Bliss of OblivionI work so hard, nothing works, my hate consumes meBliss of Oblivion in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Everyday, the same disease, I'm so damn empty
I wanna cry, or maybe die, but what would that solve?
Not a thing, it makes me sick, to see it all
My escape, is killing me, and they all know it
They'll make me stop, it'll get worse, I'll never show it
Everything is a waste..
I just can't see the point
In living without a dream
Anything to just feel
That everything's not over
And fading away
I'm so alone, and no one cares, but I should know that
I'll slit straight up, to forget, and watch it turn black..
Tell Me Why I Bother?Will you stop reminding meTell Me Why I Bother? in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Of all of my mistakes?
Or all of the things
I did that I hate?
I know they won't love me
I don't need your 2 cents
I know that I'm lonely
That's all common sense
And I'm aware that I'm stupid
I don't want your help
Your existence is putrid
Go burn in hell
My future is nothing
I've already been told
That I will die vomiting
From drugs and the cold
The cold that you blame me
For all I don't do
Has made what you now see
All I get; A "Screw you!"
So I'm aware that I'm worthless
Don't remind me again
And now that I'm thoughtless
Please let it end...
Love After DeathThis place is falling downLove After Death in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The broken matter of my will
You were the only one to stop me
But now it seems I must kill
I love you so much dear
This pains me to see
But what must be done, shall
Now come over to me
Yes baby, lean in
Your soft lips so sweet
Tongues fight for dominance
As I'm pulled off my feet
So lost in daze, darling
Can't you see who you are?
You're everything to me
But your end is not far
Lay me down gently
And roll me on top
Bite my neck until I bleed
Beg me not to stop
We'll be together soon
Our fates intertwined
To lay and rest forever
Nobody will ever find
Your eyes close in climax
And your mouth s
When Nobody ListensYou can just leave me aloneWhen Nobody Listens in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Like you always said you wouldn't
Darkness surround me, hold me, erase me
I'm so cold, I need your touch baby
I just can't seem to remove the wounds
On my skin, my heart!
I'm sinking, falling...away from you
You're walls crash and crumble
And you've seen what you done
Now as I slip and stumble
We can't pick up the pieces
Could I write you a letter? Signed in my blood?
Would you give it a bother? Please take my hand
For I'm falling and fading
Darkness surrounding, embrace me, drown me
One more kiss, one last goodbye
But just as you were, it would all be a lie
It's all a lie, all just a lie...
You Were A LieRegret still haunts my years agoYou Were A Lie in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
As I watch the ceiling where I lie
Sifting through mem'ries you don't know
Wond'ring why I never tried
All these words that never spoke
Silent as my pounding heart
The countless words were never wrote
Despite my yearning from the start
Now the truth is falling down
Like shards of broken glass
A quiet, broken, tinkling sound
Bells come from the past
I know now why I can't remember, I know why I'm unsure
It's not because you left me dear, it's 'cause you never were
Strings AttachedMy life is of a frayed stringStrings Attached in Free Verse More Like This
In pieces, yet still held together
An unseen force, keeping the threads bonded
No matter the attempt to pull it apart
What is this cynical force>
Keeping things together, for it's own selfish desire?
So it can simply watch it get torn just a little bit more?
Is it a god?
Who's to know?
Certainly not myself
But there is one thing I do know
This force, however malevolent it may be
Has some purpose for me
What is that purpose? I've no idea
But there is something
I've got to find that something
No matter what it takes, nor the sacrifice
I will find it.
I have to
The Best of Your CreationsI am lost in the black of a never ending nightThe Best of Your Creations in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Confined in the nothingness that doth befall my heart
The cold wind blows and exasperated sigh
And dim light has bloomed, from each and every star
The pang of agony deep in my faded soul
Slowly eating me from the inside out
And through it all, I still feel the reapers pull
Yes, I can still feel, beyond a shadow of a doubt
But not for me, is Death's looming hand
He's rest his broken sight on you
There is nothing you can do, good man
And now your clock grows to but a few
You wonder why I'm so dark, what made me this way?
Well guess what darling, it's your fault, and now's your final da
I'm Okay With YouI could be your saviorI'm Okay With You in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I could be your friend
I'll love you til the very end
It's true... (so true)
That I'm okay as long as I'm with you
Can't you see?
We're meant to be
You're the yin to my yang
The bite to my fang
I'd be okay as long as I'm with you
I'll be okay as soon as I'm with you
I love you <3
Favourite PersonYou really are my favourite personFavourite Person in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I wish that you could see
The lifetime that's laid out before us
Just meant for you and me
You just don't know how much I care
I'd give my life and soul for you
Forever and always, I'll be there
Hey..I Miss You...Wondering if you'll hear me cryHey..I Miss You... in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I wish you'd dry the tear in my eye
I miss you so much, it hurts my soul
Without you I seem un-whole
Please, notice that I exist?
Was there something I did? That I missed?
Anyway, yours truly, Sincerely,
Someone who wishes you would see...