Ceai de teiÎn fiecare seară înainte de culcareCeai de tei in Free Verse More Like This
iau pe rand,
unul câte unul,
fiecare monstru de sub pat
să-i spun noapte bună
şi coşmaruri plăcute.
Apoi, pentru că sunt mai mulţi,
iau pe rând,
doi câte doi,
toţi monştrii din mine.
La prima ceaşcă de ceai
vorbim despre vreme,
eu despre vremea de afară,
ei despre vremea din mine
şi de cele mai multe ori
nici măcar anotimpurile.
La a doua ceaşcă de ceai
îmi povestesc cum a fost ziua lor,
cât de frumos au rănit azi,
chiar mai frumos decât ieri,
pentru că ascuţiseră atent
cu o seară înainte
fiecare cuvânt -
mereu se miră că nu mi-am tăiat buzele
La a treia ceaşcă de ceai
suntem deja prieteni
şi ne promitem că vom fi mai buni
unul cu altul -
nu doar oamenii mint.
Ne sărutăm de noapte bună,
iar eu le vis
Lalelele rosii. Ţin minte şi acum prima dată când am văzut-o. Era 18 mai. Cea mai frumoasă zi de primavară din viaţa mea.Lalelele rosii. in Short Stories More Like This
Îmi plăcea să stau şi să privesc trecătorii, în timp ce în mintea mea cream fel şi fel de scenarii legate de vieţile lor. Încercam să ghicesc cum îi chema şi să îmi fac o idee despre trecutul lor. Era distractiv. Tocmai ce zărisem un cuplu în vârstă ţinându-se de mână şi încercam să-mi imaginez primul lor sărut; probabil într-un parc, pe furiş de ceilalţi, ea purtând o rochie până la genunchi iar el un costum de calitate, pentru a o impresiona. Nu am reuşit să-mi imaginez mai multe pentru că atunci am zărit-o.
VeciniSuntem vecini de cer, dar abia ne vorbim.Vecini in Emotional More Like This
Astăzi zăpada mi-a ars picioarele reci şi, ca să nu se prefacă în scrum, le-am stins repede în cer. Şi cerul a fost bun şi rece cu mine. Mi-a împachetat cu grijă rănile în pungi. Le-a cusut cu nori. Le-a înnodat în şase păsări. Şi asta doar ca să nu pot să le mai deschid. "Aşa or să se vindece", mi-a zis. Apoi m-a lăsat să îi cotrobăi prin camere. Am găsit soarele în şifonierul lui. Era pus la naftalină. L-am trântit lângă gardul dintre cerurile noastre şi l-am călcat în picioare. Şi asta doar ca să stropesc cu lumină şi cerul tău. Care este un vecin ursuz şi nepoliticos. Nu spune niciodată "bună dimineaţa" sau "noapte bună" cerului meu. Nu îi zâmbeşte şi nu îl întreabă dacă
Corpuri perecheEra uşor să iubesc cuburiCorpuri pereche in Free Verse More Like This
până te-am întâlnit pe tine
pentru că ai fost diferit
în toate perimetrele posibile,
aveai mai mult de şase feţe,
dar pe oricare te-aş fi sărutat
simţeam aceleaşi buze,
aceleaşi muchii inegale
şi suflet fără diagonale
cu un volum prea mic
să-l umpli de mine,
şi arie prea mare
să te pot păstra în trusa de geometrie
cu care aveam să-mi măsor
de la un plan la altul.
Dar nu-i nimic,
poate cubul nu este
corpul meu pereche,
mai bine îmi iau compasul
şi mă apuc să desenez
o sferă îndeajuns de mare
încât să încap fără
să mă zgârii de aer
dar suficient de mică
s-o pot ţine închisă
să mă înţepe uneori
cu singurul colţ pe care i-l
nu de alta, dar sufletul meu
Patru aniAm învăţat că aparenţele înşeală. Colega mea de bancă din ăştia patru ani a fost persoana care mi-a fost cea mai antipatică în prima zi de şcoală.Patru ani in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
Am învăţat că uneori diferenţa dintre felul în care crezi tu că eşti şi felul în care te văd ceilalţi, poate fi uriaşă. Şi-n momentele ălea ajungi să te întrebi cine eşti. Să-ţi doreşti să ieşi din corpul tău şi să te examinezi îndeaproape. Să te descoperi. Să vezi cine are dreptate: tu sau ei?
Am învăţat că putem fi orice şi oricine vrem.
Am învăţat că nu suntem obligaţi să respectăm regulile, dar suntem obligaţi să suportăm consecinţele.
Am învăţat că vârsta nu se măsoară în ani.
PasariParcă şi acum îi aud pe medici.Pasari in Emotional More Like This
"Născută la şapte seara într-o oarecare zi de vară. Ne pare rău doamnă, dar fetiţa dumneavoastră este prea mică. N-o să poată umple niciodată golul cuiva din suflet. Şi pe deasupra e şi foarte slabă, aşa că să nu vă miraţi de ce n-o să se poată lega de oameni. Or să i se deznoade mereu braţele şi ei or să îi scape. Dar e sănătoasă, şi asta e tot ce contează, nu? La o adică, ce dacă are două picioare făcute să rămână mereu pe loc? Şi cinci degete la fiecare mână făcute să se ţină doar unele pe altele? Şi nu vă faceţi griji, deşi are ochii atât de comuni, nu o să rămână nimeni suficient de mult lângă ea ca să observe asta. Dacă există vr
Culori- Ce faci?Culori in Emotional More Like This
- De ce?
- Nu mă mai ţine nimic aici.
- Nici măcar ochii mei?
- Care ochi? Am şi uitat că ai aşa ceva...
- Cei prin care îmi cotrobăiai mereu prin suflet.
- Ce culoare au?
- Acum negri, când mă priveai albaştri.
- Dar te privesc acum.
- Ba nu. Priveşti spre mine, dar nu pe mine şi în mine nici atât.
- Nu ştiu despre ce vorbeşti.
- Normal că nu ştii. Ai uitat tot, nu mai ştii nimic.
- Ba un lucru ştiu.
- Ochii tăi sunt muţi.
- Dacă i-ai privi mai atent ai vedea că vorbesc, că urlă, că ţipă încercând să te facă să îi auzi.
- Îi aud, dar vorbele tale sunt mute, nu-mi mai transmit nimic.
- Şi ce auzi?
- Că mă iubeşti.
- Şi nimic.
- Asta îmi şoptesc şi mie ochii tăi... nimic.
- Şi ce ai vrea să
24Pământul ăsta e singur şi nefericit.24 in Free Verse More Like This
Are atâţia oameni care-l calcă,
dar niciunul n-ar îngenunchea să-l îmbrăţişeze,
să-i spună o vorbă bună,
să-l întrebe de sănătate
şi să-i dea un pahar cu apă
drept mulţumire pentru grija cu care
ne conduce mereu
către o nouă dimineaţă -
fără să ameţească.
Pământul ăsta e singur şi nefericit:
doar păsările-l mai sărută
când coboară să ciugulească
frimituri de pâine glazurate cu soarele zilei de ieri.
Scrisoare catre Alex IIAlex, îţi scriu din nou, deşi m-ai rugat să nu o fac. Mi-ai spus că ai treabă. Ţi-ai întins regretele prin toată casa şi ai început să le numeri. Când ai ajuns la 14 te-am întrebat dacă ai încercat vreodată să trăieşti fără să clipeşti. Te-ai enervat pentru că ai pierdut numărătoarea din cauza mea. Nu mi-ai răspuns. Ai luat-o de la capăt. Şi aş fi vrut să te întreb ce rost are să-ţi numeri regretele, dar deja ajunsesei la 62 şi mi-era teamă că iar te voi încurca. Aşa că te întreb acum. Ce rost are? Tot atâtea or să fie, oricâte pături, oricâte preşuri sau oricâte cărţi ai pune peste ele. Şi oricâţi de saci de gunoi ai umple.Scrisoare catre Alex II in Letters More Like This
Şi Alex, de ce iubim atât de mult cerul? De ce ne alegem stele, le dăm nume ş
Scrisoare catre Alex VIAlex, te-am văzut astăzi la un colţ de stradă. Stăteai pe loc privind către vitrina unui magazin. Zâmbeai. Nu ştiu dacă ţie sau manechinelor. M-am oprit lângă tine ca să privesc şi eu.Scrisoare catre Alex VI in Letters More Like This
Îmi pari bolnav. Te-ai uitat prea mult la soare, aşa-i? De asta eşti atât de palid... Credeai că te va încălzi, dar de fapt te-a îmbolnăvit. De ce nu te speli cu puţin întuneric pe faţă? Şi nu vezi cum atârnă pielea pe tine? Cât de largă îţi vine? De ce nu te duci la un croitor să ţi-o strângă puţin? Sau măcar mănâncă şi tu altceva în afară de asfinţituri pe pâine. Nu ştii că nu ţin de foame? Şi-ar trebui să dai o fugă şi până la frizerie. Ai părul foarte încurcat, se vede că ţi-ai îngropat visele în el. Cred că va trebui să ţi-l taie, nu de alta, dar nu cred că e
Forget Me Not Ch2A/N: Remus and Sirius slashForget Me Not Ch2 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Word Count: 1,377
She's Your What?
Sirius skeptically looked at her, the charming smile instantly turning into a frown, "We are?"
Claire scooted closer and smiled as she took his hands in hers. "Yes, we are. We've been going out for about a month now. But it's been in secret."
"Why?" he asked still not believing her. He tried to scoot back, but there wasn't much room on the bed to get away.
She had to think about this one; it was a well known fact that Sirius hadn't been with anyone in a while. "Because You didn't want people to know about us," she said, trying her best to act like it was, in fact, a secret between the two of them.
He pulled his hands away, "Ok "
They heard Madam Pomfrey making her way to them and Claire shot up from where she was sitting, "I'll see you later, Siri." She leaned down and kissed him on the cheek.
As she hurried away he rubbed his cheek, and not in a loving way. 'That didn't feel right.' he t
Forget Me Not Ch8A/N: Remus and Sirius slash with a bit of angstForget Me Not Ch8 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Word Count: 2,302
The Full Moon
James watched as one of his best friends screamed out in pain. He resisted the urge to run over and hold him because he knew it wasn't safe. He heard Peter whimper next to him and pulled him against the wall. 'Where is he?'
Sirius pushed Claire off and glared harshly at her, "What the hell was that?"
She crossed her arms, glaring right back, "That's what couples do Sirius!"
"Have I ever shoved my tongue down your throat?" he asked bitterly. He was becoming fed up with her attitude and behavior around him.
She rolled her eyes, "No. In fact you've been acting different ever sense you lost your memory. What is wrong with you?"
"Maybe it's the fact that I don't like you."
Claire's eyes widened to twice their normal size. "Well maybe we should see other people," she said snootily, but it sounded like she was going to cry any minute.
He smiled like it was the best new
Forget Me Not Ch7A/N: Remus and Sirius slash with a dab of angstForget Me Not Ch7 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Word Count: 3,852
Remus had been feeling guilty the entire date so it was a relief to finally be able to confess to Rick. Although, the look on his face was making Remus regret saying anything now. "What are you talking about?" asked Rick, looking confused but hurt at the same time. "How can you technically not be single?"
Still looking at his feet Remus muttered, "My boyfriend and I haven't broken up."
Rick stared at him in disbelief. "Then why did you say yes?"
Remus finally looked up at him with a blush, "He doesn't know that we're together. And-"
"Wait " Rick held up a hand to stop Remus from continuing. "Your boyfriend doesn't remember that you two are going out? Is he stupid?"
Remus shook his head, "He lost his memory a couple of days ago."
"He lost his memory You mean like Sirius? I thought he was the only-" Rick stopped when it all came together. "You and Sirius?" he said louder
Forget Me Not Ch5A/N: Remus and Sirius slashForget Me Not Ch5 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Word Count: 2,118
The three boys stared at Remus while he ignored them and went on acting as if nothing were amiss. James cleared his throat to get his finally attention, "Do you really think you should go on a date? There's a full moon tomorrow night."
"Don't you think I know that James?" Remus said irritably. When he realized what he just said, he felt bad immediately. "Oh, gods .I'm so sorry James. I didn't mean-"
James held up his hand to stop Remus and gave him a reassuring smile, "I know, I know. It's so close to the moon. We all know we can't take you seriously."
Sirius started to chuckle, and Remus rolled his eyes. Peter was confused, "What's so funny?"
The black haired boy managed to get out "He said Sirius-ly." Remus rolled his eyes and playfully shoved the animagus
James and Sirius were fighting on the floor in the door room.
"Why would you say that to her?" cried James as he ducked a punch. "N
Forget Me Not Ch1A/N: Remus/Sirius slashForget Me Not Ch1 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Word Count: 1,636
"Please, Remus," pleaded Sirius just before the other boy could leave the dormitory for class. James and Peter had already left so it was just the two of them in the room. "Why can't we tell people?"
Remus turned toward his boyfriend of one glorious month. "I'm not ready to tell people yet." If they didn't leave soon, they were going to be late for class, so he gave a quick answer.
Sirius stomped his foot like a little child (which is what he acted like a lot when Remus thought about it). "But I want people to know about us!"
The brunet smiled as he rolled his eyes then walked over to the pouting boy. He wrapped his arms around the other's waist and said "And why is that?" He nuzzled Sirius' neck lightly.
"St-stop," Sirius laughed as Remus lightly nuzzled his neck and pulled away just enough to give Remus a playful glare. "Please?"
The other boy just shook his head, not really in the mood to talk about this, "Can
Wolf PrinceA/N: Preview for an AU story that I'm currently writing about Remus/SiriusWolf Prince in Fan Fiction More Like This
Word Count: 1,168
All was quiet in the woods just before the full rose that night. There were no birds singing, crickets chirping, wind blowing, or even the sound of scurrying footsteps. Slowly, a viper slithered down from its resting spot on a tree branch that was merely a few feet off the ground. It silently moved among the fallen leaves and branches toward a circle of rocks. It easily climbed on top of one of the larger ones, coiled up and waited.
It didn't need to wait long. Almost as soon as it rested it's triangular-shaped head, a lynx slowly entered the circle before sitting down and scratching behind its tall ear. "Did you just get here?" he asked, moving to scratch under his jaw. He opened one eye to look at the snake that was watching it.
The viper stayed still for a moment before slowly raising its head. "Yes, I just got here," he replied. "Where is he?"
The lynx stopped mid-scratch to lo
We Belong TogetherA/N: Remus/Sirius angstWe Belong Together in Fan Fiction More Like This
Remus laid in the hospital bed quietly while staring at the ceiling above him. It was the morning after a full moon and it had been the first one alone in almost a year. He had forgotten how sore his body was the day after nights alone in the Shrieking Shack. But no physical pain could compare to the horrible ache in his heart.
When he had woken that morning, he was slightly surprised to only see James and Peter sitting by his bed. Before he had gotten the chance to ask where Sirius was, James told him what had happened the previous night and what Dumbledore was trying to do for him.
After explaining everything to Remus, James left the Hospital wing. Peter stood to follow him but turned back to Remus. "I don't think he knew what he was doing, Remus," he said quietly, trying his best to defend their friend even though he knew what he had done was unforgivable.
Without a word, Remus turned onto his side, his back facing the blonde boy.
He had fal
Moony and Padfoot's V-DayA/N: Remus/Sirius slash for lightningbolt-13Moony and Padfoot's V-Day in Fan Fiction More Like This
Word Count: 947
Sirius waited silently underneath the invisibility cloak. Madam Pomfrey had taken Remus to the Shrieking Shack almost twenty minutes ago. What could be taking the matron so long?
It was going to be just him and Moony that night. Peter was mostly likely down in the Kitchens filling himself with chocolates after being rejected by the Ravenclaw bird. And James was spending the evening with
Just as Sirius was about to hurry back to Gryffindor tower to retrieve the Map, he saw the branches on the Whomping Willow freeze and then Pomfrey hurried back to the Great Hall.
Once the coast was clear, Sirius tugged the invisibility cloak off and hurried over to the tree. The branches were swaying slightly and he knew it wasn't because of the wind. There were a few sticks on the ground near the knot, so he quickly levitated the largest one to stop the Willow's movements.
With the cloak draped over his shou
Letters in a JarA/N: Remus/Sirius slash and contest entry!Letters in a Jar in Fan Fiction More Like This
Word Count: 973
Although Remus was awake, he refused to open his eyes. His alarm hadn't gone off yet, that meant that he had woken up before he needed to. There were a few things what could have caused him to awaken before his alarm made him, but his brain was still fuzzy from sleep and wouldn't come up with any good excuses.
He tried to make himself go back to sleep, but froze when he felt something move by his side.
Normally the thing would be Sirius, but last night he and James had been planning a prank on the Ravenclaws - "A nice change, right Prongs?" - and Remus was a notorious light sleeper. So, that meant Sirius would be sleeping in his own bed so he wouldn't wake him.
Remus tried to think logically about whatever was sharing his bed with him. The only thing his still fuzzy brain could come up with was he was sharing his bed with some dangerous creature that moved as quietly as a cat in slippers.
Summoning up his Gryffindor coura
Forget Me Not Ch10A/N: Remus/Sirius slash, and some smexy-ness And, yes, I know. James and Lily didn't get together until 7th year but I needed to get him away somehow. x3Forget Me Not Ch10 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Word Count: 1,513
Remus was sitting by the fire in the common room reading 'Adventures of Huckleberry Finn'. He was getting to his favorite part when he heard someone barge into the room, it was Lily. And she was walking right over to him. As she got closer he could see that she was annoyed.
He chuckled as closed the book and asked, "What's wrong?"
She sat next to him on the couch and crossed her arms. "It's been a whole week! And yet Potter refuses to stop asking me out."
Remus set the book down and turned to her. "How is that different from any other week?"
Lily glared at the fire before them, "Because, he's become much more persistent." She cradled her head in her hand, "I never should have sent that letter."
"I agree. That was your downfall."
Lily looked up with a mild glare then playf
ContritionYour expression isContrition in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
one of sincere regret.
Has your light already
faded to darkness?
Let the sorrow that
dwells within your heart
linger outside the soul.
July 24th, 2010
EntrancedI taste acid whenEntranced in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
your lips move,
yet I am somehow
by the power you
hold over me;
such a subtle
September 23rd, 2010
Coronary Heart DiseaseI would tellCoronary Heart Disease in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
you that you
broke my heart,
but the heart
is a muscle,
which cannot break.
I see it tear
through the skin,
and know that
I am bleeding
to death inside.
I would tell you
that I love you,
stronger is hatred,
I feel it so
and I know that
love will be
the death of me.
July 4th, 2010
AnnihilateI am tearingAnnihilate in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
down the walls
of insolence with
my fist firmly
planted at the
back of your skull.
You bleed and
but my mind is
tainted with hatred.
I break your will
as you crave release.
My glare sets your
soul aflame as you
(I am your
I am your
Messiah of pain).
On your knees,
I pull the trigger
and patiently wait
for you to expire.
Bleed for me
like you bleed
for lost life,
so many things
that no longer
bring you joy.
August 10th, 2010
A Memory ScathedBurnt are the wordsA Memory Scathed in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
upon your blazing lips,
setting fire to every
memory that mattered.
I sift through the ashes,
but everything worth
remembering is charred,
singed from the surface
to the very source
of our collective joy.
December 13th, 2010
DepartureThe world hasDeparture in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
taken you from
our firm grasp,
but the pain
you felt in life
has faded away.
You wait patiently
for us to follow,
to see you again
in a better light.
No sorrow dwells
within in the realm
in which you now
lay your head to rest.
August 3rd, 2010
AvariceSometimesAvarice in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
"I don't feel
is like a
tore me apart.
August 22nd, 2010
GehennaI recall theGehenna in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I no longer
felt at peace
Such a subtle
I could see
I closed the
October 17th, 2010
A Desolate LandscapeSoon this memoryA Desolate Landscape in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
will fade, much
like the night
that harbored a
If an escape
is what you
is forever desired,
calling you back
If, though, the
darkness of the
dream that so
mind does not
release you from
its grasp, what
other ways will
you seek to
At that end,
do you wish
to be granted
than a priest?
your tomb that
seem like wisdom
to those who
grieve, yet his
heart is not
in your corridor....
August 18th, 2008
GlacialMy hands are cold,Glacial in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
for I have not felt
your flame upon
my frozen skin
for an eternity.
It is getting
to the point
where I can
see my breath
dwells within me.
It is the dead of winter,
and I wish for your sun
to melt my frozen heart.
January 10th, 2010
Love of Others- RLSB- ch 9"They love EACH OTHER!" James exclaimed into the night, sitting up abruptly and waking Gideon Prewitt, the guy who slept in the bed closest to James.Love of Others- RLSB- ch 9 in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Who's in love?" he grumbled.
"O- oh no one," James whispered. "Sorry mate, go back to sleep."
Gideon said nothing, but continued to grumble until sleep took him. Once Gideon was asleep, James slipped out of bed, mind racing too much to sleep, and went to the common room to figure out how to best hook his friends up.
"Can you help me with this tie?" Remus asked Sirius. The boys were putting on their dress robes and getting ready for the dance.
"Sure," Sirius said, moving toward Remus. James watched the tension fizz and crackle between the two marauders, simply because they were standing near each other, and couldn't help but smile. He'd spoken to Lily and they were going to do everything they could to help the two boys find the love they so desperately needed. Lily was going to lure away their dates with some sort of female emer
The Love of Others- RLSB- ch 2When Sirius came down to head to class, Remus was asleep on the couch, one of the afghans lying crumpled on the floor nearby.The Love of Others- RLSB- ch 2 in Fan Fiction More Like This
He wondered what it was that was bothering Remus so greatly that he couldn't sleep. Since Sirius hardly slept when it was dark out, he'd gotten to know the sleep patterns of the marauders like the back of his hand. Peter was a light sleeper, always waking up from nightmares and looking around the room fearfully before fitfully falling back asleep. James either slept like a log, or not at all. He often frequented the common room for a nightcap and a hit of Sirius' pipeattempting to get to bed at a reasonable hour. And RemusRemus was never up late. He went to bed early and got up early. And he usually slept so soundly. Sirius had often envied Remus' ability to sleep when it was dark, and wake up for class, and be cheery and refreshed for the day.
If Remus couldn't sleep, something was wrong.
There really was nothing he could do, th
Wipe My tearsI didn't know what it felt like to have my tears wiped away.Wipe My tears in Fan Fiction More Like This
I was the kind of person who was strong for everyone. I didn't cry in front of people. I didn't let them see my sadness, my upset. When I was upset, I would put on a cheerful mask and run away, run home and scream into my pillow and hate everything for making me so weak.
I couldn't even cry in front of Remus. When we started dating, I hugged him and wiped away his tears and made him feel better countless times. But I NEVER cried for him. NEVER.
No matter what happened I hid my sadness from him, and he was always so pleased that he had the happiest boyfriend in the school. He didn't know that when I sat alone I cried, because I was even too weak to tell him that he was hurting me. That he had me pegged for something I wasn't.
There was nothing I wanted more than to show him, but I couldn't make myself do it.
Then for twelve years, I screamed and cried in front of anyone who was in prison near me, or who walked past my cell. I
The Love of Others- RLSB- Ch 5"Balls are stupid?" James asked, catching Sirius up in the hall later that day. "Since when have you felt that way?"The Love of Others- RLSB- Ch 5 in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Since I- since I don't want to talk about it," Sirius replied. He was always shockingly unable to lie to James.
"If you can't tell me," James said, "who can you tell?"
"I'm in love," Sirius said.
"Are you high?" James replied. Sirius and love did not coexist.
"I wish I was," Sirius replied, "but I mean it. I'm in love. And the person I'm in love with isn't interested."
"Everyone's interested in you," James said.
"Well this person isn't," Sirius snapped.
"What's with the lack of pronouns?" James asked. Sirius froze.
"N- nothing, I-" Sirius tried to defend himself, but James' jaw dropped.
"You're a big over compensator!" James laughed.
"No, James, I-"
"You're gay, aren't you?" James asked. "You've been shagging to run away from the truth."
"Jamie, it's not-"
"Oh come on, don't lie to me," James said, placing a consoling hand on Sirius' shoulder.
Love of Others- RLSB- Ch10 ENDRemus Lupin felt bad. He really thought he wasn't sending any signals to Maria, but apparently she thought something rather different. He made his way over to James, hoping that a fellow marauder could cheer him up. He would have preferred Sirius, but he was nowhere to be seen.Love of Others- RLSB- Ch10 END in Fan Fiction More Like This
Probably off shagging some beautiful girl, Remus' mind grumbled.
"Have you seen Peter?" James asked as Remus approached. Remus shrugged. "I wanted to keep an eye on his progress with Claudia, but I can't find him."
"Maybe he's with Sirius," Remus said halfheartedly.
"What's go you down?" James asked. "I saw that you kissed Maria."
"I did not," Remus snapped. "She kissed me."
"All right!" James said, putting his hands up defensively. Maybe he could still ask Remus loaded questions until he snapped and confessed the truth, so he kept going. "I thought it was a good thing."
"We're friends," Remus whimpered. "That's it."
"Why can't it be more?" James pushed.
"It just can't!" Remus
The Gift of the AnimagiThe Gift of the AnimagiThe Gift of the Animagi in General Fiction More Like This
Sirius Black frowned. "My necklace chain just snapped," he said sadly. It was his favorite necklace and he wore it everywhere. It had once belonged to his uncle, the first good thin that had come out of the Black family, kiss necklace even fit when he was in his dog form.
Remus Lupin put his arms around Sirius, who was very distraught. "Do not be so worried, my love, we can always get a new string for it."
"Money doesn't grow on trees," Sirius said. After school, they had moved in together, and, since Remus couldn't find a job they had to live off Sirius' small income.
"Keep it somewhere safe and when we have enough, we'll get a new string," Remus said.
Sirius kissed Remus. "Okay," he said.
The two men were walking, hand-in-hand, to drop Sirius off at work, when Remus stopped and peered into a store window. "Oh Sirius, look, new robes! What I wouldn't give for some NEW robes!"
Sirius smiled at the child-like expression on Remus' face.
"Maybe someday we'll be
Serious -Sirius- TearsThe hardest tears to wipe were those of Sirius Black. Sirius never cried about anything petty. Spilt milk made him laugh. When he cried, it was important.Serious -Sirius- Tears in Fan Fiction More Like This
I had been known to cry when I misplaced things, or when I lost a girlfriend or something along those lines. Of course, not all my tears were petty, being a werewolf, I had fair amount of depression in my life.
None of it compared to Sirius.
The first time I saw him cry was when I was sixteen years old. I was spending the weekend at James Potters house (James was a boy who never cried, because he was never sad). It was three in the morning, and I was still awake. It was one of those nights where my depression had kept me awake and thinking. I hear a knock on the door downstairs and I heard Mrs. Potter wake up to answer it. Curiosity getting the best of me, I crept out of James room to a location where I could view the door. When Mrs. Potter opened it, Sirius was standing there with a suitcase, looking forlorn.
The Love of Others- RLSB- Ch 6"You got me a date with Lily!" James cheered, running up to Sirius as Quidditch practice. "I could kiss you!"The Love of Others- RLSB- Ch 6 in Fan Fiction More Like This
"You're really not my type," Sirius grinned.
"Oh look at you!" James said proudly, throwing his arm around Sirius shoulders, "already comfortable enough to joke about it!"
"Just with you," Sirius said. "I don't want to tell people yet."
"Lily said she's only dating me because you had so much faith in us, that you told her your deepest secret, even though the two of you weren't really friends," James said. "You don't want people to know. You didn't have to do that."
"Yes," Sirius said, "I did. Now can we stop the emotional discourse and practice already? I really don't want to lose Friday's match."
Once again, Remus couldn't sleep. Even though he knew Sirius would probably be in the common room, he couldn't stand laying in the dark, so he grabbed a book and headed down the steps.
As was becoming routine, the scent of marijuana washed over him. This time, Sirius wasn't
The Love of Others- RLSB- ch 1Remus Lupin couldn't sleep. It was a rare occurrence for him, but it did happen. This latest bout of insomnia was due to the fact that he was in love. Now, normal boys in love can drift off to sleep easily, because in the bliss of sleep they can be with the objects of their affections. But that only follows for boys who love girls. Remus, most certainly, was not in love with a girl. And although, like straight boys, he could dream about his love, he instead found it was easier to lay awake, dreading the next day when he would have to face him. The first time he would see Sirius Black since he realized he was madly in love with him.The Love of Others- RLSB- ch 1 in Fan Fiction More Like This
He couldn't take it anymore. He wasn't going to get any sleep. He sighed, stood, and quietly slipped from the boy's dormitory. He'd get some reading done in the common room.
Immediately, Remus' senses were assailed with the reeking stink of marijuana. James was rather fond of the stuff, so Remus assumed that the guy was having a quick jo
The Love of Others- RLSB- Ch8When James and Peter got back from Hogsmeade, Sirius and Remus were both asleep in the common room. There was set of wizards chess on the tablefragmented pieces scattered all over the floor, there were playing cards strewn all over the couch and chair that the boys were sleeping on, there were empty plates and candy wrappers everywhere, and there was an empty bottle of brandy on the table.The Love of Others- RLSB- Ch8 in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Looks like they had a good day," James laughed, shaking Remus and Sirius awake. "Sorry to wake you, but I have news."
"Lily?" Sirius asked groggily, rubbing his eyes and sitting up.
"Looks like I've got a date for the Yule ball!" James grinned. "We kissed!"
"Congratulations, mate," Remus said. At least someone was getting the object of their affections.
"How was your day, here in the common room?" James asked, gesturing to the array of garbage and games that scattered the room.
"Perfect," Sirius said, making unreadable eye contact with Remus and smiling.
"Morning boys!" James
Ass-Creed: Vampires 17Opening his eyes to look at the passing road, Shaun groaned and shifted in his seat, resting his cheek on his hand, elbow propped against the window. He felt his eyes drifting shut, and slouched lower in his seat.Ass-Creed: Vampires 17 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Voices were washing over his conciousness, and he felt a hand touch his shoulder. "How are you feeling?"
Forcing his eyes open, Shaun managed a weak smile. "I'm not a great traveller." He muttered, looking across at Altair, whose mouth twisted sympathetically.
"Will you be okay?"
"Yeah, soon as we get there I'll be fine." He shifted again, looking up at the ceiling. "How long?" He asked, looking over to Desmond, who was playing cards with Altair.
"Another thirty minutes and we're at our stop." Leonardo leaned over the back of Shaun's chair. "You should sit up properly and take off your clothes."
Shaun sat upright, his eyes on Leonardo. "WHAT!?"
"Your constrictive clothing won't be helping. Just remove it." Leonardo smiled innocently, even as Shaun clutched his coat tighter ar
Ass-Creed: Vampires 4Striding back into the hideout, Shaun bit on his lip, finding his way back towards the nest where Leonardo and Desmond had been left.Ass-Creed: Vampires 4 in Fan Fiction More Like This
He turned to stare up into the rafters. "Leonardo."
"What's wrong?" Leonardo fell next to him, eyebrows knitted together in worry. "Where's Ezio?"
Staring at the narrowed eyes, Shaun realised that he was reading his mind. Leonardo backed away from him. "Altair is here?"
"I am. Leonardo..." Altair stepped towards them, his arms outstretched. Leonardo didn't move towards the embrace, moving to stand next to Shaun instead. He stared at Altair for a long moment, before speaking.
"What do you want?"
"I came to see you, my little pet." Altair smiled. "I didn't know you had your own fledgling."
"You left me alone. If it hadn't been for Ezio, I would have died." Leonardo protested angrily, jabbing a finger into Altair's chest. "You didn't even want me for very long!"
"Ten years!" Altair protested. "I came back for you!"
"Maybe you shouldn't have come ba
AssCreed: Vampires 13"You never got to see the sights of Venice, did you?" Leonardo mused. Desmond shook his head, his fingers brushing gently over his own mouth.AssCreed: Vampires 13 in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Not really. We saw the Grand Canal, but our plans for the museums got derailed..." He grinned sheepishly. "Why?"
"I was just thinking. An excellent lesson for you fledglings is to blend in, and I think we should take you to see some of the sights..." Leonardo grinned, and flicked a finger under Desmond's chin. "Ezio and I owe you that at the very least."
Smiling a little at the affectionate treatment, Desmond nodded. "I think Shaun would love that. He adores history, was going to become a professor."
Leonardo stretched down, stroking a hand through Shaun's hair. "What kind of Professor?"
"An expert on...er...well, all things Da Vinci." Desmond chuckled, looking down at the sleeping face. "He was so excited to be working on...well...he loved everything to do with you."
Leonardo blinked, before looking down to Shaun's sleeping form. "Maybe that's
Ass-Creed: Vampires 2Staring across the beautiful city of Venice, Shaun wrapped his arms around himself, eyes closing.Ass-Creed: Vampires 2 in Fan Fiction More Like This
"You are uncomfortable with this?" Leonardo sat down on the edge of the roof with him. Shaun brought his feet up to rest on the lip of the roof, his folded arms resting on top.
"You know...any other given situation I'd be asking you for your autograph. Your work always amazed me, even as a little boy." Mouth twisting into a wry smile, Shaun looked across at the painter. "Seems a bit...uncouth now you've made me into a vampire."
Leonardo chuckled, and pulled a pad of paper out of his pocket, scribbling down on it. He tore the top sheet off, and handed it to Shaun. "Anything for a fan of mine."
"Thanks." Taking the autograph and slipping it into his pocket, Shaun smiled. "Where are Desmond and Ezio?"
"Ezio is teaching Desmond to hunt. And he will teach you tomorrow." Leonardo flicked a loose piece of tile from the rooftop. "You have more questions?
"A million questions. Why doesn't anyone re
Ass-Creed:Relative Coincidence"Tha...N-no...that can't be right..."Ass-Creed:Relative Coincidence in Fan Fiction More Like This
Eyebrows lifting up at the sound of books slamming together, Desmond watched as Shaun stood up from his desk, his fingers flipping through ancient pages and gliding over older parchment. Walking across the room, Desmond peered down over Shaun's shoulder to look down at the page.
"Vinci, illegitimete child...married...moved...Spain...married...moved....Englan-...fuck...fucking hell..."
"D-Desmond!" Shaun instinctivly tried to close the book he'd been poring over, but a hand jerked out, and Desmond moved to stand in front of Shaun, looking down at the page. It was a rather detailed family tree, and one of the most recent names in it was all too familiar.
"You're looking up your family tree?" Desmond asked. Shaun nodded silently, his cheeks burning.
"...I didn't know you were part Italian."
"I'm...I'm not...I can't be...My family has been in England for hundreds of years, they came across from Spain after moving there from It...shit!"
Ass-Creed: VampiresLips on lips, hands running through short, brown hair, hazel eyes locking with forest green, bodies pressed together in a desperate, almost frantic attempt to find solace in the other's skin, whispers and pants the music in the warm air, warmer than either man was used to.Ass-Creed: Vampires in Fan Fiction More Like This
Eyes opening, Shaun Hastings blinked in the darkness, his fingers flexing.
The arms wrapped around him were cold. He shivered, and turned his head slightly.
"Des...you're freezing..." He whispered, trying to force the other awake. The American bartender had agreed to meet him in Italy for two weeks, and they had been there together for three days, seeing the sights and enjoying all Venice had to offer.
Shaun's eyes closed in exasperation, and he reached out for his glasses, sliding them onto his face.
Desmond was pinned against the wall across from the bed, his arms held above his head. A hooded, white figure was leaning over him, it's face buried in the crook of his lover's neck.
Shaun felt his heart shatter,
Ass-Creed: BittenLucy strode through the hideout, wondering if it was safe to cut through the Animus room. Since breaking Shaun's bed, the men had taken up residence in the king-sized bed in the corner of the room.Ass-Creed: Bitten in Fan Fiction More Like This
She back-tracked after spotting them both pinned against the wall, Shaun with his head thrown back in pleasure, Desmond's body covering his own. Lucy bit her lip, and slowly began to backtrack.
Shaun's shirt suddenly turned dark red, his head tilted away from Desmond, who drew back, his mouth dripping with blood. With a cry of horror, Lucy lept forwards, pulling Desmond away, and pressed her hands against Shaun's throat to try and stem the bleeding.
"Lucy? What the hell, get off me." Shaun pushed her away, and Lucy looked closer.
A ripped, plastic bag was tucked under his shirt collar. Lucy pulled it out.
"What the hell is this?" She asked. Shaun grinned.
"It's cherry. It's fake blood, we're trying a little roleplay." Shaun dabbed his finger in the sticky, darkening mess. "Want some?"
AssCreed: Vampires 12Pushing his glasses back up his nose, Shaun frowned, studying Malik and Leonardo. After a moment, Shaun shook his head.AssCreed: Vampires 12 in Fan Fiction More Like This
"I can't do it."
"You can." Leonardo encouraged, and beckoned Shaun. "Come on."
Shaking his head slightly, Shaun raced towards Leonardo, hands reaching out to try and grab at the front of his shirt. Leonardo moved to the left, dodging the grasp. Cursing, Shaun tried to lunge for Leonardo again, his fingers brushing against the shirt.
Malik laughed, and grabbed at Shaun's shirt. Shaun blinked, and clenched his fists in anger.
He was stood in the exact same place he'd started the training in.
Leonardo chuckled, and walked over to him. "You can dodge quicker than that, Shaun. Now come on. Grab a hold of me before Malik grabs you."
"I can't do it!" Shaun snapped, running a hand through his hair in frustration. "I'm not quick enough!"
"You are. You just think you're not quick enough." Leonardo stepped back. "Now come and grab me."
Eyes flicking to Malik, who was relaxing a
AssCreed: Vampires 6Opening the hidden door, Shaun waited as the vampires filed in behind him. Striding inside, Shaun pulled the stone closed, and strode through the narrow corridor, along to a circular room. A sunken pit, littered with cushions, blankets, and surrounded by curtains.AssCreed: Vampires 6 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Sitting at the edge of the pit of cushions, Shaun shook his head to clear the red haze that had settled over his sight. Not feeding properly was making him lightheaded.
Leonardo sat down next to him, fingers stroking at the nape of Shaun's neck. "I am sorry, I didn't know Vidic and his mongrels would be out tonight."
"What do they want with us? Why don't they like vampires?" Shaun turned his head, Leonardo's fingers stroking at his cheek.
"Vidic is a Templar. They want to make the world in their own image, so to speak. And they don't like it that we get in the way all the time. We stop them where we can. Well, Altair and Ezio do. I'm more of the researcher type."
Shaun looked up at the other vampires. "What is this project th
Ass-Creed: PhotocopierHumming gently, Desmond turned the handle to the photocopier room.Ass-Creed: Photocopier in Fan Fiction More Like This
It was locked shut.
Groaning to himself, Desmond fell against the door. "Oh jeez." He'd been sent to photocopy some files for Altair. They were supposedly urgent.
Scowling to himself, Desmond looked down at the papers he held, frowning at the panting breaths that were coming from behind the door. "Ezio, get your pants on! I need to make photocopies!" He called out, tilting his head back.
"I hate to point out the obvious, but my pants are most definetely on, Desmond." Ezio raised an eyebrow. "What's going on?"
"Someone's having sex in the copier room and it isn't you?" Desmond stared at him. Ezio blinked, and stood next to Desmond, pressing his ear to the door.
"I can't tell who it is." He frowned, and stood back. "Guess we wait till they're finished..."
Desmond laughed, and crossed his arms. "Well, this is a little wierd. If Shaun and I aren't in there, and you and Leonardo aren't in there, who the hell is in there?" He
7 Minutes in HeavenJames sighed as he walked on the sidewalk in the chilly dusk air.7 Minutes in Heaven in Short Stories More Like This
His thoughts were wavering he should be happy that he got invited to Lisa's 15th birthday, he should be happy about that. Instead of being happy, and thinking about how much fun he's going to have, his mind was thinking about something else.
His best friend Gregory House.
Greg was actually already 16, Jimmy himself only turned 15 a few months ago.
Greg was Jimmy's best friend since kindergarten, he didn't want to think about actually having a crush on him. That would just be horrifying.
'You don't love him James. You never have loved him in any other way than a bromance! You're so stupid! Just because Lisa said there was going to be a game of 'Seven Minutes in Heaven' doesn't mean anything! Doesn't mean he'll even be there, doesn't mean he'll even play the game, doesn't mean if even if he does play it, you'll get stuck in the closet with him!!'
Jimmy kicked a rock and it flew into the street.
He turned to cr
Tests of a Relationship FinalWilson was purely terrified.Tests of a Relationship Final in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
He had sat beside House's bedside for hours, but when it was finally time to push, the baby was breeching?
Alex was scrambling around for needed supplies, knowing very well the dangers of a baby in the breeching position.
"We can either risk the umbilical cord wrapping around his throat, or I could try and turn him, which would be really painf"
"Risk it!" House screamed, grabbing at Wilson's hand and the sheets desperately when another contraction rolled though his body.
"I highly advise the other way, it will be much easier " Alex suggested, nervously glancing over at Wilson. "I might be able to convince him to turn around, otherwise "
"I SAID FUCKING RISK IT!" House roared as the worst contraction hit yet, and he reluctantly pushed against his own will.
Alex was shocked, and fumbled as the baby's feet started to show. "Ok, we're going to risk it."
Wilson bit his lip as House cried out in pain again as another contracti
Annoying"House, why can't you just let me do my paperwork in peace?"Annoying in Short Stories More Like This
House looked over at the younger man sitting across from him. His brow furrowed, making the other man's brow furrow also. Then he gave a nonchalant shrug as he started tapping the rubber bottom of his cane on the floor. "That wouldn't be fun, duh."
His friend James Wilson let out an annoyed sigh. He continued writing on his papers however, so he wasn't fazed by House's annoying attempts to annoy him.
"I'm starved. Let's go eat something."
"You're a doctor too, not a hobo. You go buy something."
"I meant, you go buy something, so I can steal half of it."
"Sorry for not understanding the logic of your House-isims."
House placed a hand on the top of the current piece of paper that Wilson was signing, making the oncologist look up.
"Come on. I'll buy."
Wilson's eyebrow tipped downward. "You realize you're just becoming even more annoying than you already are?"
"I would normally retort about you slowly becoming
One ReasonOne Reason in Short Stories More Like This
The one reason House never ever even thought about getting married, isn't the reason that everyone thought it was.
He did not want a child.
Obviously, everyone thought that he and Stacy were going to get married, and have a few kids
After the infarction, their relationship blew up in their faces (also mine sadly), and they broke it off before anything big could happen.
I mean, sure, House isn't in a relationship JUST because of that, but it's a good chunk of it.
That, and because he's an ass that no one (but me once again) can put up with.
That was how it leads to 'us'.
And of course by 'us' I mean that we got together.
Because hey, I didn't want a kid also. So man + man = NO BABY!
It's simple math, and we're good friends (actually, sad to say he's my only friend, and I'm his only friend) so we decided we would try it.
One week of being in a gay relationship. If we didn't like it, we'd break it off, and if we didn't well then we'd stay together.
Safe to say
Tests of a Relationship-1House grunted every time that Wilson's balls slapped him on his butt, every time that Wilson's head brushed up against his prostate.Tests of a Relationship-1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Ah fuck. James-right there-nghh "
Wilson chuckled and thrusted faster, smiling at the image of a begging House.
House begging sexy.
Wilson smashed his lips against House's muffling the excited scream that emitted from his mouth when he climaxed. His back arched, he gripped the sheets forcefully, and couldn't help but buck his hips when he felt his own seed spray over his chest.
Wilson pulled back so he could shout himself.
He bucked his hips, arched his back, and gripped his hands into House's hips harder.
House moaned in pleasure at the feeling of his lover's cum gushing into him.
Wilson panted as he slid out, falling down beside House's body.
He kept his eyes closed, and brought his hand to rest on his sweaty chest.
House sighed loudly, bringing his own right arm up behind his head.
"I don't see why I don't bottom more often."
Bathtub CalmnessWilson sighed as he let the bath water work it's magic.Bathtub Calmness in Short Stories More Like This
He let the warm water travel around his skin, soaking into it, and he let it travel all the way up to his chest.
He sunk down lower, and closed his tired eyes.
Wilson nodded, trying to keep himself from collapsing totally underwater.
He kept his back resting on House's chest, and sighed once more.
"You have a hard day?"
Wilson nodded once more.
He felt as House moved his legs to stop folding up beside Wilson's body, and brush up against his own.
"Your leg hurt if you stay like this?"
"Stop caring about me. I'm fine."
Wilson nodded, keeping his eyes closed, and trusted House to keep his head above water level
Wilson hummed lightly when he felt House's arms wrap around him, and his hands clasp together around his chest.
Wilson smiled, his eyes still closed.
"Of course I am."
House smiled himself, and awaited his leg pain to flair up at a bad time like right now.
But no pain was present
Secrets"House, why are you so damn tired?"Secrets in Short Stories More Like This
"Couldn't fall asleep."
"You should have woken me up. I'm sure I could have helped."
"It was my leg, you couldn't have helped."
Even at this statement, Lisa Cuddy rolled her eyes as he ruffled around in her purse. She pulled out a bottle of ibuprofen, and held it out to him. "Take two, keep the rest for today. You can call me if it gets worse." With this, she tipped up on her tippy-toes pressing a kiss to his cheek. She patted his shoulder before turning towards her office.
Before Gregory House could even slip the pills in his pocket, a familiar hand snatched them from under him. "You know damn well it wasn't your leg. I'm taking these."
House smirked at his friend before pushing past him heading towards the elevator with his hand on his backpack strap. "I see you've chosen your turtleneck today Dr. Wilson."
He watched as his friend slipped the pills into his own coat pocket, a blank face as he reached forward to press the up button for the elevator.
Three 'Gay' CouplesHilson - First true Gay Love obsession - Begun July 4th 2009, been over a year.Three 'Gay' Couples in Short Stories More Like This
"House, you do realize that you can't keep stealing my food forever you know."
Even if Wilson stated that in an annoyed tone, his face sprouted a smile as he saw House's fork making it's way towards his plate. The two were sitting at their dinning table in their loft. What House wasn't paying attention to, was that the lights were dimmed, and replaced with candles that shimmered red into the room. Wilson was trying to be romantic.
"Shush up. You're the one who decided candles were straight."
A blush crept up Wilson's neck, but he decided to try and hide it by eating some of the stir-fry he cooked for the two of them. Since House wanted to steal his food all the time, he put all the food on one plate for them to share. Of course, his pathetic excuse to hide the blush was seen through by those beautiful electric blue eyes. "This is good."
Wilson looked up from poking at a piece of meat, looking u
Moose on a Jew?"I say you wear the sexy outfit that I bought for you on Christmas."Moose on a Jew? in Short Stories More Like This
Wilson rolled his eyes as he bumped House with his thigh. "Shut up! We're in public!" he played as he looked around the street. "Plus, all that was, were some antlers, and a collar with a bell on it." He whispered in House's ear.
House smirked. "That was the whole point." Then his eyes widened. "Wait-You also forgot about the little tail that you can pin to your jeans!"
Wilson playfully smacked House's arm with thin lips.
"I told you to shut it!" he squeaked with a glare.
House rolled his eyes as he breathed in and out deeply. The cold air met with his hot breath, and created a little puff that floated above his head.
It was a cold winter morning in New Jersey. Most people on the streets were still celebrating Christmas that was today. House and Wilson were supposed to be at work. Although, House convinced Wilson to 'leave the bald dying kids alone for one day, and come walking with your fiancé.'
Wilson brought h
Palm-ReadingHouse wandered inside the building.Palm-Reading in Short Stories More Like This
A woman maybe in her late thirty's came wandering out.
"Yes, may I help you?"
"I've come for a palm reading."
"One or two hands?"
House couldn't help but let the smirk travel to his face. Ahh the terms that they used they couldn't help but result in some sexual term.
The woman nodded, and told House how much it would cost. House gave her the correct number of cash, and they both wandered into a back room.
House looked around the room, his cane thumping on the carpet slowly.
Mostly consisting of purples and blacks, some blues and yellows were splattered here and there.
He couldn't help but wonder what Wilson had convinced him into.
He couldn't help think why Wilson hadn't come.
The woman pulled out a chair, and waved her hand over at it, pulling out a chair for herself on the other side of the small long table.
It was long horizontally. There wasn't a ton of space separating the two, but there was a lot of table expanding out awa
Oameni griI-am văzut ieri, pierduţi în cenuşiOameni gri in Free Verse More Like This
Închişi în celulele limitării şi normalităţii
Şi îi văd şi azi: oameni trişti, oameni gri
Care au uitat să se bucure de a fi
Încuiaţi în televizor, între nelinişti ce dor
Stau, stau, stau si otravă ei sorb
Stăm închişi între zidurile acestei societăţi
Mediocre, naive, reduse şi de mult pierdută
Neavând curajul de a dărâma această redută
Pe care ne-o creăm prin ignoranţă
Laşi, laşi, laşi, înrobiţi zi de zi
Morţi, morţi, morţi, dar încă vii
Pierduţi în nelinişti ce dor
Vedem clipele ce prea mor
Alergăm, alergăm, alergăm şi ne pierdem in noi
Căutăm, căutăm, căutăm soare dar găsim doar ploi
Intunecare. ZoriSe sting luminile palide-n oraşIntunecare. Zori in Free Verse More Like This
Zori de praf se-aştern încet, încet
Şi-n final, răsare şi soarele
Aruncând umbre peste oraşul dement.
Însa tu nu-l vezi.
De mâine, juri, ai să faci ceva
Ai să te ridici, ai să fugi undeva
Ai să spui tot ce te-apasă, ai să fugi
Sub un soare viu, sub un cer senin
Ai să-ţi aminteşti să trăieşti
Ai să ştii să simţi, să iubeşti.
Încet, încet, încetişor
Dar nu azi. Azi e altă zi de beţie
De revoltă închisă-n suflet,
De-o frântură dintr-o nebunie.
O altă zi luminată de soarele
Desenat neîndemânatic pe perete
Te speli iar in noroiul din televizor
Te-nchizi între vise care, totuşi, dor.
Şi nu eşti doar tu, e-un întreg popor!
Plictisit, sătul, dezamăgit, nefericit
Care soarbe otrăvuri sub un
Versus tineVersus tineVersus tine in Free Verse More Like This
Chinuit, te-ntorci mâhnit acasă
Obosit, te-ai pierdut, e doar o altă zi
Care trece, iar tu nu o vei simţi
Şi fără să ştii, în tine te-ai închis
Rătăcit între patru pereţi
Albi şi goi
Sufletul încet ţi-l îneci
Cauţi ceva în care sa crezi
Nici nu mai ştii la ce să visezi
Politicienii la fel de corupţi
Corporaţia te foloseşte la fel
Oamenii din jur sunt şi ei la fel
Toţi la fel
Apatici, grăbiţi, ignoranţi
O societate normală
Care te înghite de viu.
O societate simulacră
Care te înghite de viu.
Sătul de revolta de pe canapea
Şi de noroiul din televizor
Îţi desenezi un soare pe hârtie
Priveşti prin geam, e-acelaşi cartier gri
De ieri, de azi şi din altă zi.
Sătul de atâta canapea
Ieşi afară, te plimbi
SeptembrieCândva, eram mai bunSeptembrie in Free Verse More Like This
dar nu acum, între nori şi ploi
niciodată acum, între albe foi.
E luna septembrie
Cândva, am uitat să simt
dar am ştiut să râd plângând
între frunze spulberate de vânt
în luna septembrie.
Atunci, am ştiut că merg pe-un drum greu
care duce spre un infinit amăgitor.
Dar l-am ales, şi e drumul meu.
Şi cândva, ai să mă-ngropi zâmbind
şi voi şti că a trecut timpul meu
voi fi pierdut între rânduri goale tot mereu.
Va veni şi timpul tău va veni.
Cândva, am să fiu mai bun
dar nu aici, nu acum nu nu
nu în septembrie.
Soare nouAvea un aer tragic sub acea luminăSoare nou in Free Verse More Like This
Ultima din vara vieţii mele.
Parcă prevestea iarna ce va urma
Parcă îmi şoptea: va fi curând"
De pretutindeni, iarna mă-nconjoară
Cuprins de furie, îmi pare
Că avea scris pe fata
Un vis nu se adevereşte sub gheată"
Si apoi crunta imagine dispare.
Viscolul încearcă să mă răpună
In această lună nebună
Întunericul să-mi ucidă dragostea
Dar azi, eu încă iubesc.
Caut o rază caldă de soare
Dar toate-s reci, e-o amăgire-n fiecare
Nu ştiu ce să simt
Ce să cred, ce să văd.
O rază străpunge noaptea
Într-un suflet, mă agăţ de ea
E-o atingere a binecuvântării
Şi e-un soare nou.
Fantoma palidă din spate.
Arde moartea si deşertăciunea.
Aduce o renaştere a vieţii
Soare nou, pe c
Last RegretThese lights are slowly fading outLast Regret in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Dying in the dim morning light
With tongue burnt by a sleepless night
And caressed by bitter winter air
I know I must slip beneath the waves
All the things that I could've done
All that I could not become
The high times we spent together
Or the long nights adorned by loneliness
Now gather inside this empty shell
And I wish I could just pass you by
And have no regrets, nothing to tell.
I have forsaken you in your darkest hour
Without realizing the pain you were through
And I wish I had known that bitter truth
But now all I have is this last regret
I sung a farewell, departing for ever
The time's come for the godless endeavor
And I've drawn the last regret.
I promise, I will never let you down
Realitate distorsionataRealitate înfăşurată în binarRealitate distorsionata in Free Verse More Like This
Te-a prins, şi te-ai pierdut în ea.
Graniţa dintre lume şi ficţiune
s-a dus printr-un cablu negru.
Alergi după o fantomă
O iubeşti, eşti convins, ai muri
Pentru o clipă lângă ea.
Nu o ştii, nu ai văzut-o
Nu îi ştii numele, dar ştii că există.
Ea stă, undeva, cu alt nume
Altă faţă, altă personalitate.
Nu realizezi? Ai urmărit o fantoma.
Depresia te învăluie
Cu reflexii gri, metalice.
Nerăbdarea devine nebunie
Încerci să opreşti straniul joc,
Dar e de la început prea târziu.
În disperare, pui cruci verzi
Pe capul oamenilor.
Cauţi o armă, găseşti o mână
Care însă nu e întinsă spre tine.
Pânza irealităţii nu dă scăpare
Realitatea străluceşte undeva, departe.
Ai cheia pentru a o ajunge
when opposites collide pro.when opposites collide pro. in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
When Opposites Collide
A young teen named Ichigo Kurosaki hovered a dark secret. A secret if it ever got out Yamamoto would have the whole Soul Society on his ass. The secret was so secret even his hollow Hichigo Shirosaki didn't know.
He has been acting weird the last few days. Like when Ms. Ochi would ask him to answer the problem, he wouldn't even notice or know where he was, because he so deep in thought. He wouldn't even notice when his idiotic friend Keigo would try to land on his back.
' What are these feelings for and why him? Don't he hate and wants to take over my body?' He thought and looked out the window. It was raining.
'When will should I tell him my feelings? Will he hate me, more and want me destroyed?' I thought while, I looked at the dark and gloomy sky. Before it started to rain. "God, I hate 'th Rain."
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When Opposites Collide
"GOOOOD MORNING ICHI-ACK!!!!" Yelled an annoying father, trying to attack his son. Then failed miserably when got hit in the face. "What the-" Ichigo was cut off in mid curse by a faint groan. "Hichi. What happened?" Ichigo said as he looked to see his lover cut up with a red tint. "A h-h-hollow didn't want to wake you." Hichigo managed cough out. Isshin left crying how his son won't pay attention to him. "MASAKI! YOUR SON HATES ME AND CARES ABOUT A HOLLOW MORE!!!" Isshin screamed to the giant poster of Masaki.
Ichigo just sighed as Hichigo tried to walk. Hichigo tried, but swayed back and forth, ready to fall. Hichigo grabbed on to the end of the bed, to steady himself. Ichigo went to steady Hichigo.
"No, I am fine Ichigo." Hichigo said stubbornly and looked up at Ichigo. Hichigo's eyes were clouded and tired. "You need rest." Ichigo urged Hich
When Opposites Collide Ch. 5When Opposites Collide Ch. 5 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
When Opposites Collide
Hichigo woke to the rays of a Saturday morning and looked down at Ichigo, who was still a sleep. He smiled at him and landed a sweet but, short kiss on Ichigo's head. Then gets up and tries to be careful not to wake Ichigo up.He hears Kon's muffled screams and tries not to burst out laughing. "Heh, that's what he gets for trying to hurt my Ichi." Hichigo said to himself. Then Rukia came out of the closet. "Mornin." Hichigo greeted as Rukia walked past him. Then she jumped and immediently got ready to fight. "Hey calm down it's just me, so don't go all rambo me." "Sorry my mind is trying to get used to you that's all." "It's okay, just calm down. So you don't wake up Ichigo." "Sure. You want anything from downstairs?" "Yeah a apple and two bottles of water." "sure." Then Rukia just walked down the stairs to get the stuff.
Then Hichigo shut the door and went to sit by Ichigo. When he sat, he rubbed his lover's head. T
When Opposites Collide Ch. 4When Opposites Collide Ch. 4 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
When Opposites collide
Hichigo was jumping building to building trying to get Ichigo home quickly. Then he felt Ichigo get a little lighter and paler. 'Shit!' Hichigo thought then an idea popped in his head. "Hey Rukia!" He called to Rukia. "Yeah?!" "Do you think you can use Sode No Shirayuki, to get us there quicker?" "Yeah." "Good" Hichigo sighed in relief that it would work and stopped on a roof of a building. The building was a few blocks away but, it was lined up with Ichigo's house.
"READY?!" Rukia called getting ready. "Yes!" Hichigo called back. "Tsugi No Mai, Hakuren!" With that a large cylinder of ice shot out of no where and was aimed for Hichigo. As it hit Hichigo's back it pushed him forward, with Ichigo still in his arms, torward the Kurosaki Clinic. They got there much quicker than shunpo.
When Hichigo got to the window, he slowly opened it to be greeted by a pain in the ass. "NEE-SAN!!" Screamed Kon the pain in the as
When Opposites Collide Ch. 2When Opposites Collide Ch. 2 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
When Opposite Collide Ch. 2
"I think we should just let him rest." Rukia said, staring at Ichigo's lifeless looking body. "Yeah." the rest said in unison. As soon as they walked out and shut the door, Ichigo's hollow came out and sat by him. Then the hollow grasped Ichigo's hand and said "Come on Ichigo you can make it through this." The Hollow said, and didn't notice that he said Ichigo and not King.
After that Ichigo's eyes fluttered open. He had a confused and hazy look on his face. "W-w-where am I?"He asked trying to sit up. His hollow helped him up. "Your at Orihime's. Do you remember what happened?" "No, all i remember is fighting this hollow. Then i got slashed across the front of my body and then it was black. How did i end up here?"
"After you blacked out, you got sent to your inner world and you were falling. I caught you and layed you down and took over and killed the hollow. Then Rukia, Renji, and Toshiro came because of the camotion and they took you here
When Opposites Collide CH. 10When Opposites Collide CH. 10 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
When Opposites Collide
It has been a month since Hichigo was in the coma. Ichigo has never left the hospital room, right by Hichigo's side. Now the date is July 14th , one day before Ichigo's birthday.
As Unohana-Taicho walks in Ichigo raises his head, hopefully. " Kurosaki-San he is looking better. We got most of the poison out but the little bit of poison left could rebound. Thus making his heart to give out and his body to shut down, after that he will die." She said, frowning.
Ichigo slumped back into the chair as the kind woman left. KNOCK-KNOCK! "Who is it?" Ichigo asked, you could hear the sadness and emptiness he felt. "It's Rukia." "Come in." Ichigo yelled as she walked in. "How is my family doing?" He asked. Rukia sat down. "They are fine and I told them about Hichigo. How is he doing anyway?"
Ichigo sighed. "He is doing better they got most of the poison out." "That's good." Rukia interrupted. "But, if the poison rebounds his
When Opposites Collide Ch. 6When Opposites Collide Ch. 6 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
When Opposites Collide
It was around two in the afternoon when Hichigo woke up. He yawned and looked down at Ichigo, who was sleeping in Hichigo's arms. He just smiled and kissed Ichigo orange head, before he heard tapping on the window. He was tense at first then, just mellowed out. He sensed it was Toshiro Hitsugaya.
"Come in." Hichigo yelled, trying not to wake his lover up. As soon as Toshiro heard him say it was okay to come in, he silently opened the window and to be followed by Renji, Rukia, and a surprised Rangiku. Rangiku immediantly got ready to fight as soon as she saw Hichigo with Ichigo in his arms.
"Rangiku. Calm down." Toshiro order while grabbing Rangiku. "Taicho you know he is a hollow."A nod."And he is holding Ichigo." A nod"Why are you so calm?" Rangiku tilted her head. "Because Hichigo is a hollow yes but, he took a cut in the back while protecting Ichigo. While Ichigo was injured from protecting Hichigo, his hol
When Opposites Collide Ch.1When Opposites Collide Ch.1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
When Opposites Collide
It was just like any other day in Karakura Town, for Ichigo. He was still thinking about his feelings and why the guy. When he woke up it was pouring and it was the aniversery of his mother's death. With a sigh he got up took a shower and got dressed. On his way out the door he hugged his younger twin sisters, Yuzu and Karin. 'It's too quiet' he thought as he walked out the door, backpack over his shoulder. Then his father Isshin ambushes him. Ichigo slams his father in the concrete a good 12" deep.
On the way to school, it stopped raining about half way there. Ichigo continued to walk as he heard a desprate cry from his idiotic friend Keigo. Keigo was stuck under the school bully's foot screaming "heelllpp!!!! Meeee!!!" Ichigo just sighed and saved Keigo....yet again. The morning went by quickly. He was still thinking 'When and how should i tell him? Even if he feels the same will, he just say that
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When Opposites Collide
I woke up the same way as yesterday but now I have two things on my mind, 1) how am I going to tell Hichi and 2) why did Kenpachi call April the X Devil. As I ran into the bathroom to empty my stomach in the toilet, I hid the test results, hoping Hichi wouldn't find it.
I walked out of the bathroom and sat on the bed. "Ichi, what's wrong?" He asked waking up. "Uh, Hichi .. I-I-I-I ." I stuttered and started to cry. "Ichi " He sat up and embraced me in a hug. "I'm Pregnant ." I blurted out but it wasn't loud enough to wake my family. "Ichi ." He started. "I wanted to tell you earlier but .but . But I thought you would leave me, so I waited." I started to cry harder, he only tightened his embrace and kissed my head. "I'm so happy."
"Y-You are?" I lifted my head up. "I'm so happy. You didn't go to your Dad did you?" He said while wiping my eyes.
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When Opposites Collide
It has been a few weeks after Hichigo was healed and they had a "fun" night. Ichigo wasn't feeling well. Ichigo woke up in the morning with bile sliding up his throat. He ran to the bathroom, he made it in time to vomit in the toilet.
"You Ok, Ichi?" Hichigo asked, still a little asleep. " I think I'll live." Ichigo replied between vomiting. April walked through the window as Ichigo finished vomiting. "Wow! You look like shit." " Shut up, shrimp!" Was the reply from Ichigo. A dark aura fills the room. "Don't call me, small." she hissed. "So, anyway Me and a friend are going to be attending your school." With that the little bundle of angst and venom left.
After that Ichigo walked out of the bathroom and started getting dressed for school. " You think you should go to school?" Hichigo asked. "Yeah, I'll go. I can't wait to see who that midget is bringing." Ichigo said sarcastically. Hichigo just sighed an
Hollow's Mate Ch 3Chapter 3 interrogating IchigoHollow's Mate Ch 3 in Fan Fiction More Like This
What happened in your inner world?Hiyori asked. Nothing. Ichigo answered. That caused Hiyori to loose her temper and smack Ichigo with her sandal. WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY NOTHING? WHAT DID YOUR INNER HOLLOW DO TO YOU? she yelled. I dont want to talk about it. Ichigo replied. Hiyori, what happened probably scarred him. Shinji stated. Fine! Hiyori huffed.
When Ichigo returned to his inner world he was met by Hichigo. Hey king. What are you doing here? he asked. I just wanted to see you. Thats all. Ichigo replied. Hichigo smiled and pulled Ichigo into a kiss. Then they sat down and cuddled.
Ichigo fell asleep in Hichigos arms using his chest as a pillow. Hichigo smiled sadly at this sight. Im sorry, king. Im really sorry. Hichigo stated. Ichigo just buried his face into Hichigos chest and sighed. Hichigo,
Hollow's Mate Ch 7Chapter 7 Ichigo is pregnantHollow's Mate Ch 7 in Fan Fiction More Like This
What are you doing? Theres no way I can get pregnant. Ichigo stated when his dad handed him a pregnancy test. Issun sighed and said, Just take the test. Ichigo glared but walked into the bathroom and followed the instructions.
He came out two hours later in complete shock. Well? What are the results? Issun asked. P-Positive. Ichigo replied voice shaking. What? Who did this? Issun asked. Hichigo appeared looking incredibly guilty, Sorry, its hard to fight instincts when youre a hollow. Ichigo looked at him sadly. Issun looked shocked, Youre ichigos inner hollow arent you? Hichigo nodded, Im sorry, Ichigo. Issun left when Hichigo was distracted so the two could be alone. Hichigo its all right, but you should have warned me. Ichigo told him. How, should I have walked up and said Ichigo how are y
Hollow's Mate Ch 6Chapter 6 morning sicknessHollow's Mate Ch 6 in Fan Fiction More Like This
The next morning Ichigo woke up and immediately ran to the bathroom. Ichigo are you all right? Yuzu asked hearing Ichigo. His reply was, Ill live. before he got sick again. What is that sound? Its making me feel sick. Rukia asked. Yuzu replied, I dont think Ichigos feeling well, then the door opened and Ichigo looked like he might drop dead any second. ICHIGO WHATS WRONG! YOU LOOK AWFUL. Issun yelled. I dont know I just woke up and then I felt sick. Ichigo replied.
Well you dont have a fever. Its most likely stomach flu. Issun stated after taking Ichigos temperature. You better stay home today. If your stomach calms down enough you might go to school later. Ichigo just ran to the bathroom and Rukia covered her ears as soon as they heard the sounds coming out. I dont think hell get any better to
Hollow's Mate Ch 5Chapter 4 odd cravingsHollow's Mate Ch 5 in Fan Fiction More Like This
In Los Nochas Aizen, Gin, and Tousen were cowering in the thrown room. Gin is dinner done yet? Aizen asked. Almost, give me some more time. If it wasnt for Rangikus bad cooking I might have never taught myself how to cook decent meals. Gin replied. I had no idea hollows mated. We were lucky to be warned. Tousen stated. Aizen replied, Ill be sure to reward Luppi later. After all this is over.
Hichigo! Ichigo had reached his limit and came. This caused Hichigo to cum as well. He collapsed on top of Ichigo and told him, I dont want you to suffer because of me. Ichigo just smiled and replied, Dont worry, Ill be fine.
Ichigo wake up. Youre going to be late.
Ichigo immediately sat up and said, I better go. Hichigo smiled and replied, Try to keep that Inoue girl from getting you to try her cooking, the sk
Hollow's Mate Ch 4Chapter 3 odd behaviorHollow's Mate Ch 4 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Im going home. Dont worry Ill be fine. Ichigo stated. I dont care about you. Hiyori stated.
On the way home Ichigo had a feeling things might just turn for the worst, but he just dismissed it as hunger. Then his stomach growled very loudly. I guess I missed dinner or something. Ill eat something when I get home. He thought to himself.
When he got home Yuzu jumped him tears flowing down her cheeks. Ichigo youre home. I was so worried. She said happily. I just needed to get away from dad. Hes been even more annoying than usual. Ichigo lied. I AM NOT ANNOYING! Issun yelled throwing a tantrum. A small smile crossed his face. I guess I missed everyone even though I wasnt gone that long. Ichigo thought. Well dinners ready, Ichigo. Yuzu stated. OK. Ichigo replied.
Hichigo, you do realize t
a Hichigo and Ichigo fanficA Memorable Halloweena Hichigo and Ichigo fanfic in Fan Fiction More Like This
WHAT! Ichigo yelled when his dad told him that the schools Halloween party would be at the clinic. I was asked to host the Halloween Party at the clinic this year. Dont worry about it. Issun replied. Ichigo just went up to his room. /Whats wrong, king/ Hichigo asked. Dads throughing a Halloween party this weekend. /That might be fun. / No it isnt. /If you say so. / The conversation between Ichigo and Hichigo ended with that.
For the next few days the Kurosaki family decorated for the Halloween party. That week the school was talking about the party.
The night of the party finally arrived. ICHIGO! Keigo shouted running up to Ichigo only to meet his fist. Ichigo walked away while Keigo was still wining. Thats when he noticed that Hichigo was at the party wearing his mask. How can he be here? I thought he was my inner hollow? Ichigo thought to him self. /Just s
Hollow's Mate Ch 10Chapter 10: learning about Orihimes captureHollow's Mate Ch 10 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Im going to class tomorrow. If I miss too many days theyre going to start asking questions. Ichigo stated. Are you sure? Hichigo asked. Yeah, but youll have to stay in my inner world. he answered.
The next day
ICHIGO! Keigo came running by to try and glomp Ichigo but he quickly dodged. That was close. I dont need anyone feeling the triplets kick. Ichigo thought. /I agree. If that idiot felt them hed start shouting questions. / Hichigo stated. Then Keigo tried again, but Ichigo quickly moved out of the way and entered the classroom. Ichigo noticed that Orihime wasnt there. Rukia walked up and asked, Ichigo have you seen Orihime? he looked up and said, No I havent.
After class in Ichigos room
So you were training with her at the soul society. Ichigo stated after the explanatio
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When Ichigo woke up he noticed that Hichigo was holding him close. Hey looks like you finally woke up. he said. Yeah, how long was I asleep? Ichigo asked. Well its 9:30 right now. Hichigo answered. Ichigo looked at the clock and his eyes widened in shock. Why didnt you wake me up? Ichigo asked while trying to get ready for school. Dont worry, your dad wants you to take the day off. Hichigo stated before Ichigo ran to the bathroom.
Ichigo had to stay home today. He has the stomach flu. Rukia lied deciding not to say anything that could end up making Ichigo lose his temper. Rukia, I was wondering if you could help me get stronger. I want to fight along side everyone. Orihime stated.
Three months later
Wow, youve gotten wider, Ichigo. Rangiku stated. Shut up. What do you except, Im pregnant. Ichigo
Arguments Hichigo x IchigoChapter one: argumentsArguments Hichigo x Ichigo in Fan Fiction More Like This
Will you quit trying to take over? Every time you start telling me to let you have control I cant even move. Itll get us both killed. Ichigo yelled. Well maybe if you werent so weak I wouldnt have to try and take control. Hichigo yelled back. They glared at each other for awhile. Ichigo was about to leave when Hichigo suddenly kissed him. What the hell? Ichigo yelled after the kiss, blushing brightly. Hichigo just shrugged before he got kissed. Then they immediately started undressing each other. When they separated they looked at each other and blushed. I think you should stop. someone stated behind them. Zangetsu what are you doing here? Ichigo asked face lit up like a stoplight. At least he isnt looking. Hichigo stated. Please stop or at least go to the outside world. Zangetsu stated not even turning around. OK. Ichigo and Hic
Bloody LoveChapter 1: a pale new studentBloody Love in Fan Fiction More Like This
Ichigo sat in his seat, ignoring Keigo, who was blabbering on about some girl he met. The door swung open and Sensei Byakuya Kuchiki stepped in, face emotionless as always. Everyone take your seats, we have a new student. He said in a monotone voice. The door was once again opened but with more force, Ichigo was surprised it didnt swing off its hinges. A snow white boy walked in, he was wearing a pair of sunglasses, and had an in sane grin on his face.
The names Hichigo Shirosaki, but you can call me Shiro. he said, grinning, exposing two white fangs. The orange haired teen was the only one who seemed to notice, everyone else was completely oblivious.
Well, Shirosaki, you will be sitting next to Ichigo Kurosaki. Byakuya stated pointing to the seat, And please remove the sunglasses. Shiro froze in an instant, I-I cant, Uhh my eyes are sensitive ta light.
The sensei shook his head,
Basking Moonlight of SorrowBasking Moonlight of SorrowBasking Moonlight of Sorrow in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
By Ashraf Hamed Junior
It started out as a feeling then turn into a song
The world asleep this very night, and all you can do is hum.
The world is awake this very night, and this feeling turned into a word
What can I do to stay awake this very night and feeling like basking into water
As I swim through moon rivers night all I can think of is that word
That word that could change everything in our world
A word that could stop all the hunger
An utterance that could stop all the war
A sound that could stop the entire world, spinning this very night as I bask into the light
The world is awake this very morning
I guess I should drift away, and that word that could change the entire world can wait
Till again, tonight when I forget everything that happened this very night and sing it out again
Over and over this song is much more familiar than anything I hoped to think.
I basked into moonlights sorrows tonight
And I am not afraid what
The One With The Frozen HeartThe One With The Frozen HeartThe One With The Frozen Heart in Free Verse More Like This
By Ashraf Hamed
Sequel to The Chained Door and Stuck
I opened up the door, and let in the light
I walked in, the snakes hissed
The sound of continues water dripping echoed through the cave
I walked in slowly
Feeling all the snakes slither around my legs.
Sadly, I was wearing shorts
I made my way closer to the middle
As I made my way, I turn around looking at the clown
He has a smile on, waving at me. Just waving
As I walk down a dark path into hells kitchen
I make my way to the middle
I take in a deep breath, and say How are you?
The chains begin moving, but they are fully restrained on this mans arms
I take in a deep breath again and say Do you need help?
I slowly see a smirk, which turns into a smile.
He puts his head up, to reveal, he is me
I back away, but the snakes made a wall of themselves so I couldnt escape
He looked deep in my eyes and said S
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Black Widow Butterfly
By Ashraf Hamed Junior, 2/3/09
So lonely without you
Your venom is my fetish
You hide in the darkness, so you can barely see
Me and you shouldnt even have this friendship
Your aroma is just so desirable
Yet my toxic infatuation should be clearing, but it is yearning for your venom once more
Your something I take for granted and your no better either
Me and you, Light and Dark
Heads and tails, Xs and Os.
Why cant I stop thinking? My mind is filled a bursting
But your smell, your voice, your lips, a kiss, sucks me back to where I was
So full of lust
My heightened senses are tingling, when your around
I see without seeing, with your venom
I hear without sound, its because of your nectar you spread to each of your victims
I speak without a thought, when I am around you
Is it love or am I intoxicated with your smell
The smell that attracted the others, but you sent them away
The Chained DoorThe Chained DoorThe Chained Door in Free Verse More Like This
The sequel of Stuck
By Ashraf Hamed
There is more to come echoed the voice as we left into the sunset
As we walked into the ever so wonderful sunset.
We left that dreadful city behind
Discovering a wonderful meadow
Where the cricket sound was so ever like the nights in the summer
Where the smell of fresh flowers blew through the air
Where it brought inner peace and happiness
The clown and I played in the meadow
We started with tag, and after we fell to the ground laughing
We began hide and go seek
When we did, trees grew from the ground, and they were as tall as the sky itself
We continued with that game, until I got hurt. I tried to be a big boy, but I couldnt hold
I cried, and cried. Until the clown found me.
He picked me up, and the trees faded away.
He took me to a swing, made out of bark and vines.
I couldnt see where the vines were wrapped around, but I didn&
If She Only KnewIf She Only Knew in Free Verse More Like This
If She Only Knew
By Ashraf Hamed 8/5/09
If she only knew how much I love her
If she only knew how much I care for her
If she only knew how much I adore her
I am intoxicated by your voice
I love you
No matter what happens
No matter who hurts you
Ill be there to hold you
Ill be there to put you back together
If she only knew how much I love her
If she only knew how much I care for her
If she only knew how much I adore her
I am in love with you girl!
You know it, I know it, Everyone knows it
The way we talk to each other.
Honest but yet a little flirt inside each word
The way we tease, and the way we mend
If she only knew how many people I take down to be with her
If she only knew how many lonely nights I sleep
And your not around, but to only dream of us together once more
I dream of our happiness but it never comes true
My dear Niki .I love you
And if our lives drift apart, I will understand
But I know it wont
You love me too
Angel DiscussionAngel DiscussionAngel Discussion in Free Verse More Like This
By Ashraf Hamed JR
Words From My Guardian Angel
This will sound kind of nerdy, but please listen carefully
I heard this from someone who has wings, believe me?
No probably not, but these are his words, take what you wish
My Dearest Boy,
Lets have a discussion about love
Love is something you cant hold onto.
Love is like a butterfly, if you grab it, it will die
If you put your arm out, it will land and stay for a while
It might fly away, but it will always find you
This love you want so bad, might be something you are trying to hard.
Like that butterfly you are grasping it to hard!
Just wait my dear boy, and it will come to you
Sooner than you might think.
Always keep love near you my boy
It is something that keeps us all living.
Thank the heavens youve been in love for so long, she saved you
You might think of her as your guardian angel too
She loves you
She cares for you
HourglassHourglass in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
By Ashraf Hamed JR
Have you ever turned an hourglass over to watch the sand?
The sands of time ticking away
Thinking of time after time you made a mistake
Tick tock tick tock
Goes the sands of time
Have you ever kissed someone because you just wanted to?
The sands of time ticking away
Thinking of time after time you made a decision
Tick tock tick tock
Goes the sands of time
Have you ever wanted to hugged someone so gently you could just cry?
The sands of time ticking away
Thinking of time after time you felt no consequence when there should be?
Tick tock tick tock
Goes the sands of time
Have you ever smiled because you where so damn happy?
The sands of time ticking away
Thinking of time after time you wanted to die
Tick tock tick tock
Goes the sands of time
Have you ever cried because you just wanted to?
The sands of time ticking away
Thinking of time after time you turned over the hourglass to just watch the sand go down
Tick tock tick tock
Goes the sands of time
MiracleMiracleMiracle in Free Verse More Like This
By Ashraf Hamed Junior
Dedicated to a wish of mine, may it bloom one day in my life
She sat at the window
Brushing her hair
Waiting for someone, who wasnt there
She often dreamt of someone new, but alias that dream has not come true
She often read books in her spare time
They consisted most of great authors, most never heard of till now
She sat at that window
Wishing for him to sweep her away, but her feet planted in the ground
Till this day
Some say it is destiny, fate, the planets, the stars, or maybe the moon
We all dont even know
But she wished one day, he might come to her rescue
Something in her stories, she only wished he would come
But alias, it began raining ending this thought completely
Will it ever stop raining, and the darkness flood away?
Will the sun shine, and make the grass grow on my lawn today?
The grass is greener on the other side, but the other side could mean anything to anyone
The storm is clearing, shes going to bed
StuckStuckStuck in Free Verse More Like This
By Ash Hamed 5/4/09
Awakened by the stormy weather
Awakened by the pain
Awakened by the loneliness driven
A fallen city in front of me, rubble as far as I can see
I look up to find the sky as darkness, the blue sky cannot be seen as endless a graveyard
I find thunder clashing, which doesnt frighten me, but worries me
I go to move, but I feel pain, it feels like something stabbing me in the chest
I am correct.
A sword shoved through my heart and into the stone behind me.
I was a man struck by a sword, and trusted into the stone
I was alone, in pain, and stated again alone.
I feel nothing but pain, I try to move, but I get to the handle of the sword and fall back
I am feeling sadness, doubt, and death
Ash! Ash! Yells out in the rubble before me. Out of it comes a clown
Not a scary clown, but a kind clown I see in his face
He has his baggy silk uniform, his rubber red nose, and his white face paint
He yells again
The Heart Of EverythingThe Heart Of Everything in Free Verse More Like This
Heart Of Everything
By Ashraf Hamed Jr
Jan 24 2010
Beat Beat Beat Beat
The heart is a fascinating muscle
It aches for love, blood, and the support of the other organs
Thump Thump Thump Thump
Those who's hearts ache the most are the ones in love
Love a fascinating feature of the human experience
Are there such things as a soul mate?
Bump Bump Bump Bump
The love I feel towards you is something I can't describe
A yearning to be near you, knowing the love we share
Is love like a muscle?
Pump Pump Pump Pump
Is this something inside the fasciculus
Beyond the fibers, the sacrolemma, the sacroplasm
Deeper into the myofibril .something there has to
Swish Swish Swish Swish
The pumping, the beating. Does it ache more than blood
The idea of the heart anything other than our life
Does it ache
Does it hurt
Can a heart break?
Beat Thump Pump Swish
I believe through the anatomy
Beyond the arteries, and blood