Cracked BlissIt started so strange but I got used to itCracked Bliss in Free Verse More Like This
I was swayed by the patterns & got involved
It was a trap, a rail to danger but I ignored
How could I be careless & fall to false hopes?
If deceived by the look, I just cannot tell
Too blind folded to realize I set it all by myself
How can someone trust through words of cushions
I wish I never look nor care on all the distortions
It's a crime to seek the good in all else's eyes
Because If you fail, It will all lead to suicide
I was amazed by the trick that dropped all my merit
Damn it all to innocence, Damn, it was nonsense
I feel like my chest is supporting a hollow block
An infarction I availed from all the inane lies
Something inside crawls and feast on my insides
Will it ever go away? I just want to forget and hide.
My heart's maybe too effortless, so how could you?
When I'm too high to fall and break like a plane crash
Maybe here's the reason why some people never trusts
Wanting to be preserved whole just not to fade in dust.
Infected with DeceptionThere's something creeping up on me,Infected with Deception in Free Verse More Like This
Pulling me out of the darkness I've grown accustomed to,
Forcibly tearing apart the shell that has been created,
Smashing the bits, rendering reconstruction impossible,
I'm blinded as the first crack lets in bits of sunlight,
Unable to handle the emotion that has been null for so long,
Furthermore, the emotion that thoroughly ruined what stability I had left.
The pianists play their sad tunes as the sun rises again,
Melodic music I've never heard so clear before, due to the thick encasement,
As the tune grows louder, the crack grows larger, pouring in stronger rays of light,
Again, I'm blinded, unable to comprehend not only the beauty of the tune,
But now the immaculate sky, pure white clouds gently passing by.
Soon after the pianist's song ends, another song begins,
This song stranger than the last, only soft chirping noises to be heard,
The song, barely audible, seemed to continue forever,
My only wish was to hear the song louder, and it was grant