Broken SoulI have a broken soul.Broken Soul in Free Verse More Like This
Am no longer a whole.
There is nothing more.
My life was tore.
I watch everyone around me.
And I watch them and see.
That their full of happiness.
While I stand here staring emotionless.
I clench my fist and let a tear roll down this dead face.
No one can see me, they just walk by, like i left without a trace.
But I'm here, oh I am here, but ignored.
Just siting here like I don't exists, murdered by a deadly word.
No one notices that I hide in shame.
From all the hate and blame.
From all the tears and pain.
From all the blood from the vein.
No one wants to be around me.
They leave me be.
Thinking I'm to much of a freak.
That I can't control myself, and too weak.
They think I'm mentally unstable.
They think I'm nothing more, just an old fable.
They don't even look for me.
Like they would care if they see.
After awhile you lose everything.
All alone on the swing.
I guess no one loves someone who's not whole.
I guess you can't even love a broken soul.
Deep WoundYou gave me the biggest wound.Deep Wound in Free Verse More Like This
And I'll return the favor soon.
You left me a mess in the dirt.
And you continue your life a flirt.
The pain is getting stronger.
The days are getting longer.
My anger for you is growing.
My self esteem is lowering.
You ruined my life.
And it's just me and my knife.
I'm giving up on getting back at you.
Now I have nothing in life to do.
Are you proud of what u did to me?
And why can't you or anyone see?
That you and your heart left me for dead.
And you pulled the trigger filling me with lead.
Slowly BreakingMy heart is slowly breaking.Slowly Breaking in Free Verse More Like This
So please dont stare and watch.
Dont laugh and point at it.
Please dont make it worse.
Dont scream or hit me.
Dont leave me alone.
Dont leave it breaking.
Dont go, Im in pain.
Dont just let go of everything.
Dont throw it all away.
Dont get rid of this love.
Whipser to me.
Promise to never leave again.
Never let go.
I beg you,
Fix my heart.....
BrokenI am breaking.Broken in Free Verse More Like This
And I'm not faking.
Sometimes I can't breathe.
My pain is starting to unsheathe.
I swore I would never fall.
I'm starting to become and emotionless doll.
I fall on my knees.
And I beg and beg, please!
People say I am negative.
And that I never take in positive.
No one hears my screams.
And my pain is reaching extremes.
I am broken.
And all of my words are becoming unspoken
MonstersI see nothing but a facade.Monsters in Free Verse More Like This
I try to hide my scars.
My new wounds.
I try to hide my secrets.
And my promises.
I try to hide my pain.
And only to show a smile.
A fake smile.
I try to hide my screams and my pleas.
And I luagh to make others happy.
Thats all I am.
All I will ever be.
All I can give.
All I can accept.
All I can handle.
I fear the dark.
No, the things in the dark scare me.
Those things will come.
Come take the good.
If there is any left in me.
I fear that the monster aren't under my bed anymore.
I fear, no, I know they are inside me.
Hiding deep inside.
For the time.
When I stop faking.
And they can show themselves.
But then, I'll be lonely.
No one wants a depressed girl.
Or wants to be friends with one.
I'll be lonely forever.
Just the dark feelings.
Just the hate.
Just the anger boiling inside me.
Just the pain that never seems to leave.
Just the tears that keep pouring out of my bloodshot eyes.
Just the blood that drips
Tears of BloodI have tears of blood, and they are starting to make it flood.Tears of Blood in Free Verse More Like This
They run and run, and its starting to weigh on me about a ton.
I cry and cry, its worse when I see my loves say goodbye.
Now the tears are starting to stain, and I think I'm going insane.
The tears never seem to stop, maybe I need an eye swap.
Now I fell so broken, and I am so unspoken.
I will never love, because these tears pushed me over the edge with that last shove.
Cut DeepCut deep into my skin.Cut Deep in Free Verse More Like This
Sorry I committed a sin.
Dig my nails in deep.
Deep enough for blood to seep.
Force my teeth in hard.
Damn that's gonna be scarred.
Let the blood pour.
Flowing all over the floor.
Can't take the tears.
And sick of the fears.
Scared of the haters.
And all the traitors.
And tired of living.
And tired of forgiving.
HauntedForever I will be haunted.Haunted in Free Verse More Like This
And always reminded.
Of the way you talked.
The way we walked.
Of the way you looked at me.
And how I was the only girl you see.
Of they way you held me.
And never left me be.
Of those gorgeous eyes.
hoping to never hear any goodbyes.
Of that beautiful smile.
And how we would laugh for a little while.
Of your personality.
And I'll always be reminded.
Because your gone, and I'm forever haunted....
SilentMy screams are silent.Silent in Free Verse More Like This
Can anyone tell their violent.
I cry silent tears.
And I can't take anymore fears.
I speak a silent plea.
In hopes it would be time to flee.
I bleed silent drops of blood.
And I can't get out of this emotion flood.
No one can hear me because they silenced me.
No one will find me, because I'm locked away and there I will be.
The TearsThe tears that run down my face.The Tears in Free Verse More Like This
And the blood that stains this lace.
Now that you hurt me, I'll leave without a trace.
To find somewhere special, my special place.
All the pain you put me through.
All the veins you cut into.
All my of my fears you made true.
And all the things that you do.
Brings me pain and tears.
But no one cares.
So I given up and let you use me.
I knew you wouldn't leave me be.
So the tears that run down this face.
And the blood that stains this lace.
I will never leave to find my special place.
Silent Killer.silent.Silent Killer. in Free Verse More Like This
One Last GoodbyeWriting one last letter, saying one last good-bye,One Last Goodbye in Free Verse More Like This
My blood falling to the floor, as if coming from the sky.
"You told me that you love me, but we could never be,
I cannot live without you, so I'm doing this you see."
"If we cannot be together, then I don't want to live,
I've got nothing left at all, nothing left to give."
I close the envelope softly, seal it wish a kiss,
Turn to look the other way, and wait for my dismiss.
MisunderstandingPitter Patter, goes the rain.Misunderstanding in Free Verse More Like This
Her cry, filled with pain.
Where is he?
Where did he go?
Didn't I see him? Just a minute ago?
He was here, and now he's gone.
And now a thought begins to dawn....
He's left her, he's moved on.
She loved him, he loved her too.
Or so she thought, and in her mind, a plan begins to brew.
She'll get back at him, oh yes!
She will, she'll make him pay.
She'll even kill.
He took her heart.
She took her life.
And now that man has lost his wife.
He didn't leave her, he hadn't moved on.
He was too late....and now she's gone.
Pitter Patter goes the rain.
And now his cry is filled with pain.
One Summer Nightone night,One Summer Night in Free Verse More Like This
i got to thinking,
all about you and me.
i finally realized,
how stupid i could be.
while i was thinking,
i looked you in the eyes.
was then i realized,
you were a mess of lies.
i got to thinking,
all about you and me.
i finally realized,
why we weren't meant to be.
I ChangedTrying to cover the tears, trying not to show my fears.I Changed in Free Verse More Like This
Why do I keep it all inside? My pain getting harder to hide.
I used to be cheery, it used to be real.
But now it's different, and they're making some big deal.
Saying "Why are you so sad?" and "You look depressed."
Can't you just leave me alone, let it rest?
So maybe I've changed...what's that got to do with you?
Just because I've changed? Well maybe you have too.
No EmotionsSometimes it's easy,No Emotions in Free Verse More Like This
Sometimes it's not.
Sometimes it's cold,
Sometimes it's hot.
Sometimes I smile,
Sometimes I grin.
Sometimes I lose,
Sometimes I win.
Sometimes I pout,
Sometimes I frown.
Sometimes I'm up,
Sometimes I'm down.
Sometimes I'm sweet,
Sometimes I'm nice.
Sometimes I laugh,
Sometimes I cry.
And then there's those days...
I want to die.
Can't Help Loving YouI really cannot help it,Can't Help Loving You in Free Verse More Like This
It says so in my heart,
I really cannot help it,
Though I didn't feel so at the start.
But now we're closer and I realize,
I'm lucky to have you,
All the things you say to me,
The sweetest things you do.
You cheer me up,
When I am down,
You make me smile,
When I frown.
You may not ever realize,
My feelings deep and true,
You may not ever notice,
I can't help loving you.
I'll never stop loving you, there's no way I could.
FlawedInsecurities.Flawed in Free Verse More Like This
Screaming at me,
clawing at every inch
of my body.
That little voice inside my head
sounding strangely like my own,
tearing me down,
from the inside.
Each hate-filled blow,
hits harder than the last.
Each self-inflicted cut,
hidden in shame,
nonexistent to the piercing eyes of others,
visible only in that lonely mirror reflection.
little dotted lines drawn
over every flawed bit of me.
Not pretty enough,
There is not a perfect inch
within my being.
Why can't I be beautiful?
Life Is Like A Board Gamesometimes it's hard,Life Is Like A Board Game in Free Verse More Like This
the going gets tough,
sometimes saying sorry,
just isn't enough.
sometimes you have to move forward 12,
sometimes move backward 4,
sometimes you split between a 7,
just to even the score.
there's times the you're sent back to start,
and times your up ahead,
sometimes people say things,
that cause tears to be shed.
there are certain times you lose,
and other times you win,
whether red, blue, green, or yellow,
no matter the color of your skin.
Is It Love?If I hugged you,Is It Love? in Free Verse More Like This
would you never let go?
If I kissed you,
would you cherish that moment?
If I reached for your hand,
would you take mine gently?
If I needed a shoulder,
would you let me cry on yours?
If I needed to talk,
would you really listen?
If I needed to scream,
would you do it with me?
If I needed to go,
would you come with me?
If I fell for you,
would you catch me?
or just let me hit the pavement?
Relive, Letting GoTake my mistakes,Relive, Letting Go in Free Verse More Like This
And work them out right,
For every crooked path,
Make it run straight.
Where depression once lived,
Let joy leap forth,
A broken heart can be mended,
At the touch of life.
Why seek the low valleys,
When you can roam mountainsides?
Do you go to the lonely well,
Instead of the laughing brook?
In and out,
Dead or alive.
It's all about perspectives,
Our take on the world,
The choices we make,
Are only ours to decide.
Starvation by WordsI'm a slave to my words,Starvation by Words in Free Verse More Like This
They keep me prisoner,
They fill my mind,
Disturb my rest,
And bid me to write.
Its a sweet poison,
This endless cycle,
I'm bound to their will,
I can't help myself.
We keep you fed,
They say in their defense,
But that's just my imaginings,
What about me?!
Is that what I sold myself to,
A cruel master,
Who gives no respite,
No matter the test?
What'll become of me,
If there's no food or drink to be had,
Just a slow starving by words.
Lost TimeGive to me childhood's wings,Lost Time in Free Verse More Like This
Hold back time's span,
Retreat the marching hours,
Transcend the first dawning.
Seek the wandering epitome,
Bring back the straying road,
Remember creations beginning,
Await its end.
Time once had,
Is forever lost,
The circle eternal,
A Falling LeafIA Falling Leaf in Free Verse More Like This
Falling, falling, ever falling,
A child of the trees, spiraling down.
Left behind my green silk cloak,
Leaving behind my lofty bower.
In stately grace, I ride the wind,
Never traveling the road,
Going my own way.
I Now KnowWhen I was younger,I Now Know in Free Verse More Like This
That love was,
That love is,
The World and DreamersThe world is for the dreamers,The World and Dreamers in Free Verse More Like This
Without them it'd be void,
To see the colors in the shadows,
And paint over reality.
The world is harsh on dreamers,
Demanding they see the truth,
All is dead,
And life is monotonous,
Why don't they see sense?
Dreamers belong nowhere,
Living in a state of mind,
Created from lost realities,
That they wish they could have lived.
The world needs dreamers,
As dreamers need the world,
Without bright colors,
None would see,
The beauty beyond the night.
Dreamers need reality,
To feel disappointment's sting,
As the world demands,
And someday, they shall wake.
The Art of Being ShyI'm shy,The Art of Being Shy in Free Verse More Like This
I bury my face in a book,
Hoping it'll be the gateway,
Into another world.
When you look in my eyes,
My gaze dances by,
Afraid to reveal,
The heart of my soul.
You're puzzled by my silence,
You don't understand it,
But we both know,
That there's more to my silence.
I'm the one they call shy,
A person of few words,
And even fewer friends,
Observing life differently
A three letter word,
Too short a description,
To explain what goes on,
Within my head.
Alone is a welcome state,
Silence my best friend,
Literature is my key,
Imagination my soul.
You who aren't shy,
The maze of my mind,
Can't hear my thoughts.
An obscure face,
That's always downcast,
I pass through the crowd,
It's not that I don't like it,
I just can't bear not being heard,
Or being misunderstood,
Which you so often do.
Raised in eager revelation,
But you never hear,
As you laugh at a friend's joke.
That's why I'm shy,
My nature by instinct,
Inky SeclusionWhen there's nothing left for me here; I write.Inky Seclusion in Free Verse More Like This
It's my soul laid out in inky marks, bare for all to read.
Life goes on by, changing with time, yet my release stays the same.
My world within, created in thought.
It's where I flee to, and forget the rest.
Autumn DanceThe leaves swayed,Autumn Dance in Free Verse More Like This
And the fairies were dancing,
An autumn dance,
Upon the frost,
On the threshold of winter.
The cold wind sang,
Among the stars,
Carrying crimson lullabies,
But still, the fairies were dancing.
The harvest moon,
A hunter's moon,
Bloody with toils,
Of the world's woes,
Gleamed from tattered rags of cloud.
Yet the fairies danced,
In winter's clasp,
The immortal court,
Those heartless, soulless, beings.
No earthly tie,
Could keep them bound,
Pass below their feet,
As they go merrily dancing.
A bitter wind chased,
Ghosts of leaves away,
Trails of rime left in its wake,
While mourned the darken'd world,
Of winter's cold embrace,
Can you see the fairies dancing?
To the BeautifulYou say we're beautiful,To the Beautiful in Free Verse More Like This
Us who have been bullied...
But where were you while it was happening?
-I was watching-
You who say "This has to stop!",
There needs to be an end to this...
What are you doing to stop it?
-I did nothing-
It's too late now...
-I failed you-
Identity Crisis who are youIdentity Crisis in Free Verse More Like This
who am i
are we lovers
leaving behind scarlet letters
& last minute kisses
are we foes
green eyes & angry fists
who are you
who am i
maybe peeling back
these layers of skin
will unravel the answer,
but what happens
when there's nothing left;
bloody hands & empty eyes
Who are you
who am i
are the shadows that we see
inside this reflective glass
or is that too,
the galaxy won't tell
its mouth has long gone dry,
leaving my page blank
who are you
& who am i
The ArtistShe really was an artistThe Artist in Free Verse More Like This
She knew of all the shades and hues
To keep people from noticing
That blotchy purple blooming bruise
She fiddled with her palette
Mixed pain in with her dread
Painted her arms with blood
Of the most startling red
Her artwork was her passion
t'was never put to trial
For she would always remember
To paint herself a smile
Sunseti saw Darkness chasing LightSunset in Free Verse More Like This
hoping to devour her
To dye her sun-tipped feathers
into the dark abyss that was his own
Light was not to go down
not without a fight
Unleashing fire into the sky
painting it orange, red, and pink
But Darkness jumped
And swallowed her whole
then he spat out her glittering bones
that got caught inside his throat
Red Lips, Blue LipsCrimson lips of sultry nightsRed Lips, Blue Lips in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Lush and smooth and kissable
Seductress tools to tease and temper
Blue and purple lips, like death
Your eyes are closing off the day
Grim claws are closing on your throat
Until you feel life slip away
Pink and pretty lips, so young
Fresh and elastic with honeyed youth
Lips not afraid, yet, of this world
With no fear to speak the truth
Busted lips of hopeless nights
And screams of feeling weak and small
Terror of being hurt again
When he towers over you, so tall
Black lips painted with the times
A metal ring pierced on the lower
Misunderstood, not yet a woman
Make-up caking, until you're older
Smoking lips of green cigars
Sitting on the street all night
A lighter running out of gas
Asking strangers for a light
Bitten lips, excitement flowing
Trying hard to get a grip
But that gets impossible to do
When face to face with Crimson lips
Ramblings of the Yellow-Lipped Mad ManThe mad man of no man's landRamblings of the Yellow-Lipped Mad Man in Free Verse More Like This
Sleeps in a shack
Of broken black stained glass
Smoking old bullets and kissing cigars
With a yellow-lipped smile,
Reeking of piss and ink
Brainwashed by gunpowder,
He twitches at the squawks of vultures
Snapping his fingers to the Devil's knocks on his pebble door.
Sometimes, he's a king
Sitting regally upon his throne
Of rusted fingernails and shattered teeth,
A crown of thorns ripping into his brow,
And sipping on the finest festered bone marrow--
It's getting harder to find in this drought.
But then he melts into a blithering Goliath,
Rolling on a rug of dusty Persian hair
With a mistress made of butcher's twine.
And the blood is velvet and the houseflies sing
His green eye points up, and his blue eye heads west
And as he lays in the dry and heavy heat,
As the bombs and vultures shriek overhead,
While the Devil snaps the blues on his dirt porch,
He pisses himself
So he can think to himself how lovely the rain feels
in the drought of the century
Of Con Men and Duct TapeThe metamorphosis of a child to a grown womanOf Con Men and Duct Tape in Free Verse More Like This
Is a staggering and dragging process
Tears and scraped knees and hearts doodled on notebooks
Carve themselves into the climb
Cold and sterile and sublime
The words of men that built and broke you
litter the path
With the unloved seconds
You would give a lifetime to embrace
The ones lost and missed in the thrilling chase
Of a settled sea-side place
Where you felt you belonged
Years and lives are forgotten and picked up
In this curving swindling path
Of con-men's lies and flowers dyed
That left you with a heart cracked in two
wrapped with duct tape and doubly secured with crazy glue
A woman, burdened and armed
With dainty charms
And a guard constantly let down
By naivety that refuses to acknowledge
The heart pounding so fast that the brain's words are drowned
“Have you forgotten the last time?”
Rotten judgment and festering hopes
Growing cold and sterile, but still so sublime
Red Riding Hood's CabaretA dancing girl with fiery hair,Red Riding Hood's Cabaret in Free Verse More Like This
Twirling smoke around her finger
Dances in darkness for a sea of howling wolves
Unclothed, her emptiness is put on stage
To burn in the spotlight
As claws scratch at the floor
She plucks a hot cigarette from one of the fingers
Puts it to her lips and takes a warm sultry drag
"Look, but don't touch" she mutters,
Stepping just close enough for a claw to rip into her thigh
And she whispers into the snarling crowd
"What more do you want?"
as her hips and crimson lips rock smoothly and tempt softly
And while her legs move, her eyes dance and smile,
Unsolvable mazes of golden brown for irises.
A subtle wink gives wolves the night of their lives.
Sequins stun, glitter falls,
and the cabaret is full to burst of testosterone
Roaring with the stench of festering whiskey
But all eyes are on the girl, with a hood of scarlet hair
Tempting wolves with whispers and lies
Of a night alone with fire
A poet's broken words.Most people don't even knowA poet's broken words. in Free Verse More Like This
what a poet is nowadays.
It's not someone who writes poetry,
but someone with the ability
to create beautiful things
with pain and hate them.
I traded my soul for letters,
that I later transformed to words,
together they wrote out all my pain
but I'm starting to miss my soul.
All I have left is these broken w o r d s
and I wish I could call myself a poet
but to hate something beautiful,
before you have to create it.
How can you write when your words are broken
and your soul is missing?
Broken angel wingsThe moment I saw you,Broken angel wings in Short Stories More Like This
I promised myself
that I'd fix you.
And I would have sworn
I grew angel wings.
Your wounds were never healed,
I failed, and I'm sorry.
I'm never enough and I know it.
I tried, darling.
Believe me, I did.
You always told me
how much you wanted to fly,
and you could do it,
I knew you could.
But the one with the wings was me,
and all I know is falling,
because that's all I ever did.
I wish I could reach you,
now that you stopped falling
you're too far above me.
And my wings are broken
(I'd blame you,
but it wouldn't be fair.
I insisted on fixing you,
when I was even more broken)
I'll miss you.
Don't look for me in heaven.
You won't find me there.
I'm right below the bottom,
where the broken burn,
where I belong.
Because you know I'm afraid of heights,
and you know I never learnt how to fly.
All I do is fall,
and I refuse to take you with me.
fly, love. i gift you my wings, fix them and fly.
Schizophrenia is an awful nameShe ran.Schizophrenia is an awful name in Short Stories More Like This
She ran through the maze of dark corridors that her sick and twisted mind (as she described it) represented.
She felt so lost feeling the anger taking control over her sanity. If she ever was sane, she couldn't remember it, and she probably didn't like it either. Even though all this madness was killing her slowly there was a part of her twisted self that enjoyed it, the pain, the fear, the anger
I'm bad she told herself, and the sweet and enchanting (and bad, really really bad) voices inside her head approved.
All this people telling her what to and what not to do, society reduced to do's and don'ts. A society where don'ts were the only thing that kept her happy, or alive, but she couldn't contradict society. No, nobody contradicts society.
All she had where the voices telling her to go for it, but don'ts were don'ts for a reason or two. They hurt other people.
Oh, but the voices, those sweet voices that claimed to love her so much were selfish, as
All the pain is worth whileWhen I see you smile,All the pain is worth while in Free Verse More Like This
All the pain is worth while.
I'll be the one who holds you,
When all that was known as true,
Has forsaken you.
For you alone I will die,
Reach for the sun in the sky,
Until under the ground I lie.
I'll never let you fall,
Even if I have to give my all,
My very last and final call.
Reach for me,
When you can't see.
Please tell me you'll stay,
Don't start to walk away.
Hold my hand,
I'll help you stand.
I'll be there through it all,
I'll never let you fall.
I'll die to see you smile,
To make you happy for a while.
I'll take away the pain,
By never letting love wain.
I'll love you,
When no-one else is true.
I love you more than life,
I'll be the one to end your strife.
I'll take the knife or stop the bullet,
Your life I'll never let you forfeit.
Remember me when I am gone,
But never forget to look for the dawn.
GoneGone,Gone in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Without one word to me.
Without letting me see.
Never showing the pain.
Severing life's chain.
You left us all without one backward glance,
You didn't even let us try, didn't let us have a chance,
To change your mind to save you from the pain,
You just severed life's chain.
You can't come back and we can't get to you,
You're gone from us forever, we know it's true,
Your bloodied body is all we have to hold,
It's not what we want, it's so vacant and cold.
Why did you leave me here,
Leaving me alone to face my fear,
Why did you take your life this day,
When I gave all I had to love you in every way.
You didn't see it when I held out my hand,
You wouldn't let me help you to stand,
So now you're gone away from me,
Made by your own hand to be what I see.
Without one word to me.
Let me help you learn to liveSilently the darkness creeps,Let me help you learn to live in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
As bitterly the heart weeps,
He is lost in this cruel place,
Walls closing in on this space.
Follow him not into this,
Save him not from dark abyss,
he has fallen from this life,
Stabbed cruelly by it's knife.
But I reach out to you,
With a touch sure and true,
Let me hold you as we fall,
I will love you through it all.
Scream in terror at the sights,
Loveless days and horrific nights,
Run away from the searing pain,
To a place where no blood has lain.
Touch my hand I'll save you tonight,
Let me near I'll help you see the light,
Don't leave this world with so much to give,
Please let me help you learn to live.
The Reaper's LanceThe reaper's lance,The Reaper's Lance in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
His deadly glance,
They once struck me with fear,
But now I beg them to draw ever near.
Strike me with the gift of death,
Steal from me my final breath,
I beg of you take my soul with swift grace,
Cease my life's path to trace.
Love has stolen my will to live,
I've drunk of the bitter poison it does give,
Stolen from me the love I desire,
It's evil touch of brimstone and fire.
Spill my blood with an icy glance,
Take my heart with a stab of your lance,
Kill my story and end my time,
I beg you reaper of death so sublime.