Rooftop star counting"I left a lonely boy counting stars on a rooftop last night."Rooftop star counting in Free Verse More Like This
"A lonely girl left me last night worried that I would jump, three hundred and ninety eight."
"He was so distant and confused I didn't know what to say, so I left wordless."
"What she doesn't know is that I couldn't speak, so I stared at the stars
"Maybe he can't sleep at night or he has nightmares that could make you cry, maybe he has my life."
"I wonder if she has unexplainable dreams that could make you turn every light on in the house."
"He wouldn't look at me, just the sky or the graffiti filled walls that were spelling out not so nice things."
"I couldn't look her in the eyes, she would have seen the guilt trying to escape, count the stars."
"Alcohol filled veins, higher than the planes that you could barely see in the cloudy night sky."
"I bet she's never done a drug in her life never took that dare to drink she looked like a good kid."
"He's probably a druggie just like me, except he doesn't like to b
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Forgive forget forgive
Forgive forget forgive forget
Forgive forget forgive forget forgive
Forgive forget forgive forget forgive forget
Forgive forget forgive forget forgive forget forgive
Forgive forget forgive forget forgive forget forgive forget
Forgive forget forgive forget forgive forget forgive forget forgive
Forgive forget forgive forget forgive forget forgive forget forgive forget
Just forget it
Just forget it just forget it
Just forget it just forget it just forget it
Just forget it just forget it just forget it just forget it
Just forget it just forget it just forget it just forget it just forget it
Just forget it just forget it just forget it just forget it just forget it just forget it
Forgive someone forgive someone
Forgive someone forgive someone forgive someone
Forgive someone forgive someone forgive someone forgive someone
Actually just fucking forget.
I promised you somethingI told myself I wouldn't write tonight but I liedI promised you something in Free Verse More Like This
I promised myself that I would never believe those depressing stories
I left what was important to me a few years ago; I should have asked that one question
That one question that's still eating away at my mind today but I didn't so it's irrelevant
I couldn't sleep last night it was like before when I would never sleep ever
Just because I didn't have a reason to wake up the next day
I woke up in the middle of the night surviving a suicidal nightmare
I opened my eyes just before I hit the ground after jumping off the roof of a hotel
The bad thing was that what woke me up was a text message from an unknown number
"Live another day, it's not over yet." I did the usual "Wrong number." Text back
Put a pillow over my head, drowning out the sound of everything and hit the ground
What if this was all a dream
A "Maybe it will end soon." dream
And I'll wake up
This is all just a trial
Someone wants to know if you can handle the real thing
Attracted to the lightDeadly words spoken with a guilty consciousAttracted to the light in Free Verse More Like This
I lost my thoughts that night when I said "This isn't right."
You left me alone in a house of angry ghosts
They intimidate me (thoughts of broken lies and un-kept secrets)
What would happen if crack filled walls told a story
Stitch covered bodies leave you wondering
I lost my life to the lie telling walls, they don't know how to keep they're fucking mouth shut
"Rip your heart out and staple it back in."
The ceiling makes threats that keep me up at night
I'm locked in this house because when ever I go by the door it turns into a
Boarded up mess
Words spray painted onto the mirrors "Fake, Lie, Secrets are never safe."
Never ever safe in this house, surrounded by spikes blinded by dark you never
Know where they are
The floor might as well be a pool of piranhas, you can't live forever
Screaming voices from peoples past left behind to be stuck here for an eternity
Scratchy monotones will make your ears bleed if you listen (don't listen never ever
Alphabet strangersAnd we'll never learn.Alphabet strangers in Free Verse More Like This
Be okay, alive, amazing.
Can someone be honest all the time?
Ditch the fake personality for five minutes.
Everyone has a purpose, find yours.
Fake a smile maybe it will turn real.
Go some place inspiring.
Help just help.
In to the darkness you never know what's hiding in the shadows.
Just live your life.
Kaleidoscope eyes watching traffic.
Late night lights and blurred vision.
Maybe that random person was right.
No one believes me ever.
Optimists, who looks at the good side first?
Psychotic phrases speaking slowly never helps.
Quiet houses loud thoughts.
Resist the urge.
Silence, what is that?
Tell me a story about a boy and a girl.
Undo everything if only it was possible.
Vast landscapes picture perfect.
Wish upon a shooting star it will never come true.
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