Unattainable Illusions +Ch. 1+"Well well...Look at what the cat drug in." A cold voice chimed from the far end of the dark room. The boy slightly opened one eye to be face to face with what appeared to be another homunculus. This one was pale and long stringy green hair; he wore a tight black shirt that stopped at his chest with a matching black skort, the oroborus symbol was tattooed just below the skort on his right leg.Unattainable Illusions +Ch. 1+ in General Fiction More Like This
"You look like someone I used to know..." Envy said with a small smirk. He pushed his thumb under the boy's chin and lifted it up so he could get a good look at his face. "A man I once killed perhaps...? And to think I could never see you as pathetic as I once did when I blew your stomach to pieces!" He said, cackling. "No...But you're not the same boy...Are you? Though that face makes my stomach squirm...The thought of helping you makes my blood curl." He snorted. Envy then reached in his pockets as he drew out a few small, blood red stones.
The boy looked at them sickly, not saying a word. "Eat
Unattainable Illusions +Ch 9+The officer drug his feet before collapsing near headquarters, his eyes closed as his body fell in a crumpled heap on the concrete sidewalk. It would only be a matter of time before the poison completely took over this man's body, completely eating away this soldier from the inside out before taking the man's life to end his suffering. "Sir!" Fuery shouted, running inside of Roy's office. "There's a man just ouside of headquarters! He's wounded! He won't get up!" Mustang was up within a few seconds.Unattainable Illusions +Ch 9+ in General Fiction More Like This
"Did you see how he got hurt Cain?"
"No sir!" He said, following the furhur down the hall. "No one did!" Mustang quickly hurried out by the soldier, seeing his back. The deep cuts in his back still had blood trickling down from the wounds that stained his uniform and pants though he felt a bit more relieved that there would be a chance this man could survive since they had found the cure to the poision that had made its home on the tips of Wrath's deadly blades.
As Roy turned him over to pi
Unattainable Illusions +Ch 3+A few miles away the military were wondering where a certain soldier had been. After the man had not come to work in several days and not reporting anything, not to mention the man had left early one evening for reasons unknown. Something wasn't right...No good soldier would leave without notice nor would he miss work without a valid reason. Tracing the soldier's movements to where he had been last, each unaware of the ghastly sight they were about to encounter. The doors were kicked open only to be greeted by a horrid, putrid smell...The smell of rotted flesh and dried blood. Eyes dilated when the men saw the rotted remains of the soldier on the floor. The body after laying in the basement untouched for several days the flesh had already started to rot, small white maggots were clearly visible in the long gash on the man's chest where the blade had pierced his chest. Several rats that were knawing on the soldier's flesh squeaked when the officers entered the room, scampering back towaUnattainable Illusions +Ch 3+ in General Fiction More Like This
Unattainable Illusions +Ch 7+"What the hell was going on out there...?" Hughes groaned, rubbing his eyes as he looked up to Roy as Al threw his arms around Hughes' waist.Unattainable Illusions +Ch 7+ in General Fiction More Like This
"It was Nii-san Colonel...And Star!"
Hughes looked down. "Al...You know that they are-"
"No! They aren't Colonel they're not! They are inside the homunculi! I know it! Ask Furhur Mustang!" Hughes looked up to Roy and cocked his head.
"The boy isn't lying..." He said with a sharp grin as Hughes' eyes grew wide.
Hughes shook his head. "I can't believe it! That really happened!?"
"Sure did!" Al squeaked.
"We saw it with out own eyes" Roy smiled.
"Then there's still a chance..." Hughes whispered.
"Why is there so much noise in here?!" Breda snapped. "Geez...You three can at least keep quiet...Do you have any idea what time it is!?"
"Breda! Brother!! It's brother and Star. They aren't completely gone!" He squeaked. "They are just inside the body of Pride and Wra-" At hearing the young sin's names each of the other the men squeaked and twitched, Fury s
Unattainable Illusions +Ch 4+Pride cocked his head slightly before he gasped and pushed Wrath back against the trunk of tree, covering her mouth his right hand. She was taken aback by Pride's sudden action, struggling slightly against his grasp to at least get his hand off her mouth. "Shh..." He hissed, closing an eye as he looked over her shoulder and over the side of the trunk. "They nearly saw us..." Wrath blinked slightly out of confusion, the look on her face was clearly asking 'What the hell are you talking about?' After a few minutes he lowered his hand. "I'm sorry...I didn't want to be seen..." He whispered, stepping away as a few leaves crunched under his feet.Unattainable Illusions +Ch 4+ in General Fiction More Like This
"What the hell are you talking about?" She asked, cocking her head.
"The bad people," Pride said. "Keep quiet." He hissed, jumping upward as he grabbed a tree branch and pulled himself up. Wrath still looked confused as she took what looked to be a small throwing knife out of one of the pockets of her skirt. He cocked his head, holding out his hand
Unattainable Illusions +Ch 8+The door made a quiet creak as a few officers peeked in. Roy didn't turn his head as he sighed. "All of you were out there...And you didn't even try helping me!?"Unattainable Illusions +Ch 8+ in General Fiction More Like This
Fuery squeaked. "It looked like you had it under control..."
"Was that really the Fullmetal Alchemist and his girlfriend, chief?" Havoc muttered, a cigarette bobbing in the corner of his mouth.
Roy nodded, smiling. "Sure was." He smiled. "Now someone tell Riza to get in here to take care of my back!"
"Yes sir!" The men chimed, giving the Furhur a salute before filing out of the room.
Roy looked over his shoulder as Riza walked in a few minutes later, hesitant when she saw the blood on his back. "Sit." She said firmly.
"On what...? -The floor?"
She sighed, pushing him toward the couch as she pushed the man down roughly. "You're still like a child..." She hissed, getting the bandages that were left on Roy's desk. "I still don't see why you won't just go to the infirmary...They'd do a much better job at this." Roy was
Unattainable Illusions +Ch 2+It was late...Finally Pride had planned something so that Envy wasn't behind his shoulder this time. Sitting cross-legged on the stone cold cement floor, which was almost identical to the boy's eyes, he took the crumpled picture out of the armband and looked at it for a minute. "Who are you...? Why do you haunt me like this...?" He whispered as he looked down at the picture. He had to be careful, for he knew that if he was caught by Envy he would receive a severe beating. The door behind him was locked, he sat patiently as he waited for someone...A soldier. He waited patiently for the knock that would inadvertently end the man's life.Unattainable Illusions +Ch 2+ in General Fiction More Like This
He had reported a murder that had supposedly took place at the very house as bait to lure the man into his trap, telling him that if he kept quiet a great sum of money would be involved. It was perfect, like a puppet the man was manipulated so that he was dancing in the palm of Pride's hand. All he could do was wait for the knock...A few minutes later it
Unattainable Illusions +Ch 5+After a few moments ambulances had arrived. The men had been carried to the cart, though most weren't fortunate and had passed on. Al was still shivering as he walked behind the Fuher. "What will we do...? What will we do about them...?" He whimpered.Unattainable Illusions +Ch 5+ in General Fiction More Like This
Roy turned his head. "We'll treat them as any other criminal..."
"They aren't just another ordinary criminals..." Al whispered. "They look like-"
"I know who they look like..." Roy muttered, interrupting the boy in a mid-sentence. "But it's not them Alphonse...We'll have to destroy them...As well as the others..."
Roy sighed, walking over to the window by his desk. Al noticed his fingers were trembling. "How...How did that happen...?" Al whimpered, nearly in tears. "How can my...- how can he turn into one of those monsters...Star too..." Roy turned his head, he couldn't help but pity the small boy in his office. For when the time came to destroy them...He feared it wouldn't be so easy for Alphonse.
"I know I can't tell you not to get invo
UnattainableIllusions+Prologue"Am I really gonna do this..?" A solemn tone came from a young girl as she looked over the large transmutation circle that was etched in the concrete floor and the remains that were laid in the middle, a few silent tears formed in her eyes as they ran down her cheeks. She opened her eyes slightly as she fell back on her knees and her hands found their way to the floor near the circle, clenching her hands to the point where her knuckles had turned white. The girl was only 16, but after witnessing Edward Elric's death at the hands of the homunculus named Envy the once proud girl had been completely broken; her heart which had been broken in the past this time felt as though it had completely shattered. She didn't bother trying to mend it this time, the heart was like a mirror..Once broken it could never be mended, the remnants were left scattered on the cold, dingy floor.UnattainableIllusions+Prologue in General Fiction More Like This
Before she had met the Elric brothers she was alone, having pretty much raised herself after losing her parents in th
Unattainable Illusions +Ch 6+"I thought I heard something..." She whispered as she climbed back in the window and walked out the door and down the stairs. Pride cocked his head as he remained inside the room. The few soldiers were standing outside the building like a few children daring each other to run and touch the porch. They jumped as they saw a figure climb from the roof and back in the window of the house as the men carefully walked inside. They didn't quite get a good glimpse of her face as they saw a shadowed figure at the bottom of the stairs.Unattainable Illusions +Ch 6+ in General Fiction More Like This
"Oh! So this house is occupied, we're very sorry!" Fury squeaked.
"My my, who would've thought that idiots traveled in groups." she said in a cool tone, a sinister grin was playing on her face as she walked into the light and leaned against a nearby door frame, looking at one of her knifes in her hand.
"IDIOTS!? Now wait just a minu-!!" Fury snapped, though he was cut short at the sight. Havoc's cigarette had fallen from his mouth and hit the ground as he noticed w
"Mechanics""Mechanics" in Free Verse More Like This
Clouds think that their movement in the sky is a result of their will to move.
We are all oblivious to invisible winds.
"my Night""my Night" in Free Verse More Like This
I make constructs
draining the light
of an eccentric candle
but suddenly the night moves
into an impossible morning
and dreams dissolve in the wake
of an atomic sun
Terminal frostI am contemplating stillness. A desolate and flat land breathing an unnatural silence.Terminal frost in Short Stories More Like This
The ploughed dirt has taken monstrous shapes as if the hand of a tormented sculptor wanted to impress his agony on this land.
The traces of my footsteps are long gone, probably blown away by the blizzard. And the snow... the snow is a dirty white. It doesn't even have that feel, the one I remember from childhood. It crumbles in my hands, like sand. The sky is also grey and if it weren't for distant trees you would not be able to place the horizon in the picture.
Everything is frozen. The trees have frozen, birds on branches frozen too, looking quiet and at peace.
I have to move now. I remember I was going somewhere... North... I think. I'm in no hurry, but I've seen all I can from this point. My hands are a bit cold, but it's bearable. Chest feels warm enough and the walk will get my heart pumping again.
It's going to be a hard winter. Hard for the land... hard for the trees... h
Locus SolusI sometimes recall a particular morning from childhood. I was in my grandparents' home - a big house, with large empty walls and high ceiling. It was a lazy winter morning. The sun was coming shyly through the shades. A heavy silence all around. I did not dare to move in my bed, afraid that I'd somehow ruin that order of the world. In all that stillness I suddenly noticed a small spider crawling on a wall. I thought it was cute for some time, until the immensity of that empty wall hit me like a hammer. The slowly advancing spider had walked alone up to that point and it still had a lot of empty ground to cover. I whispered "The world is a lonely place, little spider". And I cried for him. But the little spider didn't even notice me. And that, in turn, made me feel alone.Locus Solus in Emotional More Like This
"Solitude""Solitude" in Free Verse More Like This
the familiar wailing of a saxophone on a side street on a rainy day.
the last building on the left, with a heavy wooden door... and no windows.
words... walls of concrete covered in concrete words
that mean absolutely nothing.
pedestrians walk up and down the street and partake
in the exchange of distant glances with approaching people.
among the myriad of cold raindrops.
.:Bake Your Cake and Wear It Too~LXReader:..:Bake Your Cake and Wear It Too~LXReader:. in Short Stories More Like This
Sweets. The most wonderful gift from god to ever grace the surface of the universe! Or at least that's what you thought. So it didn't surprise your friends when you declared you wanted to open your own bakery. What did was you wanted to open it half way across the world in Japan.
It was a little thing but it eventually became the talk of the town. The young lady from America with the most amazing cakes they had ever tasted. People came from towns over to taste your red velvet cream cheese cakes and drink tea in the cozy booths.
It was a late Friday night and you were just about ready to close your shop. You had just said good bye to your last customer and mopped the floors. the tingle of bells alerted you to a new presence. You peeked through the port hole in your kitchen door.
A young man with spiky black hair and dark bags under his eyes took a seat -um perch- I one of your many booths. You bit the edge of your apron to suppress a squeal. You were in a way boy crazy and the young man
.:[REQUEST] Problems of the heart~Kyoya X Reader:..:[REQUEST] Problems of the heart~Kyoya X Reader:. in Short Stories More Like This
You sat in the passenger seat of your dads 1964 mustang (that's what my dad drives thought it would work nicely here) and sighed. You were on your way to sign the finalization paper work for your scholarship to Ouran Academy.
"Look Hun that's your new school!" your dad pointed to the large PINK building? What really PINK of all colors? Of course you had seen the school in brochures and the website but you never thought it would be so vibrant and........ disgusting. You scowled as you got closer and saw the female uniforms.
"Come in cheer up sweetie you'll have a great time no matter how hideous the school is." your dad smiled and walked around to your side and opened the door like he always does. "Come on girly let's get movin'!" you giggled and fallowed you dad into the school.
After about an hour of signing papers in the headmaster's office you were told you would roam the school on your own while your father was filled in on everything he needed to know. You nod and walk out into th
.:Ouran Next Generations OHSHC X Reader:. Kyoya.:Ouran Next Generations OHSHC X Reader:. Kyoya in Short Stories More Like This
You sat in your bathroom and stared down at the small blue plus sign. How, could this have happened you always used protection?! Well every time but that one . You buried your face in your hands. How would Kyoya react? Would he hate you? Call you an idiot for allowing yourself to put him in this type of situation. If his father ever found out- god why did this have to happen to you?
You let the tears flow and you let it all out all your frustrations and fears. After you had cried yourself out you picked yourself off the bathroom floor and stood up with your hand on your abdomen. You knew it was too early for it but you felt as if you could feel the little soul inside you.
You determinately walked over to your phone and dialed the number for Haruhi's house.
"hello Fujioka residence this is Ranka speaking~" you smiled and sniffled before speaking into the receiver.
"yes Ranka I would like to speak with you about something ." And so you and Ranka had a long conversat
.:[REQUEST] KyoyaXReader:. A Masquerade.:[REQUEST] KyoyaXReader:. A Masquerade in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The host club a place where rich handsome young men with to much time on their hands sell their bodies to young women who also have to much time on their hands. Just think of it as a huge ass harem for the rich and beautiful.
Or at least that's what you thought of it and you let the world know it. You had a knack of sorts for computers so it was easy for you to set up a untraceable website and rant about your 'dislike' of the host club especially the 'shadow king'. The arrogant idiot who happened to be your math partner for the whole flippin year.
"you did that wrong." he said for what might have been the millionth time.
"wha!? How?" you demanded slamming your pencil down on the desk. He sighed and pushed his glasses farther up his nose. You glared thinking of a few new places he could shove those stupid things.
"first of all you made the mistake of not carrying over that number there," he said "were you doing say your finances for your company that would have been a fettle mistake." h
The Concert .: Host Club X Reader :. KyoyaThe Concert .: Host Club X Reader :. Kyoya in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"so who's next.....................?"
"I believe that would would be me." Kyoya said sauntering onto the stage with those mad skills of his. Once again Kyoya was in nothing but a pair of red skinny jeans red converse and a matching jacket.
"welcome ladies I will be performing first so please be kind." he smiled at the crowd and signaled for the music to start.
Just shoot for the stars
If it feels right
And aim for my heart
If you feel like
And take me away and make it OK
I swear I'll behave
although you had only choose the song to annoy Kyoya he seemed to really be putting his heart into the lyrics. Smiling you cheered along with the rest of the crowd.
You wanted control
So we waited
I put on a show
Now I make it
You say I'm a kid
My ego is big
I don't give a shit
And it goes like this
what he did next made the who horde of fan girls pass out from blood loss. He took off his hoody and began twirling it above his head like a *cough* stripper *cough*
Take me by the tongue
And I'll know y
LTWYL-Chapter 2Richard as readies himself to go, his home phone rings; he walks into the living room briskly. The number came up as restricted, but he knew who it was anyway. "You always call at the worst time." Richard states huffing with a light smirk on his face. "Don't tell me you made plans again." The voice stated sighing a little annoyed. "Yeah. Slade and I-" He was interrupted by a low growl noise. "Red, don't start on that." Richard sighed. "I thought you said you were going to cut it off." Red replied hurt evident in his voice. The young man combed his raven hair, and sighed deeply. "I know I know. You don't need to fucking remind me, but I just can't." He replied sitting on the bed. "Pft! As if you can't! How hard is it? The man treats you like shit, and you just take it?" Richard became angry. He knew Slade treated him like shit, but it wasn't like he was afraid of him or anything. Richard could also hold his own against him. "You just don't understand." He replied gripping the phoLTWYL-Chapter 2 in Romance More Like This
Love the way you lieA figure opens the door, and drags his feet across the dirtied white tile floor. He kicks the door closed before heading off to his bedroom. The figure flicks on the light of his room, and looks at himself in the mirror hanging on the pale wall. His normally vibrant blue eyes were dull, and tired. Various bruises covered his neck, while one covered his cheek. He sighed and walked over his bed, removing his shirt in the process. On his chest more bruises and scars cover his small chest and arms. He got into another fight with him, over something so stupid. The young man chuckled dryly to himself. Their fights always seem to start like that, one innocent comment or snide remark sets one of them off, and a battle ensues, it was a good thing he had the money to spare to help pay for hospital visits or replacing items.Love the way you lie in Drama More Like This
He sits on the bed, and groans. He rubbed his hand up and down his swollen cheek. That was going to be a very dark bruise, he sighed again when the phone in
LTWYL-Chapter 4Richard laid sprawled out naked on the couch. Anyone would have mistaken him for a dead body, but he might as well be dead. Slade did a lot of things, but never raped him. After another minute of blank staring, he focused his eyes on the kitchen's island, where Slade sat. In one hand there was a glass of liquor in the other a cigar. Richard didn't think Slade was a drinker let alone a smoker. 'Call Alex' He stated, no whispered. That propped Richard to sit up, and blink confused. Now with his mind slowly working again, he saw that Slade was deeply bothered by what he did, he looked almost ashamed. He silently did as he was told, Richard moved up off of the couch, and picked up the phone. Then he dialed Red's number. "You think I can stay with you for a while?" Richard asked. Red would have been excited if wasn't for the fact that Richard sounded so dead, and out of character. "S-Sure, I'll pick you up." He stated before hanging up the phone. Silently Richard went intoLTWYL-Chapter 4 in Drama More Like This
LTWYL-Chapter 6Seven years have passed since Richard left Jump City, but on a humid summer afternoon Richard returns to the city. During his time in Louisiana he had grown out his hair, the people that he ended up staying with didn't mind men with long hair, and Richard's mind was a mess so he wasn't going to focus on something like that. Time also played with his facial features, he looked more so like a young man than when he left. Richard would never forgive Slade, but he was able to cope with what happened, and put it behind him. He walked off of the plane and to the nearest exit, he may have forgave what Slade did, but he knew Red would be a little hard to talk to. Red had stopped sending him letters, and postcards after year four. Then the other ceased calling Richard the year after. Red was an easy going kid, but he couldn't take betrayal very well, and Richard knew that what he did hurt him badly. When he opened the door to leave the building, Richard was greeted with the hot air, and scent oLTWYL-Chapter 6 in Drama More Like This
LTWYL-Chapter 5The night came, and brought along a bitter rain. The droplets drummed a house, and this sound would normally put Richard at ease, but tonight it only seemed to drown him in angry sorrow. Richard hated pity, and he was angry at the fact that he pitied himself. It was never something he could take from others or himself, it made him feel weak, and that was something he wasn't. Red rested Richard's head on his lap, he watched the young man and felt bad for him. "In a million years I would never think that he could do something like that." Richard whispered. He closed his eyes; he wanted sleep. He wanted to just forget this whole thing for a night, but everything came flooding back to him. Red didn't say anything however, he just sat there and stroked Richard's dark hair. Even though he didn't think it helped him, that's all he could give Richard.LTWYL-Chapter 5 in Drama More Like This
"That's why I have to leave." Richard stated from out of the blue. Red, even though heartbroken by the news, just nodded his head. He didn't lik
The Night Before Christmas Teen Titans StyleDisclaimer: I do not own the poem or the teen titans.The Night Before Christmas Teen Titans Style in Humor More Like This
THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS TEEN TITANS STYLE
Twas the night before Christmas and all through the tower not a creature was stirring, except for a cat burglar named Red X.
The stockings were hung on the back of the couch with care, in hopes that Saint Nicolas soon would be there.
The titans were nestled all snug in their beds while visions of; meat and car parts, tofu and video games, mustard and glittery things, tea and books, and a trap that was waiting for Red X, danced in their heads.
While Red X in his cloth mask and Slade in his metal one had both snuck in for totally different reasons.
When in a corner of a little bird's room there was cursing and swearing, Robin sat up in bed totally smirking.
Grabbing the man by hand and dragging his lover to bed at last he said, "Slade isn't time you took off your mask?"
Red X could see fine with the light from the moon. The cookies and presents beckoning from across the room.
The thief star
Fighting is BadThis is a parody of Wyjas' picture 'Wyjas Tiny Ducklings'.Fighting is Bad in Humor More Like This
Disclaimer: I do not own; the pic this story is based on, Mama Duck (Wyjas), the little rubber duckies, and the plot bunnies. I'm just borrowing them.
FIGHTING IS BAD
In the land of Wynjas' study or where ever it is that she keeps her computer, plot bunnies, and all the little rubber duckies; it is normally peaceful.
Sometimes, however, all the little duckies start arguing and fighting amongst themselves.
Dark Duckie: S & M, BDSM, and 'dark' beats 'fluffy' any day.
Fluffy - Duckie: 'Fluffy' is better than 'dark'. It makes people feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
Neko - Duckie: Neko duckies rule!
Bunny - Cult Duckie: No! Bunny duckies rule!
Neko - Duckie: I rule the world!
Stalker - Duckie # 1: Who are we supposed to be stalking?
Stalker - Duckie # 2: Robin.
Stalker - Duckie # 3: No, it's Slade.
Stalker - Duckie # 4: I thought it was Speedy or Red X.
M preg Duckie: Oh no. Is my water bre
Kitty Family PlanningDisclaimer: I do not own any of the characters and make no money from this. Slade, Robin and Red X belong to DC and the kittens belong to Mama Duck. I also don't own fb.Kitty Family Planning in Humor More Like This
KITTY FAMILY PLANNING
Slade looked at the kittens expectant faces and then at Robin and Red X.
"Which one of you taught them about this horrible day?"
Robin points at Red.
"What's wrong with Halloween? It's the only night where you can get a bunch of free candy from people."
"And it's neat seeing all the different costumes people wear. What's wrong with that?"
"They want all of us to dress up."
"Sounds fun. So what did you three want to dress up as?" Robin was curious and excited.
Slade rolled his eye when the kids all started talking at once. "Quiet." Instant silence. "One at a time. Dominic you start."
"Pirates! Papa is the captain, Daddy is the first mate, Mama is their prisoner, and um ah we're their kids. Papa is purrfect for the captain. He already wears an eyepatch."
"Go ahead Alexandra."
Peace Contract RedoneThis story is my response to Wynjas' 'be mean/parody challenge'.Peace Contract Redone in General Fiction More Like This
Disclaimer: I do not own the teen titans, anyone from the DC universe or the original story that this story is based on.
Pairings: Sladin (Slade x Robin)
Warnings: angst and maybe some fluff.
Some of the lines I took directly from the original story.
PEACE CONTRACT REDONE
It was a very busy morning for the teen titans. The H.I.V.E. had been testing new weapons in downtown Jump City. It took several hours to stop them and the weapons looked like weapons, but didn't really seem like weapons.
"Beast Boy, look out!" Robin shouted a little late.
Jinx had fired what appeared to be an extendable bo staff. Instead of extending, it shot out a lot of thin, sticky streamers.
"Ew, yuck. Someone get this stuff off of me," BB complained.
Gizmo was having fun throwing grenades that left a slimy, gooey mess behind after they exploded. One of the slime grenades hit Raven, covering her in white slime.
"Raven, you kind of look like a bride.
These final wordsThe little things, which could make you happy.These final words in Emotional More Like This
Are those little things that you deny.
Cause those little things you see,
Are treasures, if you look aside.
You leave them be, obviously.
But in darkness you hide.
Your sight unclear, just like your future.
Don´t know yourself, and this is crucial.
Put on your show,
Drag all around.
Deep in yourself,
your soul has drowned.
You drank too much, of what you can´t get now,
And with your help, your own cross is set.
So go on like you ever blamed,
You´ll see, in a few years, nothing changed.
To hide your scars, yourself away.
Your life will always be cold and grey.
You´re lonely, so you tell yourself,
That you deseved this route to hell.
But in your mind you think it´s good,
Theres nothing you could crash or down-put.
Don´t look away,
Watch for the light, your future.
Change yourself, face yourself, that´s crucial.
You know it, be persistent don´t be brutal.
I wish you all the best in life,
Go find youself
ruthlessI dreamed a dream last night,ruthless in Emotional More Like This
clear skies turned into nightmares.
My heart was lost,
My head was heavy.
Dizzy thoughts through midnight seas.
I dreamed a dream this morning,
that my tears ran dry.
My soul was gone,
My throat was dry.
Dizzy thoughts passing midnight skies.
Your careless open heart will once be the death of me...
flySoftly, I listened to the silence,fly in Emotional More Like This
falling from your mouth.
The dark light fell on you,
like snow from the sky in winter.
Illuminating my soul.
Hearts like little birds,
separated in cages.
As hearts burnt metal to ashes.
No chains could hold back the larve,
from turning into something new.
Heartbeats echo like music,
without fear of crashing the old walls of my soul.
From the weights pulling me down.
As for the very first time.
My new, very own world mirrored in my eyes.
Like a thunderstorm ablazing from our bodies.
Stronger than ever before...
I feel, like your soul in me held my hand,
and pulled me out of the ruins of my life.
After the storm...
I shy away from my new self,
Without any regrets,
I raise my head.
If I look behind me...
There's a brand new pair of wings...
A friendly girl...A friendly girl,A friendly girl... in Philosophical More Like This
Has a heart of gold.
No matter what they say,
She doesn't listen to the lies they told.
A friendly girl,
Leave hard times be.
Nowhere to run.
She aches to be happy.
A friendly girl,
Doesn't care about the `who is who´,
Carries a heavy weight of burden,
but if you need it, she'll takes yours too.
A friendly girl,
So lost inside.
Tries to start new.
Got nothing to hide.
A friendly girl,
Dark in her mind,
She smiles all day to let the sun shine,
that's her kind.
She tries so hard,
To help while she can.
To be needed,
To be of use.
A friendly girl.
She needs to care.
To catch some air.
One day, she hopes,
Everyhing`ll be fine.
That there's a god.
And the world is free of hate and crime.
It's so important,
The love you feel inside.
Being able to feel something is a task,
So try, to let your (own) world shine.
That's enough of a task.
But if we all do.
We let the world shine brighter.
The first day they met part 2Ace was probably lost again, but didn't want to admit it to himself. He was only three years older then Mogin, twelve years old. He wasn't a Nekomimi like she was though, but was a different breed all together. He was a Inumimi, and they usually tried to keep their distance from their feline counterparts. It's not that they didn't get along; it's just that the young ones still seemed to have that slight air that they should be afraid of each other. He wore his usual black jacket that went all the way down to the ground. It had pockets to fit anything and everything, and belts to help keep everything in place on him. He wore his favorite black boots, as well as a pair of black pants. It wasn't the best choice for being in the sun, but it didn't seem to bother him to much. He had dark blue hair, but blond ears and a blond bushy tail that usually wagged as he walked. Now though, it was down in a worried fashion, because he didn't really know where he was going.The first day they met part 2 in Short Stories More Like This
He had left his
The first day they met part 1It was a beautiful day, and Mogin was going to go on her regular walk to the woods to see what she could catch this time. Mogin was a beautiful and fluffy Nekomimi, with a poofy white tail, long white ears, and long flowing blond hair. She was also still very young, nine years old even. Even with her being a child still, she was very well kept like all the older Nekomimis were. Her mother made sure of this, and taught Mogin everything she knew about staying beautiful. Even with all of this teaching though, and being told not to go out 'hunting' in the woods as it'd get her dirty, she did so anyways every day because she enjoyed it most of all even if she never caught anything.The first day they met part 1 in Short Stories More Like This
Today she wore her favorite buttoned shirt that came down to about her knees. It was a shirt that her grandmother gave to her when she was first born. When she finally fit into that shirt, she'd be allowed to marry whoever she wanted and start her own family. She loved the thought of being a
The first day they met part 3"Umm... M-my name i-is Mog-gin could you h-help me get untangled?" Mogin finally sputtered. She was deathly afraid of this odd looking figure above her, but she very well couldn't just ignore him since she was tangled. Though, he didn't seem to take notice to her plea for help. Worry steadily growing inside of her, she noticed he seemed to be staring down at her feet. She looked down and tried lifting them to see them better. They lifted a little, but quickly stopped as a part of the ribbon became taunt. From what she could see, there was nothing wrong with them at all. She wiggled her toes a little and tried again.The first day they met part 3 in Short Stories More Like This
"H-hello? My name is " she stopped herself as suddenly the figure slowly knelt down at her feet and started reaching out a hand for them. That's when she noticed the man was only a boy of her age, and relaxed some. In relief she stretched some, wiggling her toes a little more with trying to get comfortable. Though for some reason he didn't start untangling her, b
If I would Fall...If I would Fall... in Free Verse More Like This
If I would Fall...
Would you catch me?
If I would Fall...
Would you come save me?
If I would Fall...
Would you stop me from getting hurt?
If I would Fall...
Would you promise you'd be there?
If I would Fall...
Would you sweep me up in your arms?
If I would Fall...
Would you love me?
I love you soI love you so in Free Verse More Like This
I've waited all my life to meet someone like you, all my life I've felt
alone, now that I have you, that is never going to overcome me again.
My life may be in ruins, but my heart continues for you. I never felt this
way about anyone before. Whenever I see you I become happy. No
matter my mood you can always make me smile. A life at one time I
would have said life is cruel, but now I must say that it is both bitter
and sweet I love the feel of your arms around me, shielding me in your
embrace, whispering softly into my ear. As I rest in your arms I come to
the conclusion that you're the only one for me, and that I love you so.
I love youI love you in Free Verse More Like This
To me you are perfect in every way. I care about you more than words could ever say.
I can't imagine my life without you. And I hope I never have to. When you hold me close
I never want to let go. I love you more than you could ever know. The words you say
mean so much. I feel weak at the knees with every touch and after every kiss. You
seem to leave me completly breathless. When ever I'm with you there's a smile on
my face. And everything else just seems to fall into place. I could stare into your
eyes for hours. when I see you smile I just want to melt. It's like something I've
never felt. You've made me realize how wonderful life can be. Just by caring
about me. Words could never explain how I feel. Nothing has ever felt this real.
Everyday less tears fall from my eyes. Because this is something I can longer
deny. I never thought anyone could make me feel this way. I love you more
every single day.
BulimiaGluttony grabs me at lightning speed,Bulimia in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I feel at once that I must feed,
Raiding the cupboards I stuff my face,
Stomach filling, self disgrace,
Rush into toilet, lock the door,
Hands and knees now meet cold floor,
Sink tap running to drown out sound,
Will keep my secret, I cant be found,
Head bent over the toilet seat,
Punishment for all Ive had to eat,
Fingers scrape the back of throat,
Abruptly I begin to choke,
Vomit coursing over tongue,
Gasps for breath as head stays hung,
Flush the toilet, wash evidence away,
Back on the scales to check what I weigh,
Wipe the straying tears from my face,
Then close the bathroom door on my secret disgrace.
AnorexiaMornings filled with hunger pains,Anorexia in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Blood slowly dying in my veins,
Exercise then fall to the floor,
Haul body up then work out more,
Chest growing tight and lungs are weak,
Head to tired for tongue to speak,
A mirror hanging in the hall,
What I would give to have it all,
With every bite of food I fail,
Body and spirit growing frail,
Silently dining from an empty plate,
Life measured out in height and weight,
Pangs of guilt as pride begins to grow,
Rib and hip bones clearly now show,
Each extra inch breeding despair,
Body and soul now running on air,
Staring as the mirror is now too tough,
Because nothing will ever be good enough.
Redemption .5 -KyuTeuk-Redemption .5 -KyuTeuk- in Short Stories More Like This
They continued on their way and Kyuhyun followed, glad to be asked this time instead of just dragged.
He felt bitter about not being able to eat food, though the upside was that he got to have the amazing blood on his lips when he needed to eat, and that was somethng that, while it would have grossed him out before, he didn't want to pass up.
"Yesung!" Leeteuk called as he neared the store where his friend worked. The store itself was a pet store, and thought it held a variety of animals the majority of them were turtles. Leeteuk wasn't sure why, but Yesung had always liked turtles.
"Oh, Teukie-hyung!" Yesung greeted him cheerfully. "I thought that you were going to be here a bit earlier."
"Sorry." Leeteuk smiled. "I got a bit side-tracked."
"Well, you order is ready and - oh! Who's this?" Yesung peered around Leeteuk.
"This is Kyuhyun." Leeteuk said. "A . . . friend of mine."
Kyuhyun didn't know what to make of the man in the petstore, he looked friendly enough, and he couldn't quite
Easy way outYou hit the ground and you're runnin'Easy way out in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
You feel the threats, they be comin'
So hot in your head that you don't see what you're doin'
You're knockin' 'em down
Just so they wont come around
You want your Queen on your throne
But in the end you're alone
The world turns to grey
There is noone left to say
I love you
When Karma comes back 'round
And you're standing on empty ground
You want them all to come back
But the forgiveness train isn't on your track
Listen to what I say...
Or your world will melt away
I love you
So don't take the easy way out
Don't push me away or else you'll find out