Well, Honey...You think depression is a choice?Well, Honey... in Free Verse More Like This
Do you think I choose
To feel worthless?
To feel empty,
To feel sick to my stomach because I think too much?
To feel broken,
To feel hopeless,
Angry at myself..
To feel suicidal, sometimes without knowing a reason?
To feel the need to lay in bed all day,
Without moving a muscle,
Because getting up would just make me want to fall back down?
Depression is never a choice.
You don't choose depression.
Depression chooses you.
We don't need ignorant people to choose us, too.
Before you kill yourself...Before you kill yourself,Before you kill yourself... in Free Verse More Like This
Remember just one little thing.
There are places to go,
Where you have never been before.
How can you be sure those places are bad?
There are things to see,
Things you have never seen before.
How can you be sure those things are ugly?
There is a new tune to hear,
Something you've never heard before.
How can you be sure that tune is scary?
There are words to be said,
Things that have never been said before.
How can you be sure those words are hurtful?
There are dreams to be imagined,
Things you have never dreamed before.
How can you be sure that they are nightmares?
Darling, please don't give up.
Please stay strong.
Don't let go.
108801PLANESCAPE108801PLANESCAPE in Free Verse More Like This
your shiver-smile is exultant.
i thought that
while i waited for the
suns to fall,
i would sing quietly
of the planescapes;
and how we, hand in hand
held the rising
jewels of the eternal apex
in that void, brimming with
life and interstellar
"your shiver-smile is exultant,"
i breathed in your ear
while you frosted over
and when again the suns
did climb to their zenith,
we were seen
as nothing less than
made of superstrings
101412PARALLAX101412PARALLAX in Free Verse More Like This
per aspera, ad astra.
to the angel of the halls of time:
in the space of those untold-thousand terminal
heartbeats silent; the treetop sunbeams gliding
some forest thaw in spring where he was static
bled like ruin and heather in the cloudshperes
she danced not far, and whether or not she felt
the dynamic of weathered-storm skyshallow, yet
untired he moved to make not a sound and thus
was fashioned the beginning of an end
PermanentI want to feel the small buzz of the tiny needlesPermanent in Free Verse More Like This
going up and down
I want to see the highly pierced man sitting next to me
to dip those buzzing needles into black ink
as he inhales the cigarette
that is hanging precariously from his saliva ridden mouth
I want him to blow smoke into my face as he asks
"Ya ready?" and I nod
I want to feel the rush of adrenaline seethe through my veins
I want to see the buzzing needles get closer and closer
I want them to finally touch my skin and inject
I want to hear myself gasp because it hurt more than I expected it to
I want to realize that this will be forever embedded into my skin
I want something permanent
FireI can see the burning fire in your eyesFire in Free Verse More Like This
it wraps me in warmth
the burning fire is full of passion
your smile makes the fire burn hotter
and I can feel it
the fire is making my heart beat faster
Its so loud that I can hear it
and I'm sure you can too
you approach me and I can feel the fire even more
your hand gracefully finds mine
holding your hand burns
I can hear it sizzling
your eyes meet mine and
the fire is making me swoon
you lean down so your lips
meet my ear
and you whisper
"I love you"
my ears heat up and I can feel those words
throughout my body making me feel
warm and dizzy
I stare at your lips and you get closer
til' our lips meet
and I'm on FIRE
ProzacProzac in Free Verse More Like This
the night falls as you try to sleep away the pain.
your dreams start to show you blowing away your brain.
you have to get out of bed, but don't want too.
you need to eat, but hate too.
you go to work, but don't see why you have too.
you will live, but try not too.
the fog hangs on you like a bad habit -
sorry that you're not seeing little white rabbits.
it's time for you to decide, and you aim towards suicide.
take the miracle pill,
swallow all you problems down;
Prozac to fill, Prozac, Prozac...
in this world, you're floating on cloud nine.
you see that things are looking fine.
Eat the happy pill -
let the pleasure flow in your veins.
Prozac, and kill your pain.
you still fear the black days,
the rerun of the dark ages come to a close.
Prozac NationWith one blessed pill, we can cure your depressionProzac Nation in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
If "I feel less motivated" is your sole confession
So what if it kills your self-expression?
To falsely heal is a phychiatrist's profession
The antidote for sadness is medication
For escape from pain and self-mutilation
To release you from the freedom of no mental limitations
We are under the rule of a Prozac Nation
"Denial is bliss", thats what they say
The doctor's mantra, a prescription's right-of-way
"A chemical imbalance" is what makes you stay
A trance where everything seen is in shades of grey
"The melancholy I finally overcame"
It is only half truth, but that's what you claim
But when your artificial heaven was finally maimed
Our Prozac Nation was all that's left to blame
Lucifer's fallLucifer's fall in Free Verse More Like This
Look at yourself!!Look!
You're the brightest star of them all.
See,darling,you're the most beautiful one,
But still,you chose to fall.
Your wings shattered,
And your soul went black,
Did you ever regret it,my dear?
You keep it silent,there's no way back.
You left heaven behind you,
Do you miss it? I know I do,
I miss the innocence and the glitter,
The sweetness of the clouds and the truth.
I miss my wings,
Yes,honey,I lost them too.
See,when you fell,
I jumped. I fell with you.
I just wish you'd take me in your embrace,
Hold me tight and never let me go
Your sinful lips on mine,
Send me the wind and I'll know.
I can feel you all over,
My body is sinful,my soul is almost gone
I know the taste of your scent,love,
And I know your body is still warm.
And one day,I just felt the known heat;
I felt your lips on my neck,your arms around me
I looked at the mirror,how fucking good we are together.
And in that darkness,I knew,you'll never leave.
HetaGearHetaGear in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
HelleeV: Hey Ya this Hellee V , My new fan fic this is semi base on the LolliDictator est. 1995 unit Manuel and the anime Chobits. All right Go to Hetalia like all way and the chick whom invented the units thingy . Fact: Here the units are kinda like persocom in this world .
I sit tied up to a chair in a dark room waiting for my death .To be honest I never expected anything like this to happen to me yet I am here. I glare to door where the man with purple eyes stare playing with his golden knife. Do I have any regrets I ask repeatedly to myself "none" I would not change anything. I smiled, closed my eyes and think back to how I got here.
Somewhere way before the prologue and in the glasses of America (a major flash back)
Here we started our story
"Piper you're going to be late" a voice yelled to me from the hall, it was Ms.Motosuwa the closet thing I had to a mother.
"Alighted I am coming" I groan dam why do there have to be school today. I started up at my poster o
Suicide noteDear Mister,Suicide note in Concrete Poetry More Like This
I lay empty inside with many thoughts of suicide. Limbo is where I stand above the ground so high. The people below laugh at my failure that has tainted my empty heart. So Mister call my phone, talk to me, tell me why I was born when nobody wants me. Maybe tomorrow or maybe next year you will find my wrenched corpse in my bathtub. The cold water will run down my bloody wrists. Liquor stains my clothes because I drank to my death in a good humor. Dead lips so cold just a touch will break me. No longer will I be your victim of your love rape or abuse. The scars on my body are enough proof of your existence. Tonight I will leave my proof of living by dying. Everything that I hold dear is gone now, you stole my everything.
Someday you will wake and see my face in the mirror with soaked bloody tears that you had drawn. Paint my corpse with your lies of love. Whisper your secrets into mouth, tasting the