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New Journal Monday?I don't even know, really... Ah... I just feel like I need to post a new journal. I don't want to rant and make people angry, and I don't have the energy for it besides. I'm not mad at anyone besides myself and life, anyway, so...New Journal Monday? in Journal Scraps More Like This
I'm feeling a little bipolar lately. And by that I don't mean that I think I have bipolar disorder and I don't want to belittle an actual medical condition, it's just the easiest way I can think to describe it. I'll be ecstatically happy and having fun one minute, and then literally feeling so alone and sobbing under a blanket the next. I don't know the cause of it, but - despite what some of them may think - it is not any of my friends' fault. There is just something terribly wrong with me. Probably. And if not... well, I have no idea.
I've been reading a lot, though, which is good for getting the creative juices flowing. The other day I was all hyped up to work on stuff but had no ideas, now I have ideas but no drive to execute them. I'm thinking of trying