it feels like everything's caving in on my spirit.used
is a word with multiple meanings.
it can mean
all the life sucked out of you.
it can mean
you've wasted away from so much
pressure, a hand you weren't given.
it can mean
you take a giant leap of faith
only to fall to your icy plunge,
into the splash you go.
i don't lke being used.
it's not fun.
you think for so long,
look, this will finally happen
and then it does
when you least expect,
and you feel like shit afterwards.
because you know you're
you know it and
you don't fight it.
i'm not pitying myself,
i'm pitying the girls that deal
with this same problem,
we take what we get
and sometimes what we get
isn't what we want.
maybe it is in some senses,
but after it's all said and done,
it's not what it was
supposed to feel like.
it's almost as if all the
air has been drained from
my lungs, heaving, i'm frightened
by how this thing has been
ruined, bursted to pieces, blown
to smithereens, broken.
but is it?
or are you just pretending it is
so you don't have to deal with
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Narrator: After Zuko and Katara found out the plan of the Firelord, they went back to tell the others. On there way back they argued about what happened but they got tired and just kept walking quietly. Then when they reached camp their's eyes widened with what they saw...Everything was destroy. They saw their friends cage on a Fire Nation vehicle from a far distance and Appa was being dragged on the back. Katara tried to run after them but before she could even get any further, Zuko grabbed her hand and pulled her back trapping her in his arms.
Katara: Let me go!!!!! (Katara yelled)
Zuko: No! If they see us, they will capture us too. We can't get caught! Not now! We're the only ones who can save them!
Narrator: Katara was so surprised when she saw the expression on Zuko's face. Katara looked him straight in the eyes and Zuko returned her stare. She wanted to look away but she just can't. It's like her crystal-blue eyes were trapped/sealed in his golden eyes. Then she remembered that h
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Narrator: (wakes up and yawns) Crap I was hoping a prince would kiss me like sleeping beauty. I got too tired of waiting anyways lets get back to the story shall we?...and like I promised, got everything right here (takes out tape and puts it inside the imaginary VHS player*
Sokka: (throws boomerang) Darn it! I cant shake them off!!!!
Uncle: Then we have no choice but to-
Uncle: I was going to say go faster but that could work. (pulls rope stopping the ride and went down)
Sokka: (grabs boomerang) Lets get it on!!!
Narrator: Uncle took a deep breath gathering all his energy to take them all down. As Sokka was about to throw his boomerang, Uncle blew his breath and a huge amount of flame spread through the forest.
Sokka: AAAHHH!!!! You couldve warn me you know!!! (backing up a bit)
Narrator: The soldiers were no match! They tried to fight but they all fell on their butts. Uncles flaming breath wasnt enough though, the soldiers
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Narrator: Since Zuko already finished eating, he went upstairs ahead.
Katara: Where are you going?
Katara: Aren't you gonna join me eating dinner?
Mom: I almost forgot. We prepaired clothes for you two upstairs. That torn is really big.
Zuko: Thank you. I'll go back after I change.
Mom: Dear, why don't you go change with your boyfriend so that when you eat, he'll be there.
Narrator: Zuko was going upstairs when he heard this. He was shocked that he didn't noticed he skipped one step and tremble on the stairs.
Katara along with the mother was alarmed and turned to look but Zuko was quick enough to stand up. Katara giggled a bit.
Zuko: I...I don't think that's necessary...uh...Besides, I think she's really hungry.
Katara: Oh yeah... A lot... He..hehe...eh.. (^^ ')
Mom: Okay, well... Dig in.
Zuko/Katara: Phew... (-.- ')
Narrator: Zuko hurriedly ran up the stairs to change and didn't hear the conversatio
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Narrator: Knowing that Katara was going to be jealous, Zuko said yes to the young woman who invited him to dance. Katara was mumbling some words as she watched Zuko walk into the dancing crowd with his hand being held by the young woman.
Zuko: I dont know how to dance but Ill do it if youll teach me. (with a flirty voice)
Woman1: Sure. Ill teach you. Its not that hard. (pulling Zukos hand and dragging him to the dancing crowd)
Katara: Ill teach you. Its not that hard (bleh XP) (mocking)
Narrator: They started dancing and Katara was left alone sitting on the table. She watched them dance and giggle cause since Zuko wasnt good at dancing he kept stepping on the young womans foot.
Katara: Not that hard. Yeah right. I could dance better than that! (backstabbing the young woman)
Narrator: She was so mad that she didnt notice a stranger had been watching her mocking the girl.
Stranger: Show me.
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Narrator: Well, last time the gang was about to practice. Lets see how theyre doing.
Uncle: Alright. Let us start training. You will be split into two teams. You will fight each other. With this, you will be able to see your and your partners strengths and weaknesses. Do your best to protect each other.
Sokka: So, how do we split up?
Uncle: I will choose.
Sokka: Please say girls versus boys or or or siblings versus-
Uncle: You will be paired with the person you dont like most. This will help you know each other and if lucky get you closer. (ZUTARA!!!!)
Sokka: Well, thats easy. The person I dont like the most is . (looking)
Toph: Hello I dont like you! Were partners!!
Zuko: But Uncle-
Katara: So (coming closer to Zuko)
Uncle: Lets see Miss Toph is with Sokka and of course Lady Katara with Prince Zuko. Good. You know your hearts ( ;-l ). Lets start.
Toph: This is too easy!
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Narrator: Last time we checked, Zuko and Katara agreed to TRY not to fight each other anymore. Sadly, I will not be here for I will go look for Sokka and Uncle Iroh. Narrations will be italicized. Welp Here I go!!! *packs up, goes micro and jumps into the imaginary book*
Katara gazed into Zukos beautiful golden eyes. She smiled as he gave back her stare. There was a moment of silence. Then Katara said
Katara: Now would you like to give the water a try?
Zuko: Maybe just for a short time.
Katara: Fine by me
Katara watched as Zuko started to undress. Apparently the Narrator who went to look for Iroh and Sokka heard this and ran back
Narrator: This I gotta see *says in a tiny squeaky-like voice*
Who said that?
Narrator: Im in the book!!!
Ah yes. But arent you supposed to look for the others?
Narrator: Others can wait. Okay let see Katara watched as Zuko started to undress. Her face started to turn red but she di
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Narrator: Katara climbed back to bed and Zuko resumed his sleep. An hour passed and Zuko heard something. As he turned to look, he saw Katara shivering. She must be cold from the rain. Zuko stood up and went to her side.
Katara: . (still shivering)
Zuko: Katara (starts shaking Kataras shoulder)
Narrator: Katara felt Zukos hand on her shoulder and she turned towards him. Then she sat up facing him.
Zuko: Katara, you look pale. Are you cold?
Katara: I dont feel so good
Narrator: Katara fell on Zukos chest and Zuko tried to keep her conscious.
Zuko: Katara! Come on. What happened?!
Narrator: Zuko tried to calm himself down since panicking would do them no good. He sat up on the bed and leaned against the wall. He made Katara sat up and placed her back against his chest. He gave her warmth and sooner or later she became conscious again.
Zuko: Youre alright. (sighed in relief)
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Narrator: Last time, we left Katara and Zuko having ideas of what to do. Lets see what they are then, shall we?
Zuko: Its perfect. We can go to the celebration and
Katara: Find our friends.
Zuko: Great minds think a like.
Katara: But wait. We dont have any clothes.
Narrator: Then they looked at the two dead spies and started to undress them. They took the clothes of the spies and wore them. They began their long journey to the Fire Nation. That might take some time so lets check on the others first.
Sokka: Feeling better?
Toph: Yeah. Thanks Sokka.
Sokka: Hey sure no problem.
Toph: Someones coming.
Narrator: Sokka and Toph jumped into the bushes and listened to their conversation.
Soldier1: I hope this festival isnt as dull as the last one. Every time we have celebrations we never have fun. All we do is patrol around.
Soldier2: Well that was before the Avatars capture.
Sokka: Avatar. That must be Aang.
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Narrator: Katara froze!! She didnt know what to do! Then Zuko realized what he just did and he was pulled back to reality. Hes eyes widened. He didnt know what got into him. He backed away from Katara and gave her some space. Katara looked at him confused. He knew Katara was looking at him but he was too embarrassed to look back. He lost control of himself.
(inside Zukos mind)
Zuko: How could I be so pathetic?! Im so stupid! Now Ill probably never get a chance to gain her trust back Argh!!!!
Narrator: Zuko ran into the woods. He never looked at Katara. Katara wanted to stop him but she figured that hes just as confused as she was and that he probably needed some time alone. So she slowly walked towards the fire holding her lips. Her legs were still shaking from what happened. They were far away from each other but they had the same thoughts. The anger, the love, the passion .THE KISS. (The DRAMA!!! oh my god! Its killin m
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(and continuation to the continuation)
Narrator: She appeared to be sitting in a really huge red bed under some white sheets and behind her were big, soft pillows. The 14 year old girl just sat there confused. She was wearing a loose grey polo shirt which was up to her thigh and had no idea how she got them. She was lost. It couldnt have been the Fire Nation because the room was painted white but then it cant be the Air Temple because the foams were red. The room had shades of red.
Katara: Hello? Where am I?
Narrator: She saw a figure walking towards the sofa and lay down. Then she heard a gentle voice not far from where she was.
Voice: Oh, youre finally awake.
Narrator: She saw the figure lying on the sofa holding a little book (pocket book or dictionary, I dont know look, the book was tiny okay!!) The rays of sunlight passing through the window made a silhouette of the person. She figured it was a guy. Then a she cleared her sight even more, she was surpr
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amy: get away for me sonic!*gets attacked by sonic *let me go now shadow help me!!!!!!!
sonic: shadow is dead my sweet rose
sonic: just look over there*points at the blood * wtf shadow is not there!
shadow: looking for me *grins but then grrs when he sees that sonic has amy*
sonic: b b b but how
shadow: its a little thing thing called the power of love sonic *hits sonic and grabs amy and dissapers*
sonic : i hate you shadow !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(with shadow and amy)
Amy: oh my god look at you your bleeding you need to stay right here i will be right back
shadow: amy i am ok its just a scrach thats all
amy: a scrach! its not a scrach!*takes out meds and stuff to help it* shadow this might hurt a little * pours water on big cut *
shadow: ouch!!!!! carefull!
amy: sorry shadow here will this help * finshes wraping it up and kisses his arm* feel better now?
shadow: *thinks and smiles* no
amy: *giggles* how about
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dark: you smell
amy: i know hun
shadow: you go clean your self up and i will tell a story to dark
dark: a story! i love stories
amy: ok love
*amy walks up stairs to clean self and shadow picks up dark and sits down on the couch with dark on his lap*
shadow: once there was a hero named sonic everyone loved him. he was always chased by robots and his fangirl amy
shadow: yes mommy anyway sonic got tired of you mommy chasing him and yelled at her this made mommy cry thats when her hero came guess who her hero was
shadow: yes me i took care of your mommy and this made sonic mad it soon made him do things hero's would never do
dark: like what
shadow: hurt people
amy: you telling a story how we came to be?
*amy sits down next to shadow and dark*
shadow: no about sonic
dark: tell story tell story!
shadow: ok anyway it made him do bad things just to get mommy back he ended up hurting mommy
dark: what! why would you want to hurt my mommy!
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amy: shadow...............you save me so many times
shadow: yeah are you trying to hint me at something
amy: maybe -o////////o ok i am
shadow:and what is that you are hinting on love
shadow kisses amy as they sit down on the couch and holds her
amy: well i umm................i want you to
amy climbs ontop of shadow and purrs shadow smiles and pulls amy in closer
shadow: want me to do what
amy: make love to me
shadow: i will do anythinng for you even that
shadow picks amy up and goes up stairs to the bedroom
shadow wakes up to see his beloved rose sleeping on his chest. shadow smiles and kisses her
shadow: wake up love
amy: mmmm i dont want to five more minutes
shadow smerksand skesuses amy's butt
amy: i awake i awake!
shadow good cuz i want to take a shower
amy:...........u woke me up for that!
shadow: no cuz ur comeing with me
amy: huh o.o
shadow picks amy up and walks into the bathroom
[2 hours later ]
amy starts making break
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silver: hi amy
sonic: O.O * hides*
tails: hi amy
cream: hi amy
ronge: hi amy
amy: how are you guys
sonic: *still hiding*
eggman: mhahahahaha i will rule the world!...............by using amy's powers!* grabs amy*
amy: lets go of me egg head!
sonic*stops hiding and hits eggman*
silver:* takes out a gun and points it at eggman* dont even move eggman
* shadow appers*
shadow: need help eggman?
eggman: yes.............yes i do get amy now!
shadow: fine*grabs amy and disappers*
tails: ok what just happened?
rouge: no time to exsplain we need to save amy cream you stay hereand tails watch over her
cream: why cant i come!
sonic: its to dangruos for you and tails
tails: yeah leave us behide(mad)
sonic: come one rouge silver! lets get amy!
silver: what about egg head over here?
sonic: -.-: uhhhhhhhh silver
sonic: he is not there
silver: what you mean he is.* looks and sees that egg
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shadow: sooo what did you get love
amy: i ummmm ggot ummmm o//////////o
shadow grabes amy and pulls her close to him
amy: y you take a look
shadow: then i will
shadow lets her go and amy pulls out the bag and hands it to shadow then shadow takes a look
shadow: hmmmm eatible panties, *others that little ones should not hear or know about XD*
shadow: well lets see how they work
amy: w what
shadow picks up amy and walks into thier room and closes the door
[fyi its about 7 pm ]
amy wakes up and sees shadow sleeping peacefully amy goes up to his face and kisses him and tries to get up
shadow: where you think your going love
amy: o////o to take a shower and no you cant come
shadow: why you have to be like that
shadow smiles and kisses her then lets her go
shadow: fine fair enogh i guess from last night with those toys
amy: you really never used them sweets
shadow: well i wanted you right then and there i could not wait
amy: oh you
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amy starts to remeber what shadow said
shadow: maybe while your shoping you can go by the sex shop a get some toys for me to plaay with you someday
-end of flash back-
amy: o//////o ummm guys i will be back i going to a shop ok
cream and rounge: ok will be at the plaza
amy walks into the sex shop and looks around
shadow: soooo bored
the door rings
shadow gets up and walks to the door and opens and sees sally
sally runs up to shadow and kisses him
amy walks out of the sex shop and puts the bag into another bag so nno one with see it and walks of to her friends
-with shadow agian XD-
shadow: get the hell off of me sally!
sally:but you love me sonic said so
sally rubs shadow lillte gut i mean big man and shadow thats when amy walks in
amy: shadow i home
amy sees sally rubing shadow and tryin to get sally of
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amy: who is it?
amy opens the door and screams
sonic: amy rose you are mine!
amy: yo yo your dead this cant be.......shadow help!!!!!!!
sonic grabes amy hugs her then starts to kiss her
sonic: i am here so i am not dead...at least not anymore
shadow runs in with dark clinging onto him
shadow: o.o holy moly you should be dead!
sonic: who is that
shadow: that is my son dark now let go of my wife!
sonic: amy did you give birth to dark and not my son
amy: yes and i am glad of that
sonic: well then your coming with me
sonic picks her up and starts to run but his legs fall off of him
shadow puts dark down and runs to amy
shadow: amy are you ok!
amy: yes....i need a bath o.o
shadow: picks up amy and heads home
sonic: amy i will get you to be mine i will even if i am dead i will
[at shadow's and amy's house]
dark:mommy ar you ok!
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* silver and rouge come in*
rouge: stay away from her shadow!
silver: what she said!* attacks shadow*
eggman: not so fast! * grabs amy and points a gun to her head* one more move and she is dead........ now come on shadow lets get out of here
silver and rouge: amy!!!!!*sivler uses is bluse powers and removes the gun from eggman while rouge trys to grab amy's hand but is hit by shadow*
shadow: i dont think so * grins* see you later eggman *grabs amy and disappers*
eggman: i knew would betrade me!
silver: well eggman we meet agian* smiles* and it will be our last *shoots eggman in the head and egg head dies*
rouge: no time for joy silver we need to get amy back she could be dead by now knowing shadow i think he already left her to die we need to get sonic and now!
silver your right lets go
*rouge and silver go and try to find sonic so they have a better chance that amy live( if she even gets stabed by shadow and i think shadow will not hurt amy anyway so it is p
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shadow:*sign* what to do what to do *looks at a photo of amy* hmmmm well it as been a few day maybe i should go and find her *grins*
*ding dong ding dong*
shadow: huh? *opens the door and gets hit in the face by sonic*
sonic: how dare you kiss amy!
shadow: grrrrrrrrr you will pay for hitting me sonic * shadow kicks sonic in the nuts and sonic falls down in pain* now time to go and find amy *smiles*
sonic: that.....................hurt >.
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silver: yup ^.^
rouge: -.-;.............HELLO!!!!!!!! whats about amy dont forget about her!
sonic: right!....................grrrrrrrrrr shadow will die if hurts her
*they are about a hour away from where shadow and amy are*
(with shadow and amy)
shadow: amy i love you i aways have amy * kisses amy agian but slips his touge in amy's mouth*
amy: *enjoys the taste and kisses back*
shadow: *stops kissing amy*
amy: shadow i i i just cant fall in love with someone that i know nothing about even you are kind of smexi *blushes*
shadow: then lets get to know each other then *grins*
amy: uh oh i think i know what you me* shadow kisses amy as he picks her up and pushes her agenst the wall then shadow starts to kiss her neck* oh my * amy wrapes her legs around shadow as he enjoys shadow kissing her but suddenly she know all about shadow*(i am too lazy to make like a 10 chapter story about them getting them to know each other)
shadow: *stops kissing amy* you a
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I feel into a deep sleep. It felt like I had been asleep forever. My dream wasn't much of a nightmare.
All I dreamed about,was of Zack. Me and Zack were together. He was in front of me,looking directly at my eyes. I saw myself-I was the same as my last dream. The thing that terrified me,was my eyes. Those ruby red blazing eyes. It reminded me of what many twilight fanatics would describe the newborn vampires as. FLaming red eyes,pale skin,and a hunger for blood. My hunger wouldn't go away,and Zack knew that...he too was a vampire. My love of my life was a vampire...and so was I. We were together in the forest,standing side by side,hand in hand,looking at the moon. The moonlight reflected on our skin. This dream was so peaceful,yet so freaky. I never wanted it to end. But it did.
Great,I knew it seemed like forever since I fell asleep,but I
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The time went by slow. After the conversation my mother and I had,I decided to turn on the T.V. We still had the same T.V, so she turned it on to her favorite channel,with her favorite gossip shows. That always annoyed me,gossip always turns out to be false,or at least gossip coming from that show.
I decided to make some beverages,and a few appitizers,just because I was getting hungrydue to the fact that it was about 9 o'clock at night,and im sure that my mother was too,after a long trip from wherever she came from. I headed for the pantry in the basement. The basement-wasn't anything important. It was just our food storage that didn't need to be refrigerated. It had a small rectangular window on the wall, to shine in some light. Afterall,basements are always dark and scarry....
I turned on the light. The pantry was to the right. I looked throughout the shelves labled: beverages. There was powdere
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So many things were going through my mind. How could she do this? Did dad know about this? Why did she do this to me? What would I do? But most of all-How did I trust her?
I didn't know the answers to these questions. But I sure knew that I didn't want to find out right now. All I wanted to do at that moment,was scream,and cry. Who would have the ability to abbandon their own child? It never occoured to me that my own mother would do this to me.
Now,I had to think of what I would do. Where would I go? My father's house was hours away,it would take a few days to walk on foot. I had no money in my pockets. I couldn't do anything.
A cloud of relief overcame me,as I saw the shiny Black Mercades still parked. I knew right there and then,that I was about to do something very stupid. It was the only choice that I had,
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The window never opened by itself..which is a major duh!...I stood still,exactly where I was. I was afraid to move. I felt like I was in one of those horror movies,where a robber sneaks into a house,and trys to kill someone. I just hope that I wasnt in one of those situations. I looked around,and nobody was in the basement with me. What a relief. So i decided to move. I headed toward the window,and closed it. For a moment,I thought that that a robber might have came in. Apparently not. The window must have not been locked right. Right..?? Right..?? Chills went down my spine,as I realized that there was a dark figure outside the window. I slammed the window shut,and quickly walked back to the appetizers. I grabbed them sandwiches,and the drinks,and went back to mom. I heard her talking.
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I didn't know why I had that dream. When I woke up,it was about midnight. Just to be sure it was a dream,I looked in the mirror to see if the car was behind us still. It wasn't. Well,at least it wasn't stalking us anymore....or so I thought. When I looked back up,the car was right beside us. My heart started racing. I looked away. I thought maybe it was just some sort of dejavu,I mean there could be many of those cars on the road,right.
Even though I was scared,I peeked in the window to see exactly who was in the car that seemed to be following us. My heart started racing even faster. I saw a mad driving it,which would be normal. But the person in the passenger seat...was the boy from my dream. Every single detail about him,matched the boy that was in my dream. And from the smile on his face,I had a weird feeling that he knew I was looking at him. I couldn't believe what I saw. I thought I was still dreaming. He turned and loo
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Her beauty made me numb. I never knew such a beauty could exsist on this planet. If I knew such a beauty could exsist,I would have searched for it centuries ago. No mortal has made me feel this way...no mortal had ever made me feel emotions again.
I was the one who spotted her,aw few nights ago,during a hunt. Then,I wasn't able to see her. I barely missed her. But I knew she was the one. The one who I would love. I never knew that a vampire could have feelings like these. I never knew vampire's could have feelings..at all. It felt weird for me to be stalking her,but I wasn't going to loose her.
It was love at first sight.
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The drive was unbarrable. Pictures of my mother and father kept flashing into my head..like I was betraying them. But how could I betray them? They were the one's who decided to abbandon me. So many things were going through my head at the same time. I eventually fell asleep.
Another unexplainable dream.
I dreampt about a castle in a faraway place...and about me-but it wasn't the normal me. I was different. My eyes were a flaming ruby red color. My hair color changed to a more lighter brown. And most of all-my throat was burning. THe burning would not go away...maybe it was a soar throat. Maybe not. Alright,maybe I grabbed the wrong hair dye,and the wrong contacts. But I don't wair contacts.....and suddenly this aroma filled the air of the castle. A sweet smell..a sweet mouth-wattering smell. I followed it throughout the castle. It lead me to the dungen. [Dungen??? WHERE THE HECK AM I?!?!] T
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The dining room was elegant. There was boquets of flowers everywhere...I wouldnt say flowers,it was just boquets of red and black roses everywhere...I didn't know there was black roses. They must have been spray painted or something. How weird-it matched my dress. It must have been just cowincidence or something. There was a portrait of three women,three men, and three children together. Im guessing a family. The table was made of glass...He was wearing elegant clothes. Yeah,a tux.
I walked slowly over to him.
"Good evening,Elizabeth. You look so beautiful this evening." He smiled at me.
"Good evening,Zack...as well as you too...thank you again...for letting me stay here...and for the elegant dresses...but what I don't understand...is why you let me stay here...and how you followed me...and how you knew that I needed help...and..." I replied,without finishing.
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I didn't know what to expect. I carefully,and cautiously walked out of the room. It was very quiet. I looked around,and nobody was around either. That was unusual. I slowly went downstairs. I didn't want to trip with my high heels on. You know how Belle from Beauty and the beast went down the stairs,to meet her love? Well,that's how I felt right now. I have feelings for the stranger,who saved me. Was it love? Or was it something else? I didn't know,but I knew that I had feelings for the stranger,Zack.
I finally reached the end of the spiral stairs. The dining room was directly across,from the end of the stairs. I walked toward it. There was a woman in front of the entrance to the dining hall. She looked like she was in her teens-maybe 15,or so. She must have been a maid,judging by her uniform. Her hair was curly,and golden brown. Her lips were red as a rose. Her skin was very very pale. But what caught my eye were the color of
Secret Love-Ch.5Secret Love-Ch.5 in Free Verse More Like This
My mom stopped the car. I was still sitting in the passenger seat-too scared to see if the car was still behind us. I didn't know if I wanted them to keep following us,or not. I still had to find out-one way or another...
I looked in the mirror,one time before I left the car. I was frightened..again. There behind us..was the shiny Black Mercades. Great,me and mom are being stalked by two guys. Now I definatley new that I was crazy,otherwise that car wouldn't be behind us. I observed the car again,and nobody came out. That kinda made me feel more safe. I decided to go inside.
The store was filled with a variety of foods that I didn't care for. Chips,candy,soda,etc. The bathroom was small,and looked like it was just cleaned. I didn't have to use the bathroom,I just came in to put some lipgloss on,and comb my hair a little with my little hand
thomaire-el gran viaje parte 4azafata- pasajeros del vuelo 315 con destino a puerto rico, favor de abrocharse los cinturones para aterrizarthomaire-el gran viaje parte 4 in Free Verse More Like This
maire- tommy, tommy,TOMMY!!!!!* zamarreándolo para que despertara*
thomas- * despierta muy asustado* que ? que ¡? que paso ..??
maire- tommy , tommy llegamos . Llegamos * muy alegre*
thomas- QUE NO ME DIGAS TOMMY ..Y .. NO ME ZAMARREES!!
Maire- pensé que ya habías aceptado que te dijera tommy !! y que mal humorado estas *cruzándose de brazos*
Thomas- *suspiro* no me gusta que me digan tommy pero de ti lo acepto y perdón por hablarte así es que no dormí bien anoche
Maire* mirando a thomas junta sus manos colocándolas encima de su regazo asiendo un gesto de avergonzada* jejej lo ciento sé que fue mi culpa de que no durmieras bien tommy digo thomas pero es que estoy emocionada y
Thomas - *tomando por los hombros a Marie* anoche no fue una de las mejores pero lo fue
thomaire-el gran viaje parte 5Terminado el almuerzo, todos fueron al hotel para cambiarse e ir a la playathomaire-el gran viaje parte 5 in Free Verse More Like This
En la playa thomas, Javier y fred estaban surfeando, marie y jazz estaban tomando sol, amanda coqueteaba con los chicos de la playa, mientras que los adultos hablaban de se infancia y lo bien que lo pasaban.
Las chicas de la playa estaban embobadas mirando como surfeaban thomas, Javier y fred , en especial thomas, cuando un isleño se atravesó por su camino asiendo que cayera al agua, amanda que estaba hablando con un chico logro ver la escena apartando al chico de su lado comenzó a gritar
Los adultos escucharon los grito de amanda y miraron hacia el mar, se dieron cuenta que thomas no estaba por ningún lado, Javier y fred trataban de encontrarlo pero era inútil, no había señal de el
Javiery fred- thomas!!!! THOMASSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!! Amigo donde estas!!!!!!!!!!!
Marie se encontraba en la oriya muy preocupad
thomaire-el gran viajepasaron 2 meses desde la ruptura y el regreso de thomaire, solo faltaba una semana para salir de clases, samanta aun seguía molestando a maire pero ella trataba de no escuchar, aun que lagunas veces se dejaba llevar por las palabras de aquella chica, y muchas veces por culpa de ella thomas y maire se veían afectados pero siempre salieron adelante, juntos.thomaire-el gran viaje in Free Verse More Like This
thomas y maire trabajaban en su ultimo proyecto para la escuela, seria la ultima nota del año y decidieron hacerlo juntos, se encontraban en la habitación de maire, llevaban barios días trabajando en ello ya que debían entregar un informe, una presentación y el prototipo del proyecto, esos días de lo único que hablaban era del proyecto, se olvidaron por completo de las citas entre ellos, ya no tenían tiempo para el otro ''como pareja'', estaban muy ocupados no almorzaban ni cenaban, sus padres estaban preocupados ya que no descansaban ni un segundo del día, a
todo por un beso... 8thomas-povtodo por un beso... 8 in Free Verse More Like This
es suficiente.... no puedo seguir actuado, mintiéndole al mundo, fingiendo que no la soporto..... se que ella no quiere mi ayuda, por que ella es capaz de hacer todo lo que se propone... pero ese idiota no la deja en paz.
la ultima ves que nos vimos, me dijo que lo enfrentaría lo mas pronto posible con luca, pero ya an pasado dos semanas y nada..... siquiera he podido hablar con ella , cada ves que me acerco me evita disimuladamente ....
hay veces en las que pienso que esto no resultara ..... las relaciones se basan en la confianza, apoyo incondicional el uno con el otro, pero no es nuestra realidad.
esto es mas difícil de lo que pensé.....quiero acabar con todo esto, y poder estar con thomas así de fácil como si nada..... pero hay un enorme problema, que pasa si luca le muestra la foto a mi padre.....
solo provocaría que nos separaran mas de lo que
todo por un beso... 2marie-povtodo por un beso... 2 in Free Verse More Like This
básicamente así pase las ultimas semanas.....separada de thomas.... no podía decirle la verdad, era riesgoso, también por que estábamos peleados y se que es mi culpa fui muy dura con el.
se estaba por cumplir un mes..... un fatídico mes que esperaba acabase pronto, para continuar con los meses restantes para que el trato terminara, solo hasta entonces seria libre.
muchas veces quise dejar todo esto... no me importaba que la foto saliera a la luz, de todas formas nicole tenia otro novio, pero si luca se la enseñaba sabría que thomas la dejo por eso y toda la escuela se enteraría.....no es que me importe lo que piensen los demás ... si no el trato.... las personas pueden ser muy crueles cuando se lo proponen
era inútil.... cada ves que intente hablar con marie ella me evitaba, era fría, y ademas apar
thomaire-el gran viaje parte 3capitán- azafatas, pueden caminar por la cabina!thomaire-el gran viaje parte 3 in Free Verse More Like This
maire- si?*aun aferrada al brazo de thomas muy asustada*
thomas- tranquila, ya paso lo pero * mientras acariciaba el cabello rojo de maire*
maire- * soltanto el brazo de thomas pero tomando su mano y entrelazando los dedos, y mirando fijamente a thomas*- tommmy.... gracias!
thomas- por que ?
maire- por estar a mi lado !* se miraron fijamente y se besaron *
phineas que estaba al lado de ellos en la otra fila los miro detenidamente, sin quitar la vista de ellos, parecía un espía, en eso isabella se dio cuenta de lo que su esposo esta aciendo, tomo la mano y la cara de phineas y lo besa, luego lo miro fijo sonriendo le tierna mente y phineas dejo de espiar a su hija ya a su ''sobrino''
thomas y maire aun estabn besándose, en eso llega jazz a interrumpirlos
jazz- oigan tórtolos, podrían esperar a puerto rico, no esperar a una habitación jajajajaj * rie p
todo por un beso... 4jazz: llevan mucho tiempo adentro.....crees que estén bien?todo por un beso... 4 in Free Verse More Like This
fred: pues... no hay gritos así que, no se están matando....tampoco escucho risas...por lo que aun no se arreglan.....seguiremos esperando.
fueron las horas mas largas de toda mi vida,sin dirigirnos ni una palabra, mas que miradas incomodas. ningún momento despegue la mirada de marie, quería captar cada movimiento, suspiro,gesto que pudiera dar, lo que fuese, seria una señal que se estaba rindiendo de aquel silencio.
habían pasado cerca de 3 horas o mas, en un descuido de 5 minutos en los que cerré mis ojos, ella se durmió, cuando la vi nuevamente, sentí....ternura, parecía un ángel.
me acerque a ella, me saque la gabardina para poder cubrirla con ella, la sostuve entre mis brazos, como cuando cargas aun bebe, se veía tan apacible que no resistí el besarle al frente.
me asuste mucho al oír su vos, cre
thomaire-el gran viaje parte 6Jazzz- MARIE!! Necesito que bajes un momento!!thomaire-el gran viaje parte 6 in Free Verse More Like This
Marie- NO, NO PUEDO ESTOY CON TOMMY !
Jazz- BIEN, ESTONCES SUBIRE!!
thomas- no!! NO ES NECESARI *interrumpido por jazz entrando a la habitación*..o * suspiro*
jazz- marie te acurdas que hoy nos invitaron a una fiesta?
Marie- si me acuerdo pero estoy con tommy, no quiero dejarlo solo
Jazz- aish thomas ya esta bien, puede ir perfecto a la fiesta!!
Marie- no aun no debe hacer reposo y * interrumpida por thomas*
Thomas- la verdad me ciento mejor , además no quiero que te quedes obligada aquí por mi, no es necesario!!
Jazz- lo ves!!
Marie- mmm no lo se tommy estas seguro que puedes ir, por que no quiero ir si tu no vas
Thomas- claro que si amor, estoy bien
Marie- bien de acuerdo, vamos ala fiesta
Thomas, Marie y jazz, bajaron rápidamente la escalera donde los esperaban Javier, fred y amanda
Amanda- thom podrás ir?
todo por un beso... 3thomas-povtodo por un beso... 3 in Free Verse More Like This
creo que tarde o temprano debía pasar, pero me hubiese gustado que la iniciativa naciera de mi y de ella.... no digo que la ayuda de amigos es mala, pero no me gusta forzar las cosas, me tomo mi tiempo.... en cambio jazz y fred... pues, cuando una idea se les mete en la cabeza es difícil ir contra la corriente.
fred me arrastro hasta aquella bodega, con la escusa de prepararle un sorpresa a jazz, no me opuse a esa petición, es mi amigo debía ayudarle, pero cuando vi que jazz estaba fuera de la bodega esperándonos supe que era una trampa...y nada podría salir bien de esto....
trate de escapar pero entre ambos me sujetaron y me empujaron dentro de aquel cuarto, no tuve tiempo de reclamar, ya que su vos me dejo paralizado
marie: tu! que haces a aquí?
thomas: lo mismo digo!!
marie: pues pregunte primero.....
thomas: sabes mi respuesta, ya que es la misma por la tu estas aquí...
marie: jazz ¬¬
thomas: y....como has es
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fue un impulso, quizás la situación...solo, los dos en la colina de danville,o simplemente era real.......
cualquiera fuese el caso, era un error, es mi mejor migo, mi primo, y ademas tiene novia...se que no me agrada nicole, pero creo que no me gustaría saber que mi novio beso a otra chica.... pero por otro lado lo disfrute mucho, aun que me sentía como basura, nadie merecía esto ni ella, ni el, ni yo.
cuando todo acabo, lo mire nerviosa, no deje que me dijera nada, salí huyendo de ahí, era lo mejor.
no me dio tiempo de explicarle lo sucedido, solo corrió,se que a sus ojos era un erro... pero bajo mi punto de vista no lo era.... nicole y yo terminamos hace un par de días, precisamente por que yo estaba enamorado de marie,no fue solo eso.... ella me estaba engañando con otro.... por un lado me enfade, pero por otro la ente
Why I WriteWhy I Write in Free Verse More Like This
Oh darling, repetitions and lies,
Are they all that you could see?
Truth may be disguised behind words,
But those of mine, are heart scratched words.
My heart can feel truth beyond sight,
And I see the chocolate sweetness behind every eye.
Why is it that so few movies today have a happy ending?
Why is it that so few poems today
Are not of anguish or torn heart?
Why do so few people
Notice not the blooming flowers
Or the lovely colored landscape
And admire nature's simple beauty?
Journalism of today seem to focus only on the extremes;
And the outrageous;
The heartbroken minds;
And of moments without happiness.
Why is it that the simple beauties of this world we all live in
Are so hard to express?
That's why I am here,
For reason I have taken upon myself,
To give, to share,
To show the way to care.
So upon speaking the reason I write,
I hope that within the shattered pieces that once made up your heart,
You'd find the piece that holds the very essence of
The Perfect CrimeThe Perfect Crime in Free Verse More Like This
Remember when we were young?
When we plotted what we could do:
Breaking into songs,
Getting into trouble,
Stealing candy from the shiny glass jar.
What do we do now
That we have committed the perfect crime?
I have stolen your heart,
And you have stolen mine.
It's not enough,
For now we have to steal time.
Afraid to Love06/17/08Afraid to Love in Free Verse More Like This
Because I am in love,
I left the world out of my mind in ruin,
The world we were once strangers to,
One I sworn to never surrender to.
Because I care,
I dare not give you what I have always given,
For betraying a beautiful lie,
I will give it all.
Ive never been so stupid,
To ran away from all Ive lived for,
Too clumsy, afraid,
To admit Ive fallen in love with you.
A Story of Falling Into Love12/06/07A Story of Falling Into Love in Free Verse More Like This
Why do I have to choose between you and her,
When she is the one I may be in love with?
Few would question this falling in-love of a sky's depth,
Pristine snow under a looking sunrise.
But there is a difference,
That my heart may not tell but memories paints so well...
I can't forever be falling in-love...
In the end I'd always arrive at love,
Or become lost, and fall into the depth of an endless abyss.
My heart may be blind, but time has made me wise.
Not too much, but enough to know that...
I have fallen through that endless falling,
In-love, without landing, without feelings of home.
I have tossed out blindly my hands,
And felt hopelessly for a stop in this cliff side wall.
When I was just about to give up,
I found you, as you catches hold of my hand,
And stopped my endless falling to a love unreachable.
I am not in-love with you, I realize now.
I simply love you.
In The Rain06/18/08In The Rain in Free Verse More Like This
I long to hold you to explain,
How I ran away in the freezing rain.
I long to catch your beautiful smile,
So true, captivating drenching of love.
I long to tell you all this and more,
As we stood under the pouring rain.
A rift in time.
Yes, I know,
I just wanted to see you.
Love is a Fairy Tale Lie01/23/08Love is a Fairy Tale Lie in Free Verse More Like This
My lungs have been tearing in scars from silence.
The rain make creatures even our hearts cannot see.
I have realized the hands I clutch to my chest are anything but empty,
But rippling of love, beauty,
And wonderfully in every way just you.
I have found your heart in my hands,
Precious, intangible love glowing to conflate.
And I hope that you know I will never lose my grasp.
For even the daunting 3:30 dream in the morning of mine,
Has taught me that you can turn a world upside down...
It is a very simple world of gullible honesty,
Of a world that once believed that love,
Is nothing but a fairy tale lie.
A Day of Silence02/15/08A Day of Silence in Free Verse More Like This
I usually could make you smile with just flick of my thoughts.
But today, you said you are not in the mood.
I usually could make you look sideways to see if anyone's looking.
But today, there was only a brief thoughtful smile.
And yet you keep coming to see me.
I hope you know I really can't read minds,
But how I crave to hear everything that's on your mind.
Unexpected You06/10/08Unexpected You in Free Verse More Like This
I never expected you to call,
After years of silence,
Heart broken ties.
I never expected you to pretend,
To hear my voice,
Speaking fairy tale lies.
So tease me,
With the smallest of gestures to please,
Irresistable, everlasting touches of you.
My Words02/12/08My Words in Free Verse More Like This
I am walking in a desert of thought,
Thirsting for the end,
Thirsting for you.
I am breathing in a world of blue,
Drowning in sorrow,
Lusting for you.
I am hoping that one day you will see,
My eyes dancing with yours.
And my words,
Less than simply beautifully true.
Whispering Desire02/14/08Whispering Desire in Free Verse More Like This
If you cry,
I would ask you to stay still,
So I can brush your warm tears with a gentle smear of my fingers.
I laughed into your shoulders,
And inhaled your scent as if I didn't know it was a dream.
I realize the distance and time between us,
And that made me smile knowing what a special pair of Valentines we are.
fairy tales are like real life except no one dies.pretending is somethingfairy tales are like real life except no one dies. in Free Verse More Like This
you can only do for so long.
i am tired of pretending.
i wish the world knew
how sick i am of it already.
the days are long, quiet,
boiling sunshine scars
flesh like cigarette burns.
wind whistles like a
mockingbird that's finally
gotten his own song but
is too shy to sing it,
trees rustle and leaves
muffle in the cacophony
of the world's perpetually
profuse state of sad.
pencil tips snap, crack like
the bones of lost brethren,
scorned even through the
haven we used to call home.
the words etched fluidly
in my veins, ink spewed
blue before oxidation
has repercussions only
when there's affirmation.
i wish you knew how badly
this pretending makes me
feel, strangled by the
dull touch of lead in
the lungs of the breathless,
tears of the hopeless
stain mattresses of
an effervescent childhood.
we cannot hope any longer.
we can only pray that
the pretending will stop
and that you'll look
at the spattered pieces
of notebook sheets
ever so slightly littering
the ground y
it's going to be okay. it's all going to be okay.i don't know why it's beenit's going to be okay. it's all going to be okay. in Free Verse More Like This
so long since i've written a
poem but i have subject matter
to write about as of now.
i was sad. you were there.
you told me i was beautiful.
"we need you, i need you."
it's going to be okay.
"just breathe for me. i'm here.
you'll always be safe with me.
i'll always be here for you."
those words stings because those
were the exact same things she
always said and where is she now.
it's going to be okay.
you tried to assuage my tears,
placate me, pacify me, pretend
you love me more than anyone else
just in this moment, why do you
insist on being so nice to me.
"because i care more about you
than anyone else. i want you
to be in my life for a very long time."
what the hell is that supposed to mean.
it's going to be okay.
"love you." but then you called me
the wrong name, whoops, intended
for your girlfriend, not for me,
stupidly i thought you may have been
falling but apparently we've both
fallen too far to stop already.
don't hold my hand if you love her more.
constant longing, forever past.minutes turned intoconstant longing, forever past. in Free Verse More Like This
hours turned into
days turned into
weeks turned into
months without you.
i didn't think that
i could do it. really.
i thought it would
be over, disappeared.
i thought i would be
decimated, and i
started out that way.
but now i must heal
the wounds that i
faced every time i
saw yours, you're so
beautiful on the
outside but on the
inside, you're a
monster, never rest.
you look at me like
what we had never
existed, and quite
frankly, i'm okay
with just that. i'd
rather you view me
instead of hatred.
all this time has
gone by so quickly,
do you remember all
those good times that
we made together?
nostalgia eludes me,
because i don't.
i remember only the
bad things, the
fights, the shouting
matches, the days
you would force your
hand onto mine to
avoid my self-injury,
those days you nearly
cried, but never did.
i remember only when
we weren't, but
at the same time,
this is where we were.
this is who we were.
this is what we were.
a pencil lacking lead is just like an open wound.she doesn't understand the beautya pencil lacking lead is just like an open wound. in Free Verse More Like This
that she's capable of. she can figment
the most beautiful picture and not
even try, her mind is a blank canvas
and her thoughts are like the medium.
swish and splash the red paint, blue,
oxidize me with your catatonic breath,
subtle pencil marks like the veins
that pattern your milky, flawed flesh.
hide behind your eraser shavings, you
always doubt yourself too much, you're
incapable of making a mistake, now.
sweetness, caress this empty sheet of
paper with your carefully chosen
words and help me heal the insulting
that had been caused from all injury.
take your pen and etch indelible phrases
into your aphoristic lifestyle, you
live by age-old techniques but you've
got a modern soul, i want you to wrap
me in your mosaic smiles again. keep
the crying coming, tears are the perfect
base for watercolors. you might be
paranoid but i should inform you that
i am okay. just as long as your sketches
continue to swarm me, encase me with
their warmness and light,
a reminiscent poem about nothing and everything.a breath can mean so much more.a reminiscent poem about nothing and everything. in Free Verse More Like This
a fear keeps me from catching it.
actually, it's more than fear.
an enigma possesses me like the strongest gale.
avid dreaming is destroyed by nightmares.
bound to be broken sooner or later.
breathe your lifeblood into me.
can you help me?
can't you help me?
cancerous thoughts spread like wildfire.
cold hands don't hold mine anymore.
cough up blood to keep from choking.
crying isn't optional--it's recreational.
dancing thoughts evade me like fairytales.
don't you want to call me?
don't you want to keep me?
don't you want to save me?
doubt is the only thing keeping you from answering.
each teardrop is a story.
even the bad ones.
even the good ones.
even the ones about you.
fly far away to avoid me, sure.
friends and fiends are closer than you think.
go back to how it used to be.
grow a bit of hope in your soul.
half of the memories are about you.
half of the memories are craving you.
how i miss you.
how i miss you holdi
something's gone but i'm too tired to look for it.fluidity.something's gone but i'm too tired to look for it. in Free Verse More Like This
that's all it is.
where some people
let their words be
smooth, i halt mine
with awkward breath
marks and unnecessary
punctuation. i lack
to be eloquent
and to be well read
are two completely
i am not pedantic.
i just like words
and use them even
if they don't fit.
because i don't have
i'm choppy, brittle,
snappy words like
bubble wrap, quick
and crunchy like
chopsticks on a
keyboard, i can't
use proper metaphors,
for that would
defeat the purpose
of my piece. why
would i change
i can easily lose
i don't care how
the words get out
just as long as
they spit out
if i had a different name.they wouldn't look at meif i had a different name. in Free Verse More Like This
any differently than if
my name were amory, that's
literally meaning "loved one"
and i'm not one to be loved.
even if i was more beautiful
than the most spacious of seas
my name is still not orabelle
or anything that pretty.
tell me that i'm practically
imperfect, i'm not as delicate
as a lorelei, i'm not tempting
enough, call me anything.
i'm not as fair as a finley or
as shimmering as a soleil, but
i can be as bleak as a bronwyn
and dark as delia as if you
address me as anything else.
let me be audrey, an orville,
ezekiel, let me be strong in
how often i'm called because
frankly, i'm diminutive, tiny
and small in comparison to
all of these names, am i
really quite as dear as you say?
if i were adaliah i could leave
myself parched, deprive me of
any identity i claim to have.
if i were talullah i could drown
myself in my own sorrows because
i'd never know the truth anyway.
even if i were seraphine, i'd still
burn away in this hell of a life,
fire cannot be foug
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bruised and battered,
sick as hell, not
dead, not well, you
let me live vicariously
through all your precious
misery, i wish you
let me live in you
after what i did to you.
i thought the reason
for your changing season
was unrequited, love
ignited deep within
a hatred strong, although
i loved you all along.
piece the pages
this stormy weather.
whether or not we
try to hide, this
feeling cannot be
denied, i've tried
so hard to disappear
but i want attention
when you're near.
i fear you'll hear
a sketchy phrase
in which awareness,
i will raise my hand
above and make notice
to the one i love
that i am better
all the while, and
they're the reason
i will smile.
i saw your face, your
eyes they glimmer with
the most iridescent
shimmer, thinner lips
and wider hips,
unshakable and breakable
blossomed in the dips.
when my tears fall like
shedding blood, they're
near as heavy as a
thud, but you, my doll,
wipe them away and wish
for me a better day
the apology poem that shouldn't have to exist.oh, the wretch and ruin.the apology poem that shouldn't have to exist. in Free Verse More Like This
watch me as i burn
away these faces of
emotion with the drip
of my own saline tears.
i have nothing to be
ashamed of, for your
lies greatly surpass
shadows, months upon
months wasted, sorrow
drowning me, doubtfully,
life without a crutch.
you are not worth my
sadness but you have
denied me the right to
move on when you violated
the trust we established
and validated why i
have dealt with depression.
scum like you shouldn't
have to dictate my life,
but i let you. and that's
not okay anymore. so
here's my last hurrah
to you, i know you'll
never read this because
you refuse to see my
face, let alone my poetry.
but you have destroyed me.
you are a coward
and you deserve to feel
remorse because what
you have done is wrong,
i'm tired of watching
you play the victim when
we are both at fault here.
i'm done trying to
please you. i just want
to know why you won't
VAMPIRE+BLOOD VS HUMAN+LOVE: 6VAMPIRE+BLOOD VS HUMAN+LOVEVAMPIRE+BLOOD VS HUMAN+LOVE: 6 in Free Verse More Like This
Sakura blushed when Sasuke offered to drop her. She blushed and felt her heart melting, but she denied.
no. I am fine! I still can go to school. Sakura shook her head
you can not stay in school like this! you look ridiculous! Sasuke insisted
I said, I am fine! My body heals fast from injuries! I dont have to worry! Theyre healing right now! Sakura said.
The late bell rang.
Sakura, what are you saying. You stabbed yourself with an infected knife, and a humans body cant heal that fast. Sasuke said
Sakura stared at him as if he was an idiot then why do I heal fast?
She took off her bandage and at sasukes am
DON'T WANNA LET YOU GO: 1 DON'T WANNA LET YOU GO: 1DON'T WANNA LET YOU GO: 1 in Free Verse More Like This
It was the morning in the Konoha city. Three months has passed already since students had summer vacation and today was the first day of school.
Ino was walking with her boyfriend Sai and with Naruto, Hinata and Sasuke Uchiha.
"I can't believe summer went quick like this." Ino said "I wanted to go for more shopping."
"Ino, we can still go on shopping every weekend if you'd like to." Hinata said
"aw, Hinata. that's would be great." Ino said
"but i thought you were going to help me
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"Let's dance together, Sasuke." Sakura said pulling Sasuke with her.
"woah...i didn't know Sasuke and Sakura were dating..." Kiba said
"oh...they're...not..." Ino was mouthed open
"let's not worry about them, wanna dance, Ino?" Sai proposed
"okay." Ino followed Sai.
"Hey, Hinata! you wanna dance with me?" Naruto asked
"O-okay...Naru--" Hinata was about to say when Kiba grabbed Hinata and sticked his tongue out to Naruto saying "sorry, boy. But tonight, Hinata's with me."
"ack! you've gotta be kidding me! Hinata is my girlfriend and I am not letting you still her from me!" Naruto said
"oh really? We'll see about that! come on, Hinata. let's dance." Kiba pulled Hinata with him, Naruto pulled Hinata back.
"I said she is with me!" Naruto said
"so? i want her to be with me too." Kiba said
DON'T WANNA LET YOU GO: 5 DON'T WANNA LET YOU GO: 5DON'T WANNA LET YOU GO: 5 in Free Verse More Like This
"HINATA?! WHERE ARE YOU!?" Naruto kept running in the rain looking for Hinata.
Hinata hide under a tree. she was wet and cold.
'Im so...horrible...' Hinata thought crying
"Hinata! i finally found you!" Naruto said
Hinata was startled "N-Naruto...I..."
"why were you crying...? and why did you run away? i hate to see girls crying because it breaks my heart..." Naruto said
"Naruto..." Hinata was surprised
"Look Hinata, i don't like to see you crying. it worries me alot. Is everything okay?"
"Naruto...you're worried about me...?" Hinata blushed
"yeah...um...well...yes..." Naruto started blushing "I mean...you're...sweet...and...nice...as always...you're important to me."
Hinata almost felt like fainting.
"I like you alot..." Naruto Said
"Naruto...m..." Hinata gulped "me
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Sasuke kept kissing Sakura on the bed as he wanted. Sakura pushed him away and said "what do you think you're doing?"
"I want you, Sakura." Sasuke said
"I don't. and i am not doing That on someone else's bed." Sakura stood up.
"then let's go at my place." Sasuke offered
"no, thanks. i came here to party." Sakura walked out of the room.
Sasuke followed her.
"HINATA!!!!" Naruto said again, when Hinata opened her eyes.
"shhh Naruto!" Kiba said
"Naruto...kiba..." Hinata said
"Hinata!!! you're okay?! you scared me!!!!" Kiba said
Naruto glared at Kiba "that's my line, loser."
"oh, shut up." Kiba ignored him.
"oh...im sorry..." Hinata stood up
"Hinata, you're okay?" Naruto asked
"yes...Naruto..." Hinata blushed
"then let's dance!" Kiba pulled Hinata with him.
"Not again!" Naruto whined.
Sasuke was still following Sakura wherever she went.
"what's that at
Vampire+blood vs Human+LoveVAMPIRE+ BLOOD VS HUMAN+LOVEVampire+blood vs Human+Love in Free Verse More Like This
Sakura Haruno a seven years old girl have worried her parents for such a long time. She doesn't act normal like a child does. she is not afraid of horror movies and she is always brave. She is not scared of darkness, as the matter of fact, she enjoys being in the darkness. she is not scared to be alone home or somewhere without her parents.
But that's not her parent's real worry: Sakura has started talking to something that no one can see. she talks to nothing and even laughs with that unknown thing.
Sakura told her parents that the thing she is always watching and talking with is actually her angel. she described the angel who had pink wide wings and the same green eyes as hers th
VAMPIRE+BLOOD VS HUMAN+LOVE: 2VAMPIRE+BLOOD VS HUMAN+LOVEVAMPIRE+BLOOD VS HUMAN+LOVE: 2 in Free Verse More Like This
Sakura didn't like Sasuke at all. She had the feeling that boy was weird and not natural.
"Well, Sasuke. Welcome to Konoha High School. I am Hatake Kakashi, your biology teacher and i hope you will like this class."
Kakashi turned to the whole class and said "everyone, we have a new student and i hope you will be welcoming him."
Kakashi kept staring at the class looking for a free seat for sasuke. Obviously, there was one free seat next to Sakura.
"Alright, Sasuke." Kakashi sensei said smiling at Sasuke "go seat next to Sakura. the girl with pink hair and green eyes with a gloomy look on her face."
"right." Sasuke walked toward Sakura while everyone was starring at him. Sasuke also felt strange.
DONT WANNA LET YOU GO: PREVIEW DON'T WANNA LET YOU GODONT WANNA LET YOU GO: PREVIEW in Free Verse More Like This
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"Sakura, you're really are the best. i've never knew you could be so funny." Ino kept laughing with Sakura and Hinata
"ha." Sakura said
"hey guys, what's so funny?" Sai joined the girls.
it was end of the school day and they were on their way to home.
"Sakura was making a joke." Ino explained
"oh, now is it is funny Sakura." Sai said
"by the way, where is naruto?" Sakura asked
"He is waiting for Sasuke at his locker. why?" Sai answered
"just wondering." Sakura winked at Hinata "maybe he should be with someone ALONE"
"Sakura!" Hinata blushed
"come on, Hinata. why can't you have a little gut to confess him your love?" Sakura asked
"well...i was going to...but when i heard Sasuke broke up with you...it discouraged me...i mean...Sasuke...and Naruto are best friends and they're a lo
DON'T WANNA LET YOU GO: 3 DON'T WANNA LET YOU GO: 3DON'T WANNA LET YOU GO: 3 in Free Verse More Like This
"I think your new friend is kinda creepy with his eyebrows." Ino whispered tpo Sakura
"who, lee? hehe. that's what i thought for the first time i met him. his eyes and his look crept me out a lot, but as the time passed by, i got used to him. he's not creepy, Ino. he's a nice guy." Sakura laughed
"nice enough to date him?" Ino smirked
"no, we're not dating. he's just like my brother or my best friend. lee helped me alot and we became great friends." Sakura said
"he sure is nice..." Hinata said
"come on, let's hurry to the gym! you're going to love the gym teacher!" Sakura ran into the gym class.
"Karin, are you sure about this?" Tenten said
"I am sure about this. That girl with short piky hair is Sakura." Karin a
Forever mineBroken heart because of you...Forever mine in Free Verse More Like This
But hold my hand and see me through
You break than heal
Think that I don't feel
Well this is the end of the deal
No more breaking will be done
I give up, you have won
Take my heart, take m soul
I hope this wont take a toll
Breathing so close to me
Out body's intertwined, this was meant to be
We kiss, we touch
I want more, but this is already too much
Hold me close to your beating heart
Please don't let us part
Out hearts beat at the same time
I am forever yours and you are forever mine
As long...As long as I have you by my sideAs long... in Free Verse More Like This
As long as I don't have to let you go
As long as I can talk to you
As long as I can be your friend
As long as I can make memories with you...
I think I'll be okay
As long as you want me here
As long as you care about me
As long as you love me in your own way
As long as you promise me you'll stay
As long as you need me as much as I need you...
I know I'll be okay
But without you by my side
Having to let you go
Not talking to you
Not having you as a friend
Not making memories with you...
I don't think I'll be okay
And without you wanting me here
Without you caring about me
Without you loving me in your own way
Without your promise to me that you'll stay
Without you needing me as much as I need you...
I know I wont be okay
MachinesI turn off the lightMachines in Free Verse More Like This
Than turn up the tune
And on this night
I might just die soon
Look in my eyes
Do I look okay to you?
Can you not hear my cries?
Well now you know what's true
I'd rip my heart open
Commit the perfect crime
But I need to know...
Is this worth my time?
So let's get this straight...
Now you've loved me all along?
Well I'm afraid it's too late
But I'll admit this, I was wrong
I'll blast the words into my ears
Shut my eyes forever so you don't have to worry
Rip my heart out and hand it over after all these years
And give you all my love so between us there's no furry
It's worth my time...
Whatever that means..
And I don't need you to be mine...
Because in the end we're all just machines...
Slip away like sand...I cant believe it...Slip away like sand in Free Verse More Like This
she's really gone
Her life never really fit
It was just a little too long
Her smiles disappeared,
Replaced with tears
I hope she's near,
Cause right now I cant stand alone on this peer
Every time I hear someone laugh...
I remember when she used to radiate with her laugh
Every time I see someone smile...
I remember how she used to glow with her smile
As I walk into the room...I see her in that case
It hurts to look at her...dead
She was running an unbeatable race
' I COULD HAVE SAVED HER!!!' that's what I hear in my head
I walk up and touch her cold face
Tears stream from my eyes
I cant take this...I start to run away from her case
It's hard to believe...she really died?
Why is she gone?
She understood me like no one else can
What did I do wrong?
All I can see is her slipping away from me forever like sand...
Good-bye?I'm so sorry my love...Good-bye? in Free Verse More Like This
I'm so very sorry...
For hurting you
For breaking your heart
I'm so very sorry
So so sorry
Will you ever forgive me?
I don't deserve your forgiveness
Just tell me you wont...
Let me go
You deserve so much better
In return I'll let you go
I can't say it to your face; I'll write you in a letter
"I'll always love you my love
But today I say good-bye
I'm going to miss you
But where's the 'good' in good-bye?"
MeetHe pretends he's fineMeet in Free Verse More Like This
But he's way over the line
He's not fooling anyone with his act
We all know you're what he lacks
The moon shone on his face
You just laughed and left him in that place
It broke his heart
An added collection to his broken parts
He has give up on all that matters
You let his heart shatter
If you listen you can still hear a beat
I don't want to lose you; if I do I hope one day soon we'll meet
One more day
Only one more thing to say
I whisper in your ear "I love you too"
And I just pray that I don't lose you
KeptBetween two best friends...Kept in Free Verse More Like This
I cannot choose
I don't want either friendship to end
And neither do I wish to lose
So close yet so far
I'm thinking but I just cant pick
Don't know where you are
All I know is that I'm sick
Don't make me choose
Don't make me pick
You I cant lose
Don't make me sick
Hold me close
Wipe away my tears
I need you two the most
Please stay near
You guys are the best
Neither of you should love me
Go, you need to rest
Maybe than you'll finally see
I'm not right for either of you
You really need to go
I'll break your hearts in two
But I need you to know
I need you now more then ever
But you really need to leave
I'll need you forever
Always need you to breath
Understand that this rips me apart
But please, don't slowly take small steps
If you must, run away from my heart
BUt even if you go, in my heart is were you'll be kept
EngagedRing on my fingerEngaged in Free Verse More Like This
A smile on my face
We're no longer strangers
We now run the same race
I pull on the white dress
It sparkles in the light
I remember when I was a mess
Now I'm quite a sight
I say "I do"
Now I wait for your reply
You say "I do" too
In relief I sigh
I lay here in your arms
Your lips eagerly kiss mine
I know you would never put me in harm
For that I trust you and I know I'll be fine
I get down on one knee
I see the sparkles in your eyes
I ask you to marry me
You nod your head and start to cry
The tux fits just right
Now I must wait for you by the stairs
My eyes search for you in the crowd so light
I see you in your dress and you're too beautiful to bare
You say "I do"
A smile takes place of a nervous line
Then I say "I do" too
You are forever mine
Holding you in my arms
My lips meet yours
Dear, you have so much charm
Together we will soar
StandPeople tell me this is wrong. . .Stand in Free Verse More Like This
But inside I know it's right
To find out, it wont take them long
Our true feelings will come into sight
Walking down the hall hand in hand
Stealing a little kiss every now and than
I want to hold you as tight as I can
Right now the rules we bend
They yell and scream
But we still stand tall
We are a team
Our love will win against them all
So tell us one more time how our love isn't right
We'll just ignore you
Maybe one day you'll see the light
But just so you know, we will stand up for our rights too
The painWalking away was harder then I thoughtThe pain in Free Verse More Like This
But I knew I had to since my heart was shot
There's no going back
But know what we're going to lack
I wish there was something I could do
But I cant bring you back, not even as I look at the dew
It's all over now; nothing can be changed
But no matter what I do, there's nothing to ease the pain
First kiss..First kiss.. in Free Verse More Like This
She fell in love with a boy quite young.
Her heart he held tight.
His quiet words could comfort her fears,
help her forget her years of tears.
She loved him with a passion,
so deep not even the ocean could compare.
And his love for her was equal,
Though one night this "life" became too much,
with images of death,
he did not think,
was in a rush.
He must have been blinded by his sadness..
For that was the only way he could miss...
miss the fact that her love was stilll there,
Burning bright like a fire.
But soon his descision was down to the wire.
In sadness she heard the next day,
that with us her one love did not stay.
Oh how much she cried,
mourning the loss.
One life gone,
a beautiful love lost.
She sits now sad,
Her love gone to a better place,
He took his life
and others tried to take theirs,
but alone she sits,
Though what she sees
is what she will miss,
Everything they never got to have...
Their First Kiss.