In My 15th Year -- part 2: thurs. 7:00ish am :In My 15th Year -- part 2 in General Fiction More Like This
A nurse comes into the room and wakes me saying they have to take some blood to do tests.
She fills seven vials.
I notice I have a roommate.
She leaves and wake up call is announced.
My roommate looks at me and grabs her clothes and goes into the bathroom.
: thurs. 7:30ish am :
We are all dressed and in the hall.
Lined up like in a prison roll call.
I've only met one of the other kids this boy who is 11 and had to stay awake all night for a CAT scan in the morning.
They all assess me I am the new one.
: thurs. 7:40ish am :
My first breakfast, I learn names and I learn ailments.
This one Depressed
This one Bulimic
This one Angry
This one Who's father sent him here to be examined because he thinks he isn't outgoing enough.
: thurs. 8:00ish am :
I sit looking out the window of the rec room.
The view is a huge graveyard and I think how ironic.
This girl Racheal asks me why I am here
I show my bandages.
A boy named Leroy calls me a psycho, says he doesn
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Eyes adjusting to the dimness
smells assaulting my nostrils
acrid bitter rusty drain
- into the room.
Slither close to the edges
dampness assaulting my skin
flakey, mildew ridden walls
- fingers sliding along.
Seems I've been here before
same place different existence
bent kneed I touch wooden floors
- once worshiped with my face.
Single bulb light
in the middle of the room
swaying at my entrance
broken jagged glass hanging down
- never to bear witness again.
I meet the overturned chair
on my feet this time, my knees
will never meet this floor again
- the memory begins.
The crying again, coming from in there
noise assaulting my small ears
short gasping breaths from her throat
- why is she crying ?
Slip quietly through dark halls
the light spilling out
from the crack under the door
- ear to the wood, why is she gasping for air?
Door flying open pouring light over me
acrid bitter smell of blood assaulting my nostrils
look what we have here, nosey are we?, well come in and see.
In My 15th Year: wed. 3:00 pm :In My 15th Year in General Fiction More Like This
I'm lying in bed where I've been for over a week only getting out of it to eat a bit and use the bathroom.
Into My room comes my best friend and her teammate from the vollyball team.
They ask me why I haven't been in school, how I am...
I say I'm sick and maybe I'll be back soon.
: wed. 3:30 pm :
I decide I really can't hide in my room forever no solitude.
: wed. 5:00 pm :
Waiting for my stepfather to leave.
: wed. 7:30 pm :
He leaves and I am alone in the house and I will be until after midnight.
I leave my bedroom, head to the bathroom with the broken up daisy razor (pink).
I'm wearing a long pink shirt and pajama bottoms I'm 15 years old.
: wed. 7:47ish pm :
I start the water running lukewarm and sit in the tub fully clothed.
The razor is long in width but short in hight.
I make the first cut going up and down not across ( I want to die )
I do it the " right way " the way of split veins most times beyond repair.
: wed. 8:10ish pm :
In My 15th Year -- part 6: wed. 2:30ish pm :In My 15th Year -- part 6 in General Fiction More Like This
I'm so scared of what it will be like there.
I'm scared of being the new one.
I'm afraid there's nothing wrong with me, maybe I'm just selfish and spoiled.
I'm afraid there is something wrong with me ..and its not fixable.
Maybe I'll never leave once I get there.
: wed. 3:10ish pm :
We stop and get gas.
They ask me if I want a pop...daja vue.
I say sure ..a coke please.
We drive on.
: wed. 3:45ish pm :
We pull in a long driveway and I see a sprawling complex of buildings.
To the right says Adult Facilities -->
To the left says Childrens Facilities.
I just close my eyes .
There is a large turn around drive at the front of the building.
Big white pillars framing the door.
No bars guards or dogs.
We grab my stuff out of the trunk and walk through the doors.
Even now I don't want to leave.
I think I'm hoping for a miracle.
: wed. 4:20ish pm :
We are all signed in and my parents aren't even allowed to escort me to my ward.
Its all goodbye at the door.
Bye, see ya, maybe
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I have not the words.
I cry now in crumpled posture,
Unsecure in all of my facets.
Unbelieving...no I do believe.
The graying has returned, not on silent feet.
Not in stealth and secret, but boldly.
The tears have grown immensely,
and fall carving deep rivits upon my face.
Surely noticable from great distances,
but no one notices what they do not want to see.
I have been here before.
The walls then were black with red handprints.
Teenage angst and creativity allowed to reign free.
I wore black then, read vampire books, and slept forever.
Life held no meaning.
We all fight our demons of sulfur and mists,
we close our eyes and wish away the darkness when it comes.
A dense fog blocking out all truth that could save us.
Cloaks of shadow and doubt engulf us.
I don't have the strength.
So many years have passed, and I have changed,
yet I have remained the same.
The same broken little girl crying in the darkness
of her bedroom.
Alone always alone.
I don't believe in fairytales, I wonder if I
In My 15th Year -- part 10: thurs. 12:00ish pm :In My 15th Year -- part 10 in General Fiction More Like This
I slowly fill out the papers.
I've come to a great epiphany while in this room,
while listening to those around me scream in agony and suffering.
I fill out the papers with what they want to hear/read.
If living with my father taught me one thing it was how to tell people what they needed/wanted to hear what would make them leave you alone what would make them
think you were ok.
: thurs. 1:00ish pm :
My lunch tray is brought in.
I tell the nurse I finished the papers, I ask if I can go back now.
She says after Jeri reads them.
: thurs. 3:00ish pm :
They come to let take me back to the ward.
I go quietly and calmly.
Talking to no one acknowledging no one, withdrawing into myself where the hurting can't reach.
They take me to my room which has been cleaned and stripped of all harmful things.
even my winter coat is gone now ..my shoelaces..my tapes...everything.
I strip myself down and shower staying a long time under the spray.
I dress and return to the ward rec ro
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I can tear this
silent grasping fingers
found my sign laying on the ground
read it to you today
as you shook your head in disbelief
what did that silly sign say
that made you run for cover
that made you leave me floundering
it said " positive " and you ran
slow down slow down don't slip now.
I can bear this
gasping choking breath
found my voice floating in rivers
shook it dry today
as you watched me dripping
what did you hear from my lips
that made you silent and begrudging
that made your fingers grip me hurting
they said " i'm smothering " and you stole my breath
let loose let loose i'm fading.
I cannot fear this
intense pounding heart
found my release in the wind
flew away today
as you stood helpless
what did you whisper to me
that made salty rivers upon your cheeks
that made you look anywhere but within me
you said " i hate you " and you didn't lie
forgive me forgive me i trespass.
I can tear this
swollen flesh ripening
found my choices slickening
lost my grasp to
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Date: 2002-09-12 03:16:19
i couldnt think of anything decent~LOL~
but i like those ones...yer so smart and sweet doing this...
her blood flows
from fingertips the color of the ribbons in her hair
revolting little slut she used to be
on her back once again feeding her insecurities
blonde hair, black roots, too much lipstick, smeared
mascara from her dead eyes running rivets down pale cheeks
so she cried a little
begging for it, always begging for it
remember every word you regret hearing
every favor you allowed her to do you
so she wouldn't come down, couldn't come down
strung out whore that she was, deserving everything she got
legs spread wide, dress torn, and blood
so she bled a little
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Date: 2002-09-07 18:53:02
death (of inner self)
The Abandoned Used Dishrag
Wrap arms of neglected love around me
I am left alone here (she'll be ok, leave her alone)
silence scares me, noises in the night send shivers through me
I am alone, afraid, stuck in between
once you loved me with hot desires
lending credence to our happiness
now in this decade of empty unfullfilled yearnings
I am left cold and untouched by your eyes and by your hands
each day brings a little death (la petite mort) to my soul
to everything you used to wrap arms around and whisper
saccharine lies into, maybe you should keep telling me
I am everything you need, the lie hurts no one but me
and I wouldn't be alone, and I wouldn't be afraid
if you only would wrap your arms around my abandoned heart
and squeeze the blood from it like the used dishrag it has
begun to resemble, but you already left, leaving it in a puddle
on the formi
RE BigotsRE Bigots in Free Verse More Like This
My womanhood has nothing to do
with your manhood and penis size
doesn't matter so put away your
I don't want to seduce your girlfriend
and I wont emasculate your son, so if
you have a problem it's yours not mine.
I will have my love, I will love beyond
gender, race, or beliefs. I will not let your
hate consume me I will not let it change me.
So take your energies and apply them to
yourself take a good look in the mirror and
judge your own wealth.
Your opinion matters little in the grand scheme
of life and your hate just shows your ignorance,
so despite all the ugliness your life is made of,
I will still continue to love.
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I feel your pulse on mine
Your breath heavy, making me
You caress my love and I
Tip-toe closer to
Taking all of you in me
I take a deep breath and smell
The wings of a humming bird
escape through your
and into my
niping at my heart
your just another
your more than that
your my secret love
but your shouldn't know
when you call
my heart leaps
a lovers song
and when you leave
Bionic BimboBIONIC BIMBOBionic Bimbo in Other More Like This
Look you hurtful bitch, i guess
loosing territory is like loosing
your virginity...it hurts.
Well you hurt me so take it...
take all the pain i have to
give and like it....
like it as if it were a sheer
summer breeze and love it....
love it like a new born child
and breath it...
breath it like a black rose
so feel it...
and remember what it was like
cause hopefully afterwards
......you won't...do it ...again....
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Like my legs across your waistline
I define this role
And you are the leading man
Do what you can
I'll scream ya name
Like reciting a thousand
At winter time
When you wanted to be mine
On your mind
Like a hurricane warning
About the storm coming
This is us into you...
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You make me want to cry
but my eyes remain dry
theres a surge in my heart
thats ripping me apart
A dull aching pain
that with my soul
as you drift away
on your life's escapade
i see a dawning light
thats grotesquely bright
thats the love i have
for you that will always
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the sun dried the spot
where he was
i couldn't bear to watch
i need him, his essense
to stay here
12:01 they said the time
of his deth was
12:01 his soul died
and with it mine too
i think back earlier that
as i watched him being
ripped from my body
as i watched him
lay there and die
as i wanted to do
to do the same thing
but could do nothing
i heard him cry
is as if the gods above
we're punishing me for
what i did and did not do
i didn't mean to use those
last few times
i did mean to have a healthy
the doctors, they said they
but nothing they could do
they said it was a boy
" we would have had a son"
i would have had a son....
if i could have just stopped
taking that shit
just stopped taking it for one day...
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Perfect day for
a white wedding
held against my will
in utter silence
as I cascade down the hill
tired and weary I
not even my future
calling me I hear
my lover speak my
name in a passionate
and they are brought to
keep me and I might
feel the same
never knowing that
these feelings won't be
but cease to exists in it's
most fortunate state
And then I awake
the drifting is gone
but I am still here
The Sight Of You...The Sight Of You... in Free Verse More Like This
The sight of you
makes me want to vomit
clean it up
and feed it to you
in a pretty yellow bowl
the sight of you
makes me want nothing more
than to trace your lips
with succulent kisses
It is the sight of you
that makes me remember
why I have so much
It is the sight of you
that makes my heart stop
and skip to many beats
for me to continue on this earth
for it is the sight of you
that allows me to think
of just how much you'll really
when I see you with her
forgetting that once those emotions
belonged to me
and that I once belonged to you
It is the very sight of you
that murders my realizations
rebirths the cruel exsistence
Zutara Week Day Three:Jealousy*yawn* Im bo-o-o-o-o-red! Toph complained, stretched out on a couch inside the Royal Familys vacation home on Ember Island. Everyone else was sprawled around the room as well, and agreed with Toph.Zutara Week Day Three:Jealousy in Teen More Like This
We could always train Zuko was cut off by a round of groans. What? We could.
Why dont we go out to town? Aang suggested.
Are you crazy?! Sokka cried. We could get caught! You could get caught!
Aww, come on, Sokka! Suki whined.
Yeah! We have our Fire Nation clothes, and Twinkle Toes has that one weird hat of his
that he can wear to cover his arrow tattoo! Toph persisted.
Sokka, if you want to stay you can stay. But Sukis coming with us, Katara said in a tone that said, If you try to argue, you will find your
Zutara Week Day Six: RhythmBIG MAJOR IMPORTANT A/N: LISTEN to the song Fire Burning, by Sean Kingston, because if you haven't heard it, you will probably hate this story.Zutara Week Day Six: Rhythm in Teen More Like This
*sigh* Katara was annoyed. Irritated. Exasperated. Frustrated. Pissed. Her boyfriend, Zuko, had told her to go to this one night club, and that hed meet her there. Hed said hed have a surprise for her, since it was her birthday.
Just one problem.
HE WASNT THERE!! (*gasp*)
Katara was sitting on a stool at the bar, decked out in a blue halter top and dark blue skinny jeans, and grumbling to herself. Shed been waiting forshe glanced at the clock above the barhalf an hour now! And when your boyfriend tells you they have a surprise for you, and its your frickin birthday, half an hour seems like an eternity. Her hair was pulled back in a clip, with some wavy strands hanging do
Zutara Week Day Five:FirefliesThe Gaang had hit the Ember Island streets again, just walking around, because after a week of hard practicing, they were ready to relax a little. Katara and Suki wanted to find a spa, Toph wanted to find a muddy place to frolic around in, Aang just wanted to see the town, Sokka wanted to look at weapons, and Zuko was dragged along to make sure they didnt get lost.Zutara Week Day Five:Fireflies in Teen More Like This
Hey! Theres a weapons shop! Im just gonna stop there and look around, kay? Sokka said, veering off toward the right.
Ill go with him, Aang said, and Toph nodded. Katara said it was ok, but made Zuko go along with him so Sokka wouldnt get in trouble. The banished prince grumbled, but in the end, agreed that it was probably best he went.
Well, that leaves us two! Lets ask someone to see if there are any good spas here, Suki said and Katara nodded. Walking up to an old lady
Zutara Week Day Two: BloodZuko! Katara screamed again, staring down. Thankfully, he managed to land on a ledge and was spared from the jagged rocks at the bottom. But that didnt leave him unscathed. He lay there, bleeding, and only half-conscious.Zutara Week Day Two: Blood in Teen More Like This
'Oh, Yue, what have I done?!'
Katara? Katara, howd you get over here? And wheres Zuko? Sokka asked, as everyone returned from the market. Katara stood up from kneeling on the ground and turned around, face streaked with tears.
Before anyone could comment, Toph yelled, Sparky! She rushed over to the gorge and took a stance. Stomping the ground and swiftly raising her arms, she caused the ledge to detach itself from the wall of the cliff and rise. Everyone gasped as they saw Zukos bleeding body.
Katara, what happened?
Zutara Week Day Seven: Lick*grumble*Zutara Week Day Seven: Lick in Teen More Like This
Oh, come on, Zuko! Dont be such a killjoy! Katara scolded him lightly.
That was easy for her to say. She sat there, eating ice cream, while he was paying for every damn thing! And this place was EXPENSIVE.
At least order yourself some, she said, enjoying her chocolate ice cream.
I. HAVE. NO MONEY. THANKS. TO. YOU!
She put feigned hurt. Zuzu
DONT CALL ME THAT! he yelled, turning a few heads. Katara smiled around apologetically, before turning around to glare at Zuko. You dont have to yell! she whispered furiously.
He just growled, crossed his arms, and pouted. He looked so much like a little kid throwing a tantrum, Katara had to bite down on her tongue to keep herself from laughing. She couldnt mask the goofy smile spreading on her face, and Zukos scowl deepene
Zutara Week Day FourGuess what I got? Sokka sang annoyingly, prancing around carrying a large pitcher. Everyone was sitting in the same room as they had a few days ago (see Jealousy) looking at Sokka oddly.Zutara Week Day Four in Teen More Like This
Gee, I wonder Katara said sarcastically. Sokka ignored her and hoisting the jar higher, announced, Cactus juice!
Katara and Toph groaned.
Sokka Katara began, but stopped, just shaking her head. Toph just snorted.
You are as dumb as you sound, Snoozles.
Aang, Suki, and Zuko looked at the girls and Sokka in confusion.
Whats wrong with cactus juice? Aang asked.
Sokka and cactus juice equals disaster. Katara then proceeded to try and take the juice away from Sokka.
Aw, Katara! Come on! Sokka whined, but Katara ignored him and took the pitcher and threw it outside.
Sulking, Sokka headed to
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from a volcanoe,
ideas spring forth,
like an arrow from a bow.
It's almost five,
I haven't slept.
I write this instead,
when I'm much more adept.
Indeed I'm strange,
only writing before dawn.
But if you looked into my mind,
you're head'd turn into a bomb.
I know what you're thinking,
"This guy's just weird!"
Well there I'd have to agree,
but I am one to be feared.
I have a knack
for writing stories.
I like what I write,
all the bloodies and gories.
But if you could see
what went on inside,
your brain would melt
and your eyes vaporize.
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a journey that did
two lives sever
no one could belive it
no one would belive it
they thought them a special pair
but then, fate bit
midway through the cursed excursion
an evil befell them
a terrible beast
that sought to fell them
the boy did slay it
to a terrible cost
he wrought on oa curse
thus for him, all hope was lost
he had to roam
as an ugly, horrid beast
never again loved
and never at peace
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love is fine,
love is always
sweeter than wine.
nobody is nicer
than the one you love,
not even a blessing
love is how i get through life.
it's my simple relief
from everyday strife.
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you play to win.
if you think like me,
then raise your chin.
Ignore the others
except your love
for if you succede,
you will rise above.
Try to be careful,
high in the sky.
It's a long way down,
so your wit must be sly.
The Meeting.Third day of school was tourture. I walked to my last period class, which was unfortunately geometry. Upon entering the room, I was assaulted with insults and small missiles. I tried to ignore the paper balls and pencil erasers as best I could, but the bastards wouldn't leave me alone. They knew how to provoke me, and had become very good at it in the three days they'd known me.The Meeting. in Fantasy More Like This
The teacher entered the room and the idiots stopped the torment, but I knew it would resume as soon as she left the room, as she inevitably would. I got the feeling she didn't care what the other students did to me, the freak she was so unlucky to have to teach, and thus let the other kids pick on me.
"Well, class. It seems we have a new sudent in our class. Please welcome, apropriately, boys, Miss Katrine Wilden." Several of the boys whistled as the hottest girl I had ever seen walked into the classroom. I couldn't help but look on in awe as she examined the inhabitants of the room with bright, curious
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"Zuko," the ephemeral figure whispered at the openings of the aforementioned boy's tent. Her gauzy robes fluttered in the light breeze, her red face paint reflecting nearly silver in the full moon's brilliant light. "Zuko," she repeated, then dashed away as swiftly as she could manage.
The confused young man shuffled out of his ragged blankets and into the humid night, rubbing his good eye and stifling a yawn. He stretched and was suddenly on guard, glancing around anxiously for whoever dared sneak into their camp. Zuko spotted the feminine silhouette on the hilltop, standing gracefully with the moon as her backdrop. Even standing perfectly still, she seemed to possess a fluid elegance similar to the gentle push and pull of the ocean's tide.
"What are you waiting for, Blue Spirit?" she called out quietly, raising her voice just enough so he could hear her.
His eyes darted around and he spotted a blue oblong shape resting against the side of his tent. Up
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Sometimes, when she's bored, Katara will sit and write about the way things could have gone if she had changed a few select words or actions. She calls them alternative chapters, deleted scenes of her life that never actually happened.
They always end with kissing Zuko.
She wrote about the time Zuko had tied her to that tree by the lake.
The bark biting into her back, his guttural voice seething into her ear, her precious necklace dangling from pale fingers. He tucks the pendant into a pocket somewhere and leaves a line of rough kisses along her jaw. He feels more than hears her whimper, and his body absorbs the shudder she tries so hard to repress.
"If I let you go, peasant, will you run?"
The waterbender shakes her head as the prince slowly releases her tight constraints. She thinks of running, thinks of all the different ways she could beat him at his own game and leave with both her necklace and her dig
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"Your room, Princess Katara," a servant murmured, gesturing vaguely to an almost painfully orate door. The servant's voice wavered as she said princess; clearly, Azula had led her to believe that all royal women were demanding and cruel.
With scrutinizing eyes, Katara looked over the skinny girl. "What is your name?"
A look of fear swept over the face of the questioned servant: whenever Azula had asked for the names of palace staff, she was either going to use them for target practice or have them banished for not accomplishing one of her outrageous, mundane tasks to perfection. "Kai La, p-princess," she managed to stammer.
"Then thank you, Kai La," offered Katara, giving her a hint of a bow to show her gratitude. Again, Kai La's features were consumed with surprise before a delicate smile crept over her thin lips. The princess of the Southern Water Tribe, bowing to a palace maid!
"Of course! I mean, uh, you are very welcome, princess." Red faced and dazed,
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Zutara - Scars Chapter 1
I stood in a cave lit by blue-green stones. It was a strangely beautiful prison, not dark and plain like a cell. But my eyes were not on the walls that caged me, they were on my cellmate. He was huddled on the floor with his back to me. I paced back and forth yelling at him, telling him how terrible he was. But he did not talk back, he did not lash out at me like I expected. He didn't burn me or even become angry at all by what I could see. Only once did he speak and that was to tell me I didn't know what I was talking about. But I let that fuel my anger more. I wanted him to hurt, I wanted him to know what he and his father had done to me. So I made this personal now, and I told him of my weakest weakness, my deepest scar. I told him of my mother. Then he surprised me.
As I cried into my knees, he turned toward me, "I'm sorry." I continued to hide in my tears as his sincere voice rang through the caves. "That's something we have in common." And for the first t
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Note from Author: This is the sequel to "Zutara Scars," but you do not need to have read "Scars" to read this one.
Zutara Secrets Chapter 1
"How was your trip? What happened?" Aang practically jumped on me when Appa had landed.
"It was okay," I said giving a side glance to Zuko who returned the glace as he grabbed his pack. I slipped by Aang and jumped to the ground.
Aang followed and landed next to me, "What about the Southern Raiders?"
I grit my teeth, I had not forgotten, but Zuko had helped take my mind of them. I clenched my fists and looked away from the curious boy in front of me. "We found him," I said darkly, then shoved by the avatar.
"And?" he followed me.
But then Zuko came to my rescue, "Aang!" Aang stopped following me. "Let her have some space," Zuko said.
I heaved a heavy sigh and marched toward the ocean water. I looked out toward the sunset on the horizon, it caused the sky to be a beautiful orange color. I slowed my pace and slowly walked ont
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Sparks fly its like electricity
I might die when I forget how to breathe
You get closer and there's nowhere in this world I'd rather be
Time stops like everything around me is frozen
And nothing matters but these few moments when you opened my mind to things I never seen
Our eyes locked when you entered the room. My heart stops. You smile and make your way to my side.
"Hey Katara." OH, the way you say my name!
I open my mouth to answer, but then realize I haven't taken a breath since you arrived.
"Hi," I say. I blushed, did it really sound that obvious that I was out of breath?
Your eyes were still on mine, I was lost in them, the many fiery shades of gold. It reflected a totally different world. How you saw the world. So different. You never
Patter of Tiny FeetI dont own the Avatar: The Last Airbender or any of its characters.Patter of Tiny Feet in Fan Fiction More Like This
Patter of Tiny Feet
Im pregnant. This simple sentence seemed to freeze the time around them.
For a very long moment Katara could look at a without suddenly remembering any better word for it - stunned Fire Lord ahead of her. He sat right at the other side of a small coffee table where a teapot and two cups were in the company of some delicious looking fruit tarts, and Katara could have sworn that even the steam that was floating out of the pot slowed down.
When she thought that hed finally say something or at least move, for heavens sake the only difference that came into the picture was nothing more than just a bl
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I don't own the Avatar: The Last Airbender or any of its characters.
A Lady's Grace - PaintedZuko
After standing up against his father once again, Zuko had finally redeemed himself. He broke his uncle out of his prison, leaving the Fire Nation Capital with the hope that he would not return until the day he could claim his rightful place on the throne.
But his roughest decisions had always come with consequences.
With his actions, the change in his conflicted personality resurfaced while they were hiding in the Earth Kingdom again. Trying to reach its peak, his fever turned worse even faster than before.
Just like during his illness in Ba Sing Sei, nightmare after nightmare haunted Zuko, trying to break his soul within its already weakened shell. Memories of flames, pain and loss the sneer of the Fire Lord, the taunting smile if his enemies, and the almost disgusted look of his own sister chased after one another in his mind while the fever intensified.
His uncle had been w
Nickname - Zutara TwinsI dont own the Avatar: The Last Airbender or any of its characters.Nickname - Zutara Twins in Fan Fiction More Like This
The nine years old prince was lying on the thick branch of a tree in the Royal Gardens, one of his hands laid beneath his head, while the other made him stabile. His dark blue clothing helped him in hiding while his always calm blue gaze followed the clouds above. It was a beautiful day, with only a slight breeze which moved the leaves around him
Zuk-zuk! As the almost twinkling sound of his sister sounded from somewhere below him, his lips pressed together into a narrow line. They were playing hide and seek. It was nothing more than that but after Amaya could not find her twin brother for a while now she decided to change her tactic. And she knew what he could not stand for too long. Zuk-zuk, where are youuu ?
Kazuki gritted his teeth. From the corner of his eyes, he finally saw her: his sister, Amaya. Her red and gold clothing was easy to be seen from his
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The next day, Katara decided to go watch Zuko and Aang practice their fire bending. Since she had nothing better to do, Toph decided to come with her. They sat there for a few minutes, just watching the two fire benders. Then, out of nowhere, Toph asked, Why do you stare at Zuko when he firebends?
Katara gasped. Of course Toph would know! Katara panicked and replied, Oh, Im just bored. Toph was ready for that. But you dont ever look at Aang when hes bending Shoot. Caught in the act Well, I always get to see Aang bend. Ive never actually got to relax while Zuko was bending.
Toph just smirked. Dont try to lie, Katara. You know I can tell Katara burst out, Fine! Do you really want to know why I stare at him? Well, maybe its because I think he looks sexy when he bends!
Toph got a surprised look on her face. Her jaw dropped, and she knew it was the t
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Things couldnt have gone much worse for Aang. He
was failing miserably at his fire bending because he
couldnt work out any of the new moves Zuko was
trying to teach him. And on top of that, he had seen
Zuko and Katara's practice session. They had just
stood there for five minutes, drinking in each other's
presence. And when they started to fight, they were
almost...flirting with each other, making the
fire and water twist around and around till it turned
into hot steam.
Pretty soon it was so steamy that Aang could hardly
see. Then he heard Zuko cry out and watched as his
shadow knelt down, clutching his leg. Aang expected
Katara to gloat, then heal him. But it wasn't
like that at all. As the steam cleared, he watched
while Katara ran to Zuko's side, crying as she
healed him. Then Aang's fears were realized. Katara
Aang felt his heart jump into his throat and quicken
as he watched them hugging, talking, and giggling
Zutara Caught In The ActZuko groaned as he slid his arm into the sleeve. It was a bright sunny morning, the kind anyone would wish for. He was getting ready to meet his subjects as Fire Lord Zuko for the first time.Zutara Caught In The Act in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Need some help with that?"
Zuko spun around in shock, only to find Mai standing in the doorway. "Mai! They let you out of prison?"
She walked over and helped him tie the sash around his waist. "My uncle pulled some strings." Zuko stood there awkwardly when Mai left her hands resting on his hips. Mai cleared her throat, clearly unhappy that he didn't embrace her in a hug.
"I have to go. See you at the ceremony." Without another word, she turned back towards the door and left to change for the crowning ceremony.
Zuko stood there, arms still at his sides, fighting with the tormenting emotions inside of him. "Why didn't you kiss her?" a part of him said. "She was waiting for you to kiss her!" Zuko sighed. "I guess it's because I don't feel that way about her anymore Ever since I wrote that
Igloo"You live here, aren't you supposed to know when storms are coming?" Zuko asked breathing fire on to his fingers.Igloo in Humor More Like This
"I'm sorry, your majesty, but sometimes the weather can change in the blink of an eye. It was sunny and warm when we set out. How was I supposed to know that a blizzard would blow in?" She wasn't particularly happy about his tone. She wasn't particularly happy about anything right now but that was beside the point. "Would you mind sharing some of the heat please?"
They were sitting in the ice and show shelter that Katara had waterbent once it became clear that trying to get back to her village in the storm was impossible. They had been going to see the old Fire Nation ship that was stuck in the ice. Zuko claimed he wanted to see if there was anything salvageable about the wreck and maybe he would try to take it back with him. Katara personally thought it was an act of penance on h
EyesWalking into the room Zuko saw one of the most beautiful and most terrifying scenes in his life. Katara was in the bed, propped up with pillows, holding and cooing at a bundle of red in her arms. She looked a little haggard but had the most amazing smile on her face. She looked up at him with the same smile. "Come meet our son." Our son, she said, his son he thought walking over to the pair.Eyes in General Fiction More Like This
"He's so tiny."
Her smile turned into a smirk. "He didn't feel that way a few hours ago. You can hold him you know."
"I'll drop him."
"You're not going to drop him. Here, sit next to me if you're so worried."
"I'm not worried but dropping him, well it could somehow effect his future. We talked about this but I don't want to worry about this affecting him too. I also know that if I ever do something that you disapprove of, or whatever words you used, you'll water whip me into n
Growing"My Lord," Zuko had to stop himself from looking around to see whom the servant was addressing. 'Your highness' Zuko was used to, being the 'Lord' he was not. "I know you wish to sleep in your old room tonight, but do you know when you will wish to move into the Fire Lord's suite?"Growing in Romance More Like This
Zuko's first reaction was "never" but he didn't think he could avoid the rooms entirely. Now was not the time for frivolous thinking. "When we have a definite confirmation that I am Fire Lord and my father's things have been moved into storage and the rooms cleaned." There that was a fair answer.
"What of your things in here, my Lord?"
Pain flared along with annoyance in Zuko. "I don't know all right! Right now I want to lye down and be left alone!" He shouted at the now cowering man. Before Zuko wouldn't have thought anything of making the man cower or the tone he used. Now a part of him, which soun
Late Night Texts 15C: How much value do you place upon your laptop?Late Night Texts 15 in Short Stories More Like This
C: How much love do you have for your laptop?
S: Is this some sort of joke?
S: Never mind, this is you.
C: I don't understand.
S: I feel like you say that every time we talk.
C: You are missing the point, Sam. How much value do you place on your laptop?
S: I love it. It means a lot to me. I'd be fucked without it.
C: There is no reason for my inquiry.
S: What happened to my laptop?
S: I will trap you with holy oil unless you tell me what happened.
C: Do you recall the film that I took Dean to see?
S: The Avengers?
C: Yes, that one.
S: Yeah I remember, why?
C: Because he has picked up the habits of one of the main characters.
S: And by that you mean?
C: he thinks he is the Hulk.
C: He destroyed your laptop.
S: W why would he do that?
C: I have already told you, he is under the current impression that he is the Hulk.
S: What the hell man?! Cas told me wh
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Dean: "Who are you?"
Castiel: "I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from Perdition."
Dean: "Yeah, thanks for that."
What was really said:
Dean: "You're cute."
Castiel: "As are you I (insert creepy rapist Misha smile) gripped you tight and raised you from Perdition if you know what I mean."
Dean: "Yeah I know what you mean."
What was said :
Dean: "God! Don't do that!"
Castiel: "Hello Dean."
Dean: "Cas, we've talked about this. Personal space?"
Castiel : "My apologies."
What was really said:
Dean: "Ah! The fuck man?!"
Castiel: "I missed you, Dean."
Dean: "Cas, we've talked about this. No sex until it's dark."
Castiel: "Fine... but tonight, I will own you."
What was said:
Castiel: (after Dean wakes up after dreaming about Hell) "Hello, Dean. What were you dreaming about?"
What was really said:
Castiel: "I read your mind, Dean you are a naughty man."
What was said:
Sam: "Sorry, I would hug you, but "
Castiel: "It would be awkward."
Late Night Texts 14C: Sam told me to ask you what you were wearing.Late Night Texts 14 in Short Stories More Like This
D: Did he now? That's considerate of him.
C: I do not understand why Sam told me to ask you that but now I am curious as to your attire.
D: Oh really?
C: We both know I would not have said it if it were not true.
D: You take all the fun out of this.
C: If you do not satisfy my curiosity about your clothes, I will send you back to hell.
D: Pushy, pushy.
C: Dean. I am warning you.
D: Fine, you pushy bastard.
D: I am wearing boxers.
C: I have not known you to go commando before.
D: You seriously take all the fun out of this.
C: Will you please explain to me what "this" is?
D: It's it's dirty talk, Cas.
C: We are not talking about dirt.
D: Dirty as in sexual, Cas.
C: What do your clothes have to do with this so called dirty talk?
D: Never never mind.
D: So, anyway, what are you wearing?
C: Jimmy Novak.