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Open up...Anywho...I've decided that it's time...I open up and stop hiding who I really am. I've decided to finally open up and let people in..I'm nervous and afraid of this decision...but..I need to stop hiding behind my defenses, barriers, walls and masks..unfortunately it took someone psycho-annalyzing me to figure this out..I don't like being annalyzed...Open up... in Personal More Like This
But I need to let me out and stop trying to be the opposite of everything...I'm nervous to do this though..it's been since I was 6 years old since I have trusted anyone...truely trusted anyone...I felt betrayed as a little kid and since I was alone most of the time..I never fully trusted anyone.. So I put up walls and tried to be as creepy as possible to get people away from me..I tried to scare people away so that they'd never get too close to me..so that I'd never have to hurt again like the betrayal I had felt from my mom..
But I need to conquer a step and let myself out before I get locked away and lost inside myself...
I have a job int
People are like PuzzlesI realized something while doing a 500 piece puzzle at my grandma's last night. If you can figure out a puzzle, you can figure out people. Because Every individual person is like a puzzle and there are always pieces you are filling in to them and figuring out. So in terms puzzles and people are very similar and you can and are able to figure both out, but I left 13 pieces for my grandma to help her memory get better.People are like Puzzles in Personal More Like This
Happy Valentine's Day.Roses are Red,Happy Valentine's Day. in Personal More Like This
Violet's Are Blue,
A girl Couldn't Have Sweeter Friends,
than you,
Happy Valentine's Day guy's ^.^'
Okay. So it's that One Day that shall not be mentioned XD lol jk, it's not lord voldermort's b-day.... XD But Still I was just wanting to wish all of my friends out there a Happy Valentine's Day. Sorry, I couldn't come up with a more original poem for you guy's...
c:Going to Kings island (a themepark) today with Holly. Wish me luck. c:c: in Personal More Like This
Hopefully i won't be awkward or shy. I'm gonna force myself to talk.
But idk usually with her shes easy to talk to, so everything should be okay.
OKAYGuys i think most of you take my shyness as me being rude.OKAY in Personal More Like This
I don't respond to 95% of my comments because i'm shy as fuck.. It's not as much shown online but if you knew me in person you'd understand.
I have really bad social anxiety and thats why.
I only usually comment on negative comments to try and justify my opinion on the matter, or try and clear up the situation.
I would reply to everyone but seriously, i'm just shy.. I have a hard time talking to people. Please don't think i'm rude because of it..
&Also i want to clear up this whole me being a manwhore point of view.
Over the last year or so I've dated Savanna. We broke up a few times due to fighting and other personal things but over all we lasted 9 months.
I dated Anna which lasted about a week, only because i don't want a long distance relationship. Anna is one of the most important people in my lives, and she does matter a lot to me. I mean she's pretty much my best friend. I have a hard time getting clo
ive decided....when i have kids i wanna name my kids;ive decided.. in Personal More Like This
Boy: Lliam
Girl: Harley Quinn (full first name)
as in harlequin
Just thought you guys would wanna know that.. eue
yepSo pretty much what happened Monday when i hung out with Holly was, well, not much but it was enough for me. c:yep in Personal More Like This
I actually talked, &I didn't even have to force myself like i usually have to. With her it just comes natural, which is rare for me.
We talked about everything, just life and random things. It was great. &We were at Kings island (a theme park) and she's never been so she kept getting lost, so i finally got the guts to hold her hand. I never wanted to let it go. &We kept playing footsie, which was also extremely adorable xD Everyone around us was like BAWW. It was cute. &I would tickle her then shed tickle me back then wed have like a tickle fight, and it was so cute cause she actually was really ticklish and shed spazz and giggle every time, i swear, she has the cutest laugh and the most gorgeous smile.
&Also like whenever she see's a girl that she thinks is beautiful she'll go up to them and tell them she think's they're beautiful, which i find to be the most sweetest thing.
okI literally found the girl of my dreams.ok in Personal More Like This
Red hair
Red lipstick
Paler than me
Short
Loves all the same bands
Vegetarian
Has a shit ton of animals
She dresses hipster as fuck
Wears oxfords
&Just so much more
The only thing is, every guy likes her. Literally..
She isn't a whore at all though.
But she does smoke weed like everyday but that doesn't bother me since she doesn't mind me not doing it.
&Today i went over to her house and there was a ton of people and that one blue haired maddy that i used to like was there too (were like best buds now)
and when im around a lot of people my social anxiety acts up bad and i feel nauseous and dizzy and just fucked. it makes me to the point where all i wanted to do was go home.
But while i was there she told me and Maddy that she likes this one kid that was there... but he has a gf of over a year but he likes her too..
When she said that my heart literally broke and i started tearing up and called my mom.
Everyones saying not to give up and i
What If...What if we all came together one day?What If... in Free Verse More Like This
Come on, let's have fun!
Let's run and let's play.
And we'd play on forever til
The next rainy day.
Then we'd all be good sports
With our rubber galoshes
Jumping in puddles making
Splishes and Sploshes!
Afternoon rolls around
And we're suddenly sleepy
From our head to our feet
Entirely dreamy
Smooth snoring now rumbles
About all the heads
Then with drool on our pillow
Wake up laughing instead.
Come now, my dear children
And we shan't be too late
Get up and keep moving
Out the back garden gate.
Sta.sh
