All I wanted was you.I miss youAll I wanted was you. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
(I scratched my wrists until I couldn't think of you anymore,
but it never hurt as much
as losing you.)
I knew I was nothing to you,
but you were still such a huge piece of me.
You took my heart with you when you left,
now it's like you're playing God
to a world that doesn't exist.
Hold me close again,
I swear that I'm not hurting,
(being in denial has never hurt this much.)
(I miss you.)
scream, aim, fire.Okayscream, aim, fire. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
so maybe I don't remember what it's like to feel love
because my mind always plays survival of the fittest
in the most dangerous ways
to try and twist my heart
and make me paint the whole world black,
but that still doesn't mean
I've never felt pain.
I may hold on to my emotions
like a bulldozer
since I'm playing God in the tips of my fingers
because our world is like walking on fire,
but hell is nothing compared
to living without you.
(My heart was always weak,
you were just too blind.)
so maybe I'm desperate to see you smile again,
but that's only because your smile
was like one in a million.
(or maybe it's just because I'm selfish
since your smile has always made my heart skip a beat.)
I admit we've thought more about death than living,
but maybe we're all just broken inside.
Haven't you heard that pain is the new beautiful?
i'll always be your little soldier.i.i'll always be your little soldier. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
My father always told me that there's more to life
but how could you ever breathe
when your lungs feel collapsed
and your heart feels like a battle wound
because you can never feel again?
I always tried to believe in myself
because I knew I was a fighter
since I never had a chance to be anything else.
I always had to wash your scars off for you
and be your little solider
as you cried in my arms
because you said that you lost your heart in the war.
It always killed me when you cried,
I'll never be the same again.
You always pleaded the words ''please be better than me''
like they were a part of a broken song
that came from right inside your heart,
but all you ever wanted
was for me to not be like a shadow of you.
This life is full of nothing but hurt.
You always told me
that I was growing up to be more like you every day,
and you were always afraid
because you said that you never wanted me to have your mind.
I was growing more insane by t
i'll be your shining star.Last night I went outsidei'll be your shining star. in Free Verse More Like This
and counted stars in my head
as I dreamed of you.
You've never felt so close to me before,
it's like I could almost feel you next to me.
Feeling alive has never felt so right.
dancing dead.i. I find myself losing more and more pieces of my heartdancing dead. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
ever since you've left.
It's like I'm only here to die
because I'll never survive without you.
ii. Your smile looks so wrong
whenever it's upside down
because you can't see the light in your eyes
that makes you look like a devil in disguise.
(It's like I'm stuck in an incomplete love song.)
You promised me that we would dance when we died
so we could float into afterlife,
but you never were the type to keep your promises.
(Now it's like I'm dancing dead
even though I'm alive.)
i'll write you a love song.She said, ''Tell me a lie.''i'll write you a love song. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
He said, ''You look beautiful today, baby.''
(But the truth is
that she had mascara smeared all over her face
because she just realized her muse disappeared.
You were always the thing that killed her nerves.)
Whenever you smothered her neck in kisses
she always would have a light in her eyes.
You were always her little piece of heaven.
You were the only thing that made her smile.
(All she ever lived for was you.)
let's start a riot.Maybe it's all about finding your heartlet's start a riot. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
in a broken maze
full of thorns as you walk on fire
to get to a light that will guide you home.
I admit that I've always been the type
to believe your heart will never stay attached
because sometimes you can lose yourself
whenever you let go.
(Sometimes it feels like the whole world is insecure,
but insecurity has always been the newest trend.)
save yourself before you drown.I promise you I'm tryingsave yourself before you drown. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
but I'm slowly breaking apart.
I never knew that life was like a game,
press one wrong button
and you'll be broken forever.
I've had enough of you,
but I can never let you go.
You've always owned my heart,
I might as well just save myself before I drown.
You may as well just forget me
because I'm just another chord to a broken song.
what i've done.It's past midnight.what i've done. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I don't understand why
people are always afraid of monsters,
if monsters always live inside your mind.
You always told me that my mind was like a danger line
because if you stepped too far
you would lose yourself forever,
but I never knew that being insane was the new trend.
I've always painted my nails black
ever since the day you've been gone
because it makes my mind go on a runaway train to memory lane.
It's no secret that you're like my oxygen.
I don't understand why I need sleep
when my dreams never exist.
All of my dreams were about you,
so I stopped dreaming.
I'm so happy,
because I finally found my friends-
they're in my head.
i can't love you anymore.She stares into spacei can't love you anymore. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
as she wills herself to forget about him,
but it feels like so long ago since she's ever heard ''I love you''
since she feels like her heart is silently dying
because the edges are cracked
as she silently hums her favorite song,
but once she finally realizes that you always sang her song,
she cries herself to sleep
until she can't feel anymore pain.
Whenever she wakes up,
she feels an aching in her chest
as she looks into the mirror to see circles under her eyes
that are covering up her beautiful blue eyes
that had you chasing for her.
(and she never has felt so lost and alone before.)
She wonders if she was ever strong,
because now she finally realizes that you were the only thing
that ever made her feel like she was on top of the world.