If Heaven Wasn't So Far"If heaven wasn't so far away..."If Heaven Wasn't So Far in Free Verse More Like This
I'd go up there almost every single day,
Say hello to all the family I never got to meet,
I'd never cry at a funeral again,
'Cause I'd know all I had to do
was go up and say hi to them.
"Yeah, losin' them wouldn't be so hard to take..."
If I knew all that was between us was
A thought, a wish, a hope, a want.
But between us is more than that,
There's sickness, death, old-age...
I can't just go up and say hello whenever I want to.
"Tell 'em we'd be back in a couple of days..."
Oh what I wouldn't give to just see them smile once again...
A hug, a handshake, a conversation, a phrase, a sentence, a word...
I'd give anything just to see them once again...
"If heaven wasn't so far, if heaven wasn't so far...
If heaven wasn't so far away!
So far away...
So far away!"
I'm Okay, Really.Surrounded by so many thatI'm Okay, Really. in Free Verse More Like This
So why do I feel so alone?
I haven't had the roughest life,
So why then, am I so cautious?
So upset all the time?
Waking up in the middle of the night,
Shaking from a nightmare?
That isn't me!
Looking out at the sun,
and thinking it should be rain?
That's not me!
What's going on in my mind?
Why do I feel this way?
I don't like this...
I don't want this...
Can you take this ice
cold pain away?
This isn't me...
I don't complain like this,
I don't know what's up...
I just don't feel like myself
Don't complain, idiot.
I'm okay, really.
Are You Proud?I'll never be the perfect girl,Are You Proud? in Free Verse More Like This
Never be the one to get straight A's
Never the one to go and go untilI'm defeatedI guess I should be sorry,
But I can't say that I am,
I'm doing my absolute best,
Why can't you see that?
my feet are dragging on the ground
too many... too many emotions,
too much... too much of you.
sorry I can't take all this,
sorry I can't do fifty billion things
like you did,
Sorry I'm not your perfect daughter.
Can you say... just one time...
Are you proud?
I Can Forget...I can forget the good,I Can Forget... in Free Verse More Like This
Why can't I forget the bad?
I can forget the things I want to remember,
Why not the ones I wish to escape?
I can forget the periods with people who love me,
Why not the times when I was hurt?
I can forget the good,
Why can't I forget the bad?
I Wanna Say Sorry...Most of the time,I Wanna Say Sorry... in Free Verse More Like This
it's you that says
"I'm sorry," and me
Sometimes, I'm so close
to switching those
But I don't.
Once in a while
(a lot of the time)
I say something I don't
Or I say something wrong,
Or I bring something up...
that I shouldn't,
And I wanna say sorry...
But I don't.
Once in a while
(quite a bit)
I hear you wrong,
Or I don't hear you at
Or I speak too softly,
and you hear wrong,
And I wanna say sorry...
But I don't.
I don't know why I don't,
But I don't...
And I wanna say sorry...
If We Could...If we could...If We Could... in Free Verse More Like This
we would run away.
To a place no one knows,
and stay there
in hiding, a beach house where nobody goes.
If we could...
we would stay,
at a hotel,
somewhere far away,
'least 'til they figured it out.
If we could...
we'd be together.
Holding each other,
under a tree, or on our bed,
laying in the grass,
never to say goodbye again.
if we could...
we'd never say goodbye again.
If we could... we'd run away.
Just Picture"Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me? And, dear my love, haven't you longed to be free?... Take my hand, we're leaving here tonight... I have dreamt of a place for you and I... let's run away, I'll take you there..."Just Picture in Free Verse More Like This
Close my eyes,
Taking your hand,
Pulling you with me,
To a car and a far away place.
Away from pain,
And parents saying "No".
Pulling you into my arms,
Holding you close,
Not letting you go,
In this far away place.
Away from problems,
Being with you forever...
and never letting go.
Philena- .:Being Observant:.Labored breathing.Philena- .:Being Observant:. in Free Verse More Like This
I see a dark sky,
There is no moon tonight,
And there are clouds,
So no stars.
I can hear his footsteps-
chasing me through the street-
Or are those just people,
Walking with me?
I taste the salty tears,
They trickle down my cheeks,
Leaking out my eyes,
Clogging my throat so I can't speak.
I can feel the raindrops,
Landing on my head,
Soaking through my clothes,
Reminding me of words said.
The smell of blood permeates the air,
Reminding me of why I'm running out here.
Just Stop It"Your Uncle Butch isn't doing so well today..."Just Stop It in Free Verse More Like This
Mmhm. I know.
Mom, I know you want to tell me
if only so I know.
Half of me wants to know...
Half of me knows what you're going to say,
before you say it.
I don't want to hear it too.
I know what's going on,
I know I'm going to lose him,
I know I'm going to say goodbye again,
Don't do this to me.
It hurts, Mom.
Hearing those words.
I know he has bad days,
I know he's getting worse,
"He's getting worse you guys..."
Mom, stop it!
Just stop it! Please!
I know, Mom, I know,
and I don't wanna hear it!
Okay? Can I just not hear it?
Just stop it.
Just stop it.
Chapter 10: North and SandyChapter 10: North and SandyChapter 10: North and Sandy in General Fiction More Like This
[Name] just stood, her jaw on the ground as she stared at the guardians. "Th-they are real!" She gasped, turning her gaze to Toothiana. She was a lot prettier than she imagined her being.
"Is this the young girl you were telling us about, Jack?" Santa asked, walking forwards to observe [Name].
[Name] stared at him; she didn't think Santa would have tattoos and an accent.
Jack nodded, "I'm sure you know who Santa is, [Name]. We call him North, instead."
Jack looked at the other guardians, "I'm going to introduce [Name] to North first, since we're already here. Why don't you guys meet us at your places?"
Before [Name] could look around North to see which direction they were heading, they disappeared.
"Alright. So like I said, this is Santa, but we call him North."
"Hello, North." [Name] shyly tugged her hair tips as she stared up at the large man. She couldn't believe this was Santa Claus, he looked over six feet tall and had tattoos etched onto his fore
Chapter 23: AwakeningChapter 23: AwakeningChapter 23: Awakening in General Fiction More Like This
[Name] felt her upper body get lifted off the ground. She managed to blink her eyes open enough to notice Jack staring down at her in horror.
She felt as though sand was running down her arm, covering her burn mark. The wound the arrow had made in her back felt like a bullet hole.
"[Name], don't worry! You're going to be fine!" Jack sounded more like he was trying to assure himself as he brushed a few hairs back behind her ear.
She stared up at Jack as her eyes began to flutter in an attempt to keep them open.
"Please, don't shut your eyes," Jack begged as he grabbed her hand, squeezing it tightly in despair.
"I'm trying," [Name] could hardly even get her voice out, "it hurts--"
Tears formed in Jack's eyes as he felt the warmth in [Name]'s hand begin to vanish.
"I love you..."
Jack opened his eyes as [Name] spoke again, seeing her smile as she closed her eyes and let everything become dark around her.
"No, no, no!" Jack panicked as he put his hand over her heart,
Chapter 27: JamieChapter 27: JamieChapter 27: Jamie in General Fiction More Like This
"Jamie!" Jack yelled back in excitement as he ran over to greet his old friend.
Jack abruptly stopped and looked up at Jamie. "Oh, wow. You're definitely taller now."
Jamie smiled down at Jack. "Or you just shrunk." Jamie looked up in surprise when he noticed [Name]. "Huh? Who's that?"
[Name]'s eyes widened in surprise as she walked over to stand next to Jack, "You can see me?"
Jack looked equally surprised.
Jamie smiled. "A certain guardian of snowballs and fun times told me you're all real, so I don't have any doubts on spirits anymore. I believe in all of you."
Jack smiled at this. "Glad to hear it."
Jamie turned toward [Name] and kneeled down so he could be her height. "So, who are you?"
"[N-Name]." She backed up a bit as Jamie got closer to her face. "I'm Jack's wife."
"Wife?!" Jamie gasped and looked over at Jack. "Why didn't you tell me you were getting married?"
"W-well, we've only been married for a month--" Jack was cut off by the call of two young women.
Chapter 31: New MorningChapter 31: New MorningChapter 31: New Morning in General Fiction More Like This
[Name] groggily opened her eyes and noticed that Jack was no longer on top of her. She now had a sheet of snow on her like a blanket and she was dressed again.
She rubbed her eyes as she sat up and saw Jack walking around on the lake making small snow flowers.
Her cheeks turned pink as she remembered the night before. [Name] stood up and brushed the snow off of her jacket and pants before walking over to the lake.
Jack looked up and smiled at her lovingly. "Good morning."
[Name] smiled back and froze the water to walk over to him, then gave him a peck on his bottom lip. "'Morning."
Jack brushed the back of her hair before continuing making small frost flowers.
"So..." [Name] pulled her hair back behind her ear and walked beside him. "What do you want to do today?"
Jack shrugged and turned to face her. "We could go and visit your mom and possibly find out if--" He cut off and grinned widely, patting her belly as a hint.
[Name] smiled and placed her hand on her st
Chapter 16: Safe and SoundChapter 16: Safe and SoundChapter 16: Safe and Sound in General Fiction More Like This
[Name] hadn't realized she fell asleep until her mom came into her room, standing over her and the cuddling Jack Frost, shaking her head while chuckling. [Name] sat up and yawned, rubbing her eyes, looking over at Jack who was blinking open his eyes.
[Name] sat and stared at him a bit, his eyes were puffy like he was crying in his sleep. She sighed and stood up, helping him up as well. She didn't want to remind him of last night, so she didn't say anything. Instead she asked "Would you like to go for a walk?"
Jack smiled slightly at her, "that'd be nice."
[Name] noticed that his hood was up; does he do that when he's down? She brushed it off and began walking out the door, "Uh… When you left one time I found this really pretty cliff face, it had a ravine covered in moss and flowers as well, it was quite the sight!"
Jack snapped his head up when she said the word 'ravine' and scratched the back of his neck, "Y—yeah…"
[Name] lifted an eyebrow and sighed, walkin
Chapter 26: PennsylvaniaChapter 26: PennsylvaniaChapter 26: Pennsylvania in General Fiction More Like This
[Name] floated above the clouds before looking down at the ground where Jack was waiting.
She turned around and spiraled downwards, pulling some of the clouds with her.
[Name] neatly landed in front of Jack and smoothed out her hair, "How was that?"
Jack sighed and smiled. "Just as good as every other time."
[Name] laughed and began freezing the park's fountain to walk along it. She'd been a guardian for about a month now and she was beginning to get bored of her hometown.
"Aw, come on, Jack. Can't we go somewhere other than this?" [Name] turned around to face him as she asked the question.
Jack lifted an eyebrow at her, "I thought you liked your hometown."
[Name] jumped and floated over to him. "But I'm a spirit now! This is a chance to explore the world."
Jack laughed, "Alright, alright."
He shuffled around in his torn jacket's pocket and pulled out a snow globe, "I haven't checked on Jamie in a while..."
"Ohh, I'm going to get to meet Jamie?"
Chapter 33: New LifeChapter 33: New LifeChapter 33: New Life in General Fiction More Like This
"Are you sure you're all right?"
[Name] sighed and rolled her eyes. "For the hundredth time, Jack, I'm fine."
They had found out [Name] was pregnant over nine months prior. Her stomach was large and she was feeling small kicks every now and then.
Jack frowned and floated in front of her as she gripped a tree branch so she wouldn't fall over. She definitely didn't have the strength she used to.
"I'm just worried, [Name]. You could give birth any minute."
[Name] smiled and placed a hand over her stomach. "Yeah."
She sighed and began to walk again, panting slightly.
Jack matched her pace and kept a worried eye on her. "Are you sure you don't want me to carry you home? You look tired."
"Jack, I'm fine." [Name] sighed. She loved Jack and all, but sometimes he was a little too worrisome.
Jack still looked unhappy so she finally spoke up. "Why are you so unhappy? Usually it's the pregnant one who is unhappy. Jack, just imagine the baby. He--or she--will be beautiful."
Chapter 25: Surprise!Chapter 25: Surprise!Chapter 25: Surprise! in General Fiction More Like This
"What?!" All the guardians asked in unison, staring at [Name] as Jack explained what had happened.
Tooth flew over to [Name] and landed in front of her, "I'm happy to hear about your marriage, [Name], really..." it sounded like Tooth was forcing herself to be happy. "But, how did this happen to you...?"
[Name] lifted an eyebrow, didn't Jack just tell her this?
Bunnymund hopped over to get a good look at [Name]. "Well, you're no guardian, mate. But you definitely are immortal like the rest of us."
[Name] sighed and looked down at her pale skin. "I know, but--hey!" [Name] looked up at Bunny and smiled, "At least now I don't have to worry about aging and dying, right? That fixes my and Jack's problem."
Bunny smiled at her enthusiasm, "You're looking into this well, ankle biter, that's good."
"Ankle biter?" [Name] crossed her arms and pouted playfully, "I thought I was too old to be called that."
Bunny chuckled slowly and patted her head, "Compared to us you're a newb
Chapter 28: Returning HomeChapter 28: Returning HomeChapter 28: Returning Home in General Fiction More Like This
[Name] woke up in the morning, yawning as she looked over at Jack. She smiled and looked around, noticing that the area around them was frozen over. They must've frozen the area around them as they slept.
She stood up and walked over to the frozen lake.
[Name] touched her toe to the water and stepped out onto the lake, a thick sheet of ice appearing under her feet.
She turned around when she heard a deep yawn from Jack behind her. She turned around and walked back over to him.
Jack wiped the sleep out of his eyes and smiled at her before standing up and stretching.
"How long have you been awake?" He inspected his surroundings, noticing all of the snow and ice. "You look like you were busy."
"Actually, I woke up with it like this." [Name] hopped off of the ice and landed on the shore.
Jack looked around in confusion. "Really?"
[Name] stretched and straightened out her shirt. "Maybe one of us was emotional last night? You told me o
Chapter 18: HomeChapter 18: HomeChapter 18: Home in General Fiction More Like This
[Name] slowly blinked open her eyes, her body still hurting from the day before. She realized there was a small buzzing sound and opened her eyes wider to see Tooth floating above her.
"Oh, thank goodness you're okay!" Tooth gasped and flew closer to [Name] and gently placed her hand on [Name]'s shoulder.
[Name] stared at her for a moment and then looked around the room, noticing the other guardians were here as well.
"Are you alright, ankle biter?" Bunnymund asked, stepping forward with pure worry in his voice.
"Y—yeah." [Name] stuttered and clenched her teeth in pain as she tried to sit up. She looked over when she heard a painful gasp before her as Jack sat up as well.
"J—Jack, are you okay?" [Name] worriedly placed a hand on his shoulder, and noticed a healing wound running along his side. Hopefully it won't scar…
"Yeah, I'm fine." He let out another grunt as he pulled himself upright, and looked over at her. "I'm more worried about you."
[Name] shook her head at h
Teach Me How to Love YouI'm tired of all thisTeach Me How to Love You in Free Verse More Like This
Girl could you teach me
How to love you
I want to do it forever
I'm tired of living this depressing life
So tired of it
So I'm asking you today
Could you throw love my way?
I promise you I'll be a loyal student
I'll only accept it if your the only one teaching
If its another then it wouldn't matter
For I want you to teach me
how to love you
Not a PhaseIt's not a phaseNot a Phase in Free Verse More Like This
It's not a fad
When you say that it makes me mad
It's so sad
when you don't take us seriously
I feel so empty
I know damn sure theres something missing
Inside of me
Why can't you try to understand?
Before you dismiss me
like the tyrant you are
Don't you know hard it is
to admit this?
That suicide crosses our mind
That we feel so cold
most of the time
That self mutilation happens
more than one time
So can't you see
we need help
Do I need to slit my wrists?
For you to take me seriously?
why don't you pay attention
All the signs are here
Depression, Sadness, nothingness
Do you even care?
Do you even remember the last time I truly smiled?
Because I don't
It's been so damn long
and I'm trying to hold it together
I'm trying to stay strong
How can I when
You're never taken me seriously all along?
HalfwayHow am I suppose to approach youHalfway in Free Verse More Like This
What do I say?
Will you ignore me or push me away?
If I had said hey
Girl could you give me a little room
They don’t have a manual
That I can follow for you
To acknowledge me
Do you know how much courage
Its takes just to walk over to you
Oh you wouldn’t would you
Girls expect men to do all the work
And except us do it perfectly
Couldn’t you give me a hint
That you may like me
Instead of acting like you
Don’t see me
Coming closer to you
Should I recite a line
And act like it was mine
Should I just say hey?
Girl can't you give me a little
Of how to start
The process of stealing
I promise I’ll do my part
Would you just help me
Maybe you could walk halfway
Its no longer the 20’s
Girls are free to chase
The men that captured their hearts
So can you leave the past
And walk to me
Tell me girl how you might
Feel about me
Or how I can approach
About TimeIt's time to goAbout Time in Free Verse More Like This
I've packed my bags
with everything I need
I check twice
to see if somethings missing
I'm going slow but I'm in a hurry
I know that I can't stay
I will die inside
NOw I understand Shinedown's
a goodbye is a second chance
In the back of my mind
I knew this couldn't last
Now the time is here alas
and I wont be back
There never will be
this life is mine
It's about time I made it
So I say goodbye today
I'll be on my way
A Beautiful LifeCaressing your face as you lay asleepA Beautiful Life in Free Verse More Like This
I can't believe someone so beautiful
Could be with me
Suffer with me, Love with me
with you by my side I could live through anything
That's why I gave my soul to you
With the ring I pushed onto your finger
As you did mine
I can't tell you how much I love you
How much you mean to me
With you in it the world is so much more beautiful
So as you lay asleep in our bed
I thank god, fate, or whatever for bringing you into my life
With you I can live a beautiful life
With an Angel on the way and you as my loyal wife
I think it will be a beautiful life
So sleep for now I'll kiss you once you awake
for the rest of my life
I'll always love you my beautiful wife
Let us live a beautiful life
JacketI want a girl I could give my jacket toJacket in Free Verse More Like This
It would be big on her
but she wouldn't care
aslong as it was mine
It'll keep her warm when I'm not around
It'll smell like me
She'll sniff it happily
while thinking of me
Wishing that I was right there beside her
She's the only one in this whole world
I'll give my jacket to
The only girl to make me act like a fool
I'll never hesitate to say "I love you"
It would warm me right up when she says "I Love you too"
So I dont think I'll need my jacket anytime soon
UGLYI'm so uglyUGLY in Free Verse More Like This
Everyone treats me like I'm nothing
When I just want to be something
When I want to be good looking
but I know what you know
I can't deny it
with this crooked smile
I'll admit it for the hundredth time
What do I have to do
for you to look at me the way
you look at him?
I'm begging please tell me
So I can put my faith in this cold world
So someone will finally embrace me
but for now I'm ugly
I can't blame the mirror
for my sadness or my tears
It's showing the truth
Showing me what I've always known
but always feared to say out loud
I can hear what you say
Everything but my eyes is hideous
Yet the eyes are the window to the soul
So shouldnt they be ugly instead of pretty?
Since my soul is so cold
U.G.L.Y. as sin
that's me in a whirlwind
I hear what you say again and again
YOu call me sweet
Your so nice
but it's at a price
That I can no longer afford
cuz I know I'm ugly
I want to be handsome
I want girls to say
and never sto
ME (Direct)Let Me tell you a secretME (Direct) in Free Verse More Like This
I'm sweeter than I pretend not to be
I'm less mean than I want to be
I'm telling you this because it's about time you knew the real me
If you look past all my hate
you can see the love that lays beneath
and it's all I need
to put my life back in gear
It's the only thing I want
it's also the thing I fear
I've been hurt before, that pain turned me into a misogynist
though I'm looking for a cure
I can not stop the burn
So I'll be waiting here
Forever if that's what it takes
for the one to find the real me
Without YouI can’t help It If I break downWithout You in Free Verse More Like This
When your not by my side
I don’t know what to do
How do I get something back
I was destined to lose?
Tell me what am I suppose to do
I’m not that strong
When I’m without you
I can’t believe I lost you
Wish I had a time machine
So I can stop myself
From what I did to you
I can’t sorry
Because it’s late isn’t it
Sorry at this point
is not magical
It can’t heal everything!
Never thought it would end this way
You were the only light shining
In my life that lasted all night and day
You were so everlasting
I’ll never forget the love we shared
Even though I want you back
I have to let go
And let you live your life
Don’t worry I’ll survive
Even if I have to learn to live
That’s how much
I loved you
SecretI can't let you inSecret in Free Verse More Like This
I'm so afraid to get hurt again
I'm so ackward with my friends
I don't know what to say
Or how to act
So sometimes I might snap
And might gave a harsh tone
I have two personalities
Introverted outside in the real world
Extroverted inside the safety net
I have a secret
I'm not as strong as you believe
MY strength is leaving me
I'm losing my faith in myself
Starting to no longer believe in anything
MY secret is mine alone
My secret....is all I have left
Lying to myselfLying to myself in Free Verse More Like This
It's just like you
To write me out of life
Erase all your tender memories of me
Forget the last few years
Forget all your firsts
Just to forget about me
My fell and my body
Throw it all away
What a hole you'll be left with
Such a large gap in the road of your past
Am I such a pain?
Such an ache in your heart?
You said you wanted to have it all
Or nothing at all
You can never have me
So you are willing to dismiss me
What a child you've become
Calling out for me on lonely nights
Reaching back into your fragile memories
Searching for a nonexistent comfort
Now that you've come to realize
That no comfort will ever be found
You want me gone!
And that's just fine with me
For I've already gotten over you
FallingFalling in Free Verse More Like This
Falling back into a long forgotten nightmare
No warm hands to pull me out
Ive forced myself to come here
My own foolish actions
My own stupid mind
Its been so long
Since Ive been here
I would have called this place my past
I forgot just how lonely this place can be
Its harder for me to be here now
I have no walls to block out all the demons
All the pain
Ive experienced too much happiness and love
No longer am I cold and hard
Its become difficult to experience this kind of loneliness
The cold shoulders
And most of all
This stabbing pain in my back
My tears that I thought I would never cry again
Now keep me company again at night
So trapped here inside myself
The memories come back
The old familiar feelings
I try to run away from them
This all used to feel like a dream
But now I am dreaming the nightmare again
If only it all was a dream,
Not my life that I dread facing
With Just You're VoiceWith Just You're Voice in Free Verse More Like This
I close my eyes
And lay my head down
Listening to the sound of your
Soft yet intense
Seducing my thought
Coaxing my body to move on its own
My breathing turns raspy
And begins to come out in pants
I being to loose myself in your voice
Your words consistently playing at my ear
You show me no mercy
My heart is pounding
All the nerves in my body stand on end
Controlled by your silken words
You have this power to captivate me
And I am powerless to escape it
Nor do I want to
Even when your voice and words go silent
I am still affected
They linger in my mind
Forcing me to remember the ways you make me feel
You pull at my self-consciousness
Teasing me intimately
Ringing small moans and whimpers from my lips
Your hands dont even have to touch my skin
All you need to do is speak
Your voice creeps over my body
Your intoxicating words mold over me
They go inside and take over
Inside of me
Passionate and Lovely
They fill me
Your voice mixed with the hint of your exci
Never Really ThereNever Really There in Free Verse More Like This
If you found out that I was fake
That this love was just a dream
That my smile never existed
That your hands never really touched my body
Would your life go on?
If you found out that these last two years
Were nothing but an illusion?
Would you have sleepless nights?
Or would you look for new love?
If I was never real
Just a happy memory in your dreams
Would you doubt your sanity?
Or be proud of your imagination?
To find out I was constructed from your desires
And your wishes
The ultimate dream of dreams
A fragment of your imagination
A figure of your insanity
What would you do?
If you found out I was never really there
Let's Dance. Said the WolfLet's Dance. Said the Wolf in Free Verse More Like This
"Let's Dance." Said the She Wolf.
The trees sway gently in the breeze
Creaking as their limbs are pulled
This is all that can be heard in the damp forest
The wind playfully pulling on the green leaves
The birds songs ring out sweetly
Unaware of the world below them
Hard work is ever present
The ants that carry food back to their home
A mother doe that feeds her week old faun
Or the she wolf that hunts the doe for her pups
The forest becomes a stage for a beautiful dance
A dance between life and death
Predator and prey
Two mothers trying to live another day
Breathing every moment so they can feed their young
The birds and the ants pay them no mind
The soft melody of the morning birds song acts as lively background music
A dance being as the mothers run up and over logs,
Rushing threw a stream of crisp clear water
Clouding it with the mixed up sand,
Dodging trees and bushes
Two hearts beating together for the same reason
Every where the birds sing along with the
Nobody's MeNobody's Me in Free Verse More Like This
I have no label
There is no reason for that
No signs I hold
Its not like I can spell it
Some days Im black and white
On others Im a rainbow
Im not color coded
Or in numerical order
Sometimes Im random
Sometimes Im by the book
I wear chains and black when I feel like it
Wear button downs and collars when I want to
I listen to classical
And punk when Im in the mood
Most of the time I do my homework
Every now and then I blow it off for video games
Dont judge me
I wont judge you
I wont label you
I wont place you in a group
I have no placement
So dont place me in my own cubby hole
Ill jump out and bite you
I have no name
I am just a nobody
My soul is...My soul is... in Free Verse More Like This
My soul is a barren plain
Over run with the phantoms
Of long suppressed regrets
Broken promises and heartbreaks
It is a place where you hear ghostly cries
Where black shadows flow up walls
And overtake the edges of hopeless dreams
Its core is dead and maggots have begun devour its insides
All love and life is gone
They will leave behind an empty rotting shell
Hallowed and forgotten
Just like the faith that it once held whole in a warm embrace
Nothing will be left but the vast darkness that surrounds it
Echoing in the abbess will forever be the victims of such a cold world
The nothingness that makes up this place, where not even Gods eyes can reach
Is mixed in with the emotionless words its hosts speaks
They cut down every attempt to breathe life once more into my soul
Not wanting to be held or comforted the host must suffer alone
Cradling my dead and decaying soul
Held in limp lifeless hands I stare at it
So long since its been touched by life
To long since it has felt love
DeathDeath in Free Verse More Like This
I deny you Death
With your cryptic appearance before me now
I ignore you
Send you away
Pretend I can still feel my heart beat
I dont need you
Im not ready
So much left to do
So much left to see
Why have you come?
I cant be died
So suddenly my life has been taken
Dont touch me!
Leave me be in my sorrow
My newly given life
Without my consent my life has been taken
Youre going to take it from me
They no longer belong to me
Why do I have to die now?
Tell me Death
Why do people have to die?
Die without knowing when its coming
You could have sent me a letter
I would have made tea
Passionate TimesPassionate Times in Free Verse More Like This
Ill lay you down gently
And kiss you sweetly
My hands will be sneaky
As your clothes come off nicely
You taste like strawberries and cream
Its hard to not be mean
As we create an intimate scene
With our passionate screams
Ill kiss you all over
My hands will go deeper
And your screams higher
I will never tier
Your nails run down my back
You know I love it when you do that
The pain and pleasure
Are just as good as the leather
Ill make this last all night
I know you cant fight
You love this sin to much
All we need to do it touch
You are all mine
And that is fine
Because I am all yours
For you to adore
For just this night
Ill be the one holding you tight
Then when the morning comes
You can hold me and hum
Promises of DevotionPromises of Devotion in Free Verse More Like This
Can I really be so strong
As to love without holding back
Boundless and free
To love without fear
Give away my whole heart
Trust you to be its protector
Thats a lot of responsibility
To put upon one person
To me it sounds crazy
Yet this is what you expect of me
I need to trust you
I want to trust you
Not to leave me here alone in my love
Take my heart and never break it
I want you to always be here beside me
To hold me close
Whisper sweet words into my ear
Premises of faith and devotion
Unto me and only me
I will love you forever
Never shall I sway in my vows of love
I will surrender to you my very soul
My very last breath of life will be in love for you
So long as you take care of my heart
I will give my life to you
They Watch You SleepThey Watch You Sleep:They Watch You Sleep in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
There are many bards who can tell you tales
Of the creeping shadows that come at night
We've seen them crawling along the walls
In the absence of the light...
On the darkest of nights, cold and chill
You can hear them quietly gibbering.
They speak of things that you cannot know
Which is why they are always whispering.
It is said that they will know the future
and that they know the fate of every man
They are here to watch his path unfold
or perhaps to have him damned...
These sick and twisted animals
Bear a stench that is rather foul
But you will only smell this scent
if they choose to remove their cowl
It is said that their eyes are like obsidian doorways;
Which hold the key to the depths of the mind.
But none have the courage to look within them;
Afraid of what they'll find...
So my only advice to the weary traveller
Is to believe in the safety of the tavern
Do not look toward the darkest of corners
or you might just stir their cavern...
A Game We Hate to Play:A Game We Hate to Play:A Game We Hate to Play: in Free Verse More Like This
I stand amongst a screaming crowd,
And you'll hear them shout it out.
"All this shit just isn't fair,
Life's a game but we don't care!"
Hear me, do you think I'm lazy?
When I talk I'm crazy,
Sorry I'm just hazy, but I-
Still think that I'm like Jay-Z
Rappin' here with Stacy;
The boys they call her baby; Haha...
And we're playin' this song for the killers,
The ones with no hope workin' shop at the tillers.
And if you think that we're just the fillers,
You wouldn't be wrong; we're just grain at millers - haha!
All this shit just isn't fair,
Life's a game but we don't care!
We're gonna change the game tonight,
C'mon let's turn out the light!
All this shit just isn't fair,
Life's a game but we don't care!
We're gonna change the rules tonight,
C'mon let's turn out the light.
Lights off, everybody nights off,
Walking through these streets of -
People drinkin' Smirnoff;
Prayers for tomorrows,
Whisper as they borrow
Words for the Young BloodsWords for the Young Bloods:Words for the Young Bloods in Free Verse More Like This
To all my ninjas sittin' low on the street side,
I want you all to raise your head with pride.
Because I'm callin' out, for the youth to come together
And get those big wigs off the fuckin' power ladder.
You ready? Because we're going at it hard:
See I'm the kind of guy that they're all playin' with
A systematic crisis workin' in the way we live.
The big shots still sittin' and they growin' fat.
With young bloods starvin' just to get their life on track.
We take psychometric tests and make a passing grade,
But ain't no job cause the corporate head is gettin' paid.
And when they screwin' with the money, they ain't never cut.
The young bloods be the first to get their letter up.
I say the system ain't shit and we all got it wrong,
The old mothers are just stayin' in for way too long.
I say we cut them from the system that they fucked up,
And let the young bloods take it; we'll just fix it up.
They set the game, but we're the ones playin' main;
I guess t
Player versus PlayerPlayer versus Player:Player versus Player in Free Verse More Like This
Elemental artisttry, as lightning weaves through the air.
I see the bloodthirst in his eyes, the hunger for victory.
A demand to be recognised, yet soon to be silenced;
Perfect and perfunctory - my opponent made defunct...
As I stand above this dying creature;
The flicker of life soon fading from their eyes.
I smile and whisper a word of parting,
For the fool who fell where he lies.
-Unfinished piece by Chen Yuan Wen, 10th April 2012
The Secret of the TreesBeneath the glow of the twisting moon, we can feelThe Secret of the Trees in Free Verse More Like This
a horror beginning its birth. The serpent will slither
into a moistened cave and the blood will spill from broken lips
The secret was hidden beneath the trees, where the lovers
were kissed and never told. Yet the stains remain upon the grass.
Never to be erased...
How many times will I return, to a place I wish
I'd never see. Perhaps it is a way for me
To think of that which I regret...
But the man would never remind himself, of the horror
unleashed beneath falling leaves. The petals bear witness
to the struggled screaming, muffled by hands and feet.
A choking embodiment of sweat and tears and the final
release of a beating heart. The act is done and motion
has stopped, so now the vomiting begins...
An act of purity, to cleanse and expunge. It is
made to deny the gnawing guilt, for all that remains
is plain to see: a puddle of red on a sea of green.
-Chen Yuan Wen, 24th May 2012
AddictMy dear little man, now tired and weary,Addict in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The softness of sleep becomes dark and dreary.
In vivid dreams you see a bloodied ghost
Of the one you love and hate the most...
She tore into your veins,
And set them ablaze.
Even as you walked,
In a sickening haze.
You stole from the weak,
To feed your habit.
Blood upon the altar,
As you chased the rabbit.
A rabbit that enslaved,
Deep down the rabbit hole.
Inhaled like a blanket,
For the soul that was cold.
As the breathing became rapid,
And the vomiting begins.
You'll chase another rabbit,
To compound your sin.
And as your sins will grow,
So too will the madness.
It sinks into the heart,
And begins warping the canvas.
It paints it in bitterness,
The colour of black...
The colour of voices,
That lash at your back.
So dear little man, over pure white grains,
Are you done with this life of an endless pain?
I'll give you a solution, you need only apply...
For the man who is an addict, must surely die!
I Like To Play With SkinI Like To Play With Skin:I Like To Play With Skin in Free Verse More Like This
My dear friends and watch,
As the feeling of life itself
Crumbles beneath each ounce of pain.
Needles slowly piercing into the body,
Paralyzing nerves and expressions.
A mask of pure horror; living terror,
Kept alive on the barest limit of the border.
Such tempting features,
Leave me eager to slip a knife beneath flesh.
Ripping soft layers of epidermal mache,
Tanned and dried, woven slowly into a loving mask.
And with my latest acquisition complete,
Only twenty spaces remain...
-Chen Yuan Wen, 28th April 2013
ScreamScream:Scream in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
He steps out onto the stage, grinning as always
He can hear the bass playing as the drum sets the mood
So to warm them up, he begins with an introduction:
Though we have come here tonight as individuals
I believe that we will leave here as friends
Because no one else, except a friend
Would be willing to hear you scream.
And so, tonight, we'll be playing our song "Scream"
He takes a deep breath and the guitar begins to wail
The drumming heats up and he knows that this is his moment
In a voice that is low and filled with emotion
He slowly begins to sing his song:
When first you came upon this path
You thought that you had seen the last of-
Nightmares crawling from your dreams!
You hear the sound of a thousand screams and they-
Drag you down to suffocate!
And you're just filled with so much hate that you-
(Feel like giving in...)
(When it cuts right past your skin!)
Just raise up your voice, I'll let you be heard!
Scream out your different kin
These Hands Are So Red...These Hands Are So Red...These Hands Are So Red... in Free Verse More Like This
These hands are now red and so slicked with this blood,
I can't even wash it in a basin of mud...
As I scrape at the skin of those demons I chase,
I am left with a smile mixed with pain on my face.
Since I swore I would savour this blatant disgrace,
Let perversion be writ in these scars I will trace.
From the tip of my shoulders to the base of my tongue,
Are the names of those sleepers so cold and so young...
-Chen Yuan Wen, 15th March 2013
Counting All the VoicesCounting All The Voices:Counting All the Voices in Free Verse More Like This
How many voices choose to speak; a debate within my head.
As I lie awake, counting cracks, on the wall above my bed.
I seem to think of random colours and things you've never seen.
But I don't like to hear the ugly voices, some are rather mean!
Though I suppose we are a loving family and thus I must accept
That when it comes to stashing bodies, we are most adept...
Best of luck detective, you have three days to find her (^_^)/
-Chen Yuan Wen, 8th February 2013
WIPWIP in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Let me tell you a story to make your spines shiver as we sit around here tonight.
Unaware that the creature was watching me slowly closing in.
As if all of time had stopped still I was frozen to the spot with fear.I wanted to fade.
I fell to my knees..Something came out of the trees to take me back to hell.
The blazing of the fire did not harm me as I walked on the coal and ashes.
And my spirit was stolen from my shell..And I was once again a dammed soul.
Madness.The walls are closing in.Madness. in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Its getting narrower.
The light barely shines through the window.
Everyone else has left you.
And you wonder to yourself.
Am I mad? Or has the world gone to shit?
And it makes you see things differently.
Knowing your a dead man walking.
In your darkest hour.
Your all alone.
Nobody shall hear you scream you wont be able to see the ones you love ever again.
Your only friends are the knife and the voices inside your head.
Theyve always been there when people haven't.
And there always so right.
Madness...These days.Is normality to you.
And the end is soon...Its your last days on earth.
You shall vanish like ash in a fire without a peep.
Honest opinion on this one?What has it all come to?Honest opinion on this one? in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Your barely alive.
Dragging yourself along.
Alone,on the brink of madness. and heartbroken
You find no satisfaction in life.
Youve had your moments of doubts and your trial and errors.
Yet your still here.
You have the scars to prove it.
Just keep walking like you know you will.
Even if your a dead man on this hell hole.
With a cigarette in one hand and your headphones in your ears.
With the volume turned up.
Just keep walking until you see the sunrise.
Walk along the long lonesome road.
Fight for something better in life.
Boredom (WIP)Along came a spiderBoredom (WIP) in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Spinning webs of rage and hatred
welcome to the wonderful world of entertainment
Where stars are born and everyone tells lies and fibs
The government covers everything up.
The freaks and outcasts are the movement
Your the student
Its time to change the world kids (heres the blueprints...)
All across the world listen. (America...)
1 million fucking misfits screaming fuck the system!
This for those that came to tackle the giants and tyrants.
The revolution shall now be televised.
Boredom *headdesk* (This is crap by the way)Its always the people you love who back stab you.Boredom *headdesk* (This is crap by the way) in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
You look them in the eye and they tell you that they will never leave.
But its all bullshit and false hope.
It always have been it always will be.
As they hug you they hide a knife in the other hand waiting to strike.
You shake and cry...And then you pull the trigger.
And no one shall be none the wiser..They will never know they were the cause.
People never cared about you.
They never have.
They never will.
They would spit on your grave
They would move on with there damn lifes.
And act like nothing happened.
Because they have a million better things to do than care about a freak like you.
Your like dust in the wind.
You vanish quickly without a trace.
And no one will even notice it.
Boredom once again :PIm waking up to ash and dustBoredom once again :P in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Breathing in the chemicals of rage and hate
Buried alive for so long
So much has changed
Nothing is the same
No one is left alive
In this world gone so horribly wrong
Where the dead roam free
In this world gone so mad and insane
Where its a new age.
Boredom,Boredom,BoredomMy last days on earth.Boredom,Boredom,Boredom in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I need something to make me numb.
Living like a Martyr
i want to be loved
i want someone to understand
i live fast and die fast too like dust in the wind
nothing will stop the madness turning on you and everyone else
why not just pull the trigger?
i dont think it will hurt that much
selling my soul..hoping someone will claim it
someone please save me
or let the madness take over
no one shall care
they will just spit on my grave
and the world shall keep on spinning
its frightening...yet exciting at the same time
i wonder what it feels like?
now excuse me ive got a date with suicide
Complete boredom.Bullets drill into fleshComplete boredom. in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
You hit the ground.
Water falls from your eyes
Blood flows out from your body
You died for lies and false hope.
They pulled the wool over your eyes.
So you would be blind.
Not knowing where your going what your fighting for
Death is calling your name.
And now the demons are cackling your name.
Was it all worth it in the end?
BoredomAs I walk amongst the shadowsBoredom in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Through a valley of death
In this empty alley way
On this field of battle
That I fight every day
I may walk as one
Or I may walk alone
Until the end of time itself
Looking up at the sky seeing all the lights
With death looming over me at every turn
Ive created this knife of rage and hatred
but your the ones who forged it and made it into a weapon
you never heard me screaming and you just laughed
And now it will be used on you and it shall be your downfall
Boredom once againI hate when they all fucking say that to me.Boredom once again in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
It feels like they all rub it in my face taking the piss out of you.
And every day I wake up to looking in the mirror seeing a monster and a freak of nature.
Is your life really your life when its all gone to waste.
And you know you wouldve changed it if you could.
But it still haunts you
Every day of your life
And you can still feel the pain in your hollow shell
Money or power cant make up of it or conceal all the scars
Walking alone forever..While everyone else has something worth living for
Or that special someone
There all looking down at you.
And it makes your damn stomach turn.
No one ever has loved you...Or no one ever will.
BrutalityRip my heart out nowBrutality in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Take it, and as you leave me
Forget and crush it
The House of Tall WallsWhen I was a child,The House of Tall Walls in Free Verse More Like This
I lived in a house
The house was small
And the walls were tall
They surrounded me
Day after day
From what I could not be
I was a child
Who played in my room
With toys and games
And a loving creature or two
I had a small teddy bear
That I would hug and hold
Playing dresses and tea tables
Riding horses in the stables
Then I grew up
Up and up, I grew
I began to grow tall
And soon, there were no more walls
My daddy teddy bear
Fell upon my bed
As I rose up
To see him, my father, again
Then the house changed
It moved to another place
And inside, there were
A flight of stairs, blurs
I couldn't see a clear image
My eyes were marked with fuzz
My sight grew weary and old
All because of life's hold
Then there was a light
Within this house's walls
They said to me once again
His life would not surely end
My teddy bear father
Then sat upright
Against the bed stand
With a light and prayer in his hand
I grew out of that room
That house with small walls
I began to see
Socially AwkwardI can be awkwardSocially Awkward in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Which puts me out of the norm
Into unique worlds
The Dream TellerFeel the slender hand upon your chinThe Dream Teller in Free Verse More Like This
As he whispers sweet and tender things
Into your ear. Shivering as your thoughts grow dim,
You fall back into the darkness, into the dream.
The dream of the endless night.
Or the moonlit nightmare.
For the dream teller never tells what is at stake
Nor what has you lulled into sleep.
He is there and gone, leaving you in your hellish state,
Lying amongst the company of demons. Don't. Forget. To blink.
MeadowThere is a meadow near the houseMeadow in Free Verse More Like This
on Lily Street.
It is the place of the gardener
who trims the flowers and the wheat.
Often times I wondered of
The sweet-smelling air
Then I found roses on the doorstep
Of the house near that flower affair
I found the gardener in her drab dress
And gave her the white roses
She denied them, twice
Then when back to her plain prose
The flowers grew about
In their bridal dresses and gowns
But the gardener's hands
Remained dusted from the ground
I watched as she clipped the petals
The broken twigs and branches
As she kneeled beside the irises
Reviving life in the sovereign stances
A morning came and went
Again, I had returned with poem
And presented her the roses
But twice, she denied them
I sat on the limbs of the old tree
As I looked upon her figure
Her standing posture was crooked
Amongst the beautiful flower moor
I found myself growing with age
As I slept within the tree
Then I awoke to a frightening sound
Of crows made of ivory
The gardener had vanished
Sea JourneySea Journey in Free Verse More Like This
My brine-stone memories
Fade in a fascinating light
Bringing about such happiness
In such a cold bitter night
A taste of salty water
Upon my brazen tongue
Now bring about and come out
The ways that were surely young
For waves are but the course of which
Such livelihoods can take
With their dream cases and tow-alongs
...the sea trip now at stake...
TimekeeperTick. Tock.Timekeeper in Free Verse More Like This
He walks with a watch
A diamond clock in one hand
Strapped by a golden chain
The timekeeper man
Stars pause in their flicker
As he walks beneath the night
And houses remain still
With their windows and their light
His soft boots walk
Along the neverending path
The shadows are merely stilled
Frozen by their wrath
He is the only one alive
The only one about
In this timeless city
A city of dull doubt
The chime of the bell
Falls suspended in the air
Not a creature, not a sound
But save the aged heir
He walks with a watch
A diamond clock in one hand
Strapped by a golden chain
The timekeeper man
WolvesSavage cries, wild eyes,Wolves in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
with a heart nor soul, just a
small, dark night to breathe.
Playing the AngelShe laughs with her hair thrown backPlaying the Angel in Free Verse More Like This
Her white clothes all blinding to the eye
I watched her, mesmerized
But then her clothes began to turn black.
The ink splotches came, little by little
As she spoke each tiny white lie
With an angel's voice she spoke
Words that drove me down from the sky
Her feathers, now falling apart
Drift longingly upon my face
Now, in the dark, I see her
As a raven in an angel's place
The People SayThe people say that sheThe People Say in Free Verse More Like This
Has no ability
No promise, no gain, no life
It's stupid how she cuts herself internally
with a knife.
The people say to him
He's dull, far too dim
To think of anything
Anyone, worthwhile again
Which is exactly why his girlfriend
Decided to dump him, the idiot man.
Why do I protest you, the people?
Why do I stand up for them?
I do not have to explain to you.
But since you are so ignorant, I shall.
I'll tell you why, the people.
They have experienced things
They are left speechless. Lifeless.
In their own hollowing misery.
MADNESSÍLENSTVÍMADNESS in Free Verse More Like This
Smutek je v hlíně
Ve vlastní píně
Válí se líně.
Pomalu vkrádá se
Do útrob shnilých
Bojuje, nezná se
Jde po naich milých.
Dlouho se, koupal se
Ve zvratkách, v luči
Zaběhl se, ztratil se
V poplatkách dui.
V pevnosti bolesti
Kdy tenkrát prve
Moudrosti nezískal ni
V bláznivém chrámu
V místě kde postavil
Z lidských těl bránu.
Zde matka je ílená
Mrtev je otec.
Má zahnutý hrotec.
Listí je spadané
Kdy spící jsou stromy
Krok vede krok
Ztrácí se za hory
Jak loňský rok
Night FearNOČNÍ NÁVTĚVANight Fear in Philosophical More Like This
Starými, dřevěnými, léty rozvrzanými dveřmi proniká nepřirozeně silný chlad. Má v sobě cosi děsivého. Nese sebou zvuky blíící se bouře, které záhy střídají tiché vsuvky klidného, zimního úplňku. Dveře jsou nastevřené a to co jimi přichází, děsí mou dui. V zrcadle po mé levici zřím děsivé výjevy monster z nejhlubích koutů podsvětí. Obrazy, mně vyjevené, působí podobně jako silná třaskavina rvoucí mé u tak zuboené tělo na krvavé, nerozpoznatelné fláky masa. Za dveřmi čeká mocný démon. Nevidím jej, ale zcela jasně cítím jeho stralivou, mysl drtící pří
MisantropieMISANTROPIEMisantropie in Philosophical More Like This
U znovu prosakují, cítím je jak blíící se bouři.
ílené stavy odporu a zhnusení hraničící s čirou nenávistí,
gradující v opovrení ivotem samotným.Zřetelně cítím je
ze vech pórů a čpící lidskost vyvolává silný, neovladatelný
dávivý reflex.Jak jen posoudit...je to trestem či darem?!?
Z obojího část... Neúprosná nenávist!!!! Srdce postrádající lásku
snadno nalezne alternativu v opaku rovném svou silou...Due, zůstane-li
nějaká, nabude obludného zjevu, vzhled tak přizpůsobujíc mylenkám...
Opovrení lidskou rasou...rasou beze cti, bez hrdosti..
Takto vzniklá konfrontace s vlastním původem můe být
smrtelná.Strach z mo
NepochopeniNEPOCHOPENÍNepochopeni in Philosophical More Like This
Nepochopení. Jak málo stačí a mylená věc je
rázem chápána zcela jinak. Jaké jsou toho důvody?? Uvedu
dle mého soudu dvě varianty, které k
takovému zmýlení vedou nejčastěji a jsou tedy nejzávanějími.
Prvním z nich je určitě a bezesporu neznalost,
nedostatek informací či monost, e určité informace
o dané problematice máme, ale z pochybného zdroje,
který je stejným pochybením kdesi získal, neověřil (mnohdy ani nechtěl)
a íří je dále, ani by domyslel následky svých neuváených
činů. To ve je omluvitelné, vdyť chybovat je nám tolik přirozené,
a bych řekl, e tj. nedílnou součástí naich ivotů,
Chaos ArtVYHLÁENÍ ZMATKUChaos Art in Philosophical More Like This
A je to! Dalí ílený den za mnou a několikanásobně, chaosu se týče, bláznívějí týdenní pokračování mě očekává. Zvyknout si na nový ivotní styl a reim, tak zní zadání úkolu a jméno neustále se přeírajíciho brouka, hovícího si kdesi v pohodlí mé hnijící lebky ji několik nekonečných dnů. Způsoby pokřivené a zcela zřetelně velmi kvapně, narychlo, smontované bytosti, která se jen díky absolutně paradoxní shodě okolností, u které se náhoda společně se zázrakem, podílela na famózní krystalizaci tvora, vlastnící dnení, byť nevydařený vzhled. Nicméně pravým a zube
SpeechPROHLÁENÍSpeech in Philosophical More Like This
Ten svírající pocit blíícího se
osudu. Je patný a bude znamenat
mou zkázu! Ta mě kupodivu
neděsí tolik, jako má absolutní
netečnost. Přes mnohé zkuenosti,
řekl bych, e mám jí čich
na blíící se zatracení..
Cena za odliné vnímání..
Pocity při komunikaci tvorbou
jsou nepopsatelné, zhruba stejně
jako vědomí pocit blíícího se
Umřu-li mlád, nevadí, ji v tuto
chvíli kdyby se tak stalo,
mohu klidně prohlásit:
"vedl jsem velice zajímavý ivot
bohatý na rozličné události a
silné ivotní zkuenosti.
ivot pestrý, poznaje mnohé od
SATANISMUS1) Úvod. Základní proudy. AntonSATANISMUS in Articles & Interviews More Like This
Tolikrát omílané téma, čím větí skandál tím lepí zpráva.Avak Satanismus není zdaleka jen to co znáte ze sdělovacích prostředků. Moderní podoba Satanismu jako ivotní filosofie, způsobu mylení, stylu ivota, bývá velice vzdálená tomu co ví průměrně informovaný jedinec. Média jsou zahlceny nesmysly, které se třeba dobře čtou, ale realitě jsou na míle vzdálené, hlavní poadavek není pravdivost, ale dobrá prodejnost. Na internetu se při troe snahy a píle nakonec přeci jen prokousáte k hodnotným informacím, ale co se týče například televize či novin je ve větinou dop
NECELANECELÁNECELA in Free Verse More Like This
Jen tma plní řádky
Ve skryto jest papírem
Tvé přelety planetou
Pouť zatuchlým vesmírem
Věčnost v trvání zoufalém
K obzoru upřen pohled
ivot nehnutý, dlouhý jest
Z biče krvavý dohled
Ticho stává se sonátou
Chladný příkrov je noci
Zde ve vichru vzpomínek
Zlomený propadá moci
Té v nicotě vládnoucí
Černým zbloudilým duím
Ji marné je vzpouzet se
Skrýti nedá se smrtícím kuím
KratkaKRAŤOUČKÁ O (NE)MYLENÍKratka in Philosophical More Like This
ivot bývá zvlátní. To přeci dobře ví, tak proč jen sní o normální cestě?! Někdy bývá uzavřená, avak pro takové jako ty, tak pro takové bývá zatarasena téměř vdy. Neví co si myslet? Radím ti, radi si nemysli vůbec nic. Je to lepí, ale nikoli lehčí volba. Jak těké můe být nemyslet?! Neskutečně!!! Zdánlivá banalita nemylení se v praxi mění v neřeitelný problém. Zkus to a uvidí! Nemysli teď vůbec na nic!!!
O SAMOTEO SAMOTĚO SAMOTE in Philosophical More Like This
Smířil ses se samotou? Nejspí bys měl příteli. Vdyť co ti zůstane kdy u úplně vechno ztratí?! Nemusí ani o ve přijít. Samota je s tebou neustále a vude. Ten bláhový pocit sounáleitosti mizí hned jak zaklapne dveře svého prázdného bytu. Není a tak pustý, jsi v něm ty a samota. Četl jsem kdysi krásné pořekadlo, které zní: Přátelé odejdou, láska vyprchá, jen samota zůstane." Jak výstiné a pravdivé.
If these are to be my last wordsIf these are to be my last words...If these are to be my last words in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
And these fatal wounds are true..
as your captain in command
I have a few lasts tasks for you...
Tell my wife that i love her,
and that she meant the world to me
And tell her sorry for the emotions
that I was too dumb to see
Tell my son that I love him
He was to be my pride and joy
And tell him im sorry i wont be there
When he trades his wood in for my sword.
Tell my daughter that i love her
She is so strong just like her mother
Tell her let no man hold her back
and always look out for her brother
Tell my brother, that noble king
as he sits upon his throne
to watch over my mourning family
make sure they still have a home...
And last but not least...
I want you to lead these men home
And i want to thank you for sticking by me
off the battlefield and on...
Now go fulfill your destiny
And remember what i have asked
if these are my final words
then it be what our enemies lack.
Chapter 1: A rough beginning Chapter 1: A rough beginningChapter 1: A rough beginning in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Cold. All I could remember at first was the cold. It covered my skin like the meat around my bones and filled my lungs with its thickness. I opened my eyes to a blanket of white all around me. I was amongst a very large field, possibly a road, engulfed by white. Trees stood boldly on either side of the area and multiple hills blocked my line of sight of the path ahead and behind me. Getting to my feet I realized I was ill prepared to be in this weather. A t-shirt, a hooded jacket, bandage like glove on my right hand, cargo pants and some boots, well, at least the boots would be useful. As I studied my attire, I noticed two necklaces around my neck, one were a pair of dog tags. "Justin 'Ghost' Scythe", I read to myself. I assumed that was my name but wondered for a moment why my parents would make 'Ghost' my middle name.
I then examined the other necklace; it was a gold, heart-s
A battle cry for the lost.Open your eyes my child,A battle cry for the lost. in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
we're on the way home.
We may not win the battle,
but you wont go down alone.
Your mother wont be forgotten,
she was taken way too soon...
But,revenge is never the answer,
a calm mind will help us bloom
We ran away from death,
and feel guilty from the fright!
But we will return for our family!
We'd rather die with a fight!
Come to arms my brothers!
Nomads, we are not.
Think about our precious lands,
or maybe you all forgot...
Well, whoever will stand with me,
clear the anger from your heart.
Blindness from rage is fatal ,
and we'd be doomed from the start.
So open your eyes my people!
We are on the way home.
We may not win this battle,
but we wont go down alone!
Hidden behind every smile.Look at me worldHidden behind every smile. in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I am happy, Can't you see?
A smile on my face
There's nothing wrong with me
A funny little story
It's not that hard to pretend
But it's far from the truth
I just really want a friend
Someone who is fun and kind
Someone to make me smile
Someone to make memories with
And won't set my heart on fire
Someone who I can relate to
Someone to understand
Being weird isn't cool
but its better than being bland
Someone that can dry up my tears
And protect me in the night
Someone that can save me from my fears
And help me through my fright
If anyone is listening
If anyone chooses to care
I am pushed to my limits
much more than I can bear...
MonstersWhen you look at meMonsters in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Tell me what you see
What I saw could make me smile
But I'm done imagining
None of it's real to me
I don't trust my eyes to see
If I can't feel it, touch it
Then it's a failed attempt for peace
Probably not worth the effort
To try and re-establish shelter
Those four walls standing all around me
Will shatter at the hand of my temper
They say I'm a Monster
No manners or posture
But whenever I try to rise
You pull me back for torture
Well I'm sick of it
Your promises don't stick
You must be running to the bathroom
Cause you're full of shit
So I suggest you run
Always chase the sun
Cause as soon as you get caught by the moon
That's when I get to have my fun
Where have you gone?You promised to have my backWhere have you gone? in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
When everything went to hell
You promised to stand beside me
And catch me before I fell
But where are you now?
Where are you now?
You said you would be my friend
And that I would never be alone
You said You would always be there
And make my broken house a home
But where are you now?
Where are you now?
You told me just trust and believe
And I swear on my life that I had
You told me you'd make everything okay
So I trusted that things wouldn't go bad
But where are you now?
Where are you now?
So Now I sit and fight this alone
I have no use for you anymore
I will find another to make my house a home
Someone who won't find me a chore
What is a smile without a frown?What is lifeWhat is a smile without a frown? in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
What is Peace
What is pleasure
What is a smile
without a frown
what is the sun
without the moon
What is me
somethings in life you experience for a reason
To do deal with the snow while your going through the seasons
What's the point of a smile if you don't know how to frown
If you never felt the struggle you should not receive a crown
Once you know how it is like to go from the bottom to the top
Then you can truly make a difference for the ones who could not
And no matter what they say you know you changed the world a little
And turned a war to peace And saved a life that was belittled
Passing you by.You were my sole inspirationPassing you by. in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
But now your just a complication
I had thought of you an angel
But you were the devil's cruel creation
I truly fell for your illusion
and I tried to be amusing
You're asking me forgiveness
My heart has had enough abusing
I don't give out many second chances
And I'll barely return your hopeful glances
He wasn't all you hoped to be
And I'm glad you finally understand this
But now i wave to you goodbye
without a second thought in mind
I pray to God that you forget me
Because it hurts to pass you by
When Broken Worlds Collide: A love story.Like a bird who wasn't given wingsWhen Broken Worlds Collide: A love story. in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I sit alone... waiting for a change
I watch as the world, passes me by
but my cruel days are always the same.
My beautiful face seems to
be the only thing that matters.
I am a seashell, pretty,
yet empty inside.
I watch others play with envy,
"Why couldn't that be me?"
But none of them are to blame
I'd be the first to get rid of me...
I hate how my face is
always frozen, like a mask.
Your smile is so pretty, they say.
To me, it feels painted on.
I went down to the stream
Where I go to be alone
That is where I first saw her,
Hugging her knees, on her own.
Sitting at the river,
like calls like.
I never thought being alone
would be frightening, but I saw him.
She was beautiful as ever
Her face has no comparison
but why is she all alone?
Too nervous to begin questioning.
"Can I help you?"
Were the first words
I had ever uttered without
Needing to fake a smile.
"Just enjoying the view"
I muttered trying not to choke
I do not deserve her company
She must th
Too late...I looked up at another pretty faceToo late... in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Into the cold, dark feeling in her eyes
Still seeing a smile
Always seeing a smile
They say it's the window to her heart
but they acted as telescopes to her mind
Only seeing darkness
Always seeing darkness
She locked away any other means of seeing her pain
Never daring to entrust her burden to another
Still carrying weight
Always carrying weight
She was someone everyone could turn to for help
She went out of her way to make you feel well
Only distracting herself
Always distracting herself
Now she has permanently released the weight
People finally realizing what she was
Only a little too late
Always a little too late
The winter spirit who loved to DashPitch Slammed his fists on the walls of his lair, Angry and humiliated. He is laughed at, teased, called a pony lover by the ROTG Fan base on the internet.The winter spirit who loved to Dash in Humor More Like This
"WHY?!" He yelled to himself.
"WHY DID I HAVE TO MAKE THOSE STUPID ZAPPING NOISES?! WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! Stupid Frost! Telling the everyone that I play with ponies! One day I'm going to catch him doing something so embarrassing that he'll wish he never found me playing with my favorite pony Nightmare Moon"
Pitch hatched an idea on how he was going to get revenge on Jack for what he did.
"That's it! I'll Catch Jack doing something embarrassing and that will be MY REVENGE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" He said while doing an evil laugh.
He went into the forest to find Jack.
Meanwhile Jack was flying around the Burgess neighborhood bored nothing to do, then he came across Cupcake's house, he looked inside, she was sound asleep. He snuck in and saw that one of her toys was on the floor, he was amused by them so he took them for the night. He took them
Pitch's dark secretAuthor's Note: This was based off of a joke that my friends were dicussing and that's how I Came up with this XD Enjoy!Pitch's dark secret in Humor More Like This
It was a cloudy day in Burgess and Jack was flying through the woods when he heard a strange sound, he landed on the ground to see what it was, it sounded like it was coming from Pitch's Lair. Even though Pitch hated Jack to come to his lair, Jack still wanted to see what was going on in there.
"I wonder what Pitch is doing" He said to himself.
He snuck in quietly and looked around to find Pitch. He heard Pitch talking to himself and thought,
"What's going on ? and who is he talking to?"
He looked around until he found Pitch doing something He never thought a Boogeyman would do….
Pitch was PLAYING MY LITTLE PONY DOLLS!
Pitch didn't see him peeking but Jack could hear him making the dolls talk and playing with them.
"COME ON MIDNIGHT MOON! DESTROY THE MANE SIX WITH YOUR DARK MAGICAL POWERS! PSSH! PSSH! PSSSH!" He said while making zapping sounds.
Jack could b
Rini's Frosty day: Chapter 1Rini's Frosty day: Chapter 1 in Humor More Like This
It was a snowy day in Japan and Serena was grounded and stuck at home keeping an eye on Rini while Darien, the other girls and even her parents and little brother Sammy were on their Winter Vacation. Rini wanted to go outside to play in the snow, not knowing that she will meet someone unexpectedly.
Rini ran almost ran outside still in her pajamas until Serena stopped her by standing in front of her.
"Where do you think you're going ?!" Serena asked with her hands on her hips.
"I'm going outside to play in the snow" Rini replied, crossing her arms.
"But you aren't dress. You weren't think of going outside with your PJ's on? Did you ? You're gonna catch a cold"
Rini looked down at her pajamas and blushed.
"Oh, Guess I was so excited about the snow I Forgot i still had my pajamas" she said while giggling.
"Besides we haven't ate breakfast first"
Their stomachs started to growl and they looked at each other blushing and rubbing their necks of embarrassment.
Jack's pony aftermath (Chapter 1)2 Weeks after the Pony incidents, Pitch has been feeling good about his revenge on Jack. Jack, however, never came out of his room. All the guardians were worried about Jack.Jack's pony aftermath (Chapter 1) in Humor More Like This
“Aww Come on Mate, you’ve been there for two weeks now! Come out please!” Yelled Bunnymund.
“NO!” Jack yelled back.
“Jack! There’s nothing to be embarrassed about! We all have embarrassing secrets” Said Tooth.
Jack peeked out of his door, which was opened a little bit.
“OH REALLY TOOTH?! TELL ME! WHAT’S MORE EMBARRASSING THAN HAVING SOMEONE TAKE A PICTURE OF YOU PLAYING WITH PONY DOLLS! WHAAAAAT!” Jack yelled exaggeratingly.
Tooth and Bunny looked at each other for second then looked at Jack.
“Um Well” They both said.
“YOU SEE! I TOLD YOU! THERE IS NOTHING MORE EMBARRASSING THAN WHAT HAPPEN TO ME! NO IF YOU’LL EXCUSE ME! I GOING BACK INTO MY ROOM AND NEVER EVER EVER COMING OUT!” He yelled, slamming the door loud.
Jack's pony aftermath (Chapter 2)A/N: sorry it took so long to update this, I was so busy with other fanfics that I barely had time to update this one. EnjoyJack's pony aftermath (Chapter 2) in Humor More Like This
Jack was curled up in a ball, rocking back and forth trying to forget what he did and what had happen to him with the pony dolls.
“Why ?” He said to himself.
“Why did I Go to Pitch’s lair ? Why did I have to go and tell everyone including the fan base about his obsession for ponies just for Pitch to get revenge on me and find me playing with ponies and post on the internet for others including fan base and especially fan girls to see ?! WHY?! WHY?! WHYYYYY?!” He yelled to the ceiling. Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.
“Hey frostbite! Open the door” Commanded Bunny.
“WHY SHOULD I ?! SO YOU COULD ALL MAKE FUN OF ME AND CALL ME PONY LOVER JACK ?! HUH?! IT THAT IT ?!” He yelled back, sobbing.
“What ?! No We would never make fun of you Jack” said North.
“but I Would” added Bunny.
Love at first sight (PitchXReader) chapter 6Love at first sight (PitchXReader) chapter 6 in Romance More Like This
A/N: Finished this last night lol I’m a night owl,yup XD I hope you guys enjoy!
It’s been a year since you and Pitch have been together and now pitch wants to take the relationship to the next level. One night he takes you to the forest for a walk because there was something he wanted to say to you that will change your whole life forever.
"My darling, there is something I want to tell you" he said to you softly.
You smiled at him wondering what he was going to tell you judging by the nervous yet shy look on his face, and it was kind of adorable.
"Yes, what is it?" You asked.
He was blushing adorably like a toddler when he's around some little girl he has a crush on and it was getting even more adorable. He took deep breaths and took your hand while deeply looking into your eyes.
"You know I love you so much right ?" He asked.
You look at him confused then smiled.
"Yes, I know"
"Do you love me ?"
"Yes of course I do"
"What would you say if I said I wanted to spend the re
Rini's Frosty day: Chapter 2Rini's Frosty day: Chapter 2 in Humor More Like This
After they ate the breakfast that Serena's mom left for them. Rini ran upstairs and got dressed fast. She came downstairs with a coat, some gloves, a hat, a scarf, and a pair of boots. Serena smoothed her coat and fixed her hat.
"Alright, now be careful out there and stay where I Can keep an eye on you, okay ?"
"Okay" Said Rini, excited.
Rini slid the door open and ran outside. she spun around in the falling snowflakes and stuck her tongue out to catch them. She fell in the snow and made some snow angels. Serena looked out from the door and smiled. Luna came down stairs and sat on the table with Serena.
"She looks like she's having fun out there" Said Luna, licking herself.
"Oh How I Wish i were a kid again." Serena said, sighing.
"It must of been nice playing outside like that at her age"
Serena laid back in her chair and closed her eyes and remembered her childhood days when she and her friend molly used to make snowmen and have snowball fights. She also remembered that she use
Jack Frost's Awkward QuestionJack Frost's Awkward Question in Humor More Like This
You and Jack have been friends for a while and you've wanted to tell him that you really like him but then he asks you a question that is awkward.
You both took climb on top of a tree and look at the beautiful moon shining.
"Wow, the moon is always looking beautiful every night" Said Jack.
"so are you" you said under your breath.
"What?" Jack raised an eyebrow.
"Uh, yeah the moon is looking beautiful every night" you said blushing.
You have such strong feelings for him and you are so eager to tell him that you are madly in love with him. You take a deep breath and turned to him.
"Hey Jack, I've been meaning to tell you something" you said nervously.
"Hey I've been meaning to ask you about something too"
You cocked your head to the side with confusion. You wonder what kind of question he was gonna ask you, you thought maybe he was gonna ask you to be his girlfriend or something.
"Yeah, what's up ?" You asked smiling.
" I Was flying around and I Was snooping through someone's windows and
Jack's pony aftermath (Chapter 3)A/N: I Hope you really like this chapter. I Hope it really has a "ring" to the story Now "dougie" in Enjoy XDJack's pony aftermath (Chapter 3) in Humor More Like This
The five guardians sat in a circle, looking at who’s going to start first. Unexpectedly, North was the one to speak up.
“I Guess, I will be the one to start” North volunteered shyly.
The four guardians looked at North with creepy smirks on their faces and leaned over to hear his embarrassing secret. North took deep breaths, exhaling in and out once.
“Okay, hear goes. I Was doing something I Shouldn’t be doing and elves and Yetis caught me then laughed at me, record it and try to put on internet” He explained.
The four guardians looked at each other.
“What did you do ?” asked Jack.
“Yeah North! What did you do ? We’re DYING to know!” Said Tooth eagerly.
North’s face started to turn red.
“SPIT IT OUT!” Yelled the four guardians.
“I… I… THEY LAU
Jack's pony aftermath (Chapter 4)A/N: It was hard for me think of an embarrassing for Tooth but Somehow this secret came out of the blue lol I Swear you won't least expect this LOL XD this is a JackXTooth moment in this chapter lol ^_^ Enjoy! :3Jack's pony aftermath (Chapter 4) in Humor More Like This
"Now who's next" Tooth rubbed her hands together deviously while smiling evilly.
Jack got a little creeped out.
"Tooth, Don't do that, it's creepy"
She stopped and she smiled, getting carried away.
"Oh, Sorry" she giggled.
"OKAY! So who's next fess up?" Said Jack, looking at the big four.
Jack looked at Sandy. Sandy jumped a little.
"What about you Sandy ?" the winter spirit asked.
Sandy crossed his arms and shook his head. suddenly, A Loud Fart came out Sandy's behind along with dust coming out. Sandy grimaced in embarrassment, blushing.
"Oi! Sandy! Say excuse me!" Bunny waved his paw trying to fan away the smell. They all held their nose, fanning themselves.
"Well Sandy, looks like your embarrassing moment just happened" he teased.