"Sam you could have-!" The look in her eyes cut me off. It seared into my mind.. She gave me this look like she didn't even trust me like I had done something so wrong to her she couldn't even give me straight look without wanting to kill me. I had just saved her again. Again. I didn't mind she was my only family...the only thing I had left but she looked betrayed that I had saved her.
"Tell you? Really?" She scoffed loudly at me. "Tell you what 'hey Lara I think I might have gotten a couple of Himiko's power oh and by the way everytime I use them it nearly kills me or drains.' sure I should have." She turned her head away from me refusing to look at me. Maybe she felt like she didn't have any choice or maybe she just thought that it would keep me safe to not tell me but god I just wished she would have told me. If it was killing her then it was most certainly killing me and then some. I swore..I swear to keep her safe but I don't feel like I can if she can't trust me or doesn't tell me anything. "because you would have stayed then wouldn't you have? You'd have stayed and not ran off away from me. Especially if I had-" She stopped and I could feel it in my arms that she was getting upset by the light shaking and she was weak. She twisted her ankle and there was no way I was going to put her down. Especially not when she's finally in them, my arms.
"Sam. This wasn't-" I gave an angry look but not at her. At myself for not realizing it. It hadn't been very long since Yamtai and it just clicked so much and I felt so stupid. She needed me. SHE needed ME and I wasn't there. Things had moved so quickly she hadn't had enough time to digest it all and when she finally begun to I ran off to chase answers. What could I say? What exactly could I say? The truth maybe? I'd do it anyways. "Sam there where so many things I didn't understand. A World open to us both and I didn't- I wanted to explore it for both of us so you wouldn't get hurt. I guess I did do more damage then I realized I could do-"
"You think?" I couldn't really blame her for sounding as mad at me as she did. Could you? If your best friend just up and left you when you needed her the most? My heart ached for her. She did follow me and I kept her safe but she had to force me to let her. I never let her go into danger zones if I could help it...thinking about it I kind of held her back and I felt so guilty about that god forsaken island that I tried not to touch her because I was scared for god sakes. "Lara there's-"
"Sam. I'm sorry." She was my opposite but she was my perfect half in so many ways. "Sam just- let's talk about this when we get out of this place? I'm so sorry for everything." What can I say? Feels like I just kept hurting her for bloody hell sakes. How about I love you? Later. Tell her that defintely later after your out of here so she doesn'ttake it the wrong way.
What can I say by Dead By April lyrics
I tried to be all that you need
tried not ever let you down still I can see it in your eyes Not good enough
(This time I believed that I really could change) (I gave it all) (This time you really had my everything) (I guess I was wrong) I guess I was wrong
What can I say, What can I do This is who I am and I am hurting you What can I say, what can I do No matter how strong my feelings are I always end up hurting you
I always end up hurting you I'm hurting you
I tried hard only to be him You've always wanted in life Still I just bring you misery (What can I do)
(This time I believed in you, in me) (When I gave it all) (This time I could see it all perfectly,) (I guess I was wrong) I guess I was wrong
What can I say, what can I do This is who I am and I am hurting you What can I say, what can I do No matter how strong my feelings are I always end up hurting you I always end up hurting you
Without you I am crying With you I am just hurting you
Without you I am dying With you I am tearing your heart
(Without you I am crying) (Without you I am dying)
What can I say, What can I do This is who I am and I'm hurting you What can I say, what can I do No matter how strong my feelings are I always end up hurting you I always end up hurting you I always end up hurting you
Okay maybe I could have done better but it's not bad I don't think. I haven't done a Sam x Lara render in so long I had to do one. I just had to and I got inspiration a couple days ago so I did this. I retexured Sam's clothes so she wouldn't look so out of place next to Lara I hope you guys like it! Enjoy! I just love this couple!
Sam by ?? Lara by :iconarmachamcorp: Corroridor by
"It's beyond impossible to tell you how I feel that someone I love is died because of me. I feel so retreated within myself, I feel like I could have done something or be less stupid but I can't. I feel so far from home. I can't even talk I can't think..what have I done?" was all Lara could think as Sam tried to snap her out of her current state to bring her back to reality.
"Rebbecca. You can't help her right now we have to help him or he could die." Heather told Rebecca handing her a can of first aid spray.
"I know..." Rebecca turned back around to the dying man. "First aid spray?" Rebecca took it but didn't understand what just happened and why at night. They dragged him inside a few seconds ago...but his survival rate was very low.
"It's all I could find. Nothing else.." Heather felt bad she couldn't help anymore and the two girls where struggling even more but they had to pull through, after all she and Rebecca did at younger ages.
"Lara..." Sam knew Lara looked to far gone Lara was almost traumatized at the sight and they had seen worse..
Dedicated to for giving me the idea I mean she literally told me a scene and I just tried to make it. I had no inspiration and Ygure gave me like...three or two scenes and I chose one of them. And she gave me the abandoned house. Thank you very very much Mhrunin!
yup. It took me so damn long because I forgot how to use regular blender I have been using cycles so long I literally didn't remember how I had to resort to a tutorial. the lighting color I tried to make it like...a...not really a moonlight I guess a little bit like that and maybe a street lamp. I am taking a break from cycles for a bit. ___________________
MADE IN Xna Lara Blender Photoshop CS6
Lara and Roth by sticklove (I think both are by them are) Sam by RoxasKennedy Heather by Lady-jill-valentine Rebecca by me House by ??
This is my new render, a tribute to Conrad Roth, Angus Grimaldi (Grim) and Alex weiss from tomb raider 2013 xnalara + 3dmax (Vray) + Photoshop If you like my work you can see my W.i.ps Here: www.facebook.com/doppelzgz Hope you like!