This is...??Okay, its been a while since my last journalThis is...?? in Personal More Like This
since my last journal, I was in the middle of a not so good condition all the time
so many things happens in this past days, and all the things that happens to me in the past day was like playing in a little drama!
really, its hard to tell here, because I knew it will end up with many problem, I needed someone to talk, seriously
so anyone??
pretending....lie....backstab....friendship....personal life.....responsibilities....maturism,etc
I really cant understand those words anymore and somehow I'm really out of control like crazy
My world has really turned up-side down
what happen to me God?
Yuuka's GraduationToday's 31 December 2011, and today Yuuka has graduated from S/mileage at her last event (10.00am in japan time)Yuuka's Graduation in Personal More Like This
yes...its hard to let her go, for I;ve been her wota since 2009 ;_; since the past few years, I never let Yuuka out from my mind
why? cuz Yuuka is my greatest and biggest inspiration&idol, without her apperance you wont see me right now, and believe me, my past before I know Yuuka is really really awfull, far worst than you can expect,but Yuuka image's really inspired me to be brave and strong, like her character, which she never complain in any situation and always try her best in everything
but for her graduation reason, that she wanted to continue school,I respect that a lot!
with her reason, again she inspired me, I always been lazy to school , to be truth I never study at exams, not even a little,always ended up with bad grades,etc
but seeing Yuuka's graduation reason made me realize that I've wrong all this time.
plus, she needs some time to live as normal girl,she liv