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Taking a deep breath, Mephiles paused.
He had never thought about inducing a panic attack before. Under normal circumstances, the idea just seemed like madness.
But this was not a normal circumstance
And as such, it was difficult to force himself to have one.
He would have to be in such a frantic state of mind, that his brain would start playing tricks on him. He would need to be feeling such fear and anxiety that he would be afraid that he would go mad; that his mind might be losing control of his reality and sending him back to the nightmare he had experienced when he had finally cracked and ended up in a delusional state of mind
Like it was said before: inducing that was just madness!
But, it was either that or lose
He didnt want to lose
But, he realized that forcing him to have a panic attack was harder than just letting it come. He needed help
How do I get it started?
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Meph? Shadow asked the crystalline hedgehog slowly and worriedly. He was the only one around right now so if something happened he was on his own
Mephiles was still shaking.
His last absence seizures were during his time under Darks influence. It was thought that Dark was the cause of them. After all, they only appeared and disappeared when he was there, and left respectively.
He racked through his brain, hoping not to find what he thought might be there. But, of course if he was he might not answer. But it was the only thing Mephiles could think of.
Letting thoughts bounce around every corner, he awaited an answer.
Not good enough, though
Nowhere near good enough
He jumped. He had momentarily forgotten Shadow was still there.
Mephiles lifted his ears only a slight degree and stared at him with an empty expression, as if he had lost all emotions or forgot how to
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Shadow took a running charge at Rouge, who froze in place in her terror. She could see by the look in his eyes that he had truly become an evil monster. She closed her eyes and let the tears fall as she felt as if she had totally failed him. It was her idea to use the Emerald, and it was her who had botched it up.
Before the strike was hit, Rouge felt a set of arms wrap around her and pull her out of the way before she fell on top of whoever it was. She opened her teary eyes and saw a blurred dark shape of a spiky quilled hedgehog.
Without really thinking, she asked: Shadow?
She blinked and saw a clearer image come to view, and felt her face go red from the awkwardness of the situation.
Mephiles lowered his eyebrows almost sadly before responding in an apologetic tone: Sadly no
An angry growl sounding off behind them caused Mephiles to push her aside and get up to stand his ground, leaving Rouge completely bewildered.
Why did you Sh
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Shadow the Hedgehog was at a loss as he stared at the quivering, crying mess of a hedgehog before him that was Mephiles the Dark. Mephiles seemed unable to stop his tears and was utterly upset the moment he had laid eyes on Shadows injuries, which had been inflicted on the shades part.
As the crystalline hedgehog choked on his breath, Shadow tried to touch his hand to his shoulder again, this time Mephiles not bothering to jump away, but instead shuddering.
Look like Ive said, Ive had worse Shadow tried to say reassuringly, trying to calm Mephiles down. Itll heal over like those other times Its not a big problem
Obviously, Shadow realized the moment he said that, Mephiles started to tremble now, even worse than before.
It is! It is a big problem! He yelped out, closing his eyes, gripping a hand behind an ear and shaking his head frantically. You werent supposed to g
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Dark woke up some point in the middle of the night, realizing a startling fact: He couldn't breathe!
Before his brain got too foggy, he had enough sense in him to lift his foot and kick at the source of his predicament, which he saw, when it was removed, that it was Iblis holding a pillow over his face. Iblis had a bit of a disappointed look on his face as Dark pulled himself into a sitting position, coughing and clutching his chest.
"Aw, I wanted to see if you'd send shadows at me if you thought you were being killed..." Iblis whispered as he threw the pillow aside. "Instead, you kick me... that's pretty weak..."
"Sh-shut up..." Dark glared, gasping slightly as he caught his breath. "Y'know... if you killed me now... they'd know it was you..."
"Oh, and just what is that hedgehog and the bat going to do?" Iblis grinned with his teeth bared as he leaned in Dark's face. "If you were out of the way, and I have Mephiles within my reach, then what? They
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So Mephy Boy enjoy your time away?
Mephiles spun around at a one eighty degree angle to face the voice.
Why wont you leave me alone? He growled, taking a step back once he laid eyes on his double. Its obvious now that Im the dominant one, so you should either just go back where you belong, or even better disappear
He was back in his mind, the seemingly endless void of darkness surrounding him. He held his hands out slightly, claws extended and ready to use. Poison green eyes locked gazes with his own, and neither dared to back down.
Mephy I cant disappear as long as you exist Dark dissolved into mist and wrapped around Mephiles, pinning his arms to the side and rooting him in place. The mist snaked its way to his ear. however long I do as well Darks voice whispered in his ear, the voice taking on the hiss of a
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Water was all around him. He was drifting to the bottom letting out his last breath slowly and watching the bubbles drift upwards with indifference
He stayed quite still as he fell, Darks voice echoing and screaming at him in his mind.
He didnt care it was all going to be over anyway
Shadow tightened his hand even more, resting the knuckles of his fist on the concrete as he shuddered.
Mephiles had only wanted to be his friend over the past nine months.
He tried but Shadow had initially rejected him until a few months ago
Despite the fact Shadow was very resentful towards him for half a year
He still tried
He tried to find things they had in common
He tried to win his approval
He fought against an inner demon with the thought of Shadows (and everyone elses ) safety in mind
He tried to tell Shadow, to warn him about Dark of what could happen
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Pulling the hat down over his head further to hide the baldness, Mephiles shot a glare at Sharpe, who was now snipping the clipped quills in half, laughing up a storm.
It was going to take a week for his quills to be back to normal
I learned something today Mephiles said calmly.
Mephiles looked up at Shadow and Rouge.
Being a Chao parent is wanting to hug and strangle your Chao at the same time He said. That and I look stupid in a hat
Mephiles pointed up to the said object on his head, which was a blue, wool cap with a pom-pom on the top. It was the only one he could find.
Mephiles brought a hand to his head suddenly and frowned.
Thats weird He said. Im starting to feel a bit dizzy now
Are you okay? Shadow said, looking just as concerned as Rouge.
I think so I just need to sit down He eased his other hand to his face, br
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Shadow woke up to a prodding the following morning. Lifting his head up, he saw Mephiles level with him, a frantic look on his face.
Whatever it is, Im sure it can wait Shadow pulled the blanket over his head, having seen that it was only seven in the morning.
Mephiles prodded him even harder, this time whimpering.
Its Krystal and Sharpe! Theres this cocoon thing around them! Mephiles half yelled, surprising his voice cracking just enough to notice. Whats going on with them!?
Shadow lifted his head from the pillow on the floor again and said: Nothings wrong theyre evolving as in getting older what ever alliance they become after its over means if you either treated them right, are on the good side, balanced good and evil equally, or if you did neither He put his head back down and pulled the blanket over his head again.
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Mephiles shivered feverishly as Shadow carried him down the street, before he finally felt like he would able to walk the rest of the way on his own, or at least try. His legs quivered once Shadow set him down at his request, and his instinctively threw his hand out to the side and braced himself against a bench. He took a rattling breath as Shadow watched him carefully, ready to catch him if he fell, and Mephiles willed himself to keep standing, not wanting to look like the wreck he was becoming.
He tried to take a step, and felt like his legs were going to give out, and make him plunge to the ground. He threw his arms around Shadows arm, slightly dragging him down with his weight, and nodded to signal to him that they could start walking. Shadow raised his eyebrows worriedly, but nevertheless, helped lead Mephiles down the street.
As they turned the corner, Mephiles groaned and shivered again.
I dont know why He murmured. But, I just