To all homophobesAs they talk, how they think,To all homophobes in Free Verse More Like This
they believe, what they say,
only an expression of their nothingness.
Nothingness which they think,
To judge us.
Nothingness which they mean,
To tell us what is right.
To direct as they want,
to what we are not.
Of their void thinking,
they are not self-aware.
Too deep it is in them,
the compulsion to turn
and want to break.
Danger, a foreign word,
they do not fear.
They are safe of being.
They are protected.
The supporters of them,
are blinded of the same thing,
such as those of nothingness.
Are driven by the idea,
To conserve the nothingness.
Yet they all are taken,
from the resentment they draw on themselves,
Souls from which they sought
But they should know,
that the wrongs they do,
will not be tolerated.
Bus stopAugen schauen mich an,Bus stop in Free Verse More Like This
Augen die ich nicht vergessen kann,
Augen die mich saugen.
Was soll ich sagen,
Weiß nicht was zu tun,
Weiß nicht was zu fragen,
Was ist der Frage Ruhm?
Ich kenne nur,
Dein schönes Gesicht,
Umrahmt von Azur,
Es scheint im Licht.
Wenn es regnet,
Lässt du den Himmel strahlen,
Wenn dein Blick mir begegnet,
Lässt er die schönsten Bilder malen.
Bist du in meiner Nähe,
Sehe ich nichts anderes mehr,
Wenn ich wartend stehe,
Warte auf dein Wort so sehr.
Sag deinen Namen,
So sag ich dir meinen,
Wir beide im Rahmen,
Vor Glück wir zwei weinen.
Jeden Moment gerade,
Wenn ich denke an dich,
Macht mein Denken zum Nomaden,
Durch meinen Kopf einen Strich.
Ohne dich wird bald,
Kein schöner Tag mehr beginnen,
Die Zeit, die uns galt,
Wird sinnlos verrinnen.
Bisexual FamilyJust because I see myself wearing a white wedding dressBisexual Family in Free Verse More Like This
Doesn't mean I see myself with a prince
Even though I plan on getting married
Doesn't mean it'll be a man, what about a woman?
I see the day I'm giving birth
A cute little girl
But what if she has two mommies?
Or my son has double soccer moms?
Which one of us will walk our girl down the aisle?
No daddy around
Would she be ashamed to say I have two moms?
Or would she be walking by our side with a smile?
It doesn't matter who I'll marry
Only that I fall in love
I want to find the one I can pamper
Whether their sex is man or woman
To the people,Whether you are,To the people, in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Whether you are,
Or even other...
We are all a community of people
Getting along doesn't come easy
I don't think we all give equal effort
I ask you the gays, hang in there and wait
I ask you the straights, please quit with the unjust hate
I ask the confused, you don't have to be just straight
I ask the men, don't be sexist
I ask the women, don't play mind games
I ask the others, abide by both
Our Sex doesn't identify us
Our Orientation isn't the only thing we are
All of us, no matter which group you're in...
We are all people
We all deserve the same treatment
If you show unrighteous hate, plan to receive such disgrace
All we ask from our fellow LGBT is to please follow the same
Straights, you non queers just listen a little please
We don't expect total acceptance, just a bit of respect
Please, don't take the option of marriage away?
Give us a chance to prove you wrong
My fellow p
Gay MarriageI want to marry a woman like her,Gay Marriage in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Tall with baby blue eyes.
Her hair, looks like waves of yellow thread.
All I want is to know her name.
I'd love to see her with a wedding ring,
A beautiful long flowing gown and a little white veil.
I wonder if, I'll be that lucky...
To someday have the right to walk her down an aisle.
I don't care where, I just need to know...
Will that right continue to not exist?
How come my daughter isn't allowed two mothers?
I plan for the future, I could still marry a man...
But, is he my true soulmate?
Were we destined to be together?
I just hope someday, who ever I marry is legally allowed.
I need someone...I need someone who will wrap their arms around my waist,I need someone... in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
hold me together, something I can't do for myself.
I need this person to kiss me, directly on the lips.
Take my mind off of all of the pain.
Come visit me, on my sickest days.
I don't care if you don't have a ride...
You'll find a way.
I want to be laying under the blankets with you, while you whisper in my ear...
Tell me how much I mean to you.
I need that someone who'll show me that I really am their everything.
TransgenderAll I dream of is to be beautifulTransgender in Free Verse More Like This
I need to look as I feel on the inside
I want to be a boy, a pretty boy
I dream of having short hair
To wear frilly skirts
I want to wear makeup
My mind is having manly thoughts
I want to buy her pearls
Or I want to be his gay lover
I am so confused
All I know is I'm not what I want
I want to be a man
I need to have "it" between my legs
To talk in a masculine way
To be able to dress as I please
The world will judge me, but I don't really care
As long as I'm a him I'll feel alright
Call me a fag, a tranny, anything at all
Just give me my right to be who I am
Same SexCotton candy hair,Same Sex in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Shiny green eyes
Melting my heart
A day at a time
Sent through the mail
Gifts for my girl
A pillow in return
A bit of distance
Soon to end
Holding me close
Something to look forward to
Craving your lips
Wanting your kiss
My bed is empty
Big enough for two
Buried deep under fear
Something I find hard to accept
Loving someone of the same sex
You tell me not to be afraid
The voice of an angel
Is oh so convincing
Your arms spread like wings
Warming my heart
To be who we are
A kiss from you
Something that is a trigger
My body would tremble
Maybe even shiver
You will be mine
Can last forever
Just like in the movies
And all the love songs
Your smile will be real
You'll get what you desire
Our bodies will be together
Like ours minds have been,
My beautiful lesbian lover
Society Has No Say On GayYoung and in loveSociety Has No Say On Gay in Free Verse More Like This
Over and over
We fall for those we shouldn't
Society thinks they have a say
But our hearts have other plans
Those who don't understand
Try to change us
They think that queer is wrong
That queer is curable
I speak for myself when I say,
I've loved many
But only felt right with a few
And one of them is a woman
And so am I
At least genetically
They're like water
You knock a glass over
The water is displaced
But it is not gone
You can knock us over
We will not disappear
Wrong isn't the word for us
Nor is unnatural
Try something like human
Some cells, tissue
A brain that contains emotion
Love, something that is involuntary
It is never too late to discover
To find out who you really are
something others should not control
Society is nothing without numbers
Let those numbers favor our side
And if not, we shall never back down
Curious to be a LesbianSomedays I dream of a girls kissCurious to be a Lesbian in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I want to hold her hand in public,
Need to claim her as mine
Somedays, my sexuality is confused
I almost need to be with a girl sometimes
The need to feel her soft hands on my body
Somedays, I wonder what it's like to fall in love with a girl
I've dated them, but never been in love with a girl
I really want to be with another girl
Somedays, I am curious what it's like to be a lesbian
I know I'm not straight and I'm comfortable with that
But, what is it like?
HerselfPeople tell her she can`t be herselfHerself in Free Verse More Like This
People tell her how to live her life
People chain her down
forcng her to be someone else
causing hurt and pain
but ignoring it all
She sits in silence
hiding her pain
until one day
the chain broke
giving her freedom to be herself
She finds her voice
telling people to leave her be
She finds herself in the darkness
finds herself in the pain
She gains the power
to live her life
she gains the power
Broken Bodies Never Heal Part4Broken Bodies Never Heal Part4 in Fan Fiction More Like This
-A few days later-
Roy and Edward sat at head quarters; talking.
"So Roy you said you had a favor to ask me. What is it?" Ed asked in a quiet tone.
"I need your notes on Human Transmutation."
"W-what!?!? Why?" Ed said shockingly, raising to his feet and slapping his hands on the desk.
"I want to try to---" Roy said looking down at his hands.
"You want Hughes back right?"
"How did you know?" Roy looked up, trying to find hope.
"I know the feeling of wanting to bring someone back. I even tried to bring my mother back. Look at what it did to my brother..." Edward said sitting back down and began to play with his hands.
"Will you give me your notes? With your notes and my knowledge, I think it can work."
"Roy, Human Transmutation isn't possible! Anything can go wrong. I'm telling you this from experiences. Look at what happened to me, Al, even my teacher. It could be worse for you! You never know what the truth might take from you." Ed said trying to change Roy's mind, but he kn
With You When I`m with youWith You in Free Verse More Like This
The pain goes away
the hurt seems to stop
When I`m with you
and I`m lost with you
When I`m with you
problems are forgotten
new ones never made
When I`m with you
happiness is more then just an emotion
it`s your touch and your voice
When I`m with you
love is more then love
it`s everything important
When I`m with you
I`m at peacwe with everything
not worrying about anything
When I`m with you
you can find me
in your arms
Writing Your LifeYour sitting thereWriting Your Life in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
your life slowly fading
people try to help
but you ignore them
life support isn`t helping
but you don`t give a crap
everyone is pushing you
to try to keep living
the viruse has taken hold
and it`s to late
your life is about to end
you think no one will miss you
but you are wrong
everyone that is trying to help
and those who aren`t
are busy trying to write
about your life
and i happen to
be one of those people
Are You Sorry For AnythingI`m sorryAre You Sorry For Anything in Free Verse More Like This
for everything I`ve done wrong.
for doing nothing.
for needing a friend.
for only trusting few.
for thinking I could trust you.
for waiting for you to talk to me.
for needing someone to hold me.
for being needy.
for anything I`ve done wrong.
Are you sorry for anything?
Dead BodiesHeart poundingDead Bodies in Free Verse More Like This
eyes are wet
everything is dizzy
as I fall
my body is moist and wet
I fall and fall
into a pool of blood
my eyes get heavy
and my body goes limp
everything gets dark and strange
things are unfimilar
I slowly wake
only to find
everything cover in red
I slowly stand
all I see
is dead bodies
FreakHair all out of shapeFreak in Free Verse More Like This
Clothes hung loosely
Baggy and warn out
Falling off of the shoulders
Not knowing what to say
Out of place
And nowhere to belong
They come up with a word
They call her
Who she really is
True LoveTrue loveTrue Love in Free Verse More Like This
is there a such thing
everyone talks about it
but then talks about hearts breaking
if there is a thing called
but for the cost of heart ache
then who says I want it
Thoughts About YouWhere ever I lookThoughts About You in Free Verse More Like This
I see you
Whenever I think
I picture you
finally when I do see you
my heart pounds fast
while my mind races
You are always on my ming
and in my heart
Now and Forever
Tryi try to say sorryTry in Free Verse More Like This
but you slap me in the face
i try to forgive you
but you dont look my way
i try to help
but you push me away
i try to love you
and you love me back
making me happy
never sad again
untill the day
you say good-bye
but knowing you
that day will never happen
our plans will come true
with some hope and love
evrything will work out
as long as we try
Malchik GayMalchik Gay (Gay Boy)Malchik Gay in Free Verse More Like This
He walked down the halls with his face looking at the ground.
Didn't want the people to see the tears he was shedding.
Since none of them would care for his emotions or his shattered heart.
Names being called left and right, screaming from their lungs.
The world spinning 'round and 'round wishing to make time stop.
But knowing all too well this is how it'll be for the next four years.
Every attempt at happiness turned to ash right at the spot.
Glares coming from eyes of the enemies, raising signs to make clear.
They don't want him there, they don't want him to live.
Rather stick a knife to his heart and let the blood drain.
From his body and meet the floor to make one.
Hatred radiating from their souls, weapons raised to arms.
Wasn't fit to give a proper funeral for the boy who died young.
Corpse left to the side of the road for vultu
Imagine Myself SkinnyImagine Myself SkinnyImagine Myself Skinny in Free Verse More Like This
Sometimes I can imagine myself skinny as a stick.
Watching the guys drooling over this amazing bod.
Now wanting to get with me since the weight is gone.
But I rather rock out to my favorite song instead.
Don't wanna get into something risky that could lead me dead.
'Cause I'm on a mission for love and not just to fuck.
But for the moment being, I'm happy for who I am.
Just because I see myself differently doesn't mean I'm gonna change.
Just keep doing my own thing without a worry in the world.
Don't get me wrong, but it's fun to just play along.
Sometimes I can imagine myself skinny like the guy next to me.
Walking down the street with my shirt off, showing off my abs.
Impressing the boys and breaking the hearts of girls.
Since I'm the gay guy and not the straight one in the pack.
But none of that would matter to me at all.
Due to me having a smile on my face for being myself.
But for the moment, I'm just losing myself in my head.
Though I obviously don't look thi
Say 'Leave'Say 'Leave'Say 'Leave' in Free Verse More Like This
We once traveled the same path together, hand in hand.
Now we've reached the end, the conclusion of another story.
And you're afraid to look into my eyes, watch another tear fall.
So with my hand, I grab your chin and lead you in my direction.
Let you stare deep into the eyes of an angel you cared deeply for.
'Cause there's no point in prolonging what we both know is coming.
The spark between us faded away from time.
We tried to make it come back to life, but failed miserably.
So please baby, if you truly care for me then just say 'leave'.
I'll be gone before the sun rises over the horizon.
And I'll take back the piece of my heart I gave to you.
Wipe the traces of my life from your body and soul.
Love used to course through our veins every minute of the hour.
The sun was high in the sky that we painted together.
But now the story took a different direction since that fateful day.
You went home to a different guy besides me, I tried to forgive.
But it was difficult to
I Forgive YouI Forgive YouI Forgive You in Free Verse More Like This
Standing here with my back against the wall I built to shut out the world.
To shut you out from entering back into my life since you left me so mad.
Angry from the fact you made me shed tears after a year of running dry.
Made me think that what we had going could turn into something true.
But then I realized that I was just living off another fantasy in my dream.
Woken up by reality slapping me across the face, leaving me a mark.
The pain still lingering around the corner of this heart that was once restored.
And now I forgive you for doing the things that you've done to me.
No longer will I hold any ill feelings towards the person that showed me life.
But this doesn't mean that I'm still willing to talk to you over the phone.
Or meet you in a public place since I don't want to go through hell again.
Having those lingering feelings flare back up to start the fire that was once dead.
Listening to the rain tap against my bedroom window in the dark.
My head resting on this s
Still In LoveStill In LoveStill In Love in Free Verse More Like This
Again I find myself staring out to the sea of love.
Watching the tides rolling up and down this coast line.
Feeling the breeze of happiness surrounding my body.
Bringing another smile to this face so used to a frown.
And you're out there watching me from afar.
So baby please come closer to me 'cause I want you near.
No longer do I desire to push you away from my mind.
I've finally given up in playing the role of 'tough guy'.
'Cause I can't lie to myself any longer:
I'm still madly in love with you.
Every night before I lay to bed, you're still fresh on my mind.
How your aura always made me feel safe when you held me in your arms.
Your kisses filling me with a new found strength to keep on fighting.
Changing the world for our favor to live in a blissful realm.
But everything doesn't feel the same since you've walked out.
So baby please come back into my life 'cause I want you.
I've been missing that feeling of being whole with you.
I want to write you another love sonnet w
Words I'll Never SayWords I'll Never SayWords I'll Never Say in Free Verse More Like This
I found myself sitting at the edge of my mind watching my memories on replay.
Listening to every single line we both said during that moment and time.
Almost bringing another tear to my eyes that used to shine bright like the stars.
But I stopped myself since I know that it's useless to fall weak after all of these days passed.
So instead I'll just keep watching my memories over and over, again and again.
Taking down notes on words I'll never be able to hear until the rightful one comes.
'Cause you stole my heart since the moment you walked into my life so long ago.
Took away my breath and heard the angels singing their sweet melodies.
Showering you with a golden light coming from above and when you smiled,
You made the ice that was forming over my heart melt away to the ocean.
But now I'll never be able to say these words again since I'm alone once more.
Every single day I found myself wanting to get closer to your body to feel your aura.
Since you always made me
StupidStupidStupid in Free Verse More Like This
I keep finding myself in these different situations with my heart.
On the line, on the verge of falling over the edge into oblivion.
Never to see the light of day again, only let it be surrounded in darkness.
But somehow I still keep putting a smile on my face.
Even when I know that at the end of this road traveled I'm going to be broken.
And sometimes I can just be so stupid that it's not funny.
People telling me left and right to follow my dreams.
Follow my senses and believe that everything will be alright.
Knowing full well that my story won't end on a happy note.
I can just be so stupid that I throw reality out the window.
Another guy walking into my life and right on cue I get interested.
Sometimes I hide myself in the shadows just to watch from a safe distance view.
Other times I grow brave and throw my entire life out there for him to see.
And when we get past the overdrawn introductions, things go smoothly.
Only to find out later on down the line he'll leave me for some
Until You're MineUntil You're MineUntil You're Mine in Free Verse More Like This
Here I go once again writing down my thoughts on paper to throw away later.
Since I don't want to keep documenting my down fall each time I crush.
But you came back from the past, wanting to talk to me like before.
And like a fool I heard out your story, now you've flipped my whole world around.
Since the truth you revealed could have saved me the trouble from following my road to demise.
Now the times have changed, we've grown older as men, and my heart screams your name.
But until you're mine, I'll be hitting the same wall again.
Leading to my heart breaking, my hopes slashed to pieces.
More tears escaping these eyes that were once alive.
So please forgive me for falling down in memory lane.
Please forgive me for wanting to return back to the past.
I just want us to be as one like before; making our love shine.
For so many years you planted this lie inside my mind which I believed like an idiot.
For so long I cried myself to sleep wondering what I did wrong that cau
Used MeUsed MeUsed Me in Free Verse More Like This
I'm sorry to say, but I fell for that trick.
The one where the person tells you 'I love you'.
Thought he was real to his word.
Only to find out all through this time.
I was just another pleasure toy in his chest.
Now I lay here, looking up to the sky.
Wondering where in the hell I went wrong.
He used me to his advantage.
Knew every weakness I have.
Didn't take long before I became his puppet.
Now I regret ever talking to him.
Though I know this'll blow over.
Can't help, but feel so stupid over it.
I'm sorry to say, but I fell down to my knees.
Clutched my heart as he slowly unlocked it.
Gave him the key, gave him my being.
Thought he was real when he said he was different.
Now I see I was wrong, I've made another mistake.
He used me like a child playing with a new toy.
Couldn't say no, I was blinded by love.
Didn't take long before something happened.
Now time can't be erased, once etched into stone it stays forever.
Memories of that night come flooding back each time I lay to
ForgetForgetForget in Free Verse More Like This
You made me smile.
You made me cry.
We once used to be as one.
Now that dream is over.
Did you forget about me?
I walked the thin line.
Between life and death.
Kept my mind in check.
Stood tall and proud.
Except now I fall.
Did you forget about me?
No matter how hard I try.
Keep on distracting myself from the truth.
I'm missing you as the days pass on.
Can't keep the sorrow hidden anymore.
I can't forget about us.
I can't forget about you.
You made me shine.
You made me die.
I thought we had it made.
Now I see where we went wrong.
Did you forget about me?
I walked the edge of the Earth.
Between Heaven and Hell.
Stayed in the middle, tried to find peace.
No longer did I frown, it turned up-side down.
Except now I'm floating away from my path.
Did you forget about me?
No matter what I do, what I say.
You keep coming back into my mind.
In every song I sing, your name appeared.
And I know you're not singing along with me.
You're drumming to a different tune.
But could you ever forge
BISEXUALWe're Not worthlessBISEXUAL in Free Verse More Like This
Not a mistake to this world
we don't have issues
we don't have problems!
We are humans after all
We aren't in a phase
it's the truth
we are DIFFERENT
We should be loved
we should be cared for
We aren't mental
Nor are we in a phase
We shouldn't be put down
we should be accepted
We aren't wrong
nor are we stupid
We are DIFFERENT
we want to be ACCEPTED
we want to LIVE
how we feel its right
Yes we love guys
but it's not wrong
we just want to be ACCEPTED
Not be put down
Not to be hurt
especially by the ones
we thought cared about us
All we want is to be ACCEPTED
Not be judged
Not be hurt all the time
we just want to LIVE our own Life!
LOVE IS LOVESome people are StraightLOVE IS LOVE in Free Verse More Like This
while others are Gay
Some believe that Gays are a Sin
while others call it Love
Others are Bisexual
Who love both of the sexes
Many people call it a Sin
while others believe it isn't fake
There is nothing wrong with it
We are here to love one another
So why do people call us a Sin?
When to be Honest Love is a Beautiful thing
Many will think its wrong
while others think it's perfectly fine
Not all girls love Men
and not all Men love Girls
So why can't we all be equal?
Why must there be a Fight?
Maybe I will go to Hell
Cause maybe it is a Sin
If loving someone is a issue
if loving the same sex is wrong
Then maybe I don't want to be right
Cause I am here to Love who ever I want to Love
I am a girlI am a girlI am a girl in Free Verse More Like This
that loves to be different
Who is shy around the opposite sex
and a girl who doesnt say a word when depressed
I am a girl
that loves both men and woman
Who told the ones she love
and a girl that was open
But all they did was laugh in her face
a girl that wants to be different
I am a girl
that has her head held high
Pretending like everything is okay
even though deep inside she is dying
I am a girl
that is strong
Who loves to be different
and want to prove to the world
She is meant to be here
I am a girl
that is bi
A girl that wants to show the world
that we do exist in life
I am a girl that is learning
a girl that accepts anybody for who they are
I am a girl
that wants to be open
A girl that wants to prove to the world
she is meant to be here
But most importantly
I am a girl that is bi
I love both men and woman
A girl that wants to prove to people
That we are all humans
and not cowards
I am a girl
that wants to stand up to what she believes in
A girl that is meant to be bor
I give you my wordYou're so beautifulI give you my word in Free Verse More Like This
and I will always mean it
You made my heart race
when I first Met you
I've loved you for awhile
but was afraid to show you
You're still my crush
and I will always care about you
I will always be here for you
through the worse and the best times
Cause it is true to me
that I fell for you the longest
You're amazing eyes
and the lovestruck smile
I will always love you
even if we aren't together
You're an amazing girl
and I hope you're future is wonderful
I give you my word
that I will always be here for you
30 Day Trans Challenge: Day 230 Day Trans Challenge: Day 2 in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
2. How did you choose your name, and what names were you thinking about using and why?
Well I've always liked the name Kyle. Nothing really had me emotionally attached the name- I just have always really liked it.
I knew that I liked it completely when I went to visit my brother Nikolai you see. I took the train to the city to stay 5 days and nobody called me by Kyle. Or even tried to be honest. It was very annoying and I didn't like it one bit.
Anyway, I forgot to mention that I only had told a few people online and my mum who told my dad then told my sister Rosemary. My mum doesn't quite get it but is trying though when I told her she said in these words,
"You'll always be my beautiful little girl."
Which hurt alot for me since, No. I am not a little girl. I am a 14 going on 15 year old Guy. Sure my body says otherwise, but that isn't anyone's business other than my own. You know? Someone's body shouldn't be able to define who a person is.
30 Day Trans Challenge: Day 130 Day Trans Challenge: Day 1 in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
When did you learn the term "transgender" referred to you?
That's Hannah up there.
Well, You see I grew up in a Christian house with 5 older siblings (3 sisters and 1 brother). Yes, I grew up as a little girl and never really heard the term Trans till about the age of twelve or so. During that time I knew there was something different about me compared to the other kids I played with but obviously didn't really pay much attention to it. My friends and I played "imaginary games" Where now I'd just call it poor roleplay. hah. But they always had me play the boy roles and told me that I'd make a really cool guy or that I'd be better as one. Which only furthered my confusion though I didn't think too much into it.
Once I started 6th grade I instantly became best friends with this girl named Lucy. I found her adorable, really nice, cool, and slowly found that my feelings drifted from best friend to love interest I guess. So one night when I slept over she kisse
30 Day Trans Challenge: Day 1230 Day Trans Challenge: Day 12 in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
12)What are you doing to stay healthy for transitioning mentally and physically?
I'm not as healthy physical wise as I need to be for the transition. I want to start lifting weights, jog, do active nice stuff... To be honest, I really enjoy working out and being active, But it's just been rather frustrating for me as of late since it's been a really windy and rainy spring and I don't want to go outside even if it killed me. Hah. But after one little trip to the gym with a friend I can see a little arm muscle growth which is sooo amazing~ So if I work on keeping that sort of thing up it'll be easier to go out and do things like that.
My mum should be scheduling me in to meet my therapist so I'm also looking forward to that. However I'm actually pretty nervous because I've never actually met one- and I don't know what type of questions she'll be asking. She's supposedly worked with a ftm before so I guess that should make me alittle bit more comfortable. Not really, but I
30 Day Trans Challenge: Day 1530 Day Trans Challenge: Day 15 in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
15) How have you embraced your trans identity?
This question is a bit vague, but I'll do my best.
Pretty much the biggest thing is: I've stopped fighting it. I've tried to stop wishing things were some other way, because they're not. This is the lot I got in this life and wanting it to be otherwise only makes me despair. In fact, I'm proud to say that I'm trans. I'm finally happy with myself because I am no longer afraid to stray far beyond the life styles of my peers. They all act alike and if anyone falls out of line they're usually discriminated and made fun of. I find that unfair and ridiculous. Kids should be able to go around happy with themselves- unafraid to do what makes them independent and unique.
I'm sure alot of you are aware of how 12-15 year old kids act, I know I'm overly familiar with it. In the beginning of middleschool everyone new is nervous and scared, sticking by their elementary friends- slowly getting used to the new atmosphere. Then
30 Day Trans Challenge: Day 1630 Day Trans Challenge: Day 16 in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
16) What's your rock anthem and why?
Tough one .
"The Motions- Matthew West: Because it hits home with the depression and the feelings that I felt for so long with not understanding what was wrong with me Truthfully, Their music among with many other songs help me fight through my negative emotions when they dare to bother me. I'm usually not the most unhappy of teenagers, in fact I try my best to be cheerful and happy in order to help motivate the ones I care about around me so they'll be happy too... Because if anything, seeing people even strangers being upset or crying just makes me want to do anything to help cheer them up and let them know that somebody else cares about them, even if I'm just a mere stranger.
Yes I am so full of creeper status muah.
Then there is this song "Queen - Don't Stop Me Now". It just makes me feel good and influences me to be all hyper and bouncy. Hah.
But then again I just like all sorts of music~ MANY MOR
30 Day Trans Challenge: Day 830 Day Trans Challenge: Day 8 in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
8) How do you deal with being read mis-genderd in the beginning of transitioning by people?
Sadly I am still at the very beginning of my transition. As much as it annoys me when people assume that I'm a chick- I am slowly coming to terms with the fact that I don't even see myself as passing yet. Though sadly I feel like I'm stuck in limbo since I don't see myself as a girl fortunately. But not so much a guy yet. But meh, appearances change over time. Once I'm further into my transition I'm sure that I'll feel better and more confident about that.
Right now I'm still living off of girl's skinny jeans which make me feel like a chicken. Along with tight shirts and sports bras. But my birthday is coming and if I get any money I'll buy my first binder from underworks. Yey binders! I'm really excited because sports bras don't do a thing. It's just like going around without anything on for me Though like I mentioned before-I'm very petite.
BLAH. Boobs is a cool word and I enjoy ma
30 Day Trans Challenge: Day 16-2430 Day Trans Challenge: Day 16-24 in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
17) What's your binding choice and why?
Well my one and only binder is 997 at Underworks and it's really comfy and works really well.Though since its like a wifebeater, it likes to roll up abit sometimes which pisses me off. XD;;
18) How do you feel about the trans laws where you live?
Well the only one that I can name off the top of my head is that StarBucks have in their policy that they don't hire Transgendered people. But uh, I don't really know any other than that.
19) If your religious how do your views effect being trans if your not religious what about your family religions?
Well like I mentioned a long while back, my entire family are Christians. Well besides my brother who is Pagan, which is cool too. But as much as I'd like to call myself Christian as well, I've just been having alot of trouble. I know that other people can't speak for god and no matter what they say when they say things like, "God doesn't love you, you're sinning." It's still jus
30 Day Trans Challenge: Day 1430 Day Trans Challenge: Day 14 in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
14) What are some of your passing tips or things you do to pass?
Uhmm Wow I'm not really sure how to answer this to be honest. I should have the word "noob" plastered to my back. Lol. But uh, one of the things that really helped me was my haircut. Getting a good masculine haircut helps(though I don't think that my haircut is any bit masculine.) Be careful, having short hair does not mean that it's masculine, there's certain things that you must do, or it will just look like a pixie cut. But you don't need to just go to a barber and pick out the MANLIEST HAIRCUT EVER. Because in my opinion you should still act like yourself and pick out things that you still like and are you.
I mean, just because I came out as a transboy- doesn't mean I'm going to stop liking neon rainbows, HelloKitty, pink, uh...things that the stereotypical girl likes. I mean, I'm obsessed with my hair and paint my nails. Because it's fun and I like it. Showing off things that you like and enjoy doe
30 Day Trans Challenge: Day 1330 Day Trans Challenge: Day 13 in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
Well as much as I'd prefer using the mens now, I'm still not passing enough and kinda freak out when I have to choose. It's just awkward for me, for example I was at the mall with my brother and we took a trip to the restroom and I paused outside of them- just standing there awkwardly, trying to figure out which one I should enter. But it was embarrassing since people were around me so I rushed to the girls room.
So yeah, once my binder gets here in the mail I'll probably take a few trips in there to build up courage. But till then I just avoid public stall bathrooms because it freaks me out. Oh lol I'm ridiculous I know. Though another stupid/silly thing about this topic is that even when I can bring myself into the mens room I'd obviously use the stall. Getting a STP has never crossed my mind though because I'm a baby and think that guy parts and lady parts are really gross. SHOOSH IM A BABY.
30 Day Trans Challenge: Day 1030 Day Trans Challenge: Day 10 in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
10)What are some of your fears in regard to being trans*?
Well, being outed in an unsafe place is definitely one. I mean, it's one thing being outed at school or a party (lol like I go to parties) or some similar shit, but what about being outed in the locker room, or the washroom? It's not like I've never been in a fight or anything before, but people get touchy when it comes to their "privacy" and I don't want to get the shit beat out of me because of some stupid reason.
Or just at times I'm afraid I'm not passing at all...Although since my friends mother butchered my hair and cut most of it off I pass alot more...I guess I shouldn't be too disgruntled about that.//sob sob. But I'm also finally buying my first binder from underworks today! so that's very exciting.
But another fear is the number of hate crimes against trans people is really scary. They usually get ignored by the general public, too. So i guess i'm scared that people will use it as an excuse to hurt me. I'm sure
Song for Your CrushThis I saved for you is one of my own rhymin'sSong for Your Crush in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
'Cause, baby, you're more beautiful than brilliant looking diamonds
But diamonds are a girl's best friend
And everything good must come to an end
But when I'm with you it's pure contradiction
'Cause my love for you is so great it's unreal like fiction
Roses may be red and violets may be blue
But no flower in the world represents the beauty in you
Everything is peaceful when I look into your eyes
When you smile it summons a stomach full of butterflies
Clearly, girl, you are my great desire
And to be your man, is something I aspire
Now you may view this as just another bagatelle
However, honey, you put me under a spell
And I enjoy the spell that you put me under
If I had to say "I love you," I'd shout it as LOUD AS THUNDER
It's clear to me that you do possess
The absolute divine mien of a goddess
Allure of Aphrodite, and Athena's wisdom
Isis' care with room to spare the shining of the seraphim
This admiration I have for you shall never fade
Embrace the MadnessI am the flawed perfectionEmbrace the Madness in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Altered morals with a skewed perception
Starting riots without expressing cause
I throw kerosene in fires and treat it like applause
Want my name spelled out? Here you go:
I lean away from order, as I enjoy the night
I’m only a straight edge because my straight jacket’s too tight
They wish to wash away my pain
But it’s only part of a gauntlet as I train
My brain to catch up with my thoughts
I’ve always had this mind, why say that it’s lost?
You claim my heart is frozen cold
It’s just armored up while yours is exposed
So jump in my head tell me what do you see
You’ll be staring at your self, looking back at me!
I want to love the Chaos
I tend to ensue
As I embrace the madness
I am addicted to
I want to love the Chaos
I tend to ensue
As I embrace the madness
I am addicted to
I hide behind a wide-eyed
Smile as I guide
You through my introspection
Letting it settle in you like an infect
So Real, It's SurrealI'll be plain I'll be formalSo Real, It's Surreal in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I'm not insane, but I'm not normal
I enjoy watching an audience react
To my words since I write abstract
I'm the cold flame that causes freezer burn
I'm the student that taught teachers to learn
I've been known to confuse a large sum
By giving them an expected ironic outcome
Affiliating words with celestial electricity
Creating zephyrs that causes wind to cease
Understating using a grand hyperbole
Relating logic with insanity
I fish for phrases, many I have caught
My pen sails on words making it a logonaut
Ballot over bullet, pen over sword
Paper as a shield, bravely marching forward
Fusing concepts creates fissures and rifts
A stubborn perception makes paradigm shifts
I'm the wake up call that puts all to sleep
I'm organized chaos, scattered orderly
Replay this in your head all day
The phrases I say are placed this way
Like a skeptic talking to the fey
I choose to use the power of wordplay
This was a presentation
Of lyrics hand to hand with zeal!
Fire Mind Am I crazy? Will I die unloved?Fire Mind in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Must I be remembered for all the harm I caused?
Do I need someone to call out my name?
Will I cause this world to burn down in flames?
Sand melted into glass sticks
Fragile flames from the fantastic
Thoughts we hide leaves us spastic
Metal's melting with our plastic
Flicker flicker sparks and liquor
Fire fights leaves us sicker
See the blaze rising quicker
Than smolder homes made of wicker
Burn! Burn! Toward the floor
Leave me, Past, forever more
Let me hide in my scores
Of thoughts and soot inside my core
Rusting iron slowly burning
(Look it up it's worth learning)
This metaphor was meant for yearning
But I lit that idea since it was boring
Don't tell me I should minimize
I'll let your point oxidize
Only so you will realize
My soul's con
So ColdDo you know what you are, Michael?So Cold in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
You are cruel, callous
You claim you are creative
But clearly you cannot be
For you are just cringe-worthy and crass
Worst of all
You are cold
You are so cold that your heart is frozen to its core
You are so cold that your crisp soul chills the world around you
You are cold
You cannot deny it
I am cold
Let me tell you how cold I am
I am as cold as the frost on your window
You would gaze at it wondering what it was
When really it was nothing but a simple pattern of fractals
You added the mystery not I
I am as cold as snow
In a young boy's hand
Clumped into a ball as he throws it to his companion
Whom reciprocates the gesture
As it unfolds into a great battle of primal urges
But of course they see it as nothing more than fun and games
I am as cold as a cliche milkshake completely filled to brim
With two straws for two lovers who care too much
I am as cold as a Winter's lake ice
I may be thick but it is in this that I casually protect on-com
Glass CastleOnce upon a time paradoxGlass Castle in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
There was a king in a castle of rocks
The castle was tall and to all who saw
It shined and shimmered by light by Law
The king was happy until his vice
Showed him a castle of rocks could not suffice
The reason this castle needed to change
Was because of the House of Endless Strange
The house shined so great the king shielded his eyes
He secretly hoped it was all lies
He ordered his men to work so fast
So he could have a castle of glass
The workers watched their hands turned red
As the king’s greed was joyfully fed
The castle complete from tip to feet was seen
To shine and shimmer by light by moonbeam
But the cost of this king’s vice
Was to be paid in an unforeseen price
He went to war with neighboring lands
And the catapult launched stones to every man
He did the same to the House of Endless Strange
And they smiled at the stones he gave
To react they attacked to throw the rocks back
And SMACK! The glass cracked since it lacked
The ability to not crum
Taming Regal PinionSprayTaming Regal Pinion in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Cans in public
Cans with sponges
You ready for our date?
Is where I shall wait
My bail money set aside
(Oh, god, Regal)
You can watch if you like
(Oh please don't)
Do you always try this?
Me why we're friends again?
Running up and down the halls
Spraying paint on every wall
Soaked sponges meet their call
Tossed inside a fitting stall
Rampant chaos for the fall
Riot like there's no after all
Tagging venders and money spenders
They crash harder if they're tall
Do you see now?
This is my
Way to survive somehow
Cans in public
Cans with sponges
You ready for our date?
Is where I shall wait
(You're kidding me)
Anchored RoadsI understand that without Order, Chaos wouldn't existAnchored Roads in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
But as far as I see entropy is where I'm in bliss.
I like to envision that the universe believes in improvisation where it's bound to succeed or proceed to fail as it tips the scale to lean on one of the sides never meeting eye to eye as it tides. One may wonder why I favor the idea of Chaos as a savior and think of Order as a hoarder like a lord or sorter of oppression, but I'm the anti-hero that claims infinity to be zero and that Chaos' divinity deserves to start a transgression!
And this is where we trespass
On the path to shattered glass
Because as far as I've been told
Restrictions place us on this road
So fight back those corrosive chains
Your scars made won't be from shame
Take in Order and go down with grace
Or win with Chaos in which we embrace
We as humans are complex and are hexed to simplify everything. Truth is we're specks with gifts that wrecks our ability to rely that Order, too, can destroy and deny.
Writer's PlagueIt shrivels your stomach burns your lungs,Writer's Plague in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
It numbs your nose,
It splits your tongue.
It reverses the joints upon your knees,
You hear a ringing,
Or so it seems.
Your back's in pain, your spine is twisted,
On your toes,
You get "blisted".
Death's expected in 2 or 3 days,
I'm sorry sir,
But you have Writer's Plague.
Playing God (Internal Monologue)What if we were all characters in deep complex novel... Would that mean I can break the forth wall? If there is a deity, does praying to it technically mean breaking said fourth wall? And if that is the case... That would mean for every story we write we would be, for that short burst of our time, a god to the very characters we created. Screw this.Playing God (Internal Monologue) in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
I'm going to play God.
Simple DefinitionsHate...Simple Definitions in Free Verse More Like This
Noun, Attributive Noun, and Verb.
"Intense hostility and aversion usually deriving from fear, anger, or sense of injury." - Merriam Webster Dictionary.
To feel hostility or animosity toward.
"The emotion of intense dislike; a feeling of dislike so strong that it demands action." - The Free Dictionary by Farlex.
Such a mean little word.
It's been with us since before 900 AD.
It appears in many languages, in nearly the same form. Old Frisian, Old High German, Dutch, Old Saxon, Old Icelandic, Gothic, Old English, Old Norse.
There has certainly never seemed to be a shortage of it.
In truth it seems we have spread it out and carried it with us for centuries.
It's so easy to hold onto after all, and so easy to share.
With our family, with our neighbors, with total strangers even.
Maybe it's time to let it go.
Noun and Verb.
"Unselfish loyal and benevolent concern for the good of another." - Merriam Webster Dictionary.
To feel compassion for.
Love Is LoveLove is love.Love Is Love in Emotional More Like This
It comes in many shapes, forms and people. It might come as two women, two men or a man and a woman. But still, it's love. And the love two people have for each other is beautiful and it can't be changed by anyone but them. It's a choice and only theirs to make.
Yet, some people can't accept some forms of love and they way people are, such as Gay/Lesbian or bisexual. And it's homophobia, which is wrong.
But really, love isn't about your gender, male or female, or how good looking your boyfriend/girlfriend is. It's what's inside that matters the most, who cares about gender and looks. It's the personality and how people act and treat each others. That love. That's what people fall in love with.
Love is love.
No matter whom the person is.
No matter what the gender is.
It's inside that counts the most.
Yet some people just don't see it that way.
I'm GayI'm me, plain and simple. I'm proud of what I am.I'm Gay in Biography & Memoir More Like This
You could call me gay, lesbian, bisexual. Even pansexual, because in the end gender doesn't really matter does it? It's love that matters. What's inside that counts the most. Every so often people come up to me, and question my sexuality, they ask "Are you gay?" I say yes. Because I am gay. But I don't believe in gender, but having to explain that every day, just gets boring. So I just say I'm gay.
It's simple, I like boys AND girls, big deal. It's life, it's perfectly normal. I have feelings for girls and sometimes, boys as well. It's my choice in this thing called life. Yet, people discriminate because it's "wrong" and "unnatural."
But from a young age I got taught "Be what you want be and love whoever you want. Be proud of what you are." That's what my parents told me, and their happy with my choices in life. As long as I'm happy, they don't try to change me.
I'm 14 years young. I'm young, but I'm not
HerHer in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
She's the only one to make me smile when I'm down.
She's the one to always cheer me up when I feel like giving up.
Her hugs and kisses are what I crave.
When I see her face my face lights up, with the massive smile and my twinkling eyes.
I love the feel of her arms as they wrap around my body.
The way she picks me up in her arms when I'm falling asleep.
The way she feels so warm when I wrap my arms around her in a hug.
She's the one to make me laugh and smile when I'm angry and all I can think about is screaming my heart out.
When I'm the one crying she's there to comfort me.
She knows just how to do it. She can read me like I'm an open book.
She can tell when I'm happy, upset or just plain fed up.
She knows that I'd do anything for her and for us.
She knows she's got my heart, and she's keeping it safe.
She knows how to make me smile no matter what.
And she knows I love her so.
She's the one who taught me to love.
Taught me how to care.
She also taught me how to cry when you're
I'm In Love With YouI'm In Love With You in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I found you, one day in July.
I didn't know you, but I thought you were gorgeous.
You were perfect, to me you were stunning.
That day in July, I became so happy.
I had you, for my girlfriend.
Now, 7 months later, I'm still happy.
I have your kisses, your hugs and your smiles all for myself.
I won't share you, I can't.
You're mine as I am yours.
These feelings you give me are so unreal.
It's more than lust, more than a crush.
It's even better than I thought, better than I heard about.
I've got something to tell you.
I'm in love with you!
The way you smile and the way you laugh.
I fell in love with you, your personality.
Not for the way you looked, but for the way you are.
For the way you acted and I love the way you make me feel.
Now let's tell our story to the world.
Of how we met and fell in love.
Some people say I'm a kid and what I'm feeling isn't true.
'Cos people say teenagers can't fall in love.
But let me tell you, it really is true.
I've never felt this way before.
And I don't
The Fabled Christmas KarpThe Fabled Christmas MagikarpThe Fabled Christmas Karp in Short Stories More Like This
A very long time ago, before most younger children know,
A fish was born in warmer waters off the coast of Cinnabar.
Not thinking much on its own self-importance,
It sat and pondered...well....nothing.
Being but a Magikarp was a very poor place to be.
This quickly became boring, and after hearing many stories, it decided to
strike out on its own to become a gyarados, but this was not to be...
This Magikarp had heard so many tales, of the humans above the waves,
and how they were frightened of gyarados.
"do they really deserve it?" the magikarp pondered on this.
So it decided to strike out on its own for real,
and see how people truly were.
First, the Magikarp decided to visit the lands closest to itself,
Cinnabar Island, this place was warm, the magikarp struggled long to
travel as it wished.
Above the great waves, and the un
Sugar Salthis/her name is Sugar Salt. They wear thin-frame glasses and Bright blue eyes, The coat is Vanilla White and she/he has messy curly dark brown mane and tail. Never shows teeth while smiling. Her cutie Mark is the uni-gender logo. She is a PegasusSugar Salt in Profiles More Like This
A colt-turned-filly, she is often unsure of herself, even though her friends always cheer her on, somewhat of a downer. She is proud of who she is openly however, and is always eager to help out others as much as she can, although heartbreak is a common trend for her, she soldiers on through the thick of it to grasp life and happiness. A firm believer of hope in all of its forms, she pushes others to strive for what they want and what they have planned for themselves. A pervert on the outside she enjoys things associated with naughtiness, but is actually quite shy. Shes a mediocre cook and part time photographer.
In Ponyville: She tends to hang out at Twilight's library a lot, because she isn't so used to a social life. The mayor applauds her
Char Profile:Kirin MLPName:KirinChar Profile:Kirin MLP in Profiles More Like This
Cutie Mark:a blue heart
Body color:bright Pink
Hobbies:gaming, fighting, computers
Likes:training, keeping to herself
Dislikes:being a pony.
History:Through a series of unfortunate events and lame jokes, Kirin became a My Little Pony, Azure Heart Pony. She gets along fine with the other ponies, but is very cynical, seeing as Equestria doesn't have any computers. She enjoys listening to Rarity sing.
Quote:"Why me god...."
Cut me, Beat meI am the fool,Cut me, Beat me in Free Verse More Like This
Drawn from the tarot,
I am the stupid one,
Hurt me more, hurt me please,
So full of pain,
eyes heavy with guilt,
I am the cruel one,
Cut me now, beat me up,
so many tears, oh so many,
So many fears, oh so many,
Karma, retribution, pennance,
Set me free, make me bleed,
I am the broken man,
I am the deserving one,
Of all the pain i feel,
For all the things i've done,
Break me please, kick me,
I havent suffered enough!
I dont want to see!
...I want to see my own blood,
These sins are too much,
Too much the pain of others,
too much to heal.
The Place by the FireEveryone's Holiday Spirit lies within,The Place by the Fire in Free Verse More Like This
A special place you can go to,
When you are lying in bed,
Or just out shopping,
Depending on who makes you warm,
And how nurtured it is,
Can be wonderful,or difficult,
I will think of you while i am lying in bed,
While snow falls gently,
And Santa rounds the World,
And then, even when i am there,
In my Holiday Spirit,
Though it is a warm fireplace,
i will stare at the unlit tree,
And in spite of the blaze,
I will shiver.
JealousyIt felt like this before,Jealousy in Free Verse More Like This
Just like in highschool,
All those special moments,
That i live for,
Will belong to someone else.
A smile over dinner,
Just a few things...
I dont want to believe...
That its over,its done,
that now i'll just file you away,
In the back of my mind,
But thats how it always works,
Oh Gods, dont let me be right,
I dont want it to be like that!
Not another one gone forever,
For me to cry about eternally,
I pray to all, every day,
I wish with all my heart, every night,
I give it my all.
Is it all in vain?
Another love lost,
I dont believe in love anymore.
You are Sunshine and CloudsOh, how your mood shifts drastically,You are Sunshine and Clouds in Free Verse More Like This
Hither, it doth effect me,
Lo, the sun rises on the cleft of your exuberence,
Vanquishing cloud and mire,
A temulous wave of AEther.
How the frozen waters i doth tread, thin,
Whence sorrow or indifference bleed through,
As heat below the icy depths, mine nerves doth waver,
As said sunshine fades, the skies above fill with unsettled clouds,
Could be done with these hands of mine?
Oh how my very being races at the fathoming of that exuberant sunshine,
Brought forth by mine actions,
mine own hands,
and all not in vain.
Onwards To DestinyA city dead for a thousand years...Onwards To Destiny in Free Verse More Like This
Like, is any of this for real, or not?
Are you just a blade of grass, to be blown in the wind?
Our cycle of battle is neverending!
Those wings, i want them too...
Take this package to the Valley of Mist.
The wind...it stopped.
I could'nt save her...
I'm going to become a dragonmaster!
I must find the goddess immediately.
Bring my princess back to me!
Come back when you have a better army.
A Heretic visiting a church, how bold of you.
You dare defy the gods?!
I'm going to be the greatest sky pirate in the world!
With that sapphire, we are engaged!
Your sins lay heavy upon you.
I had a dream once, to go to space.
In my DreamsEarly in the morning,In my Dreams in Free Verse More Like This
Between sun and stars,
That is my time, my bliss.
I am asleep, yet awake.
Just enough to feel my dreams,
I hold you,
You hold me,
Our kisses are passionate,
So real, my memory can feel it,
Her skin is so soft, just as her hair,
I can only imagine it,
I want so badly to feel it, see it.
The love, the passion,
All of the colors are absent,
Only the silver sparkle,
The curtained light of the moon.
Her eyes are often closed,
In the small moments they open,
I see love, i see hapiness, i see life.
It is what keeps me waking,
When the dream must end.
Fated BattleA man stands on a battlefield.Fated Battle in Free Verse More Like This
Across from him is his opponent.
-I blindfold myself,
-I'm never sure why i fight.
The two exchange words, Though, not clearly understood.
-All these words are meaningless,
-Those...night time conversations.
Seemingly both enraged, they draw swords and come to blows.
-for what then?
-These sparks tell me nothing!
The wounds become excessive for both warriors as they satgger about.
-I dont care, i like the pain,
-Is it so wrong to love someone?!
Once the dust settled the two opponents could not find eachother.
-I wish i could understand,
-I want that purpose.
A woman walks up to the lone warrior, she says simply: "I love you, but you must not continue to fight yourself."
-Who are you I wonder?...
-It does not matter...i love you too.