True Pain.True Pain. in Emotional More Like This
Not a single person has entered my world. Penetrated these walls of pain
Deep enough to see the REAL me. The me that is being drown in her own
Blood. The me that can barely breathe. The me that cant pull the single
Pathetic breath it takes to sustain this empty shell of an existance.
The me that is slowly Dying. The REAL me is someone no one would recognise.
I may speak of pain and you may attempt to relate But the simplistic term
"Pain" cant possibly begin to scrape the surface of the agony i experience.
The burning pain that tears through my heart desolateing my worthless body.
The burning tears that swelter my skin like acid. the sickened feeling that
Fills my soul and boils in the pit of my stomach like vomit. The REAL me is hurt.
In need. the REAL me desires to be loved. But no matter how many times I'm
Told that I am loved. I Blame myself, I Hate myself. I look in the mirror and ask
Myself, "Why would God allow someone as inferior and weak as me to Live"