Bitter laughterI feel overwhelmed.Bitter laughter in Free Verse More Like This
My chest feels tight.
My head is numb.
It hurts to breathe.
I want to hurt everyone.
I want to break everything around me.
I want to run around screaming at the world.
But instead I laugh.
I giggle, tremble.
I'm clutching myself because I feel if I don't I'll fall apart.
Now I can't stop laughing.
I'm in my own little world.
I can't, won't, and don't want to stop.
Laughing at everything.
It feels good.
This bitter laugh.
I am dirtyI am dirty.I am dirty in Free Verse More Like This
My thoughts filthy.
My body disgusting.
Everything about me is revolting.
I am an abomination.
I deserve no comfort.
No one should care for me.
Yet I am surrounded by such kind people.
I feel pressured that I have to return the favor.
But I don't know how.
respectHow dare you?respect in Free Verse More Like This
Who are you to place yourself so high above me?
Are you a divine being? a God?
What makes you so superior to me?
You have done nothing to deserve my respect,
and yet you try to place yourself in a better rank.
You are nothing to me,
so don't you dare expect me to honor you.
Respect is not a right, it is a privilege.
FragmentsThis is my silent plea of help.Fragments in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I dare not speak it out loud, for I fear that you may judge me.
I keep it in, until I feel like bursting, even then I swallow it down.
It burns as it slowly crawls back into my core where it will be temporarily subdued.
I'm afraid, very afraid that one day I won't be able to hold it in any longer.
But at that point it will be to late, and I'll explode
Little pieces of me will be everywhere just floating around.
and all that will be left is an empty doll, with just fragments of what was before.