Thinking of YouI have to wonder; why am I thinking of you so much lately? Even as I ask that question I know the answer.Thinking of You in Emotional More Like This
You gave me back my hope.
What exactly caused it to return? Was it when you said
"You're jealous, aren't you?"
- with a smile that made it seem like you knew everything, even the one secret I've kept so carefully hidden?
Or maybe it was those teasing eyes of yours. I'm still so marveled by their remarkable beauty that I stare at them longer than I should, and this time, it felt like you gazed back.
Regardless of the reason, you pushed me off a cliff I was climbing up, just when I was nearing the summit.
Perhaps this time, I can make you fall with me.
After all, it's quite unfair for me to be the only one with unfinished math homework because my thoughts of you take my other responsibilities and hide them. They especially like feeding my jobs to the monster in my chest.
It's irksome, dealing with the beast day after day. It wants you so badly it will
.Transcending Gender?.I've always said, if you love someone, truly love them, you should chase after them and catch their heart in a golden net. After all, what barriers are there that love cannot surpass? The power of two crossed hearts is a tremendous, beautiful force..Transcending Gender?. in Emotional More Like This
Sadly, once I myself am faced with an unrequited love, I become a hypocrite. My net is made of gossamer, and it is easily broken. How can I win your heart in the race when you never even considered me a participant? I'll chase you forever, always wishing to just reach you once, but I can never catch up. My steps are solid enough, but I'm lost in the shadow of the other contestants.
Please, my dear, seek out the meaning hidden behind my hesitant words. Don't choose your king so soon, princess. Let your stunning eyes fall upon this maid who has always been by your side.
I see the way you look at him, your face alight with warm love. He gazes back, but him I cannot read. I don't know him like I do you. I don't ache for him like I do you. He is
My TransecretTrace my steps,My Transecret in Concrete Poetry More Like This
And enter the past.
This one fake smile,
Will never last.
This flesh and blood,
Is of pure plastic.
Only a mask,
Can make me ecstatic.
Walk in the dark,
To escape this place.
Just standing in the crowd,
Feeling like a lonesome face.
But smile thinking "She's normal."
Apparently not being true,
Is actually quite formal.
Think of it now,
The world of today.
Every person is fake,
Until you see them in another way.
But today I will walk,
Being another soul.
But one day this mask will come off,
And I finally will be a true whole.
Pansexuality I think out of all of the different types of sexualities, Pansexuality is probably either the most unknown or the most shamed.Pansexuality in Philosophical More Like This
Sure, Homosexuals of all kind usually unite together, but some bisexual or lesbian or gay people look down on Pansexuality. And a lot of Heterosexuals in the first place look down on anything related to that.
A lot of pledged gay men and women just think of being a Pansexual ludicrous because obvious you can only like one or two genders in their book. Heterosexuals aren't the only ones who hate on gays! A decent sized portion of the Homosexual community 'hates' on pansexuals and transgenders and polyamerous people. Polyamery isn't even considered to be homosexual, a lot of straight people are polyamerous... AND PROUD!
Pansexuals are known negatively to being people who 'can't make up their mind' about what gender to choose from. It's not a gam
LoveLove is seeing her everyday with a smile upon my face.Love in Free Verse More Like This
Love is seeing that flower blossom into something beautiful.
Love is smelling that burning candle that smells like apples and cinnamon.
Love is knowing she hates you but never being able to reciprocate the feeling.
Love is giving up a lot of things to see her.
Love is laughing whenever you fall.
Love is when she's dressed in the most ridiculous outfit and you still go out in public.
Love is when she finally kisses you, and the world explodes.
Love is noticing the tiniest difference about her on a daily basis.
Love is knowing she'll be there for me no matter what.
Love is touching her hand when she's sad and telling her she's fine because I'm here.
Love is going after her when she walks away in a mood.
Love is hearing her voice giving me sheer joy every day.
Love is incredible.
I Need To Say Goodbye, I Need You To Go Away It's been a while since I've seen you. Since July of last year. I miss you. I've been missing you. Kaiden, I can't be missing a ghost for the rest of my life. I need it to be time for me to let you go, for your spirit to leave. I need to get by this, I need to be sure that I'm not stuck on you. I know that you aren't coming back, and I know that even though it's felt like you've been here the whole time I know you're not.I Need To Say Goodbye, I Need You To Go Away in Emotional More Like This
I wouldn't ever be able to forget you. Trust me, you've been one of the craziest and sweetest motherfuckers I've ever met. You've been there for me. I just, I'm sorry, I need to get out of this depression thing I've been going through. Knowing I'm alone in this world without you just adds up onto everything else, people at school and HER and HIM and my cutting and how much everything hurts. You know that I love you but I need to leave the memory of you alone for a little while until I can get a grip on myself
Not Everything Is YoursYou can't move to the North East and expect it to be like the South East.Not Everything Is Yours in Free Verse More Like This
You can't use both hands for everything.
You can't have me and her.... And her... And him.
You can't protect me and talk to her.
You can't be with someone and STILL be a someone.
You can't not use your medication and expect to get better.
You can't make a mess and not clean it up.
You can't sing to her and then say you've lost your voice with me.
You can't weep and expect your eye liner not to run.
You can't throw your phone down a flight of stairs and expect people to call you.
You can't put on a smile and expect someone to notice you're not okay.
You can't drink 5 gallons of energy drinks and expect to fall asleep.
You can't control everything.
This isn't Burger King
You can't 'Have It Your Way' Always.
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Q: When did you first suspect you were pansexual?
A: I always thought that a person should love a person for who they are not for looks or gender, but I never had a name for that. I considered myself straight, but said that if I found a girl that I fell in love with then, and just recently I got the name for it.
Q: Have you come out yet? If so, who was the first person you told?
A: Well, I haven't came out completely, but if people ask me then I'll tell them. BUT, the first person I told was my friend. I was dancing with my phone at prom, and she got mad at me, so I told her that I was dancing with my girlfriend, since my girlfriend lives in England.
Q: Have you told your parents? If so, how did they react?
A: I've told my mom, but not my dad. I told her in a letter, because I'm not good with things like that. She was upset that I couldn't just tell her, and all though she doesn't completely understand my relationship with my girlfriend, she suppor
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Bigender (Physically female)
16 (Soon to be 17)
Q: When did you first suspect you were bisexual?
A: I was really very young when I first suspected. It was somewhere between 4-6. That was when I first started paying attention to girls and guys.
Q: Have you publicly come out yet? If so, who did you tell first?
A: Well it depends on what you mean by come out. I never really felt like I had to, I just was. I did (and still do) keep it from my biological father and his side of the family because it would be dangerous to let him know, and it would break my grandparents' hearts. I think my mom always knew though. And her parents.
Q: What was your mother's reaction at first?
A: She was just like, "Okay," and that was that. She is bisexual too. I spent 6-7 years in a small religious town in Texas though, and... well it didn't go over well with a lot of people, including some teachers who told me I was evil and going to hell.
Q: Other than your teachers, what harassment did you
The World I Want To Live InI want to live in a world where no one has to come out. I want nobody to ever have to go through that emotional and physical torture. I want there to be no reason to come out. Because in this new world, it wouldn't matter! Nobody would care who another person loves, because it's love and none of their business!The World I Want To Live In in Emotional More Like This
I want to live in a world where no one cares. I want apathy, not acceptance. Because, there's no need for acceptance because there's no chance of rejection! There's nothing wrong with it, so rejection and persecution are logically ruled out. I don't want to hear this dialogue ever again "I'm gay." "Good for you!" Good for you? You don't hear "good for you" for being born with hazel eyes or being heterosexual. Honestly, there is no difference, stop perpetuating one! It's just like when a little kid gets hurt, you don't tell the kid they're hurt, because if you did, they would freak out. If we never recognize it as a difference, then there won't be one! Everybody is the
For HerHearing your nameFor Her in Free Verse More Like This
Makes my heart feel aloft.
Seeing your smiling face
Fills my ashen cheeks with color.
How your eyes shimmer
When I grasp your hand in mine
And twine our fingers together.
You ignore my rough exterior;
Look past that to see
The fragile, delicate soul I hold
With fumbling fingers.
How you steady them with a calm voice,
A brush of lips.
I will never take your love for granted.
For I fear I will lose myself
If I ever do.