Memories.I am trying not to cry.Memories. in Free Verse More Like This
There is so much I'd like to say-
But I promised him that I'd be strong today.
That I'd let him go,
Just walk away.
As he fades away into the dark,
I am left astray with this broken heart-
His memory ripe in the tears settling around my eyes.
I can't figure out how-
To realize this is our final good bye.
My heart can't take this,
Just refuses it.
My scars are coming open,
My blood is spilling out.
I think I am broken.
For with out you,
I have only the memories to hold onto.
Broken Promises.I nailed my heart back into my chest-Broken Promises. in Free Verse More Like This
And wiped my tears when you disappeared.
I see no hope for us.
I think we're over and done,
Death is calling my name-
You have left me in vain.
I hope your life is fucking swell,
That your love finds its match somewhere in hell.
I wish you almost the best-
And offer another apology to the list.
I couldn't be whom you wanted,
Couldn't rise up to your expectations.
I'm sorry I couldn't change.
Sorry I couldn't be,
Your perfect little baby.
It's time for me to go-
Maybe I'll come back as a pretty ghost.
All I know is,
I'll always love you.
Die Some Other Time.I pick a smile from all the blinding lies.Die Some Other Time. in Free Verse More Like This
Taping it to my face-
I'll whisper to myself,
That the sun shall shine through to me today.
I'll put my hope out on my way,
I'll whisper that everything will be okay-
That I'm not a hopeless little girl on the stray.
I'll find my way someday soon-
I'll stop the tears between my sighs.
Everything will be okay-
That I'll die another day.
I can't give up,
Knowing everybody has sucky days-
That I might as well smile for those I love.
I'll throw away those nasty pills-
I'll ignore my knife when stress calls my name in the tough times.
I'll be strong today.
I won't cry one tear when I say good bye to him,
I won't think of all the good things he said to me-
How he loves me.
How he used to say my name.
He claims he wants me,
Disappearing with my heart
What Used To Be.You made me so happy;What Used To Be. in Free Verse More Like This
So full and unlacking.
Making me smile,
Giving me feelings of utter contentment.
I love you muchly;
You're my oxygen-
Calling me your innocent baby,
Laughing so loudly,
You reach out to me-
Not giving up when I push you away sadly.
You're a few years older;
Always acting so freaking mature-
You seem to have it all under leash.
Smiling so confidently.
Helping me settle my past's demons-
Telling me how much you need me,
That you don't ever want to leave me.
Holding my hand when I'm depressed,
Never letting go of me.
You keep my head from utter depression,
Erasing all wants to commit suicide;
You say you love me-
That you wouldn't bear losing me.
You say I mean everything-
Even when I feel like nothing.
Mend Me.Relieve me of,Mend Me. in Free Verse More Like This
These knotted dreams.
Make a heart with your hand-
Hold it up to the light,
Tell me you're all mine.
That we shall be together beyond time.
Whisper something sweet,
Hold my hand to your heart's chest.
I promise I'll always love you,
I promise I won't smash your dreams.
I'll be by your side through the night-
I'll be there even when we fight.
There's nothing that will make me leave.
There's nothing that-
Will hinder me.
I might get mad,
I might just tease.
But I will be there-
Even when you don't want me.