
Scaredlook at meScared in Free Verse More Like This
tell me what you see
look at me
who am i
look at me
tell me what you see
you see me
if you look at me
you see what i really am
i stand
i stumble
on every second step
i get up again
you say i am strong
you say i don't give up'
you say i have the courage to stand
but...
i disagree...
i may stand
not because i feel like i haveto
i may get up again
not because i have the courage to do it
i'm afraid..
i get up again
because i'm scared of being down too long
i stand
because i'm scared of losing
i am wounded
i am bleeding
beaten to death
i still stand
not because i'm strong
it's because i'm weak
too scared

Every step hurtsWalking on the roadEvery step hurts in Free Verse More Like This
Is it a road to heaven?
Is it a road to hell..
Every step hurts
from my feet up my legs
Aching from walking
but i can't stop
Every step hurts
inside me
Nothing to fill the emptiness
Can nothing but cry
Every step hurts
In my arms
No one to hold
Nothing but my life
Every step hurts
in my heart
No one to pcik up the shards
No one to love
Every step hurts
i wont stop walking
i want this pain to end
i want my heart to find rest
i want my arms to find someone to hold
i want someone to fill me
i want someone to rest with..

DreamGilbert lays on couch, one hand under his head, the other resting on his bare stomach. His long legs are sprawled uncomfortably on top of a pile of pillows. He snores softly, drooling a bit as he sleeps. Next to the couch, on the floor, is a collection of empty beer cans and half eaten bag of cream crackers.Dream in Fan Fiction More Like This
This is the sight that greets Berwald when he steps into his living room.
He stops for a while at the door, staring at Gilbert. He then lets out a quiet sigh and walks to the sleeping man on his couch. He plants a gentle kiss on his forehead and covers him with a blanket.
Gilbert shifts in his sleep and slowly opens his eyes. Berwald c

Unfair Death.It's not fair.. It's just not fair.Unfair Death. in Free Verse More Like This
Many times in the day I ask myself why did this happen to me? Out of the millions of people in the world why did it happen to me? It was my dad, it was my family, it was me. How could it happen? My worst nightmare had come true. Everything just happened so fast. It was a blink, one second, one moment and in one heartbeat my whole world was turned upside. It was the scariest thing that had ever happened to me. As soon as I got thrown off I believe I blacked out but I do remember hitting the ground. I could see out of the side of my helmet the ground moving as I slid across the blacktop. I remember jumping u

Something to think about..You say you love rain,Something to think about.. in Free Verse More Like This
but you open your umbrella when it rains.
You say you love the sun,
but you find a shady spot when the sun shines.
You say you love the wind,
but you close your windows when the wind blows.
This is why I am afraid,
you say that you love me too.
~William Shakespeare.
Just something that inspired me today.

Dirty DancingHow nice seeing you here?Dirty Dancing in Free Verse More Like This
I never thought you would come.
My heart is full of fear,
From all we have done.
You're here alone?
Maybe I am too.
The answer is better known,
To all except you.
I thought we were finished,
Since you had already left.
It seemed as if you were banished,
Convicted of my heart theft.
Oh, I still love you.
Don't worry about that.
You asked if I wanted to,
I'm not just something good to look at.
You've convinced me, I will,
Since I caught you glancing.
Will it change how we feel,
When we start dirty dancing?

TalkIt's been long enough,Talk in Free Verse More Like This
I'm done with wondering.
This is just too tough,
I've spent many hours pondering.
I pray everyday for these dreams to stop,
But, they always seem to come back.
It's like I'm lost in a field of crop,
These dreams don't ever slack.
The way you act makes me suspicious,
Just that look in your eye.
Oh, so vicious.
Or maybe it's all a lie.
What you tell me,
May put me in shock.
But, it has to be the key,
So let's have a talk.

Starting OverFinally it all stopped,Starting Over in Free Verse More Like This
Maybe it was just a phase.
But now, the ball has dropped,
I'm back on my love craze.
For a few weeks I was free,
Now you've came back.
Taunting me without fee,
There is nothing that you lack.
This must be a sign,
What else could it be?
You're what keeps my life in line,
We're gonna be together.. just wait and see.
You've come back again,
You must be my four leaf clover.
Praying for us, I say amen,
As this is starting over.

IllegalEvery other night,Illegal in Free Verse More Like This
These dreams come to me.
And you're the only thing in sight,
As if you're the one I wanna see.
I wake up feeling shocked,
Like someone is in my bed.
My heart has been unlocked,
You've got in, this I dread.
One day I might tell you,
You may have the same dreams to share.
Maybe these were all the clues,
Showing how much we really care.
You could leave her,
And be as free as a eagle.
We won't be in such a slur,
Because my dreams are illegal.

You'll Never KnowI stay up at night,You'll Never Know in Free Verse More Like This
Dreaming of you.
In the darkness, you're my light,
Thinking of you is really all I do.
You're asleep like a baby,
Not knowing how I feel.
You might want me one day, just maybe.
Together so much love we could steal.
My heart wants you so,
My mind puts me down.
Wishing I could tell you, but no.
I choose not to make a sound.
If my mind would let me,
I'd put you on a show.
If I could let you see,
But, I can't. So, you'll never know.

If tears made stairways.If tears made stairways,If tears made stairways. in Free Verse More Like This
and memories were lanes.
I'd go right up to Heaven,
and bring you back again.
If sadness made escalators,
and worries made planes.
We'd come back together,
and I'd suffer no pain.
Everything I see reminds me of you,
all the good times we had and the things we'd been through.
Not a second goes by,
I'm not dreaming of you.
One day we'll be together,
and this will all pay off.
We'll rejoice in victory,
with our Savior, our Lord and our God.

The Way You LeftI never knew what pain was,The Way You Left in Free Verse More Like This
Till you left the way you did
I never knew what forever was
Until it ended
I never knew you could take away the world I had
But all alone and broken hearted: here I am.
Darkness is the only remedy,
Because it brings no light
And therefore holds no memories,
So it's easier to let go
To let all the hurt leave me,
And find someone else to hold.
And if ever you returned; came back around
I'm pretty sure I'd feel something,
And in my emotions I would drowned.
In my ears velvety darkness would ring,
Nothing I'd hear but your sweet voice...
But I'll never know,
Because you left the way you did.
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I CAN'T POST POLLS SO THISComment here with where on a scale of 1-23 you would rate your courage.I CAN'T POST POLLS SO THIS in Personal More Like This
Also say which two of the following elements you feel most connected to, and on a weak, medium, or strong level:
Air
Fire
Earth
Water
Darkness
Light
Power
Intelligence
Space
Time
Through this I'll tell you your demonic title and your Calliopean augment
HELLOOOOOO EVERYBODYLet me tell you about LAVENDER SPELL.HELLOOOOOO EVERYBODY in Personal More Like This
Lavender spell is my webcomic, it has a group here :iconlavender-spell: and a site here http://lavenderspell.com
It has absolutely everything from mystery to dark stuff to adventure to fantasy to sci-fi to romance to destiny to alternate planets to lesbians to demons to pretty much almost anything. So if you like any of those things, check it out! And I would absolutely really love it if anyone was to spread the word about it, or even draw fanart for it (almost everything in my gallery is Lavender Spell, if you want a reference, also you can ask me about anything ^^) because I love this project and I honestly just want to see it loved by others <3
Now it seems that both my main friends have fallen deeply in love with my planet CALLIOPE (Cal-ee-ope) where there's social castes and almost everyone is expected to venture into the spacious wilderness on a quest, and all the cities are situated around the giant gaping hole in the planet t
Have you ever just...Found one of your old video games that you used to play over and over again? And then, remembered every little thing about it, from the little 'Genius Sonority" logo to the fact that the first thing that happens is that a giant evil Lugia picks up and boat and just... carries it away. I still remembered the really stupid background music that was nowhere near on-par with most pokemon music and I still remembered the first shadow pokemon you catch, a teddiursa.Have you ever just... in Personal More Like This
Yes, I'm talking about Pokemon XD: Gale Of Darkness.
It's a pokemon game for the Gamecube, and probably the best spinoff and the only good console pokemon there is. The graphics aren't anything to turn your head, but they made the pokemon translate quite well into three dimensions, and battles actually include quite a bit of movement et cetera, including probably the best looking tackle there is in the history of ever.
The team that you're up against has these AWFUL stupid uniforms, you have an obnoxious
MY HAIRIS GREEN OH MY GOD I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW EVEN THOUGH IT'S SIX AM AND I PROBABLY SHOULDN'T BE AWAKE ANYWAY BUT YESTERDAY I STUCK MY HEAD IN A BOWL OF KOOL-AID AND NOW IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL.MY HAIR in Personal More Like This
Also yesterday I got my halloween costume and I love it so much <3 it's this really amazing like medieval style tunic and it comes with not only a hat but boot covers (odd mix, huh?)
And that's not all! So I'm in my school's Shakespeare production, which is Pericles Prince of Tyre, and we went to this class last weekend. It was called an 'Uncommon Class' and it was basically ten (well 9 springfield couldn't make it) schools' shakespearans learning dance and fight and clown and it was amazingly fun.
And in the dance portion we did a dance to 'the traveller's prayer' and we were the sun, the moon, and the stars.
The tag of my medieval tunic costume has a sun, moon, and stars on it oh my god it just makes me so happy.