After The Reapers - Epilogue Part 1 (by request)With Garrus holding her on one side and Wrex on the other, she managed to limp forward, her head held high. The medics hurried forward but she waved them off, there were others that needed their help more than she did. Cheers surrounded them but the crowd parted of its own accord as Admiral Anderson came striding toward them.After The Reapers - Epilogue Part 1 (by request) in Sci-Fi More Like This
"I don't know how you pulled it off, but you did it, Shepard. Communications are back up and reports are flooding in from all over the galaxy." He took her from her two companions, wrapping her into a bear hug. He didn't even try to hide the tears in his voice. "You did good, child."
"Just doing my job, sir." It was the last thing she remembered saying before her world went black.
Shepard opened her eyes to see Miranda hovering above her. There was a moment of déjà vu and panic set in as she struggled to sit up, only to be pushed gently back onto the bed.
"Relax, Shepard. You're at Huerta Memorial Hospital. You've only been out for a few days. I promise.
Choices of the Heart: Garrus vs KaidanEntry 1Choices of the Heart: Garrus vs Kaidan in Sci-Fi More Like This
The Normandy. Walking her decks for the first time two years ago sent chills up my spine. Good chills. Like the kind you get when you meet someone and know immediately that sooner or later you'll wake up in the same bed. Like the kind I got the first time I met Kaidan Alenko. Only with the Normandy, I knew it was love. With Kaidan, well, it's been two years.
You've asked me more than once to write down my memories, Miranda. Search for gaps. Not that I'd tell you if I found any. If you thought the project you poured yourself into for so long had turned out anything less than perfect, I've no doubt you'd take it as a personal affront. Might even try to go back in and correct the flaw.
Okay, bad joke. We may have gotten off to a shaky start but I've come to realize you care about things more deeply than you'll ever admit. And you helped save Garrus. So I owe you. And so I'll write.
Garrus. Now that brings back memories. The first time I saw him sta
Choices of the Heart: Garrus vs KaidanEntry 5Choices of the Heart: Garrus vs Kaidan in Sci-Fi More Like This
I've no doubt the entire ship knows Garrus came to my cabin last night, and like the rest, I'm sure you're wondering what happened. (Bless Edi and the privacy veil she gave us.) He left a short while ago to run a final set of calibrations before we hit the relay, so I may as well gather my thoughts while I can.
I won't bore you with the details, suffice to say we took our time - knowing full well this might be the only opportunity we would ever have to be together. At first it was enough just to touch but slowly we began to learn about each other, explore our differences as well as our similarities. There were a few awkward moments and a lot of laughter but no embarrassment. And when we were ready, that first time was very slow and very gentle as we connected and bonded in ways I never would have thought possible. The second time was for fun and the third time, when he finally got it through that thick mass of plates that passes for a head that he wasn't going to hurt me, we bo
Choices of the Heart: Garrus vs KaidanEntry 4Choices of the Heart: Garrus vs Kaidan in Sci-Fi More Like This
I know you saw what happened via the security cams in your office, Miranda. Too bad you didn't make it down, I think you might have enjoyed it.
Since we set aside part of the cargo hold to be used as a sparring ring, Grunt and Garrus have often made use of it but today I was the one who needed it. I know you know about the letter Kaidan sent me. (No need to pretend otherwise, now is there?) Well, at first I was happy to hear from him. Ecstatic, actually. And that happiness lasted through the first three read thru's. I should have stopped at three because unfortunately the more I read his note, the angrier I became. On Horizon he yelled at me for not contacting him. Hell, until that day I couldn't even find him. All his links were blocked, though by Cerberus or the Alliance or both I have no idea, and no one up to then would even give me a hint about his location. Then he admits he knew I was alive? And he was just there to see if the rumors of my working with Cerberu
Choices of the Heart: Garrus vs KaidanEntry 2Choices of the Heart: Garrus vs Kaidan in Sci-Fi More Like This
Ah, the Citadel. Still a hotbed of hypocrisy. I played nice with the Council even though I felt like popping them all with a big fat singularity. They threatened to put me on trial for treason. Treason! After all I did for them. Hell, I died for them. It's not like I asked Cerberus to bring me back. As I recall, I didn't have much say in the matter. One minute I'm savior of the Citadel and the next I'm public enemy number one. Well, at least the clenched teeth and frozen smile got my Specter status reinstated; with the small caveat I stay out of this part of the galaxy.
And Anderson. Yes I owe him a lot, and yes, I still respect the man. But he dodged my questions saying only that Kaidan was on assignment but that he couldn't tell me where. Classified, he said. Couldn't say more as long as I was working for Cerberus, he said. And he even had the gall to have Kaidan's picture sitting out on his desk. Go ahead Anderson, punch me in the gut. I'm a big girl, I can take i
Choices of the Heart: Garrus vs KaidanEntry 3Choices of the Heart: Garrus vs Kaidan in Sci-Fi More Like This
Everyone's been trying to get into my head. You, Kelly, even Joker, although he was just trying to make me feel better. Not easy for an avowed "not a people person", person but his intentions were good. I know it's your job to keep tabs on my mental state but relax, I'm fine. It just took a little time for me to sort it out.
Horizon. It would be our first opportunity to engage the enemy directly and a chance to test Mordin's seeker swarm defense. And then I was given the additional intel that Kaidan was there under orders from the Alliance. Mentally I filed it as part of the mission. There wasn't time to do anything else.
They hit us almost as soon as we landed but Mordin's theories were sound and our defenses held. The first few waves of husks fell under our counter assault, giving us a moment to look around and asses our enemy. That's when the panic hit. All around us were colonists held in stasis, some still frozen in place, others already sealed in those horrifying containm
After The Reapers - Epilogue: A Final GoodbyeA smile lit up her face as Joker and EDI came in. Dear Joker, in his own way he had always been as faithful to her as Garrus.After The Reapers - Epilogue: A Final Goodbye in Sci-Fi More Like This
"Hey, Commander. Laying down on the job again, I see. Though I gotta admit you look a lot better than you did the last time I saw you laid out."
"You saw me when Cerberus was putting me back together?"
"Yeah. When they approached me about flying for them they tried to win me over by telling me you were alive but under their care. I told them to quit blowing smoke up my " he glanced at EDI who was watching him with the quizzical way she had when she was trying to understand a human idiom, "uh, I accused them of lying. Anyway, they took me to the facility where they were rebuilding you."
She grimaced. "Jacob once told me I was nothing but meat and tubes when they brought me in."
"That's an understatement. This was about a year after the Normandy went down and there were at least a hundred machines keeping you alive, but at least you looked like you. To prove
Edge of Dawn - Chapter 3Andy's arms were crossed, his displeasure evident. "Damn it, Kari, you look like shit. What happened?"Edge of Dawn - Chapter 3 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
She sat down next to him as Sky joined them with the first aid kit. "Is that any way to talk to your favorite witch?"
"What makes you think you're my favorite?"
"I bring you the most interesting cases."
"Make the most work for me, you mean. Now I'm going to ask you again, what happened?"
"The demon was a little stronger than I expected. He got in a lucky shot." She winced slightly as Sky drenched her arm in antiseptic. Although the bleeding had slowed and the cuts were healing rapidly, they were still painful. "That really isn't necessary."
"Oh, please. Did you see that thing's fingers? They were covered in rat guts. Now stop being a baby and let me clean you up."
"It's not like you to get hurt, Kari."
Sky lowered the bottle she was holding. "It was my fault, Andy. I threw a binding spell but I couldn't hold it."
Kari watched as Sky gently wrapped a bandage around her arm. "It was a g
Beautiful liesBeautiful liesBeautiful lies in Free Verse More Like This
Hiding the cold truth
A truth we can't handle
So we avoid it
Because it's better to live
In a world of lies
A favourKill meA favour in Free Verse More Like This
I don't deserve to live
The world will be better
My pain will be gone
So do me a favour
And do what I didn't have the courage
To do myself...
EmptyCrimson woundsEmpty in Free Verse More Like This
Once a person
Now an empty shell
On this world of misery
Go away!Don't look at meGo away! in Free Verse More Like This
Don't talk to me
Don't touch me
I want to be alone
It's my fate
It's my curse
You try to understand me
But you can't
Because you have no idea
What I have to endure
But when I look around
You're still here
For some reason
You won't leave...
NightmareWelcome to my nightmareNightmare in Free Verse More Like This
Welcome to the darkness
Within my mind
A place where hope is lost
Love is a dream
And joy doesn't exist
A place where pain rules over all
Suffering is a must
And demons are everywhere
A place where life is meaningless
The living dance with the dead
And insanity is imminent
A place where the voices in your head
Never stop haunting you
And all the memories overflow your mind
A place locked within me
Growing in secrecy
Until the day I can take it no more
Welcome to my personal Hell...
By your sideIs your soul gone?By your side in Free Verse More Like This
Is your heart broken?
Is your mind a mess?
Are your hopes and dreams dead?
Are you rejected for being who you are?
Then your place is right here
By our side
By the side of the broken ones
United to survive
Together to endure the cruelty of this world
DualityLiving a lieDuality in Free Verse More Like This
Pretending to be fine
My shell stays strong
But my heart is in pieces
The shell protects me
But it keeps others at bay
When I need them the most
When my heart needs to be fixed
I wish someone, someday
Breaks that shell
Fixes my heart
And tames the monster I have become
dark dawndark dawn in Free Verse More Like This
in the black dawn,
the demons sing,
and angels say soft prayers.
I Am.I am 'perfect',I Am. in Free Verse More Like This
I am 'good',
I do everything,
you wish I'd do.
I am 'amazing',
i am 'nice',
to be what you want.
I am 'smart',
I am 'queit',
I don't let,
you get to close.
I am 'gentle',
I am 'kind',
I am 'Mean',
I am 'stupid',
this is true.
I am 'ugly',
I am 'fat',
this is true,
just as much as that.
I am 'annoying',
I am 'horrible',
this is true,
so, so, true.
I am a 'lier',
I am a 'faker',
this is the truest,
The whole world.The whole world,The whole world. in Free Verse More Like This
seems filled with promise,
everyone, seems to smile for you,
is finally giving up on ruining your days.
Today just seems to be your day.
everything, is all right,
as long as there is smiles on every face,
and no one to rain on your parade.
Please Stop.Please stop,Please Stop. in Free Verse More Like This
Lying to me.
For your messed up replies.
Trying to win me over,
With your words.
Trying to control me,
Every time, I miss something.
Please just stop,
SecretI have the best boyfriendSecret in Free Verse More Like This
Every day he
tells me he loves me
and how beautiful I am.
he makes me laugh
and makes sure I'm happy.
There could not be
a more perfect person.
He gives me gifts
and is always there
to listen and to talk to.
The only thing is
that while he is great
I don't love him anymore.
I love another man, who I've been secretly seeing,
for almost six months now.
Shh don't tell anyone though...
It's a secret.
Proud to be white.I am proud to be white.Proud to be white. in Free Verse More Like This
There I said it.
Why shouldn't I be?
My heritage has nothing to do with myself.
My ancestors have committed no crimes.
They have kept no slaves.
So I am proud to be white.
My family has served in every American war.
From the revolution to Vietnam.
We fought with the North in the civil war.
We cried when Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. Died.
My heritage is a part of who I am.
People say that everyone is equal nowadays,
But that's not true
We have the special offers based on race.
Even in the school I grew up in
There was the African-American club,
The Indian club,
The Latino club.
We cant preach equality
Unless we teach people to take pride
In who they are.
I was never taught this
I was taught I had it easier
Because I was white
I was taught
To be humble
Because of what other white people had done
I was taught
To treat others better than I treated myself
Because if I didn't
I was being racist.
I believe without a doubt
That our society doesn't have equality.
Never EnoughIt'll never be enough, huh?Never Enough in Free Verse More Like This
I try everything
But I can't do enough.
It's never enough for you
So why should I try?
You only notice others
I'm a part of the wallpaper.
But outside of you
I am myself
I am important.
And as I watch the trees
Sway gently in the breeze
I realize that
I should be seen
I am amazing
And that no matter what I do,
It wont be enough.
But it will be enough
And the rest of the world.
Beauty and the BeastLong ago lived a callous princeBeauty and the Beast in Free Verse More Like This
who cared for no one but himself.
One day an old woman asked for shelter,
and the prince slammed the door in her face.
Suddenly the woman revealed
that she was really a beautiful witch.
She put a curse on the prince
they he his outside would reflect his inside.
Until you find someone to love
and to be loved in return
you will remain a beast
for the rest of your days.
I was seventeen when my father
set out to find his fortune.
When he returned
He told me of his travels.
He said that he made a grave mistake
and that I would have to go and live with a beast
Because it was for my papa.
When the old man said
he had a daughter
I didn' think she would be so beautiful
No one could ever love
someone as horrendous
as a beast like me.
I shouldn't even try.
She's just my prisoner
and nothing more
He's so shy,
and not nearly as bad as he thinks
Under those looks
is a heart made of gold.
Truly, I wish
he would let me in
She's so kind
Just One LookJust One Look in Free Verse More Like This
All it took was just one look to make me fall for you.
Just one glance and we both took a chance.
A light in your eyes made me know I would fight for you.
A word not said and I can't get you out of my head.
A spark passed between us and I came out of the dark.
A gaze that put me in an eteral daze.
Just one look was all it took.
Even When the World...Even when the world doesn't notice how bright your light is.Even When the World... in Free Verse More Like This
Even when you think you are nothing.
Someone thinks you are everything.
Even when you believe nothing good will happen.
Someone will make something special happen.
Even when you think something will never work out.
Someone may come your way and change that.
Even when you feel so alone.
Someone wishes they could be with you even though they are far away.
Even when you get last place.
You are first place in someone's heart.
Even when the tears won't stop.
Someone comes to wipe them away.
Even when your heart is broken.
Someone may just come to pick up the pieces.
Even when you keep your problems to yourself.
Someone else notices.
InvisibleI'm invisible.Invisible in Free Verse More Like This
I pass by in the hallway day after day alone.
I manage to hide the pain, I'll just cry when I get home.
Why don't people notice me?
Did I do something wrong?
Am I not normal?
Do I not matter to anyone?
I notice other people laughing and having fun.
They always seem to be the happiest.
I see couples staring at each other with pure love.
When will someone looke at me like that?
I walk in to a room full of people no one seems to bother to look my way.
When will the day come when I will shine?
I wish I was the oposite of invisible then someone would notice me.
Perfect to MePerfect to Me in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
You are beautiful in everyway.
You seem to forget it day by day.
I wish to always see you smile.
Hopefully that smile will last a while.
There's a beauty within you.
It's time to let it through.
Always know that someone loves you.
One of those people is me and many others too.
I can see the hurt written across your face.
Don't let people tell you that you're a waste of space.
The world always seems to tell us who we should be.
Don't listen because you're perfect to me.
Past 2Past 2 in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
A shadow, a shade
lingers, an after image
In the inner eye.
StatuesqueStatuesque in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Her unsighted eyes
might possibly be gazing
towards the window.
Vulnerable as she seems
her modesty is stone clad.
SocietyI'm living in a world I cannot stand the sightSociety in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Your materialist voices are all I hear at night.
Sycophantic lies are all you represent
The truth you despise, my life you lament.
I'm living in a world I cannot stand the sight
What is right is wrong and wrong is right.
You are all possessive nonetheless
A superficial mentality I strongly detest.
I'm living in a world I cannot stand the sight
Your dishonest facades show no contrite.
But I live in harmony in an idealistic way
Philosophically driven I feel no dismay.
I'm living in a world I cannot stand the sight
The scarcity of moral fiber is an unholy fright.
I think I need to search for a better place
Because when you think more than you have
You need more space.
My LuciferMy Lucifer in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Better to rule in darkness than to serve in light
I have been struck down like a bird in-flight.
Much like the fallen angel before me
I've grown weary of this life of servitude.
Surely this cannot be my destiny
Vomiting up words of gratitude.
Then my Lucifer calls me deep from the core
I do not have enough, for I desire more.
Gorgeous sirens evoke mass attention
Why must the harlots control man's fate?
I want all their powers laced with pretension
All the beauty they use to infatuate.
Then my Lucifer calls me, so I implore
I do not have enough, for I desire more.
Wealth measures their shallow existence
With a golden façade, they proudly flaunt.
Boasting their riches with such persistence
To bask in luxury, is the life I want.
Then my Lucifer calls me just like before
I do not have enough, for I desire more.
Their idea of immortality is fame
How they acquire it is their choice.
Bound by know one they carry no shame
Compelled by the call, they too hear his voice.
Then my Lucifer c
Red LunacyRed Lunacy in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I awake to the throbbing vein in my head
The streetlights flicker in the distant night
My eyes glazed over and hands stained red
This lustful urge I can only respite.
As I stumble along this desolate town
The winds moan like a virtue-less whore.
Some onlookers gaze upon me and frown
If they only knew what I had in store.
How did I get here, that remains to be said
I stretch my bones to the utmost degree.
This insatiable hunger cannot be fed
Why have these memories evaded me?
My nose is filled with a floral scent
My mouth is drunk with a sumptuous taste.
Despite all my cravings I do not repent
I won't let these senses go to waste.
I can't stop shaking when voices start calling
Where can I flee to avoid all the shrieking?
Brought to my knees but I don't stop crawling
I would kill to find the answers I'm seeking.
I laugh out loud with maniacal intent
While bloody tears stream down my face.
Have I witnessed or caused all this torment?
It feels like I've fallen from grace.
Where is the key
Prinsa in trecut .Stai iar singura pe dig . Apa curge la fel ca intotdeauna , inPrinsa in trecut . in Short Stories More Like This
acelasi sens , cu acelasi debit . Nimic parca nu s-a schimbat in
afara de faptul ca el nu mai e cu tine pe dig . Esti doar tu .
Si trecatori pot trece si te pot privi fara sa isi dea seama ca
e ceva in neregula . Dar in tine .. un tumult dureros te macina
. Parca langa tine e o groapa , un abis . Un loc incomplet fara
o alta prezenta acolo . Prezenta pe care o vroiai langa tine .
Prezenta la care tanjesti . Dar sufletul ti-e rece ca o zi de
ianuarie in care nu mai ninge . Si lacrimile ti-au inghetat pe
fata pentru ca s-a inserat si e frig afara . Si vantul bate mai
puternic de cand tot stai aici . Dar nu te incumeti sa pleci ,
sa lasi totul in urma pentru ca inca speri intr-un happy-ending
desi stii ca asa ceva in real life e totusi prea mult de sperat
. El nu va mai veni stai calma . Pleaca , el e cu alta . Te-a
uitat de mult . Chiar atat te poti umili incat sa suferi pentru
unul ca el ? Nu . Pentru ca tu stii .. tu meriti
Amintiri.Sunt anumite lucruri care iti amintesc de trecut . Cantece , locuri , chiar si anumite lucruri care pentru altii ar insemna mai nimic .. Amintirile ti se sfarma in inima si lacrimi iti impanjesc brusc obrajii .Amintiri. in Emotional More Like This
Amintiri despre copilarie , cand te jucai de-a v-ati ascunselea sau cand stateai cu copii de la bloc pana seara tarziu la scara ..
Amintiri din generala cand mergeati impreuna la scoala si erati cele mai bune prietene. Cand amandoua abia incepeati sa constientizati ce se intampla in lumea asta de fapt .. Sunt clipe pe care nu le mai poti aduce inapoi orice ar fi .. si cat ai vrea sa le mai traiesti doar o data .
Este o parte dulce-amara a trecutului pe care o ingropam sub cenusa prezentului , dar care ia foc sub influienta starii de regret . Acum acea melodie nu o mai poti asculta la fel , nu mai e la fel , e doar o urma a clipelor trecute , e o durere stinsa care te incearca , e suferinta , dar e dulce , cat de dulce ..
Gustul dulce amar al lacrimilor .. cum ai putut pierde
sa uit.sa uiti.sa uitam.sa uit.sa uiti.sa uitam. in Free Verse More Like This
Sunt din nou aici cu ale mele ganduri .
Pe aceeasi banca incarcata cu amintiri .
Sunt din nou aici si e din nou iarna .
Si ninge , si e rece dar nu mai simt .
Nu ma mai simt , simt doar lacrimile care curg din ochii mei ,
Si imi spun : un nou inceput , te las in urma ...
Si imi este dor de tine aici , unde credeam ca te am , ca te am doar pentru mine .
Dar cate poeme nu ti-au fost dedicate tie ba , si de cate ti-a pasat?
Dar cate fete nu te-au plans in noapte si pe cate le-ai sunat?
A fost doar un joc.
Nu vrei sa stii , nu vreau sa stiu , hai plecam.
Hai uitam ca ne-am cunoscut , ca am vorbit , ca ne-am privit.
Hai sa ma lasi in urma , hai sa uit ca existi .
Hai sa ne dram dracului odata in mod frumos.
Hai sa uit cate au fost , sa le ardem , sa le facem cenusa , sa le ia vantul , sa le ingroape zapada .
Hai sa uitam ...
Komoediantische ZuegeDas Leben genießenKomoediantische Zuege in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
in komödiantischen Zügen
Ich sitze im Abteil dieser Farce
lächle leer Leute an
damit sie sich gut fühlen
Alles wird gut
Ein buntes Schauspiel
mit aufgesetzten Masken
hinter denen sich jeder verbirgt
die Eigenarten verschleiert
bis die Anderen zerbrechen
um dann zuzuschlagen
Sehr unterhaltsam sind sie
die Satiren und Tragödien der Anderen
Alles ist gut
AerscheDer VorsichtigeAersche in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Er hat keinen Arsch in der Hose
weil er sich nicht gleich holt, was er will
seinen Mann nicht sofort steht
und Dinge zu oft überdenkt
Er trägt seinen Arsch im Herzen
weil er nur macht, was er will
ohne Rücksicht auf Verluste
sich selbst vor allen Anderen sieht
Ein Objekt der Begierde
über das die Leute sprechen
den zu formen es gilt
oder auch nicht