For Anyone That Cares...Here's some random face about me that ive wanted to tell people, but didn't know when to say it. Most are art related.For Anyone That Cares... in Personal More Like This
I think my art style is too cartoony for me to draw anything serious.
most anthro scares me, but some people draw it in ways I appreciate, sometimes even like.
Im super insecure.
I feel like, even though I can see, and even feel my improvement, I dont think im going to get far as an artist.
I don't think I challenge myself enough.
I usually hide how I feel, whether it be affection or sadness, etc.
I talk to a stuffed animal I've had since I was a baby, pretending its a person who can understand. Mostly because it the only way I can talk freely and come to terms with things.
I don't really like my art style.
I greatly look up to Mustacheyum and Ruaniamh
when I was first coming up with my drawing style, I copied other artist to test them out.
Julia was actually a result of copying a style and I drawing fluttershy wrong.
Ill never be good enough.
no matter how g
For the People Helping with the ProjectEDIT: Only one left!For the People Helping with the Project in Personal More Like This
Here's the 10 ways! After you choose one, I'll cross it out and put your username next t it!
She went down in an airplane subject-Delta2
Fried getting suntanned Werewolfe1
Fell in a cement mixer full of quicksand TeslaSong
She met a shark under water MINEEEE.
Fell and no one caught her gasai-aisubeki
She was caught in a mudslide UnicornSloopBlarg
Eaten by a lion Emerald-Beatle
Got run over by a -censored- purple Scion
She dried up in the desert Apriifox
Drowned in a hot tub Earth-pony-mischief
Danced to death at an east side night club hannahMCx
So, yeah. Here!
Try to imagine the picture before you choose it, kay? Some may be hard to draw for.
You Can Ignore This if You Want.Its nothing serious.You Can Ignore This if You Want. in Personal More Like This
I think I'm going to ask my mom if me and Hannah can start seeing a therapist.
Hannah just went on for almost an hour, talking about pretty much everything. I won't go into detail, cause I don't have time. But, itturns out my sister has it just as bad, maybe even worse than I do. She kept obeying that she could never say these things because mom would hit her. Which she does. She slapped her in the face- twice- this morning becauseshe finally snapped and yelled at Jordan. Now, this is a daily thing. Now do you understand why I can't talk to my mom? I think we would both benefit from talking to a therapist.
Changing my username?I really want to change my name on here. Why?Changing my username? in Personal More Like This
Because now over a hundred people know my name.
And I'm being found on other websites.
It's legitamitly creeping me out.
But I guess I'm gonna need premium to do that.
And a new username idea.
Too bad I have neither.
Cause I'm actually freaked out right now.
OH MY GOD THAT EPISODE.;-;OH MY GOD THAT EPISODE. in Personal More Like This
GRANNY SMITH DID HAVE BLONDE HAIR.
SHE WAS SO PRETTY.
OH MY GOD HER EYES.
SOMEONE DO AN AGE SPELL ON HER SO I CAN ALWAYS SEE THAT.
I LOVE BABS.
APPLEJACK Y R U SO STUPID YET SOMEHOW AWESOME.
AND YOU FINALLY GOT YOUR OWN SONG AFTER ALL THIS TIME.
I LOVE YOUR SINGING VOICE.
AND AGAIN GRANNY SMITH. ASHGFDVAKHDGVSDFHAV
I LOVE GRANNY SMITH SO MUCH.
OKAY I THINK I'M DONE.
I'm gonna be making a few new OCs.All of them will be Lesbian, Gay, Bi, or Trans.I'm gonna be making a few new OCs. in Personal More Like This
That means four new/old but altered OCs.
Fizz Wiz (Fizzy Pop's new name) is Bi, so she'll take care of one slot.
Already know who's gonna be what.
Oh yeah, I'm drawing one of them now.
Gangster Pony anyone?
I'm trying to make a journal skinI don't know what I'm doing.I'm trying to make a journal skin in Personal More Like This
Change of PlansNot going to the reenactment today~!Change of Plans in Personal More Like This
You know what that means?
I think I'm gonna see if Katlyn can call me, then we can watch it togetherrrrr.
CAN'T CALL YOU SKYE CAUSE YOU'VE ONLY SEEN ONE EPISODE. :I
My Dream Last Night...I had a kinda weird dream last night. Guess I should explain.My Dream Last Night... in Personal More Like This
I was in my early twenties I think, and I was living in a huge apartment complex. There had to be at least a couple thousand apartments. And, it wasn't just me. Somehow, I had a daughter. She was amazing. She had long, dark brown slightly curly hair and bright blue eyes. I think she was about four. She had an amazing personality, and cared for everything. And, for some reason, she loved to swim, even though she didn't know how. She was really brave and adventurous, too. It's crazy how much I could love someone who didn't exist. And, I feel terrible cause I can't even remember her name. I think it was something along the lines of Amaya. I'll be making her into a character, cause I feel like I owe her at least that, and I don't want to forget her. Ever. Too bad I won't be able to keep her name, it sounds too much like Mya and people are probaly going to call me "unoriginal". I'll probably change it to Natilie or somethin
The Age of DiscernmentThe Age of Discernment in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
:icontechgnotic: by techgnotic
With great access comes the great responsibility of discernment.
→ This article was inspired by the conversation in the comments generated from last week’s Suggestivism article.
As we traverse the final phases of maximum raw information accumulation, potentially equipping us for jacking in to the promise of the Singularity, the contents of many lifetimes’ worth of knowledge, art, education, and history are now at our fingertips. More and more Universities, libraries and arts institutions have swung open their digital doors and granted access to their lectures, courses and curricula free of charge to anyone in the world with a connection to the web. Access to education is fundamentally shifting our society towards an unmappable
Witch Sorceress EnchantressWitch Sorceress Enchantress in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
The Witchas Multifaceted Icon
Throughout history artists of every discipline have been fascinated, inspired and transfixed at every historical stage of the shifting perceptions of the “Witch” in any given time or society. The seams within every page of every chapter written against or in defense of the witch have been alternatively filled with oppressive sexism, blind eyed religious bigotry, occult doctrine, fevered and forbidden lustful sexuality, misplaced fear, and reams of wide eyed superstition.
Consequently, the colors, and lines within every stroke upon every canvas and visceral depiction, carry all the burdensome weight of the long intricacies of this subject. With respect to this much maligned, religiously and politically repurposed, perpetually misunderstood subject
The Muse AbidesAsk any artist about “emptiness” and they’ll tell you about the constant recurring nightmarish emptiness they must face down almost every day as a part of their vocation: the blank space that they must fill. Whether he’s a painter facing a blank canvas or she’s a poet facing a blank computer screen, the blank space awaiting transformation at the hand of the artist can be the loneliest and cruelest place on earth.The Muse Abides in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
:icontechgnotic: May 23, 2012 by techgnotic
Ask any artist about “emptiness” and they’ll tell you about the constant recurring nightmarish emptiness they must face down almost every day as a part of their vocation: the blank space that they must fill. Whether he’s a painter facing a blank canvas or she’s a poet facing a blank computer screen, the blank space awaiting transformation at the hand of the artist can be
SuggestivismSuggestivismSuggestivism in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
Birth of a New Category or Beginning of the End of Categories?
:icontechgnotic: by techgnotic
Just when you thought there couldn’t possibly be another “ism” on the art world horizon, what with the growing accessibility of all
art technique and technology rendering all the “schools of art” equally available and doable and therefore making impossible the dominance
or even existence of any current art “movement” … comes “suggestivism,” the “ism” best summing up what art is in our lives today, defined
more by what it is not, rather than what it is.
"Suggestivist" art is not slave to any on
Faux Propaganda ArtFaux Propaganda ArtFaux Propaganda Art in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
Propaganda I by Yuujakumi
The Comfort of Mindless Obedience
When is information true and useful and when is it just “propaganda?” Why in fact is an image or phrase or animated art sequence “propaganda” rather than it simply being a “lie?” What about acceptable lies that define our society as much as they degrade it - - for example commercials that obviously hype a product with untruths or political advertisements full of unachievable platitudes.
animal farm propaganda
Cosplay: From Fandom to IdentityThe recent explosion of Cosplay across the world has elevated “dress-up” far more into actual role-playing, with the fans not just trying to look like their favorite characters but actually “becoming” the characters for extended periods of time.Cosplay: From Fandom to Identity in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
Goddess with Black Wing by lady-narven
From Fandom To Identity
Wed Feb 08, 2011, 11:00 PM
The recent explosion of Cosplay across the world has elevated
Possessional DemonologyPossessional Demonology in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
Opening the Darkest Door
I have recently come across a most disturbing phenomenon in my studies of the Diabolic Infestation of the Soul. It seems there is a most frightening psychological conundrum when considering the concept of demonic possession even the most remote possibility of reality upon our earthly plane is the notion that just believing it may be true could very likely be the spark needed for the Demon to discover, seek out, and ultimately inhabit its next vessel of evil: You.
From the Exorcist through Paranormal Activity, generation after generation of “believers” seem to have come to the reali
Cinema Makeup SchoolWatch depthRADIUSCinema Makeup School in Art Features More Like This
Mastering The Magic ofMonster Making
15.7 million fans tuned in for the fourth season finale of the AMC cable channel’s hit series The Walking Dead, making it one of the most watched hour-drama broadcasts in cable history.
More than a mere gore fest, critical approval for the show has come by way of nominations from the Writers Guild of America and the Golden Globes. World War Z
Dessert Of Your DreamsDessert Of Your Dreams in DeviantART Announcements More Like This
Is it better to possess a thing of beauty, or to experience the ultimate consummation of oneness with that beautiful thing by actually consuming it... and being left only with the memory of its beauty? Leave it up to our deviantARTists to think of a way to have it both ways – but left over as a feast for the eyes, preserved eternally on the digital planes of deviantART.
Craft, design, and artistry as applied to the most delicious and sinful of the culinary disciplines rises forth as we shine warming a light on this small but incredibly skilled serving of artists within the deviantART community. In an effort to taste all of the communities within deviantART, let
Slender ManWatch depthRADIUSSlender Man in Art Features More Like This
The Slender Man
In this season of deceits deceptions & witcheries
I am wary of my following message not being received with the full gravity it deserves. It is not my intention to unduly alarm the deviantART community, but... LaurenKitsune is at this time unaccounted for. All attempts on our part to contact her have failed. It is my hope that she has simply taken a much deserved unscheduled pre-Halloween “vacation” and will be back in online communication soon.
Before going dark, LaurenKitsune was good enough to write and transmit a report on the Slender Man phenomenon sweeping the Internet. That report is published here fo
Rant."I maek raep and meme jokes bcus thyre funni trololol u mad"Rant. in Personal More Like This
I am going to shove my feet down your and your mom's throat and I'm going to use both of you as slippers as I walk around on the Bucharest's melting concrete.
Thank you for reading.
Since I lost the pass from my other FB account......I have a new one now.Since I lost the pass from my other FB account... in Personal More Like This
I am an idiot for losing the pass from my old Facebook account.
Anyway have this one instead, I accept everyone who adds me, and I must warn you I speak a lot in romanian and sometimes post extremely retarded songs.
GAISE I GOT MY JAKE ENGLISH SHIRTERMAHGERDGAISE I GOT MY JAKE ENGLISH SHIRT in Personal More Like This
People bitching about the "No Love" ruleMe:People bitching about the "No Love" rule in Personal More Like This
Let's get this straight.If you're thinking about making a fantroll:Let's get this straight. in Personal More Like This
1. Make sure it respects the 6-letter rule.
2. Don't make his/her blood higher than Feferi for the love of-
3. Don't make a stupid-ass impossible to read thing of quirk pls
4. And for goodness sake don't pair it with a canon character you surely have friends who might have a pair for your OC. Eventually, if you really want to pair it with a canon character: do something extremely platonic, for example a simple incounter, a pesterlog, something like "Hey how is your day ? You okay ? How's it going with *insert other HS character here*" and BS like that.
The OTP airport in Bucharest.I was searching for some flights, and this happened:The OTP airport in Bucharest. in Personal More Like This
OTP = Otopeni, one of the two airports in Bucharest.
OTP = the OTP we all know.
SHIT I AM FLYING TO THE OTP
ERISOL HERE I COME
FUCK ME YES :iconrapefaceeridan:
Unpopular MMD opinion.I really don't like the Figure Shader. Looks too plastic and horrible on some models. I really don't understand why it's so fucking popular. I'm not a big fan of mechanic, too.Unpopular MMD opinion. in Personal More Like This
Instead, I like the NCHL Shader, Adult Shader, Serious Shader and Material Shader. Oh, and Blinn-Phong Lite, too
Art improvement (Comparison for self)June 2011:Art improvement (Comparison for self) in Personal More Like This
Tagged and shit.Tagged by SuicideParkerTagged and shit. in Personal More Like This
1. Porn or doujinshis?
Ehhhh, porn doujins. ^_^'
2. You got weed, da?
Nah, that shit sucks. Have some vodka, it's better.
3. Can I has Faygo?
*throws Faygo to you*
4. What would you do if you found me dead on Gamzee's horn pail?
I would scream very feminine and run away.
5. Tell me a story?
Once upon a time, there was a Nepeta. Was, because Nepeta is dead. The end.
EriSol and Amporacest. <3<3<3
7. Hetalia or Homestuck?
8. Deadmau5 or Skrillex?
Why not both ? owo
9. Strip poker with me?
10. Can I has hug?
*throws a hug to you*
No questions cause no tagging from me, goodbye.
For music I'm listening to...So, yeah, if you want some nice music, go to dailyedm.com (it's a Tumblr blog), section "Music".For music I'm listening to... in Personal More Like This
That's the kind of music I love to listen.
Here's the link: http://dailyedm.com/tagged/music
There's Deadmau5, Skrillex, Avicii, Nero, Porter Robinson, Zomboy, Swedish House Mafia, even Tiesto, Daft Punk and Armin van Buuren.
Yes, I'm promoting this blog. :iconarthurunicornplz:
raped 0-0yes yes i know what the title says but me and :icongasai-aisubeki: have been raped by :iconUnicornSloopBlarg: XD we were i the middle of pe class and i was really sad because of a reason that im not going to tell now but yes i was sad and so katlyn comes up and hugs me and ben comes and scares her and she................................well lets just say my butt felt violated :icongodwhyplz: and she was chasing after me and AHHHHHHH it was a screwd up day for me we just laugh about it now.....just laugh about it.. skyes back was jumped onto like a PUMA gosh she every where and probly watching me right now...*fun the said and you should go make up with her they said *raped 0-0 in Personal More Like This
memories..............Do you remeber the time when we wouldn't listen in math class and would just giggle and snort all the way through class with out getting caught? And that time when you came over and we watched stupid videos and danced to silly music? Do you remeber the time when we would pass notes all the way through class just to say hi? Do you remeber when one of us were sad, we would go to the bathroom just to cheer each other up? Do you remeber those little side remarks and inside jokes that no one else got except me? Do you remeber how i was the only one who understod you when you were feeling sad and how i would do ANYTHING to get you to smile for a second.........Do you remeber? Because i still do and it haunts me every time i pass you by in the hall way and wave hi and you just smile a little and walk away....I kills me to see you laugh at other peoples joke that i already told you.......It's just memories that will not prevale or shimer in the sunlight.......but instead bring gloom and rainstmemories.............. in Personal More Like This
Spread the DA LOVE! ^^Hiya guys! one of my BESTEST friends in the world has finaly made a DA! :iconrain-chan152: so go tell her hi and welcome please!! ^^ :iconslowhugplz: :iconpatpatplz: :iconorekismileplz: :iconlsmileplz: :iconsmilieplz:Spread the DA LOVE! ^^ in Personal More Like This
jimnelnflirr1 :iconunicornsloopblarg: and i are divorced nowjimnelnflirr in Personal More Like This
2. i had a really sucky day today
3. i am eating a lot of good candies............* takis chuchu, pocky, fourtune cookie,angry birds gummies, yam yam and etc* ( i feel fat! X3 )
4. im drinking monster.........
5. im typing an essay right now..
6. im just really angry and i wanna punch a wall.
7. mym om is the best person in the world to me because she is letting me get my feelings out and bondding with me so that i dont feel separated from the world.
8. im grounded
9. my leg hurts thanks to a lot of things that happened today to it and i have a BIG bruse on my thigh
10. i am a young girl who is growing up in this idiotic world of politics and junk..
~ ten random facts you probly didnt know....~emily
Happy new year! ^^i hope every one gets to have a great new year nows the time to fix all of our mistakes and start anew! ^^ anybody have a new years resiloution? i think mine is going to be be on task more.. i need help with that alot im a little bad when it comes to class in math...... T^T i hate math with a passion... ( Math time is epic doodles time) but i hope it gets better! ^^ remeber now is a time to prove to yourself that you can be even better than you were last year.. let the mistakes guide you on the new path of life! ~ EmilyHappy new year! ^^ in Personal More Like This
Winter break! ^^THATS RIGHT!! im on winter break ( THANK GOD!) at least a little time to relax and just do what i wan to do! ^^ :iconorekismileplz: had fun at school yesterday and got a place in homecoming! :iconslowhugplz: Thanks to my friends of course... bu thte thing that bugs me is.........What do i do? I mean im bored and i cant waist my time! :iconheadsmashingplz:Winter break! ^^ in Personal More Like This
Engaged?hey'a guys i have been proposed to by :iconunicornsloopblarg: today during spanish class.......she had a ring and everything! XD so aparently she the husband and im the wife? it all started with this inside joke between skye katlyn and i and i guess it grew past a point to were we are married and junk! XD i think its funny and i wearing the ring right now katlyn-chan! :3Engaged? in Personal More Like This
Chicken was HERElol XD chicken was here! emily you really need to log out when im here!! X3 jhfkajhnfkjdlfsjfhjdkfh cant wait to eat candy and junk with ya.Chicken was HERE in Personal More Like This
3000?:iconsqueeeplz: 3000 page views!!! :iconcryforeverplz: im so happy!! thanks to all my watchers and anyone who take time out of there day to look at my art! ^^ but ive inproved and ill have to post more pictures!!! ^^3000? in Personal More Like This
Ep 13 The Christmas special, Subbed:iconredsparklesplz: The Season 5 episode 13! :iconredsparklesplz:Ep 13 The Christmas special, Subbed in Personal More Like This
Also :iconrpnation-hetalia: is a role play group holding tryouts for open slots. We need people willing to play:
Bulgaria, Egypt, Greece, India, Latvia,
Liechtenstein, Monaco, New Zealand
South Italy, South Korea, Sweden, Thailand, Turkey
Please check out the group page for how to submit an application and try out for a part. You can note :iconrpnation--america: or any of the co-founders if you have questions about trying out for a part.
Hetalia season 5 episode 8 Subbed!:iconredsparklesplz: The Season 5 episode 8! :iconredsparklesplz:Hetalia season 5 episode 8 Subbed! in Personal More Like This
SUBBED Thanks :iconCheetahFire37:!
Beautiful world episodes and informationHi, I will still try to get up the new episodes as they come in but, they get pulled very quickly now. I strongly urge you to go to the funimation website ---> www.funimation.com That's the official site where you can watch the new episodes as they come up. The more of you that join to bug funimation about how much you love Hetalia, the more quickly they will release new episodes and other fun stuff. You do not need a paid account to sign up for funimation, you can sign up for free.Beautiful world episodes and information in Personal More Like This
You can also see the episodes here on this site. Our Scotland found that one for me, thanks Scotty! http://www.gogoanime.com/?s=hetalia+beautiful+world+
Also my :iconrpnation-hetalia: group has more slots open for ancient characters and a few micro nations.
And we need a Canada, Al here is a mess since ours decided to leave us. If you think you have what it takes to be the brother to someone who regularly blows up your kitchen, does genetic experiments in your basement that quickly go out of control, make
Hetalia season 5 episode 7 Subbed:iconredsparklesplz: The Season 5 episode 7! :iconredsparklesplz:Hetalia season 5 episode 7 Subbed in Personal More Like This
The Season 5 special 'America's Birthday' subs:iconredsparklesplz: The Season 5 special 'America's Birthday' English subs! :iconredsparklesplz:The Season 5 special 'America's Birthday' subs in Personal More Like This
Himaruya update. Let's just take a look at this.Okay he's not under arrest for stealing hearts, yet. That's actually Alfred in a costume. According to the translations I've been getting, Himaruya was wondering if with the fact we have convict costumes that maybe some prisoners might plan an escape around Halloween knowing they can blend with the population.Himaruya update. Let's just take a look at this. in Personal More Like This
I don't care, Himaurya can wonder about anything he wants as long as he keeps updating like this.
Here's the original blog, Bamboo Forest http://himaruya.blog61.fc2.com/ Please check it out there are lots of very nice updates happening there, fans will not be disappointed.
Translated pages can be found on this LiveJournal page here. http://bamboothicket2.livejournal.com/
The Season 5 episode 12! Subbed:iconredsparklesplz: The Season 5 episode 12! :iconredsparklesplz:The Season 5 episode 12! Subbed in Personal More Like This
Thanks :iconYanguchitzure: for helping us find this.
Devious Journal Entryi replaced my broken iphone with a 4gS today. WOOT! actually, i wanted ride the broken one until the touch screen stopped working, but when i went to the store and tested the camera out i was pretty much sold. 8 megapixels, a flash and additional memory was exactly what i wanted in an upgrade. i swear, Apple is the only American company i have faith in nowadays.Devious Journal Entry in Personal More Like This
Devious Journal Entryjob hunting has not gone well. i have joined several employment agencies and turned in countless applications online, but i have only received a handful of callbacks and have been turned down twice. the fossils i have for sale on eBay have failed to attract as much as a few hits. i should probably try peddling my fossils to local gift shops in person. perhaps i should also look into doing commision here on the dA, but im not sure if my skills are up to par yet.Devious Journal Entry in Personal More Like This
anyway, something funny happened yesterday. my dad was leaving town to go on a business trip, so he gave me a few chores to take care of while he was gone. the first task was to refill the ridiculous amount of birdfeeders he has on his balcony. for a man who hats the idea of government handouts, he sure does love giving free food to birds.
it took me 10-15 minutes to get those damn things down and filled. the feeders were suspended over a 10ft drop on metal poles that were frozen in place. i had to reach a few feet out and wrenc
Devious Journal Entrywell, i got let go from my job yesterday. it was a temporary position that was supposed to last for four weeks, but i sped up the assembly and kit ordering process so much that by 2 weeks they ran out of things for me to do. luckily they informed me that ill be asked to come back in two weeks after they get the electronics modules redy for installation in the scanning machines. until then ill be trying get my ebay account online so i can sell some of my better fossils. ill be operating under the username maniraptoran.Devious Journal Entry in Personal More Like This
Devious Journal Entryfunny storyDevious Journal Entry in Personal More Like This
ever since i my family got kicked out of our house, weve been staying at our dads place. normally hes kind of irritable, but today he brought 18 bottles of wine home (apparently that what you do for Halloween when youve lived alone for 10 years in a neighborhood with no kids). the mood at dinner was pretty good until he went all "of course i can talk shit about people, im a vp!" and "democrats are all whiners!" and "im gonna spend my birthday in Paris!". he then started drunkenly listed the placed he would take his buddies/clients. after about ten halfassed bullet points i jokingly said "dont forget the high class whore district" and he answered without missing a beat "no no, monday is a terrible time for that" and listed a few more places (Moulin Rouge was among them).
that explains why he ditched his birthday dinner last year to go on a flight to Paris/Nuremberg/the Czech Republic.
anyway, the moral of the story is talk to drunk people. its fun.
Devious Journal Entryi spent last friday hiking around looking for job openings. there was an office park right next to the planned community where my dad lives, so i knocked on every door there an asked if anyone was hiring. surprisingly i never had the door slammed on my face. a few of them asked for a resume and gave me their fax numbers since i didnt have one on me. i also turned in two electronic applications to the nearby Meijer and Costco to hedge my bets.Devious Journal Entry in Personal More Like This
home life has currently been pins and needles. my dad has been divorce from my mom for 20 years, and the two can get into fights very easily. to balance this out i have had to make myself almost completely subservient. i cook dinner every night, walk and feed the dog, and make sure nobody accidentally does anything to piss off dad.
that last bit is no easy task. if someone leave as much as a dirty dish out he snaps and yells at us. he even threaten to kick us out just because he thought i mouthed off at him during dinner. luckily ive spent most of
Devious Journal Entrymy first week at work has gone pretty well. no one has yelled at me yet, and my lunch break has proven a good time to draw. today, however, is going to be spent abstaining from adderall and passing out in the basement. i never said i was a role model.Devious Journal Entry in Personal More Like This
Devious Journal Entryhad dinner tonight with dad. everybody got the chance to talk about their lives, so i decided to bring up the Mississippian ammonites i found a couple days ago. i never got a complete sentence in. as soon as i mentioned "research", my dad immediately went into lecturing me about finding a job. he wouldnt let me change the subject , agree with him or even ask which places were hiring nearby. he clearly wanted to send the message "your opinion has no value until you work for a living". since the me and the rest of my family showed up on his doorstep uninvited with nowhere else to go, theres not really much point in arguing. i guess ill have to suck up my health issues and go job hunting tomorrow.Devious Journal Entry in Personal More Like This
Devious Journal Entryyesterday i got evicted from my house. there wasnt much warning. right when i woke up at 7am, my mom came to the door and told me we lost the lawsuit with the bank and that we had to be ready to go by 9. after living there for seven years, me my mom and my sister had to pack up everything we owned and leave in less than a day. luckily we got most of our possessions into public storage and our dad allowed us to crash at his place. so far so good.Devious Journal Entry in Personal More Like This
the moving operation went smoothly enough, but deep down i was angriest at myself. if i had just found a fossil dealer first instead of focusing on prepping and iding my fossils myself i might have been able to do something about this. i knew we were in trouble financially, but my plans were to long term and i probably missed every opportunity to help without realizing it. after that came slow boiling feelings of self hate, saddness and uncertainty about the future. i had to keep VERY busy with the packing and moving tasks
Wow They Went Through With ItConfirmed by a show writer on Twitter this evening. The shooting stars in the episode today was very subtle confirmation that AJ's parents are dead.Wow They Went Through With It in Personal More Like This
Oh how I love how the Cupcake Chronicles isn't getting demolished by new canon.
You Ponies Wanted A Drawing?The incredibly awesome CynderDragon101 has answered your prayers! http://cynderdragon101.deviantart.com/art/A-Gift-From-A-Departed-Friend-299826454You Ponies Wanted A Drawing? in Personal More Like This
Something Just Occurred To MeIn the Chronicles canon, the one truly to blame for the killing spree in Ponyville is Spike.Something Just Occurred To Me in Personal More Like This
Stay with me here.
He's the one who reaffirmed Pinkie's fears of abandonment.
Why? All for some jewels.
Great job, you fucking dragon.
Just started on Chapter 9. This will mostly likely be considerably longer than Chapters 7 and 8. Again, you'll be getting helpings of both Flashback and Present Day.
Okay, here's what I'd like the cover to be!For those interested.Okay, here's what I'd like the cover to be! in Personal More Like This
Rainbow, her back to the viewpoint, walking down the cobblestone hall of Sugarcube Corner's basement, towards the last door, where the murders took place.
I'd strongly, STRONGLY prefer the image be in color.
Well, there you have it!
Taken Up Another LevelOne of my favorite readers and resident fangirls, CynderDragon101 has now COSPLAYED Rainbow Dash with pink-tipped feathers. http://guiltyspark06.deviantart.com/#/d5351q9Taken Up Another Level in Personal More Like This
There's my awesomeness for the day.
To all Friendship is Magic Writers and VA's......I would like to offer a facepalm on the behalf of the Las Pegasus Unicon staff.To all Friendship is Magic Writers and VA's... in Personal More Like This
I don't expect to see Unicon again, and I very truly hope this does not negatively affect future Brony conventions.
For those unaware, Unicon, as a new convention, overestimated attendance, overextended funds, and thus, hotel rooms for writers and VA guests were not comped, and the con was shut down early today.
Then, they started asking for donations from the community to cover costs, without even telling us how much was needed to cover costs.
Way to fuck something up pretty royally.
Thank God I'm AliveThank God my mom's alive.Thank God I'm Alive in Personal More Like This
Thank God the dog's alive.
Truck was involved in a rollover this evening. I was driving. I'm still trying to recall what happened, it was so fast.
Can't give too many details right now. Injuries are minor, and I have my laptop at the hotel we're staying at in Arizona for the night.
If you pray, thank you for your prayers. I'm kind of on an adrenaline high right now, and it's still sinking in that I could've been killed tonight.
Maybe to get my mind off of this, I may work on the Epilogue. No promises. I know that's not a priority now, but if it helps me keep it together, then I will.
We're taking this one step at a time. Right now, I'm thanking God we're all alive.
New Canadian Reality Show! Spot the American!Place: Parking lot outside an apartment building in Surrey, BC, Canada.New Canadian Reality Show! Spot the American! in Personal More Like This
Day: November 17.
Weather: Impending storm.
Players: Me, wearing flannel jammies and bare feet. Building caretaker, wearing jeans, sneakers, and a t-shirt. My neighbour's 15 year old daughter, wearing CUTE!shoes, CUTE!Hello Kitty raincoat, and CUTE!mini-dress.
New Guy: Walks up wearing parka, wool pants, boots, gloves, hat, shaking visibly, to join the conversation about the recycle bins.
Building Caretaker, after about ten minutes of conversation. "So what state are you from?"
New Guy: 00 "How did you know I was from the States?"
Him: ..... New Mexico.
Petition - please signWhat happened to those babies in Newtown was ugly, and a tragedy. Babies. Twenty of them, dead because a young man was sick. The horror of it silenced me. What do you say? "I'm sorry" doesn't cover it. NOTHING covers the loss of those little innocents. NOTHING. I have a grandson the same age as some of those children. Friends of mine have children. It doesn't bear thinking about.Petition - please sign in Personal More Like This
UNTIL THE WESTOBORO FUCKING CHURCH OF HATE, SICKNESS, BILE AND EVIL ANNOUNCES THEY INTEND TO PICKET AND PRAISE GOD FOR IT!! BASTARDS! So get on your phones and keyboards, ladies and gentlemen, and tell these assholes where the hell to get off! Here is a link to a petition at whitehouse.gov asking the Obama administration to legally recognize the Westboro Baptist Church as a hate group. I think it's a damned good idea.
Not sure I will tell the Speculoos company...Not sure I will tell the Speculoos company about this...Not sure I will tell the Speculoos company... in Personal More Like This
Today I walked to the small cabinet where I keep my tea, coffee, and hot chocolate and opened it. Standing on top of the raspberry-mint is a mouse. I stare at the mouse. The mouse stares at me. I close the cupboard. I then go and get a live mouse trap and bait it with Speculoos. What the hell is Speculoos, you ask? It's a type of spread for bread from Holland that is so incredibly DECADENT that the last time I went there I brought back three jars in my suitcase. The best way to describe it is peanut butter blended with honey and caramel that is juuuusssst sweet enough - not too sweet, and SO DAMNED GOOOOOD! I wanna be BURIED in a coffin full. But not until I'm dead.
Anyway I take the trap and I take a dab of Speculoos and put it in the trap, then put the trap in the tea cupboard. EIGHT MINUTES LATER - I has a mousey. I am now a proud mama to TWO of these little wigglers, who go by the names Barnacle Mouse and Tea Mouse. Ba
Quick Rodent Update.I realize I've been a bit more hidey than usual these days. November so far has been a nightmare. Usually it's October that kicks my ass but I guess October and November traded off this year. So to update - it started when Laura toasted her dead friend at my party, because of course HER friend and HER feelings are more important than MINE. I managed to ignore her for the most part but it still really got under my skin. Then my mom had a hip replaced, and about two weeks after that she had a MASSIVE stroke which she ONLY survived because the methods they use to treat elderly hip replacement patients is almost the equivalent of what they do to treat stroke patients. So she survived because they had, in effect, been treating her in advance. Then Teena flipped the fuck out on me. She did say she was sorry three days later, though. Her reason for going psycho on me? She thought I was telling her not to molly-coddle me.Quick Rodent Update. in Personal More Like This
Uh... I wasn't, but even if I had been that was no excuse. I supp
Hmmm...Ah, Thursday night, AKA gaming night with Barry and Mikhail. We break out the dice and the player's handbook and the good beer and the expensive cigars and drink, smoke and laugh like loons for hours. Tonight Barry's character did something completely unexpected - he took off to go do the naughty with a high priest of an evil god - a MALE priest I might add. Not this character's usual choice of bedpartner. As Dungeon Master I tend to award player characters for exploring and stepping outside the box as it were, so I raised my pencil in preparation of giving Barry's character 5000 XP.Hmmm... in Personal More Like This
Me: Oh boy, Hawthorne is gonna get a surprise!
Barry: Oh man, he's not gonna get pregnant is he?
Me: ::stare.....:: Barry do you read my fanfiction?
I'm truly starting to wonder if he's not!
Okay what is up with the house spiders?A couple years ago I had a wolf spider walk out from under my monitor while I was amusing myself flipping through bad yaoi. It hunched down before me and STARED, like it was appalled at what I was doing. I even have an icon on my LJ account to commemorate the event - it reads 'PORN SPIDER - HE JUDGES YOU'.Okay what is up with the house spiders? in Personal More Like This
This time I was amusing myself staring at YouTube and a similar spider marches out from under the monitor, hunches down, and STARES at me. So... is this YouTube Spider, younger cousin of Porn Spider? What's up with the spiders in my house condemning me for watching YouTube and bad yaoi?!
I swear she's unkillable.Guess who is up and walking and eating and doing better than she was BEFORE stroke 13? If you said "your mom" you'd be right. She wants to go to the casino for an afternoon. Maybe we should start checking the old bird for Jenova cells.I swear she's unkillable. in Personal More Like This
about Prints MMDWe know that you sell using our MMD model images in dA.about Prints MMD in Personal More Like This
We are ANGRY and VERY SAD.
It is a Commercial Use.
A lot of MMD models (hetalia or not) are forbidden to Commercial use.
This is illegal our model's rules.
and This is illegal dA's rules, isn't it?
Don't you people keep rules written in English?
How we trust you people?
I know that not all of dA member do that.
But We have to block oversea users to SAVE our models.
We love our models like son and daughter.
We don't have inexhaustible free time.
We can't check all of the world.
But we want to save our models.
I help you people to know model's rules in dA recently.
Because I hope you to understand and keep our rules.
Thank you who understand, keep and act to protect models' rules.
A Commercial Use is NOT ONLY MMD's problem.
Fun Arts MUST NOT trouble the original author.
My distributed modelsSome people sent me Note recently.My distributed models in Personal More Like This
"Where can I download your model?"
I won't send it individually. It's such a bother.
I already wrote my distributed models in my blog.
This blog is written in Japanese.
But only this page is written in Japanese and English.
If the text has unexpectedly changed, you should change your web browser's character encoding.
(Let's google how to do!)
I'll add to this page whenever I'll upload models(new model and update model).
If there is not the model in this page, the model is not distributed to general users.
I forbid reprint my readme.
I may change model rule in depend on situation.
It will be in trouble because people still believe reprint of rule that is written before changed.
I make motions now.
And I want to make America type nonono uniform version.....perhaps....I'll make....perhaps...
(Japanese likes "perhaps". lol)
But you don't want to be confidence in modeler's "I wa
Japanese otaku slang triviaI read this http://mikumikutalia.deviantart.com/journal/About-the-quot-No-Yaoi-quot-rule-312475680 .Japanese otaku slang trivia in Personal More Like This
I write about "紳士向け" and "百合" for non-Japanese.
translate a passage word for word,
"紳士向け" [shinshi muke] = for jentle
"百合" [Yuri] = lily
But They are Japanese otaku slang.
In Japanese otaku slang, "紳士向け" = racy, sexy or salacious content.
You think Why "for jentle" means racy, sexy or salacious content.
The word is from that Kumakichi-kun in "Gag Manga Biyori" says
"No! I am not! I am not a Hentai! If I am a Hentai, I am Gentle by the name of Hentai!!"
Racy, sexy or salacious content is called "for Jentle" in irony.
In Japanese otaku slang, "百合" = same-sex(female) couple love content
Yaoi is romance about male with male.
Yuri is romance about female with female.
The word is from a homosexual magazine.
about PasswordDo you understand why he/she wants to distribute for people who understand Japanese language use his/her model?about Password in Personal More Like This
It is same as drive a car.
A man who don't understand road signs must not drive a car in public road.
It is a same.
A man who doesn't understand the rule has no rights to do.
Don't tell me you think that police forgive you by the poor excuse "I don't understand road signs!" ??
In this car's example, Japanese language password is a driver's license test.
"You have enough knowledge to drive a car or not." = "You understand Japanese language or not."
It is a test.
Cheating on the examination is equal that you tell the answer of password to someone.
Does your school permit to cheat or help to cheat on the examination???
There is a lot of people who use "I can't read Japanese." for excuse.
It is not an indulgence.
It is not a magical sentence that someone permit telling you a password or hint.
Are not you guilty if you kill a man and you say "I can't read this country's language!"
somethingI want you to know.something in Personal More Like This
These are my advice.
You get a model that "You can redistribute edited model."
It is NOT means "You can redistribute a material of parts".
"edit" that Japanese maker usually think is to edit from Normal Miku to Wedding dress Miku.
It is not means that you edit to delete the hair and the clothes and redistribute only the body.
Is it illegal or not?
It is depended on modeler.
A lot of modeler forbid to redistribute the original model (not edited).
Is only deleted parts model really "edited model"?
You say it is edited model: hair part, eyes part, body part, clothes part!
Do you think that modeler is glad?
It is depended on modeler.
It is not problem If you make a part and distribute it.
So, Others use it and the model that maker permit editing and redistribution, It is no problem.
It is not "edit" that you separate parts, I think.
I think "Edit" is that you remodeling another character or dress another clothes . (of course in legal)
Muzukashii-neI am not Japanese modelers representation.Muzukashii-ne in Personal More Like This
What Japanese modelers think are different one by one.
My journals are only my opinions.
Why do Japanese modelers want to distribute to people who understand Japanese.
They are NOT racist.
They are NOT doctrine of Japanese supremacy.
But a lot of Japanese can't use English.
In Japanese life, We need English a little.
It is A LITTLE.
A lot of modeler make a model in their hobby, not business.
translation is a troublesome chore.
If it is a business, it is a easy, They employ a translator.
I think that modelers enjoy only modeling, they don't enjoy troublesome chore.
me too. lol
Why they write readme.txt in English that is different from in Japanese.
THERE ARE LANGUAGE BARRIERS.
THERE ARE CULTURE BARRIERS.
SOME modelers write the lowest rules that as possible as they can write in English.
(like a "NO re-distribute", "No R18" or "NO edit")
They can't write all of their rules in English.
SOME modelers write rules in English but the rules is differe
Take a look at this ^^ (UPDATE)So... I just read an amazing journal from an artist here on dA and I think I should share it with you. It may help you somehow, it may open someone's eyes and it may clarify the difference between an artist and a talented person. She also show us two of her deviations, an older one and the most reccent one... and the improvement is amazing!Take a look at this ^^ (UPDATE) in Personal More Like This
Hmm... I wanted to ask you something.
Could you put on the comments a link to two of your deviations (an old one and a new one) showing your improvement?
I'll go ahead and I'll put two of my works:
(and believe me... I can find much worse...
Tagged! xPI have been tagged by: :iconShougaTouki:Tagged! xP in Personal More Like This
1. Each person must post 10 things about them selves on their journal.
2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you and create ten more for the people you tag to answer.
3. You have to choose ten people and post their icon.
4. Go to their page and tell them they have been tagged. simple enough.
5. No tag backs. Playground rules, respect them.
6. You have to tag ten people.
(I'm going to ignore some of the rules, because I seriously don't want to tag anyone! xD)
10 THINGS ABOUT ME:
1. I'm a very stressed person. I get super nervous and usually drawing is like my soothing.
2. I wanted to do a little animation this Christmas vacations! 8D
3. I also wanted to do a BJD! (probably I'll try to do one on the next summer vacations if I have time! *U*)
4. I have a very low self-esteem! xD
5. I dance and sing in public places and I don't really care about other's opinion about it! I just like to do it when I'm happy! 8D
6. My most recen
Billy is missing... (update)LOOOL! OMG!!! xD He appeared! A while after I wrote this, I went outside calling him again and he appeared!! He was starving but he is okay! ^^Billy is missing... (update) in Personal More Like This
I bet he was closed somewhere and just now he was able to come home. What a relief! ^^
I don't see my cat Billy since friday morning... and it's already sunday... I'm so worried.
I hope he's okay, I just want him to come back...
Just a little talk :3Hello, hello!!! :iconsupertighthugplz:Just a little talk :3 in Personal More Like This
Well... first of all... I want to thank you all (AGAIN! xD) because I already reached the 666 watchers, as a matter of fact I'm already on the 726 watchers and I'm like :iconspazattackplz:
So... thank you! thankyouthankyouTHANKYOU!!! :iconnomglompplz:
Anywaaay, look at what my dearest friend :iconhayzy: dedicated to me!!! :iconiheartitplz:
she is sooo sweet!!! Go check her gallery... like.. NOW!!! She has beautiful photos and she is an amazing and awesome person!
Aaaand.... speaking of awesome people! Would you mind to share a bit of love with my dear friend :iconCoffeeLetters She is new on dA and she is a "real life friend" xDD LOOL
Finally... my PM will expire in 4 weeks!!! ;__; bye bye awesome profile! xD
Okay people... noooow! Tell me what you've been up to?! :3
I've been on the hospital every days... so... my time to draw is soooo limited that it's a torture to me...
Also... my exams are on th
Watcher's Feature #1Watcher's Feature #1 in Art Features More Like This
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Sakura Flowers II by SakuraSkywalker Soul Eater by Dudazumi
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I have a good excuse...YES!!! I have a good excuse for the absence here on dA! xP And nooo... I'm not proud of having an excuse... I would prefer to have some time to actually do some drawings ;__;I have a good excuse... in Personal More Like This
You see this?
Yeah... this is what I have to study for Ginecology, the thing is that if it was only this I would have plenty of time and it wouldn't be THAT much... But... multiply this book for three and it is the amount of stuff I actually have to study in approximatelly two weeks for my exams... My vacations start on 21st December, so I have three exams to study to on the those weeks: Ginecology, Urology and Endocrinology....
I'm soooooo f*cked! ;___; I DON'T HAVE TIME TO DO ANYTHING!!! At least today I watched "Rise of the Guardians" to relax a bit from the study and jkdfnhjnhgcdknjhgk OMG JACK FROST IS SOOO CUTE!!!! :iconiheartitplz:
Anyway, my PM expired on friday I think! Bye bye pretty profile! xD
Nooow... back to study. I have a lot of art to do when Christmas vacations start. Can't waaaa