Beautiful 11.11"Beautiful"Beautiful 11.11 in Free Verse More Like This
I wish I was as beautiful as you,
Being able to rest half the year not doing anything,
Then suddenly just come out of no where,
Waiting for people to see my beauty,
See how graceful I am as I dance in the wind,
Nothing beats dancing in the wind on a warm spring day,
Feeling the sun kissing you and making love to you every waking day,
Feeling hugged by other wind dancers that the mighty spring brings
Being able to rest for some months then feel rejuvenated,
That's the best feeling in the world,
You know what else is the best thing in the world
Dancing and showering in the rain at the same time,
You could tell me what that feels like cause people can't feel what you feel,
But I can imagine it would feel like being in love
Being in love is one of the most beautiful things to ever experience,
But you wouldn't trade that for dancing in the wind,
Nor would you trade it for being kissed and made loved to by the sun,
Nor would you trade it for the hugs I get from fellow graceful wi
Holding BackI think about this all the time,Holding Back in Free Verse More Like This
Day in and day out,
I lay awake next to you,
Looking at you,
Holding back tears,
Holding back so much more
I hold back the love I have for you,
My passion, I care for you,
I know I don't show it,
I have my reasons which I never fully expressed
I hold back to push you away,
To protect you from getting close to me
In the beginning I didn't think things through,
I rushed not thinking about my problems,
Not thinking I could hurt you, but I did,
And though you can forgive me,
I can't forgive myself
I hold back my true feelings,
Feelings I'm at war with right now,
Arguing with myself on what to do,
Of course I love you and I want to shield you from me,
You say I can do so much better than you,
You can do so much better than me,
I wish that you could see that
If you love something, set it free,
I want to set you free but I'm scared to,
The problems I have, my excuses I use,
I don't think I can fix them knowing that I'll still hurt you,
I love you so much and i
Wind Dancer 2.11Being deeply rooted helps me to dance with the wind, my other friend,Wind Dancer 2.11 in Free Verse More Like This
I love dancing with the wind in the spring,
It feels like a light summer breeze caresses me every which way it can,
Makes me feel as though I'm flying,
The wind beneath my petals make me feel like I'm soaring in the sky,
Looking over my home, something untouched, "perfect"
The wind shifts me,
So that I may see everything around me,
Still I'm the only flower,
Unless of course you consider tall grass flowers,
But they're not tall enough to hide me as I keep dancing,
How I love experiencing this movement,
This dance all day long, and into the night
My little Evangeline"My little Evangeline"My little Evangeline in Free Verse More Like This
I always said that when I start having kids, I'll write about them,
Now that the time is near to have you, I think it's time to start,
It's the least I can do to pass the long days of waiting for you,
I can't wait to see you, see what you look like,
I like to think of you as a reincarnation,
I'll explain when you're old enough to understand
I'm more than excited to have and keep you,
I'll always love you, even if you turn out like me,
I want to teach you all I know, and then some,
I hope that you're as open-minded as I am and very accepting towards people,
That is something I know I will pass down to you
I want to teach you how to write as well as me,
Help you write poems, songs, books, whatever you like,
I want to see the world with you,
Watch you learn new things, become a great person,
I'll always love you my little E.V.
Moonlight Dancing 3.11Night falls in, it's almost time to rest,Moonlight Dancing 3.11 in Free Verse More Like This
Having the wind sleeping with me is nice,
But having the moon shine on me, that's even better,
Despite being in the dark,
I'm still in the light, not hidden, but shining,
The moon makes me shine so bright,
Entrances all who look at me,
Mesmerized by my beauty,
My glistening beauty in the moonlight,
It makes me dance even more passionately,
Something I love doing, like modeling,
Being in the moonlight and modeling my passions, my love for things,
Appreciation for everything around me,
If I could write, I'd write about all the love I have to give,
The happiness I'm experiencing at this moment,
But instead, I have my friends, the wind, the moon to tell, and others
Sleep is creeping up on me,
I must sleep so that I may have another wonderful day,
Another day to tell my friends the feelings I have,
What I'm feeling that very moment
SignsI open my eyes,Signs in Free Verse More Like This
They're as wide as can be, I finally see the truth,
The love you have for me,
So pure, kind, so true,
Your touch, your hands, your lips,
It all captivates me,
Draws me closer to you,
I feel warmth and comfort with you,
I feel so safe with my heart in your hands,
Never did I feel this for my first one, my first love
Making love with you comes naturally,
I feel you deep inside me,
So deep in me, your soul makes love with mine,
It feels so good, so right,
These are signs, true signs of true love,
My dearest love,
What I say is true,
And that is, that I'm in love with you
Beautifully Graceful 1.11You see me in a field,Beautifully Graceful 1.11 in Free Verse More Like This
I'm the only flower, the only rose,
But I like that, all your attention goes to me,
Watching me move gracefully,
So gracefully in the wind
You argue with yourself,
Debate in your head,
Pick this beautiful white rose,
Or leave it be to remain graceful,
Seeing as I'm the only one,
It warms you along with kisses,
Kisses from the sun
You take a closer look,
Look at me inch by inch,
My hair, my rose petals,
All "perfectly" matched,
I was created to be beautiful,
And so, you let me be
So with that turn you walk away,
Now my attention goes back to my field,
My home which I'm deeply rooted in,
You couldn't pluck me no matter how hard you tried,
That's how deep my roots are,
That's how strong I am,
That's how strong my soul is
Like mother like flower 9.11"Like mother, like flower"Like mother like flower 9.11 in Free Verse More Like This
Alas the new flowers, the new roses are here,
I can't begin to express how happy I am,
Where to look, where to begin is the question,
Roses of all shapes and sizes now fill the rest of my home,
All these beautiful roses and their bright vibrant colors,
It's like being in a field of a rainbow,
Swimming in a colorful pool,
I am still the only white rose, I like that
I now share something with that mother deer,
For I too am now a mother,
I have a beautiful rose for a daughter,
Evangeline is what I'll call her,
She's so gorgeous,
Her vibrant yellow hair moves as the wind comes,
She and I dance together, we do a dance for the wind
She is graceful like me,
Her long body nearly as tall as me,
She's taller than the grass,
The grass will never hide her, I can tell,
I also feel her soul intertwined with mine,
Her roots are connected with mine,
She and I are one,
She is me, and I am her
FamilyYou say you love me,Family in Free Verse More Like This
You say shit about me all the time,
Laugh about how I look,
How I dress and even the color polish I wear
Who the fuck are you?
Don't tell me how I should be,
You're not that important to have that say
You know I used to cut,
You act as if I didn't or forgot,
You pretend as if you've never seen my scars,
Ignore them cause you think my mom is to blame
Well, like the scars on my arm,
I'm your scar, I'm the one you can't get rid of,
My mom isn't to blame for how I am,
No, it's my dad, it's people in general,
How people treat me,
How they look at me,
Talk about me as if I can't hear them,
Treat me as if I have no feelings
There are so many things to say I'd love to say,
I know none of you will listen, nor understand,
You all under estimate me,
Under estimate how my life could be,
How I want it to be
I'm always seeking acceptance within "your circle",
The circle of achievers,
Instead I'm in the circle of "failure", with my mother,
My aunt, and my cousin
We just have a di
AbueloI want to thank you for being there,Abuelo in Free Verse More Like This
Being a father to me,
A father I wish I had,
We've done so much together,
I have a lot of great memories,
Memories I'm going to pass down to Evie
I'll always remember the good times we had,
Walking on Landis, getting the paper,
Playing baseball, basketball,
Throwing the ball on the roof and trying to catch it,
Watching you in the garden is what I liked,
Watching you take care of the flowers,
Listening to your knowledge about plants,
Seeing your eyes light up when they bloom,
Knowing you're doing something right,
Something you love that no one can take away
My fondest memory I have, that I love,
Is watching old shows with you,
The Three Stooges, and Laurel and Hardy,
Sharing something like that with you,
Is a privilege most people don't get,
Watching the shows and seeing you laugh,
Seeing you happy, I wish to live in that moment,
Go back in time just to do it again
You taught me to appreciate things.
Appreciate life a little more,
I know your health
Due to the Cause ofDue to the cause of hatredDue to the Cause of in Free Verse More Like This
people have to die
Due to the cause of pain
people have to cry
Due to the cause of love
people have reason to need
Due to the cause of education
people have ways to succeed
Due to the cause of fashion
people have style
Due to the cause of cars
people can drive thousands of miles
Due to the cause of light
people can see
And Due to the cause of life
people have reason to be
100 Petals on a Flower100 Petals on a Flower in Free Verse More Like This
My petals are dying
Falling ever so slowly
As my days move on ever so coldly
Taking forever every hour
I lost all power
100 petals on a flower
Is it possible for someone to hurt so much
they don't feel anything anymore?
80 petals left
There go 20 on the floor
You hurt, I hurt
Is that true?
Look 50 petals of your flowers has fallen too
My petals have fallen and died
No longer am I tied
to this on off on off feeling inside
I refuse to let our love subside
0 petals on my flower
I'll keep our bud of love alive
With whats left of my time
If Only You KnewI hate the word "wait"If Only You Knew in Free Verse More Like This
because waiting is too long
for you I'd wait forever
but this wait is like a never ending song
If only you knew how i feel
how eager I am for "us" to happen
how happy I am to see your face
On the other side of the door that I open
If only you knew
how I melt in your arms
how I die when you hold me
how I blush up a storm
If only you knew
how many times I wanted to call
how I hang up the phone
how much deeper I fall
If only you knew
why this waiting hurts so much
why your the one that makes me
let go when we hug
I feel that we cant get any closer than that
and when we kiss, I hope your face
turns just alittle bit more to the left
If only you knew
how true I could be
how much I want this
to be you and me
If only you knew
how I love you so much
how long I could wait
to feel your touch
If only you knew
why I chose to be with you
If only you knew
why my love is so true
If Only you knew
Dear Diary.Dear diary,Dear Diary. in Free Verse More Like This
Run, run, cling to dear life.
Hold tight to a chest of pain and anguish,
So empty so dark: Hurt.
Hurt like the bloody tears of a crying angel.
Anger, distress, never at your best.
Lets go far together: No! Never.
Hurled into a black chrome you know so well: Swell.
Swell up my heavy tarnished eyes filled with tears of time.
You hurt me...
Over joyment, excitement, love, pain.
So many feelings, so hard to explain.
But you knew me so well, Oh diary,
you knew me inside my shell, so well.
Its time for me to let you go.
Too much of me you know,
My well being, my existence,
carved into these feeble pages,
everything about me I could never show.
I read and reread you too much.
Heavy on my mind with past, present, no future.
My solitary crutch.
You are, yes, you are, so painful to touch.
You know me way too much.
Sizzle, blacken, crumble.
Bleed red words of silent mumbles.
For its your last.
At Second GlanceWords expressed with untold truthAt Second Glance in Free Verse More Like This
A heart as empty as its Temple
A silence of self expression
How can I express myself?
Eyes of depth and pain
Can you see it?
The cries, the screams, the anger
Can you hear it?
A slash of skin as hurt wells up ontop
Until it cant hold no more
than falls over releasing my pain
I think Im going insane
Can you feel it?
Trapt behind this masked face
In the end I have myself to blame
Anger not at them but at myself
Anger not at you but at I
Anger not at they but at me
Yes, this anger will stay I wont be free
Take refuge in my smile
Hide my true self behind these dark eyes
Hide the truth which lies inside
Missing You SomeI cant sleep. Hours pass me by, but they dont touch me.Missing You Some in Free Verse More Like This
Yesterday i went to bed at 6 in the morning
Hello, how do you do?
I have being missing you some
So much has happend lately, things you will probably never know
You have being haunting me in my dreams i would prefer you didnt do that
How is your trip? I hope this finds you well
Your dad looks lonely its heartbraking
I work now i need to get money somehow
I find myself with new things i would like to share with you everyday
I often forget them when i sit in front of the computer to write them down
Maybe they're not as important i just wish you were here
Remember Vanilla Twilight?
It was our song last time you went away
You never told him where to find me if I ran away
Luckily i dont plan on doing that soon
You know, the thing about you leaving is that no one can do the job of replacing you well enough for my liking
If you ever have insomnia call me
Even though i dont think you ever will
Your mind is filled with too many nothing's to
Wish On A Falling StarWish On A Falling Star in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
I wish that I grow up and be a scientist, like Bill Ny and Einstein.
I wish that I knew everything in the whole wide world. Everything.
I wish for a dinosaur, like in that scary movie. A big brontosaurus that I could ride to school. All the people would be en-bee-ous of me and it would be so awesome.
I wish that the kids in my class would stop making fun of me.
I wish that God could come and bring all the angels and trumpets and make Ms. Mesca's cancer go away.
I wish I knew where babies came from.
I wish that I didn't know where babies came from.
I wish that there'd be a genie that could come and make Dad's big bills and money stuff go away.
I wish that there wouldn't be any money problems. For anyone.
I wish that I wasn't afraid of those people in my class. I know they don't mean it.
I wish that um. I wish that I knew what to wish for. Heheh.
I wish that Jenny would give me that note back with the 'yes' box checked.
I wish that Einstein could come and help me
FourFour in Free Verse More Like This
Scorpion's melancholy embrace, seeping poison like sickly, healing, syrup
Butterfly's gentle fingers squeezing, a childhood friend's silent reassurance
Snake's hypnotic gaze, leveling, soothing, sending me to oblivion of much needed sleep
Wolf's shielding fire, holding the entrance till harsh morning returns
Our balance of the Between
Life and death, this one and that, reality and escape-
Me and Us
Broken Timepiece CH 6Broken Timepiece CH 6 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
(Please enjoy this chapter. It's one of my favourites.)
Tutankhaten got down from his day chariot unaided as Nakhtmin shielded his eyes from the pounding light. Pharaoh had been right about one thing. Too much time playing sports on a day like this really would leave unpleasant damage.
"'lo," the king said, barely above a whisper and popped his foot into a sand hill and began stringing a blackened bow over his calf. The charioteer who had accompanied Tutankhaten unhitched the horses and led them to the small pool that had somehow formed in this arid area. The King's House was not far away, but the horses would soon melt if they were not permitted to put out the fires in their guts with due haste.
"You do not want to know about the conversation I just had with your father,"
Nakhtmin said, sighting along an arrow. "And by the way, that bow's too short for you."
"Most are," said Tutankhaten, s
After the supercomputer-Chapter 6After the supercomputer-Chapter 6 in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Chapter 6: Everything that shines isn't always gold
01 of July, of 2012 Hour: 1300
Ellie and John were walking to reach the woods. They both had been good buddies since. "Man, that mission you guys pulled off was risky but worth it, am I right?" Then John turned to Ellie "Yep, it was risky by after all, you're the prize." Ellie lifted an eyebrow "Prize?" He turned to her and said "What the MIB lost was very valuable to them and now you're here." She smiled. They kept walking until they found Odd walking Kiwi. "Hey guys!" They both smiled at Odd. Kiwi got near Ellie and barked at her meaning that he wants to play with her. "I've near seen that from Kiwi, he usually hates strangers." She turned her head to him "Like me?" Odd nodded "Well, Kiwi wants to play with you so, go ahead." She nodded and called Kiwi to play with him. Odd turned to John "Alright, now that I have some time, who is she?" Then John looked around him then at Ellie. She was distracted with Kiwi. "She's a military
Such Sweet SorrowSuch Sweet Sorrow in Emotional More Like This
Tell me about something that made you sad.
Uh. Okay. Let me think. [Pause] I was sad when I sent you to the airport in San Antonio. That made me sad You leaving again made me sad.
Yeah. That made me sad, too. Parting is always sad, but you know what's worse? It always gets better. The first couple times, you're likeshe's leaving, I'm so sad I'm going to cry. And then, after a long time, you get used to it. That is sad.
Yeah. I understand.
Mm. Let's sleep now.
She fell into a slumber quickly. I soon heard her gentle and rhythmic breathing next to me. But I stayed awake to ponder her words. Did parting really get easier as time went by?
I don't think so. If else, I feel that it gets harder. More painful each time to see her turn her back on me and walk away. It's just that I've gotten stronger, and I've learned to smile when I wave goodbye. And cry l