Another DayAnother day without youAnother Day in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Although I know, yes I do
That tomorrow hopefully again
I'll have you under my arm
Today however I live in pain
For my heart is no longer warm
This is a long a day
Without you, I again say
Want to be with you all the time
Embrace, kiss and touch you
To call you forever mine
That's what I want to do
But I have to wait
That is my faith
Just a few short hours
but they aren't for me
I want our love to flower
with you is where I want to be
Yet another dark thought
and this is what it brought
I long for you so much
It's a burden I have to bare
Until I can see and touch
and show you how much I care
The flames of hope have flickered outThe flames of hope have flickered out in Free Verse More Like This
Hope has returned, only to flicker out.
Gone before our eyes, almost touching it.
Our hand reaching, it destroyed to much.
The flames of hope are dark, we can't see.
No light in our eyes, guiding our path.
The journey will be in shadows again.
Whisper in your hands, before it escapes.
No words for your ears, hope is gone.
The light has slowly flickered out.
Our eyes are deaf, our ears are blind.
We can't see what's left behind.
Don't know what's in our front.
The flames of hope have flickered out.
We are left behind deaf and blind.
Yet we journey on, just to stay strong.
Whispered wordsJust a few words whispered to youWhispered words in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
In your ear is what I want to do
Words you have heard often now
and you keep hearing if you allow
Words I will repeat and repeat
Every one for you a treat
You know what you will again hear
The words I whisper in your ear
Spoken soft and slow
My voice creaking low
They are only a few
I whisper: "I love you"
I give you my final breathI want to lie in your arms at my final breathI give you my final breath in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Be with you until my life is over, my death
To lie in your arms, look into your eyes
When my time is over, at my final sigh
That way I will know all is well
Now it's time for heaven or hell
Or maybe it'll be something else for me
but that's something I will then see
I want to be with you for the rest of my life
and from a certain moment call you my wife
I know it will be fine, I've done my best
when I lie with you at my final rest
With you I want to grow old
and with you watch life unfold
Love is something I finally comprehend
I want to be with you until my end
Monster inside my headI have a monster in my headMonster inside my head in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
and it wants to come out
You've fed it, it has grown
from your actions did it sprout
I try to hold it back
but it's so utterly mad
I can't hold it back
it's the worst I've had
Stronger and stronger
It breaks apart my walls
I can't hold it back
My final barrier falls
It fights, it kicks
it bites, now you fall
You've had it coming
for yet another call
You push me around
now you will get it back
run away if you can
it's your skull I'll crack
This monster inside
I will no longer hide
it has destroyed its cage
you will feel all my rage
Still dark in my mindIt haunts in my mindStill dark in my mind in Free Verse More Like This
I have to say something
but I don't know what
it possibly could be
I am happy now
my life has meaning
but there is a dark corner
in the back of my mind
Calling, whispering to me
I don't know what it says
I can't understand it no more
But I hear it calling
In the back of my mind
it's still dark inside
The light of your heart
hasn't come through yet
My deepest thoughts
which I can't hear myself
Call to me, something dark
I don't want to understand
I have been in the back
of my mind too long
I don't want to go there
but it calls, it whispers
Sometimes I can't hear it
but I know it's there
the dark inside my mind
I want it out, want it gone
But it will stay there
Until my very end
It won't go away
It's part of me
Like it was only yesterdayHas it been so long alreadyLike it was only yesterday in Free Verse More Like This
really that very long
it feels so very short
like it was only yesterday
That our lips touched
for the very first time
bonding us together
like nothing else can
It is also so short
but if feels so long
the best time of my life
even though that
isn't really much
I'm still young
and so are you
but I can say this
you are the best
the best that has happened
to this poet inside of me
and I haven't even started
about my soul and my mind
Which you have enlightened
by just being there for me
you are the best and the only
where I ever want to be
My heart is no longer cold
Not frozen any more
Stay here forever with me
You are my biggest love
My biggest fearI would like to tell you my dearMy biggest fear in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
That I don't have any fear
But that's not what I feel inside
It's something I'd rather hide
Because if once told
My heart turns cold
With fear for you
and what you would do
The thing I fear about
without any single doubt
is my own depressed mind
and what I would find
Deep inside, my scariest thought
which I would have caught
My fear is to think and dream
Happy outside it would seem
My fear is not what really did happen
No, my own thoughts are the weapon
Of what the world could do
With my family and with you
It's not the actual action
That's just a small fraction
It's the thought that I could lose
The person that my heart chose
Voices from the pastThey scream inside my headVoices from the past in Free Verse More Like This
The voices from all those years
Tell me this is a gift
I should not have
"YOU DON'T DESERVE IT!"
You're not worth it
You're an outcast
and different to us
Be afraid to lose it
Nurture it while you can
For we will take it away
On the coming day
We will take what you love
and leave you behind empty
From that you will learn
Everything can be taken
Hold onto what you love
For you will lose it
Maybe not today, but you will
on one of the coming days
You shouldn't have a single thing
that means something to you
they repeat it all the time
every single day I live
They repeat what they said
years ago out loud
my mind repeats them
so I will never forget
You don't deserve what you have
You are worth nothing at all
That is what the voices say
In my mind every single day
Shattered brittle heartPieces of my heartShattered brittle heart in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
all over the floor
it just couldn't
take it any more
That is all that's left
of what once was
my whole and entire
heart, before the theft
You've stolen just
a piece so very little
But the hole grew
slowly and steadily
my heart turned brittle
I didn't knew before
that it had always been
brittle and empty inside
you've shown me beauty
I otherwise couldn't have seen
With you by my side
my heart has grown
outside it former shell
which was hard and brittle
love it had never known
My heart threw aside
its former brittle shell
Now it has grown
with love and more
My life is going well
Smosh and Me! Chapter 18Chapter 18: An Awkward SituationSmosh and Me! Chapter 18 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I sat watching television with Anthony laughing and smiling as he told me how many times Ian would fail on videos when they first started. "Ha! Really? He would get embarrassed when he'd mess up?" Anthony laughed, "Ha! Yep! It was hilarious!"
"Maybe for you?" Yawned Ian. I jumped up and ran over to him impulsively, he smiled at me and I blushed, that smile still made me blush. The way he smiled, his stubbly beard surrounding it, it made his teeth sparkle. "Are you feeling better?" I asked him, hoping the distress was gone. He nodded and kissed me, "Thanks to you and Anthony!"
Anthony got up and walked toward us, "Where's my kiss Ian?" he laughed. Ian shoved him softly as he and I laughed. I looked at the clock, "Man, it's only two o'clock!" I complained. They both laughed. Anthony ran over by the Xbox and pulled out three controllers. I jumped up and down with joy, "Yay! I love games!" I yelled with happiness.
We sat down and played all of their games,
Smosh and Me! Chapter 14Chapter 14: Ian's P.O.V Feelings Soar!Smosh and Me! Chapter 14 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
As I splashed water into both Anthony and Brandy's faces, I couldnt help but laugh. Though, I nearly fell slipping on a rock under the water. "Haha!" Laughed Anthony. Brandy giggled, then went under water to see my foot and to move the rock. "Ha, well, your foots fine, and the rock will no longer cause you displeasure." She mocked in a funny sense as she threw the rock further down the water.
Brandy walked out of the lake, water sliding down her body. She grabbed a towel and turned toward us, "Anthony you brought some drinks right?" she asked. "Yea,in the trunk. Keys are under the towels." She smiled, grabbed the keys, and ran off to the car. I didnt take my eyes off her, but Anthony pushed water into my face. "Ha!" he laughed, "So, tell me what I walked in on." He winked.
I blushed at the thought of Brandy pulled up against me the way I had her, "I dont know what you mean." I spoke. He nudged me and smirked, "You know that's a lie!" he chuckled,
Smosh and Me! Chapter 7Chapter 7: I Knew It!Smosh and Me! Chapter 7 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I opened my eyes to find myself laying on the couch, then, as I slowly moved, I realized there was an arm around me. It was not just anyone's arm though, it was Ian's! "Oh my gosh! Did we fall asleep together in each other's arms?!" I thought to myself.
"Oh, good morning." Ian yawned. I started to blush, "G...good morning." I managed to say. Ian chuckled and pulled me close to him. He hugged me tight and smiled.
"Woah!" Anthony yelled shockingly, "What happened between you two last night?" He mused. "I'll tell you later, ok?" replied Ian. Anthony smirked. I got up from the couch and yawned, "Good morning Anthony." "Good morning Brandy." He smirked.
After fully waking up and taking a shower, I walked out to find the two guys sitting on the couch talking. "I feel refreshed now" I exclaimed. Anthony smirked at me, I just smiled and looked at Ian, "Hey Ian, can I talk to you real quick?" I asked kind of blushing.
"Of course!" He shouted in his gay guy voice, I just gi
Smosh and Me! FinalChapter 21: Anthony's P.O.V Joy!Smosh and Me! Final in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I stood next to Ian as he was fiddling with his tie, "Anthony! You made it to tight now!" he yelled. I chuckled and ran over to help him fix his tie, "Cant fix your own tie, that's a major fail man." I laughed. He laughed sarcastically and told me, "I'm nervous man! It's my wedding day!" His eyes then got wide, then he chuckled, "Wow, I'd never thought I'd say that." I smiled at him, he finally was in joy! I watched him day dream as I finished with his tie, "Alright, now we go to altar and wait at the end of the isle." I announced.
Ian happily sighed and walked out of the room, I followed right behind. As we entered the room everyone turned back to look at us, all of our friends and family were there, and of course Brandy's. I saw all of them flash a smile at Ian, and giving him approving looks. There were the occasional stares of Brandy's friends, some of her friends were fan-girls of Ian and I, then of course, there were some glares, but Ian was joyou
Smosh and Me! Chapter 16Chapter 16: It Was All Great Until...Smosh and Me! Chapter 16 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I opened my eyes and stared out in the sun-lit room, I immediately was shocked when two things came to my realization. I wasnt on the floor, I was sleeping on Ian's soft and comfortable bed, and that I had woken up in Ian's wonderful arms again. I blushed, "Gosh darn it Brandy!" I started to think to myself, "Stop blushing! He is your boyfriend now, plus you live with him!" I mentally face palmed myself, because I didnt want to disturb Ian.
I laid there contently, and sighed joyfully as I relived the past few days in my mind. I was in love! Ever since I had been hurt by my last boyfriend, I couldnt bare the thought of being hurt like that again, so I tried to stay away from it all. Even so, I had still found myself getting hurt. The thought of it made me shed a tear and shiver a little. I then heard a yawn behind me, "Good morning Ian." I whispered to him as I turned over. He smiled and pulled me into a tight hug, "I'm glad it wasnt a dream." he si
Smosh and Me! Chapter 11Chapter 11: Ian's P.O.V- Another Good MorningSmosh and Me! Chapter 11 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I forgot that I fell asleep outside with Brandy, we were still wearing the same clothes from yesterday. I didnt realize that me and her fell asleep under the stars together, or that she was resting her head on my chest, she looked peaceful in her sleep. I smiled at her and looked up at the sky, it was an orange-red color due to the sun-rise.
Brandy yawned, and lifted her head from my chest, "Oh, I'm sorry for falling asleep on you." She blushed. I smiled and told her, "It's ok, I didnt mind. I was admiring how peaceful you looked." She blushed again, but with a smile. Brandy put her head back down onto my chest, and she faced and stared at me. "Ian," She sighed contently, "this has been the best past few days. I came here expecting to have a fun time hanging out with you guys, but instead, I found someone to love and a best friend." She referring to me and Anthony.
I smiled, but then saddened, "That's right...." I started to think to myself
Smosh and Me! Chapter 15Chapter 15: Anthony's P.O.V Happiness!Smosh and Me! Chapter 15 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I kept glancing at the rear view mirror, and seeing Brandy cuddling on Ian's arm, she looked tired, but i didnt blame her. I also looked at Ian, who was blushing, his face nearly as red as an apple. I would laugh to myself and focus back on the road.
A few minutes later, when we pulled into the driveway of our house, and I heard Ian whisper to me, "Brandy fell asleep on my arm!" I looked back, and there she was, resting her head on Ian's left shoulder, sleeping peacefully. Ian looked at her and smiled happily. I poked him and he turned his head at me, "What?" he snapped. "Haha!" I started as I laughed, "Are you going to wake her up or what?" I then asked taking off my seat belt.
"She looks like she is resting comfortably though." He answered. I laughed and poked her left cheek, and with that she woke up with a shock. "I didnt do it I swear!" she yelled. Ian and I looked at each other and started to chuckle. She laughed when she knew what happened,
Smosh and Me! Chapter 13Chapter 13: Basically Speechless and Water TimeSmosh and Me! Chapter 13 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
We were basically entranced in the television, watching Pokemon. I saw Ian shake his head and look at the time, "Oh god!" he yelled. Anthony and I looked at him in shock due to the sudden out-burst, "What?!" we yelled in unison. He jumped up from the couch and shouted, "It's only eleven o'clock in the morning!" "Time is moving so slow now!" I whined slumping back into the couch.
Anthony slumped back into the couch as well and sighed, "Well, we could go to a park or a lake or something." I smiled, I hadnt gone swimming in forever! I always got lost in my mind when I was in water, it was soothing. I jumped up next to Ian and happily cheered, "Let's go swimming!" Ian nodded, "Yea!" started Ian in his kid voice, "Can we go please Anthony?!" I laughed and looked at Anthony who chuckled, "Of course Ian!" Ian jumped up and down like a kid and ran to his room. Anthony got up and laughed, "I dont know what you see in him, but I'm sure it's a good
Smosh and Me! Chapter 12Chapter 12: A Great DateSmosh and Me! Chapter 12 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I flipped another pancake, making sure it was good enough, it was a little burnt but it was okay. I heard Anthony and Ian whispering and laughing to each other, I just continued making the last pancake, and with one last flip it was done! "Pancakes are done!" I smiled.
Suddenly I stopped hearing the whispers and laughs, and two arms wrapped around me. I looked behind me to see Ian smiling and blushing a little. I blushed a little as well, "Anthony had a wonderful idea." Ian shyly implied. "Oh....oh what is it?" I asked still blushing. "Anthony told me that me and you should go out to eat breakfast, alone, and that he'll eat all of the pancakes." he announced. I had a shocked look on my face, "Yea, it sounds great!" I shouted!
Anthony jumped up from behind the wall and cheered, "Woo! I get all the pancakes!" Ian and I looked at him with a 'Wow' look on our faces. "Oh!" started Anthony, "Good for you two by the way! Haha" He chuckled.
Anthony ran over
Smosh and Me! Chapter 10Chapter 10: The Pain, Tears, and StarsSmosh and Me! Chapter 10 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I walked out of Ian's room, devastated and tears running down my face, but I tried my best to smile. I didnt want them, especially Ian, to see me down.
"Brandy, are you ok?" Ian asked me worriedly, "What's wrong?" Anthony also asked me. I was still holding back the tears, but I couldnt hold them in anymore. I dropped to my knees, and put my head in my hands, and sobbed.
I saw their feet come toward me, Ian knelt down next to me, "Brandy, tell me why your crying." said Ian in a concerned tone. I choked back the tears and looked up him, but as soon as I saw his face, my eyes welled up again and I cried on his shoulder. Ian hugged me and urged me to tell him.
I choked back the tears once more and looked at him, "My.... my dad is dying!" I wept. I went back to crying into his shoulder, and he hugged me tight. "What happened to him?" asked Anthony sincerely as he knelt down.
I felt Ian look up at Anthony and shake his head, as if to say 'Dont ask her n
Ghost Cake 8(Sanji x Reader)(Name) walked in the Boy's room in the Going Merry to gather her belongings (it was only a recipe book and some clothes). Since everyone knew she was a girl now, she didn't have to hide. She would be staying with Nami now, and that seemed pretty nice. She gave very good advice and confidence.Ghost Cake 8(Sanji x Reader) in Romance More Like This
Right when (Name) was done gathering everything up, Sanji entered the room. (Name) felt her face burn. She didn't mean to hug him so suddenly in front of so many people a few hours ago. She glanced at Sanji and he seemed to be blushing slightly.
"Hey," Sanji said.
(Name) felt her heart skip a beat. "H-hey," she replied.
"I just came in here just to check up on you," Sanji said.
"I'm fine, thanks," (Name) managed to say. She quickly turned her back on Sanji, not wanting him to see her red face.
"Why are you avoiding me?" Sanji blurted out.
"I-I'm not!" (Name) forced a smile. As she tried to walk out with her belongings, Sanji stopped her.
"You are avoiding me," Sanji sa
Ghost Cake 7(Sanji x Reader)Sanji had plenty of explaining to do. Just about ten minutes ago, the streets were crowded because of the execution. Now, nobody was there, only unconscious soldiers.Ghost Cake 7(Sanji x Reader) in Romance More Like This
"Where's the rest of the crew?" (Name) asked, noticing they were all gone.
"They're all up at the castle," Sanji replied. "I'll explain on the way. You kinda missed out on all the fun."
On the way to the castle, Sanji explained Nami's plan to (Name). Zoro had disguised himself as the executioner (Sanji did the honors of kicking the real executioner's ass) and the rest of the Crew dressed in the soldiers' outfit (except for Nami, since her boobs were too big to fit). On the moment in which (Name) was supposed to be executed, the Crew started to attack the other real soldiers who were standing guard. Nami came in from the crowd and started to help. The crowd eventually ran away with fright. After unchaining (Name), Sanji had decided to stay behind with (Name) until she woke up. The rest of the crew followed a v
Ghost Cake 6(Sanji x Reader)Queen Lucilia was still as bitchy as ever. Her long brown hair was healthy and thin, and there was not one flaw in her face. She sat there, on the throne, her fox-like face smiling. "Good to see you again."Ghost Cake 6(Sanji x Reader) in Romance More Like This
Good to see you too, bitch, (Name) wanted to say. But of course, that would cause (Name) to be executed. She definitely didn't want that to happen now since she had to kill this evil queen.
"So... what brings you back on this island, hmm?" Lucilia asked.
"My captain wanted to rest and so we stopped here." That wasn't exactly a lie, but not the whole truth.
"Oh yes, because resting on this island means that you had to kill one of my soldiers." Lucilia snapped. Immediately, two soldiers pointed spears at (Name). "Let's try this again," Lucilia said, her smile gone. "What brings you back on this island?"
(Name) smiled. She felt her hidden blade against her heel and realized it was exposed. The time was ready. "For this!" (Name) swung her right
Ghost Cake 4(Sanji x Reader)After the anchor was dropped, the Straw Hat crew nervously stepped on Fiftly Island. Sanji's stomach dropped as he saw how half of the island had healthy trees while the other had barely any plants and weeds.Ghost Cake 4(Sanji x Reader) in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
After hearing Cake's story, Sanji felt like wanting to punch whoever this Queen Lucilia was. Sanji confirmed that she wasn't a lady at all, but a bitch. Making Cake go through that... Sanji couldn't bear it.
Zoro looked at him nervously. Sanji glared at him back. "You knew about Cake's whole background story from the beginning, didn't you?"
Zoro shrugged. "Maybe." He also coughed in "Bet you're more worried about him now."
Sanji felt his face get warm. "S-shut up."
"C'mon, boys," Nami called. "Let's get to the good side of the island and see if Cake went there first. It's most likely right?"
The Straw Hat crew approached a gate armed with soldiers.
"Yo," Luffy said casually.
The soldiers glared. "Name, please?"
"Um... I'm Luke," Luffy said. "An
Ghost Cake 3(Sanji x Reader)"Sanji!" Chopper called before Sanji and (Name) made it to the bathroom.Ghost Cake 3(Sanji x Reader) in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
(Name) sighed in relief. I'm so glad I told Chopper I'm a girl.
"What do you want," Sanji said rather plainly. "I gotta give this kid a bath."
"W-well, you can't!" Chopper forced a smile. "Cake can take a bath by himself!"
Sanji set (Name) down. "Fine, if you insist, Doc," he sighed.
(Name) sighed in relief. That was close.
Three months went by in a snap for Sanji. He had known Cake for the long, which was hard to believe. He had started caring for him in a strange way. His stomach felt heavy when Cake smiled, and his face burned when Cake would encourage him with wise words.
One day, Sanji knew the problem.
"Zoro!" Sanji said, sweating.
Zoro was lazily laying on the couch of the empty Boy's Room, trying to take a nap. "What, is dinner ready?"
"No," Sanji said, almost hyperventilating. "I think I'm turning gay."
Zoro shrugged. "So what? It was bound to happen."
Ghost Cake 5(Sanji x Reader)"Don't mess with her!" Nate said. He looked about the same age as (Name), about five or six. His dirty blonde hair was messy, and his freckles looked odd against his tanned skin.Ghost Cake 5(Sanji x Reader) in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
(Name) stood there, wide eyed. She didn't expect Nate, her only friend, would risk his reputation to save her.
"Oh yeah?" one of the bullies said. "What are you gonna do about it? Call your dad?"
"He don't have a dad," the other bully laughed. "He's DEAD!" The rest of the bullies laughed along.
Nate's eyes knit together. He let out a scream of rage and charged at the bully that offended him. He knocked him to the ground and started to punch him multiple times.
"N-no! Please, stop it!" (Name) said, hesitating. She didn't want anyone to get hurt.
Nate stopped and got off the bully. His fists were still clenched. "Don't mess with her or me ever again! Got that?!"
The bullies nodded in fear and scurried off, on of them tripping in the process.
"Thank you," (Name) said. She was still sobbing, sinc
Ghost Cake 2(SanjixReader)"So," Nami said as the Straw Hat crew gathered together on deck. "This starving guy is a marine."Ghost Cake 2(SanjixReader) in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Didn't he freak out when he saw you, Sanji?" Usopp mentioned. "I mean, he's a marine. He would have been able to recognize you."
Sanji shook his head. "He just took the food and ate it up in about five seconds."
Chopper climbed up from the Boy's room. He looked worried, as if he was trying to keep a secret.
"How's he doing, Chopper?" Luffy said as he munched on a ridiculously large rice ball.
"His wounds are getting better," Chopper said hesitantly. "He can talk a little, so I think he'll be fine."
Sanji looked at him intently. Something wasn't right. "Chopper, are you feeling alright?"
Chopper flinched. "Yeah, I'm fine," he said with a forced smile. Something was definitely not right.
"Well, what are we gonna do?" Zoro said as he sharpened his swords. "If he's a marine, he's gonna try to contact his fellow buddies after he finds out we're... You know. Straw Hats."
The crew stood ar
Ghost Cake (Sanji x Reader)"I'm so bored!" Luffy complained as he lazily slumped on a chair. "Marines aren't around this area, so it's so boring!"Ghost Cake (Sanji x Reader) in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Hey, it was your idea to 'go on an adventure'," Sanji said as he made some fried rice. "Don't get bored so easily."
"But I thought Marines would be chasing after me! 'Cause I'm going to be the Gre--"
"The Great Pirate King, yes, yes, I know. You've mentioned it a billion times," Sanji said as he put a large bowl filled with fried rice in front of Luffy. "Now eat up, since you're so bored."
Luffy immediately started to stuff the rice in his mouth with his spoon. "Thish ifsh rearry goofh," he said.
All of a sudden, the door opened. "Luffy, or anybody," Nami said. "We've got someone on some ridiculously isolated island. We're not sure if he's dead, but if he is..."
"Oh, alright," Luffy said, getting up. He was already done with his fried rice anyway. Sanji never understood how the kid ate so fast.
"Should I get some food ready just in case the guy's alive?" Sanji
RegretsRegrets in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Hope is just too far for my reach
Is it just me, or everyone is out of reach
Shadows overcomes my deepest hole
Night becomes my day
Sleepless grief stomp me
My bright days had gone
Faith is almost breathless
Suffocated by doubt
Little light shines
My light died with youMy light died with you in Concrete Poetry More Like This
I breathe the lonely air you brought me
I journey life's challenges alone
I did everything I could to believe
That you would come back
But I know, I will always be alone
For the fact that you've lived in my darkest shadow
How can I ever tell myself that it's already impossible?
You have done enough, you've suffered enough, endured hard enough
You have done everything possible; I've done everything ever possible
Still it was not even possible
\ Why? /
Why is our life this way?
The pain does not hurt anymore, it's is just a memory now
But why do I have to remember it day by day?
You're a part of me that is hard to erase
A shadow that follows me everyday
My light died with you
start of a new endstart of a new end in Free Verse More Like This
Suffering, revulsion, pain, misery
Greed, power, corruptions and lies
Sparks of war manifest itself to the world
Mistakes unhide itself to the world
past and presents connects the dots
Inevitable consequences comes along
Virus outbreaks and new disease
Starts wiping lives
Availability of jobs, constant changes of nature, extinction of rarity
A coming of struggles
Survival and War games
will start of a new end
I breatheI breathe in Free Verse More Like This
I breathe the life you give me
I stumble on life's expectations,
and in every loneliness I suffer.
Sometimes I just wish
I should have not accepted the life you given me
Yet, I know it was meant to be
Some things are constant and never changing
It keeps on heading forward...
So now, I wait
Wait till the end
As long as I hold into
The memory of you
The memories of joys, fights, funny moments and love
will keep me contented in the remaining days of my life.
FamilyBound by bloodFamily in Free Verse More Like This
but not all the time
they can be bound by love
a connection that is deep
a special link between the parents and their children
we share a special relationship
yet sometimes they can be troublesome
we share our achievements
yet sometimes we don't tell
we share our thoughts
yet sometimes we don't speak of them
we share our problems
yet sometimes we hide it
we share our disappointment
yet sometimes w
ThievesThieves think they prevail in stealing something they don't own, for now.Thieves in Free Verse More Like This
But in time, karma will take something more important than what they stole.
Cruel FriendI hate it when reality struck us with something so disturbingCruel Friend in Free Verse More Like This
Cruelty against our trusted friend
Suffering in every direction
Trust and bond is lost in the sea of fear
Maybe it's just the balance of nature
That something deep inside us is just too cruel
There are some people are just bad in nature
Yet we can't change the nature of life's beings
Still we stand and defend what is right
We trim down the bad characteristics
And stop them from being free to spread its bad nature
it's not perfect
it's half good and half bad
We can't change those facts
But we can prevent it
Justice and good hearted person
how can I get something that is already yoursYour eyes is just coldhow can I get something that is already yours in Free Verse More Like This
Piercing me with needles in the heart
How can you do this to me?
Yet I still follow you anyways
I indulge to your craziness
Then you hide your feelings
I'm not sure if you love me
Still I felt the hidden feelings
Somewhere buried deep
Hidden in facade
Eyes are staring at me
Glaring stares that thinks I'm a fool
Yet I don't care what people think about me
I just want you
to be happy in what I do for you
I was alive in the illusion I perceive that you love me
But now I see
I was a fool not to see
Dumb in every way
You think this is just a child's play
Maybe my love is just blind
Keeping my eyes close in the big difference in our world
You came from a rich family
And I'm just a poor man working hard to live
We break up and then you agree
I was broken and you felt free
Now I pretend,
Told you the things I had forgotten
Between you and me
Yet, I lied
Going with the flow of my charade
Those feeling gone
Things are just normal, even though its not
I started to pull away
OvershodowedOvershodowed in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Rock with double shadows
Penetration is hard to swallow
Pebbles in the sands of time
Roses hunt something that shines
Powders of snow shine in the dark
But it did not shine by just anyone
Alone, hidden in a sea of pebbles
------------Will you find it?-----------
Or is just another thing lost
In the sands of time
HopeWhat would you do,Hope in Free Verse More Like This
When it's all over?
Would you stand up,
Straight as mountains old,
And shrug your shoulders?
It might be;
Your final end.
But would it be worse,
If you had waited?
How could you have known,
This was it?
Would you have just stood,
Back like rivers bold,
And watched it's demise?
Like pariah zealots above,
Gazing down from,
Black flower skies?
Why should you,
Have thought to reconsider?
Would you have just given up,
And let minute things,
Slip by and slide away?
Was it to be your own idiocy?
Or breath of ignorance,
Destroying the fragile dark,
From the mighty light;
This very day?
What was it that made you,
Stay here to breathe?
Was it that inky niggle in,
The chaos of your mind,
And that instinct within,
To just carry on and cope?
Most would declare that,
You are an angel,
But some say without
Courage: there is only hope.
Escape From RealitySometimes when I close my eyes,Escape From Reality in Free Verse More Like This
I dream of a calmer time when I didn't cry.
To slumber alone in those sunshine days,
Where I was at peace: away from the craze,
Yet I fear I'm wondering lost in their urban plague.
Sometimes when I close my eyes,
I escape to a darker place where I can die.
To linger awhile in that luminous night,
Where I can be content: caught in the daze,
Yet I know I'm struggling now in this hopeless phase.
Sometimes when I close my eyes,
I think of a serene dawn while I sigh.
To vacate away in that voidless space,
Where I shall be alive: independent of that maze,
Yet I wake I'm choking air in that distant place.
But I'm just silently screaming!
From all this dismal dreaming,
When all my tears are sorrowfully streaming!
From my horrid heart that's bleeding,
Can't you see how hard I'm pleading!
Romance Is DeadI've tried to hold you; but you always push me away,Romance Is Dead in Free Verse More Like This
I don't know what to do anymore or what to say.
Romance is dead when I shoot this bullet in my head,
I never believed it would turn out like this,
When you pout smiles at me with lips of sickly kiss.
I've tried to hate you; but you keep me away,
I don't know if this is real or just a game you play.
Romance is dead when I die alone in my bed,
I never realised it would burn out like this,
When you wield irises at me with ill eyes that miss.
I've tried to hate you; but you never hear me pray,
I don't know where to go or even the time of day.
Romance is dead when it was you who I wed,
I never visualised it would run out like this,
When you fire lies at me with voices of foul bliss.
The Black RoseIn between such delicate fingertips;The Black Rose in Free Verse More Like This
She holds the blackest of roses,
And the dark petals brush her lips.
Her sombre shadow across her face,
Describes the bleakest of life's loses.
Such sweet scent floating in the air;
She breathes in the aroma of the black rose,
That scarlet stem entwines in her raven hair.
Her enchanting eyes are but a glaze,
Those wells of happiness have all but froze.
Thorns of iron dig into her soft skin;
She screams from the pain of that bloody rose,
With it's intoxication of simplistic sin.
Her haunting presence brings haste,
To a silence of a death nearing close.
Freaks Verse IFreaks in Free Verse More Like This
It's such a lonely track I travel,
With all these twisted thoughts in me wired,
Readying all my roars of revulsion to unravel.
I can't explain the feeling inside of me,
Yet it's so hard to say what you so clearly see.
We are all freaks in eternity's end,
Meet the maddest of the mad,
Burn the brethren we know are bad.
But who else in this crazy world of ours,
Would admit they are out of their mind?
It's such a vacant nightmare I neglect,
With all these deadly dreams in me tired,
Steadying all my sleep of solutions to forget.
Will I ever understand what it is I need,
This hunger in my veins that I have to feed?
We are all freaks in eternity's end,
Saving the saddest of the sad,
Gathering the governors of all that is glad.
But who else in this silly waste of hours,
Would admit they are no longer blind?
Just admit it you're a freak,
Just admit it
The Victim of SmilesYou see me now,The Victim of Smiles in Free Verse More Like This
A victim of a hundred worthless smiles.
False faces I've seen before,
Never realising the pity I know,
Until they've succumbed to all their petty lies.
You see me now,
A victim of a thousand gentle sighs.
Misery masks hidden from afar,
Forever locked in this insanity war,
Now they drown under a swarm of flies.
You see me now,
A victim of a million pointless stares.
Eccentric eyes of hope is all I convey,
Ever to believe in those games they play,
But here am I tearing out these pale hairs.
Cradle Of DeathWhen you're merry mood turns low,Cradle Of Death in Free Verse More Like This
Wandering vacantly upon lily petals,
Camouflaged into silver sombre snow.
Think oft of the seconds of your success,
In that cradle of death in which you shall confess.
For all those little lies you thought right,
Retching honestly from black sickness,
Hidden in that noire nonchalant night.
Think oft of the minutes of your madness,
In that cradle of death in which you crave sadness.
You're futile faith is all but weak,
Living gallantly with sulphuric breath,
Lost in that crimson calm creek.
Think oft of the hours of your hell,
In that cradle of death in which you can only yell.
Nuclear ProtestNuclear notions explode in commotion,Nuclear Protest in Free Verse More Like This
Scarred spirits in black blasts,
Fearless fighters dive in with emotion,
As fire flames through bricks fast,
How dying suffers not the living or rest.
Mushrooms of malice rupture in rhyme,
Ambiguous armies are attending,
Love ones consider clamouring and the climb,
Up rubble rash and red by blood so bleak,
Faces not foes, friends, freaks.
Uranium irks the system safe,
Where leaders leak and rulers reek,
Of guilt and guile in fleeing faith,
Now survivors and soldiers seek,
To judge and try the tyrants of tomorrow.
Mask Of The 666You see only the pain that feeds,Mask Of The 666 in Free Verse More Like This
Off the mania and the misery inside of me.
Is it my flesh you feel?
Well it's about time I set the record straight,
Just hope you don't faint!
You see only the anger that siphons,
Away the bliss and the beauty that's never free.
Is it my skin you scratch?
It ain't no mistake that I hide this innocence,
Damn it's not meant to make sense!
You see only the fury that corrupts,
Through the disease and the disgust nobody can see.
Is it my expression you envy?
Pretend you understand the meaning behind the mask,
Why should you bother to even ask?
E(motion)lessI lay down in my bedE(motion)less in Free Verse More Like This
Crying myself to sleep
Gazing at the pale, ridged ceiling
Pain strikes me, unknowingly deep
Words can't explain everything
Emotions speak in its place
Bitterness and Rage swell
My mind and heart began to race
Smacking Ear-phones into my ears
I close my eyes to Think
My body aches, harshly
Thoughts slowly developing but sink
Why stay here I say to myself
Examining my Spacious Room
Sometimes I want to never wake up
Wanting to sleep, way, way past Noon.
Imaging happy mates
I admire them, watching as they chatter
As soon as I'd join the conversation
My life, suddenly, just didn't matter
Gazing at my Reflection in the Mirror
I watch my eyes move, in awe
Where was my beauty to be seen
Is there a place where I can't see a flaw
I turn the volume up
Music slowly clearing my mind
As my body twists, changing sides
My insides feel like their together in a bind
Memories start flooding back
I feel a tear trickle down my cheek
My vision blurs, constantly
My Bones suddenly becomin
No, no you're not in loveOh I'm sorryNo, no you're not in love in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
No, no, of course not
You're not in love
It's just silly me who thought so
It's just the way you smile when I mention him
You giggle strange whenever you're going to meet him
And not to mention that you write his name all over the place
You write poems to him in secret
And you talk about him, a lot!
Every fucking sentence begins with "Oh, Oh! You know what he ..."
Totally out of the blue you can start blushing and smile stupidly, just 'cause you think of him
Oh, and I almost forgot the way you freak out when he texts you...
But no, of course you're not in love with him
Up, up in the skyHigh, high up in the skyUp, up in the sky in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Let's see how high I can fly
Where no blood or tears I shed
Caused of the fears I've had
Where no pain exist
And there's no one to miss
High, high up in the sky
Where no one can catch my eye
Where I can be alone
But still it feels like home
So let's fly high, high up in the sky
And tell the world Good Bye...
A girl like thatI don't deserve youA girl like that in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
What was I thinking?
A fat little selfish brat like me
does most sertainly not deserve such a wonderful boy like you
So you better leave me alone now
I shall step aside
so someone who deserves you better can come around
She has to be real pretty
A cute little face with big beautiful eyes
long waving soft hair
and a happy smile to light up your world
She has to be thin with a partly good confidence
but still humble and kind
to never let you down
She should never hurt you or leave you
She shall always stand by your side and help you fight the battle
and she must have what it takes to do so
She has to have all the strength in the world
just to share it with you
But still she has to be a little weak sometimes
and she must need protection sometimes
So you can feel strong, needed
So you can feel like the little star you are
She must have the ability to make you laugh,
to make you smile
Even in the darkest times
She can never lose faith in you
and never ever t
Yours one and onlyLet me walk beside youYours one and only in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Through sunshine and rain too
Let me hold your hand
Let me be jealous on that pretty friend of yours
Let me be your girl
Let me hug you tight
as I whisper "it'll be alright"
Let me keep you safe
Let me wipe those tears away
Let me be your girl
Let me miss you desperately
Trying to make you fall completely
Let me write you stupid love-poems
Let me cry out of fear for losing you
Let me be your girl
Let me speak your name with care
I won't go anywhere
Let me look you deeply in those blue, blue eyes
Let me kiss those soft lips
Let me be your girl
Let me show you how to trust again
I'll sew up that vein
Let me be happy
Let me give my love to you
Let me be your girl
I wanna be more than just another one of your friends
more than that girl who always shuts up and listens
more than a close friend
I wanna be your one and only
I wanna be the one you know will always be there
the one you believe in
Why can't you j
All for youFalling asleep with tears in my eyesAll for you in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
And haunted by the thoughts of you
This is for you hun'
Your face is smiling at me
A fake, ghost-version of your old beautiful smile
Teasing me with what could have been
What I could have had
Those bright blue eyes look at me
But the sparkle is gone
Now they're just the eyes of a stranger
I watched you dissappear
I stood by and saw you fade away
Only a ghost is left of the old you
There was nothing I could do
So this is for you my dear
I'm holding you oh so tight
Fighting to bring you back to life
I'm falling asleep with tears in my eyes
These teardrops fall for you
This is all for you my love
Feeling fear, feeling safeDon't try to take care of me I sayFeeling fear, feeling safe in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I'm not a little child
I don't need you
I pretend to be strong
Show off this armour and wont let anyone near
Wear this mask of strength and hope
No one can hurt me
Yeah, yeah, that's what I say...
Sometimes all I really want to do is to crawl up in your arms
Then I want you to hold me tight and whisper in my ear
"I'm always by your side"
Sometimes I don't wanna be strong anymore
Sometimes I wanna be a scared little girl
Protected by you
I want to feel safe
Not because I wouldn't be able to take care of myself
No, because you will murder the person who tries to hurt me
I want to stand behind you, knowing you will do whatever it takes to protect me
I will never ever tell you this
I don't want to explain anything
I will keep on pretending I'm strong enough
I want you to realize it on your own
I want you to see it honey
I don't understand honey...What?I don't understand honey... in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I don't know what you're talking about honey
When you go on and on about all the bad shit you see
Every word you speak is leaking
leaking of sorrow
leaking of pain
I don't see it like that hun'
'Cause all I see is the good times we had
I see your smiling face
'cause you beat me in this game too
I hear your laughter
and teasing words
as I'm being all silly again
I feel your arms around me
as you pull me closer
in a hug to make me feel safe again
'cause you've scared me with that spider-thing again
All I see is smiling faces and sparkle-eyes
All I hear is a laughing couple sharing the secret of love
All I feel is butterflies in the sky and the touch of your hand on mine
So when you speak of this so called "misery"
of all this pain
that you've carried for far too long
It breaks my heart you see
'cause I thought you were happy, too
Teardrops and rain, what's the difference?Do you know what it feels like, being alone?Teardrops and rain, what's the difference? in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I see a raindrop rolling down the window
So long time of that lonely feeling
My eyes seem to collaborate with the weather...
I've never known what it feels like
Having something to fight for
Not like this anyway
It has changed me
You change me
I had all these defenses
I had settled down in my world, on my own
The sky is crying
Making teardrops rolling down my cheek
The sound of your heartbeat, I could listen to it all day long
The feeling of your touch, I wish you would never let go
I wipe the tears away angrily
Good girls don't cry
They joke about me
They treat me unfair sometimes
I can take it
But don't they dare to even think the thought of destroying this for me
I would tear them a part
Maybe I'm not such a good girl after all...
I'm sitting here and wonder
when this suffer is gonna end
when these tears is gonna stop rolling
Home is wherever you are
Safe is what it feels like in your arms
Alone and lonely is just a m
HomeHere we go againHome in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Tears running down my cheeks
I thought I had left that shit behind
I thought I was done crying now
I thought I was stronger
but honey for you I'm so vulnerable
When you're not here with me a piece is missing
I just wanna go home
and home is wherever you are
Never before I wanted something so much like I want you
I want you to be here with me
Keeping those demons away
Making me laugh when I just feel like breaking down
Oh honey, end this crying and take me home...
It's rainingThe rain is falling downIt's raining in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
like my tears
The music is pounding
like my bleeding heart
You broke it tonight
I trusted you with it
and you throw it away, just to step on it
You are a killer
I'm the killers little teddy bear
but you shall not cry over the sun when it's gone
So I let the rain wash away the pain in my eyes
I let the tears fall together with my broken heart
You can have it, I don't want it anymore
I let the wind shake my hair around
because you shouldn't cry over the sun when it's gone...