Better Than MeTour had ended almost two weeks ago. And since then I'd hadn't seen or talked to Andy. Why one might ask? I'd made a horrible mistake on one of the last few days of our tour. I'd cheated on the boy I loved with a cheap whore.Better Than Me in Short Stories More Like This
I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
We'd been fighting that day and between the booze and anger, I didn't think. I'd managed to ruin almost six months of love and happiness in one drunken night. I'd hurt him so bad, I'd never seen anyone cry as hard as he did.
He wasn't even mad, just hurt. Devastated would be a better term. I was suppose to protect this boy; and make sure no one hurt him. He was my first and only love. Before I met him, I wasn't even sure I was capable of loving another person in a way that didn't involve being in between the sheets.
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
The rain outside hit the ground in heavy rain drops like bullets, fired from the heavens. The roar of thunder was th
The Mortician's DaughterI OPEN MY LUNGS DEARThe Mortician's Daughter in Short Stories More Like This
The air pained my chest, as I drew in a deep breath and dried the tears from my cheeks. The soft rumble of the bus did nothing to put me to sleep as it usually did. My eyes watched the scenery go by outside of the small window in my bunk.
I SING THIS SONG AT FUNERALS NO RUSH
He wasn't dead, and I had managed to make it a week without him. Yet, it felt like ages since I'd last kissed his lips, which had dried blood on them. I wanted to be strong, I wanted to be a man, but at last I couldn't bear to be without Ash. I remember those words he's spoken to me not more then an hour ago.
"I love you, and I'll see you soon" his sweet voice said from the speaker of my cell phone.
THESE LYRICS HEARD A THOUSAND TIMES, JUST PLUSH
I couldn't count the number of times those three words left my lips. I must have sounded like a broken record. Yet each time he echoed them to me it felt just like the first time he's said them. I remembered that time and smiled, though tears still dam
Listen To You HeartHave you ever been with some one, who was more into it then you? It sucks. Lately I've been thinking about Andy and I's relationship. Not really wishing it would end, but not sure if it should continue.Listen To You Heart in Short Stories More Like This
I KNOW THERE'S SOMETHING IN THE WAKE OF YOUR SMILE
Not that there was anything wrong with how he looked. He was gorgeous. Smoking hot body, sexy hair, and beautiful eyes. Not to bad in bed either. I couldn't put my finger on it yet, but I just felt something around him I'd never felt before.
I GET A NOTION FROM THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES YEAH
I'd never been in love before, and didn't know what it felt like. He'd said it a few times to me, but I couldn't bring myself to say it back. It hurt him I know, but I just couldn't say it.
Right now he was sitting opposite me on the beat up couch on the bus. He had a somber look on his face, like he was about to cry.
YOU'VE BUILT A LOVE, BUT THAT LOVE FALLS APART
He sniffled and pushed his hair back, glancing at the phone in his lap. Just earlier he wa
Harder Then You KnowYou said things could only get betterHarder Then You Know in Short Stories More Like This
Ever since I'd joined Black Veil Brides a few years back, I've seen this boy in my dreams. He's perfect in everywhere, the picture of an angel. I'd watched him get hurt by guys in the past, yet his still had that soft smile on his lips as he slept.
There's no rush cause we have each other
I, yes I Ashley Purdy had fallen in love with him. Andy was so gorgeous and innocent. He was so young still a kid at 20. I knew that I couldn't spoil him, with my fitly hands. I had to admire from afar. At least until he was a little older and wiser to the world.
Its hard though, to watch the love of your life, from such a distance.
You said this would last forever, But now I doubt if I was your only lover
I laid next to him in the hotel bed we were sharing together tonight. I looked down at my sleeping best friend under the covers curled up. His pale pink lips in that same smile. I wonder who or what he dreamt of. Only wishing it was me.
Are we just lost in time?
This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 004So as it turns out the sub was smarter than CC anticipated and ended up writing our teacher a note about his "unacceptable behavior". It didn't surprise me, and no doubt Ms. Berry would give him a lecture about it when she got back.This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 004 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
CC's so ADHD though that I highly doubt he'd pay a lick of attention to anything she said. The bell had rung though, releasing me from the grips of public education for the next five minutes. If you can't tell I'm not too big on education, it serves me no purpose. I don't plan on using any of it, I'm going to be a rock star, why do I need to know the formula to find the area of some fucked up shape?
My next class was biology. Our teacher, Ms. Cox, is a hard one. She's always assigning us projects to do and pop quizzes to take. I'm pulling a low C in that class right now, and the only reason for that is if I don't pass it, I'm held back a year.
I kept my head down as I walked in. I don't have any friends in this class, they all got put in Chemistry
This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 001The warm breeze felt good on my face and blew back my raven colored hair. It fell back into place as the wind moved on, resting once again past my frail shoulders. The sounds of my peers filled my ears, it was once again lunch time at East Wood High. The metal bench grates dug into my thighs as I sat down at one of the outdoor tables.This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 001 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Throwing my lunch sack on the table, I let out a tired sigh. Couldn't school start later? Must they insist that I drag my ass out of bed every morning at 7 AM? Apparently they did have their reasons, because they do it every morning.
A pair of red pouty lips smiled across from me. Scout plopped down, her skirt's edges blowing up a tad in the breeze. She quickly grabbed the brown paper bag I'd brought from the table and begun to search through the contents. I rolled my eyes playfully at the display of dominance.
"Don't you ever pack anything good?" she asked, scrunching up her nose.
"What? Not to your liking?" I said with a chuckle.
"All you ever pack is s
This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy SummaryAndy Biersack is a nobody. He's your everyday 16 year old band kid, doing his best to make it through high school. He spends his days in school or writing lyrics for his garage band "Black Veil Brides". He surrounds himself with his few friends and shuts out the rest of the world. Often found pacing the California beaches at night he looks to the sky, knowing he's got so much more to offer to this pitiful world.This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy Summary in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Maybe though, this so called "pitiful" world has much more to offer to him?
Senior, and quarter back to the high school football team, Ashley Purdy is anything but a nobody. His built body and position on the team means that no one fucks with him. He enjoys all the perks that come with his mini stardom, including girls, partying, sex, and "friends". He doesn't fit the typical "jock" imagine though, everything from his long black hair to his leather cow boy boots and 80''s rocker styled clothes makes it all but obvious. While football seems to be his greatest passion, he knows i
On Frail Wings 041I made my way over to D.R.U.G.S bus, at least the pain in my ass was starting to go away. I should be fine by show time, which is good. I'd hate to give the kids a half assed show. The morning rays were hitting the top of the bus, causing the dew to shimmer.On Frail Wings 041 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I knocked on the metal door, hopefully someone would be up. I doubt it though, that whole band could sleep all day I swear. A tired looking Matt opened the door, his black hair a mess over his face. He rubbed his eyes before looking down at me.
"Oh hey there" he said, brushing his hair back with his hand.
"Hey " I said, there was something off about him today. I don't know what though, but he seemed bothered by something.
"Did you need something?" he asked, stepping off the bus, closing the door behind him. I looked down at my feet and shrugged.
"I guess I just wanted to see you "
"Spill it Andrew, there's something up, I know you better than that" damn, normally he's playful and a big joker, not this snappy.
This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 034My thumb ran across the smooth back of the sand stone that I held in my hand. I studied it a moment longer before tossing it with a flick across the water. It skipped three times before being consumed by the waves. The pale moon light made the water sparkle and the sand turn a dull gray.This Is Our Sweet Blasphemy 034 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
It was a quiet night, the waves being the only sound my ears picked up. I hugged my knees to my chest and looked out at the ocean, watching it. It'd been three days since the incident at school. The hang over sucked, and I vowed never to do drugs ever again. I'd learned my lesson.
Ashley hadn't been at school since, I'd heard rumors that he hadn't even contacted his coach. Everyone was talking, whispering among each other. Kina hadn't been at school either, most people passed it off due to her "pregnancy".
Had he confronted her? What had happened? All these questions swarmed my head, but I didn't try to find the answers to any of them. I'd chosen to just let things be, to try and go back to the way I w