What is Wrong With Me...?I.. don't know what's wrong with me. Something is wrong. I just know something is wrong. I'm not acting like my normal self in real life lately. Or, really.. at all. It's hard to fake a feeling anymore.. I mean, it always has been. However, I can't fake anything anymore. It just... comes out.What is Wrong With Me...? in Personal More Like This
Something... isn't right. I don't feel normal. When I talk to people, my knees quiver and I shiver ever so slightly, but no one notices but me. My words slur sometimes... and I can't think completely straight.
I was talking to that guy, Mack.. today. Again. I could barely say anything at all. No.. no, I'm not falling in love all over again. I know that is not the answer. This is happening to just about everyone I talk to, boy or girl. Its not normal. He gave me his number, though, after reading a poem I wrote about this feeling I have... I don't understand why. I've only known him for 3 days. I don't know what his deal is, nor mine.
I don't even know what to believe anymore. I
Ah, Thanksgiving. *YESEDIT*Edit!Ah, Thanksgiving. *YESEDIT* in Personal More Like This
So... I had an amazing time. <3 I mean, there's not much else to say here. I'm the happiest I've been in quite some time now, and so it was really and truly a blessing for me. I went and met both sides of his family, and then we went out to Black Friday (more like Thursday, haha!) and had our little shopping thing. I didn't get anything, but my mother got a griddle and waffle maker she wanted, along with a couple of single cup coffee makers for people at her job. Oh, and dad got some new games, including Dance Central 2 for the Kinect. I WANT TO PLAY IT. But, sadly, I'm too tired to play it now, so I'm going to go to sleep...
I've seen enough spam of Thanksgiving journals coming into my inbox, and so I think its time I made one too, and joined in.
Turns out, my family is heading out to a get together with my family, and I'm going over
I THINK MY SISTER MIGHT BE JESUS. O::iconguitarluver201:I THINK MY SISTER MIGHT BE JESUS. O: in Personal More Like This
MY VERY OWN BLOODED SISTER.
FIXED MY LAPTOP. :'D
:iconomgsocuteplz: SHE IS THE COMPUTER JESUS I PROMISE!! She fixed my internet connectivity issue, and now I am BACK IN BUSINESS.
I have never loved anyone else more in my entire life. :'D OH MY GOD.
*is totally having a spazz attack right now*
GOD I AM SO EXCITED.
You must all praise my sister!! She did a great job, and now I will have more time and everything on here when I can. I can also draw more and better digitally! So I can get more done, and I can save things and not lose them this time. She is the best sister a girl could ask for!! (But :iconnokiki:'s a pretty great one too. <3) I mean... THANK YOU ABBY!!
Also, besides that, I got the Green Liquid Weapon skins for Gear of War 3. Drove a whole hour down to Statesville just to find a Jack in the Box. We didn't even eat though, sadly, and I was starving. We bought 6 large drinks for the cups and the code, and
New Journal Skin Away.Yes, look at this amazing skin. I love it so much.New Journal Skin Away. in Personal More Like This
I spent a lot of time on this stupid thing, and now you must all appreciate it. XD And if you want one, you had better commission me to make you a journal because I take time with these codes.
If you'd like one, its 10 , just throwing that out there if you're too lazy to look for them on my HUMONGOUS page.
I didn't really have much to update with besides the fact my dad accidentally punched me in the boob today. XD He was hitting my hand and I got tired and so I moved it out of the way and it hit my boob. It was really awkward, but I laughed at it, nonetheless.
Also, I really want more commissions, but I don't like to beg for them. xD So I'm just gonna say I'm still taking them. Very cheap. So don't miss out on that stuff, my friends.
I also have to say I am going to cancel the contest that was going on on my page. I'm so sorry. If you participated and you wanted a prize, I'll get you what I can. I'm sorry I hav
Premium memberships and points giveaway!Winners:Premium memberships and points giveaway!Winners: in Deviant Events More Like This
Hello, lovelies (:
Since it's summer and the school is over for some people (*yay*) I guess everyone will find a little bit more time for deviantart.
That's why I decided to make some of our lovely deviants happy by giving them a premium membership and points
All you have to do:
fav this journal in order to participate and voila!
(*faving this journal is needed just so I can know who's entering the contest. Counting each comment would be a hard job
*the prize can't be transferred to someone else's account)
- 3 month premium membership
- 3 month premium membership
The 2 lucky winners will be chosen by random.org generator.
update* deadline: 8th July, 2012.
Don't forget to tell your friends so they can participate too
Good luck and xo
Two lucky people who random.org picked are
:iconlucky88duck: and :iconp
Knowing He is Not Guilty...Knowing He is Not Guilty... in Art Features More Like This
When I was in fifth grade,
a man followed my brother home.
I remember being on the computer
in the office right by the front door.
At first, it was a frantic knock.
My brother and his seventh grade friends
were quickly getting off their bikes,
my brother telling me to open the door.
I took my time getting up,
thinking they had forgotten their keys.
claiming to be neighborhood watch,
followed my brother and his friends home.
He saw them playing tag on their bicycles
on their own school campus,
yelled at them for trespassing,
threatening to call the cops,
and when no police arrived
he decided to take matters into his own hands.
He followed them home.
In his car.
He tailed them, but they saw him.
They tried to avoid him,
but when they got home
he pulled up and got out of his car
and ran up to our front door.
Our front door.
He came to our front door.
He followed them all the way home
and came up to our front door.
My brother was screa
This Week's Features, Points SpotlightThis Week's FeaturesThis Week's Features, Points Spotlight in Personal More Like This
Innocence by AseamlessbondsShe Probably Won't Be Here by jusuart
Data Fragmentation by Patrick2011Baby Robin by SuliannH
Oriental Charm IV by philippeLno title yet by elysawus
Nora The Princess - Video by hiaamir:thumb213561816:
Arsenic by Canankk
A beautiful gift made by :iconricky4: for his friends
Angel of serenity by ricky4
Thank you, Ricky
Lovely gifts made by
Spring for You by Tigles1Artistry
Thank you my friend
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Autumn Feature Absorbing by Capturing-the-Light 035 by StarlizzAutumn Feature in Personal More Like This
The Golden Leaves by Somebody--else 1344 by boxx2genetica Reveal What's Concealed by incolor16 :thumb265527173: :thumb264731554: :thumb262013001: The Hottest Autumn Ever by ifsantag Autumn IV by JoannaRzeznikowska
Rainy Autumn Color by LAlight The wolf berries 2 by Cvet04ek autumn by chillione :thumb262532783:
Autumn mood by NataliaCiobanu Pumpkin by Lionique Autumn's song by monikha The closed heart by aleksesss
:thumb262916895: blow up by MartaSyrko :thumb263728047: Dry flowers by Basistka
fiber by Cvet04ek Meow? by Fra-Emer
More to come?I'm working on my next fanfiction projects with Artemis and Cassandra but I'm not sure what people are interested in reading more about so I figured that I'd just ask.More to come? in Personal More Like This
What would you be interested to have me write about next?
More about Valhalla?
More Artemis and Cassandra the mischief-makers?
More Cassandra and Benvolio? (or Cassandra/Remus?)
More stuff with other known characters from the Potter-verse?
C'mon, please give a nerd (me) some pointers in the right direction.
The-making-of Lifesize Dash. Download warningThe-making-of Lifesize Dash.The-making-of Lifesize Dash. Download warning in Personal More Like This
DOWNLOAD WARNING. This journal will contain several dozen images of WIP Dash.
So instead of spamming the crap out of all my social media pages every weekend, I've saved everything up for a large compilation to go through (in detail) how Dash was made, start to finish.
I truly can't comprehend how many hours of planning went into this plush. This section was probably the most important out of any, and without the proper planning there is no way she would have came out like she did.
I decided very early on that I wanted to make Dash. While Rarity is my favourite pony, she isn't the most impressive plush IMO.
Dashie is my second favourite. Her design looks fabulous as a plush, and she's popular enough that other people will appreciate her too.
So ever since I knew I wanted to make a LS pony, I've been researching like mad. Applique, invisible zippers, skeletons, you name it.
I also spent a huge
Absolutely breathtaking work from those I watch... Some of the additions to my favorites over the last couple of days...they just about gave me the vapors.Absolutely breathtaking work from those I watch... in Personal More Like This
~Sunrobot *edgard82 *JocelyneR ~Freya7777 =Belrok78~lexie11*Imperator-Lain *Nefarious069
=whisk9119~BertieBertLet there be light II by starykocur*starykocurAutumn in Boston III by MyLifeThroughTheLens*edgard82
Light up my day. by mylittlebluesky*mylittleblueskyDarwin's battle by princi83*princi83Bumble Bee on Dahlia - macro by JocelyneR*JocelyneRLost till you're found by Lain-AwakeAtNight*Imperator-Lain
Twist and twirl by pqphotography*pqphotography
Just a quick list I threw together on the fly...tons more of outfreakingstanding stuff in my favs gallery!
Lamar Smith is at it again.Lamar Smith, the creator of the two notorious SOPA and PIPA bills, just seems to want to censor everything. After SOPA and PIPA were suspended indefinitely after such overwhelmingly loud opposition from various websites and lawmakers, Lamar is trying to create ANOTHER bill which is almost as bad as the two previous ones combined.Lamar Smith is at it again. in Personal More Like This
This bill (which uses Child Pornography as it's cover) would effectively track every time you look at your bank statement or use a credit card online, and force IP service providers to record your credit card and billing statement info, along with your recent internet search histories, and store them in a "secure" place for 18 months. Anything which looked "suspicious" would immediately be flagged to allow the government to step in.
Since billing statements and online transactions are so common these days, this bill would, In effect, be monitoring everything everyone
HalloweenHellohello!Halloween in Personal More Like This
I hope you all had a fun Halloween
I live in an awkward block of flats,
so I doubt any trick-or-treaters could be bothered coming here for candy.
So I spent the evening on door-duty over at my Uncles house
My Aunt let me borrow one of their Opera show props for costume purposez. I make such a terrifying witch -> http://i41.tinypic.com/27ytvg5.jpg Ohoho. OuO
There must've been at least 100 children that came to the door, I never had a chance to sit still all night!
My knees were really aching afterwards because the children were all SO SMALL,
I had to kneel down so they could reach the candy. XDD
One little group of them that came to the door, gave me some papercranes in return for the candy- how kyuuute. ;A;
Their costumes were all so epic too. Two little brothers came dressed as Woody from Toy Story and Mario. Winning!
Seriously put my childhood to shame, my Mother's handmade costumes were.. interesting to say the least.
I vividly remember one year for a spo