Do Yado you want to knowDo Ya in Free Verse More Like This
know whats going on
do you want to know
know whats caving in
do ya do ya
do ya want to
know whats happening today
do do do da do
i dont know how to describe it
i dont know how to tell you
but things happen for a reason
for the good and the bad
but if you put your trust in Jesus
he will make all things happen for the good
even if you don't think its good...
Feel It In Your HeartYou got to feel it in your heartFeel It In Your Heart in Free Verse More Like This
cause when it comes from the heart it means more
it means alot
it means you really care
you got to speak the truth from the heart
cause if you dont do it from the heart
you dont seem to care
you just want the world to think you care
when you really dont
so speak from the heart
really mean it
and change can happen
when you feel it in your heart...
Like a MirrorI am like a mirrorLike a Mirror in Free Verse More Like This
shattered into a million pieces
all over the place
hard to find them
but step by step
and piece by piece
I find them
along the way
some fit and some dont
and God is my maker
who puts them together
and holds them for me
I am like a mirror!
Like a RainbowLike a RainbowLike a Rainbow in Free Verse More Like This
Everyone has their unique style
What makes them them
Show off your RAINBOW!
I Don't KnowI dont know where to goI Don't Know in Free Verse More Like This
what to say
what to do
is it love
or is it hate
is it true
or is it fake
I dont know
all I know
is I have mixed feelings
emotions that are out of controll
I dont know what to do
what to say
or where to go
I am Confused!
The RoadGoing up and down the roadThe Road in Free Verse More Like This
Have to make a choice
Do I go left
or do I go right
I don't know
Too many choices
Too many desicions
My head is spinning all around
I don't know what to do
Where to go
What road to take...
PoetryPoetryPoetry in Free Verse More Like This
Is a way of expressing myself
Showing who I am
When its hard
to say to someone
When I just
Write my thoughts
and let them flow
Its were I can be myself
Be who I am
With out people screaming at me
or telling me I am wrong
Its a way of showing
The world who I am
And what I believe
And thats what I love
It makes my mind go free on paper...
HandsHandsHands in Free Verse More Like This
If you need a hand
I will be there
I will never let you go
You can hold on
And hold on as tight
As you need
Cause I will never let you go
SomedaySomedaySomeday in Free Verse More Like This
My prince will come
To wake me up
And show me
Show me what
True love is
Until that day
I am going to wait
For my prince
And wake me up
And show me
What True love
is really about...
The UrgeIt's not your fault,The Urge in Concrete Poetry More Like This
You did nothing wrong,
I've been holding it in
For who knows how long.
It's happened again,
I don't want to hurt you,
I can't help the urge,
There's nothing you can do.
LifelessMy world is a dark foest,Lifeless in Free Verse More Like This
Surrounded with decaying grey trees
With thorns the size of knives,
Branches like claws reaching for my confidence,
Tearing it apart as if it were newspaper,
Shredding every last morsel
Before moving on to my self-conscious.
And then my dignity.
And then my strength.
And then my soul.
Until all that is left is a dead, lifeless body,
Feeling pain with every breath taken.
Fiery JealousyI know the way she looked at you,Fiery Jealousy in Emotional More Like This
Just for that split second
When her eyes met yours
Those innocent little green emeralds sparkled
Brighter than the brightest star imaginable,
Her face lighting up like a brand new light bulb,
Faint roses blooming upon her cheeks
As her lips curled into a smile.
And then her gaze turned towards me,
Those innocent green eyes morphing,
First confused, then raging with fiery jealousy,
The flames growing as she greeted me with a forced smile,
The light bulb grew dimmer and dimmer as the moments passed,
The roses wilting and turning grey,
The smile was gone, replaced by a forceful grin
As she realized that I was your girlfriend.
Scars-Chapter 1Chapter 1Scars-Chapter 1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
She sat at her desk, staring blankly at the test in front of her, and wondering what the hell any of this crap meant. As she tapped her pencil on the desk, she wished she had studied the night before, or even read the textbook.
This is why I'm failing science, She thought to herself.
Well, technically it was a C+, but in her family, anything below a B is failing.
She pounded on her forehead with her fist, trying to jog her memory. What is it? What was on the board that day in class when Mrs. June was talking?
Then it came to her, as if she got struck by lightning. She scrambled to get it on the test before she forgot...
The pencil fell on the floor. She bent down to grab it, aware that her chair squeaked the loudest at the slightest movement. She didn't care, she just needed the pencil. She grabbed it, then sat up and faced her test once more. Her pencil almost hit the paper when she suddenly stopped. She paused.
What was I writing again? she asked herself.
MiseryDarkness,Misery in Free Verse More Like This
The cloak that I fear the most,
Sheltering nasty voices of the future
Forcing me to listen to moans and cries of the past
As I wait.
Waiting for a sign,
Waiting for something I cannot name,
So I can escape this misery.
The one thing destroying me,
Eating my insides without a care in the world,
Chewing on my sanity,
As I wait.
Waiting for a sign,
Waiting for something I cannot name,
So I can escape this misery.
Inflicting itself in any way imaginable,
Drawing blood with each tear shed,
Fighting the urge to scream for it to stop
As I wait.
Waiting for a sign,
Waiting for something I cannot name,
So I can escape this misery.
The space in between life and death,
The hollowness in my heart when you're away,
I do my best to keep you in my memory and in my heart
As I wait.
Waiting for a sign,
Waiting for something I cannot name,
So I can escape this misery.
The light that takes place of the darkness,
The sweet birds' music stabbing the silence in t
Without YouWhen I am with you,Without You in Free Verse More Like This
I feel complete,
I feel free,
I never want to release your hand,
I never want to push away your embrace,
I never want to pull my lips from yours,
I never want to let you go.
But we both know
Some point in time
We must look into each other's eyes one last time
Before we part.
You assure me that we will meet another time,
But while you're gone,
And my soul
Yearn for you.
I need you,
Because without you,
I am empty.
I am nothing.
RejectionRejection in Free Verse More Like This
I can scream all I want,
But I know nobody will hear me;
I can do anything I want,
But I know nobody will see me;
I can bleed 'till I die,
But I know nobody will notice;
It seems I can no nothing
But sit here by myself
As I watch everyone else
Laughing and talking with their friends--
Friend that I could have
If I wasn't this ugly soul.
Love is an UnderstatementYou ask me why I fell in love with you?Love is an Understatement in Free Verse More Like This
Well surely, dear, you should know:
To say "I love you" is an understatement;
There is nothing in this universe that can describe these feelings for you
Adjectives are too weak,
Statements are too delicate,
And actions are usually lost and forgotten.
So take my hand, dear,
Hold me close,
And never let me go,
For even though we may not see the end of tomorrow,
At least we have each other now.
Random Exerpt Thingie (Beach)Seven forty-five. She had been waiting for over ten minutes, and he still wasn't there.Random Exerpt Thingie (Beach) in Settings More Like This
The sun was setting along the horizon, creating a orange-pink sky against the crashing waves of the ocean. A chilling wind blew, knocking her over onto the sand. She laid there for a moment, wondering why she didn't wear her sweater when spring was just beginning to blossom, and why she ever trusted him to show up in the first place.
He stood me up.
She rose to her feet, brushing sand off of her blue sundress. She looked up slightly and stopped, her eyes fixed on the shadow beside hers. She immediately recognized the figure, letting out a sigh of disgust.
"You're late." She growled.
"I know. I'm sorry."
She remained in her place, facing the water away from him.
"You could've called," She forced herself to say strongly, struggling to keep from a shaky voice.
She heard rustling from behind her, and before long she felt his warm breath on her neck.
"I'm here now, aren't I?"
WaitingI cannot wait any longer,Waiting in Free Verse More Like This
It is too much to bear,
If i go another second
Without seeing you
I'm going to explode.
A day without you
Is a lifetime
In a world where time has stopped,
Colors have faded,
And everything is anything but joyful.
Save me from this place,
And let me see you,
Talk to you,
Hear your voice--
Take me somewhere
We can be alone
So we can just be together.
Talking about forgetting,
Forgetting about life,
Living within each other,
As we are in each other's arms.
DissonanceHallucinogenicDissonance in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
My head boils with the fever of a dream
Pain shoots through my confines and I scream
Thunder's waves crash against my boundless vision
My Window melts beneath the bars of a timeless prison
My frame sinks into the wall to selfishly brace its itch
Crimson crawls the wood that is my skin burning it to pitch
Everything falls beneath shadow and temperamental storm
This whole affair leaves me nothing but stricken and torn
King's TestamentPeople disdain me for my actionKing's Testament in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Preferring instead that it had less punctuation
I treated it with a twinge of bravery
Yet that's not what counts with results unsavory
My activities incurred my own death
A lie to say that it wasn't my bed nor my last breath
All I wanted was to embrace my last test
Yet others seem to think my decision was pressed
The public opinion is that I chose my fate
Desiring to die under my own faculty and debate
They knew I didn't deserve a requiem
Yet the mislead pushed what I did as carpe diem
Drawing fame was where my ends were to meet
Extinguished hope yearning to be saved from ground's retreat
Her Sober ReflectionsSome might say I live in a day dream,Her Sober Reflections in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
My hair shining under sun's glare.
Actually my mind is yearning for ice cream,
My day tarnished by your obnoxious dare.
If it were to conclude I really wouldn't mind,
Your face is one I no longer wish to see.
The sadistic joy you get from putting me in this bind,
Your acidic cologone drifting into air from beneath my tree.
The sky reminds me of what impact you've had,
Our troubles clouding the sun out for all.
Now that everything's definitely gone quite bad,
Our hopes lie in the wind as it blows against my shawl.
In other words it seems there's nothing to say,
My hopes ignited and flickering beneath drizzling rain.
Hands clutch to my skirt in brace for wind's chaotic play,
I no longer shine: flirting along the nape of my neck, my mane.
The world has fallen under your tyranny,
I guess it's time to leave, to let this be.
Plowing through wind I'm devoted to leave you again,
I declare this day as over: I'm no longer waiting underneath thi
Instant PersonificationA moment passes by imperceptible;Instant Personification in Free Verse More Like This
Releasing its existence, its last breath.
As long as it has lived;
It has been, until this instant, until its death.
It knows its life is up;
There's no time for such fretting, only for dreading.
The time becomes fleeting;
Another, some might say, would take its stead.
And it too will fall into an abyss;
Its meaning fulfilled, its path complete.
In its age it'll be swallowed by ecstasy;
But in the end, it'll achieve naught, the same defeat.
The Girl: My Anguish, My AtonementI desire heaven, the girl sworeThe Girl: My Anguish, My Atonement in Free Verse More Like This
The guilt of seven, my friends are such a chore
A chance to be left in, the girl went out the door
Leaving where she's been, I desperately need to soar
Goosebumps lie on my skin, she's covered in gore
The fault's all her twin's, Lynn doesn't even care
She taints me in sin, the girl doesn't have a prayer
There's no way for this to be spun, I must have the heart to bear
Building's stone glistens in the sun, the girl's hair drips upon the stair
She spins on her heel and runs, I'm done with this, I swear.
Life's TrialsIgnorance is blissLife's Trials in Free Verse More Like This
What else can be done with this.
Time in trade for treasure
There is no other capable measure.
Expectations held so high
In hopes of siezing their moment in the sky.
Broad ocean to swim among
Riding nothing but a plank of swollen wood that leaves me hung.
What else is there when joy is amiss
Drifting away too wet to fly and with treasures sinking my bliss.
Light filters through tears
Ice freezing over and trapping bubbles of my fears.
Escape into the depths of sea
Diving until all is dark and my mind becomes free.
Dreams of another day
For there is no end to today other than this way.
For FriendsTo warmFor Friends in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
And to melt their
Mind, is not only for
Those of close desire
Pathless RaceYou have one second, right now, to decide the meaning of every word I have to say.Pathless Race in Short Stories More Like This
No, of course not.
My meaning must be explained, conveyed, so that you may interpret it.
In so doing, it becomes corrupt.
You may 'interpret' it as something different than intended.
So where does that leave us?
Hopelessly lost with a touch of elusive ignorance.
My words mean nothing.
I have no chance to elaborate and explain.
I'll move along to the point, then.
There isn't one.
See how simple this is?
You can't misunderstand me.
There is not the stress of placing every last word in its assigned seat.
You're still entertained.
Ah... But is not having a point, a point?
That's not for me to say.
However, there is one last thing.
This an absent story, one without direction.
There be not dreams nor tales to speak of.
This is real life.
Of the WorldThe world brings lifeOf the World in Concrete Poetry More Like This
And deft cry
It displays its bounds
The limits of its rules
Weighing to depths of suffocation
Without a single care for its creation
Head under deep depths
Light sparkling through
Struggling kicks desiring reality
Intensifying pressure inducing tensity
A world just too big
I Shouldn't SayI shouldn't say, "I wonder how bad I am," and I shouldn't wonder, "How good could I possibly be." I am plagued by a constant evaluation of worth. "Is what I'm doing good?" I recite, one moment of a million, all crushing, debilitating, paralyzing. "Is it worth my time?" Sapping the fun, joy. "What can I do?" but have a feeling of perpetual mediocrity. "It is the age I live in." I am excused, right? "Is it worth it?" I don't know.I Shouldn't Say in Short Stories More Like This
*fades to black*
"Hello. You talk so often with yourself that I thought I deserved a voice. Or would you call it debating? Ah, we could discuss that matter, but it would only be making my point. Your point, actually," he said, concluding with a pleasant laugh. "You've been having quite the existential crisis now haven't you."
I composed myself for a moment to delay my response to this strange man.
"I guess you could say that. What's with the darkness? I can hardly even see you."
"Ah, that's not of importance. Don't need to see all of your own mind eh? As we wer
Addiction.I barely have the strength to flyAddiction. in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
And instead I'd rather fall.
It's a black and white world.
but you always keep my heart pumping.
Youth.When I was littleYouth. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
my father always told me
to walk over my fears.
But what happens when I reach the end of the pavement?
sing me a love song.Sing your heart out, baby girl.sing me a love song. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Let the rhythm of the guitar move your feet swiftly in the air,
and let's dance in the rain.
I used to sing you a lullaby in the dark
that used to make you fall into a deep slumber,
as I always used to kiss your swollen lips
because your lips were like magical beauties,
just like your eyes.
You had a voice of an angel's
because you always used to have a light in your voice
that would inspire me to have a whole heart again.
Sing your heart out, baby girl.
Victims of Love.I'm just another lost angelVictims of Love. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
who will scream your name
in the wake of night
until my voice is nothing but a whisper.
Your face will haunt me in my dreams,
but I'll always lay awake
whenever your voice is breathing on my neck.
I'll leave you millions of voice mails
just so I can hear your voice.
Broken Hearts Parade.Sometimes I tell tomorrowBroken Hearts Parade. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
that he's lovely
while I tell the pouring rain that I love her
because I know she's listening.
Sometimes you warned me that whenever I played with fire
it's gonna burn me.
but that didn't stop me from walking on fire
to get to your love.
My heart grew cold
the moment you walked away.
S m i l e.Smile, though your heart is aching.S m i l e. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Don't hide behind those sunglasses and hoodies,
Your smile is so beautiful,
if you just smile.
all we are is broken glass.Turn your scars into stars.all we are is broken glass. in Free Verse More Like This
Secondhand Smiles.She tries to smile at meSecondhand Smiles. in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
and it breaks my heart.
Because I know it's just fake.
It's going to take more than a smile
to prove to me that you're okay, love.
Happiness.Happiness-Happiness. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
a lot of people believe it has to do with smiling,
but I think it's more about
how you feel inside.
The warmth inside your heart
that makes you want to melt in pieces,
that you would kill for.
I have caught it.
Once Upon a Time.Once upon a time,Once Upon a Time. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
There was a boy who loved a girl.
The boy would linger for her lips,
but he didn't dare try.
As the girl walked by with her short legs,
The boy would look into her baby blue eyes
and fall more in love with her.
The boy would write love letters,
but he didn't have the courage to ever
The girl was lonely and wanted a dream boy,
as she was in love with him.
Dead EndOne step from a dead endDead End in Free Verse More Like This
Why is every other turn
Just another dead end?
Why are there so many
Strewn across my path through life?
Right: Dead End
Left: Dead End
Straight: Keep heading towards more dead options
Give me the option enough,
And one time I won't turn it down.
It will be the last time I have to.
ControlI feel in controlControl in Free Verse More Like This
When I need to be in control,
I told him.
I'm the one.
The one who left the lights on downstairs
The lights in my dad's shop.
I have a blade.
He does the right thing,
Tells my parents,
Goes and gets them.
They surround me on the couch
And I breakdown.
Show my true emotions.
Reduced to sobs.
"Please don't take it.
I need it!
You can't take it.
I can't let you.
I can't tell you
Where it is.
I still need it."
They leave it be
and make me promise
To talk to them first.
My silver steal crutch
Still needed, after so long.
OptionsShould I give up,Options in Free Verse More Like This
Something that makes
Me feel amazing?
The only thing that,
Makes me feel powerful?
Something that gets me by,
Gets me through the day?
My answer is no
To all of the above.
Because my other options are terrible.
Never feel anything.
Live life sad and powerless.
Never feel good about anything.
Free PeriodsWriting a bookFree Periods in Free Verse More Like This
A list of things that make me smile
Filling a notebook with them
Keep looking at the world
Through dark and weary eyes
And the world will remain dark
Try a different brighter outlook
And you may be surprised
That the world will follow your lead.
I Will Not Trade For NothingShe fascinated himI Will Not Trade For Nothing in Free Verse More Like This
And he had to know.
He had to find out what was buried.
What was so terrible
She hid so well?
He knew bad things about her.
The fact that she cut,
But he could tell that wasn't it
Because even knowing that
He felt like he didn't know her.
He knew things about her family.
Her father wasn't always perfect.
But that wasn't it either.
It bothered him till he had to ask her.
She wouldn't tell,
So many years spent hiding,
She wouldn't give up her careful act
To just anyone.
They're had to be a trade.
He opened a little of himself
And poured it out.
Told small pieces of his own story.
She didn't have to keep asking questions.
He told willingly.
Then he turned the tables,
Back to the mysterious girl
Who if you looked to closely,
turned to a ghost.
She opened one small wound.
One he already knew about,
Something that would contradict him.
Just enough to satisfy him for the time.
But when he left,
He realized he had learned nothing at all
The girl was still nothing but smoke t
Why Change It?Why do we have to be like other couples?Why Change It? in Free Verse More Like This
Why can't we just be us?
Maybe I'm wrong, and you can correct me,
But I think We're pretty spectacular
Much better than most relationships
And after 14 months together...
I think I've earned the right to say that
WE are working.
Why change it?
SleepMy ONE safe escapeSleep in Free Verse More Like This
The one guaranteed to work
Became another source of pain.
Sleep used to let me get away
Now every night I lie awake
Desperate to sleep
To leave this behind.
Battling anxiety and fear.
My brain revs upThoughts race, a continuous flow
Plan, lists, events, feelings
I chew till my fingers bleed
Toss and turn, beat my pillow.
Then I reduce myself to begging
Plead with myself and invisible deamons
To let me sleep.
I'm tired, so very tired.
But the hours tick by
I become bleary eyed
And 7 AM rolls around
Before I drop off.
But once I'm asleep I'm tormented
Entering a new version of hell.
Visions of blood, pools of it, too much.
My death over and over.
I go to my funeral, then I go to his
Then my whole families funerals
Horrible scenes, indescribable nightmares.
I awaken every few hours
Torn from rest by a new haunting.
Struggling to sleep after the fright.
No part of this life is restful anymore.
If Love Is A SongIf love is a songIf Love Is A Song in Free Verse More Like This
Then heartbeats are the bass line
And comfortable silence the melody.
Laughter is the lyrics
Tears are the bridge
If love is a song
Be my band mate?
Be the steady rhythm
To my crazy chords
If love is a song
Let us sing a duet.
Just A GlimpseI would give anythingJust A Glimpse in Free Verse More Like This
To keep these moments alive
When the fires bright
The air filled with laughter and smiles
Basking in the warmth of happiness
Tasting a glimpse of the real thing
On the tip of your tongue
But these moments will never stay with me
They follow you
You bring them
And you take them away.
They follow you out the door
And I am left empty
And deprived of a taste
I had only just glimpsed.
Chapters...Thought you were a chapter I closed long ago.Chapters... in Free Verse More Like This
But turns out your a book never to be finished.
So I'll leave the pages turning and keep a pen near by.
So lets write a story and keep the books going.
This is my eternityThis is my eternityThis is my eternity in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
Wind passing through my hair your sweet nothings flowing around my brain.
This is my life
The scenery changing from oceans to rock covered hills in a matter of seconds.
This is my love
You and I riding past the sun rise with your voice singing loud for me to hear when the radio just doesn't cut it.
This is our world
Rocky seas and burnt down trees re-born again when our lips do what hands do, for our love is too powerful.
This will never be goodbye
As we part at the street I know as well as you do that this is not goodbye, it's just a kiss and a hug until we can see again and again forever on.
My dear Mary, this is what I could say a thousand times over but I'll keep it short and sweet. I remember every little touch every little sigh as our hopes grow higher. They all say no and that relationships like our don't last. But come on they don't know what true love like ours can withstand. For their nothing like us and know nothing of us. So my dear Mary listen softly to
HomophobiaDictionary definition - Unreasoning fear of or antipathy toward homosexuals and homosexuality.Homophobia in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I don't understand how we can be hated to much. How can loving the same gender not be okay? How can we make them understand? How can they finally get past this useless hate? When I see a gay or lesbian couple I think "aw they look so happy." But my mother and all around me (besides my friends) cringe at the sight and then make fun of them. How can we be so different? How can they hate their own daughter, grand daughter, nephew, cousin, and even sister's sexuality....It doesn't make sense to me. They may not know, but my mom and sister do but they still make fun of them...how could they when I'm sitting right next to them? Why do they still cringe when they know I'm sitting right next to them? Would they cringe if I brought a girl home? Or would they just silently hate it? Why must I live in a family of homophobes? How can they know and still make fun of people lik
Flick Flicker...Flick flicker...Flick Flicker... in Free Verse More Like This
The flame dances...
Buzzing around on the air...
The fire crackles...
Burning the wood near...
The candle says as it widens...
Causing peace and serenity...
The house says as it falls to ashes...
Burdening all who see...
I say when near...
So listen closely to the "Flick Flicker" of my tongue...
I'm the girl...I'm the girl you'll never love...I'm the girl... in Free Verse More Like This
I'll rip your head off and won't think twice...
I'm the girl you'll never forget...
I'll scratch my name on your brain...
I'm the girl you'll never miss...
I'll hurt you so bad you wish you could redo life...
I'm the girl you'll never want to get mixed with...
I'll ruin you so much you'll just be a pile of dust...
I'm the girl you'll never want to fight with...
I'll cut you apart one by one...
But with all this I'm the most confident bitch you'll ever meet...
With me I'm a mess of confusion...
So sit back and watch the world burn when I'm let loose...
You don't scare meYou can try all you want but nothing you say can scare me!You don't scare me in Free Verse More Like This
I've been through it all!
No matter what you say or do I'll stand rock solid!
As you try to punch down my pride!
NO MATTER HOW YOU SCREAM I WON'T FALL!
This is my world and you won't destroy it's barrier!
I'm like a stone, nothing breaks me!
Say all you want punch all you want but I'm never gonna fall!
SO YOU MIGHT AS WELL STOP MY PRIDE IS FAR TO GREAT FOR YOU!!!
Just one more step my loveHOWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!Just one more step my love in Free Verse More Like This
I HUNT FOR YOU WITH BLOODY PAWS!!!!
I stalk your every move behind darkened woods!!
I watch as you carelessly walk closer to my trap!!
One more step, that's all it takes to set me off!!
So one more step and I'll pounce!!
My blood is stinging as you pause with your foot in the air!!
I wait for you to come one more step!!
I get in position!!
But I'm cut short when you here me howl to you my love!!
I can't help it!!
I want you in my grasp so bad i would destroy everything in my path!!
So come one more step and fall out of this dying world!!
Into my arms you'll fall!!
Faster than you've ever gone before as I drag my teeth across your chest!!
Falling into a wonderful world of love!!
So just one more step my love!!
DitanceThe longest distance isn't from the moon to mars...Ditance in Free Verse More Like This
It's the way to your heart.. <3
Complete wolf song. In wordsComplete wolf song. In words in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Baby I'll howl for you!
If you see me through, look in to my eyes and howl for me!
Baby come on howl to the midnight sun.
Take my heart hold it close.
Don't let go no matter the pain!
Love me till the end of time.
Don't let anyone tell you it's wrong.
*howl-then fade off*
DarknessIt envelopes your soul.Darkness in Free Verse More Like This
Eats away your life.
But I'm not afraid.
I'll let it eat away every ounce of light in my body.
Turning me into a new monster under your bed.
Filling my eyes with nothing but black.
Ripping me apart from the inside out.
Scaring anyone who enters the process.
When It's over I'll be completely insane!
i wishwhy can't i make you happyi wish in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
like i used to
why can't i make you smile
with anything i do
i'm sorry i'm not the same
it's not my fault i swear
i'm trying to change
but i'm getting nowhere
i wish i could be there for you
i want to be there
but you won't let me through
please, help me help you
day 11at night i lay awakeday 11 in Free Verse More Like This
pillow tucked under my head
oh how i love
to just lay in bed
at time i think of the rest i need
oh many times it has been said
i wish i could just close my eyes
and go to bed
my thoughts swimming around in my head
they are not connected
by one strand of thread
they are scattered deams
day 12i long for youday 12 in Free Verse More Like This
teach me, teach me
open my eyes
so that i may see
i need you
i will cross any sea
i will not fun
will not flee
i will have love for You
just open my eyes, Father
so that i may see
day 10cough cough, can't take much moreday 10 in Free Verse More Like This
wind blowing strong
oh shit, it blew open the door
ugh can somebody give me my meds
oh why must the bible use the word whore
so many thoughts swimming around in my head
as if lapping against the shore
so cold, close the door
we've got the heat
even if we are poor
oh God i'm so cold
fever grows worse
laying on the floor
my body is so
day 9 please tell me that you loveday 9 in Free Verse More Like This
tell me everyday
tell me what's in your heart
tell me what you want to say
day fiveoh God, my God, why have you forsaken meday five in Free Verse More Like This
Father have you left me, have you gona away
please, Father, open my eyes, let me see
Father save me
day 2roses are redday 2 in Free Verse More Like This
and violets are blue
and today i can't think
of anything new.
deathI can't live like thisdeath in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
but I haven't the strength
to get up off the floor
I want to die
but I can't stand
to see you cry
leave me alone
let me hurt in silence
I don't want you here
when I turn to violence
I am old
so let me go
because there are a lot of things
that you don't know.
i'm not sorryI'm quite confusedi'm not sorry in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I'm really not sure what to do
so I hide it away
I hide from you
I'd say I'm sorry
but I'm not
I feel guilty
my stomach is a jumbled knot
I'm self destructing
going down hill fast
I only want to be happy
like I was in the past
I thought this would be easy
that I could hide from you
but now I'm seeing
that you can look right through
the mast I put on
because you've felt the pain
you've had the sleepless nights
when there's no rest to gain
when I cried out for help
I thought the pain would stop
but it hasn't
it's created a painful knot
my stomach is churning
as if a sea unleashed
I only wish to be happy
for my pain to be eased
I won't beg for your forgiveness
because you shouldn't give it
I'm not worthy because
I'm not sorry one bit
if you try to help me
you will have nothing to gain
for all I know
is how to cause pain
I Feel DoneI sit in my home by myself watching the days go by me.I Feel Done in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
As I sit here and watch the people running past me
I wish that I could be carefree like them.
But I have a past.
A past that has made me who I am today.
I have been cut by my own hands.
Hit by my own fists.
And dragged to near deaths by my legs.
I have done this to myself,
But I was not the only one who contributed in this pain.
My life has been like a downward spiral.
Being kicked around by my peers.
Laughed at by strangers.
Chased down to near breaking points by my so called friends.
I feel so alone...
I've lost so many and gained so little.
I've been hurt.
I've been beaten down to a point where there only seems to be one way out.
Doctors know nothing and they can't seem to help.
Talking doesn't do much but let the pain out.
As it sits there and watches you cry.
Cry about the things you've wished never happened.
About the pain that you never asked for.
About the disabilities you can never grow out of.
About the people that hurt y
BreathlessBloodBreathless in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
As I dig my claws into your skin.
You feel the rush.
As I bite into your neck
The blood rushes down.
Bruised and punctured.
The pleasure found in the eyes
In the touch
In your tender reaction.
The rush of it all
Happening so fast.
Down and out.
You passed out.
You are laying on the floor.
Clothing sprawled all over the room
As he stands over your limp body.
Till next time.
Drowned awayI gave away my soulDrowned away in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
not like you ever cared much for it
Sometimes people need to let go when they know they have no need
when they are being tossed aside
the feeling of being punched in the heart
and having my energy sucked away.
You make me drown in my own tears
my depression has overcome me because of you
I am moving on and I made my choice
You never cared in the first place
and I can tell..
seeing as how you never tried.
I was drowning
and now I am pulling myself back up
and I wont let anyone pull me back down
I need to breath
and you keep sucking the air out of me
The ironyI am at war with myselfThe irony in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I can't help anything
I am alone with all my feelings
and my heart.
I don't even have a heart
only a soul.
If I had a heart it would be broken
into over a million pieces.
I love you enough for my body to
but that's where the war is.
my body wants what my mind doesn't
Until they can make peace
and make up there feelings. . .
I can not have peace
nor a heart.
only an empty space
filled with soul.
How funny. A vampire with a soul.
The tears I shedYou make me unwellThe tears I shed in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
You make me cry every time you speak
You make me want to harm myself
You make me feel pain
I despise what you are
You change my mood
for the worse
You the reason why I`m still not happy
You keep me this way
And nothing will help
Until you go away
You're the one who needs help
You make me forget
Make me forget you
So I stop shedding these tears
Forever happyWhy do I love you when you are never there?Forever happy in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
How can I love you when your with someone else?
How can you love me when I'm no where near normal?
These are the questions that come to mind,
when I think about you and your smile.
We are ment to be together,
though I'm not sure about you.
Have you ever stopped to think,
how can I love her?
I know I've stopped to think.
I am no one to love.
No one to be near.
I feed off power and that is what you give me.
You give me strength and love.
That is why we are ment to be together,
Soldier walkI am unique.Soldier walk in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I am strong.
I am a fighter.
Just keep thinking that
and I'll get through the day.
It wont always work
but as long as you have something
to hold back
then you can get through this.
Your head held high.
Shoulders brought back.
I AM unique!
I AM strong!
I AM a fighter!
And I will get through this.
With or without you.
I want to be happyAfter all the progressI want to be happy in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I am heading back down the spiral
Fallen deep into the abyss
I feel hopeless.
I haven't felt like this for years
I just want to lay back to the music
let it take me away
drift into my ocean of tears I have created.
They say the pills wont help
That I am stuck like this
stuck in this train of thought.
I want to drift away.
I want to be happy.
Looks like that is never going to happen.
FreedomFreedom.Freedom in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I want to be lifted from the shackles that bound me to the Earths core.
I want to rise from the scarlet's sins.
I am going to soar through the endless space
Time standing still.
The world is collapsing beneath us and we do nothing to stop it.
We watch as the ones left behind suffer
still chained to the Earth
Stuck in a cavern collapsed on itself.
I will free you
I will take a chainsaw to your shackles.
I will unbind the curse that is swallowed upon you.
Leaving the sweet sound of freedom in the air.
The silence of the children with their eyes closed in prayer.
Thanking the tender soul that lifted them up.
They will whisper.
My GameThis is called "My Game"My Game in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Here are the rules;
1-If you call me names, you loose
2-If you make fun of me, you loose
3-If you mess with my stuff, you loose
4-If you bug my friends, you loose
5-If you joke about me or my family or friends, you loose
Now here is how you win My Game;
1-Be nice to me
2-Be nice to my friends
3-Mind your own buisness
Congrats!! I hope you have fun with My Game! ^,...,^
p.s. If you loose My Game, prepare your-self. .But if you win My Game, then that means your mature!!!
We are oneWe are oneWe are one in Free Verse More Like This
Together we shall speak our message
Though it is not the words on the page
No, it is the words that are unspoken
We are a unison
They will soon realize
The passion we posses
and most of all
The message we portray
We may stand alone
But we are an army
Look beyond the two of us
And see the better world
The dream we dream
The vision we see
And the hope we have
Waking UpWith everythingWaking Up in Free Verse More Like This
I seemed to forget
Froget who I am
Along the way
I lost myself
In the illusion
Of which is love
Though I was not in love
I fell into the idea of love
stayed because of an idea
And left because I had woken up
From the dream that I was in
Finally I heard the shouts
Of those who were and are around me
Oh love how art thou so dark yet so beautiful
On this note I shall end it all
No longer can we talk
No longer can we see each other
And No longer shall we ever touch again
The Weight Of The WorldThis is only a testThe Weight Of The World in Free Verse More Like This
Agiasnt your will
How far will you get
Before they break you
Before they take you
will you make it to the end
Or will they finally win
Their words may pierce your heart
But you Shall not listen
For their words are crafted
With the arts of jealously
Forged by hate
They shall not win
They shall not win!
MemoriesI know that I'm not the only oneMemories in Free Verse More Like This
The others, they know and share
my memories, thoughts and pain
Minds, one in the same
Bodys scarred, to keep the past
To tell ourselves that it happened
Just to simply keep the thought
Of the one you loved
When they arn't around
Life isn't worth living without the memories
Do anything you can
To keep her by your side
Keep her close and show her your love
Do not make the same mistake
That I once made
For it is easy to frown
But a smile is worth a thousand butterflies
All Hell Broke LooseAll hell break looseAll Hell Broke Loose in Free Verse More Like This
Upon this forsaken land
The damned cry out
For your help their tears
Your joy their pain your whip
Their blood, your grin
A sadistic smile at their
Dying screams The gleam in your eyes
Stolen from the dead
On this day
All hell breaks loose
Your sweet dreams
Become their living nightmare
diseaseEveryday, my blood lust becomes strongerdisease in Free Verse More Like This
I cannot take it any longer
Needing the violence
It has become my silence
Set out for the ulitmate quest
To find one person that is the best
Someone who is the light
In the abyss of the night
The darkness you fought
And in the end, you were caught
By the disease called love
As you watch it fly off, the dove
Be The Hero Of Your Own StoryIt's your own lifeBe The Hero Of Your Own Story in Free Verse More Like This
What are you going to do with it?
Do you let history guide you?
Or do you set out to change it?
Be the hero of your own story
Make your path, and make it clear
Be who you aspire to be
Make them proud, make them hate
Listen to your heart, let it beat
let the rythem calm your mind
When you can change a life
Inspiring it to do something great
Is when you can say
You are the hero of your own story
Love Is HopeLike a glistening rose in a beautiful meadowLove Is Hope in Free Verse More Like This
I get lost in your graceful eyes
That deadly look
Makes me melt everytime
And yet, I'm scared to lose you
When you're not even mine
Hopes are high and emotions are there
Then the moment comes
You break my heart
Death shattering memories
shall haunt me nevermore
For I confronted my fear
There shall not be another tear
Shed for you
Good bye my beautiful
A faded memorySlowly, the grips loosensA faded memory in Free Verse More Like This
A distance I am creating
Losing those who I love
No longer do I possess
the ability to care
A fadded memory
A forgotten tragety
Another misguided soul
Roaming this world
No, this universe
But a broken heart and rolling tears
A clouded mind
A dark thought
And one last blade
Tonight I am free
From the pain and miseray
You'll see me soon enough
Do not shed a tear little one
For I am not gone
For I love you with my shattered heart
The pieces that I am picking up
Will be found by your hands
Good bye my love
WishingI'm sitting hereWishing in Free Verse More Like This
Wishing I could stop the tears
Rolling from your cheek
The pain that others caused you
That you blame on yourself
I hope one day, one simple day
That I could stop your self-hate
And every dark little detail that come with it
Understand that you're all I will ever need
Ever want, and ever have
You're my world
When you hurt I hurt
When you feel sad, I'm sad
I think you're the one
So I'm not going anywhere
Because love is something that
I don't ever want to search for again
When it's perfect just the way it is