The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year One - Ch 12(all characters and locations property of J.K. Rowling unless otherwise stated.)The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year One - Ch 12 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"If only making the right decision truly came easily, or without consequences."
General (ret) Jigme Dorji Wengschuk
Harriet spent the next few weeks in constant worry. Knowing what Professor Snape was probably capable of, Harriet found herself worrying about the Stone and Fluffy's safety more and more. She had to admit that her concern for Fluffy was more from how much she knew Hagrid would be upset if something were to happen to one of his pets rather then worrying about the vicious three-headed dog himself. And, given the incredi
The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year One - Ch 13(all characters and locations property of J.K. Rowling unless otherwise stated.)The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year One - Ch 13 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The Thing in the Forest
"When faced with what we fear the most, some tremble and falter, others stand up and triumph. There's no way of telling who will respond on the one side or the other, because that is down to the individual's own choice. The reassuring part is that even if one does falter, they can always do better the next time around."
General (ret) Jigme Dorji Wengschuk
No matter how she looked at it Harriet was in the worst fix she had ever been in. While Professor McGonagall had been "appreciative" of Harriet's honesty, she still gave H
The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year One - Ch15A(All characters and locations within belong to J.K. Rowling unless otherwise stated.)The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year One - Ch15A in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The Thief and the Dark Lord
"There comes a time when all the wands are snapped, and all the spells are cast, when the only weapon you have left is your own humanity."
General (ret) Jigme Dorji Wengschuk
"I knew it was you," Harriet declared.
"Oh yes, it's me," Quirrell sneered, clearly very pleased with himself. "Poor, st-t-t-t-uttering Professor Quirrell. Who but a nosy eleven year old who couldn't mind her own business to save her life would ever suspect him?"
"Professor Snape," Harriet retorted.
Quirrell's eyes darkened a little, "Oh ye
The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year One - Ch 9(all characters and locations property of J.K. Rowling unless otherwise stated.)The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year One - Ch 9 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
A Hogwarts Christmas
"It is funny how often the thing we seek most can be so conveniently hidden right before our very eyes. But is it really hidden, or do we choose not to see it?"
General (ret) Jigme Dorji Wengschuk
As always, there was at least one blemish to whatever happiness Harriet felt. This time, because of Slytherin's loss at Harriet's hands, Draco Malfoy, Pansy Parkinson and Pixie Fanfarró were nastier than ever.
"You know, Potter, the idea is to catch the Snitch. Tactics like that, I think, are better reserved for a brothel than the Qu
The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year Two - Ch1(All characters and locations within belong to J.K. Rowling unless otherwise stated.)The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year Two - Ch1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The Uninvited Opportunity
"While all war is tragic, the loss of life is always more brutal when a nation finds its only resort is to start killing its own. And no matter which side wins, the whole of the people and their culture will always lose."
General (ret.) Jigme Dorji Wengshuk
"Blasted thing," the farmer muttered as the tractor spluttered to a stop. He needed a new one, he knew, but this had been his father's tractor, and this was his father's land. He just couldn't get rid of it that easily. He looked at his barn, a whole mile away acro
The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year Two - Ch4(All characters and locations within belong to J.K. Rowling unless otherwise stated.)The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year Two - Ch4 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Life at the Burrow
"I dislike the notion of the phrase "you cannot choose your family." That simply depends on one's definition of family. Often in my own life I have found the bonds with the family I have chosen to be much stronger than my bonds with the family I was given."
General (ret.) Jigme Dorji Wengshuk
Something hard bonked Harriet on the top of her head and she shouted out, sitting upright and clutching her head. "Ow! Hey!" Harriet said. She laughed as she looked up at Ronnie's grinning face.
"Sorry, just excited y
The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year Two - Ch6(All characters and locations within belong to J.K. Rowling unless otherwise stated.)The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year Two - Ch6 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
An Unusual Trip
"One of the easiest mistakes people make is thinking 'forgetting to live' means forgetting to be brash and adventurous. Sure, doing so will make life more 'interesting,' but it is not living. More often I find 'forgetting to live' is forgetting to find the joy in the simple things of life. Find joy in having your cup of tea, find joy in a simple meal with family. Laugh more, smile more. It is a mistake to get so caught up in trying to live that you forget how great it is just to be alive."
General (ret.) Jigme Dorji Wengshuk
The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year Two - Ch7(All characters and locations within belong to J.K. Rowling unless otherwise stated.)The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year Two - Ch7 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
An Unconventional Sorting
“There comes a time when even the oldest and wisest among us behave the most foolishly. This inevitably happens whenever we return to the places we knew and loved as children.”
General (ret.) Jigme Dorji Wengshuk
Harriet let out a cry of shock as she felt the car lurch to the left, knocking her hard to the right into Mr Weasley. She grunted again as Ronnie fell on top of her. The tree had swung down one of its larger limbs, hitting the side of the car with amazing force.
They fell back into their seats as
The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year Two - Ch8(All characters and locations within belong to J.K. Rowling unless otherwise stated.)The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year Two - Ch8 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
“One of the most dangerous things in the world is assumptions.”
General (ret.) Jigme Dorji Wengshuk
An older, olive-skinned girl strode forward. While Harriet had never seen a Native American before, she thought Sasha looked much like the ones she had seen in books. Though with a last name like Brewer…
“Ravenclaw!” shouted the Sorting Hat.
“Damn,” Fred cursed receiving a dirty look from Hermione.
Sasha joined the cheering Ravenclaw table. As Harriet watche
The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year Two - Ch11(All characters and locations within belong to J.K. Rowling unless otherwise stated.)The Adventures of Harriet Potter: Year Two - Ch11 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The Mysterious Voice
“The state of our lives is always in flux. So knowing this, never assume that the bad times that happen will be how your life will remain. However, my word of caution is also to never take the good times in your life for granted for the very same reason. Thus you should treasure them always when they come.”
General (ret.) Jigme Dorji Wengshuk
“Come on, Dora, of course I wasn’t going to hate you for joining your house’s Quidditch team.”
“I know, I know, not my most brilliant momen
Sleep-WalkingI'm feeling half aliveSleep-Walking in Other More Like This
I'm still breathing, but my heart doesn't beat
I have no idea if I'll survive
For without you I'm simply not complete
Anarchy And DemolitionStars fall from a darkened skyAnarchy And Demolition in Other More Like This
Each torrent of salt water pulls me further out to sea
I'm surrounded by oceans, and yet my throat is dry
For the water's depths are those of an immense degree
The deafening silence is so very profound
And the painstaking happiness is unmistakable
There are missing pieces to this puzzle still to be found
The world dangles on a string that's unbreakable
But the sobs of so many unfortunate souls
Could cause that thread to quake
And we're losing administration of the controls
Chaos will rear its ugly head and leave destruction in its wake
Crumbling FundamentalsYou are the arrow protruding from my heartCrumbling Fundamentals in Other More Like This
And you are the knife jutting out from my back
The foundations of my world are coming apart
You're the reason why each night that world goes black
Conjoined AppendagesThe ink on the page begins to smearConjoined Appendages in Open More Like This
The terms become illegible and blurred
I think of what stories they'd tell as I cry one more tear
Then I consider the pure and genuine potency of the word
Fingers entwined on those pages
Ones that will remain evermore
They've been there for ages and ages
A sentimental sign of unceasing adore
I wish I could simply cross my fingers
To then, in turn, cross your mind
The impression your presence has on me lingers
Leaving me stunned, deafened, and blind
If I focus enough and deliberate
And if I can keep my train of thought on its tracks
Maybe I'll be able to recreate
The feeling of your company an
Lacking ResolveHeart of mine, please cease beatingLacking Resolve in Other More Like This
I cannot stand this constant ache
These lungs of mine just keep breathing
In and out, prolonging my agony
Dear, you're the cause of it
And you know well how I suffer
You laugh with each internal shriek
And yet you don't show the slightest emotion
You are impassive to my heart rate
Even when it quickens each time our eyes meet
And you're apathetic to my presence
For you just don't give a damn
Tears fall that I can't ever replace
Every drop of blood spilled over you
And each cry coming from my lips for you
I wish to restore them, but they're gone for good.
As is my free will.
Bleeding OutYou come around and then I stand and stareBleeding Out in Other More Like This
Your presence makes me both oblivious and paralyzed
Of each and every thing you do I am aware
And my mouth is dry with words that can't be verbalized
The streets are lined with memories, both perfect and pained
I watch them take place through weary eyes and somnolent notions
All this took place while I was slowly, but surely, being drained
Of my crimson lifeline, entering a void with no feelings, no emotions
I'll be at peace, and at the same time I'll burn in a thousand fires
For I'll be dispossessed of loving you, therefore deprived of all dreams
Each second I spend with you grants my deep
DeafenedBeloved, I would die for youDeafened in Other More Like This
For you live for me whilst I walk along life dead
Do take care, my sweet, for you breathe for two
I'm barely hanging on, and only by a thread
If I were to beg, would you swear?
I would gladly get low on the ground
My tourniquet is beginning to tear
I'm listening intently, but I hear no sound
Pages Of Floral ArrangementsThe time-space continuum has been obscuredPages Of Floral Arrangements in Other More Like This
The seconds turn to days, the minutes into years
And the pain that follows close behind I've endured
Over the millennia I've cried billions of tears
The songs I sung secretly for you while you ignored me wholly
They're on repeat, and I cry to their rhythm eternally beaten into my head
Believe it or not, it makes no difference to me, you're killing me slowly
Each step I take away from you takes forever, as if my feet are made of led
How am I to be glad when all that I ever asked for,
He disregards me each and every day?
He leaves me hurting, bleeding, and sore
I'm one of the walking dead, b
Mr. SparrowDearest Mr. Sparrow, won't you pleaseMr. Sparrow in Other More Like This
Teach me to fly, O, teach me to fly
I wish to be one with the breeze
I wish to be able to mingle with the sky
Dearest Mr. Sparrow, I'll do anything
Anything at all, please just instruct me
Take me under your wing
I promise to repay thee
Dearest Mr. Sparrow, with your gentle yet violent grace
I swear that I'll beg, I'll bleed
Won't you share your wealth so I may escape from this place?
Please just help me take off so I may be freed.
Rewriting The DictionaryMy hopes and dreams are severedRewriting The Dictionary in Other More Like This
As are the ties and bonds
You've changed the sense of forever
So it no longer corresponds
It's all my fault, I should have held on
But everyone makes mistakes
And there is no time for bygones
For there are far too many aches
Just promise me one thing before you leave
Swear to me you will not come back
For I wore my heart on my sleeve
And if you return it just may crack
A necklace for Kyoni responceKyoni walked down the empty hallway. Hardly anyone was awake this early in the morning. Kyoni however could not sleep that night, so as soon as the clock said six, she was up. She felt a cold, and unfamiliar feeling as her new golden Victini necklace bumped against her chest with each step.A necklace for Kyoni responce in Short Stories More Like This
She had dropped Dimi off to Wyatt, and made her way down the hall to her destination. As she walked she reached up to touch both the necklaces she wore. She had her mother's necklace, and now Micheal's. The necklace Micheal had given her was a bit smaller than her mother's, and Victini was stamped into a gold oval.
Last night when his brother had come to
PGO Round 3 Part 3The first thing Kyoni was greeted with was a burst of cool air. She stepped inside, after taking a very long breath. The doors slammed behind her, and then she knew that she was on her own.PGO Round 3 Part 3 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Kyoni squinted, but could not see in front of her. She placed her hands out in front of her, trying to guide her way through the thick fog. Stretched out before her, Kyoni could see a large mountain looming high above. And was all that could be seen.
Beneath her feet Kyoni heard the crunching of loose rocks, then another noise... She knelt down to examine the ground, and found bones. She was reaching down to touch one, when she heard a growl.
PGO Round 3 Part 1"So how about those dragons?" Kyoni asked, taking a long sip of her coffee, and studying the brim of the now empty cup. Next to her was her friend, Micheal. He took a bite of his muffin before speaking.PGO Round 3 Part 1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"What about them?" He asked, wiping a stray crumb from his face.
"What do you think about them?" Kyoni asked, swaying her cup to make sure nothing else was left inside.
"Well I am so pumped to be fighting Hero." Micheal smiled.
"Yes, fighting Hero is cool, but dragon types?" Kyoni gave a heavy sigh, and tossed her cup to the trash can across the hall. It missed, and bounced off the top of the can.
"What's wrong with dr
Poems for School.Collage PoemPoems for School. in Concrete Poetry More Like This
I am the led in a pencil,
The ink in the pen,
The low moan of a zombie,
The cat in a tree,
I am the autumn leaves,
A hat on a cold day,
Feet in the steam,
I am a cup of tea and a book on a stormy day,
The things that go bump in the night,
The headphones in my ear,
I am a fantasy or fable,
The plate of veggies on the table.
Things I love,
Seem to creep others out,
Make me an outcast,
For no common interests,
Things that go bump in the night,
on white sidewalks,
Monsters and creatures,
Of all walks of life,
Through the window,
Rattling links of
PGO Round Two Epilogue"I'm going to be staying here for a few weeks." I said to the screen on the pc.PGO Round Two Epilogue in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Are you sure?" Ravyen asked me. On the screen I could see she was sitting in the kitchen. She looked tired, and her hair was pulled back into a ponytail on the side of her head.
"Yeah sure. Wyatt's here, and well I would rather wait here for round three. How's Asher doing?"
"He is fine." She smiled at me.
"Sorry," I said to her. "If round three is coming as soon as round two came then I'll just wait here." I didn't have the heart to tell her how poorly I did in round two, and I didn't want her to worry. Knowing her, she would worry.
"Anything else going on?
V For Vendetta NovelizationV For Vendetta Novelization in Settings More Like This
V stood in the dark damp alley surrounded by Government Officials.
"Now that's done with." Creedy said with a smug tone, and expression. "Its time to have a look at your face." The smugness faded, and formed into a demanding tone. "Take off your mask."
"No." V replied simply.
Creedy nodded an unheard command to the man on his right. The man nodded back and him, and another man began to circle V, guns pointed at the masked face, which was still smiling.
One could imagine the smirk forming on V's face, maybe to match the mask's expression. As the men took one step closer V yanked out his dagger and slashed at the nearest victim. Then the
PGO Round 3 EpilogueKyoni trembled a bit. She was not supposed to see this she knew. But in a failed attempt to find where Wyatt was hiding her booze, she had stumbled across it. It was not hard however. She had opened the door to his room and it was sitting there on the bed... and Kyoni could not help but see what it was.PGO Round 3 Epilogue in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Now, as her eyes scanned over the thick black words her mind was all over the place. Each blue line on the paper made her even more confused as she read the words on them. She focused on little details on the paper, such as a wrinkle in the top corner. Why though, she did not know. Maybe she was just scared to keep reading. She knew if
Say GoodbyeAnother day with another hangover. 'Joy...' Kyoni thought, sitting up from her bed. Well today was Wednesday after all, so she was going to have a hangover. She showered and dressed, ready for the day.Say Goodbye in Short Stories More Like This
She walked down the hall, sensitive to every noise. She got what she deserved, she knew. Not too long later she had her large coffee in hand, and she sprawled out on the couch. No one else was up this early, so she took advantage of being able to hog the whole thing.
She took a long sip of her coffee and sighed. If only life were easier, and her brain did not want so much damn alcohol. It was no wonder she never really won any battles, becaus
A Note For MarisThe green haired girl clutched the goods in her hands. She was still confused by this whole situation, but she knew she still had to do it. In one hand was a bouquet of flowers, but not just any flowers. These were carefully selected and handpicked.A Note For Maris in Short Stories More Like This
None of them really matched together, but the bouquet was still beautiful. With about ten different kinds of wildflowers, it was very unique. That was for sure. Tucked inside the flowers was an envelope, and the girl could only assume it was a love letter within it.
As the girl walked down the hallway, with her short hair bouncing as she quickened her pace, she felt a pang of jealousy
The Creation of Kyoni UPDATED!Kyoni was created a couple of years ago, when I was at LDS girls camp, back before I became a Christian. I was just sketching, and someone told me I dressed to obnoxious. So then I drew someone who looked more obnoxious than I did. I finished the pic, and this is what came out of it. http://seriia.deviantart.com/gallery/30320434?offset=72#/d2ygak8The Creation of Kyoni UPDATED! in Profiles More Like This
Kyoni has evolved much since then as you can see.
Originally she was created for the soul purpose of "I want an OC for Brock!" So for a while I just had a fanfic going about that.
After a while I gave up on that. She was just to dull. So I sat down one day when I was depressed to come up with a g
Sleep is uselessWe sleep we sleep and we sleep so muchSleep is useless in Free Verse More Like This
Days of isolation just trying to keep people from secrets or questions or answers
We never see the light of day with black out curtains and however many light bulbs you threw against the wall
You haven't moved from that indented bed in what feels like decades even the box spring has you're shape
We see alarm clocks in our dreams or numbers scraped in to the insides of our eyelids bright red numbers counting down
If only they made curtains for your own eyes so you couldn't se the light flashing through your mended together eyelashes
The sheets have faded to a nasty gray, there's spiders hanging from
Tell me you're scared tooShattered glasses from drunken nights left in the past but never forgottenTell me you're scared too in Free Verse More Like This
Sleepless nights spent counting one million and one black sheep
Breath taking views from mountain top hotels that you spend to much time staying in
Ripped jeans running from the cops means you have to jump fences sometimes
And then there's that one time where you don't make it all the way over
Shark infested waters it's dangerous but you dive in anyway
You would play hopscotch in a mine field if you were given the chance
Drive a car into the ocean and just sink to the bottom and wait
Wait for your lungs to finally run out of air the darkness starts to fade in
Be aliveLeave me rocking back and forthBe alive in Free Verse More Like This
Corner to corner the room creeks
You said "Be alive."
I'm really trying but today it was bad really bad
I can't breathe; gasping for air it's tiring after a while
All the pill bottles are empty
You said "No more."
I can't fucking breathe
The room it's shaking like a leaf about to fall from a tree
I can relate
Teach me, teach me how to be alive
I'm pale to the point of see through
Practically dead d-e-a-d not alive
I hate saying it but it's true
The shadows are chasing after me
The ceiling is talking to me
And the door is mocking me
If only I could move to get out of here
My legs are stuck to t
Never understoodShe needs to beNever understood in Free Verse More Like This
Yet no one
Will take the time to
So she puts it into words on paper
Starts to fill with black ink
Line after line
Word after word
Space after space
She keeps writing
Hoping someone will
Find it and read her poetic words
So they finally will know
Why she just smiles
Instead of bursting into tears
She never looks people in the eyes
But no they'll never
Cause nobody wants to
No one will look
They would rather
Not worry about it
Than actually try to help
I'll smile before the tears
I'll look down before I look someone in the eyes
And I'll hope that you fi
PossiblyimpossibleWe were in a big city with no stars in the sky and enough pollution to choke youPossiblyimpossible in Free Verse More Like This
Breathe in breathe out, I'm sure you'll be the one to live
Hold your breath if you don't want to die today lets live today
I'm terrified of this town and I wish I could live with the galaxy's
Asteroids circling and falling and bouncing of the orbiting planets
I want to stand in the middle of the road with a clear umbrella just letting the clouds break
Jump through the puddles like hopscotch but with washed away chalk
Learn how to fly
Dear boy i still love youDear boy,Dear boy i still love you in Free Verse More Like This
You must know I love you. When you come back from that war zone I hope to marry you one day. Its fine back home everyone misses you so much, your smile, your ocean like eyes and you rusty hair that's parted to the left. I miss all of you in one. Come home soon
I want reality"Dead rose petals are the prettiest things to me."I want reality in Free Verse More Like This
Live ones are to cliché and I'm far from that
"I don't want to be called darling, gorgeous, or dear those aren't original anymore."
Drop dead gorgeous would be better of course
"I don't want a ring, I want a key instead."
A key to your heart don't you know
"I don't want someone who can tell the truth before even thinking about lying."
Truthful is always better I want to know reality more than anyone else
"I want everything no one else would; I want the bad and the good."
With a twist of non fiction instead of fairytales
Never forget foreverI told you something that night when we were so cold our bones shookNever forget forever in Free Verse More Like This
Trembling in your wore down high tops I told you something and the next day you didn't remember
You didn't remember when I said "Love me forever?" you said "Of course"
If you didn't take those pills you would have told me again the next night and again and again
Empty ribcages and cracked hipbones I left you alone with a bottle of pills and a loaded gun
I figured you knew what to do instead you wrote a letter in italics and then you walked away
I remembered everything but I'm scared of love that four letter word terrifies me
Love you forever and ever
Frozen tears sha
Secret keeper lie tellerHooked on liesSecret keeper lie teller in Free Verse More Like This
Like a drug
Left to wonder what would have happened
If that one truth leaked from your stitched shut mouth
Dirty words lead to a forgetful night
All you had to say was one breath taking word
Instead you took what he said and ran from it
You were afraid, you still are
This monster that you thought you knew
He degraded you
"Are you okay?"
They'll never stop asking
"Yeah .. I'm fine."
The lies there inevitable
They all believe you
Except for one, one single person
Who knows your secret
He knows the truth
And it's going to be let out
How are you going to save it?
Another lie of course
Twelve o'clock is dangerousToday was a yesterdayTwelve o'clock is dangerous in Free Verse More Like This
Yesterday was a tomorrow
And tomorrow was today's unfortunate events
Live my life as your own shadow
Perfectly hidden from the world
Spin the drastic measures
Till lives of lost people found again
Get lost for one last time
Leave the clock stopped at exactly midnight
Tomorrow is yesterdays today
Lights flickering off and on
Just to tell you you're not frozen
Still alive just not breathing
Breathe and you're dead
Tick tock tick tock
It's twelve o'clock
Believe myself to fault guilt is no truth
Open the cabinets
You'll see a map
Imaginary FriendsI'm five years old.Imaginary Friends in Emotional More Like This
It's the middle of the night. I'm scared out of my mind, terrified to poke my head from out under my blankets. I have to stay where I am so that they don't get me. I don't even know who they are, but I can sense them in the corner of my mind, trying to creep up on me and take me in the middle of the night. I'm scared, I'm shaking. If only I could give them a name, perhaps they wouldn't be so terrifying, but there is no name for them.
But suddenly, there is a voice, a light, a presence. Next to me, holding me close.
"Do not worry, little one," she murmurs softly into my ear. "I will keep you safe."
A small and high laug
Esperanza and RaoulThe night was perfect in the city of Madrid, Spain. The stars were bright above, and below in the city was the melodic sound of dancing, singing, laughing, instruments... all in a strange yet perfect harmony. However, there was someone who was not partaking in the festivities. A man leaned against a balcony, his expression longing as he listening to the people who were so close, yet so far. Suddenly, though, the sound changed. There was cheering, laughing, and an exotic music. His longing increased, and feeling quite rebellious and determined, he quickly looked around for a way to get down, then saw it... a tapestry. An old, ugly tapestry thaEsperanza and Raoul in Short Stories More Like This
The City of Final HavenThe City of Final HavenThe City of Final Haven in Science Fiction More Like This
Final Haven City was originally a magically hidden laboratory made by Kriza. The lab was created as a haven for himself, a place where he had some measure of control over his own life; ever since becoming Kioru's pawn, he had steadily been losing control over his destiny. In his lab he started experimenting with Artificial Intelligence, which soon progressed into experimenting with developing human fetuses. But every time they got to about two weeks old, the fetuses would die. Finally he realized that they were not surviving because they had no souls that would inhabit them. In a last resort he infused his own DNA wit
The Story of ArchimedesArchimedes, the well known truth-seeker,The Story of Archimedes in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Jumping out of his bath, cried "Eureka!"
He ran half a mile,
Wearing only a smile,
And became the very first streaker.
A New Dawn Chapter One A New DawnA New Dawn Chapter One in Fantasy More Like This
Chapter One: The Untouchables
Three boys sat at a table, all of them so handsome they were almost pretty. The oldest (by just barely), was laughing at a joke hed just made. His messy black hair was tied into a short ponytail, his green eyes bored, and his goatee was a work-in-progress. His name? Skyler Masterson. The second oldest sighed, not really amused by Skylers joke. He was there to keep the peace, sort of. He went by Korban Lee. His hair was messy and blond, just reaching to his shoulders. His grey-blue eyes were bright with intelligence. The third, a year younger and a junior, flipped a page in
Two Dear FriendsTo two dear friends...Two Dear Friends in Emotional More Like This
You both lived good and long lives. Like all of us, you started out small and helpless, then grew strong and beautiful.
You made each others lives a happier and brighter place when you met, sharing a pure and happy life.
Even when the end came, you accepted and understood.
Now you will forever be together in the peaceful plains of eternal rest...
The First CreationsIn the beginning, there was nothing. A black space, seemingly infinite and without time, existed. Suddenly, light pierced the darkness, filling it will it's brilliance. Intelligence, which had existed dormant, rose to existence. Intrigued by the light, innocent as a child, the intelligence emerged to see what had occurred, but found that it was not satisfied. There was nothing for the light to shine on, save for itself, and it was lonely. It craved a companionship that could not be found, and sadness obstructed the intelligence as it realized that there was only way for there to be more than one. In the light it had come to love, it split itsThe First Creations in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
RARPing and its RulesRARPingRARPing and its Rules in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
RARPing stands for Real Adventure Role Play. It isn't LARPing, which is Live Action Role Play. RARPing is where you take yourself (not just a character with your same name, but your actual self in flesh and blood, though you are allowed to make a couple of modifications to your appearance as in a bit taller or skinnier) and put yourself into a role play or story. Whether it's from an anime or simply a world you came up with all on your own, you go through the story and take what actions you would if you were really there.
For RARPing, it's up to you whether you already know the story or not (In my RARP, me and Britty thought we had
The TruceIn a place between dimensions lies the Realm of the Gods. It is a sacred place that no mortal has even been to, and ever will. For if a mortal were to enter this sacred area, they would disintegrate immediately. Though it is called the Realm of the Gods, it is rarely used by them, for it is a meeting place for the two most powerful gods, Kioru and Azi. When they do not meet there, they are in their own realms which are hidden from each other at all times. From their own realms they rule over their separate factions, nudging, controlling, and manipulating their pawns.The Truce in Fantasy More Like This
But they are not in their separate realms. For Azi has called Kioru
Camina's Story--PrologueLong ago, there were the spell-singers. Once there were many of them, all woman as the ability to spell-sing was a trait that mothers passed onto their daughters. The first spell-singer was said to be one of Azi's daughters, with a beautiful voice that made men and woman alike fall to their knees before her. Her name was Lyara. However, unlike Azi's other daughters and sons, her hair was an unusual violet sheen. Azi, who had pure white hair, had no explanation to give to Kioru, who had fiery red hair. To him, though, it was obvious that this daughter was not his. But by the time the realization came to him, though, Lyara had already found a lCamina's Story--Prologue in Fantasy More Like This
Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 9--Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 9 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Part 9 ._.
America followed England into a large room, generally used for a library. It had several bookshelves, a grand piano, a fireplace, a wide window that looked over the gardens, and now, a dead Austria.
His head was resting on a few keys of the piano, still sitting on the bench. However, his shirt was soaked with blood and knife rested on top of the piano in front of a sheet of music.
"How I TOLD THEM TO STAY TOGETHER!" England shouted, glaring at the body.
"Another murder already? Canada was killed only 30 minutes ago!" America yelled and grabbed onto England. "Iggy! I'm scared."
"What happened? Who's
Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 10--Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 10 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Part Ten ^.^
England sat down at the head of the table, hoping everyone would be able to make the simple walk downstairs without trying to kill each other. Even if there was only one killer, everyone seemed to be fighting with someone. Except the Baltics, they had been quiet as usual. Which was nice.
America walked into the room and sat near England. "Iggy, I know you said no killing on the way here but I think I stepped on a bug." America confessed, looking away.
" it's a bug." England replied, sighing.
"I know but I killed it and you told me not to kill anything."
"Not to kill any humans. Bugs are use
Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 7--Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 7 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Part 7 (T_T)
Lithuania was sitting with Estonia and Latvia when he heard a yell from the kitchen. Latvia looked up from his plate; he had helped Liet cook, and glanced at the door. "H-how did it happen? America's plan was supposed to w-work "
Lithuania shook his head and said, "I also gave Norway some food did he choke?"
"Let's go see." Estonia decided, standing up and walking to the kitchen.
When Lithuania entered the kitchen, he could see Norway on the floor. Dead. "What happened?" Lithuania asked, running over to the scene.
"It appears he was poisoned " England said, kneeling next to Norway.
Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 6--Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 6 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Part 6 O.o
England walked over to America's room, yawning from waking up only ten minutes ago. He knocked on the door and called, "America, you better wake up you lazy idiot."
"Mmffhmmmmm." America replied.
England sighed, knowing it was useless trying to wake him up. He decided to try later. He went to the next room, France's. He kicked the door and yelled, "Get up and make sure you put some clothes on!"
"Fine." He answered.
England went to each of the rooms, repeating the process for each one. When he was finished he walked over to the top of the stairs and waited for them. France appeared from his room fir
Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 5--Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 5 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Part Five :U
The cat landed on England's head, unsheathing its claws and trying to gain it's balance back. "WHAT THE BLOODY HELL, SOMEONE GET THIS THING OFF ME AND KILL THAT USELESS GREECE AHHH." England yelled, trying to swat the cat off him.
"The hero will save you!" America announced and jumped on England, pushing him and the cat to the floor. The cat jumped away and then pounced onto Germany.
"Oh, what's happening here?" France asked with a smile, seeing America lying on top of England.
"Get off me! And shut up France!" England yelled, although his voice was muffle
Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 4--Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 4 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Part 4 :D
"Yes!" America yelled. "I won the Cold War!" He smiled and kicked Russia's arm. "Take that you commie!"
"America, shut up!" A voice yelled from upstairs, it sounded like Austria. "You did not win the Cold War!"
"Yes I did! Russia's dead!"
"That's not something to be happy about, aru!" China yelled while coming downstairs with nearly everyone else.
America paused for a moment. "Why not?" He asked.
"Because you could be next." Greece said, covered in so many cats America could only see his face.
"Aaaaaand that would be another ghost to worry about." France added with a smirk.
America frowned a
Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 3--Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 3 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Part Three :3
England sprinted up the stairs, hoping to be able to save Sealand, or at least catch the murderer. On his way up the second flight of stairs he met Latvia.
"E-england! Sealand was killed!" He yelled and led England to Sealand's body.
Sealand was laying in a puddle of blood, a knife resting on top of his throat. As England entered the room, the other guests began to crowd inside as well, wondering who the second victim was.
"Sealand! But he was such a young country " France said, shaking his head slowly.
England glanced at his rival. "But I thought you didn't like Sealand."
Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 2--Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 2 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Part Two :'D
Soon, everyone was crowded around Spain's body.
"Is is he dead?" Someone asked.
America kneeled near the body, poking it with a stick he found. "I think he is how did he die?"
England grabbed the stick out of America's hands. "That's my magic stick "
"Well .it looks like he was murdered, da." Russia said, staring at Spain's body.
"Huh? What makes you think that?" England asked, looking curiously at Russia.
"He has a wound in his chest and there's a knife over here covered in blood."
"Why didn't you say that earlier?" England walked over to where the knife was.
Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 11--Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 11 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Part 11 =D
"I'm booorrrreeeeddd." America complained, lounging on a couch.
"Well that's too bad for you. I'm trying to watch TV." Hungary said, going through the channels and trying to find something to watch. "If there was anything good on."
"HEY. I HAVE AN IDEA." Prussia yelled, jumping up from his spot on the floor.
"What is it?" France asked, looking curiously over at Prussia.
"LET'S PLAY A GAME." Prussia announced.
"YOUR IDEAS ARE TOTALLY AWESOME." America shouted, jumping off the couch to highfive Prussia.
"Yeah!" Prussia yelled.
"Okay what kind of game?" Germany asked.
" I didn
Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 13--Hetalia Murder Mystery Part 13 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Part 13 8D
LAST TIME ON HETALIA MURDER MYSTERY: America nodded and England played the video. The murderer stood over Estonia and took off their mask.
"That's Latvia. HolycrapLatviaisthemurdererwhatthehell." America whispered.
"I I didn't know that Latvia was able to actually kill someone." England said, staring at the paused video.
"So what do we do?" America asked, turning to England.
"We have to find Latvia. Now." England said and stood up. "He's most likely armed so we're going to need some weapons."
"Do you have any guns?" America asked, grinning.
" no. There are some knives around he
This Time Imperfect Sarah looked out her window. Another argument with her mother had her crying in her room. She sat by her window, her tears flowing with the rain. She wished the sun would come out. The rain only reminded her of the place that she left behind and could never go back to. The tears seemed to fall faster now. She had no home. Not anymore. She had over stayed her welcome in this world. This had been obvious since she had started high school. The fake friends that didn’t care if she lived or died, the stupid ladies at church that she knew despised her, her own family seemed to hate her. The Joneses (Jones was her mother’s maiden name)This Time Imperfect in Short Stories More Like This
Frozen IIChill filling my chest and rushing to my body.Frozen II in Free Verse More Like This
My heart is cold yet I still live.
What a rush.
I have a feeling welling deep in my chest.
I want to sing.
It's a blissful winter.
Cold and unforgiving.
I feel filled with a cold joy.
It pulses through my being with every beat.
I bite back laughter.
But the wide grin on my face is prominent.
I'm suddenly feeling wild.
Like racing out and letting loose my joy.
I want to run into the street barefoot while it rains.
I want to scream to the world that I'm alive for the first time.
For the first time I am awake.
But why won't it last?
Dangerous MindDangerous MindDangerous Mind in Free Verse More Like This
She sits calmly.
In a corner.
With a book or with a journal.
No one cares.
She reads and writes often.
They don't know what it's about or what she's writing.
They don't care.
Why worry about the social reject in the corner?
Society didn't reject her.
She rejected society.
It's about profiling.
It's full of notes.
On her friends
On her teachers
On her classmates.
Who knew a book and a journal could be so dangerous?
She and her dangerous mind did.
Puppet MasterThe Master and his puppets.Puppet Master in Free Verse More Like This
The King in his castle.
The Queen at his side.
The Joker and his Puppets.
The Ace watching with a scowl.
The dancers dancing in masks.
One dancer isn't what he seems.
The Ace walks by the Queen.
The Queen excuses herself to the powder room.
The two faced Joker tugs a string.
"Highness, thine Ace requests an audience with thee."
The King leaves to see his Ace.
Tomorrow two lovers at the guillotine.
One a revered hero.
The other a graceful Highness.
The blade crashes down.
The master watches his handiwork.
The Joker is found dead the next day.
A new Joker is called to the sad Kings court.
She was o
Human NatureHumanityHuman Nature in Free Verse More Like This
FrozenLying here,Frozen in Free Verse More Like This
Restlessness gnawing at my mind.
I feel a chill deep inside.
My skin feels cold.
I put a hand to my chest and it is warm.
But inside I am shivering.
Deep inside a child wonders the tundra of my soul,
Hunting for a warmth that will never be found.
My heart is frozen like winter.
But it still beats steadily.
In the day I light matches,
I gaze at the fire.
The temporary light makes me feel something.
The flame slowly dies and I'm left shivering.
I huddle underneath my charcole covers.
Yearning for that warmth.
I lay there alone.
Alone and cold.
ZaGr ch. 2Gaz smiled, "A little?"ZaGr ch. 2 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"I suppose that's an understatement. He's very protective of you."
Gaz chuckled darkly, "He tried to beat up a guy for grabbing at my ass. He's way too protective. And he hates your guts so it's a wonder we're even alone together."
"Yes. A bit suspicious isn't it? I mean, you are his sister. You both share the same genetics, the same blood. Possibly the same frame of mind?" He put his arm around her waist just outside the pocket where he had seen her put the cuffs.
Gaz pushed him away, "what are you implying? My brother's an idiot! The only reason I put up with him is because I have to!" She got really close, so cl
ZaGrZim sat at the lunch table observing the Dib. He was talking to his sister about something. He seemed to care deeply about her. Zim shuddered. He'd kill himself before he cared about another living creature. But the Dib had to go; maybe the sister was the key. Zim smirked to himself, a plan forming in his head.ZaGr in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
When school was out Zim ran up to Gaz, "You look especially er," He though up something that might be flattering, "dark today, Gaz"
"Go away Zim." Gaz replied angrily.
Zim was about to try and say something potentially irritating, when the Dib messed it up, "Zim! Get away from my sister!" He shoved Zim into a puddle of the horrible
MonsterStuck in one place.Monster in Free Verse More Like This
Never moving forward.
Same everything yet everything is different.
I hate you all!
The way you can move on with your lives.
Just go the hell!
You'd be better off that I am.
I hope you all die!
Stop changing things for the worst!
Shut the hell up all of you!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mary had a little lambI'm a mormon snd there is a mormon speaker named John Bytheway (other religions have TV evangilists, we have him)And in all of his talks he has little funny sections where he just jokes around. At one point he did an entire show that wasn't him teaching anything and he was just being funny. In this show, he was talking about the song Mary had a Little lamb and he thought up some parodies for it. Here are a few.Mary had a little lamb in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Mary had a little lamb
now the lamb is dead.
So mary takes the lamb to school
Between two hunks of bread.
Mary had a litle lamb
it was a very good one.
It never said a single word
because it was a wood one.
And heres one I tho
My Road To Fame Ch 1What can I say about myself, hmmmm, oh yes. I am just your typical 19 year old gay boy with dreams aimed high. I wanted to be an actor, not just any actor, but a big time actor on the big screen. I know it sounds kind of superficial but it is what I love to do. Ever since I was young I was always pretending to be something that I was not. In fact, I have spent my whole life pretending to be something to fit in with the crowd. You see where I lived being gay was seen as a bad thing, and gay kids were usually treated badly. I had to learn how to act quickly to play the role of the straight guy. But even at school I somehow managed to find myselMy Road To Fame Ch 1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Welcome To The pack 2It has now been a week since I was changed into the wolf. I have to tell you it has been a wild experience, no pun intended. I have really learnt how wolves live and I have to say I am enjoying being part of the pack. I do miss my human life, but I am more connected with nature now. Oh well, I guess things happen for a reason, so I was made a wolf for something.Welcome To The pack 2 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I had learnt my way around the woods now. I could thank my heightened senses for that. But to be on the safe side I still marked places to find my way back to the others. I was still learning to recognize the other wolves scents so I could find them again. I have been spending hours
Why I Must DieI am so scared of what I have become. I feel a darkness inside of me that is wanting to strike out on all that I love. It feels as if some outside presence is taking over and bending me to its will. I used to be comfortable in my body, but now I feel like the alien, and that the presence is what is really me.Why I Must Die in Emotional More Like This
I hurt whoever I touch. Anyone I ever care about feels the sting of the evil that has entombed me. It seems the closer you get to me, the harsher I will crush you. Your feeling will become the victim of a nasty assult. You may give me your heart and watch me play with it and torture it. Watch me as I take your heart and rip it apart slo
I am sorry I killed youThere we were, standing there. I was looking at him, he was crying. He had lost me, it was over. I had to break his heart, it was the last straw. I felt guilty, making him feel this pain, but I had to do it or else I would continue to go down as well. As much as I loved him, we could not connect on a level we needed to.I am sorry I killed you in Emotional More Like This
I guess I should have tried harder, but no matter how hard I tried I could still never understand his jokes. I tried to, but it was out of my reach, I just saw the pain and not the joke.
We were separated by a great divide, one which meant we could only be together a little at a time. I guess I should have been there for him
War Down Under Ch 3Chapter 3: Trouble at Mt.BoomWar Down Under Ch 3 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Night time came and Ty had still not arrived back at Bush Rescue. He had not been answering any of the calls that Bush Rescue tried to send. They thought he may still be too busy to answer their calls. They decided that if he is not back by the following morning something bad had happened. They went to sleep.
The next morning though, Ty had still had not come back, this made everyone start to panic.
"Ty still hasn't come back" said Shazza in a very worried voice " I hope nothing bad has happened to my little possum" added Shazza.
"Don't worry Shazza, we will find him" reassured Maurie.
" I hope so" said Shaz
003 LightTwo forces light and dark co-exist. However, as opposed as these two forces are, there is both light and dark in each. Both light and dark are just separate views of the same story. In order to fully understand the story both sides must be told.003 Light in Short Stories More Like This
The forces of light called themselves the Divine Ones. They wore robes of white and gold. they were a proud, well educated people and had a democratic government. The forces of light had a high country morale, and status was very important. They used highly detailed crests for their government and their armies. Their language was smooth and flowed well and was very articulate.
The Divine Ones believ
War Down Under Ch 1Chapter 1: Peace at last..Or so they thoughtWar Down Under Ch 1 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Life had started to come back to normal after the Quinkan invasion. The residents of Down Under started to settle down again, a sense of peace and calmness fell across the land. The Quinkan invasion has taken its toll tough.
Burramudgee had started being rebuilt and the locals had returned. Much had changed since the invasion, and they knew it would still be a while until things truly got back to normal.
Bush Rescue had been doing small missions like rescuing lost people in the bushland or help with broken down cars, but the main thing they did these days was help to rebuild the town. They would
War Down Under Ch 2Chapter 2: Ty to the RescueWar Down Under Ch 2 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Ty left the headquarters to go and check out the source of the explosions and to see if anyone was hurt. As Ty ran through the town of Burramudgee he saw many people in a state of shock and some children were crying. The towns people were not expecting such powerful explosions to go off so close to the town. Ty went around to see if people were alright. Ty then made a call to the headquarters.
"Maurie, we have quite a few towns people in shock, they made need some assistance" reported Ty.
"Sure thing Ty, I will send out Shazza and Naomi to sort it out" Maurie replied.
"Good, now I will go and see the explosion
A Slumberers AwakeningA Slumberers Awakening in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
As the clock stikes midnight on this night of frost
my heart quickens its pace as I regain what I lost
my heart finaly returns from its journey from me
as I unknowingly slumbered in tranquility
I awoke from a dream from my own perfect land
I now see that things have gone far beyond planned
as I see my reflection in the ocean of fate
I have forgotten why I've been forced to wait
as my hand slowly reaches to the scars I have gained
but still in my heart lies a far greater pain
a demon and angel still fight for controll
which one is the true me, which one is my soul
my memory fails me and I cannot recal
the boy who had lived in my p
A Guardian DemonA Guardian Demon in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I am a demon in the world of today
however my heart will not let me be
so I must be the best I can
and help all that I see
a guardian demon has no place in this land
for it is thought to be undertood
exept for a few amazing friends
who know that I am good
for it is them I try to shield
and help them though all of their fears
and as my feelings are revealed
my heart flies and I feel a tear
because the people that I find
to be of purer heart then me
the ones whos souls are pure and kind
and whos spirits are so sweet and free
can not live in a better place
then the rest of this human race
then a guardian demon I will be
A Final Shot MisfiredA Final Shot Misfired in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I know that Im not perfect
and who the hell thinks that they are
but Im wishing for a second chance
at breaking my own heart
cause I had one last bullet
and it was my last shot to take
but it went off acidently
and I missed and hit a fake
so now here I am dying
just to talk to thee
so I have a growing feeling
thisll be the death of me
so you look me in the eyes
for what you hope is the last time
and I see that my chances
have made a drastic dive
and I know theres no way my heart and mind
can both possibly make it out alive
like I still have a fools chance
of living my foolish dreams
and winning the maiden
after a dari
A Poets DreamA Poets Dream in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
As I lay asleep I wonder why
my plans have never came to light
my plans for fortune, glory, fame
all of them have been the same
my only scheme thats come to part
was winning a true maidens heart
and every night Im forced to dream
of outcomes that will never be
of poems written in the past
and true love that would never last
but in my dreams I still have hope
that I will find a way cope
I also dream of loves first rose
I thought was lost long long ago
but in my dreams I get the chance
that I will probably never get
and I will never cease to fail
unleess my courage finaly prevails
so heres to all those memories
that I someda
Fade to LightFade to Light in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
As my world slowly fades to black and white
one thing stays true within my mind
I think my heart has finaly turned to ash
as forteen years are gone in a flash
thinking back I cannot stand
the person who I know I am
a warrior without is sword
who failed to keep the oath he swore
a half a man who yearns for the truth of light
but sides with shadows in the fight
as I fade so slowly I still recall
those few momment when I stood tall
fading into light I look at all my plans
that have washed away like the ocean sand
but still I see my hopes and dreams
that still have a chance of coming to be
and I picture the few friends I possess
If I neverIf I never in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
If I never had to suffer
than I wouldnt be a man
and if I had never failed
I wouldnt be the way I am
If I hadnt turned to darkness
then I wouldnt have found the light
If I hadnt lost the battle
I wouldnt know how to fight
If I never got the chance to love someone who took my heart
then Id still be just a shadow missing that large part
If Id never met a friend who had helped me on my way
then Id never know the truth in what I feel this very day
If I never had not been heartbroke
then I would have never have seen
the truth that is reflected in each moment of my dreams
If Id never got to know her
then I would have never failed
A warriors final vowA warriors final vow in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
On this deathly cold Autumn night
under a crimson moon
this storys hero meets his match
and his heart dies far to soon
for the maiden who had won his heart
had done what in truth was right
but still the fool continued on
fighting the hopeless fight
With half a heart he took each blow
and didnt know why he still stood
without a heart or soul to break
how could he call himself good
because a knight had beaten him
as he always knew would occur
and he doesnt have a care in the world
but still he cares for her
the fair young maiden who made him see
the person who he turned to be
and on this night a vow makes he
in order to rep
Mother's Love.Mothers are supposed to be there for you.Mother's Love. in Concrete Poetry More Like This
To love you and care.
Never abandoned or harm you.
They are supposed to take away your pain,
and never be the cause of it.
To understand you're afraid and set you free.
Not lock you down, until you drop down
screaming on your knees.
They are supposed to convince you that monsters are not real.
But never become one.
To believe that fear is only
fighting for loves blissful air.
Mothers are supposed to love you.
Be there for you.
Just once I would really like that chance.
Mute.I promised i wouldn't be silent.Mute. in Concrete Poetry More Like This
But, It's as if my voice doesn't exist anymore,
or maybe it never did.
Lost due to it's own fatal cost.
It's as if it only matters to you when
you hear me silently screaming at night.
I want to yell, but that's only a
A rigid dream, that brushes against
my skin softly.
I cant understand these lifeless words that
carrying on, pouring out of my heart.
Yet they describe who i am.
Will they take me home?
Lead me to my heart?
This wars not over.
I promised i wouldn't be silent.
So why cant i speak?
A Night Out I stumble in the houseA Night Out in Concrete Poetry More Like This
after another drunken night alone.
Thinking that it'll ease the aching,
burning pain, love only seemed to fuel.
It was dark.
Once again i felt myself screaming your name.
Once i again i saw only you causing my pain.
I take another drink to block it out,
and promise myself it'll be the last time.
Like every night.
It's the same lie.
I see a different side of me this time.
A side of me that promised i'd heal.
A side of me that for once wasn't filled
with bullshit and soft scars that reappeared.
A side of me,
that only you can heal.
I stumble in the house
after another dru
Answer's.What the fuck is goingAnswer's. in Concrete Poetry More Like This
on inside of my head?
Why can't i scream out the
things that can't be easily said?
Make some kind of sound.
Why can't i just cry...
without that lingering need of death
pulling me forward.
Completely invading every single
one of my brutal thoughts.
What's wrong with saying "I'm fucked up."?
I need some help.
Why can't I say your name?
Why can't I admit that you're the one to blame?
Why can't i say "Hey, i'm not over "it".
I never will be."
I lost something I couldn't replace.
Why did you leave me lost?
Why don't I have Answers?
I. T. M. O. I. H. Chapter 20I. T. M. O. I. H. Chapter 20 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
February 18, 2011
Journal... How come i am looked at but not seen? Heard but not listened too? Or noticed but never followed?
Is it me?
Maybe i should be locked up in a metal hosptail like mother seems to yell out at me now. Maybe that is my problem.
I'm crazy. All of theses thoughs i have in my head are pushed together and i just want to scream. Can they hep me there? Maybe not. Crazy people seem to stay in there for years...
I am crazy Because that is the only thing that seems to ever make since any more. What else can i say?
Mother never acted this way before.She never hit me, blamed me for anything, for too long, or i
I. T. M. O. I. H. Chapter 18I. T. M. O. I. H. Chapter 18 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
February 10, 2011
It has been awhile I understand that, but lately i have been thing...i have something I wanted to say to you.
I figured out why they do it... Why people kill themselves. It is to stop that thought in their brain. The thought they can't escape from. That one thought that hunts them every single day.
After all you can't escape from your self right?
So they kill themselves.
So do it slowly to saver the moment, or just to fulfill what they have been waiting for. So do it fast for fear of stopping and never trying again.
Once it is over.
Its like your falling.
Your falling bit never hit the pavement.