PandemicHelp me, the girlPandemic in Free Verse More Like This
cries to an uncaring
world around her.
Kill me, the man
screams at the
of his life.
Save me, the boy
sobs in the corner
as his family
tears itself apart.
Love me, the woman
says to every man
she meets, looking
for that one.
the disease slowly
While the hearts,
on the streets,
slowly rot away.
FinalityA heartbeat starts,Finality in Free Verse More Like This
the soul inside stirring.
the mind starts recording,
the body is remembering.
The soul remembers
its last incarnation,
its last mistakes.
The heartbeat's slower,
the soul's awake now.
The mind's working hard,
the body's breaking down.
The mind toils
while the body gains
from the experience.
The heartbeat's stopping,
the soul's dying.
The mind is lost, while
the body starts to decay.
The soul fades, its sins
too great to bear, singing:
"This is how an angel dies."
WhispersHospital rooms,Whispers in Free Verse More Like This
broken hearts and
a clutched hand
tears drip into
the water glass.
Beeps become tones,
Two souls merge,
sobbing as one.
LonelinessThe bed cushions my fall,Loneliness in Free Verse More Like This
the lights in the ceiling
trying vainly to chase away
the darkness in my heart.
I bury my head in the pillow,
blotting out the sound
of the radio as it drowns
out the voices I hear.
I inhale, the air
The TV flashes silent
images against the wall,
my eyes ignoring the
distraction I need.
I exhale, shivers
racing down my spine
as I try to relax.
What happened to it?
Where did it go?
But I won't cry
I won't try to turn
back the sands of time.
And as I try to move on,
trying to find a
beautiful world, alone,
I will learn to survive.
Slender ManThe stories you readSlender Man in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
may seem false,
but please, listen!
I don't have much time.
He's after me,
the Slender Man.
He knows where I am.
He knows what I know.
A blank face like
skin stretched over
a bleached skull,
dark suit the color
of nightmare shadows.
He sees the light,
He knows I'm trying
to share His secret.
The Slender Man has no
mercy, He watches
He knows where I am.
He's coming for me.
He smells light,
He tastes sound,
He is just out of sight,
but by then, he's
He knows. He knows
your secrets, he
touches your fear.
Stormy NightsI like the dark,Stormy Nights in Free Verse More Like This
and swallowing the
shadows of things,
hiding the truth;
I don't get lonely.
I sit on the couch
using my computer,
and fake happiness;
I can't get lonely.
I desire comfort
in camaraderie, or
a girl I love nestled
in my arms, belonging;
I'm never lonely.
Thunder makes me jump,
the sudden boom
scaring me a little,
like the child I am;
I'm always alone.
EmptinessThe words ring hollowEmptiness in Free Verse More Like This
yet they echo loudly,
bouncing around inside
of my empty mind.
Painted different colors,
the swirl of emotion
the flash of inspiration,
orbiting a single idea.
The idea is sacred,
When the words collide
together, the idea cracks,
but how do you stop
when there is no solution?
Make Me ForgetToo many things remind me.Make Me Forget in Free Verse More Like This
Always bringing my mind back
to those times with you,
happy memories laced with
bitterness and sorrow.
Lies I tell myself, singing
to stereo speakers left
The cigarette packs,
the bottles of alcohol,
a blank television screen.
I want to forget,
to clean out the rooms
of forgotten love.
I don't want to remember,
I know I can't forget.
Unsent MessagesAnother unsent message;Unsent Messages in Free Verse More Like This
another written truth
sitting idly in its folder.
The words come freely
when I write the letter,
spilling out before my eyes,
but shaky hands later sit idle
as the message gathers dust.
Indecision slows the mind
like an infinite loop,
unable to take the first step
and move onward through time.
Sometimes they're good to read,
look back on and muse over,
even if they'll never be seen
by the intended receiver.
Months later, the message remains,
still unsent, because the heart
sits paralyzed with cautious fear.
DischargeHe looks at his hands,Discharge in Free Verse More Like This
once so full of purpose
and strength of will.
He looks at his boots,
once so clean with
He looks at his uniform,
once so filled with
heart, soul, energy.
He looks at the clothes
in his hands, old ones,
from days almost beyond
his memory's recollection.
He pulls on his jeans,
his t-shirt, his sneakers;
missing his uniform
and the days he wore it.
insomniaIn a world infested with the undead, peace is a thing of the past. We're traveling in a pack, nightmares robbing us of any sleep but the madness is divine.insomnia in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
White OutI stareWhite Out in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
up and away
as the snow blankets us
shrouded in a winter white out
YouParched, starvingYou in Free Verse More Like This
for profound waters.
In the early morning
you touch my scars,
you rise above time,
you don't unplug me,
YOU are my sweetest downfall.
UnforgettableFive years of usUnforgettable in Free Verse More Like This
learning each other,
loving each other,
before we took our vows
and began anew.
Twenty hours of travel
was well worth it.
The paradise we found
in that faraway land
took my breath away.
and a cabin in the rain forest
overlooking a black sand beach.
Our pale skin pinked under the Costa Rican Sun,
the burn soothed under a cloudless sky.
We watched glimmering stars,
brighter in the absence of city lights.
by foreign tongues and familiar arms.
An experience with no parallel.
Taking our commitment
and testing it
making it stronger.
I hiked on slippery rocks
to get to that special place,
to stand underneath that waterfall
To laugh with you,
to take in the wonder of the world
in your company.
To smile just because…
I married you.
Sanctuary in the DeepI’m barefoot again, toes curling in the soft grass and I wish it were sand beneath my feet. The sun is gone now, the daylight swallowed by the dark. I look to the sky, hoping nature's canvas will bless us tonight.Sanctuary in the Deep in Short Stories More Like This
The stars here shine brighter than I’ve ever seen and sometimes the sky is streaked with ribbons of sea green and violet. It’s the Northern Lights, I think. Whatever it is, it’s truly breathtaking. Colors swirling slow like an acid trip galaxy, I can’t help but stare. It's simply beautiful.
I take slow steps into the yard, it’s warm tonight and I’m feeling tired. I'm always so tired these days. Plopping down in an adirondack chair I give a small wave to Andy and he’s scowling, having spotted the bottle of wine in my hands.
“I’ll share,” I offer even though I know he doesn’t drink, at least not while he’s working.
He sighs and leans back into his chair staring out into the horizon. I’m s
In-BetweenIn-between his sighs I look at the floor.In-Between in Free Verse More Like This
He does too.
It says a lot, don't you think?
We say it's love
but neither of us knows for sure.
In-between our fleeting eye contact
we quietly dwell
on the unspoken tension and insecurities.
We say it's just nerves.
It will pass,
but the silence stretches beyond what's comfortable.
In-between the untruths and unsaid;
our love a swaying complication.
We want it to work but…
Our chemistry heavier than a river rock.
When one door closes...I’ve heard the sayingWhen one door closes... in Free Verse More Like This
When one door closes, another opens,
I felt the disconnect and the lock clicked shut
It closed for just a moment
Then opened so hard
That it spun me
I went down in a haze of mixed emotions,
Not over my loss but feeling for you,
My wants mangling each other,
Eating each other alive,
Until there was nothing left
When the tears stopped
and you were there, waiting
I ran toward you
Wanting change, wanting freedom
Embracing an uncertain future
Your eyes were like the ocean
A swirling punch bowl of blue and white,
So inviting in their dance
So severe was the pull of your undertow
That I dove right in
Without a life preserver
Through your door I swam
With a tail like a mermaid
Propelling me face first
Into your warm water embrace,
With a smile
Meant just for you
It wasn’t what I wanted
At the time...
It was unexpected,
It was love laid out at my feet
In a trail of hot sand
That burned my toes
Until you carried me
S.O.S.Sometimes I feel heavyS.O.S. in Free Verse More Like This
No, I could never float with all this pressure
Sometimes my shoulders ache
from trying to keep my head above
the constant swell of waves
Sometimes I grit my teeth
when I feel myself careening toward that edge I didn't see
Sometimes I look into that dark hole
and wonder what it would be like-
to let myself sink down deep
and not even try to swim.
Is it dark and quiet,
like a peacefull, dreamless sleep?
But I don’t dwell on that,
because how would I carry you out-
if you needed me to?
How could I embrace such darkness,
and ignore our beautiful Lilli lighthouse?
Sometimes I have to remind myself
that it's okay to drift
close to shore,
that it's okay to dip my toes into the midnight waves
because her light will always guide me home.
Sometimes…I think that maybe I am adrift too…
My arms so tired from the swim,
feeling helpless and lost in the fog,
needing your voice to guide me
and your hands to help me up.
Dark Star RisingMy youth was all about evolution.Dark Star Rising in Free Verse More Like This
Transition a novelty
in a world that never stopped turning.
The sun always rose from the east.
Eternally disappearing into the western horizon
in an unending cycle.
The night was spilled ink.
A nebulous backdrop for luminous stars
and a moon in constant metamorphosis.
Dawn would tip-toe over the horizon
chasing away misty clouds of sleep
and a new day would begin.
Growing up in a world of diversity was never boring.
Life shifted and swayed with the seasons,
revolving and mutating at a sometimes frightening speed.
Knowledge and confidence came with age.
Always reaching beyond boundaries into the shadowy unknown,
with a compass as my guide.
I wanted to sprout horns
and become the devil-
To keep the dark stars rising
and stay inside the night.
I wanted to sprout wings
and hold the sun in place-
To keep the daylight forever
and still the hands of time.
Tu MiradaTU MIRADATu Mirada in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Ese misterio de tu mirada
Te quedas viendo y dices nada
Clavas tu ojos en los mios
Y tus palabras mas ansio
Pero en silencio te quedas
Y tus sentimientos te guardas
Tal vez lo que piensas decir
A mi corazon vaya a herir
Prefiero que lo rompas al momento
Que seguir sintiendo este tormento
Y si lo que tus dulces labios callan
De felicidad y amor me llenaran
Que es lo que esperas para empezar
A nuestro cariño y amor disfrutar
Sabor a DespedidaUn beso sabor a despedidaSabor a Despedida in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Tenia ese beso que me diste
Sabor que no ha salido de mi boca
Ni con comida ni bebida
Se quita el sabor que dejaste.
Mi boca se quedó impregnada
Nunca pensé que al besarte
Tuviera el resultado de alejarte
Desde esa noche que te besé
En incertidumbre me quedé;
Pero bien me lo advertiste
Que no tratara de entenderte.
Un beso sabor a despedida
Ha cambiado mi vida.
En vez de una esperanza de amor,
Quedó una realidad de dolor.
He probado un beso
Sin sabor al amor
Hace CuantoHace cuanto que besos no te planto?Hace Cuanto in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Hace cuanto que caricias no te hago?
Hace cuanto que abrazos no te regalo?
Si le preguntaras a mi cabeza,
unos dias diria con certeza.
Si le preguntas a mi corazon,
una eternidad diria con razon.
Mil IdiomasTe lo digo en españolMil Idiomas in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Mi querida Isabel
Acaso no ves,
que yo te amo?
I'll tell you in English
My darling Isabel
Can't you tell,
that I love you?
Je te le dis en francais
Mon cherie Isabelle
Ne vois pas,
que je t'aime?
Quisiera saber otros mil idiomas.
Para decirte de mil formas
Tal vez asi tenga fortuna
Y puedas comprender alguna
IdeandoIDEANDOIdeando in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Todo el dia me la paso ideando
A veces hasta despierto, sigo soñando
Hago tantos planes magistrales
Aunque muy pocos se hagan reales
Como se me ocurren incontables babosadas
Quisiera pensar cosas mas apropiadas
A veces pienso que algo en mi esta mal
Por que aun con tanta actividad cerebral
Hasta ahorita no he podido descifrar
Como hacer que me llegues a amar
Mi Felicidad DebilidadYo se que tu eres mi felicidadMi Felicidad Debilidad in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Pero tambien eres mi debilidad
Por ti hago a un lado mi bienestar
Y a veces actuo sin pensar
Hago trizas mi futuro
Me meto en mas de un apuro
Por un instante a tu lado
Derrumbo lo ya construido
Y me aviento a un abismo
Para mi da lo mismo
Cambio cien años de mendigo
Por unos minutos contigo
Momentos de TristezaEn estos momentos de tristezaMomentos de Tristeza in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Es cuando mas extraño tu belleza
Hoy que mi animo esta por los suelos
Es cuando mas quiero tus consuelos
En mis instantes de desesperacion
Quiero retenerte en mi imaginacion
Tu tienes el alivio a mi dolor
Solo dame un poco de tu amor
Tus DefectosTodo el mundo me señala tus defectosTus Defectos in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Dicen tambien que no me convienes
Pero tu me encantas con lo que tienes
Juntos hariamos un amor perfecto
La gente dice que no eres de fiar
Que tu corazon no sabe querer
Pero aun asi yo te quiero tener
No importa con lo que he de lidiar
Aunque digan que eres un gran lio
Yo lo analizare con caricias
Y con besos lo resolveria
Hasta que un dia tu amor sea mio
ContarteCONTARTEContarte in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Todo el dia me espero
Para decirte con esmero
Esos momentos triviales
Mis encuentros animales
Cuando me prestas tus oidos
Describo mis minutos preferidos
Cada una de mis hazañas
Inclusive mis artimañas
No hay mayor placer
Ver tus expresiones recorrer
Al contarte algo de mi vida
Y que te sientas conmovida
CorazonQue asombroso corazonCorazon in Concrete Poetry More Like This
La maquina perfecta
Que aun estando roto
Que diseño tan hermoso
Aunque una o mil veces
Salga todo lastimado
Aun sigue latiendo
Que maltratado te tengo
En adelante intentare cuidarte
Escuchar mas a mi cerebro
Pero tus latidos lo enmudecen
Mis ojos a la distancia
Contemplan el fuego,
Pero tu, corazon mio,
Quieres que lo abraze.
Heart Of Gangrel, Mind Of MalkavianThe voices whisper to me,Heart Of Gangrel, Mind Of Malkavian in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
To themselves, to anyone
who cares to listen.
I here them when I toss and turn
they tell me I'm not good
But my heart says I'm free
I feel I am sane but I think insane
My mind is different from my heart
for my heart is that of the wolf
yet my mind is of the madman
To my heart I question
who am I
my mind thinks
what am I
who can I tell any more
I can't tell
if I am sane
or I'm tired
my heart howls
and my mind laughs
I run in circles
my mind runs in zigzags
my heart beats in freedom
What have I become?
Why am I still undead?
I just don't get
this any more
I have the heart
of a wolf
and the mind
of a madman
(c) Damien Blaze
Staring Eyes.Stare into my eyes,Staring Eyes. in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
See the hatred and the pain,
Stare into my heart, you'll see.
The love & freedom.
Stare into my soul and you'll see.
The anger, resentment.
The desire to watch the world burn,
See what can and can’t prosper.
Watch yourself fall backwards,
whilst I go forwards.
(c) Damien Blaze 13/12/13
Staying.Trying to focus, with this haze.Staying. in Free Verse More Like This
But it's hard when in a daze.
I've felt so tired.
It's like it's hard-wired.
Can't you see,
What I'm trying to be?
Not wanting to be me.
Cause this is not what I want.
It never meant to be this way.
No day feels like a new day.
It's all the same.
Like a game,
Forever to repeat it.
Stuck on the same level,
Never to beat it.
With no changes to the setting,
I am the burden,
That everyones forgetting.
But how can they forget?
Something they never knew.
What I wanna be,
But I'm stuck in regret.
For the mistakes I made,
And the mistakes in which
I am afraid to make.
I'm always pondering.
What do I need to do right?
Cause I cannot see the light.
It's been stolen from me.
And I cannot see.
No longer there,
But you're always here.
Why you always here?
When you aren't?
Stuck in my heart,
in my mind,
For trying to cut you out.
But I cannot cut that deep.
When I never was even close,
never even close to your surfa
Late Night Depressing Sh*t.The memory and thought of you,Late Night Depressing Sh*t. in Free Verse More Like This
The touch of your hand, your hair in my face,
Your head gently resting on my shoulder,
The look from your eyes,
The smile upon your face.
All these things,
softly burn against me
They may not leave,
But you have left.
All I'm stuck with now,
Is the thoughts and feelings,
The memories and regrets.
All burning upon
And within me.
All I can think of,
Is how I broke you,
And how you broke me.
I'm so sorry.
I know you'll forgive me,
But I'll never forgive myself.
I'll refuse to move on,
Not without my heart.
But it's still locked away,
locked away with you.
Ashes of A Memory.Recurring emotions never thought felt again.Ashes of A Memory. in Emotional More Like This
Has slowly crept back to cause me pain.
With the thought of you with me.
As if this was all that was to be.
Because all the rain I've seen.
Has washed away all that has been.
All I have left is the memory.
A memory of all that is dreary.
It slowly creeps around.
It leaves me on the ground.
The way it creeps back to me.
Is the way you creeped into me.
Into my heart and mind.
Unexpected and unintentional.
But something that was beautiful.
Much like who you were.
But now you're somewhere,
Somewhere better than here.
That much I understand.
No much less, hopefully more.
I was none-the-less alone,
Made to rise from your ashes.
Ashes that didn't raise a phoenix.
Rather it rose a lion.
Bound to the ground,
But more majestic,
Loving and protective.
(c) Damien Blaze 28/12/2013
The Sacrifice of Young Hearts - Part 1 Luciana threw open her big blue eyes in the grip of a cold chill that ran down her back. The cave, where she had found a makeshift shelter for the warm and cloudless night, was silent and dark. The thin sliver of moon high in the sky could enlighten only the entrance of the cavity, unable to penetrate the deep darkness where Luciana was hiding.The Sacrifice of Young Hearts - Part 1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The little girl hugged her knees to her chest, looking suspiciously at the landscape just outside the cave. Everything seemed quiet. Among the trees was rustling a slight breeze was mingling with the singing of some night birds. Luciana, however, was anything but quiet. An uncomfortable feeling of imminent danger had awakened her and was becoming stronger and more intrusive second by second. The little girl held her breath and tried to sharpen her senses to hear any suspicious noises.
Besides the sounds of nature, she couldn't notice any others. But hardly the little girl was wrong. Her insti
ScreamingThe screaming is too loud, today and tonight.Screaming in Free Verse More Like This
So I clasp my hands over my ears.
And shut it tight.
My eye’s eyes are shut. I don’t scream anymore.
Dry lips, from no longer screaming.
My mouth will remain shut.
Time no longer turning.
I am here for you little screaming girl.
Don’t open your mouth.
You’ll fall victim to the repetition.
The addiction of the screams.
Once I open my eyes
Fading to white, the world around me blurs.
Refusing to scream, just because of the
Others fall victim to the repetition, the addiction.
Sweet little boy, you screamed for so long.
Surely you must be tired.,
And your voice is so horse.
Just trying to make it by.
Screaming my last scream.
Too loud, my voice breaks.
Into little precious pieces
A writers woeThe reason I started writing, was to create legends that would never end.A writers woe in Free Verse More Like This
When a good story came to it’s end, I was left in sadness.
The people I once called home, had disappeared from my heart.
While they were just a creation of someone else's mind, I felt as if I had lost my friend.
To a horrible horrible end.
Even if they lived happily ever after, even if they moved on.
I was left in this sadness that I could no longer hear their story and no longer join their tale.
Thus I began my own.
I wanted these characters to be my friends, and to exist in my mind.
So that whenever I felt alone I could call upon them.
I could have someone beside me.
Someone who would never die.
Even if their story no longer took the form of words.
They would still be in my mind, still be living along side me.
So I would never have to say goodbye.
Dragon Ball Z: A Good Man - 27Dragon Ball Z: A Good Man - 27 in Sci-Fi More Like This
Sneaking had never been Vegeta’s favorite tactic as a warrior, but there were times when it was necessary. Even though the battle was mostly over, the cell blocks were still littered with escaped prisoners, meandering over the bodies of the guards. But despite their casual stances, he knew they were just itching to come across someone else to kill. None of them could sense energy, so he had that in his favor. But with a broken leg, moving, especially at the speed he needed to, was difficult, though he was no stranger to pain and powered through it. What made for his greatest disadvantage was the fact that the prison ship’s interior had been intentionally designed to make sneaking virtually impossible. The only way he could manage was by playing a leap-frog game, ducking in and out of the open cells whenever no one was looking. All in all, it was a slow, frustrating process. But manageable.
Dragon Ball Z: A Good Man - 26Dragon Ball Z: A Good Man - 26 in Sci-Fi More Like This
“Access denied,” repeated the computer in its emotionless, female voice, “Your communication privileges are restricted. If you wish them granted, you may log a plea.”
“What kind of advanced computer intelligence are you?!” Vegeta screamed up at the ceiling, his expression absolutely livid, “I already told you, I was just granted access!!!”
“Incorrect,” the computer retorted, “Communications privileges are granted as a reward for positive prisoner conduct—”
“You insufferable, worthless machine!” Vegeta scowled.
“No merits have been logged. Would you like to submit a plea?”
“WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK I’M DOING RIGHT NOW?!!”
Dragon Ball Z: A Good Man - 28Dragon Ball Z: A Good Man - 28 in Sci-Fi More Like This
On Prison Ship 7, she had the element of surprise. On the Hammer, the security force was ready for what was coming. Even with the communications down, the forces from Seven had pulled back to the Hammer to make their stand and alerted the rest of the marshal and guardian core. So Nettelish – or more accurately, the being who wore her as a mask – expected a number of losses on the side of her minions this time. But she wasn’t concerned. This would be a proving, weeding out the useless and unworthy. She had to her advantage that she was incomprehensibly more powerful than any of her foes. She also had made sure that Vegeta’s trial had wearied the entire fleet.
The Hammer would fall. And the infinite power of the Quantum Fusion Core…would be hers.
Bodies fell like leaves before her, civilian and warrior alike. She stepped over them without hesi
Funny HowFunny how before all that mattered was the cause,Funny How in Free Verse More Like This
and now all that matters is the result.
I remember having to fetch the phonebook
when I was nine; because I forgot
that emergencies are triple zero.
I felt a bit foolish when I realised but wasted
no time, there was none.
Their questions confused me
they were patient but I was trembling in fright.
I waited tensely as Dad grunted,
and listened for crunching gravel.
In forty minutes I heard it and efficiency came,
bursting through our creaky doors.
I couldn't relax but it felt new
To be driving to school in an ambulance.
Seven years later I did it again & it felt worse.
Although I knew the number,
the feeling I knew all too well.
Sickening. Trembling, gasping, retching.
The ambulance was quicker
this time, only twenty minutes.
I Belong To You I hate rain. Not really, I love it. Just not when the most beautiful, perfect, wonderful, perfect, comfortable, waterproof, perfect coat in existence has been savagely butchered by my so-called friend’s Dalmatian. Every slap of rain on my naked arms is a stinging reminder of the irreparable hole in my wardrobe.I Belong To You in Short Stories More Like This
Some people might try to fill the void with lesser coats but I can’t bring myself to betray Valentino, even after her death. Instead my slippery arms grapple with each other in wet shock as I stumble to the op shop, clinging to one last thread of hope. I know in my deadened heart that I’ll never have another coat like her. Yet here I am, blundering through the elements in my vain search for the acceptance and warmth I found wrapped in Valentino’s woollen sleeves.
Thud. My body slams into the door, making the ‘open’ sign quiver and the bells tinkle in offense. I fight for entry, the door’s assault doubled by the stale funk of
I Like HairI like hair, hair is goodI Like Hair in Concrete Poetry More Like This
In it you can store bits of food
I like hair, hair grows long
In some places it can smell quite strong
I like hair, hair is nice
Except when it contains head lice
I like hair, hair is rad
But I think mullets look quite bad.
Coldplay - Viva la VidaIt flies over mountainsColdplay - Viva la Vida in Free Verse More Like This
Covered in pines.
Dips down into the ocean,
Cools its scales,
Then turns to an island.
A city of hard mud
Boys sweeping dust from dirt;
It finds the scene distasteful.
A change of wind calls it away
Towards cheering crowds
And jousting noblemen.
The victor, self-assured,
Kneels before the masses
Who proclaim him their king.
It understands little of this
But it can see the cloak of power
Clinging tight to the man's limbs.
As it climbs above the clouds,
The king rides to his seaside palace
Knocks upon the ancient gates,
Prances in, eager to reign.
He descends upon the throne,
Basks in the adoration of his subjects.
It can see clouds boiling over the ocean
But the king is ignorant.
He summons the sea to his doorstep,
Suspends it there at his will,
Blind to the tempest growing ever angrier.
Gleefully it watches the storm approach
As the king feasts with his dignitaries.
A wicked, wild wind shatters the merriment,
Heralding the arrival of the king's greatest fear:
Here i am..Here i am, turned down the pages where you once belong..Here i am.. in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
to start a new chapter that I've scared to do for so long..
but although i decided to let you go..
somehow, some parts of me still longing for you..
cursing me out and keep on screaming NOOOO..
I feel i'm stuck, standing on a crossroad..
don't know which way to take.. which way to go..
and in the middle of nowhere, my mind seems to explode..
wondering if i could be happy without you here in my world!!..
ooh.. i just cant decide whether i'm thinking right or wrong..
You made me break a laugh when everything was out of control..
you figured how to easily enter my world..
nothing was standing on your way as you've smashed down all my doors..
you've changed me to a better me when everyone failed to do so..
i guess i am really crazy for letting you go..
But the thing is, you never wanted me to be really yours..
you need me around but not that close..
i know you would do anything for me but something took control..
as you have your
Heart and SoulFaces may come, faces may goHeart and Soul in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Everything could disappear in one blow
Except for you my baby boo
Everything about you will remain safe inside my Heart & Soul
I promise, I will smile!A cloud of shits is hovering in my sky..I promise, I will smile! in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Darken my world and kissing my lights goodbye..
I cant hide as i lost the will to fight..
I cant speak or even scream WHY!!
I guess i gave up to all my demons inside..
cant take it anymore, let them eat my mind..
You are welcome too, just do whatever you want to try..
You wanna crush me and send my pieces to fly!!?
Go ahead i'm all yours, please dont be shy..
please finish me off.. you wont hear me cry..
come on, dont be terrified!!
I promise, i wont bother you.. i'll even keep a smile..
Nothing around me could make this life worth living for a while..
and there is no one left for me to find..
all i see from a million miles..
a busy bunch of people with their own life..
So come on, dont be terrified!!
I promise, you wont be bothered.. i'll even keep a smile..