Breaking BottlesIf you want to,Breaking Bottles in Free Verse More Like This
If you need to,
Let it out.
Don't bottle it all up.
Don't keep it inside
Let the feelings show,
Empty yourself out
Let the tears flow
Don't keep them inside
Let them flow freely
When you wanna cry
Just let it go.
Let yourself go
Break the bottle
Don't keep that stuff inside
Let your feelings show
Don't keep them bottled up,
Don't keep them inside
Or you might explode,
Leaving a mess,
And hurting those near,
Those near and dear
Walk AwayDon't; Don'tWalk Away in Free Verse More Like This
It's not your fault at all
So don't; don't
Feel bad, horrible;
You've done nothing wrong,
Do you feel like that,
So guilty, so self conscious
I take this all,
All upon myself
Let me, let me,
Take all the blame;
From the guilt;
Your self inflicted pain.
DreamsIt was so real,Dreams in Free Verse More Like This
So clear in my mind
We were together,
Close as ever,
Close together again
The sounds, the scents
So clear in my mind
Along a beach
But it was just a dream,
A dream I wish was real
I miss you,
More than ever before
All added together
Wish that dream was reality;
It seemed so real;
It was so vivid,
So clear in my mind
EverythingWhen I'm away from you,Everything in Free Verse More Like This
Everything seems so dull,
Blank and boring
Scenery, passes by
Without me even seeing it,
It all just passes
Before my eyes
Don't notice anything,
Until you're in sight
Everything seems so dull,
Blank and boring.
Repeat, Rewind, RevisitNo day goes byRepeat, Rewind, Revisit in Free Verse More Like This
That I don't wish,
That I don't miss
I wish each day
For any chance
To relive, revisit
I hold so dear
No day goes by
That I don't miss you,
That I don't wish
For a second chance,
A good repeat
The time was bad,
The timing off,
There were too many
Obstacles to face
The mountains too big,
The towers too tall;
They were too much for us,
Greater than us
Stand a chance;
Were too great
IfsWhat if,Ifs in Free Verse More Like This
If we obeyed her;
And we did,
We did we did it for real?
What if I asked,
No joking at all,
Would you say yes,
Would you say no?
End ThisSometimes IEnd This in Free Verse More Like This
Just want to die,
To blow my brains
I feel that only then,
I can be at peace
I don't want
Living like this
Heaven and Hell,
In a never stopping
Tug of war
Let me just stop
Give me some rope,
Or give me a gun
I'm tired of
Being passed between
If you have
Even a sliver of mercy,
Let me be at peace...
Let me end this all.
Dreams Of YouAll my dreams,Dreams Of You in Free Verse More Like This
They're all of you
They don't bring me
None at all
They're all so real,
But not real enough
They only make me
Miss you more
The day, the night before
They don't bring me
None at all
Not A FairytaleOh, my loveNot A Fairytale in Free Verse More Like This
This may not be a fairytale,
But we can make
The best of our time
This may not be a fairytale,
But to me,
You are a princess
I'll sweep you off your feet,
Carry you up the staircase
To the highest room
This may not be
A fairytale you're living,
But to me,
Every moment with you
Is perfect; is a blessing
I'll cherish these memories
I will never willingly
Ever let them go
Will you join me,
Will you join me,
And be in this fairytale?
No GoodGot to get youNo Good in Free Verse More Like This
Out of my life,
And out of my mind
It's doing no good,
Only lots of harm
To keep thinking of you
I'm still in love,
In love with you
But I need to move on;
Start a new chapter in my life
Need to turn my back,
'Cause every moment
Thinking of you,
Blackens my heart,
Breaks it a little more.
My love for you,
It does no good,
Only brings me pain
Norse MythologyTo think ones existence would end in battle,Norse Mythology in Free Verse More Like This
as if people were herded like cattle.
Dieing in a battle for a place in afterlife glory,
even if the end may come slow and appear rather gory.
Picked up by an angel of death with their beautiful embraces,
life's troubles and tribulations appear to be erased.
Drafted by the gods for a final battles end,
where not even the gods know what lies around the bend.
For the frost giants clash with all their might,
nothing is left in its entirety after the final fight.
The Beast WithinNo one knows my true dark side,The Beast Within in Free Verse More Like This
even I try to keep it away and hide.
The urges that drive me when I am pissed,
for there is no reason to make me resist.
Control becomes a thing of the past,
as emotions start to impact me way to fast.
My outer shell torn in half,
for all beware of my ultimate wrath.
The beast within me fights to released,
but I remain steadily aware of it at least.
Caution to those who back stab and double cross,
both of which will cause them to be tossed.
For now I keep this side of me contained,
and with all my will and strength it shall remain.
Searching...Staring through the mist at an unclear form,Searching... in Free Verse More Like This
with the flashing of a distant growing storm.
Sound of a woman's voice calling me near,
partly excited but also proceeding with fear.
Step by step the form becomes more defined,
feeling the past no longer needing a rewind.
Outstretched...reaching for the goal,
this feeling of a burden off my soul.
Falling into the arms of absolute comfort,
no longer will I require a large amount of effort.
Final solution to my feelings of pain and love,
freedom comes of the long-caged dove...
Plight of PreyTo be preyed upon seems like a life full of stress,Plight of Prey in Free Verse More Like This
for any predator to attack without address.
Seeking hidden shelter from ones untimely end,
killers seem to be everywhere including the next bend.
Left to fend for oneself when they can,
running away from death til you can no longer stand.
In the end you were part of a cycle's cog,
as you sit there rotting in a muddy bog.
Reasonable DecisionAnother Day...My soul moves forward,Reasonable Decision in Free Verse More Like This
will my life bring a four leaf clover?
Reaching into the abyss hoping for light,
my body and mind in a ceaseless fight.
Forgotten is the past we once shared,
back when it seemed you really cared.
Footsteps take me to a place I once dared,
reasons to stay...Reasons to go...(x2)
Warmth of your touch has left me burned,
enticing beauty a thing barely earned.
Waking one morning to a chill at my side,
when you finally found a place to hide.
Forgotten is the past we once shared,
back when it seemed you really cared.
Footsteps take me to a place I once dared,
reasons to stay...Reasons to go...(x2)
My Angel comes to me from afar,
sending me to the most distant star.
Comfort in your arms of absolution,
seeking out an ultimate resolution.
reasons to stay...Reasons to go...(x2)
Planetary ThoughtsThe world holds much beauty and wonder,Planetary Thoughts in Free Verse More Like This
sometimes people cannot stop their rushing to ponder.
Revolving... Never ending the Earth seems to be,
but to the planet humans are but the size of a flea.
Pollution and corruption grows inline with the population,
as the planet suffers blow after blow for our relaxation.
Digging at the Earth's heart for precious minerals,
replenishing none except a few at sorrowful funerals.
We tread a thin line in which future trouble arises,
draining and straining the planet resource surprises.
In the end this will be mankind's undoing,
no one will be left to claim domains for ruling.
Love's BattleA feeling of losing ones outer shell,Love's Battle in Free Verse More Like This
sensation of touch has left all unwell.
Watching someone else live the chosen path,
growing anger and jealousy fuel ones wrath.
Left where one cannot be resolved or found,
toy to predators that was left unwound.
Never thought of providing resistaince,
called upon when needed for assistaince.
Ignored by ones who pretend to care,
continuing the battle for when one dares.
New FriendsAs some days go...this one was great,New Friends in Free Verse More Like This
almost stayed until it was dark and eight.
From high noon to eventual sunset,
hiking from one side of the park without regret.
Meeting people outside their dull existence,
as some begin to put up some resistance.
New friends who would otherwise never meet,
as we sit and talk as we hang our feet.
Saying goodbyes as we talk different paths,
brain decides the result of a days math.
Godlike PowersTo imagine being an all powerful god,Godlike Powers in Free Verse More Like This
where people appear under foot similar to sod.
Abilities that shape the planet Earth's surface,
to exist being a gods only major purpose.
To be a "good" god and help all of human kind,
or to be an "evil" god and plague everywhere you find.
Then there's the possibility of other powerful beings,
that come to the challenge ones rule as a god's sight seeings.
Forced to defend ones position up high,
even if given the powers enabling one to fly.
Ultimately hoping you will win and conquer all,
just to fall short as it seems you begin to fall...
Heavy RainfallClouds in the sky colored dark Grey,Heavy Rainfall in Free Verse More Like This
seems they are here and want to stay.
Rinsing off all things left outside,
people and animals finding places to hide.
Water streams down my face,
as the rainfall picks up its pace.
Sound of a thousand drops hitting the roof,
similar to the sound of a horse's hoofs.
seascapesYou are a distant speck on an ocean skylineseascapes in Free Verse More Like This
And I am a distant dot on the mountain line
We reach for each other yet we are not there.
Its as real as a movie before our eyes
Yet we never stop to hit pause
Fast forwarding toward
Our chance, our fate, our love
The days approach, colder now
The days we count down
Are memories to the wind
For without each other
Their meaning is nothing.
The chemistry for each other touches us
Will it burn us if we try
Are we making wishes to an endless diamond sky
Will all we ever do is cry
If this flame dies?
Oreos yaoi part 21Tarmo is on top of Nick,Oreos yaoi part 21 in Teen More Like This
on the couch. Nick
groans as Tarmo starts
to unbutton his pants.
Nick pulls Tarmo into
him further, as nick slides
his boxers off. Tarmo
runs his hands down onto
his genitals, easily
touching them. Nick tenses
as his fingers lightly
Tarmo rests for a moment, as
he looks at Nick. Nick shakes.
"thats' really enough foreplay>'
Tarmo pauses for a second,
as though unsure as to what
to do, before yanking his
clothes off and pinning
nick face front onto the couch.
He surges over him.
"Not how i meant that."
Tarmo lightly kisses the back of
"Tarmo, stop. please."
Tarmo carefully backs out and lays
down on the floor, as Nick
tosses him his boxers.
"Just in case."
He pulls them on.
Eric is on the floor,
writing like mad,
as CLay sleeps. HE
stretchs his lithe
body shakes a little
as he yawns. He shakes
his hair out of his eyes
and contiunes writing.
Clay wakes up ands
lays in the floor ne
Oreos$yaoi$ Part6I wake up, sun streaming in, and falling onto my face,Oreos$yaoi$ Part6 in Erotic More Like This
I feel clay's powerful arms around me. I snuggle back
Into him never wanting to leave. I sigh and get out of bed though.
I ruffle my hair as I walk down the hall. I capture a glimpse of myself
In the mirror. I look tired, but I feel better than ever.
I hear clay stir as I walk into the kitchen. I stretch and yawn.
I turn as I hear clay enter behind me. He runs his hand across
His chest and I see his ribs as his breaths.
I can't stop looking at him, at every instant I find myself wanting
To be back in his arms, caressing his chest and tasting the
Sweetness of his lips. I bit my lip as I look at him, he comes over
And playfully tugs my hair, where it was sticking the wrong way.
I self consciously blush, as I always do.
'Never leave me"
"I'd never be able to clay"
He wraps his arms around me, from behind
And bites my neck, tenderly running his tongue
Along my shoulder.
He leans me back, until he
Oreos$yaoi$ Chapter 11She eagerly pulls me toward myOreos$yaoi$ Chapter 11 in Teen More Like This
Bedroom the floor is covered in
Books. I sit my bag down
Somewhere there is not books
And she proceeds to drag me
Further down the hall. She shows
Me the bathroom and the bedroom.
"nice. So umm. Where do you
Keep the towels?"
"Here. Are you going to take
A shower. Oohh! Use dads' it
Is very cool"
I pick up the towel and follow
Her to my dads' bedroom.
"Dad, Eric is going to use your
He nods and she shows me
Into the bathroom and then
Walks out, I sigh as I lock
The door. I look around and
Deciding to avoid the shower
Because of what happened
Last time. I turn on the water
And sink in. I close my eyes.
I jolt awake, then calm down.
I get out.
*so much for relaxing*
I walk out, dressed only
In my boxers.
"I'm in boxers"
" but my friend is over"
For the first time, I notice her friend.
"Oh, hi friend"
I casually wave and she blushes. I notice this
And turn to go grab some clothes. I am pulling
Oreos$part nine$Oreos$part nine$ in Teen More Like This
I wake up to a knock on the door, my bedroom door, its ten,
whats going on? i stagger to the door.
"Mark, why are you here?"
"I just decided to drop by. I wanted
to see you before you left"
"How.. sweet, come in"
"To your room?"
"Yah, why not?"
I look down.
"Um, let me find some pants"
I pull on a pair of sleep pants.
"Mark, when did you realize...?"
"Umm, quite a while back, when you told me
"Well, i guess you made me think about it"
"and why me?"
"You ask a lot of questions"
"Sorry i am curious"
"Ahh, its ok, you someone i like, lots"
I look at him and pull him toward me,
lightly kissing his lips.
"Mark, i am going to miss you"
"I am going to miss you too"
"Do you mind"
I slip my hand up his shirt.
I easily run my tougne along
his neck, he puts his hand in
my hair. I kiss his shoulder,
he lay back and i lay across
him, moving my hand under
his shirt, he goes to remove
my shirt. I sit up and sigh as
he touchs my chest,
Oreos$yaoi$ pArt7it has been a while since i have seen him outside of a few events,Oreos$yaoi$ pArt7 in Teen More Like This
but i still feel deeply for him, he always does come back,i have to
deal with a lot but so does he.
Things will work out they always do, for whatever reason.
I wander over to the computer absentmindly
running my hand through me hair, causing it to stick up worse.
I am lonely, but thinking of him does help, but i still have this
image i can't shake. I see him, over me, looking into my eyes,
i taste him, his mouth, his tougne, i smell him even when he isn't
around. I love to quickly and care deeply i know. I love him, but he
isn't the only one, i remain true of course, but these
thoughts drive me wild, to be here and alone, but out of
respect for him,I remain alone.I drink some of my water
and swallow it. I hear footsteps come up behind me.
I quickly turn around.
"yah, im back"
"its been a while"
"yah, im sorry, been busy"
"I know, but you havn't even called or anything, if i hadn't
been seeing you around at school
Oreos$yaoi$A room lights off, thunder rumbles, rain is coming in through the window, soaking papers in the window seat. A figure moves quickly to shut the window, looks at the sky for a moment,Oreos$yaoi$ in Teen More Like This
And moves back into the dark. There is nothing, no noise, and then a muted click a strangled sob and a sharp gasp. A guy, tall, slender, blond hair, appears from the darkness, he is holding one arm, tears glisten on his cheeks, as he cautiously, opens the door of his room. He enters the
Even darker hallway, he moves quickly down the hall and leaps inside the bathroom. He slams himself against the door and sinks down, to the cold floor. He shakes as blood leaks through his white knuckles, as they tighten around his slender scared wrist. Shit, he curses, as he moves over the sink. He hears the television shut off, and what little color left in his face leaves. He jumps as a knock rattles the door.
What the hell are you doing?
I am using the bathroom
What are you applying makeup?
No, I start to choke
Oreos Yaoi$part 5$OREOS PART5Oreos Yaoi$part 5$ in Teen More Like This
I lay him down on the bed and kiss his forehead.
I got back out to my mom
"He is the reason I am not leaving. He means more to me than my own future you or john or my dad. I love him and that is all that matters to me right now."
"Oh, Eric, please come back to this world and get out of your own world, you guys could break up and then there would be noone for you, noone therefore you"
"That's a chance I am willing to take, if you understood what a great guy he was, you would be willing to take the risk to, life if risks and while we could break up, I would rather be with him, than have never tried. "
"This isn't going to work"
"Mom, haven't you ever loved someone, and they meant everything to you, more than anything else, like you couldn't breath, couldn't live, but couldn't die without them, that is out I feel about clay I love him, it doesn't matter that we are both guys, it is still love."
"Yes, it didn't work, it is like a drug, short term euphoria with tragic ending res
Oreos$yaoi$part 8I wake up in my window seat, I smile then I remember I am alone.Oreos$yaoi$part 8 in Teen More Like This
They told me it would not work yet I believed it really and truly it
would. I never saw the day coming that we wouldn't be together.
I do miss him, sure it hasn't even been one day yet, but somehow
I don't think it will become easier. I harbor no hate toward him. I
Merely wonder where did we go wrong. I stand up.
" you know what that its, I won't, can't stay here anymore, to many
Memories, happy ones, sad ones.
I am going to get myself out of here"
I walk out of my room and find the phone.
I swallow hard and dial the number. It rings a few times and
My sister answers. I fight the urge to hang up.
"hey, yah uh not much. Dad there, Kay thanks"
I pace a little, shuffling the phone from hand to hand.
"hey dad. Yah I am fine. How are you? That's good.
Umm dad, I was wondering, if I could live with you,
For at least a year. Really, well ok, you will need to
Talk to mom, ok, well, I am going to go, I will talk
To you later"
Oreos$yaoi$ Part 17It has been a few months by nowOreos$yaoi$ Part 17 in Teen More Like This
And things are pretty good. I have
Started writing that book I always
Wanted to and I let Clay read it a lot.
Tarmo and Nick are still together, still
Living with us. Good news also. Tarmo
And me, we are almost done with High
School. Nick is going to be a college
Sophomore and Clay is considering
College, but is unsure if it will fit his
Lifestyle. I hope he goes to college.
I am unsure what Tarmo is going to
College for, but I am going for
Writing and drawing and I am going
To be a teacher. I will get at that at
The end of my four years. I am thinking
Of going to GSU, because I do not want
To move again. Tarmo is thinking of going
Home for college, Nick is not to happy
About that. Clay says if he does go
He will with me, but I am too busy for
Everything right now with applying for
Colleges, studying for End of course tests
And college papers. I am so engrossed that
I barely heard the phone ring.
"I got it!!"
Clay jumps over the couch and picks it up.
A New Heaven - 17A New HeavenA New Heaven - 17 in Fan Fiction More Like This
Pit was having a great time. He was at an extreme elevation doing loops and rolls, shouting with glee. He stopped to hover when, using his excellent eyesight, he saw some movement some distance away. Looking closer it appeared to be a person with wings, flying at a low altitude. Wow a Laguz! Pit thought to himself. He smiled and dove toward the unsuspecting flier. He has brown wings, that means he is a Hawk Tribe member I think.
As he flew closer in the flyer's blind spot he saw him slow down and hover slightly, as if looking for something beneath the trees. Then suddenly, the flyer transformed and morphed into a large brown bird.
Pit's eyes grew wide. Ike had told them that Laguz could transform but he had no idea they would be this large.
The hawk flapped his huge wings once and pushed his talons in front of him as if to
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Ike, are you sure these things attract fish? Pit asked as he tentatively picked up a worm. He made a face as it squirmed and squiggled in his fingers. With a look of disgust he threw the worm back into the bucket which housed a few hundred more.
I tell you Pit, the fish will be jumping out of the water just to get at them Ike replied as he rowed the small boat out onto the main lake at the Smash Mansion. I have been fishing all my life. I remember when I was little, my father would take me fishing a couple of times every Summer.
Pit looked into the bucket. I never had a father Pit said as he continued to look into the bucket of squirming worms.
Never had a father? Ike asked surprised. He then mentally kicked himself for not knowing such an important thing about his new love.
My father was killed when I was a baby. Pit said looking
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Gently gliding down on pale golden wings, the angel Xera landed deftly in the tall grass. She was dressed in her standard yellow chiton, sandals, and had a small pouch attached to her belt.
Before her was a large grove of trees through which a small river flowed. Cautiously, she pulled out her golden dagger and slowly walked into the woods. The trees were so dense that she had to flatten her wings against her back to keep them from getting snagged in the branches.
Scanning the leaf-strewn floor, Xera searched for her goal. Small plant with dark green leaves, she thought. Small yellow flower with a red heart. That's the description Palutena gave. Ahead of her, a small flock of birds took flight in alarm to her approaching. These conditions look right.
Carefully, she made her way deeper into the trees and toward the river. She looke
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The bell rang the end of another school day. It was a typical late summer day, the promise of the upcoming fall already seen by the shortening days. Teens of various ages flooded the halls of Northmont High School as the first day of school came to an end.
Book bag slung over one shoulder, Link made his way carefully through the crowd until he reached one of the doors leading to the courtyard. Looking around the yard he finally spotted his friend Ike leaning against the wall, a small crowd of people around him.
Ike was the stereotypical jock, excelling at pretty much any sport he put his mind through. Currently he was on the football team, recently making starting wide receiver, as he was the easily fastest runner in the school. By comparison, Link was a skinnier, more 'booky' type. His main goal was to maintain a 4.0 GPA and get a scholarship to a respected university, preferably an Ivy League school.
Smiling and chucking to himself at the spectacle, Link made his w
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Raven felt a hand on his shoulder. "What?" he asked loudly as his face remained buried in his pillow.
"Raven dear," Xera said as she rubbed his back lightly. "I'm sorry that I didn't tell you sooner. You know that Dolyn and I have been seeing each other for a few months."
The youth rolled onto his side and wiped his deep purple eyes. "Yeah I know " he said.
"You also know that he thinks very highly of you," she continued. "He told me that he's only seen a few angels that could fly as fast as you. In fact, he said that you'd be a great Defender."
Raven looked up at his mother, wondering if she was just saying that. The fact was that being a Defender was one of his biggest dreams. "Really?" he softly asked.
Xera smiled warmly and brushed some of his black hair from his face. "Of course he did, he loves you."
Thinking, Raven remembered how many times Dolyn
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It was after midnight. Pit slowly swooped in and landed in the middle of the marketplace. *Zephyr!* he thought-sent with no reply. The shops had been closed and only a few torches lit the main road to and from the large square. He looked at the large fountain nearby that was the center of the market. It was just a few days ago that he watched Zephyr playfully splashing his sister. Now, the square was dark and desolate. He closed his eyes. *Zephyr!* he sent again.
*Pit,* he heard his life-mate send. *Come back to the castle.*
*No!* he replied. *We need to keep looking.* He turned and immediately was face to face with Ike. *We need to.*
Ike, who had been quiet and stone-faced throughout this entire ordeal, gently placed a hand on his life-mate's shoulder. "We we will find him," he said, his voice ful
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The alarm went off promptly at 6:45. Link wearily turned it off and sat up, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes. The night hadn't been a very good one. Discovering what Pit might be had stuck in his mind and had given him some rather confusing dreams.
Walking into his bathroom, Link started the shower and stood back as the water warmed up. He closed his eyes and wondered if Pit was taking a shower now as well. The image of a naked Pit standing under the water came to his mind and he subconsciously reached down, feeling the effect of the image through his boxers.
He popped his eyes open as he realized what he was doing. Lowering his boxers to the floor he looked down and regarded himself. He then walked into the shower and proceeded to get clean and take care of his average-sized problem.
Link pulled up to Pit's house and honked. A few seconds later Pit walked
The PicnicThe PicnicThe Picnic in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
"Alright, we're here." Brandon said as he parked the car. Looking over he saw his boyfriend Chris, still buckled up and blindfolded. "Are you sure you can't see anything?" he asked the teen.
"I'm sure," Chris chuckled as he unbuckled himself. "Where are we?"
"Oh, you'll see soon enough." Brandon said as he got out of the car. He walked around and opened the door, helping Chris to his feet.
Chris felt his flip-flops come into contact with the ground. He then giggled as he felt tall grass tickling his ankles. As this was one of the first warm days of the year, he and Brandon were wearing t-shirts and shorts. "What about this surprise?" he asked excitedly, as he felt Brandon's hand slide into his.
Brandon laughed. "You'll see."
"I know we're outside, the sun is shining down and we are walking in a field of some kind." Chris said, his hand still in Brandon's as they slowly walked away from the car.
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The wedding feast was held outside on the castle's huge courtyard. Long tables had been set up on the polished marble to accommodate the guests and the seemingly endless amount of food that had been prepared.
The queen and her new husband sat at the main table with their closest friends. Among them were Pit, Ike, Link and Soren, along with their families.
"You two looked amazing," Annabeth said, staring at the two. "Did you hear all of the whispering as you walked in?" She then laughed. "People couldn't figure out if you were Heron, Hawk or something else."
Azure giggled. "I guess angels are kind of rare here, huh?"
Annabeth nodded. "Very rare indeed."
Ike was watching Elincia and Geoffrey as the new couple talked and laughed. "I couldn't be happier for her." Ike said. He felt Pit's hand enter his and felt an understanding sque
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Ike, Pit, Blayze and Aline all sat around a large, wooden table. At the head of the table sat Queen Karine, thankfully out of her royal robes and adornments. They were in a small conference room, high in one of the turrets, with windows overlooking all of SkyWorld.
"So a Dark was found nearby?" Karine asked as she scanned the faces of her four generals.
"It was a child, left to die in the wild," Pit said. "Xera stumbled across him while on a mission for our goddess."
"Where is he now?" Aline asked.
"Palutena has him and is nursing him back to health," Pit replied.
"He's lucky he is alive," Ike said. "If he would have been there for another day, he would have died."
Blayze narrowed his eyes and said, "I wonder why they just left him to die."
"Perhaps Palutena will be able to get that from him," Karine said.
"I hope so," Pit replied. "But now we are faced with this reality. &
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"They say there is no rest for the wicked, but I will rest tonight knowing that there are those more wicked than I."
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Rainwater had turned the sidewalks to streams. The gutters ran with swollen tendrils of water spotted with chunks of wood and paper swept up by the flow. Those who dared brave the persistent downpour found themselves blocked by flooding traffic, the cars turned into virtual boats that skittered and swerved over the thin film of water that blanketed the concrete. Faces were replaced with carbon-copy black umbrellas that bobbed like the debris floating in the gutters beside them.
Jared absentmindedly kicked a Starbuck's styrofoam coffee cup between his feet as he walked, watching it roll ahead a few feet before coming to a stop until he was close enough to kick it again. The Art History professor at the University had been absent from the lecture today, so class had been canceled early. This left the majority of the afternoon and evening open
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Cain walked quietly beside the nurse, his face drawn as they twisted and turned deeper into the ribs of the hospital. He had been called early that morning...
He's ready to leave now, the nurse said conversationally, her rounded eyes glancing at him sideways, He wouldn't tell us his name, or anything else for that matter. But we couldn't just send him away without anyone to escort him. I checked his phone while you were asleep...your name was the only one in the address book. Are...are you his brother, perhaps? Her lips twisted into a knowing smile.
No, Cain said curtly, I'm his boyfriend.
Her smile faded instantly...
* * *
Isaac was curled up on his side, the dark jacket pulled around his shoulders and the worn jeans that hung from his hips seemed out of place in the sterile white atmosphere. His eyes were closed, lids toned a faint shade of purple against his otherwise pale face. Even though he was asleep...he didn't look a
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The curtains wavered in the thin starlight, the off-white fabrics shot through with natural silvers and blacks. The apartment was dark...as dark as it had ever been. Shadowy outlines were all that remained of the expensive furniture and décor, smudges of gray against the black. The only light filtered through a white sheet that had been thrown over the porcelain shade of a lamp, muting the brilliance that would normally have spilled from its bulb.
Cain knelt under the light, resting his elbows on the couch that he'd positioned there and furrowing his brow at the figure sprawled across it. Isaac hadn't been moving when he'd found him. That alone was enough to steal several heartbeats from the older boy's chest; leaving in their place hollow empty spaces of silence that seemed to last forever. If Isaac had been in bad shape before, he was absolutely crushed now. The only thing that had stopped Cain from taking him directly to the hospital was his caution toward the questio
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"In the hills giant oaks fall upon their knees, you can touch the parts you have no right." - Kay Ryan
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Rye folded the last corner of the blanket and smoothed out the surface with the palm of his hands. It was still about an hour before sunrise, but he wanted to get an early start. Hed never been in any other household besides his previous Keepers and was surprised to discover the flower of excitement that had bloomed in his stomach. This was his chance at a new start. A chance to prove himself useful.
Stepping lightly, he crossed the room and gently tucked the blanket into the cupboard hed found it in. A stack of pillows nearly collapsed to the floor when he opened the cabinet, a soft gasp escaping his lips as his hand shot out to steady the pile. The loft really was a mess. Completely unorganized. Firmly shutting the cupboard, Rye turned to face the dark loft, his ears gently lowering until they were laid flat.
This was going to take a while.
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"All I know is that your the one who always makes me feel it, it's nothing that you do, I say, it's just the way you are." -The Black Ghosts
* * *
Rye stared hard at the door on the far end of the room, willing it with every thought to open and for Jared to be on the other side. The doctor had told him he'd need to stay the night, just in case the fever spiked or something else bad happened. But...just the thought of staying in this place was making his temperature rise anyway. All he could hear was his own heartbeat hammering in his temples.
Just after the doctor had left he'd heard Jared and her fighting. Their voices had been muffled by the walls and door so he wasn't entirely sure what words had been spoken, but the tone in the doctor's voice had been clear. She wanted Jared out...he was probably back at home by now, sleeping soundly while Rye was wide awake listening to his heart roar.
Rye swallowed the fever in his throat and swung his legs over the side of the bed, putti
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Isaac's eyes fluttered open, remaining half-lidded as he quietly listened.
He let go of the breath he'd been holding, the fear that the strange noise had brought on subsiding as he became aware of what exactly it was. A heartbeat...steady and hushed. Cain's heartbeat, to be exact. A sound that was completely foreign and yet so familiar, Isaac wanted to hold it up to his ear like a seashell frisked up by the waves. Swallowing the sleep in his throat, Isaac painstakingly rolled over and pressed his face into Cain's chest, letting the heartbeat pulse through him.
Cain's hand came at his back, warm from being under the covers all night, his fingers stroking small circles just under the younger boy's shoulder blades. Isaac shivered, and momentarily thought of pulling away before casting the thought aside and simply allowing himself to relax. So what if Cain touched him? They'd spent the entire night in the same bed, for God's sake! Not much else could top that. W
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Kole straightened his shoulders and spread his arms, his eyes on the floor to avoid the blinding flash of the polaroid. Ian Wilkes moved around to the front of the camera stand, the burning cigarette clamped between his teeth nearly burned to his lips. His brow was furrowed, the way it had been for the last hour, and he muttered quietly to himself as the camera flashed.
Kole dropped his arms, moving across the room to pick up his shirt that was laid out across the arm of a black chair. Ian dropped his cigarette to an ash tray balancing on the edge of the table, his eyes fixed on the appearing photo in his hand.
Kole sat down tiredly.
It was nearly eleven now, the last of the night buses long gone. He would have asked to leave hours ago but Mr. Wilkes's interest was unexpected. Kole folded his arms and leaned back in the chair. Either way he needed answers to his...problem, and if Ian Wilkes knew what he was doing Kole would have stayed around for days.
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"To whom I could not save...listen to me." Czeslaw Milosz
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There was a ring around the moon that night. A hazy red circle that hung delicately, as though it would snap and fall apart at any moment. People used to believe that the ring was a sign of witchcraft. The sign of big changes to come. Others took a more practical approach; saying the ring was a cause of pollution, fires, and gases. But whether it be witchcraft of science, the hovering ring still made people uneasy.
Jared leaned hard against the ocher doorway of the balcony, his head tilted back until all of the moonlight touched his face. He though it was rather pretty the blood-red ring. Worrying his bottom lip between his teeth, Jared tapped the paintbrush swinging loosely in his fingers against the canvas hed set up on the edge of the balcony. Hed been working on the painting for several nights now, anxious to get it done before the ring disappeared for good.
Swirling the bristles around th
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Thou art the unanswered question; couldst see thy proper eye, always it asketh, asketh; and each answer is a lie. Ralph Waldo Emerson
* * *
It had grown dark at some point, the long shadows cast from the setting sun dancing like jesters around the ankles of the late-evening commuters. Already the stars could be seen beneath the haze of red, pinpricks of light in the otherwise spotless sky.
Rye glanced up at the older boy walking a few paces ahead of him, almost immediately returning his eyes to the ground so not to be caught staring. They both walked quietly; so much so that Rye was afraid the other could hear his heartbeat. God knows, its all he could hear, pounding restlessly against his temples and fingertips. Rye squeezed his eyes shut and fell back another few paces, feeling faintly dizzy from the weight of what had happened.
He could still feel the faint blush smoldering at the base of his neck, thinking back to the shelter and what the Keepe
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The pages hushed under his fingertips.
Under the awnings of the bus station Kole Mont sat with a business directory opened over his knees. The directory was chained to the phone booth bolted to the wall beside the bench, the dirty chinks rattled every time he moved. People's shadows passed by, their long black shapes skimming over the opened pages of the book before dropping back to the concrete and then disappearing altogether. Nobody even stopped to look at him.
Psychic Readings Daily...
Kole ran a hand through his hair and sighed, flipping the pages closed and opening them to a new section. He could feel the back of his neck prickling uncomfortably beneath the collar of his school uniform vest, he scratched at it absently. The bus that commuted downtown left the station exactly fifteen minutes after the Morris Preparatory Academy released its students, giving Kole no time to ch
Acoustic-- Ch15 In The EndThe way she looked at me almost made me feel sorry, but Jayse was beside me and his warmth was a reminder that I didnt need Jana. I had Jayse, and I had real friends, and she was nothing to me anymore.Acoustic-- Ch15 In The End in General Fiction More Like This
And thats exactly what I told her.
It was that same day, the day I had finally come out to everyone, and Jana had come to me in the hallway with a long-familiar expression on her face. She was smiling like the old Jana, but nothing in the world could have made me return that smile like the old Ian would have. I was done with fake happiness, and I was ready for something real.
That meant Jana had to go.
Wait she said, beginning to tremble like the scared little girl she really was. I thought we would be friends again.
Jayse shifted closer to me, saying wordlessly not to give in to her childlike whimpers. Not after all the shit you pulled, I said, holding my ground. I think Ive figured out whos actually got my back, an
Acoustic--Ch4--When I cryThe hallways screamed at me. Every face I saw was his; every voice I heard was his. Everything I thought was about him. I shouldn't have come back to school.Acoustic--Ch4--When I cry in Teen More Like This
It was one of those Mondays where you know everything will have changed from the week before, where your entire thought process, your entire routine, will be different. And all because of one thing that happened that weekend.
It was hard to go through the motions without recognizing anything around me, or feeling anything but a dull, numb pain. I felt as though I was floating through the day, completely unconscious. To my great misfortune, the only thing that could wake me up was that sharp, grating voice…
"Ian!" she shouted across the crowded hall, and I winced, feeling an immediate headache. I waved to her, putting on that carefully crafted mask of the Ian she knew. It was a mask with a fake, painted smile. I don't know how she thought it was real. "Ian! Wait up, now! Where are you headed?" She caught up to me, grabbing th
Acoustic-- Prologue--YaoiThey said Perfection was a loaded word. They said it didn't exist. It was unobtainable. It was impossible.Acoustic-- Prologue--Yaoi in Teen More Like This
The nameless, faceless adults who told me this all through my childhood had never met him. If they had, they would have known.
So no one's perfect? Tell that to the way my heart beat when I saw him. Tell that to his smile. Tell that to his talented fingers plucking the strings of his old acoustic. He was perfection, no matter what they said.
Jayse was my first love.
Jayse was perfection.
I tried to tell him once, though I don't think he believed me. How could he when I treated him the way I did? I was one of those popular guys, the ones that hated people like Jayse, the ones that Jayse hated. It sounds horrible, but that's the way everyone saw it, including myself for a while. We all ignored him like he was some untouchable, and he ignored us in turn. It wasn't right though. He was more than that. Was I the only one that saw it?
We were in high school, where the social ladder mean
Acoustic--Ch8--How You Save Me"Let's go for a walk," he said concernedly upon seeing me, and I knew it was a damned good idea. I had to get out of the house. I had to calm myself down. And a walk with Jayse sounded wonderful to my racing mind.Acoustic--Ch8--How You Save Me in Teen More Like This
Outrage was ebbing away. I began to take deep, shuddering breaths, shaking so hard that I had to walk close to Jayse as we made our way down my street. It was a chilly sort of day, just the right temperature for autumn, but it made me feel a bit sick. That was another reason I walked close to him. He was always so warm. He didn't seem to mind my nearness. Maybe he realized how scared I was. I hadn't had a real panic attack in years, but I could feel it coming on. He noticed. He always noticed.
"Ian…" He wasn't allowed to say my name so tenderly. It wasn't fair. "Ian, what happened?"
He was opening the floodgates. That is what really made me love him so much… the fact that he knew what he was doing. He knew that asking me that one simple question would unleash my emotions like
Acoustic--Ch13--What it TakesI knew Id done wrong. Of course I knew. A part of me had felt guilty all along, but that little voice had grown more insistent. Now, my mistakes were all I could think about. Eventually, I had to talk to Jana.Acoustic--Ch13--What it Takes in General Fiction More Like This
But can you blame me for putting it off?
Maybe two weeks was a little long, but I couldnt imagine facing her. I even avoided her at school. A lot of people were talking about how she was acting, and it killed me to know that I was the cause. I would never be able to return her feelings, but I could do one very important thing for her. I could be the friend I never was. The hard part would be getting her to forgive me.
One Saturday afternoon, Jayse and I were lounging in his room, listening to his twelve-year-old sister blasting her teeny-bopper pop through the wall and making fun of her for it. We were laughing and touching hands and it was times like these that I forgot everything else. Jayse was still the most important person in my life; a little guilt wouldn
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I didnt tell anyone what she had said, the conditions she had laid out. I didnt even say a word of it to Jayse. I was hoping I could make the decision on my own, but after three days passed, I started to feel the press of time. I thought I knew what I wanted to do, but I had to talk to Jayse about it first.
After all, he was the only reason I did anything anymore.
We were sitting in my car, the third evening after Janas ultimatum was set in place, and he had no idea that there was anything wrong. As we watched the skyline and the city lights from our little perch on the hill by the school, he gently stroked my hand with his thumb, reminding me of his simple presence. I didnt need reminding. He was practically all I could think about.
I hated to break the moment, but I needed to talk to him about this. Jayse, I started, and he glanced over at me, voicing a little hmm? from behi
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It was harder than I thought it would be to wake up the next morning. Sometime during the night, I had acquired a splitting headache and overwhelming nausea. They were unwelcome companions to my already troubled brain.
I didn't remember all of the night before, but I remembered enough to make my face flush with embarrassment, even as it was buried in my pillow.
Did I really talk to him last night? Did he really drive me home? Was it possible that he understood my confession? Was it possible that he… accepted it? I kept telling myself it was just a dream, but the memories were way too real. The feelings were way too real. I shut my eyes tightly against a sudden throbbing pain in my temples. These giddy, over-excited thoughts were making my head hurt even more.
True to my expectations, Mom had yelled at me last night when I came through the door. She had been waiting up for me, 'cause she knew where I had been. My friends—Kate, Jana, Seth, Dave— my r
Acoustic--Ch6--Where I WentI should have accepted it. There was no hope for him and me. I knew it. Damn, I knew it, but I just couldn't accept it. If I could just let go of my delusions it would be so simple!Acoustic--Ch6--Where I Went in Teen More Like This
It was so complicated.
I knew I was stupid for thinking, even for a moment, that maybe he liked me after all. No matter how softly he had touched my hand, it was just a gesture of friendship. To him, it was nothing… a touch, but to me it was more. It was a touch.
I didn't think I could feel anything but butterflies when I was with him, but last night had proved me wrong. Last night, the butterflies in my stomach were replaced with a cold, dead weight. It was a much less pleasant emotion.
It was hard to drive with that leaden feeling pulling me down, but I was determined not to stop. Not until I had gotten far enough away from home to breathe again.
I was somewhere downtown, I guess, though I wasn't exactly sure where. The area looked only vaguely familiar, and I knew I had burned a lot of gas on my way here
Acoustic--Ch7--When I Mean ItShe said she really needed to talk to me. She said that it was important. Jana was wasting my Sunday, my free-of-obligation Sunday, with a 'talk'. It didn't help my mood that I was upset about Jayse, or that Jana was one of my least favorite people, or that I was dwelling on how to get 500 bucks by the next week. The only thing that helped my mood was the fact that she brought me a burrito to eat while we … chatted.Acoustic--Ch7--When I Mean It in Teen More Like This
We sat in my room, just as Jayse and I had sat a few nights before. She was on my bed, and I was on the floor, slowly devouring my burrito. In between bites, we discussed idle things like our friends and the weather. She told me that she'd be going to Arkansas for her thanksgiving break coming up in a couple weeks, and she talked about how Dave was dating that cheerleader girl, Naomi. It was all so insignificant, and I found myself growing impatient. Maybe she noticed.
"Anyways, listen, Ian… " I looked up, wiping a bit of guacamole from the side of my mouth. This was it, fi
Acoustic-Ch10-What I'll GiveI had pushed the matter of the guitar to the back of my mind, but the truth was that I only had three days until the man at the pawnshop stopped holding it for me. Five hundred dollars was no meager sum. Mom wasn't going to be happy with what I was about to ask from her, and she would probably be even less happy when she found out why. I was going to tell her the truth. She deserved to know the truth if she was going to lend me that much money. It wasn't that we were poor. In fact, we were far from it. Mom worked hard to make sure that we had the best life we could. Especially after dad died. But she had been raised with barely any money at all, and she wanted me to learn the value of a dollar.Acoustic-Ch10-What I'll Give in Teen More Like This
Hell, I knew the value of a dollar, but more importantly, I knew the value of five hundred. I wanted that damn guitar. And I needed mom for it.
"Five hundred?!" She nearly choked on her sandwich, staring at me from across the kitchen. She was eating over the sink again, somehow never finding the
As Of YetThe little child was sitting in the middle of the room, running his hands through the many items on the floor around him. They were pretty, shiny, they sparkled in the dim light from setting sun, contrasting sharply with the dull carpet. They belonged to his mother and he wasn't strictly supposed to be touching them, but she was asleep on the bed, hardly visible under the fabric from the canopy.As Of Yet in Fantasy More Like This
The small boy hoped she wouldn't mind he was looking at her shiny toys, he had tried to ask his father, but he was asleep too. So were all the servants, and the people that brought him his food. His small body shifted on the soft carpet. He could could see himself in his mother's mirror. The orange sunlight from the window made the patterns on his face look strange to him. Also the air smelled funny, filled with something he didn't recognize, like on nights when they had that red food that stank and he didn't like.
As Of Yet Part FourCaden was leaving, actually leaving. Leaving his house, his home, the only place he had ever known in his life.As Of Yet Part Four in Fantasy More Like This
Riley was still looking at him, Are you Ok? Caden nodded.
Do you have anything to pack?
He thought for a moment, his mothers jewels, some of them anyway, a few of his favorite books, and the photograph of his family that stood on the mantel in the living room. It had been taken less than a week before everyone had gotten sick. They were still happy and smiling in the picture.
Caden nodded again, and left the room to get his things, Riley followed him through the hallway into the bedroom. Caden went to where he had placed the jewelry, It was under the dresser, he pulled out the flat box and chose four pieces to take with him. Riley looked down over Cadens shoulder at the box full of diamonds. You should take all of those, the ones that you dont want can be sold.
He picked up the whole box si
As Of Yet Part TwoCadens days blurred together, he read in his fathers old study when there was light enough to see, he liked reading the words, even though he had long ago read all of them.As Of Yet Part Two in Fantasy More Like This
It reminded him that people had once been here, even if there were none here now. The books were proof that the long faded childish memories Caden had were actual memories,
and not dreams. He knew there must be people somewhere, he couldnt be the only one anywhere, But he was the only one here, so it didnt really matter either way.
It had been so long since he had spoken to anyone, he sometimes pretended the characters from the books he read were here with him, he would talk to them and try to imagine what
they would say, Just so he could hear his own voice.
The idea of leaving his house was always on the edge of his mind, if he left, he could find other people, he wouldnt have to be alone. But what if there
As Of Yet Part ElevenBy the time Caden got out of bed, Riley was gone again. He must have slipped out quietly while Caden was trying to sleep. Caden threw the blanket off of himself angrily and crossed the room to knock on the door to the girls. He didn't need this.As Of Yet Part Eleven in Fantasy More Like This
He ate breakfast with Cassie and Becca, they were friendly and laughing as they had been last night. Caden asked where Riley had gone, and they said they were all going to meet him at the historical building later that day.
As soon as they finished eating, Cassie brought Caden the rest of the clothes they had bought him the day before, the bag was big, and filled as far as it would go.
As he looked through it, it dawned on him how much they had spent on him. He should pay Becca and Cassie back for all the things they had gotten, he had the money. He looked up from the bag on the floor, "Who paid for these?"
Becca raised her hand, "I paid for them, but Cassie pick
As Of Yet Part ThreeCaden stood frozen in the door way, there were three people in his father's study. It was as if he had dreamt them into place. Or was looking at himself in a mirror somehow. It was impossible to describe the feeling, they looked like he did, but not... They were other people, in his house. He could only stare.As Of Yet Part Three in Fantasy More Like This
There were two females, and one male. He had no hope of determining their ages, he could hardly determine his own.
A glance around the room showed him the window was open. He supposed that was how they'd gotten in, though they could have come through the front door, he didn't lock it. There was no way to lock it, the lock had broken years ago.
Caden watched as the male stood behind the desk and effortlessly opened his father's drawers and began going through them without a second thought.
The loud noise Caden had heard had come from one of them knocking over
As Of Yet Part SeventeenIm sorry Caden, its... Riley couldnt finish, he walked slowly over to the bed, waiting to see if Caden would tell him not to before sitting next to him.As Of Yet Part Seventeen in Fantasy More Like This
Its what? Caden was on the verge of forgiving Riley, just because he looked so dejected.
But he had to hold out until Riley had explained himself.
Riley wasnt looking at him, You think I dont like you.
Caden shrugged, Not without good reason.
Riley shrugged in return, I guess... Caden waited, it had to be more than that.
It isnt that I dont like you Caden Riley finally turned to face him, Its the opposite actually.
Caden was confused, what was he saying?
It was....Is, hard for me to be around you because I like you too much. Riley didnt meet Cadens eyes, And I know, that, you...Dont. He lowered his eyes now, staring at the fl
As Of Yet Part FiveRiley, Beca and Cassy had taken Caden out of house, and led him to a car.As Of Yet Part Five in Fantasy More Like This
Caden hadnt even seen a picture of a car for years, and now he was riding in one.
The constant movement made him uneasy, Cassy was driving the car and there were a lot of turns in the road. Beca and Riley were sitting on either side of Caden, making in easier to stay upright when the car turned. Riley hadnt said anything since he had seen the photograph in Cadens house. He thought Riley would have told the others about his parents being so important, but he hadnt so far.
He wished Riley would say something though, he wanted to know what he was thinking.
He heard Beca ask him something about a garden, What? He turned slowly to face her.
Beca poked him playfully, You werent listening were you? She giggled, I was asking you about the garden in the backyard, that was yours right? Caden nodded, why was she giggling? W
As Of Yet Part ThirteenThe next day Riley was gone, he had slipped out before Caden woke up.As Of Yet Part Thirteen in Fantasy More Like This
And Beca and Cassy had stayed with their friend.
Caden went into the girls room, and found a note on the counter next to the sink. It was on a plate of food and said Riley would be back around noon, and Beca and Cassy would be home soon. It mentioned nothing about what had happened last night, not an apology, or even an I-never-want-to-see-you-again.
Caden looked at the food, he wasnt hungry, any appetite he might have had, had been replaced with a stomach ache. He let the note fall out of his had and flutter to the floor, he raised his head and looked coldly around the empty room.
He didnt know what to do, he would be alone in the room for at least another two hours, Caden stood there at the counter, not having any idea what he should do.
He didnt understand why Riley had acted so strangely last night.
Why was it so hard for Riley to be around him?
Had he done somet
As Of Yet Part FifteenCaden woke up the next day, Riley was no where to be found as usual, but he could hear Beca and Cassy packing up their things in the next room. They were moving into their house today, Caden was going with them, but it struck him that he might not be wanted there, and he didnt need to be where he wasnt wanted.As Of Yet Part Fifteen in Fantasy More Like This
Maybe he could stay at the hotel?
No, it would be better to be around people if he was going to stay, even if the people didnt truly want him around.
Riley certainly didnt want him there, even if the girls did.
And frankly, Rileys was the only opinion he cared about in this case.
Caden didnt get up to pack, the clothes that Beca and Cassy had gotten him were already in the bag with his other things, and he didnt have anything else except what he was wearing.
He didnt feel like dealing with the cheery energy of Beca and Cassy at the moment anyway.
He pulled his blanket up over his head to block out the sound.
Caden had eventua
As Of Yet Part SixCaden...Caden, wake up. Caden opened his eyes, he had been leaning on Rileys shoulder, The cars movement had lulled him into sleep. He sat up straight rubbing his eyes, Sorry, I didnt know I was leaning on you, your shoulder must hurt now. Riley shook his head, Its ok, Beca fell asleep too, its a long ride.As Of Yet Part Six in Fantasy More Like This
Caden turned slightly and saw that Beca was leaning on him as he had been leaning on Riley, he hadnt noticed, and he couldnt move without waking her up. He looked questioningly at Riley, there was no other way to sit without disturbing Beca, and he didnt want to do that.
Riley saw the dilemma and shrugged,
You can put your head back if you want.
Caden hesitated, and then slowly placed his head back on Rileys shoulder.
Riley let out a deep breath and Caden felt it ruffle his hair, You ok up there Cass?
Cassy called back from the drivers seat.
Helping handsDrowning the fearsHelping hands in Free Verse More Like This
Drowning the yells
Drowning the sorrow
Drowning the drama
I think I have surely fallen
But I feel hands trying to stop my fall
These hands are my friends
They are afraid to lose me to my self
They know that I can not be trusted when I'm depressed
They are the only ones who I really think care
They never gave up on me and never will
I thank them for that
For I know if it wasn't for them I would not be here
I would be in the deepest part of hell
Burning all alone
I great to have friends
But sometimes I do wish I didn't
Too see where I would've end up
But I shall never know for I can never leave them
They're to dear to me
von's story chapter 3The car stopped at a mansion, the skies seemed to open up. The sunlight shined upon the mansion, von swore he could lightly hear angels sing form above.von's story chapter 3 in Fantasy More Like This
"Holy shit ." He stood in amazement and just stared at the mansion. He could not believe that he of all people was going to live here. His thoughts were broken by a slap across his face; it didn't hurt but a surprise. "What the hell?!?!?" Another slap came across his face, but it was much harder. It felt like getting by a stapler with a touch of pain burning his face.
"There is no cussing in his house or in front of me Von."
"That's fucked up." This time the slap felt more like a car door being slammed in your face with full force.
"I will continue to hitting you until I get my point across" the diver got out and walked over to Ms. Conveyer door. "Now Von, when we get inside we need to cut that hair of yours." She exited out of the car and Von slowly followed.
"What's wrong with my hair?"
"It's to long deary; it must be
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Time and time again I find myself talking
But no is here to listen
Only these stone walls around me
My voice bounces off of them echoing in the room
I hate this room it's only me
I wish someone where here to chat with me
I'm damned to these fucking walls
Someone break these mother fucking walls
I have tried so many times and failed
Now my hands are broken and are completely useless
Someone help me break these damn walls
Lizzeranda's poemSo much painLizzeranda's poem in Free Verse More Like This
So much i can not take
The wind jently blowing
I sit in the tree
Watching them have fun
I want to smile but cant
I might be happy
But I'm not
These smiles are fake
But they think they're true
He looks up to me
He just walks away
So much pain
It is a shame
Von's poemScreamsVon's poem in Free Verse More Like This
Thats all I hear
My mother, screaming in mercy
My father, trying to protect her
I had snapped
Why did I?
The screams .the yelling ..
We should have never had you! he would point at me
Tears streaming down my face
Mother would argue
The fight began
The yelling ..oh the yelling
Just me and this .friend in my head
The Guard and PrinceIt was a peaceful day in kingdom Dark Crimson, the young Prince Daron sat in the garden with his sister and Gerard, the guard. Gerard use to be a warrior but retired two years ago and became a guard for Daron and his sister. Daron was playing chase with Liz, his sister, and he couldnt get her. Hey thats not fair youre fast. Daron chased after Liz and she laughed. Gerard walked slowly behind them. He wasnt the kind of person to play little stupid games. Liz watch out! Liz almost hit into a tree. She didnt really watch where she was going. Gerard heard Daron and thought fast. Now Gerard was up it the tree holding Liz. Gerard went back to the ground and gently put Liz on her feet. Liz hugged Gerard for a thank you. She was mute because her oldest brother, Loki, would abuse her. He abused her so much she lost her voice from all the screaming in pain. Thanks Gerard. Liz sat down she was beat. Daron laughed at his lThe Guard and Prince in Fantasy More Like This
unacomplishable dreamI look up to the cloudsunacomplishable dream in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
I see how small i am
I feel a little sad
Wondering why I cant fly
I wish to be in the sky
But I cant because of gravity
I wish I could
But I know I cant
Why must I have this dream
It brings nothing but sorrow
I tell my dream
But they laugh
Is it silly to dream?
Is it stupid to fly?
Feeling the breeze in my hair
It's not my fault
It's in my blood
This dream still haunts me
It stays in my heart
And I cant cut it out
It will be ever in my heart
clearTake a deep breathe and ease your mindclear in Free Verse More Like This
Don't think about the hard times
Just slowly clear your mind
Then you will be at peace
Tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock
Watch the clock slowly move
So you know you're not a fool
Dance in the most peaceful way
Sing a song to ease the pain
Slowly move to the tune all day
Dreaming of you beating the day
And let yourself sleep in peace
puppetSlowly Im losing my mindpuppet in Free Verse More Like This
Slowly Im losing myself
Im trying not to break my promise
But it seems like if I dont do it soon Ill kill everything
Stuck and confused, wishing friends be more friendlier
But I know that wont happen soon
Knowing that we all cant live in peace
One friend hates the other, and talks trash about them
Dont tell me this
I dont wanna know
It only gives me pain and misery
I try to fix everything, never pleasing myself
Do I care too much?
Or am I just doomed to this damned life?
It seems I can never do anything correctly
So why try?
But I try anyways and fail
Afraid to speak up
Never speaking out of place
Am I good girl?
Or just your stupid puppet?
Always a follower, never the leader
So I guess Im just every bodies stupid, little, useless, puppet
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Haley laid in her bed thinking of three things that she cared most for. Her boyfriend, Tyler, the have been going out 5 years, he always respected her boundaries. Well lately he hasn't. Her new girlfriend, Kelly, she had always been there for her. Was there when she need to vent, cry, or just talk to. Last but not least, Kimberly, a girl who came to their school in the middle of last year. She always made Haley laugh when no one else could. She knew when Haley needed space. But in the end Haley had to choose one. Tomorrow was Valentines Day, and her boyfriend and girlfriend had enough of fighting over her.
They both told her she had a choice, either me or him/her. What if she didn't want them, what if she wanted Kimberly, or why cant see have all three? There was one problem though; Kimberly didn't really fall in love. This always brought sadness to Haley. Maybe she didn't love was because she didn't want to get hurt? Whatever the reason was she wanted her to stop.
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I would scratch nervously at my nails. Growing anxious the more time passed me by. Beginning to wonder why I just didnt go to his room. It really was never like me to just go out and ask for a go. But its all thats been in my head lately. The sounds, sights and smells. I craved it. I would adjust and try to get comfortable on that sofa. Looking out the window at the night, maybe that would calm my needs.
But then the image of him next to me under that very sky. Those crystal baby blue eyes and shy look. The way he'd go limp when we kissed. His soft lips on that slender face.
I relax on the couch, resting on my back now. I find myself reaching for the zipper and belt. Removing them both in haste. Using my fingertips to touch the now hardened flesh between my legs. I take my time with myself. I have no one to please but myself.
God I needed him. Now. Here and now.
I mustve made some sort of noise because I heard someone walking down the stairs. I freeze in my act and quickly snap my belt
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Despite the past events for once I was outside my room one morning. The windows were open so it was nice to breathe in some fresh air. I was in normal clothes too, jeans and tshirt. Trying to get back on the normal life track. I think it's around 10:00 in the morning I can't really tell because I left my watch on my dresser. Olli was still asleep. Flake, Till, and Richard were out. I remembered Pauls joke about them, saying they're going window shopping for new flair. The mental image of that alone always got a laugh out of me.
Oh speaking of that little bastard...
Pauls in the living room as usual. Munching on a almost burnt piece of toast. I tell you, him and the toaster do not mix. Or any other kitchen appliance for that matter. He sits casually with a plate on his legs, I sit on the couch opposite of the recliner chair he was in. Pauls like Till when it comes to greetings, especially when hes busy with food. Simple nod and all is well, no words needed! And thats great because I rea
Promises-yaoiI think its around midnight, Id check my watch but the lighting in the building is too dim. We've accepted awards for our latest album. Actually we just went there for the free vodka, can you really blame us? Yes the Russians are marvelous. I had walked outside to smoke which was soon to be proven to be a very bad idea because it was bloody cold out there. So I make it a quick relief and walk back in. Walking into the lobby of our hotel, a small fire going for the tourists to see. The lights turned down due to the time. I can see him relaxing on a couch, a small glass of something probably alcoholic in his hand. Dark hair covering his strong face. Having had sun glasses on the whole day it was a surprise to see his eyes for once. The revolting sweater he had on was gone. Just leaving a black tank top underneath it. I make my way over to make sure hes not drunk. These things happen you see. His eyes shoot to the left and spot me, doesn't make me stop walking. I sit next to him on the soPromises-yaoi in Erotic More Like This
Guardian-yaoiSo beautiful, when I watch you sleep at night. Bodies touching with my arms around your limp frame. Feeling warm when you breathe slowly against me. Your stomach lifting up and down slightly. Your breathe warm against my chest. I watch you with a smile, kissing your brow gently to not stir you. My hand going down your back to hold you up. Your face moves in your sleep and rests along my neck. Nose touching my throat. We rest there on the bed, in the nude with thin white sheets. Candles were burning from me trying to be romantic. But they have long since faded out. Leaving smoke along the corners of the room. Sometimes you mumble in your sleep. Poetic nonsense most of the time. But a smile reaches my face when you whisper my name. Makes me wish you were awake so I can talk back. But I let you rest, you've been so busy lately. I barely have any time with you anymore. You work so hard. Sometimes too hard. Its troublesome to me. Seeing you so exhausted, even before we make love.Guardian-yaoi in Erotic More Like This
tonight-yaoiI find myself being thrown onto his bed. The sheets wrinkling under my eager body. He pounces on me like an animal on the hunt. I am his prey, and I couldn't be more willing to feel his claws. He fiercly attacks my mouth with his as our tongues fight for dominance along with our bodies. He easily wins, even though I let him. He wants me and I REALLY want him. His tongue I can feel on my skin now. My shirt being ripped off as if by a savage. My legs wrap around him tight, wanting his groin against mine oh so much. Our bodies bend as he tongues my neck. Nipping at the flesh as he made me whimper in anticipation. Grabbing his shoulders tightly as he slowly in a teasing manner pulls down the zipper to my trousers. Im already hard as a rock I wont lie. His hands and gentle fingertips start to stroke me through my boxers. My body wants to release right then and there but I hold it all back.tonight-yaoi in Erotic More Like This
No, not yet.
I seize his crotch in my own hands through his jeans. Wanting it ever so badly. He grabs
Studies-yaoiThere were moments. I would think hes there. But when I look hes gone. Or times I wouldnt see him and there he was. Its been a few weeks, hes been getting used to all the new things. I know, Ive been watching him. Hes been following me as well. There are times......Studies-yaoi in Fantasy More Like This
Our first class, sadly...it was Snapes. Ive heard rumors of this guy. Not good ones at that. I was sitting there trying to read my book but it never really interested me. Just like normal school. Go figure. I was in the middle of one row. Till was next to me on my left. The rest of our "gang" was behind us. They decided we were the leaders I guess. I hear footsteps but I dont really move to look.
I perk up to that voice. Its that boy again um....Christoph was his name. He was holding his potion book in an odd way. Must be heavy for him. "Um. Can I sit by you?" I pull the seat to my right back a bit.
"Sure." Till just gave me a look. I cant really explain it. I just shrugged back at him while Christoph sat dow
Stories-yaoiWe're all back at that stairway. Just laughing it up with our stomachs full of food. Telling stories of good times. Richard and I were relaxing back to back. Occasionally Id lean my head over the back of his. His spikes tickling the back of my ears. The rest of us were below us on the bottom steps. Till was leaning against a wall, occasionally bashing a fist to it in laughter. All six of us just enjoying the natural high of laughter.Stories-yaoi in Fantasy More Like This
"Oh man.." I try to breath. "Remember that one time in Potions class last year?" I point to Richard. "Where Till.." I start laughing again. "Gave you the wrong potion and we nearly had our heads blown off by the teacher?" Till and everybody starts laughing while Richard just kind of looks off like it wasnt that funny. Only to smile to himself at the stupid thought.
We were only just now teenagers back then. I was thumbing through pages of my book as usual right next to my friend. Till comes up and hands Richard this bottle.
"Hey, try this I want to see
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"So...tell me about this dream..." Richard spoke as his arms were wrapped around from behind me. My arms getting goosebumps in reaction to his voice.
"It's nothing...doesnt matter..." I try to change the topic, my eyes shifting.
"Come onnnn." He nudges my neck with his nose, his breath making the hairs on my body stick up in excitement.
"Allright allright." I laugh and take a deep breath, he rests his chin on my shoulder. "Remember that night where you helped out with my hand?"
"Yeah, Paul taught me that trick." Richard smirked.
"Well, I had that memory in a dream that night..." I wonder if he's even paying attention..."Only it changed, you...started to touch my face." He pulls me closer, my back now touching his stomach. God hes warm. "You..-." I place my hands on his, "-said I was handsome." I let out a chuckle, "I remember feeling very confused after I heard you say that."
"It's true you know..." I could feel his lips graze my neck. I continued on.
"Then you leaned closer t
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The last few days had been hell...
I can't even look at Till now without being filled with rage.
I look at him and just want to scream.
I can't believe I got sucked into all of this. I curse at them both under my breath. My sleepings been fucked with too. Right now I'm in that space between my bed and wall. Not really wanting to be seen. Same place where I told him everything oh so long ago. I refuse to sleep on that mattress, I can still feel him on it. I can taste him still on my tongue. His moans would ring in my ears like gunfire shellshock. I grab my ears and shut my eyes.
"Stop it stop it stop it..." I growl at myself, rocking to and fro.
Woo, lack of sleep is fun...
My now warped brain played memories of the two of us. I wanted to watch, smile even. But instead I shook them loose until they were gone.
"I'll explain later if you want..." Till replays in my mind. Not long til I'm back at that fence. Watching the memory pass through tearstained eyes.
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As strange as the current event was to me. I let it happen. Richard sits behind me, legs crossed. He's rubbing my back, not sure if it was a friendly gesture or something else. Ah fuck it, it feels really good so why stop it. He starts digging his knuckles into my shoulders, again where he learned this I have no clue. Moving gently along my middle back, between the shoulder blades. I lean forward in a slump yet I keep my mouth shut. Just going blank and letting him work on my back. I can feel all the stress involved in the pain of my body melting away. It was just weird for me because of that dream I had, would this spark another? Best not to think about it, just let him keep going.
"Here too?" Richard breaks the silence suddenly and prods the middle of my spine.
"Mmhmm...." I mumble in agreement and also permission to let him go there too. He digs his thumbs into the muscle and the tension goes away.
"Better?" He moves his hands outward and works on the sides of my back. Meanwhile I'm
Flutter in PeaceFlutter in Peace in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Flutter away dear darling,
to the stars you may
wish to see, while sparkling
upon your final day.
The stars hold her captive
wishing of dreams to pass,
while we remain inactive
as if time will revive our lass.
She will be so timid
thinking of her birds,
the ones who were so vapid
there were hardly any words.
So, go to her my darling
and release her final bonds;
tell her of the starlings,
the ones who are so strong.
Fly away my beloved,
to the stars you may
rest in peace, loved,
till I shall reclaim you, some day.
Rose from Eros' TempleRose from Eros' Temple in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
How long thy heart did weep, till thy eyes did meet, a glorious rose of perfection,
and picked thy rose from the garden below to see it beheld in thy hand,
as it wept in spite and full of delight, to be held just so above;
the others below, so full in bloom they did but glow, for thy eyes are yours for the taking.
So take thy hollowed essence and give thee a kiss from that purse that is your lips made of petals
and win that prize you seek from above, the one you stole from the arrows of Eros
as Psyche stole a forbidden kiss from the husband she did not know,
that did but not, make her lose her mind, as she fell undoubtedly in love.
Thy warmth that overflows thy heart in baths of blood and glory
did but make our hearts so bloom in gardens of forgotten splendor
as your thorns did prick and dot the earth in splinters of our undying passions
that will not cool till thy earth has spun a thousand times through winter.
It is but a rose to all, all but one in I that spots the very es
Windows in the cloudsLook up,Windows in the clouds in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
oh please look up,
the clouds will part this once,
sun shining down on you
do you see it,
do you see my light now?
Can you feel it engulfing you,
teeth gleaming bright,
reflecting my rays back,
I feel the warmth returning now,
eyes sparkling like gems
breathing short and heart quickening
from down below
stay with me, I love you,
I want to keep you, I need you,
SeparationImages blurred into one and augmenting hastilySeparation in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
as if the earth turned in circles and then stood still,
letting the blood flow in circles and images spin
till it all stopped as I landed safely on the ground.
My mother so empty without me,
reaching out with her long, bony, stick like arms
as if trying to hold onto something,
an attempt to regain her children.
My brother laying next to me,
my sister above me, half concealing my brownish exterior
on a battlefield littered by our mothers lifeless progeny,
all but those lucky few, still clinging to her feeble fingers.
Kiss MeKeen set of luscious lips pursed toKiss Me in Free Verse More Like This
Inspire my artists creativity;
Settling on the fall and dip of
Sensuous maw, never mind the way, I,
Muse gaze at you, blowing sweet nothings -
Ever shining, my eyes, with love for you.
I Know Why the Caged Bird SingO, thy cold, coy mistress, tell thee,I Know Why the Caged Bird Sing in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Why ne'er sing a songbird's dream;
Pitter-patter on a harmonic stream
Lovely wings flutters in thy bone cage, see?
Yet, burst forth, thy song does not seem
To, for thy stoicism reflects not thee.
I plead thee, let free the bonds of strife
That take hold thy heart, and enter thy sphere.
We are but two souls in this life
Encapsulated by those we endear,
Yet, it is thee that I hold dear;
It is thee that I love.
However, if thee dost not know, look above,
The Lord knows thy sins for my beloved;
How I pine, burn, perish for you.
Now I know why thy caged bird sings;
It is not for thee, but thy longing,
Thy words hold contempt, for which is untrue,
Let Angels LayLet Angels Lay in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Sleep little angel, in your cotton bed,
the one we wrought for you today,
to rest beneath your head.
The stars bequeath you doze this day
to slumber forsaking dreams,
and take beyond what things you may.
Twice the heavens opened their faultless seams
to bring upon your tired remains,
a hallucination that God deemed.
When the sun shines, darkness will drain;
the earth bathed in sunlight,
upon which you shall refrain.
The darkness is your delight,
a home to which you were born;
dreams are your victuals, which you fight
once more. For my little angel, I mourn.
Only Four draft 2Guys looking as bodies pushOnly Four draft 2 in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
against coarse concrete slabs,
skin grating like cheese in the night
as animal desire becomes unwieldy.
Girls looking as it all sounds the same
but no one seems to mind
the shrieking banshee being dragged like Hector
through the monotonous talking and laughing.
Pain, thats the first word I thought of,
the concrete slab shifting under me,
like my skin moving across a deli slicer,
elbow shattering into tiny cold cut slivers.
Lights flashing and horn blaring
enough to send an epileptic into shock
as I hear snippets of conversation,
mostly what? as skin prods skin.
Doctors rush from bed to bed
checking injury statuses
as cops and nurses mingle
with the sick and vomiting patients.
People dressed in white, dark suits and ties,
like theyre going to church on Sunday
mourning their loses, Im in bed drifting through dimensions,
with doctors wrapping and pinning, my deconstructed elbow.
Then the next day, the stillness,