it feels like everything's caving in on my spirit.usedis a word with multiple meanings.it can meanall the life sucked out of you.it can meanyou've wasted away from so muchpressure, a hand you weren't given.it can meanyou take a giant leap of faithonly to fall to your icy plunge,into the splash you go.i don't lke being used.it's not fun.you think for so long,look, this will finally happenand then it doeswhen you least expect,and you feel like shit afterwards.because you know you'rebeing used.you know it andyou don't fight it.i'm not pitying myself, i'm pitying the girls that dealwith this same problem,we take what we getand sometimes what we