MatterIt twists and turns and shifts
all around, all around my head.
Flickering dots everywhere
paintings bleeding red.
I blink and then they're gone again,
left staring at the dark.
The void of nothing all around,
the silent central spark.
I start to run away from nothing,
just drowning out my thought
with the pattern of my pounding heart,
the peace that I sought.
But the mission's all for nothing,
it simply cannot be
for the dark and the clouds and the shadow ones-
-they follow me.
Around and around and around it goes,
swimming all through me.
In the silence I can hear-
-I can hear it breath.
Leela To FryYou're an idiot,Leela To Fry in Fan Fiction More Like This
you never think twice,
you never think once!
You're immature and childish,
you can't do anything right,
and you're too slow to realize
any of this yourself.
I hate how you're always trying...
trying to "make" me love you.
I hate your pointy hair
and your stupid grin.
I hate that goddamn jacket,
you never wash the thing.
I hate the way you screw things up,
never sticking to plans.
I hate your stupid ignorance,
why don't you stop trying?
Why do you love me?
I don't like you.
Just stop trying.
It's getting annoying,
Don't you ever give up?
Your effort is futile.
I hate the way you say the wrong thing
at just the wrong time.
I hate the way you look at me,
please, just turn around.
I hate the way you act on impulse,
I can never judge your movement.
Don't try protecting me,
I can look after myself.
Why did you save my life?
I said I'd never "come around".
Stop it already!
I hate the way you never give up,
the way you always love me.
I hate the way you act s
Why I WriteI write for the readers,Why I Write in Free Verse More Like This
The ones who see with their minds.
I write for those who hope,
Those who wish,
Those who wonder.
Sometimes I write for the mad,
The ones who see things differently,
The ones who aren't afraid of the unknown,
The ones who dream by day.
I write for the poets,
I write for myself,
For my insane beliefs,
For my wandering mind,
An outlet for my thoughts.
I write for the singers,
Those who aways hear songs,
Those who can make music with anything,
Those who dance to unheard beats.
I write for the optimists,
Those who see only beauty,
Those who hear only wonderment,
Who feel only hope,
Who seek the brightness.
I write for the pessimists,
Those who see the darkness,
The ones who hear the cries,
Who wish they could hope,
Who cling to the shadows.
I'm stuck in the middle.
I don't write for publishers,
Unless they really hear me,
Unless they see my voice,
Unless they understand.
I write for the minority,
Those who don'
The Mind Of The WriterAlways with a pencil,The Mind Of The Writer in Free Verse More Like This
my eyes keep seeing words
ideas keep on pouring in.
Erase a hole through the paper,
Writer's block my foe,
instruct the pencil
to dance with the pages,
a most creative ballet.
My mind is swirling all the time,
all I can think of is fiction.
Poems string themselves together,
as for stories, the endings come first.
A sentence will pop into my head,
coming from nowhere.
I'll look at a word
and find inspiration.
Shakespeare's a genius.
Forget about Einstein.
Think you know darkness?
Write about fear?
Inspired by Edgar Allen Poe,
one to admire.
But I'm not famous.
I'm not like these writers.
I am unknown,
just a simple dandelion
in a field of yellow.
Don't stand out,
Just one of the others.
But I'm not fading anytime soon,
I'm not going away.
won't blow away with the wind.
I will still be standing.
Among the monarch butterflies
I am the swallowtail.
I'll stand out,
won't go with the flo
Who Dares To Write The Truth?Who dares to write the truth,Who Dares To Write The Truth? in Free Verse More Like This
Who dares to write without fear,
To write what we need to hear
Not what we want to,
Who writes what's real,
What the world really is,
Who dares to criticize
What no one speaks up against,
Who really writes
For the world?
Will you write the truth,
Will you speak up,
Be the rebel,
Ignore the consequences,
Lead the people,
Demand your say,
Your own opinion,
Condemn the drones,
Programed in dull,
The ones with minds like mush,
Fed lies upon lies.
Don't ever trust everyone.
Will you speak up
When called upon,
Are you the brave one,
The only brave one,
The one one who speaks their own mind,
Who's thoughts are their own,
Who fights the drones,
Who leads the vigilantes,
The ones who are able to think,
Will you lead them out of pointless war,
Lead them to stand,
Wind at their backs,
The majority all around.
Will you lead them to stand,
To stand up against
The feeders of lies,
The drones and the cons,
They will claim to
WanderingLost.Wandering in Free Verse More Like This
I'm wandering to find the path,
looking for something I cannot find-
I'm lost and I can't find,
I cannot find my way
in this maze of thought,
I've gone too far down
in the pit that leads to nowhere
in the abyss
of smothered light.
I have gone,
I just can't see
past the sorrow,
past the fear,
in the final dying breath,
the faded light,
the silent song.
I am lost
and I'll never find the light.
Where've you gone?
I cannot see...
I'm too far away.
Not close enough,
not free enough,
I just can't find the way,
the path back to life,
the drifting music's say.
Where are you?
Can you find me?
I am lost.
I am blind.
I've been left behind.
And who would see?
Who would be
concerned for a soul
such as me?
Who would look
for such a mind
lost and tethered
I can't find you anymore,
so far away,
so far away...
and who's to say
if I can be found?
The Artisan KnightHere I am, the gallant knight,The Artisan Knight in Free Verse More Like This
trapped in a room where I cannot fight.
Here I am silent and still,
gazing out the windowsill.
I paint the world outside my cell
dragons and demons fight as well
as the battles raging in my head
the harrowing feeling that I might be dead.
I let my brush sweep the skies,
I build a world full of whys.
Dizzily, I speckle stars
and give new life to planet Mars.
But footsteps break me from my page,
I pace inside the mental cage,
my mind is melting with my brush
its colours dulled, no longer lush.
I hear them calling out my name
but I must paint just one more frame,
dripping down across the sheet,
I let the colour stain my feet.
One with art and art has won,
I'm done, dear god, at last I'm done.
I cannot take the pain much more,
the voice who screams, my mind so sore.
So here I am, the gallant knight,
who has long since lost his final fight.
Here I am, my mind a flood,
painting pretty pictures with blood.
In The Real WorldIn the real worldIn The Real World in Free Verse More Like This
utopia is just a word,
the sky ain't always blue,
death's a thing that's far too true
so get it through your thick head,
eventually, we'll all be dead
and life ain't no paradise.
In the real world;
what looks like jam is likely blood,
lock the gates so it won't flood,
our dreams are where we all escape,
forget the shock that burned the plate,
bite the bullet and don't be late,
we'll all forget our dying date.
In the dream world;
the gates will sparkle like your eyes,
the presents come, a big surprise.
Forget your life, the deep demise,
cut the bow and slash the ties,
I swear the boiling point will rise.
Don't wake up, you will despise.
In the other world;
those skies are falling down and down,
finish the calling or you will drown.
Express yourself, perpetual frown.
Save your breath, await the death,
if all you deem is but a dream
than wake the ache, your bloody heart,
grasp the dagger, throw the dart,
cling to your forbidden art.
So wash the wound
'cause life's got te
AloneI'm stubborn,Alone in Free Verse More Like This
stuck in the clouds,
and dark as hell.
I believe that Heaven is not for me,
because I'd rather come back.
I care about life and think about death
much more than I really should.
I always look up when I'm on the ground
and down when I'm in the sky.
Longing for something that I cannot have,
dreaming of freedom,
though I'll never have it.
I like to howl
on dark moonless nights,
I love my time alone.
I feel like speech is a waste of time
but I'm always trying to be heard.
I know there's no one
to share my thoughts,
no one to sit with in silence
atop my favourite tree.
I'm the only one in the world,
I know I am.
The only one like this.
But I don't care,
I talk to myself
when no one shares my views.
I like to sing
when no one's around,
I love to breathe,
take in the world around.
And no one can steal the night from me.
How I love the moon....
I am alone,
as should be.
I am alone on this Earth,
there is only me.
No one one thinks this
Hidden EyesRebels hide their eyes.Hidden Eyes in Free Verse More Like This
Behind hair, hat or glasses,
rebels hide their eyes.
Why, you ask?
A simple reason,
we're open to freedom,
and shut-out from treason.
We can't see the drones
and their hypnotizing charms.
We can't accept lies,
we'll sound the alarms.
We're blinded to blindness,
stuck in the shadow,
but still free to dream,
we've got our beliefs
and I swear we'll shout out,
always, we'll scream.
Don't dance with the devil
till you've spotted his glare,
gaze into his eyes,
feel the empty stare.
We hide our eyes
so you can't read our minds,
so our thoughts remain hidden,
our limbs out of binds.
We kept the ice cool
in a room full of fire,
we're armed with our voices
and we're raising them higher.
Because life's full of death
and death's full of life,
we're deep, we're depressed,
we're loaded with strife
but the guns are still loaded,
we'll fight for our rights
when the sky's falling down
and there's zero hope left,
we're taking the crown
to save all the rest.
And when the leaders h
Futurama:: Fry to LeelaYou're beautiful,Futurama:: Fry to Leela in Fan Fiction More Like This
You're kind and compassionate,
You always do everything right,
Maybe you don't know this,
But I do.
I love how you always,
Reject me when I tell you 'I love you',
Because that gives me another chance tomorrow,
To tell you 'I love you' again.
I love your long and violet hair,
And the way you smile,
I love your bossiness,
And the way you lead people,
Your boots are great on you,
Or did I already say that yesterday?
Why do I love you?
Because I just do,
Until you say 'I do too',
I'm never going to give up.
Say I'm clingy and desperate,
But that's just my style.
I love how your words always make my day,
I love the way you look at me,
Even out of hatred,
I don't want you to turn around,
Please just put that eye on only me,
Forever and ever.
I'll always rush to protect you,
Because I know deep down,
You need someone,
And I want to be that person.
Do you find me a burden?
Do you want me to stop?
I would but I can't,
I already fell deep and far,
And I don't
Futurama FF:: Just Once More "Fry, you are the most immature person I've ever met!"Futurama FF:: Just Once More in Short Stories More Like This
With those words, Leela stomped angrily out the door of the Planet Express living room, leaving Fry staring dubiously at the floor.
No one could blame him for blowing up another one of the ship's engines. The lazy man in his early thirties just couldn't control a damn ship; and apparently couldn't control his feelings for his captain either. Leela was no ordinary woman; though she only has one eye Fry thought that she was beautiful the way she is, but never once did she take him seriously. More than seven years of chasing after her, and she never turned her head toward him even once. Yet through all those times he never gave up, even though he probably knew that his one-sided love would end up in failure.
Of course, that had just hit him on the head like a dart. One-sided love. If only she'd let him show her that
Futurama FF:: Persuaded The moment Leela woke up, she immediately realized that it wasn't going to be a regular daynot that "regular" and "normal" was even part of her dictionary anymore since she started working with these crazy co-workers at Planet Express Delivering Company. Having fired from her previous job at the Cryogenics lab, she really didn't have much choice or did she? Nah, probably not.Futurama FF:: Persuaded in Fan Fiction More Like This
She liked to start her day off with a warm cup of morning coffee. As the captain of the ship, her duty was to also maintain the condition of both the ship and crew. Which included Bender, the-good-for-nothing-robot-with-a-kick-ass-attitude who likes to drink and party all day, and him.
A loud crash snapped her out of her thoughts as she quickly ran to the ship's room to find the Planet Express ship crashing down onto the ship's deck. She immediately knew who was behind this; and that was probably the reason
I'll Love You Even In DeathHer hand tightens on mineI'll Love You Even In Death in Free Verse More Like This
As I kiss her into the bed.
Her mouth is parted,
Inviting me in.
She's never acted this way before.
Always alone, always sulking.
But now she's opened up
She's shown me her scars, her tears.
I lick her neck right under the chin
She squirms under me, sighing for more.
But I don't.
Laying down besides her,
I kiss her on the head.
She may pout in protest,
But I just pull her closer.
Until she's wrapped in my arms.
She fits me, like a puzzle piece.
I'm not ever letting her go,
Not even if she dies.
Afraid of Being UglyYou hide your face from othersAfraid of Being Ugly in Free Verse More Like This
Behind a curtain of hair.
You're afraid they'll call you ugly,
That they'll stare and laugh.
But there's nothing wrong with you,
Nothing at all.
I Want To, But I Can'tI want to believe youI Want To, But I Can't in Free Verse More Like This
When you say you'll always be there.
I want to trust you
When you say that you'll be back.
I want to know
That I can leave my heart with you.
But I can't.
You've broken it once,
And I don't believe in second chances.
Tears of BloodTears of bloodTears of Blood in Free Verse More Like This
Stream down my face.
I try to hide them
But they spread
Like a plague.
The pain is showing
All over my body.
The redness of blood,
Like a poisoned apple,
Has stained my skin.
My nails are caked
With the forgotten tears
Of those from the past
When I still cried
These tears of blood.
The red sinks into my hair,
Dying it the color of death.
I cannot escape it.
It is always there
Like a drunken tattoo.
Make these stop
I'm drowning in blood
The red sea is up to my chin
If I let out a scream,
I will drown and cease to exist.
Maybe that's the best.
TheKeyToTheLockOnMyHeartI never thought I could feel this wayTheKeyToTheLockOnMyHeart in Free Verse More Like This
But the taste of you on my lips
Drives me insane.
Your smell is like a drug
That intoxicates me when
You hold me in your arms.
Your breath is warm on my ice cold skin
When you run your lips over my body,
Caressing me with your tongue.
When your hands run through my hair
You brush away all my worries and leave me
With just you, you, you.
I want more of you, not just this
But I'm afraid of what may happen
I'm afraid you'll leave me behind.
But I love you so much
From your smiles to your tears
So here's the key to the lock on my heart.
I love you,
I love you,
I love you, dear.
Why Is Your Heart So Weak?I held you in my armsWhy Is Your Heart So Weak? in Free Verse More Like This
As your breathing
Began to wane.
Trying not to let
The tears fall.
I always loved listening
To the beat of your heart,
That muscle in your chest.
It always sounded so strong.
So tell me please,
Why is reality so wrong?
Why is it that your heart
Now sounds so weak?
I'm Not the SameI used to laugh openly,I'm Not the Same in Free Verse More Like This
I used to cry in someone's arms,
I used to smile at jokes,
I used to love people,
I used to care,
I used to be human,
But I'm not the same as I was, then.
I Thought You Loved MeI thought you loved me,I Thought You Loved Me in Free Verse More Like This
I thought you cared.
But when you kiss me,
You bite me.
When you hold me,
You bruise me.
When you clasp my hand,
You break bones.
When you touch me,
You slap me.
I thought you loved me,
I thought you cared.
I Wonder If You'll ComeI wait on the cornerI Wonder If You'll Come in Free Verse More Like This
In the pouring rain.
My hair is drenched,
My clothes are soaked.
But I continue to wait.
You said you'd be here
But that was an hour ago.
But I continue to wait.
I wonder if you'll ever come.
A Lover's Dance Into The NightYou take my hand in yoursA Lover's Dance Into The Night in Free Verse More Like This
And we waltz around the room
Like a starstruck couple
At our wedding reception.
You hold me to your chest
And kiss me on the head,
Smile into my hair
And whisper that you love me.
We dance into the night
Without a care in the world.
It's just us two hand in hand,
Our heartbeats one.
You twirl me and I feel like I'm in heaven.
I lose sight of you for one second
And when I stop you're gone.
You left me and never came back.
Falling In Love...Boy:Falling In Love... in Free Verse More Like This
I Think I'm Falling For You....
Then Let Yourself Fall,
Because I'm Already At The Bottom,
Just Waiting For You...
You're My Fantasies....You're AlwaysYou're My Fantasies.... in Free Verse More Like This
There For Me,
In A Velvet
And Makes It
Skip A Beat.
Is So Beautiful,
That The Moment
I Open My Eyes
You're My Fantasies
That Come TO Reality...
Old Book's New Pages...A NewOld Book's New Pages... in Free Verse More Like This
Like A New
An Old Book,
A New One.
In The Same
I'll Be There...I'll AlwaysI'll Be There... in Free Verse More Like This
Want To Talk.
Lead Me Into The Light...When ILead Me Into The Light... in Free Verse More Like This
Look At You,
Out My Name
And I lose
That Is The
Of My Life,
By My Side...
Broken, Lost, And Alone...Used To Be So RightBroken, Lost, And Alone... in Free Verse More Like This
But It Went So Wrong.
Had You By My Side,
Heart Glowing Bright,
Love Growing Wide.
Until I Lost It All,
Having You Far From Gone.
Broken Hearts Here And There,
Shattered Like Mirrors And Glass.
I Broke Your Heart,
Leaving You Behind
With No Choice,
And You Broke My Heart
It's like...It's LikeIt's like... in Free Verse More Like This
I have a
But they just
A bird in
To fly away
Forever there is
Way I feel
Much I love you
Put me through.
My heart won't
Let You go...
EscapeI'm trying to escape,Escape in Free Verse More Like This
trying to get away,
trying to ignore what they do,
forget about what they say.
No move I ever make,
can ever be one right,
every simple thing I say,
always starts a fight.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
the way I'm supposed to be,
the thing is your slowly killing me,
why can't you see?
I'd really like to run away,
where someone would understand,
to someone who could see my pain,
and gently take my hand.
FlawedInsecurities.Flawed in Free Verse More Like This
Screaming at me,
clawing at every inch
of my body.
That little voice inside my head
sounding strangely like my own,
tearing me down,
from the inside.
Each hate-filled blow,
hits harder than the last.
Each self-inflicted cut,
hidden in shame,
nonexistent to the piercing eyes of others,
visible only in that lonely mirror reflection.
little dotted lines drawn
over every flawed bit of me.
Not pretty enough,
There is not a perfect inch
within my being.
Why can't I be beautiful?
'Best Friend'You left me here,'Best Friend' in Free Verse More Like This
alone in the cold.
I can almost see the wind blow.
It brings back memories,
memories of you.
The way you used to smile,
you know, back we were two.
three musketeers minus one, "best friends".
The warth of your hug,
and those silly jokes you told,
while trying to cheer me up, force one smile out of me.
I opened up to you, telling you everything.
& now thinking back I realize...
you told me nothing.
Nothing worth knowing, anyway.
Whatever happened? Did you just get bored?
I'm not always cheery, not always interesting,
but I thought best friends was more than that.
Maybe I was too eager,
eager to believe I finally had someone,
some to call my best friend.
you were the closest to it,
almost the closest I'd ever had.
now you're just every other "friend" in the hallway.
I ChangedTrying to cover the tears, trying not to show my fears.I Changed in Free Verse More Like This
Why do I keep it all inside? My pain getting harder to hide.
I used to be cheery, it used to be real.
But now it's different, and they're making some big deal.
Saying "Why are you so sad?" and "You look depressed."
Can't you just leave me alone, let it rest?
So maybe I've changed...what's that got to do with you?
Just because I've changed? Well maybe you have too.
Can't Help Loving YouI really cannot help it,Can't Help Loving You in Free Verse More Like This
It says so in my heart,
I really cannot help it,
Though I didn't feel so at the start.
But now we're closer and I realize,
I'm lucky to have you,
All the things you say to me,
The sweetest things you do.
You cheer me up,
When I am down,
You make me smile,
When I frown.
You may not ever realize,
My feelings deep and true,
You may not ever notice,
I can't help loving you.
I'll never stop loving you, there's no way I could.
Silent Killer.silent.Silent Killer. in Free Verse More Like This
One Last GoodbyeWriting one last letter, saying one last good-bye,One Last Goodbye in Free Verse More Like This
My blood falling to the floor, as if coming from the sky.
"You told me that you love me, but we could never be,
I cannot live without you, so I'm doing this you see."
"If we cannot be together, then I don't want to live,
I've got nothing left at all, nothing left to give."
I close the envelope softly, seal it wish a kiss,
Turn to look the other way, and wait for my dismiss.
MisunderstandingPitter Patter, goes the rain.Misunderstanding in Free Verse More Like This
Her cry, filled with pain.
Where is he?
Where did he go?
Didn't I see him? Just a minute ago?
He was here, and now he's gone.
And now a thought begins to dawn....
He's left her, he's moved on.
She loved him, he loved her too.
Or so she thought, and in her mind, a plan begins to brew.
She'll get back at him, oh yes!
She will, she'll make him pay.
She'll even kill.
He took her heart.
She took her life.
And now that man has lost his wife.
He didn't leave her, he hadn't moved on.
He was too late....and now she's gone.
Pitter Patter goes the rain.
And now his cry is filled with pain.
Moving OnWhy don't I want to leave, yet I do?Moving On in Free Verse More Like This
Is it because I won't see you?
Will I miss this okay place?
Or will I miss your smiling face?
Will I miss the people here?
Or is it you I hold so dear?
Will I miss the past behind?
Or is it you stuck in my mind?
Will I miss the sky so blue?
Or dear friend will I miss you?
Oh, Beautiful Girlher beauty,Oh, Beautiful Girl in Free Verse More Like This
shines as bright as a star.
glows palely in the moonlight.
burns radiant in the sunshine.
soft and sensual, like a mother's touch.
big and green, pretty like money.
the key to her heart, mind, and soul.
as smooth as cocoa butter.
juicy as a ripe red apple.
longing to feel a lover's kiss.
cold like a winter frost.
lonely like a high school geek.
cracked like a broken record.
deep like the ocean blue.
sharp like a razorblade.
wandering like a lost soul.
petite like a china doll.
her skin a milky white.
warm to the touch, like fire.
torn like a ripped piece of paper.
heavy, weighing her down like a sin.
free like a wild spirit.
can't you see why I love her?
Just a Stupid PoetI am just a stupid poet.Just a Stupid Poet in Free Verse More Like This
I weave fairy tales into cracked sidewalks and throw pennies into puddles hoping my wish will come true.
I am just a stupid poet.
I'm hopelessly romantic even though I profess that love is ignorance and that I want no part of it.
I am just a stupid poet.
I speak eloquently and use big words in hopes that you won't see the hurt buried deep behind my eyes.
I am just a stupid poet.
I'm awkward and shy, and I don't really know all the right words to say even if I pretend that I know everything.
I am just a stupid poet.
I dance barefoot in the rain and look towards the sky searching every cloud for a rainbow.
I am just a stupid poet,
And I can't
I love....I love when you kiss my forehead or the top of my head.I love.... in Free Verse More Like This
I love when my bangs fall into my eyes and you brush them back.
I love when you call me baby.
I love when you tell me I'm blushing when I already know.
I love when you kiss ever so gently along my neck then biting just hard enough to mix pleasure with pain.
I love when you pull my hair.
I love when you wrap me in your arms and refuse to let go.
I love when you make me beg for you.
I love when you make me make eye contact with you when we have an argument.
I love when you brush your fingers across my cheeks ever so softly.
I love when you run your fingertips across my neck or over the tops of my breasts.
I love how you can always tell when something's wrong and you force me to tell you.
I love when you get jealous about some guy who means nothing to me.
I love when you kiss the tip of my nose.
I love you the most out of all these things.
Broken insideI wish you could see what you have done to her.Broken inside in Free Verse More Like This
See her tears.
I wish you could feel the pain for each tear that slips down her face.
I wish you could feel pain for every nightmare that has invaded her brain at night.
I wish you could feel pain for every guy she starts to like, but is afraid because of what you did to her.
I wish you could see how much you have hurt me.
I wish you could feel pain for every tear I have cried because I missed you so much.
I wish you could feel the pain for every cut I drew onto my once clean, pale arms. Now decorated with pink and red
breathless.I have S t u m b l e d.breathless. in Free Verse More Like This
T r i p p e d.
F a l l e n. So far in love with you, I will never find my way back.
I C h e r i s h.
A d o r e.
A d m i r e. every detail about you. Every flaw and mistake will never make me think differently about you.
I C r a v e.
L o n g .
A c h e . for your touch. A simple car
Perfect VelvetSeeing your naked body beside me sends shivers racing up my spine. Your body is perfect. The skin underneath my fingertips is velvet. Smooth, perfect velvet.Perfect Velvet in Free Verse More Like This
I would explore every inch of your body with my eyes and fingers daily if I could. Gliding my palms over your sides and my fingers dancing over your rib cage, my fingers only shaking slightly. Pressing my lips against your shoulder and down your back. God how I love your back. Especially when Goosebumps spring over your flesh.
I love it when you pull me tight against your chest and you brush your over my neck and nibbling ever so softly on my back. Doing that always causes goosebumps to erupt over my body and my head to fall back against you.
I love feeling your strong arms wrapped around my waist, keeping me warm and keeping me safe. Pressing your lips against my ear close enough so you can whisper the words only I can hear.
I love you.
And that's when the tears form and drip down my face.
My voice not used to saying thos
UntitledI want to spend my life with you.Untitled in Free Verse More Like This
No matter what.
They may be good or bad days, but I want to spend them with you.
I look forward to the day you propose to me.
I pray for the day I stand under the stars with you as we exchange our wedding vows.
I crave for the day that I hold your baby in my stomach.
I long for the day you and I decorate our baby's nursery.
MirrorWho's that girl in that dusty, cracked mirror?Mirror in Free Verse More Like This
With the tangled golden hair. Once so soft and silky. That he loved to run his fingers through to calm her.
With the lifeless eyes so filled with pain and regret, and always look as though tears are going to slip down her cheeks. Once so warm and bright and filled with love and desire.
With the blotchy red cheeks so used to being run down by tears. Once so used to being stretched from her dazzling smile.
With the cracked and swollen lips so dry and used to being bitten in a never ending battle to stop the tears. Once so soft and always pulled into a slightly crooked smile.
She's broken the girl we once knew. She's gone. Has been for much too long. Tore her family apart with the cuttin
Ugly.I have never blamed him for not loving me.Ugly. in Free Verse More Like This
My cut up arms and legs.
I hate having him see my arms even though it is my own fault. I just wanted to see if he cared enough to ask what was wrong.
He just told me to stop doing it because it's ugly. He thinks I have, but I haven't. They are still there. Beneath the
Like_LoveYou like herLike_Love in Free Verse More Like This
You love me
She treats you how you should be treated
I try my hardest to treat you well.
She always seems to fix your problems
All I do is cry and beg you not to hurt yourself again.
I'm the one who has broken your heart again and again
She's the one who has picked up all the shattered pieces and put them back together.
The scars that decorate your wrists are because of me.
She`s the one who helped you stop.
You like her
Broken Heart.I miss you. I miss you so much it kills me knowing you have moved on.Broken Heart. in Free Verse More Like This
You were mine. I loved you. I love you still. I always have. I always will.
I'm sorry for lying to you. For breaking your heart and for breaking your trust towards me.
Please I want you back. No I need you back. You were my air. My sky. My sun. My moon. You were my everything!
I'm still crying over everything because everything fucking reminds me of you.Simply looking at th tiles on my bedroom ceiling because I remember when you stayed the night in my room. I couldn't sleep because my heart wouldn't slow its pace. How you had me snuggled against your chest chasing the nightmares away and gently running your fingers through my hair. How we got away with it and my mom never found out.
Every time I look back at pages and pages og poems I wrote for you. just for you. I put them in a scrapbook. Remember that? You wouldn't give it back because you said it belonged to you.
But the thing I don't get is, I wanted my heart bac
Please.I miss the way you whisper my name against my hair.Please. in Free Verse More Like This
I miss the way you tilt my face up and kiss me until I'm breathless.
I miss the way a simple touch from you makes my heart race out of control.
I miss the way your hands stroke my arms or your fingers brush gently against my cheek.
I miss the way you hold me tight, but gentle enough to know how easily you could break me.
I miss the way you tell me you love me.
I miss you.
I love you.
I need you.