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Endless Tears of Sorrow and PainI stare at the mirrorEndless Tears of Sorrow and Pain in Free Verse More Like This
At my light green eyes..
As they change from that color
To my dark grey lies..
My mother calls my name
And I just smile
Sometimes I wish she would care
Just for awhile...
My arms are covered
With a fine white cloth
Next comes the long sleeve shirt
And a jacket I never take off
My body hurts
But no one will see
My dying green eyes..
That change to my gray lies..
No...
Its not what you think..
Its just my feelings..
In this crimson and clear ink
Tears mix with blood
To create this fantisy
As my paper flowers surround
This cold dying me
My endless tears are mixing
With times endless sand
Sorrow a
To be forgotten is worse than deathCan you imagine it?...To be forgotten is worse than death in Free Verse More Like This
To be sitting alone in a crowed room
No one speaks to you
No one says your name..
You're there..
But imaginary..
You're an item in the background
A tool to be used...
You are forgotten..
Not dead..
But you wish you were
Its how you feel in your head..
Imagine this...
Your all alone..
People talk and laugh..
But you'll never have a home
Your forgotten...
No one remembers you...
No one cares when you get up
And quietly walk away..
You are forgotten...
You are lost..
You are no one..
...What is the cost?
What would you pay?
To finally be seen..
What would you pay?...
To be redeemed...
Would you
Burning...Burning... in Free Verse More Like This
Burns...
It burns me....
And yet I like the pain...
The chemicals that hurt me..
Keep me from going insane...
The fire is my poison...
I'm the only one to blame...
The fire is my passion...
One that I can not ignore...
This pain that I'm feeling...
It's burning to my core...
I do not feel its warmth,
And I do not feel its shame..
All I feel is sweet silence,
And this remarkable pain..
Burning is my problem..
One that I can not ignore..
Fill my room with gasoline..
Start the burning once more.
The fire is all around me..
I hear my parents scream,
"Our son is inside!!"
They must wish this was a dream..
I wonder what they
TAKE THIS HEARTTake this heartTAKE THIS HEART in Free Verse More Like This
That beats in my chest
Cut it out deep
So it can have rest
Take this heart
And stitch it together
Its tired of the pain
Of the emotional weather
Its tired of the foolish lies
And the hollow smiles
Its tired of the soft cries
As my soul walks for miles
So please..
Take this heart..
As it slowly dies
And whisper softly
Those sweet goodbyes.
Here I am...Here I am..Here I am... in Free Verse More Like This
Bloody and broken
Bent to your will
Words never spoken..
Here I am..
Locked in this place
Forever frozen
In times endless space
Here I am..
With this fake smile
Painted and plastered
Its what I am now..
Here I am..
Empty and hollow
For all that once was
The future will follow
Here I am..
Watching the sun
For all that will be
Can never be done
Here I am..
Smiling on the outside
Crying on the in
Why do you think
This is a sin?
Here I am..
This is me
There is no one eles...
I would rather be.
I am chained by youI am chained by you in Free Verse More Like This
I am bound to you..
I am chained by you..
I am stuck here
Alone....
I am hurting..
On the inside..
Can you feel my pain?
Do you hear me?
As I scream your name...
It hurts..
These chains dig into me
On the outside and in..
Stop pretending...
Stop pretending that
you love me..
Stop pretending that
you care...
Stop with all the
lying..
I know you will never
be there...
Let me go..
Set me free..
Unlock these chains..
That bound me....
Blood on the snow and I love you...Blood on the snow and I love you... in Free Verse More Like This
"What does this remind you of?"
I ask you as we sit together,
A mix of red and white...
"It reminds me of a bunch of feathers"
I smile at you sweetly
And look into your eyes
"It reminds me of blood on the snow
and sweet little goodbyes"
You shake your head and laugh
If only you had known...
Days have passed and months went by
I have not talked to you
I wont let you see me cry..
Later that night I guess it has been
A gun in my hand, it has to end..
A few seconds later, you come crashing in.
To a moonlight white room, stained with blood red sin..
"What does this remind you of?..."
I asked with a painted smile...
"A simple wh
Can you hear me?...Can you hear me?Can you hear me?... in Free Verse More Like This
I am screaming your name...
Can you hear me?
I am going insane...
Why cant you hear me?
What did I do?
You're walking away..
Was I a fool?
Can you hear me?
I am yelling as loud as I can..
Please dont go..
Please..
What are you saying?
Why are you yelling?
I cant hear you...
Hello?...
Why are you walking away?
Where are you going?
Hello?...
Please....
Please come back...
Dont go...
Its lonely now...
I'm going insane...
Can you hear me?
My soft whispers...
Please...
Tell me you hear me...
Can you hear me?....
Fighting to....I am fighting...Fighting to.... in Free Verse More Like This
To keep my sanity...
To keep my "Friends"
But God knows......
I am loosing it...
I did it again.
And this time
I didnt care
The blood rushes out..
And all I can think about
Is typing this...
Oh well...
No one will notice
The red ink that pours
Out of my veins
Through open doors
The teachers wont notice
The look in my eyes
As I look at my "friend"
And say my goodbyes
Maybe its stupid
And maybe its dumb
But with this pain
I can go numb
It helps me relax
And helps me become free
To get away from the lies
And become the true me..
To Whoever finds this:To whoever finds this:To Whoever finds this: in Free Verse More Like This
I do not know who is reading this,
And honestly I do not know why..
You may think that this is hopelessness
That you break down and cry.
But now that you are reading,
Please continue to read more
For you see that I hold the key
That can unlock that forceful door
My name is...
Well that does not matter
You do not need to know who I am.
For I am a quiet whisper..
A wind in times sand.
All I want is to help you
To have you come to your release
So maybe you can have
Some well deserved peace.
A special place in my heart for youThe rain it pours upon my face.A special place in my heart for you in Free Verse More Like This
It scrubs away my fears.
No longer do I want to cry,
but still here come the tears.
I'm finally happy.
I'm finally free.
It wont last forever.
So soon you wont love me.
I know I might hurt you.
I know that I could.
I promise I won't.
Absurd that I would.
I love how you laugh.
I love how you speak.
I love how you deny,
the fact that I'm a freak.
I'll try my hardest.
I always will.
When your finally gone,
I'll love you still.
No longer hidden in darknessDarknessNo longer hidden in darkness in Free Verse More Like This
The cover to all pains
In my dreams it always rains
left behind while others laugh
Left alone to feel deaths wrath
Darkness
The feeling within my heart
The same feeling from the start
Ever since that fateful day
The day when everyone Went away
Darkness
The color of the sky without the light
What I see when I look up at night
All I believed in until I fell in love
With her, life wouldn't be so tough
Darkness
What I once felt can't be so bad
With her by my side to keep me un-sad
To tell me she loves me
To finally set me free
Darkness
It melts away into light
Like her eyes the sun is bright
I smile and brush
My vivid fireworkIm addicted to you.My vivid firework in Free Verse More Like This
Addicted to you essence,
your simple yet familiar lips.
Addicted to your presence.
Your my growing fire,
my guiding hand in the night.
Through all my swirling darkness,
I see your heart is bright.
I love you more
than words can say.
I dream that you,
will always stay.
I always hate,
To see you go.
I'll always say,
I love you so.
Alone i will standInk stained pages,Alone i will stand in Free Verse More Like This
To mold my heart.
Its been in your hands,
Right from the start.
My words they're short.
My soul is bitter.
I just don't care.
I refuse to hit her.
My walls, they crumble.
My shields recede.
I start to get hopeful.
My heart could be freed.
A dream of course,
How could I believe.
That maybe one day.
So happy I'd be.
Invisible to her,
To others as well.
Alone I shall stand.
Alone in my hell.
Live, cry, die, repeat.My words are meaningless.Live, cry, die, repeat. in Free Verse More Like This
Just scribbles on a page.
A page without, I see no doubt,
I'd quickly start to age.
Because I am so bitter
I have no one who cares.
I sit here and I write this.
To read it, no one dares.
Through silence I am screaming.
Will someone help me now?
I really doubt they hear me.
I slowly start to frown.
My tears keep falling, down they go.
Falling through the darkness, now and then.
Because I am so lonely,
I'm dying for a friend.
My words are now repeating.
For everything I say
there lies a deeper message.
I hope someone may stay one day.
Saying goodbye shouldn't be so hardYouv'e killed me insideSaying goodbye shouldn't be so hard in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Every day brings new unheard tortures
worse than hell they are
The word love used a playful toy
A pawn in the boring storyline of you
false feelings and lies
unwritten in your regrets
my heart still beating it belongs to you
After all the pain
the heart break
the betrayal
the secrets and backstabbing
Goodbye should be an easy word
but alas the word wont come
fragille in my state of loss
the snow stained red by your hate
I thought i had moved on
apparently not so
a new fire burns bright in pitch black night
goodbye to you
a merry good life in your fucking hell
youve built your own demise
your light
Insane asylumThis darkness rising from the room.Insane asylum in Free Verse More Like This
The room that's holds my life.
I'm held in isolation.
Though Grims here with his scythe.
While I'm contempt I lie here.
No windows and no light,
there's darkness all around me.
I cry in dreams from fright.
If I'm insane then you are to.
My dreams are always filled with you.
Going mad I see no one.
I learned to fly but never flew.
You can't keep me locked in here.
Now the caged bird really sings.
Songs for damned and all insane.
I'll jump from here and spread my wings.
A straight jacket to hold me back.
Still no one hears me laugh.
And no one hears me scream.
Will someone call the doctor b
My Chemical RomanceTogether we're united.My Chemical Romance in Free Verse More Like This
Through them we know we're loved.
The akward and the broken.
The bullied and the shoved.
Their music it inspires.
I know that I can live.
I wish that I could be like them.
They love and care and give.
If not for them,
The I'd be dead.
A bullet blown,
Straight through my head.
I'm sure that we all love them.
Love with all our hearts.
We love all of their music.
Even all the bad parts.
You know who you areFuck youYou know who you are in Free Verse More Like This
Fuck You
FUCK YOU!
you stupid dumbass slut
You take and take and take and take,
Yet lie and give nothing back.
I no longer care if I'm in your damn life,
So no longer will I be,
please allow me to aide you in this,
since your so unable to speak for yourself.
I'm aware of the change,
And your dislike of my company
But atleast have the courtesy to say it to my face,
And don't be such a pussy fucking bitch
you preppy, lying, two faced bitch
Your life means nothing to me
Not you or your dumb fuck friends
Nor your dumbass opinions
You can all fuck off
And suck my dick
Because your all just stupid cunts
My Breakable HeartMy heart it shattered painfullyMy Breakable Heart in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Upon the kitchen floor
I've taken it upon myself
To make it feel no more.
My heart it shattered awefully
In pieces at my feet
I've taken it upon myself
To see it has no beat.
My heart it broke so easily
I'm amazed that I still live
I've taken it upon myself
To see that it can't give.
My heart it lies in pieces
In blood upon the floor
I've taken it upon myself
To leave and lock the door.
Complex LoveDeep within the vestiges of my soul, there is a violent love that has gradually grown from a tiny seedling into a vast tree, embedding its roots deep into my gut, while it spread its branches far and wide; feeding off the crimson liquid that runs through my veins. This love had taken time to sew; enough time, that is, to make my life difficult. A love so strong that it has ripped my heart from my chest and torn it apart; is it possible that I can feel this way? Already, the tree has begun to blossom, spreading its branches further still; across my chest; looping into my flesh, so that my torn heart bleeds with undying love. The pain is enouComplex Love in Short Stories More Like This
DeathThe only wish I have right now;Death in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Is that I want to die.
This pain I have inside my chest;
It makes me want to cry.
Then I realise something which;
Death has the power to do;
Something which all others can't;
Now let me share with you.
It may stop the pain inside my chest;
But this you should all know;
When I take away the life I have;
The pains in others grow.
So the message that I send to you;
Is think before you act;
For if you do decide to leave;
You're never coming back.
i wishwhy can't i make you happyi wish in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
like i used to
why can't i make you smile
with anything i do
i'm sorry i'm not the same
it's not my fault i swear
i'm trying to change
but i'm getting nowhere
i wish i could be there for you
i want to be there
but you won't let me through
please, help me help you
between the linesnobody feels what I feelbetween the lines in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
nobody knows what I know
nobody has seen
past my show
"I'm just tired"
(I cried all night)
"I'm ok, just spacing out"
(I'm trying not to cry)
"I'm not hungry"
(I'm too fat for food)
"there is nothing I need to tell you about"
(help me, please)
is the world blind
will they care when I'm gone
would anyone try to find-
-my lifeless form
"I'm sorry"
(I didn't hide well enough)
"we should hang out"
(I wish you'd leave me)
"don't worry"
(help
SistersSister, we're in this till the endSisters in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
You've been there for me always
You're my best friend
Girl, don't you ever turn your back
Or walk away
Because I'll always follow you
Till the end of days
You mean that much
I love you more than anything
Than life itself
I'll never push you away
Like a memory on a shelf
HomeAlone is what she feelsHome in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Even if you tell her she is loved
She doesn't know what's real
So why are you screaming at her
You tell her that she's worthless
That her problems aren't real, it's all in her head
Well won't you be happy in the morning
When they find her dead
Nothing makes her happy
Her heart is broken, she is alone
All she's ever lived in is a house
She's never lived in a home
You tell her she means nothing
Tell her that she is a waste of space
Well look now
You see the blood all over the place
You did this!
You killed her
And you still don't care
And you say you don't remember
patch me upI've been broken so many timespatch me up in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
and all I have to keep me alive
are stupid rhymes
what's there to live for anymore
at first it was just a crack
and I patched myself up
then I found myself on my back
again more patches
the first time you broke me
I didn't know what to do
so I gathered the pieces
and got out the glue
after awhile I got used to it
one day I found
that not all the pieces would fit
so I threw them aside
as time went on I lived with the pain
but no longer will I live with the fear
with the shame, never again will you do the same
to anybody else
Need to beI'm sorry you hate meNeed to be in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
because I can't be perfect
but what you can't see
is that you no longer have power over me
I am my own person
I need to be me
and I can't conform any longer
I saw this so suddenly
let melet me be melet me in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
let me live my life
don't worry about the little things
or all the strife
leave me alone
I can't take this anymore
I'm turning off my phone
leave me please
I AMi am a dreamer, lost in my own worldI AM in Free Verse More Like This
i am a daughter, unloved and alone
i am hiding away, lost in the dark
i am a child, missing days when the sun shone
i am going to change the world
i am a strong, independent young woman
i am working through i mess in which i have been hurled
i am not perfect, nor will i ever be
i am a leader, growing eachday
i am a wave tossed in the sea
i am a survivor, covered with my scars
i am shooting for the moon
i am going to land with the stars
i am proud of who i am
All that I amAll that I am,All that I am in Free Verse More Like This
seems so little,
in comparison to you.
Turn back time,
isn't an answer,
merely a wish.
All that I am,
seems like a joke,
in comparison to you.
When future is,
erased by the past,
then why not wish it?
Why not?
ForgetIn time you will forget,Forget in Free Verse More Like This
forget what's lost,
forget your injury.
In time you will forget what mattered,
don't try to remember,
don't try to figure it out.
Just forget it.
The Nature of My PoetryPoetry is no more than mumbling over one subject for far too long,The Nature of My Poetry in Free Verse More Like This
that is why I'm so good at it...
I have an inability to broadcast that what goes on inside my mind,
so I try to explain it in several sentences instead of one...
Then after I read what I've written down about my raging thoughts,
it still doesn't make sense to me...
So I label it as abstract and call it a poem...
Possession of TearsOnce I thought we were so alike,Possession of Tears in Free Verse More Like This
Our challenges the same,
Our minds a building site,
Oh, we have none other than ourselves to blame.
We could have,
We would have,
We should have.
A shame I closed my eyes,
Oh, how very unwise.
We are not the same,
to flee now is my aim,
you smother me with your good intent,
But I do not search for your advice and consent.
Oblivious to your own words,
you have become insensitive,
yet I am a coward,
For I do not dare tell you,
These are my tears,
and my tears alone.
Your MajestyOh how you have fallen,Your Majesty in Free Verse More Like This
fallen of your mighty throne,
down on your hands and knees,
your head above the cold stone.
Dust whirls off your royal floor,
Disguising the horrible given,
of your majesty's lonely eyes,
no longer able to see,
how you have fallen.
Oh how you weep,
trying to get back on your feet,
you still find yourself,
unable to see your current wealth.
Tell MeTelling lies will get you nowhere,Tell Me in Free Verse More Like This
I see right through you,
I've gotten older and wiser,
Can't you tell?
Telling you'd step through fire for me,
You are just the fire after the extinguished one,
I can't be fooled anymore,
Will you tell me another lie?
How I'm everything to you,
Oh, how I'm the light in darkness,
How precious I am,
Oh, how much you love me.
I've seen your actions over time,
they do not coincide with your words,
And now I've learned to read between the lines,
Why do you keep telling lies?
SacrificeA sacrifice is no more,Sacrifice in Free Verse More Like This
than what is thought,
it means nothing,
A sacrifice you make,
a loved one will understand,
nothing of your action,
Speak of a sacrifice,
yet you don't see,
you have created,
While we can not climb,
over the wall you are,
not seeing what you've done,
A sacrifice it is not,
as the distance grows,
from that tall wall between,
You and your loved one
Pedal, Pedal.Pedal, Pedal. in Free Verse More Like This
Pedal, Pedal,
Oh such fun!
Straight ahead I cycle,
Pedal, Pedal,
Oh my! Oh look!
A little lamb I see!
Stop, stop,
Oh how I enjoy this sight!
Ha ha, see how it jumps!
Pedal, Pedal,
Oh look at those heavy clouds!
We must be on our way!
Pedal, Pedal,
Oh my! Oh look!
Goats as far as the eye can see!
Such fun, such pleasure!
Ha ha, look at their little beards!
Oh no! Oh no! I forgot the road!
Pedal, Pedal,
To the ditch with me!
True happinessNever have I wept so many tears of joy,True happiness in Free Verse More Like This
as I was a tad too late to realize,
I am already living my life for the rest of my life.
Never have I wept so many tears of joy,
as I was a bit too late to realize,
I am already living my life with the love of my life.
And never have I wept so many tears of joy,
as I was a little too late to realize,
we are already living our life.
Cast AsideI never knew I could so easily be cast aside,Cast Aside in Free Verse More Like This
Yea right, you don't need to say it out loud,
I don't belong in your new life,
No really, you don't have to open your mouth.
If not your words,
your actions are so insulting,
we live in two worlds,
yet mine is worth dumping.
Believe me, I found it difficult,
I could not feel anger,
for you seemed so innocent,
although I received your dagger.
I'm still not sure of your fault,
are you just naive,
or are you aware of your assault?
Nevertheless, I'm slowly closing the gate,
to every tear and smile we shared,
Being that, I do not feel hate,
yet I hope my heart will then be spared,
The tears I shedYou make me unwellThe tears I shed in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
You make me cry every time you speak
You make me want to harm myself
You make me feel pain
I despise what you are
a monster
You change my mood
for the worse
You the reason why I`m still not happy
You keep me this way
And nothing will help
Until you go away
You're the one who needs help
You make me forget
Make me forget you
So I stop shedding these tears
Drowned awayI gave away my soulDrowned away in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
not like you ever cared much for it
Sometimes people need to let go when they know they have no need
when they are being tossed aside
the feeling of being punched in the heart
and having my energy sucked away.
You make me drown in my own tears
my depression has overcome me because of you
I am moving on and I made my choice
You never cared in the first place
and I can tell..
seeing as how you never tried.
I was drowning
and now I am pulling myself back up
and I wont let anyone pull me back down
I need to breath
and you keep sucking the air out of me
Sweet DreamsSweet DreamsSweet Dreams in Free Verse More Like This
I don't need them
I don't want them
When I could stay awake
Lying here
Beside you in my mind
Sweet Dreams
I said the same
Thought the same
But I don't want them
And you don't either
From the way
That you keep saying one last thing
Sweet Dreams
Mean goodnight
Mean goodbye
And I don't want to leave
Not now
Because you are my dreams
And you make my dreams come true
Because It's All I Can GiveThis is itBecause It's All I Can Give in Free Verse More Like This
I'm just a poor poet
With no more pride
Or courage
Then any other dreamer
So this is it
It's not that much
But it's yours
Happy birthday
My love
My only one
Happy birthday
This poem is yours
And my heart too
I'm sorry
That I can't give you more
That I'm too scared
To say it properly
But happy birthday
From me
It's Not FairIt's not fairIt's Not Fair in Free Verse More Like This
That I can't give you
What you probably deserve
That I can't make myself
Be all the things
You need
All the things you want
It's not fair
That I can't feel
A fraction of what you do
Can't be enough
To help you
I hate myself for it
For any pain I cause you
For any stupid little thing I do
I hate myself
For not deserving to be loved
For not being able to make
Life fair
I hate myself
It's not fair
But you're not
The one
The TimeThe Time.The Time in Free Verse More Like This
i didn't think it would happen.
i was scared after he...
why did he?
it doesn't matter anymore.
its over.
i was still chained to him.
but you came and...
why did you come?
what brought you to me?
was it an angel?
sure seems that way.
i thought id never feel it again.
or at least never feel for someone else again.
but i do.
you made me.
i was scared to say it...
why was i so afraid?
too afraid...
of my heart.
it was already cracked.
i wanted a healer.
what if i got the final blow instead?
pieces of me.
i didnt want them to to fly around.
i didnt want to shatter.
i said it today.
i broke the chain.
why did
How pretty is she now?How pretty, i wonder,How pretty is she now? in Free Verse More Like This
will she be?
If i take a knife to her throat?
Will she tremble, will she scream?
The blood staines on my coat.
I'll smile with delight,
you'll see,
when her long blonde hair falls down to her knees,
as i chop it,
bit by bit.
As she falls, down to the ground,
i'll kick her, face,
her large brown eyes,
not cute anymore,
as i slash them with some more,
of my poison.
~Chloeldobson
What i'm thinking when i see your videos, my love.Just watching your youtube videos. But not watching, staring. Because i can't not adore you, the way you look, play bass, act, talk, just everything. It just makes me go into relapse of being obsessed with you. I try to tell myself i have no feelings for you, 'cause we both know you'll never like me, but when i see you my stomach is full of butterflies, and i can't control my breathing. My mind just zones out. I can't stop thinking about you. I can't describe this feeling it's just so beautiful. When you messaged me saying 'hey x' i just grinned, and felt so happy, and lovesick. The butterflies in my stomach go crazy, and i feel so light and empty without you. I often make up scenarios in my head where you'd tell me you like me, or hug me. and it feels so right and perfect, but i have to wake up to reality. You'll never like me in that way, it kills me.What i'm thinking when i see your videos, my love. in Personal More Like This
Failed.Why, am i still here?Failed. in Free Verse More Like This
I failed once again.
I want to leave,
I tried to go,
but still, i'm on my own.
I took the poison,
onto my lips,
embraced it all i could.
Yet, i'm still breathing,
misunderstood.
Dying to get out.
I've scarred, and hurt,
tried to die somehow,
but still i'm here,
let me get out.
Why can't i go?
Wont you let me be,
the devil inside of me?
I'll try it all again,
with or without you,
just let me die somehow.
~Chloeldobson
Open your heart.Open your heart, i need you,Open your heart. in Free Verse More Like This
no rush, soon you'll need my love.
Let me, you'll want my touch,
i'll be awake and waiting.
Because, in my dreams,
You'll be sitting there,
you'll smile when you think of me.
You'll smile and you'll blush,
because i'll be yours, if you'll be mine.
I would bleed for you,
tell me, would you bleed for any old crush?
I know you'll love me,
you'll never leave me.
Yet, i promise you,
we'll be here again,
just don't kiss her lips,
they're evil. Dragging you from me,
it's not right.
Use my breath for every word you say,
let the fire caress the clouds,
we'll grow from their scorn,
we'll burn to
Take a deep breath.Take a deep breath,Take a deep breath. in Free Verse More Like This
you need to be around.
Even if life's a test,
you have to take a pound.
If someone told you, count your blessings now,
you'd think you know better,
'cause he promised you forever.
what could of happened?
Now, you're lying there,
knife in hand, wrists ready slit,
do you want to remember?
Remember all your memories,
maybe then this wouldn't be here,
you're almost not breathing.
Did he tell you he was leaving?
You will get better,
'you just have to let her'
is what he tells himself,
but now you're near death,
take a deep breath.
This guy.So, there's this guy.This guy. in Free Verse More Like This
I think he likes me.
He's actually kinda cute.
And he is rather sweet.
He can make me laugh,
he makes me smile,
one day i think,
he should stay awhile.
He wrote a poem,
it's partly about me.
I was shocked by the notion,
how he likes me, beats me!
But i really was impressed,
and i grinned like a child.
A rather cool guy.
I'd hoped he'd like me one day,
this guy is different,
he doesn't push me away.
Yeah, i think one day,
i wont stay away.
This prison.Slight rays of sunshine,This prison. in Free Verse More Like This
peer through my blinds,
little droplets of heat,
make their way through my life,
My prison is cold,
my shell, so damn weak.
I long to be out there,
even just a quick peek.
But instead my body goes, has all the fun,
yet im left weak and helpless,
with need for the sun.
The body i'm in,
it's not me,
I long to be open,
I long to be free.
I'm really another girl,
the one that's always brave,
the one with all the smiles,
the one that has no pain.
But instead i'm stuck with this,
This girl with many problems,
this girl that needs help,
this girl that may topple.
Ah, oh please, if there's a go
Happy as a fairy.How happy she looks,Happy as a fairy. in Free Verse More Like This
that little fairy statue,
a massive smile on her face,
i wish i could match it.
Her wings are so beautiful,
just like her bright dress,
her hair is so golden,
i'm almost impressed.
She sits there carelessly,
watching the stars,
whilst the moon right behind her,
acts as her rest.
Ah i wish, i could be that fairy,
ah, sweet fairy,
come take me away?
~Chloeldobson
©
Well, do they?I can write happy stuff,Well, do they? in Free Verse More Like This
i can be joyful,
i can be smiley,
i can be fake.
But if you want to see the real me,
if you want to see the real you,
come take a look, real deep,
come look into the poems, you'll see,
these poems that i write everyday,
now that's the real us,
dont push us away.
It's just a short poem,
but one real true,
take a look at these poems,
do they signify you?
~Chloeldobson
©
Am i even breathing?Am i still breathing?Am i even breathing? in Free Verse More Like This
As i hear your voice,
i feel my heartbeat stutter.
My legs may be shaking,
and inside im breaking,
but looking strong is easy.
I just smile at you,
and say its fine that you dont love me.
It really is.
You can love her,
you can hold her,
whilst im stood her, alone.
My eyes stare blankly into yours,
as if theres nobody home.
I mean, nobody cares,
that im dying, seeing you,
nobody wonders, what i say and do,
but for you, they do.
And you, so innocent, dont stop and wonder,
that when i told you i loved you,
I wasn't lying.
Broken AngelBlood on my hands,Broken Angel in Free Verse More Like This
a tear on my cheek.
Unable to find
that in which I seek.
Chains on my body,
hair in tangles.
With only one wing
the other left in shangles.
Hearing that noise,
that cackling laugh.
The laugh of the person
who put me on this path.
They pulled me away,
from everything I love,
took me right out
from Heaven above.
Dragged me down
into the underworld.
Watchcing me suffer
with their smiles uncurled.
My dress stained red
from my scarlet blood.
And the constant pounding in my head.
Thud. Thud. Thud.
With my voice drowned out,
nothing but my sobs.
Not able to beg
for help from the Gods.
My faith falling c
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