RutMy finger cuts a swathe throughRut7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The steamy canvas on my shower door.
Beaded heated water droplets
Slowly race down to the bathtub's floor.
Sunlight, skewed, overwhelms my window.
I think I'll skip work again tomorrow.
angel from my nightmare.Do me a favor, let me cry.angel from my nightmare.7 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Leave me alone, don't ask me why.
All my friends ask me what's wrong
But I just think "I must be strong!"
I don't want them to see my tears,
my sadness, my sorrows and all my fears.
I cry because you'll never love me.
I'm sad because you'll never hold me.
I fear that you will leave me forever
And we will never be together...
And I hate my life because of you.
I hate myself cause you hate me to.
So why the fuck am I even trying?
I think we both know I can't stop crying...
But there's one thing you'll never know.
I love you even thought you hate me so.
You will never like me for who I am,
You'll never be able to cure this pain.
All the pain you caused in my heart,
That is the reason I fell apart.
And I can't find myself anymore,
I'm not who I used to be before.
Before I met you, my hopelles love.
Before you came, the Angel from above.
But that Angel ruined my hole life,
It stabbed me in the back with a knife.
I trusted you, and you let me down.
You just left, y