In My 15th Year -- part 10: thurs. 12:00ish pm :In My 15th Year -- part 10 in General Fiction More Like This
I slowly fill out the papers.
I've come to a great epiphany while in this room,
while listening to those around me scream in agony and suffering.
I fill out the papers with what they want to hear/read.
If living with my father taught me one thing it was how to tell people what they needed/wanted to hear what would make them leave you alone what would make them
think you were ok.
: thurs. 1:00ish pm :
My lunch tray is brought in.
I tell the nurse I finished the papers, I ask if I can go back now.
She says after Jeri reads them.
: thurs. 3:00ish pm :
They come to let take me back to the ward.
I go quietly and calmly.
Talking to no one acknowledging no one, withdrawing into myself where the hurting can't reach.
They take me to my room which has been cleaned and stripped of all harmful things.
even my winter coat is gone now ..my shoelaces..my tapes...everything.
I strip myself down and shower staying a long time under the spray.
I dress and return to the ward rec ro
In My 15th Year: wed. 3:00 pm :In My 15th Year in General Fiction More Like This
I'm lying in bed where I've been for over a week only getting out of it to eat a bit and use the bathroom.
Into My room comes my best friend and her teammate from the vollyball team.
They ask me why I haven't been in school, how I am...
I say I'm sick and maybe I'll be back soon.
: wed. 3:30 pm :
I decide I really can't hide in my room forever no solitude.
: wed. 5:00 pm :
Waiting for my stepfather to leave.
: wed. 7:30 pm :
He leaves and I am alone in the house and I will be until after midnight.
I leave my bedroom, head to the bathroom with the broken up daisy razor (pink).
I'm wearing a long pink shirt and pajama bottoms I'm 15 years old.
: wed. 7:47ish pm :
I start the water running lukewarm and sit in the tub fully clothed.
The razor is long in width but short in hight.
I make the first cut going up and down not across ( I want to die )
I do it the " right way " the way of split veins most times beyond repair.
: wed. 8:10ish pm :
wicked-eves five words poemwicked-eves five words poem in Free Verse More Like This
Date: 2002-09-12 03:16:19
i couldnt think of anything decent~LOL~
but i like those ones...yer so smart and sweet doing this...
her blood flows
from fingertips the color of the ribbons in her hair
revolting little slut she used to be
on her back once again feeding her insecurities
blonde hair, black roots, too much lipstick, smeared
mascara from her dead eyes running rivets down pale cheeks
so she cried a little
begging for it, always begging for it
remember every word you regret hearing
every favor you allowed her to do you
so she wouldn't come down, couldn't come down
strung out whore that she was, deserving everything she got
legs spread wide, dress torn, and blood
so she bled a little
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I can tear this
silent grasping fingers
found my sign laying on the ground
read it to you today
as you shook your head in disbelief
what did that silly sign say
that made you run for cover
that made you leave me floundering
it said " positive " and you ran
slow down slow down don't slip now.
I can bear this
gasping choking breath
found my voice floating in rivers
shook it dry today
as you watched me dripping
what did you hear from my lips
that made you silent and begrudging
that made your fingers grip me hurting
they said " i'm smothering " and you stole my breath
let loose let loose i'm fading.
I cannot fear this
intense pounding heart
found my release in the wind
flew away today
as you stood helpless
what did you whisper to me
that made salty rivers upon your cheeks
that made you look anywhere but within me
you said " i hate you " and you didn't lie
forgive me forgive me i trespass.
I can tear this
swollen flesh ripening
found my choices slickening
lost my grasp to
rebelchics five words poemrebelchics five words poem in Free Verse More Like This
Date: 2002-09-13 15:21:16
sitting upon the secon tier of the fiftieth moment of the hunderedth mesa of nothing, called the playground simply by the simplest of a person, one who calls the ocean a beach.
should I grow long enough to reach vast rivers and lakes and boil them upon my fire and sear them in my flames evaporation is another word for metamorphosis or simply change.
sitting upon dithers contemplate contemplation each section of life is like a segment of revelations where does simple become confused and breed complex aberrations?
did you know that when festering consolations meet crushed expectations they collide and create the color orange?
Santa never let me downSanta never let me down in Free Verse More Like This
Father you were never here,
but the easter bunny always came anyway.
When I lost my baby teeth
you weren't around,
but the tooth fairy came just the same.
When Christmas came near,
I wrote to Santa saying:
Please don't forget me. like daddy has.
The Easter Bunny seemed to care,
I know the tooth fairy did,
and at Christmas time, Santa never let me down.
bruisedapples FIVE words poembruisedapples FIVE words poem in Free Verse More Like This
Date: 2002-09-13 22:27:03
In no order what-so-ever:
bruised apple (that counts as one...cause it's an object)
wrap it up in soiled paper
this filthy box you keep it in
this hopeless crushed desire
you bathe in.
second time ...turns to twenty
and you don't know how to get up
off, your blood stained knees
where you worship every second god
who walks by when you're in need.
you could have been naive once
when everything made sense and
life was shades of pink, snow white ate that apple
all shiney and sweet innocence, something you can't repeat
but you ate it up anyways, bruised apple grasping fingers.
no prince charming riding in upon silver horse
you knew, you chose, you lost the supple twist of ever after that night,
that never became more than it was as you lay there
things aren't so bad, doesn't hurt when you pass out.
can't remember when you drown it in the dimming fog
you claim its home you claim its happiness .
can you claim the happily
I want to let goI want to let go in Free Verse More Like This
this is not
another love poem
this is not
the day his hands briefly
I did love him
the day his fist found
scars you'll never
see with your
e y e s
what hurt more
was when he
when he taught me
I was easy
I cry at hallmark card
and sappy happy movies
everything is good
I did love him
if I could
he hated me
In My 15th Year -- part 2: thurs. 7:00ish am :In My 15th Year -- part 2 in General Fiction More Like This
A nurse comes into the room and wakes me saying they have to take some blood to do tests.
She fills seven vials.
I notice I have a roommate.
She leaves and wake up call is announced.
My roommate looks at me and grabs her clothes and goes into the bathroom.
: thurs. 7:30ish am :
We are all dressed and in the hall.
Lined up like in a prison roll call.
I've only met one of the other kids this boy who is 11 and had to stay awake all night for a CAT scan in the morning.
They all assess me I am the new one.
: thurs. 7:40ish am :
My first breakfast, I learn names and I learn ailments.
This one Depressed
This one Bulimic
This one Angry
This one Who's father sent him here to be examined because he thinks he isn't outgoing enough.
: thurs. 8:00ish am :
I sit looking out the window of the rec room.
The view is a huge graveyard and I think how ironic.
This girl Racheal asks me why I am here
I show my bandages.
A boy named Leroy calls me a psycho, says he doesn
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Eyes adjusting to the dimness
smells assaulting my nostrils
acrid bitter rusty drain
- into the room.
Slither close to the edges
dampness assaulting my skin
flakey, mildew ridden walls
- fingers sliding along.
Seems I've been here before
same place different existence
bent kneed I touch wooden floors
- once worshiped with my face.
Single bulb light
in the middle of the room
swaying at my entrance
broken jagged glass hanging down
- never to bear witness again.
I meet the overturned chair
on my feet this time, my knees
will never meet this floor again
- the memory begins.
The crying again, coming from in there
noise assaulting my small ears
short gasping breaths from her throat
- why is she crying ?
Slip quietly through dark halls
the light spilling out
from the crack under the door
- ear to the wood, why is she gasping for air?
Door flying open pouring light over me
acrid bitter smell of blood assaulting my nostrils
look what we have here, nosey are we?, well come in and see.
Out Of Key~Zutara Week 2010--Harmony~Out Of Key in Fan Fiction More Like This
Why, Katara wanted to know. Why did he have to screw up everything she had worked so hard to perfect, all order in camp, the group's entire schedule?
She always had a planned outline of her day that she followed strictly. Roll up her sleeping bag, wash her face, brush her hair, slip her dress over her bindings, and go out to start breakfast. Clean the dishes after the morning meal and then gather laundry so everyone could have clean clothes. Lunch was a free-for-all: if you were that hungry, get up and make your own food.
Training sessions were always next, when the sun was almost exactly overhead. First she would spar with Toph, then with Aang, then with Zuko. She alternated days training in hand-to-hand combat with Suki, learning how to knock out a grown man in a single punch, between days where Sokka would teach her how to properly hold a dagger or a sword. If it was Thursday, her training would be abandoned and replaced with a trip t
Different Rules~Zutara Week 2010--Change~Different Rules in Fan Fiction More Like This
Clouds swirled dully in a dreary, drab, and utterly depressing shade of gray. Humidity hung heavily in the air, portending the monsoon season in the Fire Nation. It was nasty and sticky and dark out: all the more reason to say inside and sleep in.
These were Katara's thoughts as she stay curled up under the sheets of her new bed, burying her head farther into the plush pillow. Thus, when Fire Lord Zuko moved lazily from her side and began stripping himself of his sleepwear, she protested grumpily.
"Mmm, come back," she muttered, turning over with what seemed to be a great deal of effort. "It's too early."
Zuko glanced over at her with mild amusement as he tied the strings of his loose red pants in a careless bow at his hips. Her eyes were mere slits of sapphire against the bronze of her skin, watching his every move. "It's nearly eleven," he argued placidly.
"Yeah, it's too early," she repeated.
He chuckled lightly under his breath. "Sorry," he apologi
A Thousand Words And Then Some~A Zutara Fic~A Thousand Words And Then Some in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Your room, Princess Katara," a servant murmured, gesturing vaguely to an almost painfully orate door. The servant's voice wavered as she said princess; clearly, Azula had led her to believe that all royal women were demanding and cruel.
With scrutinizing eyes, Katara looked over the skinny girl. "What is your name?"
A look of fear swept over the face of the questioned servant: whenever Azula had asked for the names of palace staff, she was either going to use them for target practice or have them banished for not accomplishing one of her outrageous, mundane tasks to perfection. "Kai La, p-princess," she managed to stammer.
"Then thank you, Kai La," offered Katara, giving her a hint of a bow to show her gratitude. Again, Kai La's features were consumed with surprise before a delicate smile crept over her thin lips. The princess of the Southern Water Tribe, bowing to a palace maid!
"Of course! I mean, uh, you are very welcome, princess." Red faced and dazed,
Sisterly Love~Zutara Week 2010--Family~Sisterly Love in Fan Fiction More Like This
He stood completely immobilized, completely helpless as everyone he even remotely cared about was lined up in front of him in his mother's courtyard with heavy shackles around their wrists. Toward the far left end of the line stood Jun, the bounty hunter, and next to her were Song and Jin with equally frightened faces. Mischievous Li stood sandwiched between his parents Gansu and Sela, who did their best to stand in front of him like a shield. Childhood friends Mai and Ty Lee were standing together. Mai's face betrayed her phlegmatic barrier with the slightest hint of tears and Ty Lee was full out bawling. Sokka, Suki, Aang, and Toph held hands the best they could, digging their heels into the ground for support.
Zuko didn't even have to look to know what order the last three people were in, but the guards in heavy, full armor left him no choice and forced him to see them. Ursa's elegant robes were slashed and hung around her in limp tatters. "Never fo
An Addition To The Palace~Zutara Week 2010--Date~An Addition To The Palace in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Congratulations, my Lord," one of the many palace servants said to Fire Lord Zuko, inclining his head in warranted respect. The lord nodded slightly, confused, but brushed it off with a curt word of thanks. Zuko continued though the palace, alone, heading to his mother's beloved turtle-duck pond.
On his way, he was stopped four more times by various maids and butlers that granted him good luck and best wishes. He responded politely each time, but, truth be told, he didn't have the slightest inkling as to why he was being congratulated. The fifth time a servant stopped him and gave his blessings, Zuko lost his patience and questioned him.
"I must be missing something important, because I don't have the slightest idea why every single person I've seen has told me congratulations or good luck. Can you tell me what the hell is going on?"
The servant's forehead creased inquisitively. "Lady Katara has not told you? She just learned that she is b
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Sometimes, when she's bored, Katara will sit and write about the way things could have gone if she had changed a few select words or actions. She calls them alternative chapters, deleted scenes of her life that never actually happened.
They always end with kissing Zuko.
She wrote about the time Zuko had tied her to that tree by the lake.
The bark biting into her back, his guttural voice seething into her ear, her precious necklace dangling from pale fingers. He tucks the pendant into a pocket somewhere and leaves a line of rough kisses along her jaw. He feels more than hears her whimper, and his body absorbs the shudder she tries so hard to repress.
"If I let you go, peasant, will you run?"
The waterbender shakes her head as the prince slowly releases her tight constraints. She thinks of running, thinks of all the different ways she could beat him at his own game and leave with both her necklace and her dig
The Good Life~A Zutara Fic~The Good Life in Fan Fiction More Like This
The night was absolutely perfect. The pristine silver-white sand caught the waxing moon's bright light, each grain of minute rock a parallel to the star-freckled sky. The towel that Katara had flopped over the sand was just out of reach of the high tide's greedy fingers and the cool evening breeze rippled across the ocean's surface in gentle surges.
Too bad her neck was too sore and her back was too stiff to really enjoy it.
With a small bottle of a sweet-smelling, sparkling drink in one hand and her towel in the other, she had shuffled down to the shore to relax--maybe the salty brine of the waves would help to loosen up her terrible tense muscles or at least help clear her mind. She now laid on her stomach, her arms curled up by her head and one cheek pressed comfortably into the plush towel beneath her. Her pale ivory bindings exposed the majority of her tanned skin to the night and gooseflesh shot over her arms at regular intervals. She watched the sky on an a
Sun Crystals~A Zutara Fic~Sun Crystals in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Hey, Suki, watch this!" Sokka crowed, hefting a gold-plated sword with both hands and chopping at the musty air with precision, the way Master Piandao had shown him. Suki turned from rummaging through a dusty old trunk, tossing silk scarves that were ridden with fire-moth bites across the lacquered wood floors.
"That's great, honey," she said almost offhandedly. Still, Sokka grinned with satisfaction.
"Wow, Sokka!" Toph exclaimed, turning in his general direction. "It looks like you could be a master!" Her unseeing eyes were open wide and her mouth set in an uncharacteristic smile.
The Water Tribe boy's face lit up. "Really? Master Sokka. That sounds--hey, wait." He crossed his arms as Toph snickered.
"Aw, why do you insist on doing that to him?" Suki asked teasingly. With sympathy, she kissed his cheek gently before returning to her search.
"Because, Fan-Girl, he falls for it every time and it just keeps getting funnier and funnier!" The earth bender doub
With The Moon Comes Power~Zutara Week 2010--Pain~With The Moon Comes Power in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Hear, hear!" the ragtag group of warriors chorused, raising their cups in a toast to the fire prince. The glowing firelight illuminated the content grin from Aang as he elbowed the bender at his side and brightened Toph's unseeing eyes when she punched Zuko's arm.
"I'm touched. I don't deserve this," Zuko murmured gratefully.
"Yeah, no kidding," Katara snapped, partaking in the conversation for the first time. Her glare was flooded with a coldness that was equivalent to the ice she bent. Troubled stares followed her retreating form that drifted toward the side of the cliff.
"What's with her?" Sokka asked, not really caring.
Dignified and determined, Zuko stood. "I wish I knew," he replied before taking off after the distressed bender. He had proven himself worthy to the Blind Bandit, the Kyoshi Warrior, the Water Tribe idiot, and the Avatar. It was the cryptic carapace of the water maid that he couldn't seem to make a dent in, let alone break down.
Seeing Red, Painted Blue~Zutara Week 2010--Storm~Seeing Red, Painted Blue in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Zuko," the ephemeral figure whispered at the openings of the aforementioned boy's tent. Her gauzy robes fluttered in the light breeze, her red face paint reflecting nearly silver in the full moon's brilliant light. "Zuko," she repeated, then dashed away as swiftly as she could manage.
The confused young man shuffled out of his ragged blankets and into the humid night, rubbing his good eye and stifling a yawn. He stretched and was suddenly on guard, glancing around anxiously for whoever dared sneak into their camp. Zuko spotted the feminine silhouette on the hilltop, standing gracefully with the moon as her backdrop. Even standing perfectly still, she seemed to possess a fluid elegance similar to the gentle push and pull of the ocean's tide.
"What are you waiting for, Blue Spirit?" she called out quietly, raising her voice just enough so he could hear her.
His eyes darted around and he spotted a blue oblong shape resting against the side of his tent. Up
Humming Bird SexHumming Bird Sex in Free Verse More Like This
I feel your pulse on mine
Your breath heavy, making me
You caress my love and I
Tip-toe closer to
Taking all of you in me
I take a deep breath and smell
The wings of a humming bird
escape through your
and into my
niping at my heart
your just another
your more than that
your my secret love
but your shouldn't know
when you call
my heart leaps
a lovers song
and when you leave
Perfect AlonePerfect Alone in Free Verse More Like This
Perfect day for
a white wedding
held against my will
in utter silence
as I cascade down the hill
tired and weary I
not even my future
calling me I hear
my lover speak my
name in a passionate
and they are brought to
keep me and I might
feel the same
never knowing that
these feelings won't be
but cease to exists in it's
most fortunate state
And then I awake
the drifting is gone
but I am still here
A Friend - -~*~A Friend~*~A Friend - - in Free Verse More Like This
You make me want to cry
but my eyes remain dry
theres a surge in my heart
thats ripping me apart
A dull aching pain
that with my soul
as you drift away
on your life's escapade
i see a dawning light
thats grotesquely bright
thats the love i have
for you that will always
The Sight Of You...The Sight Of You... in Free Verse More Like This
The sight of you
makes me want to vomit
clean it up
and feed it to you
in a pretty yellow bowl
the sight of you
makes me want nothing more
than to trace your lips
with succulent kisses
It is the sight of you
that makes me remember
why I have so much
It is the sight of you
that makes my heart stop
and skip to many beats
for me to continue on this earth
for it is the sight of you
that allows me to think
of just how much you'll really
when I see you with her
forgetting that once those emotions
belonged to me
and that I once belonged to you
It is the very sight of you
that murders my realizations
rebirths the cruel exsistence
Bionic BimboBIONIC BIMBOBionic Bimbo in Other More Like This
Look you hurtful bitch, i guess
loosing territory is like loosing
your virginity...it hurts.
Well you hurt me so take it...
take all the pain i have to
give and like it....
like it as if it were a sheer
summer breeze and love it....
love it like a new born child
and breath it...
breath it like a black rose
so feel it...
and remember what it was like
cause hopefully afterwards
......you won't...do it ...again....
This Is Us Into YouOur hand intertwineThis Is Us Into You in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Like my legs across your waistline
I define this role
And you are the leading man
Do what you can
I'll scream ya name
Like reciting a thousand
At winter time
When you wanted to be mine
On your mind
Like a hurricane warning
About the storm coming
This is us into you...
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the sun dried the spot
where he was
i couldn't bear to watch
i need him, his essense
to stay here
12:01 they said the time
of his deth was
12:01 his soul died
and with it mine too
i think back earlier that
as i watched him being
ripped from my body
as i watched him
lay there and die
as i wanted to do
to do the same thing
but could do nothing
i heard him cry
is as if the gods above
we're punishing me for
what i did and did not do
i didn't mean to use those
last few times
i did mean to have a healthy
the doctors, they said they
but nothing they could do
they said it was a boy
" we would have had a son"
i would have had a son....
if i could have just stopped
taking that shit
just stopped taking it for one day...
Zutara Week Day Two: BloodZuko! Katara screamed again, staring down. Thankfully, he managed to land on a ledge and was spared from the jagged rocks at the bottom. But that didnt leave him unscathed. He lay there, bleeding, and only half-conscious.Zutara Week Day Two: Blood in Teen More Like This
'Oh, Yue, what have I done?!'
Katara? Katara, howd you get over here? And wheres Zuko? Sokka asked, as everyone returned from the market. Katara stood up from kneeling on the ground and turned around, face streaked with tears.
Before anyone could comment, Toph yelled, Sparky! She rushed over to the gorge and took a stance. Stomping the ground and swiftly raising her arms, she caused the ledge to detach itself from the wall of the cliff and rise. Everyone gasped as they saw Zukos bleeding body.
Katara, what happened?
Zutara Week Day Five:FirefliesThe Gaang had hit the Ember Island streets again, just walking around, because after a week of hard practicing, they were ready to relax a little. Katara and Suki wanted to find a spa, Toph wanted to find a muddy place to frolic around in, Aang just wanted to see the town, Sokka wanted to look at weapons, and Zuko was dragged along to make sure they didnt get lost.Zutara Week Day Five:Fireflies in Teen More Like This
Hey! Theres a weapons shop! Im just gonna stop there and look around, kay? Sokka said, veering off toward the right.
Ill go with him, Aang said, and Toph nodded. Katara said it was ok, but made Zuko go along with him so Sokka wouldnt get in trouble. The banished prince grumbled, but in the end, agreed that it was probably best he went.
Well, that leaves us two! Lets ask someone to see if there are any good spas here, Suki said and Katara nodded. Walking up to an old lady
Zutara Week Day FourGuess what I got? Sokka sang annoyingly, prancing around carrying a large pitcher. Everyone was sitting in the same room as they had a few days ago (see Jealousy) looking at Sokka oddly.Zutara Week Day Four in Teen More Like This
Gee, I wonder Katara said sarcastically. Sokka ignored her and hoisting the jar higher, announced, Cactus juice!
Katara and Toph groaned.
Sokka Katara began, but stopped, just shaking her head. Toph just snorted.
You are as dumb as you sound, Snoozles.
Aang, Suki, and Zuko looked at the girls and Sokka in confusion.
Whats wrong with cactus juice? Aang asked.
Sokka and cactus juice equals disaster. Katara then proceeded to try and take the juice away from Sokka.
Aw, Katara! Come on! Sokka whined, but Katara ignored him and took the pitcher and threw it outside.
Sulking, Sokka headed to
Zutara Week Day Seven: Lick*grumble*Zutara Week Day Seven: Lick in Teen More Like This
Oh, come on, Zuko! Dont be such a killjoy! Katara scolded him lightly.
That was easy for her to say. She sat there, eating ice cream, while he was paying for every damn thing! And this place was EXPENSIVE.
At least order yourself some, she said, enjoying her chocolate ice cream.
I. HAVE. NO MONEY. THANKS. TO. YOU!
She put feigned hurt. Zuzu
DONT CALL ME THAT! he yelled, turning a few heads. Katara smiled around apologetically, before turning around to glare at Zuko. You dont have to yell! she whispered furiously.
He just growled, crossed his arms, and pouted. He looked so much like a little kid throwing a tantrum, Katara had to bite down on her tongue to keep herself from laughing. She couldnt mask the goofy smile spreading on her face, and Zukos scowl deepene
Zutara Week Day Three:Jealousy*yawn* Im bo-o-o-o-o-red! Toph complained, stretched out on a couch inside the Royal Familys vacation home on Ember Island. Everyone else was sprawled around the room as well, and agreed with Toph.Zutara Week Day Three:Jealousy in Teen More Like This
We could always train Zuko was cut off by a round of groans. What? We could.
Why dont we go out to town? Aang suggested.
Are you crazy?! Sokka cried. We could get caught! You could get caught!
Aww, come on, Sokka! Suki whined.
Yeah! We have our Fire Nation clothes, and Twinkle Toes has that one weird hat of his
that he can wear to cover his arrow tattoo! Toph persisted.
Sokka, if you want to stay you can stay. But Sukis coming with us, Katara said in a tone that said, If you try to argue, you will find your
Zutara Week Day Six: RhythmBIG MAJOR IMPORTANT A/N: LISTEN to the song Fire Burning, by Sean Kingston, because if you haven't heard it, you will probably hate this story.Zutara Week Day Six: Rhythm in Teen More Like This
*sigh* Katara was annoyed. Irritated. Exasperated. Frustrated. Pissed. Her boyfriend, Zuko, had told her to go to this one night club, and that hed meet her there. Hed said hed have a surprise for her, since it was her birthday.
Just one problem.
HE WASNT THERE!! (*gasp*)
Katara was sitting on a stool at the bar, decked out in a blue halter top and dark blue skinny jeans, and grumbling to herself. Shed been waiting forshe glanced at the clock above the barhalf an hour now! And when your boyfriend tells you they have a surprise for you, and its your frickin birthday, half an hour seems like an eternity. Her hair was pulled back in a clip, with some wavy strands hanging do
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The ABCs of Zutara: ELECTRIFYING
Written by Katie Jo aka AVidZktjo
It had been months since he'd joined the Avatar and his gang in their quest to defeat his father. Ozai was in prison, Azula in chains, and everything was on its way to being restored to its original splendor. And yet another explosion sent Zuko flying into the wall behind him. "When am I ever going to get this right!?" It was hopeless, he thought, but still he rose with the sun each morning to practice the art of bending lightning. All his practice was getting him nowhere though, and every morning he would stomp off to his study to meditate and cool down. That morning was no different except for the fact that a certain Water Tribe warrior was waiting for him.
"Sokka. I'm not in the mood."
Katara's annoying brother didn't even think twice about Zuko's distraught expression. He just started talking. "So, Zuko, you know we'll be leaving soon and all that, and Katara will be staying behind because you, we
Zutara ABCs: GONEZutara ABCs: GONE in Fan Fiction More Like This
The ABCs of Zutara: GONE
Written by Katie Jo aka AVidZktjo
AN UNOFFICIAL SEQUEL TO FOREVER
The sound of her father's gentle calling barely registered with her but still she managed to stop and say in an even tone of voice, "I'm fine, Dad," before continuing along the corridor toward her bedroom.
As her family watched her walk away, the blind earthbender stepped up beside the torn old man and told him, "She's lying." Toph barely managed to get the words out before her throat constricted and her sobbing continued.
Wrapping his arm around her shaking shoulders, Hakoda replied, "She'll be lying to herself for a long time, Toph." His arms tightened around her then as he added, "We all will." Tears began to roll along all their faces and everyone gathered around the grieving pair. Each one of them was caught up in the tender embrace and every hallway of the Fire Nation palace was filled with the sound of their endless weeping.
As the expressionless Fire Lady w
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The ABCs of Zutara: LIARS
Written by Katie Jo aka AVidZktjo
"No, Toph. I'm not playing another one of your silly lie games."
"Why not? It'll be fun."
Katara crossed her arms and narrowed her eyes at the insistent earthbender. "N. O. No."
"Why not, Katara?" Toph asked again as she leaned back and folded her hands behind her head.
"Because, Toph," Katara said her name with force, "you always know when we're lying, you spill all our secrets, and I'm sick of you prying into our lives."
Toph shook her head and countered with an innocent flare, "That's not true. I would never do that."
Katara rolled her eyes. "Now who's the liar?"
"Hey, if you guys would just tell the truth, there wouldn't be a problem," the earthbender said with a shrug of her shoulders.
Though his mouth was full of food, Sokka still managed to get out his own opinion. "It's not that we don't wanna tell the truth cuz I'm all about being honest."
"Liar," Toph mumbled.
"It's that you ask all the questions
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The ABCs of Zutara: FOREVER
Written by Katie Jo aka AVidZktjo
Why doesn't that boy just come out with it already? the Chief of the Southern Water Tribe thought as he eyed the fidgeting firebender. Katara was busy making dinner over the campfire outside while Sokka and Suki were taking a moonlit stroll, which left Hakoda alone with the new Firelord. But at the moment, he looked like anything but the reigning ruler over all the Fire Nation. He was pacing around the room like a scared little kid or rather a nervous young man who had something weighing heavily on his mind. Hakoda could easily guess what it was which was why he kept wondering to himself why the young man didn't just spill it already and save himself the aggravation. Sokka had told him what they were up to that past week - that boy couldn't keep a secret to save his life - and Gran-Gran had also spilled the exciting news, which had been a bit of a surprise since she was unbelievably tight-lipped about ot
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The ABCs of Zutara: KINDLE
Written by Katie Jo aka AVidZktjo
AN OFFICIAL SEQUEL TO DISTRACTED
(I refer to that one-shot in this story, so I recommend that you read that one first)
The firebender was in love with a Water Tribe girl. Shaking the distraction from her mind, Katara reined in her thoughts, forced them into submission, and tried to focus on the flow of water in her hands. Up and down. Back and forth. The clear, blue liquid moved with grace through her fingers and around her body in measured motions of fluidity. In. Out. Push. Pull. The only sounds that reached her ears were the misty splash of the waves and the crash of the ocean's current against the sand. Her mind was fixed on the present. Nothing else existed. No past. No future. Only the here and now. So, are you pleasantly distracted?
The water abruptly dropped from her command and the waterbender stood as rigid as a block of ice. Why did his voice have to constantly disrupt her thought
the truth of lovelove is comfort,the truth of love in Free Verse More Like This
love is fine,
love is always
sweeter than wine.
nobody is nicer
than the one you love,
not even a blessing
love is how i get through life.
it's my simple relief
from everyday strife.
The Meeting.Third day of school was tourture. I walked to my last period class, which was unfortunately geometry. Upon entering the room, I was assaulted with insults and small missiles. I tried to ignore the paper balls and pencil erasers as best I could, but the bastards wouldn't leave me alone. They knew how to provoke me, and had become very good at it in the three days they'd known me.The Meeting. in Fantasy More Like This
The teacher entered the room and the idiots stopped the torment, but I knew it would resume as soon as she left the room, as she inevitably would. I got the feeling she didn't care what the other students did to me, the freak she was so unlucky to have to teach, and thus let the other kids pick on me.
"Well, class. It seems we have a new sudent in our class. Please welcome, apropriately, boys, Miss Katrine Wilden." Several of the boys whistled as the hottest girl I had ever seen walked into the classroom. I couldn't help but look on in awe as she examined the inhabitants of the room with bright, curious
winningLife is a game,winning in Free Verse More Like This
you play to win.
if you think like me,
then raise your chin.
Ignore the others
except your love
for if you succede,
you will rise above.
Try to be careful,
high in the sky.
It's a long way down,
so your wit must be sly.
ideas to meSpouting like lavaideas to me in Free Verse More Like This
from a volcanoe,
ideas spring forth,
like an arrow from a bow.
It's almost five,
I haven't slept.
I write this instead,
when I'm much more adept.
Indeed I'm strange,
only writing before dawn.
But if you looked into my mind,
you're head'd turn into a bomb.
I know what you're thinking,
"This guy's just weird!"
Well there I'd have to agree,
but I am one to be feared.
I have a knack
for writing stories.
I like what I write,
all the bloodies and gories.
But if you could see
what went on inside,
your brain would melt
and your eyes vaporize.
lives severedThis is for lovelives severed in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
a journey that did
two lives sever
no one could belive it
no one would belive it
they thought them a special pair
but then, fate bit
midway through the cursed excursion
an evil befell them
a terrible beast
that sought to fell them
the boy did slay it
to a terrible cost
he wrought on oa curse
thus for him, all hope was lost
he had to roam
as an ugly, horrid beast
never again loved
and never at peace
Not So Bad.She sank to her knees as fresh tears followed the same trail.Not So Bad. in Fan Fiction More Like This
The damp leaves had already soaked through her tunic. Her hair was out of its usual braid with brown locks flying with the slight breeze. She sank lower into the forest floor.
"I'm sorry Mommy.."
A twig snapping caught her attention as she quickly stood and readied her water.
The sigh came from the trees and soon a small fire came to life. the teenage boy soon came into view without his usual armor. With gold eyes blazing, he took another step toward the girl.
"I'm sorry. Um. I'm...not going to attack you. I promise."
The girl's eyes narrowed farther as she watched the fire in his hands. The night was bright without a cloud in the sky. "What do you want?"
"I-uh. I found something that I think belongs to you." He brought a hand from his tunic revealing-
"My necklace!" She gasped as her hand came to her throat. "How did you-"
"On the ship. With the earthbenders."
The teenage girl nodded as she came
WaitingShe haunts me even on the brightest of days. I see her at the pond, staring at me. She sleeps in the chair at the corner of my room. I can never touch her, kiss her. We are stuck in this tortuous state, waiting for my light to go out.Waiting in Fan Fiction More Like This
Sometimes she cries. Her eyes are all I see at certain moments. Salwater pools at the corners. When will this horrible chapter end?
"What do you want me to do?! Take my own life?! You know I can't do that but believe me, I want to!"
I whisper fiercely as we sit on the floor. Mai is off with the children but they can be back at any moment. My back is against the bed as she sits in front of me, tugging at her blue war tunic. Her brown hair falls over her shoulders and I move to brush it away. I stop myself before I touch her. Well, not touch her. Her shoulders start to shake anyway. What upsets her most is that I cannot feel her skin. Be with her in any way but this.
"Zuko, I can't take this anymore! This-" She gestures with a flick of her wrist to m
In Memory OfExplosions of color could be seen throughout the city of Sozin. Celebrations were sought out as the Fire Nation, along with the rest of the world, rejoiced for another year of peace. Singing and music rang through the streets. Confetti fell from rooftops. It was another year of achievement for the world.In Memory Of in Fan Fiction More Like This
Fire Lord Zuko sat staring from his balcony as children of nobles ran between his gardens. The masks of spirits flashed before his eyes and he chuckled when he saw the mask of the Blue Spirit and another of the recent Avatar Aang. He sighed and moved to his fireplace. She would be here soon.
It had become a tradition between the two. A meeting would be secretly planned for a time of silence for the two benders.
Taking a bowl full of water, Zuko came to his knees and set it up at the base of the fire while adding two sticks of incense. Taking a red ribbon from his wrist, he tied the incense securely to one another. The crest symbolizing the Princess of the Fire Nation shone from the lig
Because Of You"I don't like this."Because Of You in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Katara, you've said that eighteen million times already. Just be quiet."
"You be quiet, Sokka! I know you don't like it either!"
"Well what are we supposed to do? Aang needs a teacher. You agreed to that remember?"
"Of course! I just wish it wasn't him. I don't like it."
The Water Tribe teens sat around the fire as the waterbender stirred tonight's dinner and the warrior stared hungrily at the stream rising from the cooking pot. Katara shot her brother a look and returned to watching the firebender and Aang. She sneered as he rolled his eyes at his student. Zuko.
"I swear if he rolls his eyes one more time..."
Her threat went unnoticed by Sokka who started to look at the swirling meat wlith his boomerang in hand. Katara smacked him with her wooden spoon.
"Katara you're gunna burn the meat!" Sokka whined.
Arching her eyebrow with a questioning look, Katara checked the dinner and started filling everyone's bowl.
"Zuko! Come here."
With a smirk, Katara watched as the
EyesWalking into the room Zuko saw one of the most beautiful and most terrifying scenes in his life. Katara was in the bed, propped up with pillows, holding and cooing at a bundle of red in her arms. She looked a little haggard but had the most amazing smile on her face. She looked up at him with the same smile. "Come meet our son." Our son, she said, his son he thought walking over to the pair.Eyes in General Fiction More Like This
"He's so tiny."
Her smile turned into a smirk. "He didn't feel that way a few hours ago. You can hold him you know."
"I'll drop him."
"You're not going to drop him. Here, sit next to me if you're so worried."
"I'm not worried but dropping him, well it could somehow effect his future. We talked about this but I don't want to worry about this affecting him too. I also know that if I ever do something that you disapprove of, or whatever words you used, you'll water whip me into n
Igloo"You live here, aren't you supposed to know when storms are coming?" Zuko asked breathing fire on to his fingers.Igloo in Humor More Like This
"I'm sorry, your majesty, but sometimes the weather can change in the blink of an eye. It was sunny and warm when we set out. How was I supposed to know that a blizzard would blow in?" She wasn't particularly happy about his tone. She wasn't particularly happy about anything right now but that was beside the point. "Would you mind sharing some of the heat please?"
They were sitting in the ice and show shelter that Katara had waterbent once it became clear that trying to get back to her village in the storm was impossible. They had been going to see the old Fire Nation ship that was stuck in the ice. Zuko claimed he wanted to see if there was anything salvageable about the wreck and maybe he would try to take it back with him. Katara personally thought it was an act of penance on h
Growing"My Lord," Zuko had to stop himself from looking around to see whom the servant was addressing. 'Your highness' Zuko was used to, being the 'Lord' he was not. "I know you wish to sleep in your old room tonight, but do you know when you will wish to move into the Fire Lord's suite?"Growing in Romance More Like This
Zuko's first reaction was "never" but he didn't think he could avoid the rooms entirely. Now was not the time for frivolous thinking. "When we have a definite confirmation that I am Fire Lord and my father's things have been moved into storage and the rooms cleaned." There that was a fair answer.
"What of your things in here, my Lord?"
Pain flared along with annoyance in Zuko. "I don't know all right! Right now I want to lye down and be left alone!" He shouted at the now cowering man. Before Zuko wouldn't have thought anything of making the man cower or the tone he used. Now a part of him, which soun
What Was Really SaidWhat was said:What Was Really Said in Short Stories More Like This
Dean: "Who are you?"
Castiel: "I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from Perdition."
Dean: "Yeah, thanks for that."
What was really said:
Dean: "You're cute."
Castiel: "As are you I (insert creepy rapist Misha smile) gripped you tight and raised you from Perdition if you know what I mean."
Dean: "Yeah I know what you mean."
What was said :
Dean: "God! Don't do that!"
Castiel: "Hello Dean."
Dean: "Cas, we've talked about this. Personal space?"
Castiel : "My apologies."
What was really said:
Dean: "Ah! The fuck man?!"
Castiel: "I missed you, Dean."
Dean: "Cas, we've talked about this. No sex until it's dark."
Castiel: "Fine... but tonight, I will own you."
What was said:
Castiel: (after Dean wakes up after dreaming about Hell) "Hello, Dean. What were you dreaming about?"
What was really said:
Castiel: "I read your mind, Dean you are a naughty man."
What was said:
Sam: "Sorry, I would hug you, but "
Castiel: "It would be awkward."
Late Night Texts 15C: How much value do you place upon your laptop?Late Night Texts 15 in Short Stories More Like This
C: How much love do you have for your laptop?
S: Is this some sort of joke?
S: Never mind, this is you.
C: I don't understand.
S: I feel like you say that every time we talk.
C: You are missing the point, Sam. How much value do you place on your laptop?
S: I love it. It means a lot to me. I'd be fucked without it.
C: There is no reason for my inquiry.
S: What happened to my laptop?
S: I will trap you with holy oil unless you tell me what happened.
C: Do you recall the film that I took Dean to see?
S: The Avengers?
C: Yes, that one.
S: Yeah I remember, why?
C: Because he has picked up the habits of one of the main characters.
S: And by that you mean?
C: he thinks he is the Hulk.
C: He destroyed your laptop.
S: W why would he do that?
C: I have already told you, he is under the current impression that he is the Hulk.
S: What the hell man?! Cas told me wh
Late Night Texts 14C: Sam told me to ask you what you were wearing.Late Night Texts 14 in Short Stories More Like This
D: Did he now? That's considerate of him.
C: I do not understand why Sam told me to ask you that but now I am curious as to your attire.
D: Oh really?
C: We both know I would not have said it if it were not true.
D: You take all the fun out of this.
C: If you do not satisfy my curiosity about your clothes, I will send you back to hell.
D: Pushy, pushy.
C: Dean. I am warning you.
D: Fine, you pushy bastard.
D: I am wearing boxers.
C: I have not known you to go commando before.
D: You seriously take all the fun out of this.
C: Will you please explain to me what "this" is?
D: It's it's dirty talk, Cas.
C: We are not talking about dirt.
D: Dirty as in sexual, Cas.
C: What do your clothes have to do with this so called dirty talk?
D: Never never mind.
D: So, anyway, what are you wearing?
C: Jimmy Novak.
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Sparks fly its like electricity
I might die when I forget how to breathe
You get closer and there's nowhere in this world I'd rather be
Time stops like everything around me is frozen
And nothing matters but these few moments when you opened my mind to things I never seen
Our eyes locked when you entered the room. My heart stops. You smile and make your way to my side.
"Hey Katara." OH, the way you say my name!
I open my mouth to answer, but then realize I haven't taken a breath since you arrived.
"Hi," I say. I blushed, did it really sound that obvious that I was out of breath?
Your eyes were still on mine, I was lost in them, the many fiery shades of gold. It reflected a totally different world. How you saw the world. So different. You never
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Note from Author: This is the sequel to "Zutara Scars," but you do not need to have read "Scars" to read this one.
Zutara Secrets Chapter 1
"How was your trip? What happened?" Aang practically jumped on me when Appa had landed.
"It was okay," I said giving a side glance to Zuko who returned the glace as he grabbed his pack. I slipped by Aang and jumped to the ground.
Aang followed and landed next to me, "What about the Southern Raiders?"
I grit my teeth, I had not forgotten, but Zuko had helped take my mind of them. I clenched my fists and looked away from the curious boy in front of me. "We found him," I said darkly, then shoved by the avatar.
"And?" he followed me.
But then Zuko came to my rescue, "Aang!" Aang stopped following me. "Let her have some space," Zuko said.
I heaved a heavy sigh and marched toward the ocean water. I looked out toward the sunset on the horizon, it caused the sky to be a beautiful orange color. I slowed my pace and slowly walked ont
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Zutara - Scars Chapter 1
I stood in a cave lit by blue-green stones. It was a strangely beautiful prison, not dark and plain like a cell. But my eyes were not on the walls that caged me, they were on my cellmate. He was huddled on the floor with his back to me. I paced back and forth yelling at him, telling him how terrible he was. But he did not talk back, he did not lash out at me like I expected. He didn't burn me or even become angry at all by what I could see. Only once did he speak and that was to tell me I didn't know what I was talking about. But I let that fuel my anger more. I wanted him to hurt, I wanted him to know what he and his father had done to me. So I made this personal now, and I told him of my weakest weakness, my deepest scar. I told him of my mother. Then he surprised me.
As I cried into my knees, he turned toward me, "I'm sorry." I continued to hide in my tears as his sincere voice rang through the caves. "That's something we have in common." And for the first t