At First SightAt First Sight
Love at first sight
Gives you a right
To cross the street with eyes shut wide
For having fun
Just to hand in hand come undone
Chest light with glee
Give smiles for free
On your affection's spending spree
For each sweet crime
You find a rhyme
Your only judge remains the time
Wordless RhymesWordless RhymesWordless Rhymes in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Midnight paints the whole world black
Angel's wings as well as lies
You get all in one pack
That my restless hand supplies
Warm avalanche of my hair
Curtain to make vision blur
Forbids audience to stare
At where secrets now allure
You stay quiet, baby, hush
Just surrender to my lips
Tonight there's no need to rush
When I hold on to your hips
From my tongue slip wordless rhymes
Let them slide across your skin
I'll taste you a thousand times
From your thighs up to your chin
Although sometimes I am rough
And my nature makes me tease
Of that you can't get enough
Moan with pain, then sigh with ease
When you suffer, I carress
To relieve the aching need
That you so sweetly confess
So I'll give you what you plead
DilemmaDilemmaDilemma in Free Verse More Like This
Reach through the bubble
Orbits of shooting stars
Too flawless to be real
Those perfect circles suffocate
Crush the dormant fear
Memories of tomorrow drip down oh so loud
In a world where corners have not been invented
You're standing in your tears of joy
Or maybe it's another boy
Who offers you a scared gaze
From the mirror
Do you still wish truth's voice to sound clearer?
Blisters And BlissBlisters And BlissBlisters And Bliss in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Though city lights show pavement gleaming
In hidden corners tears are streaming
A broken heart to purify
Heretic thoughts tempt righteous falling
While sin viciously keeps on strolling
Some twisted truth to testify
Each day new hand the old replaces
And soon the crowd counts thousand faces
All of them turned the other way
Who is to blame for rage tormenting
That seems to never be relenting,
Dreams those don't make it through the day?
Though world's dark shadows keep deceiving
To save yourself don't stop believing
In word that carved in gold stays plain
And like an angel's wing defending
Brings bliss, hope and peace neverending
Love makes sun shine despite the rain
Jaws Of FloodJaws Of FloodJaws Of Flood in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Fish swim in the streets
Sea carries humans away
Water swallowed earth
RehabRehabRehab in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Ubiquitous sense of failure
Drills holes into what was soul
Content, tranquil waterfall
That swallowed both ships and sailors
Moments of true pain brought panic
An acute need to restore
What once was, will be no more
Blurs the simplest truth's reflex
Leaving blistered faith perplexed
For false prophet's recognition
Arrows wasted on star chasing
Just bare hands for self-defense
Sinner's zeal's the most immense
Eye-corners with wrinkles gracing
The CrusadeThe CrusadeThe Crusade in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Your fingertips imprinted
On plaster of my skin
Your curves upon mine tilted
About to commit sin
Room enveloped by darkness
Only your pale skin shines
As you cover my bareness
Arms become clinging vines
If my body is temple
Then may you be my priest
You, boy who's lips now tremble
Inside him roaring beast
So let your prayers tender
Now echo in my ears
To your sword I surrender
Quench thirst with virgin tears
Gathered in silken goblet
Yearn's my reason for crying
Get drunk with every droplet
Of boiling holy wine
I feel your pillars harden
Right after they touch ground
Exploring secret garden
For treasures to be found
Be careful with tongue drawing
An illegible map
Of pure snow that you're thawing
In country of my lap
That river harsh might drown you
Or make you hide in cave
Where warriors drop their armour
And master becomes slave
Prayer To LovePrayer To LovePrayer To Love in Free Verse More Like This
In world of grey
Chained in my arms
You've no chance other than stay
Here in this bed
Far from regret
Warmed by the thread
Of secrets better left unsaid
Eyes shine like coal
Digging a hole
In sheets that now contain your soul
While hungry wolves and fingers prowl
On nights like this
When lonely wind keeps weeping
I pray for love to find you sleeping
Here by my side
One time after another
First like my lover
And then like my brother
Dogwood RoseDogwood RoseDogwood Rose in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
My dogwood rose, you jewel of the field
Don't rack my heart, please to my arms do yield
Trust I've seen one too many orchids gold
But what abounds in you they don't behold
You fragile beauty growing near the brook
Don't be mistaken by feathers of rook
To stranger's eyes I appear rather blunt
But in my black chest beats heart valiant
Oh, flower marked with summer's warmest scent
Can't you see how your fate with mine does blend?
To perish upon your petals I crave
This world for me hasn't a sweeter grave
Emerald HarbourEmerald HarbourEmerald Harbour in Free Verse More Like This
Sometimes I wish to get lost in you
But can I afford that?
And outside it's raining
Maybe I could get a loan
And let the rain pay
Or I'll just stay broke as a joke
On moments like this it feels
That city lights know me
Better than fellow humans do
When you're not here
It's only them
Who will kiss me good night
My stormy eyes glow cunningly
Like emerald temptation
The night is my harbour and ships go off shore
In each and every blushing rose
There lies a promise dormant
So know that I'm blooming for you, just in all secrecy
The Magnolia TreeThe Magnolia TreeThe Magnolia Tree in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Two hummingbirds with thirsty beaks
And with lust for life so to speak
Both abandoned their peaceful creek
To go world's beauty see
To freedom they were meant to fly
And dive into depths of the sky
They've dreamed but of getting up high
One of those two was me
They danced and sang in light of day
With soft clouds little claws did play
I wished they wouldn't go astray
But some dreams don't come true
When fell down thick shadows of night
They lost each other off the sight
And then began my lonesome fight
My journey without you
Through storms I flew, in coldest rain
Tormented by most cruel pain
The fear that I will not again
Sleep beneath wings of thee
Just one thing I had on my mind
Which helped me leave worries behind
You promised me that we would find
A magnolia tree
You said in land too far away
There was this place for us to stay
Where gentle breeze makes flowers sway
And lovers share their smiles
Up in the branches we would nest
Our life should be all very best
SeparateYou are on the opposite sideSeparate in Free Verse More Like This
of this window.
Press your palm against the pane,
The heat of our fingers will
fog the glass,
and in this mist we create,
we will finally meet.
Under the WeatherMy soul feels waterlogged today,Under the Weather in Free Verse More Like This
and my hands aren't strong enough
to wring it out.
I need to walk in the wind
under the noontime warmth,
but it's cold outside
I guess today I have to
play the role of the overcast sky
and hang low until graced with the sun.
I am Icarus RedeemedEven when every dream had drownedI am Icarus Redeemed in Free Verse More Like This
and love left me choking on dust
and I felt utterly abandoned by
every aspect of my envisioned life,
something in me set on fire.
Oh, I know heat rises
and I'm lifting off.
God knows where it's taking me,
heaven has yet to shut me out.
Oh, my wings are broken
but at least I'm falling free.
It's the impact,
not my plummeting spirit,
that will throttle the light in me.
A HauntingHow can I learn to stopA Haunting in Free Verse More Like This
looking over my shoulder
at your ghost holding mine
in the dust?
I hate how they watch
my jealous back with
their jack o'lantern eyes.
They trace my footprints in the dirt
and their whispers follow me home.
And while I'm devastated that you left,
I want your spirit gone.
You've given me space in the physical world
and left me anything but alone.
Nevermind the WinterTrack the robins through the cloud-cover,Nevermind the Winter in Free Verse More Like This
and tell me where they're going.
Would you follow them?
Spring rests in their talons,
and I reach for it.
I rise like the crocus,
glowing like an afternoon
of laying in the daffodils.
Find my footprints in the April mud,
because I am hope
and I follow the robin.
Yet You're Still RunningYour feet mimicked your heartbeat;Yet You're Still Running in Free Verse More Like This
Drumming into the ground, panicked.
They reminded you that Earth was turning too fast.
You'd be thrown into emptiness
if you didn't keep up.
If you cared enough,
you'd see the blisters on my hands,
nail-beds cracked from gripping the dirt
as I tried to slow the world for you.
SleeplessBack pressed against the wall,Sleepless in Free Verse More Like This
I stare into three o'clock nothings.
Left with watered-down thoughts,
exhausted, mumbled musings,
I have little more to do than
mutter myself down from
whatever fight I'm losing against myself
as the stars grow all the dimmer.
What about sleepless exhaustion
destroys the barrier between
stream of consciousness and the
Strung OutConsider me hanging on the line,Strung Out in Free Verse More Like This
a dress without a body waiting for the sun,
vibrant when she's not heavy, waterlogged.
As a child, I enjoyed making orange smiles,
while wondering why we didn't have
a clothesline stretching from tree to tree
like I'd seen on the television.
I admired the way skirts became birds,
picked up by the wind they adored,
while sheets grabbed the wind like a sail,
and the clouds were always made of cotton,
and the denim sat like lead.
Now every time I put myself out to dry,
the sky gets heavy and breaks on me.
I am halfway towards being ready,
and then the rain rips me down again.
Maybe that's why we bought a machine
to wring the water from our clothes,
because there was no risk of bad weather inside.
HeavyWhen you let me goHeavy in Free Verse More Like This
by the side of the road,
please remember the string
that you tied to my soul.
I'm the balloon you inflated
just to let go;
the night is too cold
and I'm sinking so slowly down.
Why'd you have to cut this
the thin wire trailing
from my heartbeat to yours?
Remember the science of
the desolate sky,
because the night is too cold
and I'm sinking so slowly down.
Lost and FoundL O S T:Lost and Found in Free Verse More Like This
The last petal declaring
"he loves me" back,
or last night's dream.
The money you thought
you left in the drawer,
Grandma's last photo
when she was still smiling.
Your first dog's last collar,
and your father's left sock,
and the last bead strung
on your friendship bracelet.
F O U N D:
New love in the crocus
he plucked from the ground,
the daydream that pulled at your mind.
The fifty you found
in your winter coat's pocket.
Grandma's wedding album,
when she was still glowing.
Your new dog's first collar,
and your father's left sock,
and the last bead to string
on your friendship bracelet.
Forgive Me Forgive me my weakness,Forgive Me in Free Verse More Like This
For I have never been strong.
It doesn't have to mean,
That I am less.
Forgive me my tears,
For I have always been fragile.
It doesn't have to become,
Who I am.
I'd give you my heart if I could,
But I can't.
I'd love you if I could!
I'd love you.
I beg you.
I buried my heart long ago.
The pain I cannot bear.
But I won't bear the hurt.
A Tragedy So SweetPencil to paper,A Tragedy So Sweet in Free Verse More Like This
I write a tragedy so sweet.
A tragedy so dreadful,
Words flow from my mind,
Creating a world of fantasy.
Of love and of loss,
That only we can see.
In this world,
We do not fear the reaper,
For we know all things must end.
Death Will come,
And when it does,
Will only fuel the fire.
Maybe LoveSmile,Maybe Love in Free Verse More Like This
Do you see?
Are you that blind?
But I don't care,
I'll love you anyway.
I've buried my heart,
And I'm scared to love.
But you, I think,
Could change that.
I wish every night,
On stars and on tears.
I can't make you love me,
But maybe you will anyway.
You already know,
I told you,
So maybe you already do.
Fallen AngelHere in the dead of the night,Fallen Angel in Free Verse More Like This
I find my religion in the stars.
The way they shine,
So constant and unending.
In wonder I stare,
Into the unending black.
It consumes me,
It completes me.
Under the stars and the sky,
I remember my lost grace.
Forsaken by God,
I am a Fallen Angel.
Born An AngelMy sister,Born An Angel in Free Verse More Like This
Born an angel.
Gone before she could live at all,
I imagine you now,
And you seem much like me.
But with red hair,
Like Mom always hopes.
I wish I'd known you,
as I've always wanted to be the younger,
Not the older,
And be able to look up to someone.
My big sister,
Born an angel.
Happy birthday sister.
#1 ComplicatedMaybe yes,#1 Complicated in Free Verse More Like This
I'd tell you,
If I could.
When I say,
I mean it,
Like I've never meant anything before.
two sides begging for the same thing.
Love doesn't play a fair game,
Never by the rules.
Don't rush me.
Like I said,
HopeHope is my savior,Hope in Free Verse More Like This
The guide of my soul,
The "maybe" that I live for.
A thousand wishes,
Screamed to the stars,
Like jeweled tears,
Blinking in the black.
If hope should fade,
I would be gone,
Myself lost forever,
To the nothing.
A thousand truths,
No matter how awful,
Whispered with tears,
In the dead of night.
If I should lose you,
I would disappear.
You became my hope,
The moment you said yes.
#16 LoveHand in hand,#16 Love in Free Verse More Like This
Heart to heart.
You're the best of me,
I'm the worst of you.
Can you hear my heart pounding?
Can you see?
I've given everything for you,
And you for me.
I'm no expert at love,
I'm too young for that.
But if there is such a thing,
This could be it.
Open my heart,
See what you find.
Stitches and staples,
To help it heal.
It's a fragile thing,
Broken by the world.
I hope you of all people,
Can understand that.
Can heal anything.
Maybe it can.
I guess we'll see.
Free Verse FearsI say I don't fear much,Free Verse Fears in Free Verse More Like This
But some days...
I'm scared of my own shadow.
A teen who still sleeps with a nightlight,
Because the monsters of my mind,
Hiding in the dark corners,
Coming to eat me whole,
Are far to terrifying to bear.
The girl who freezes,
At the sight of a wasp or bee.
Debilitating in years past.
Some times I didn't even go outside.
I'm scared to say no...
I've never had many friends.
The ones I have no,
I couldn't stand to lose.
I'm scared to love with all my heart,
Because I've been broken,
And a hearts a hard thing to live without.
I'm scared I'll disappear.
I was so invisible before...
I want them to remember.
I can't be nothing again.
I'm scared of myself.
I wonder how I can be anything wonderful,
Without carving myself into poetic thought.
Bleeding the ugly away,
Till Only ink is left in my veins.
I haven't done that in forever,
My mind to stuck on stardust stepping stones,
And the boy of my dreams.
He's gone now...
They say the only thi
#4 UnbreakableTogether,#4 Unbreakable in Free Verse More Like This
As a whole,
Nothing can shatter us.
We aren't like glass,
Though we are fragile.
We are Unbreakable.
Through the rain and wind,
Through the fire and ice.
Into the black,
And out into the light.
Forever as one.
I'm Not What You Think I AmI'm really not skinnyI'm Not What You Think I Am in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
But no one ever listens to me
They tell me these things
That I do not believe
Trying to make me feel better
But it is far from helping
At times it's doing the complete opposite
I wish they would just stop
They really don't understand
Because they never experienced this pain before
I get threatened of being put into a hospital
Yet that idea doesn't sound creepy at all
Instead it seems quite normal
Because I've already been there before
This will mark my 8th time and counting
And they think it will help me now?
Queen DeceiverWhen you look into her eyesQueen Deceiver in Scraps More Like This
The dark shades of blue
Do you see the lies
Staring back at you?
This girl you see
Is a player and deceiver
She has many ways about her
That are easy to believe
In seconds alone
She can have you wrapped around her finger
Locking you away in her soul
Where all of the lies linger
Once she has done the job
Of playing the tease
The real games begin
Where she will have you begging on your knees
Her dirty tricks
Will make you long for her lust and affection
Which she will give until she captures another soul
And then you will have to face the music of rejection
VictimThey stare at youVictim in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Hatred in their eyes
They taunt you
Cursing you with lies
They want you gone
They want you dead
Forever to lie
In a pool of red
Why do they do this!
You cry out loud
Stuff like this
Shouldn't even be allowed!
You finally decide
You have endured enough pain
And it is time to end
All of the stormy rain
You take the blade
And cut deep into your skin
Now they can be happy
You're gone, they win
The Master PuppeteerThe Master Puppeteer stands so tallThe Master Puppeteer in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
With a smirk upon his face
And lets out an evil laugh
As he watches you die
A slow and painful death
Under his tightened rough grasp
And devilishly evil pair of eyes
He drags you around
By a pair of strings
Attached to your arms and legs
Pulling them sharply
To remind you that he's the boss
And you're his puppet slave
Till the end of eternity
He finds cruel enjoyment
Out of seeing you suffer
He's hungry for cash
And willing to do whatever it takes
To get his hands upon it
Even if that means using you wrongly
Until your final breath
He believes he is the master of all puppets
Able to enslave any soul
And get them to do his every wish and command
But he will soon find out he was wrong
When his world comes crashing down around him
As his puppet slave gets the better of his evil ways
And breaks free from the strings of death
Be A True YouPut on a fake smileBe A True You in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Start the new day
Try to get through it
It'll all be okay
Fool the crowd
They don't know any better
They may know your name
But not your story
Pull back the tears
Tell them you're fine
Soon you begin to believe
That life is only full of lies
Ignore the haters
They thrive on your pain
So don't play their game
Just keep on walking
Slam the door shut
Turn the music up
Take a deep breath
Let it drown the world out
Hug your pillow to your chest
Cry away what's eating you inside
Scream the hurt away
Don't let it break you no more
Remember to remind yourself
It's okay to not be okay
Nobody is perfect
In the end we are all human
Just stay true to yourself
No matter what they say
Because all that really matters
Is being who you really are
Maybe If...Maybe ifMaybe If... in Free Verse More Like This
DyingAs the days pass byDying in Free Verse More Like This
i find it hard to survive
i cannot stand this remorse
i am melancholy
from missing you
it's becoming hard to cope with life
without your loving words of comfort
I miss you
and i can't stand the pain
it's become unbearable
inside my souls screaming
never ending torture
knowing you're depressed
and wanting to be alone
your gloom has spread on me
feeling your pain
feel so lost without your loving caress
it makes my day
or at least made
and i hate how i cannot do anything
to lift this sheet of tears
of your body
all i can do
is watch you rot away with the days
hoping you feel better
please do not make things harder on yourself
it wasn't your fault that happened
the only thing i wish had never happened
was the vision you saw
as the blood slowly seeped out of your dead friend
and the car drove away leaving your friend
on the ground
breathing their last breath
before they're gone
i cannot help in any way
and for this
i hate myse
EternityDepression weavesEternity in Free Verse More Like This
it's web over me
as if i where a magnet...
awaiting your call
just want to lay down on my bed
and pretend like i am wed
just repeating what i've said
ripped my heart out
HarmOpen my eyes untilHarm in Free Verse More Like This
and don't blink
let them sting
so i won't feel the painful aftermath
of endless crying
whom are starting to flow
done, broken heartBroken headdone, broken heart in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
day I feel
like I'm about
to fall apart
I will shatter
if I'm not
one tiny slip
Everything is gone
I don't know how
Broken at the sound
of hate in
and broken sounds
my broken fears
my broken heart
it's aching, breaking
with each crack it's wailing, saying
finally, oh finally
feelIfeel in Free Verse More Like This
and puts his arm
around my shoulders
slides his fingers
into my eyes
blue orbs glistening
forward and touches
on my finger
down the aisle
in heavy white dress
a long day
with a kiss
he is gone
this, then, is life?This, then, is life.this, then, is life? in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The weighing in and the rushing out
the heavy hands and the full-of-doubts
the how-dare-yous and the desperate pause
the sinking of ships without a cause.
To trudge along in an empty way
like soldiers march to an unmarked grave
a battlefield, a morose sun
blinking into the eyes of none;
this, then, is life.
These weeping nights and forlorn pleas
the torture of our enemies
in war-torn minds that beg to breathe
the light of day they never see.
And while we march into these graves
killing hope and those unsaved
we cannot help but glimpse as time
out from beneath our feet flies.
And so we, in question, cry
this, then, is life?
prisonersThey say we're small and immatureprisoners in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
too young to know what's best
if we try to make a point
they put our words to rest.
Our attitudes are never pleasant;
they don't understand us but
to their rules, we comply.
They don't know what we go through
the stress by which we live
they tune us out and stomp us down
mercy they will not give.
Can't make choices for ourselves
instead they run our lives
when independence we receive
how then will we survive?
Relinquishing control is not
something they want to do
we cannot have freedom, for
our souls, they cannot lose.
If we succumb to their desires;
don't learn to ask why
we'll always be their prisoners
never see open sky.
Why should they tell us what to do?
Who put them in control?
Don't let them tell you what to think
they're scared of what you know.
why must I cry at night...Just breathe,why must I cry at night... in Free Verse More Like This
that's what they told me
- just let it all out
body, soul, and spirit -
but why -
I never knew
why my lone eye
- went into weeping -
. . .
was it from night frights
- of suppressed
. . .
I never knew,
that I was a victim,
. . .
of inner drowning?
I dared not,
to wipe the -
remaining reminders -
of salt licks down my
- but I wanted
to know the most is why -
. . .
I had this episode?
the questions not answered
- my plaster
ceiling must know -
- but alas
I only got a stare
. . .
why must I ask you?
Long I took
shelter in cover
and sheet -
but only a second
later - my right eye
answered my dementia;
- with a single
clear - tear.
. . .
Thank you. . .
And let there be light...Bearing only naughtAnd let there be light... in Free Verse More Like This
formless and inexistent,
- - boon.
wasteland without fertilization;
- no horizon event,
- - nor was there a
- - - the odds were beaten.
a chaotic grace,
of rudimentary coincidence,
event, filled ex nihilo
- - with feigning simulation.
Not and now is being,
a miracle hence became,
beckoning forth light;
- filling void
- - inevitably bright
- - - cause not, effect yes.
Don't judge me...Don't you dare judge me;Don't judge me... in Free Verse More Like This
- you would have done the same,
if the gun was pointed behind your back?
- - Don't judge me!
Surrender to breathe another breath
or resist the inevitable defeat;
- my nerves ached
and soon numbed over from
- - barbed wire threats,
the only way out was betrayal.
I had no room for morality
when I felt the knife in my hand;
- that was ready to stab
my brother's back.
- - Though I felt not his pain
I only felt my death, ten fold...
Brain washed, not entirely true,
I had all my thinking capacity;
- but only my narcissistic delusion
kept my self centered heart alive,
- - to pump treasonous blood
through my veins.
So don't judge me,
I did what I was told to survive.
- Now I must live forever
in a concentration camp,
- - of prisoning skin, filled
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