EpiphanyWe have gone so far, believing there is nothing we can doEpiphany in Free Verse More Like This
To save ourselves
Remembering to escape, -but theres easy way out,
To break the fall.
I think we may have reached a break in the road,
Theres no place for me to hide anymore-
No place to go-
To pretend that your not there, like it was before
My head keeps spinning round- pounding-
Reliving moments that just cant be made undone.
Ive tried to clear a path for you,
Make you someone
But I cant tell you all these things
I want to,
I need to
Without feeling love.
I have left the books on the shelf
Not planning to read what I wrote to someone else.
I can hear my own voice repeating down the hallway-
Speaking to an impossible friend-
Echos from words left behind,
A memory of a phrase caught in the wind.
And all the while- distance comes through the wire.
We try to makeup-
I fail to break up- myself
To dissolve in your smile
Its such a cruel world to me this way,
Shepherds Gray I,II,IIII have to destroy the wickedShepherds Gray I,II,III in Free Verse More Like This
The beast that has marked my threshold of pain
The anger he wants me to write, is so ungodly
All the sorrow surrounding this shepherd is gray
I dont feel Ill ever know the reasons why
Why all has been mistreated in such a way.
All my instincts are to dwell,
And let my emotions slip before the depression
Before the wind outside has calmed to rain.
And still; youd believe your senses
If all you thought had reason to follow.
Imagine that path is gone and deserted
That sense to reason has no purpose to follow
Because you have no faith in man anymore.
I cannot be the God in me forever,
I cannot be the keeper of sheep before Christ in blood.
I do not know if I believe there is an answer,
I do not know if I believe in GOD
But I do know
That there is something deep inside my heart,
When I refuse it,
When I act as though, Ive never been born.
Theres a sharpness running through,
And I feel as though a river is rushing over my wound