I Cried Because of ThisWhen you were 1 year old,I Cried Because of This in Personal More Like This
your mom celebrated the first birthday of you,
you thanked her by crying all day long.
When you were 2 years old,
your mom started teaching you how to talk,
you thanked her by saying ummmumumumumamamama.
When you were 3 years old,
your mom brought you to the park,
you thanked her by running around the pond, and chasing the ducks.
When you were 4 years old,
your mom bought you some toys,
you thanked her by breaking the toys on the next day.
When you were 5 years old,
your mom bought you a story book and read it to you,
you thanked her by ripping it piece to piece.
When you were 6 years old,
your mom sent you to the kindergarten, so that you can start making friends,
but you thanked her by fighting with your classmate.
When you were 7 years old,
your mom made you a very nice lunch for the first day of school,
you thanked her by throwing your foods around the class.
When you were 8 years old,
your mom handed you an ice cream,
you thanked her by dripping it all ov
Despite Being Long this Touched Me.In a relationship, married or not, read this!Despite Being Long this Touched Me. in Personal More Like This
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The w
Something I Learned And You Should TooThose we meet can change us; sometimes profoundly. We are not the same afterwards.Something I Learned And You Should Too in Personal More Like This
Comment and I Will Answer!!!1. Something I learned about you looking at your dA page.Comment and I Will Answer!!! in Personal More Like This
2. What color do you remind me of.
3. My first memory of you.
4. Something I've always wondered about you.
5. What I like the most of you.
6. I'll give you a weird name.
7. I'll tell you what it is on my shirt right now
8. Tell you a food you remind me of.
9. I'll challenge you to post this in your journal as well.
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMFGYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in Personal More Like This
Don't mean to swear but I have power!!!!! CL&P has just restored it!!!!!! MY mom b**** on the phone and got my neighbors to "boycott* them so they immeaditly started working on our street! They hooked us onto a generator and we should have full power by tomorrow morning!!!!
So excited!!! I just can't hide it!!
They had me park at my neighbors street for construction reasons but as I walked to my house, you all can just imagine what I did after a long day of work. I got my friend outside with me and we blasted Party Rock Anthem all the way down the street and we shuffled, skipped, and did flips all the way to my house.
I have limited power for now but by morning I will have power and after work: power! And for school: power!!!!!!
I love electricity!
Me encanta la electricidad
Mi piace di energia elettrica
0_o 10,000?!W-wow...10,000 views. Thanks guys!!!!0_o 10,000?! in Personal More Like This
Sorry for not being on for this long! I have finals next week so they are my main focus. I am just starting to reply and go through deviations so hopefully I respond to everyone soon.
Oh also I know many of us don't look at the notices but if you live in the U.S. try and do this: http://heidi.deviantart.com/journal/Holiday-Card-Project-2012-336468251?utm_source=elnino&utm_medium=messagecenter&utm_campaign=120612_MKT_HolidayCardProject&utm_term=text
If you don't live in the U.S. try and spread cheer through other charities. That is what the holidays are always about. Be that person who gives random acts of kindness to strangers
Warning Child Abuse- from ajjkmonHer name was AbbyWarning Child Abuse- from ajjkmon in Personal More Like This
She was only five
This is what happened
......When she was alive
Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic
Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair
She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound
Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endore
A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?
But she grabs her bear
And softly crys
She loves her parents
But they want her to die
She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
" God, why? Why is
My life always sinking? "
Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did
Then one night
Her mom came home high
The poor child was hit and slapped
As hours went by
Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made
She thrusted the blade
Right in her chest,
" You deserve to d
And then I was TaggedTagged by :iconblackwargreymonfan:And then I was Tagged in Personal More Like This
1. Do you know what colour a mirror is? (I do. >:3)
A form of silver. (I only know this from Physics)
2. Does a black object absorb or reflect the whole spectrum?
Depends what you are talking about:
a) for light black is the absence of color so technically it has no spectrum. So because it doesn't then it must absorb all colors. (Why physics...why did you teach me this?)
b) in accordance to the elements of heat it absorbs all.
3. If you're not a brony, would you like to be one? If you ARE one, would you like to not be one?
I am not a brony nor do I wanna be one. No hate for those that do but I just don't see the point or concept
4. Alucard (Hellsing) or Sebastian (Kuroshitsuji)?
I have no idea...so I will answer with how most of the questions before were answered: PHYSICS
5. You will be granted three wishes as long as they don't directly: kill someone, give you rule or command over another person or affect the entire world/reality. What do you wish fo
...This is AwkwardI get asked my race a lot...no joke; but tonight I got this question a lot. Here are the top 3 examples:...This is Awkward in Personal More Like This
Me: Well that's cool
Deviant: I hope you don't mind me asking but are you black?
Deviant: Well you like all black music, you've lived on the streets before, and you seem laid back and you can dance
Me: ...oh? Does race even mater? And no sorry I like what I like
2. Omegle (I do this for laughs)
*after talking about likes and dislikes*
Stranger: Can I guess your race?
Me: uhhh sure? I don't see why it matters
Stranger: Because I'm good at guessing...you must be asian
Stranger: Because you like math and science a lot and you said you liked anime
Me: so does every race
Stranger: Ohh! So you must be Mexican!
3. At work over the phone with a new manager
new manager: Taylor you need get here soon ((she really talks like this))
me: Alright; umm if it's easier for you I can speak Spanish. Its Tyler too Mary
Class Night!!!Every year my school throws a Class Night! This is like our homecoming after prom where there is no prom stress. Honestly I loved it! First I danced with all my friends and some really hot girls (thus why people call me a man whore/pimp), had a good time with my buddies and won stuff!Class Night!!! in Personal More Like This
I loved the Senior slideshow that shows Seniors through our 4 years having fun and being with friends. Our class size is 499 so it was long but great. It brought up a lot of memories. I even teared a bit and talked with old friends I grew apart from. But it was honestly a great experience and I realize how close I am to saying goodbye.
Also I got front row seat tickets to see Drake!!! Yes apparently the MC liked my dancing (tee- hee) and he gave a pair of tickets! That was awesome!!!
All in all I may have loved prom but class night even if I didn't win was still much better! And in about 2 weeks, I walk down to graduation. For now tomorrow is Class Day!
UPDATESo...UPDATE in Personal More Like This
My play premeired last night. It went well. Better than I thought it would. I am proud and slightly numb because I DID THAT. I TURNED IT FROM A SCRIPT INTO REALITY. AND PEOPLE LAUGHED.
I've been so exaugsted because all the wonderful stress has minimized my sleeping time.
Now, that it's offically over thought I can return to my everyday dorky life.
Which means I can RP and write again. YAYZ~
Tell me if we're rping please, so I can remember.
Also, next on my chapter list is Not Real.
In a non-related but none the less important subject:
SOPA didn't PASS. YAYAYAYAY. That's one good thing. Only now we have to worry about ACTA. ACTA is MUCH WORSE than SOPA ever was and it doesn't only effect the UK/EU....IT'S GLOBAL.
It gives the gov. the right to moniter everything you do online.
Sign petitions. Spread awareness.
Here's a vid for more information->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=citzRjwk-sQ
We are powerful people. With vo
Girl ScoutsNot me. But, a 8 year old Transgender boy who lives in Colorado. Hint: I also live in Colorado.Girl Scouts in Personal More Like This
So, this little boy wanted to be in GirlScouts. At first they said no. Then after some thinking (because lots of people were pissed of course) they finally let her in. (I'm going to call the little boy her from now on in this journal).
However, some teenage girl (who of course is a girl scout as well) made a video saying that the little girl shouldn't be let in because for a long time the Girl Scounts have been a safe place for girls to meet and talk and get advice. And if they started letting in folks from the Transgender community it would essentially ruin their club. She was telling people to boycott buying cookies until the Girl Scout Admin. kicked the little girl out.
Unfortunatly, the video has been made private. I wanted to teach her a bit about this sort of stuff.
Fortunatly, plenty of people got around to it before I did. There are some beautiful responses.
I guess it just makes me
PREPAREYOUR BLADDERS FOR IMMINENT RELEASE!PREPARE in Personal More Like This
Because tomorow the first chapter of All I Want For Xmas is being released.
Gonna bea smidge absent from dA and from the IZ fandom for a few days until I get over the immense sorrow that was Reichenbach. AKA THE END OF THE SHERLOCK SERIES 2.Gonna be in Personal More Like This
/SOBS GROSSLY IN A CORNER
I BELIEVE IN SHERLOCK HOLMES...
if you want to get in touch with me ask me for my cell number or get a TUMBLR.
I know you might think that it's lame and stupid and obnoxious but,
OMG once you get into it...it's addicting. I would love to have you guys all on there. You guys are already my dA family....BECOME MY FAMBLR. -creepy face-
There's hardly any IZ stuff on there. It makes me sad. >.
GOD HATEShttp://arrowheadrush.tumblr.com/post/15606926122/saucykid-torturedtoysatdaycare-c0enGOD HATES in Personal More Like This
Holy...fuck. That is nuts.
It appears that their 'church' is failing. Good.
Also, I'm rather nauseated seeing this. Not that I wasn't aware of it...but, fuck. And those kids....
I'm really hoping that if there is a God he's seeing what they're doing. I'm hoping that these people learn before they die how ignorant they've been.
And if they don't...then I hope they die without ever learning, without ever moving beyond their hatred because that is the biggest curse.
I hate religion. I adore Jesus. (I'm not christen/ catholic/ jewish...ect) I'm not an atheist either. But, I think that religion is so structured and made of fear and guilt...
God made us...(or rather science/evolution did) but, in all biblical references, God is our creator. He made us perfect. Sins and all.
The bible is a book. Paper and ink. And it's a copy of a copy of a copy of a copy. Who even knows
EH...Since everyone else is doing it and I only got one more day to use this journal skin.EH... in Personal More Like This
THIS FABULOUS YEAR I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH;
-A new book shelf!!! 6 feet! I can actually fit all my books on it!
-F.R.I.E.N.D.S seasons 9 & 10 (The last too I needed!)
-A t-shirt making kit
-A video camera
- A photo design program
-Two Monster High dolls (NO REGRETS)
-A few Gift cards
-50$ from mah Grandma
-An Aperture Science t-shirt
-The Complete Sherlock Holmes volumes!
-Epic hobo gloves
-A panda hat!
-and tons of fuzzy socks!!!!!!!
New YearsBussiness first I guess,New Years in Personal More Like This
The fanfics that I am FOR SURE finishing are:
-Zim's Keep Out
The iffy ones are
and A few other ideas I have.
WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY STORIES?????
I also need to finish my commission. I might open up some for after the new year. ^^
I AM gonna get to my rps tomorow since I have nothing to do.
NOW FOR UN-BUSSINESS;
Does anyone watch Sherlock BBC?
ZOMG. The new season in 5 days!!!!!!!!!! I'm gonna die. Nearly a year of waiting and yayayayayayayyayayayayayayayyayay!
Any special plans for the New Years? Tell aunt/cousin/sister/weirdo friend Cupid.
Tagged 3Tagged by: :tyler9862:Tagged 3 in Personal More Like This
These are the rules:
1) You must post the rules.
2) Each person must post five things about themselves in their journal.
3) Answer the questions the tagger set for you to answer.
4) You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons in your journal.
5) Go to their page and tell them you tagged them.
6) No tag backs.
7) No stuff in the tagging section saying "If you're reading this you're tagged" You legitimately have to tag 10 people.
Five things about me:
1) I have very dangerous mood swings. (always have)
2) I hate Toy Story! (the evil brother in the 1st one, that takes apart and puts back together all these toys, scared the crap out of me!
3) I don't want to have kids.
4) I am best friends with my 5 year old sister (I know, its weird).
5) I am REALLY shy around people I don't know. I'm sort of stranger phobic.
6) I know I am breaking the rules, but I there is one more thing you should know about me. I am terrified of old people!
1. What is your favorite
Devious Journal EntryUmmm, I don't now what to write.Devious Journal Entry in Personal More Like This
deviantART is really cool and everyone here is sooooo talented! Met some nice people.
Went to the toilet. Ate cereal. I should go get a life!
Sorry!Hey, the poem I wrote last night was a bit emotional, and I apologize for that. I guess I just wanted to show the adults running our lives (kids like me) that we as children should not be pressed down by the weight of this brutal world.Sorry! in Personal More Like This
BOOK OF THE GODSHeyyy! Just a random little post here! Please read! (:BOOK OF THE GODS in Personal More Like This
So, lately I've been pretty busy (as always) but I just wanted to let you few, fellow deviants who check my page about one particular thing I've been obsessed with.
I read all 3 Hunger Games books, in about 2 days. And, let me tell you, they are AMAZING!!
These books are the best books I've ever read, and to show you, I'll make an analogy-type thingy.
If I could recommend just ONE book for Jesus Christ himself to read, I would pick the Hunger Games. (but he's awesome enough as it is )
Oh. My. Goodness.
These books make me hyperventilate. And so does the trailer, which comes out March 23rd, sooo excited I might lick your screen!! :iconbigkissplz: hehe c:
FAIL xDsoooo: Picture a day? FAIL!!!! xD thats okay though!FAIL xD in Personal More Like This
I admit I failed and I laugh at myself hehe!
Oh well. I'm in high school. No extra commitments need to be added to my heaping plate of stress for now ^-^
UGHD: I can sum up my terrible mood/lack of art in 3 words.UGH in Personal More Like This
This tri sucks for me, it's proving to be very difficult and confusing, and I'm so stressed I (sadly) don't have any time for art
I took somewhat of a dive last tri, and completely broke down -.- kinda embarrassing.... I got a C in art. ART. That's when you know something's not right. But now I'm pushing back all my personal issues and focusing on school. And hopefully art.
DEAD???Sooo, Have I pretty much been dead on here?DEAD??? in Personal More Like This
Is there a good reason for that?
.... Not sure!
All I know is that I've been super super super busy with life.... School, the boyfriend, chinchillin with mah friends, ect.
And most importantlyyyy:
So, I know I don't really have any "followers" on here desperately clinging to my page begging for more art, and I would be pretentious to assume so. This is more of a babble to myself >.
Death HImselfDeath comes and goesDeath HImself in Personal More Like This
As he may please.
In form of earthquakes,
Or falling trees.
He walks behind you,
Following his next victim.
He could be anyone,
The man in the trench coat,
The girl with the headphones,
Or the father carrying his
Beloved daughter on
One person dead,
Multiple lives changed.
And Death walks on.
A spring in his step, like
A lover, going to see his
But Death is a fickle thing,
Only taking the sick,
Or the souls just wandering
He takes them under his wing.
And whisks them away
In the blink of an
Death doesn't like to be
You cheat Death,
Eventually he will return for his
And you'll never be found.
Death does many
Is his chosen
Leading you to the depths
Or to the highest heights of
And they lose their way
Between this realm and the
Never to be
From the unbearable
IMPORTANTE READ PLZA hacker is on DA, he/she deletes accounts D:IMPORTANTE READ PLZ in Personal More Like This
FOR THE GOOD OF YOUR DA ACCOUNT PLEASE READ THIS!!!!!!!!
OK, so many of you have heard this already, but there's a hacker going around on DA, he's getting into peoples accounts, and even worse, he deactivates them completely. There is a way to avoid this though, if you ever get an email from nobody@Da.com or something like that, asking you to change your passwords, don't do it, it's a trick to get your account hacked, just delete the email as soon as possible.
and now onto worse matters, below is a message (from microsoft I believe) that is warning people of a massive hacker, and the steps you need to take to stop him from getting you. I would like to thank for getting this info.
IF A PERSON CALLED SIMON ASHTON ( SIMON25@HOTMAIL.CO.UK ) CONTACTS YOU THROUGH EMAIL DON'T OPEN THE MESSAGE. DELETE IT BECAUSE HE IS A HACKER!!
TELL EVERYONE ON YOUR LIST BECAUSE IF SOMEBODY ON YOUR LIST ADDS HIM THEN YOU WILL GET HIM ON YOUR LIST. HE WILL FIGURE O
I is real friend. Is u?FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.I is real friend. Is u? in Personal More Like This
REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.
FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Will sit next to you saying "Dang we really messed up but that sure was fun!"
FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry.
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you.
FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Can write a book about you, with direct quotes from you.
FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.
FAKE FRIENDS: Will knock on your front door.
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"
FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.
FAKE FRIENDS: Say they are too busy to listen to your problems, but when it comes to them they expect you to have all the time in the world.
REAL FRIENDS: Not only kick everything out of their schedule to listen to what's wrong, but help come up with vindictive plans to make you fe
Please read.Hey.Please read. in Personal More Like This
I feel so big headed for going on about me and you know who , lately. It's the first time anything this big has happened to me and it's also wildly unexpected that it even happened, so I'm sorry for going on about me. I'm just happy, I guess. But I won't say another word about it. Sorry.
I hope you're okay. Five exams left. Yay.
History today, Latin on Thursday, history on Friday. Latin next Wednesday and Latin next Friday.
I'm getting a very special DVD today that I may tell you about, and no , it's not a porno or anything. If you want to know what it is, YouTube "dead giveaway trailer" and it should be the first one that comes up. I've seen the whole film and the DVD I'm getting today is a copy of that.
For the record, you guys are amazing. You've shaped my life and my teenage years and I am just completely grateful for you. You're an incomparable and incredible part of my life. I'll be on more when exams are over. I'll make YouTube videos. I feel so much mo
Another thank you. Please read.Okay, so I know this is a bit late. It arrived, like, three days ago. Rather than noting her personally, I thought it might be done better public.Another thank you. Please read. in Personal More Like This
Last year, something arrived in the post. This. http://chid0ri.deviantart.com/art/for-Macauley-189101202
[As of these days it hangs in a frame above my bed]
It was done by an amazing friend of mine, chid0
You should all watch her. One of my favourite pieces is the Portal 2 piece, "nightfall" http://chid0ri.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d3ev7w3
Anyway. We met on KGS , a go server, which is really just a place for me to talk to people. She's the artist behind http://www.emptytriangle.com/ , which is fairly well known in the go community, I guess.
And it's for that reason that chid0-chan is really like a celebrity to me, I guess. The christmas present last year was just incredible, because I'm the kind of person who, rightly, doesn't think he deserves anything that good. The christmas present, by the way, was of Jazzy, someone who is a long s
Grr..I think somethings wrong with me!Grr.. in Personal More Like This
Lately, every little thing makes me mad!
I even express how mad I am by venting to my best friend
And the worst part is how many horrible words I use to do so!
I keep feeling like I don't belong in my family at all
I'm just so different from them
I cant even be happy in my own home..
I'll start to have fun but after less than five minutes..It just goes away
I seriously wanna cuss people out
And when my family makes jokes about me..
They never bothered me till now
I mean they hardly ever do it but once they do I just wanna SLAP them (mainly my sister..she's the worst)
I don't even know if im having suicidal thoughts or thoughts of feeling worthless
Sometimes I really do wanna die
I hate the world that much
But then I don't because I don't want to screw up my family's life.
I feel so freaking LOST!
I want to live my life and be happy,
But at the same time I don't
Nobody in my house even notices when I'm crying
And then they realize it when I text a famil
I am the girl..*THANK YOU FOR THE FAVES*I am the girl.. in Personal More Like This
I am the girl that can't smile,
I am the girl that's can't be happy,
I am the girl that feels empty inside,
I am the girl that has trouble showing love.
I am the girl that can help everyone but myself,
I am the girl that feels useless
I am the girl that hates anything happy
I am the girl that cannot cry in sad situations
I am the girl that has trouble with life
I am the girl that can't be grateful no matter how much I want to be
I am the girl that isn't greedy
I am the girl that cannot draw
I am the girl that doesn't know what to do
I am the girl that's called an outcast
I am the girl who has no confort
I am the girl that needs help
I am the girl
That wants to go away.
Day 1-IntroHello,Day 1-Intro in Personal More Like This
My name is Mara.
I am at the age of 12.
My birthday is on April 6th.
I just started DeviantART and i find it amazing,
I love how communities come together and show there work.
That is why i have showed my intrest in Youtube.
If you would like you can find me there under:thehipiemcmoo.
Here in my Journal im going to Journal everyday of the year starting:
18th of January 2012.
I attend 7th grade in school.
I have resently moved to Berlin.
I lived in Toronto, Canada before.
But hated waking-up and doing the same thing every single day.
So an Adventure my Family seeked.
And landed right were we belong.
We came with absolutly no clue, on were to stay,
work or go to school.
Luckely my mom got in contact with a friend,
who let us stay at her house.
In 3 days we had to get in a school.
We went to many Interview and talks.
1 day before school starts I get a call.
That sentence leading me to another life.
I life i would never trade.
Friend I would never leave and p
Desition and NEWS!I have to tell you something,Desition and NEWS! in Personal More Like This
after laying in bed all night.
I came to the conclution not to journal everyday.
Only if something cool happends.
Because It will get boring if i do it to much.
But if I reach 10 watchers im going to uplaod a video.
if that is possible.
Soory, i dont know!
Wasn't Tagged, But Seems Fun1. You must post these rules.Wasn't Tagged, But Seems Fun in Personal More Like This
2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create ten new questions for the people you tag to answer.
3. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
4. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him.
5. No tag backs.
6. No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you're reading this". You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 10 people.
TRINI'S TEN QUESTIONS FOR WHOEVER WANTS TO DO THIS
1) What is your favorite colour? Black (though black is more of a shade than a color. Blergh)
2) What is your favorite animal? Cats, of course.
3) Was your mother a hampster? Nope. (And its spelled Hamster. Spelling Nazi soldier deployed at 14:21)
4) Did your father smell of elderberries? Nope. (And good Monty Python reference, by the way!)
5) How do you feel about Nyan Cat? http://youtu.be/ObIIFIx3QgM That should explain it.
6) Do you collect anything? If so, what
Comment On This And I'll...1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking on your deviantART page.Comment On This And I'll... in Personal More Like This
2) Tell you of a color you remind me of.
3) Tell you the element I think you belong to (water, fire, air! Etc.)
4. Tell you what comic, manga/anime, or video game character you remind me of.
5) Ask you a question, and you must answer.
6) Tell you something I like about you.
7) Give you a nickname
8) Tell you the object that is to the left of me.
9) Tell you what food/flavor/smell you remind me of.
10) Tell you to do one in your journal too.