find
my way to you, Darling I need you.
I live for the thought that you lie under
the same night sky. We both look up at
the same stars tonight. Looking up with
one beholding eye. I can't give up,
I have to keep up the fight.
No way can I give up on love right now.
Your out there for me, I'm out there for you.
I'll find you one day i just do not know how.
One day I know that I'll know what to do.
Theres a writer living inside my soul. I see
the world in a different light. Sometimes I
see things that make me feel so cold. But
one day you will be the light in my night
Don't hold me up to the sky. Don't compare
me to the cover page. Knowing your out there
stops these tears that I cry. I have time to
spare when I am at such a young age.
Prove them wrongProve them wrongProve them wrong in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Song & Lyrics
I know It's hard to trust myself,
I've let you down so many times before.
I could show you how get back up, but
I can't seem up pick myself up off the floor.
I've judged time and time again, but
somedays I don't know where to begin.
I can only pick out so many faults,
and I can't just pick one at a time.
My drive is to prove them wrong about me,
Show them what I can be, let them all see.
I'll fight the demon staring back at me,
I can't just sit here and let it all be.
I've chose path after path, in hope of
find the right one for me. One day I know
I'll find it, I believe.
My drive is to prove them wrong about me,
Show them what I can be, let them all see.
I'll fight the demon staring back at me,
I can't just sit here and let it all be.
Don't worry now, I'm not leaving you tonight.
Don't worry now, I'll fight to see the morning light.
Don't worry now, I will free my heart until it feels right.
My drive is
Jasmine, Michael, and CodyLittle Angel's in the sky.Jasmine, Michael, and Cody in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Our memories will never die.
Your soul went out of our world.
Two little boys, one little girl.
The day sticks out in my mind.
In hot ash, what they could find.
A heartbreaking your breakbreaking depart.
Your memory stays strong in my heart.
A Christmas that we'll never forget.
A tragedy that I don't think I'll ever get.
That fire left scars on everyone.
Taken from families. Daughter & sons.
Why did you have to leave that way?
I think about it everyday.
Memories of angel's, a communities love.
Now you all watch from up above.
I look at the empty lot and sigh.
Sometimes it makes me want to cry.
I see your family, struggling daily.
I often wish It was you I could see.
You left us painfully, we miss you dearly.
I remember your faces, and I speak sincerely.
I ask myself, why must children die?
Some say so we'll have tears to cry.
Some say to keep our world pure.
But it is just so hard what we have to endure.
Babies made into angel's, keeping us together.
Poem10I'm wondering where had you get the beautiful smile of yours?Poem10 in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
I'm wondering why your eyes sparkle everytime i look in them?
I'm wondering why your in every dream suddleny?
I'm wondering why you make my heart crazy?
I'm wondering where did you ever come from, with all that beauty?
I'm wondering how you are so amazing?
I'm wondering why, when i catch you looking at me, you just turn away?
I'm wondering why, when our hands touch, you never pull away?
I'm wondering, why I get things I never felt before?
I'm wondering, why I'm deeply in love with you?
I'm wondering, if you would ever fall in love with me, just like I'm deeply in love with you?
Poem16One little jokePoem16 in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
And look where you got me again
I swear I never thought I had feel like this
Over you, since me and you
Are brothers and sisters
There is no way
That we could be more
As the conversation keeps going on
This little joke happens
Between me and you and our friend
Our friend says that you love me
And you deny it
And our friend keeps arguing you to say the truth
But still you keep denying it
And I know it isn't true
But that not what every one else thinks
And as I get over you
This little joke got me on the hook once more again
And now I'm trying to take every little bad thought about you
And I'm trying to make me and you
Just brothers and sisters
I'm hoping with all my might
That it shall work
But my best friend tells me
What if it is true you have lost all your hopes can't you raise them just this time
I look down and smile remembering every word we said to each other
No way, I know him too good when he likes a girl he wont fear to tell her
And my best f
Poem13It's like you became the reason I wake up every morningPoem13 in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
It's like there is no one better than you in this world
And I know if I look to my right I'll see someone better
And if I look to my left I'll find someone even nicer than you
Whatever goes in my mind, it happens to be about you
Nothing seems to stay their forever
It's like you became my drug of everything
It's like you're the reason I wake up now
The only thing I regret so much is you
You aren't worth it
But yet my thought always drifts to thinking of you
Your always on my mind
It seems somehow you became my drug
I could have sworn that I never wanted any of this
But you and your stupid signs
You brought me to where I am now
But your making me stronger
I'm feeling better by the moment
I know that one day
I will be looking back and saying
What was I thinking
Someone else is already taking over your place in my heart
Cause by now I know that your not worth it
I know one day I'll be fully over you
By time someone else would rep
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Something I haven't ever felt
Maybe love does have a good thing in it
But now here I'm
So scared and hoping I'm making the right choice
All my choice were wrong and
I don't wanna do another mistake
Million mistake or probably more
It helps to hope that I choice the right one
So many people around me
Not knowing who to choose
But knowing that only you or him would be true
One day I'll look back and see this as a memory
Now I hope it won't only be a memory
I still don't want to wake up from my dreams
Cause their the best thing ever
Guess I'm loosing my ways around you
You seem to have total control over me
Only one thing could happen and my heart would be broken
I would be too hurt to pick up the pieces
Just hoping you'll make me feel better
And I hope you make me feel no regret
On giving love a chance
Let see what the future has in store for us
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We were surrounded by our little cousins, who were arguing over this little problem which caused me and him to just stare at them and than I turned around and stared at him. He looked at me and saw me laughing at my little cousins, he just winked at me and had this smirk on his face.
After 10 minute of me and him staying with my little cousins, he said to me "We need to talk about that subject."
I nodded my head, knowing what he was talking about. We went into his room and we started our long conversation about what was happening.
Somewhere in the middle of the conversation, he said "It's my duty to protect you, we might be relatives, but we are also best friends. You can't depend on friends, they might not be there one day, but me, I'll always be here."
My heart beat increased, and I nodded my head like I knew this things before.
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Knowing that you would never love me back
Just hurts my heart too much
Knowing that i must work on getting over you
The fast that you would never fall in love with me
Keeping my lips sealed
Till the day
When i can't handle it anymore
Your confusing my heart
Making it way more complicated than it already is
I'm loosing control
Just trying to find out 2 things
If its even possible that u might like me
And if i actually love you
You know so many girls
Which I'm sure
Would be their pleasure to love you
Just in time
When my life is so messed up
Their is no way
Not even in heaven or hell
Your gonna make me tell you
That I'm in love
This is the only thing
Your not looking for
So when i say
Trust me that you don't want to know
Than its a fact
That you really
Don't want to know
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Pain is the game.
Watch out for lies,
And steer clear of good byes.
Don't fall so fast,
Don't think this will ever last.
The lesson learned,
Is remembered in the past,
Just for a moment.
There are rules to something so easy,
Youre in love theres no doubt,
And theres no way out.
Once they're out that door,
The waiting game begins.
If they come back they always loved you
If not, they never loved you at all.
Or so they say in this hideous game we all play.
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We are the same old same old, like it has been from the start.
With inside jokes that never die out,
And an instant comfort that never fades.
That seems to be the best thing about this friendship that in Kinder-garden we made,
There for each other through it all, in arguments our bond may falter,
But it will never fall.
When together, though time is short,
There will be ever happy moment of any sort.
Though the time that we depart,
You distance yourself, maybe to not shed so many tears,
Maybe because I do not, the motive was never clear,
But my friend you should know I shed the same amount as you, maybe more.
Because though I do not quite show it,
I dearly miss you.
Let'sLet's let go,Let's in Free Verse More Like This
Of all the sadness every single one of us keeps to close.
Let's get close,
Tell me you love me, and I'll never let go.
Let's crack a smile,
Put down the razor and laugh a while.
Let's stay a while,
Heal our scars and let the world see you smile.
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One simple question I ask you
"Do you love me too?"
So silently you looked at me
Oh what I would've give not to feel the way I did
When you said;
"I don't know I don't know I don't know my darling."
It's this crazy feeling
When love is not returned
In the same portion you're dealing.
Oh how impeccable the feeling.
So I asked you "What is it you want from me?"
And you said;
"I don't know I don't know I don't know my sweetheart."
"You're killing me you're killing me."
"You're making my heart tear itself apart."
I thought this was the life you wanted to lead.
"My sweetheart please don't cry
This time will soon pass by."
Emotions are fleeting
But just as fast repeating.
My heart longs for love,
When it is not near,
"My heart it breaks when you're not around here."
"I love you, I love you, I love you."
You keep repeating
The pity in your voice though.
It is quite singeing.
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I'm here floating in this dull sea
There's no waves, no wind, no sound
You can't hear even my heart pound
The sky is colorless and my mind is blank
Motivation you've left me
Black and white is now all I see
No imagination occurs in this mind
No adventure lurking there for me to find
Motivation you've left me.
To Go Beyond My StanceSometimes I need to think.To Go Beyond My Stance in Free Verse More Like This
Just sit down, relax my eyes,
Don't even think to open them up and blink,
Just imagine a blank world and see everything.
Let my thoughts wander and sort out,
Let the jealousy towards everyone bleed out.
Forget who I love and who I know,
Be myself in my own personal world.
Population of one,
Thoughts in abundance for none.
No one could ever know the secrecy to what I really feel.
The mixed feelings of should I stay or should I go,
What's out of these boundaries?
To see, to think, to feel freely?
I wouldn't know, too scared to leave the spot I stand in,
Hoping, wishing, things will become what I've always wondered.
But I don't know if it ever will.
I'll just close my eyes and wonder still.
What would it be like, to stop gazing out
And go beyond this window sill.