'sick of love -Love Sick-'well im so sick of loving anyone
and im so sick of being burned
and im tired of all the love ive given
being given back but not returned
and im tired of wasting my heart
and im tired of giving it my all
and the place where you heart once was
well its getting pretty small
and im so sick of love, but am i love sick?
and im sick of falling in love
and its so hard to fall out
and does love really exist?
well as for me ive got my doubts
cuz open hearts they dont come easy
and the closed ones are so cheap
and i find one more on the 'for sale' rack
i swear ill bury it six feet deep
cuz im so sick of love, but am i love sick?
my hearts so full of memories
of loves that have grown cold
and when im aging and all
my body's weary and grown old
I'll look back over the lovers
who have ripped apart my heart
but ill look back on our time together
and be sorry we grew apart
cuz im so sick of love, but am i love sick?
cuz im so sick of love, but am i love sick?
i dont know.
fuckfuck12 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
fuck your little smile
and your teasing little eyes
fuck your tender touches
and fuck your little lies
fuck everything about you
everything that drew me in
the reason why im drowning
the reason i cant swim
you said you\'d fucking be there
but you werent when i needed you most
fuck your petty excuses
to me youre just a ghost
a spirit that wont leave me
or give me fucking peace
all i want is your arms around me
and for that im losing sleep
you just keep denying me
of the love i know is mine
im desperate cuz i need you
where do i draw the line?
i love you but i hate you
and for that i say fuck this
refusing me everything ive given
ignoring my only wish...
Its Only Rape If...Its only rape if my pants are all the way off,Its Only Rape If...8 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Don't worry officer I kissed her before I took off,
I read the book, I know all the rules, its only rape if I have my pants all the way off,
Movin off topic, as you stand there, only man on bike I know, you must be a dike,
Picturing the sit between your butt cheeks, Mr. gay officer, do not get offended,
I actually think it is splendid,
Now I give you complement, can we forget the suspension ?
Please? I smile, I beg you with my buck teeth, please?
(Its only rape if…) I know what I can do, I reach up under seat,
(Its only rape if…) now do not look away, do not play with your zipper zip,
(its only rape if…) please do not fondle authorities, I come from chin-na, repect for you all,
Now I bow, please do not take this as a sexual advancement, your gay ways to advanced,
(its only rape if…) now I'm here on my knees, good thing your not straight, no blow job for you,
No worry about you grabbing my head, even though I put your hand on it, its not re
Fuck YouFuck you to every teacher who said you're fucking stupid.Fuck You10 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Fuck you to every dad who said you'll never make it
Fuck you to every asshole who called you a freak,
and fuck you to all the stereotypes, desensitized by TV.
This is our anthem of open defiance.
We won't give in to this fucking tyranny.
We stick our middle fingers in the air with you.
I'm standing up to take back what is mine.
Fuck you to the people who said "You'll never be a rockstar."
Fuck you to those who said your views don't mean a thing.
Fuck you to the people who judge you by what you wear
Fuck you to those fucks who said "boys can't wear make-up."
I won't listen when you tell me that my rock n roll's too loud.
I won't listen when you tell me that I need to cut my hair.
I won't listen when you say that rock n roll is dead.
And I won't listen when you tell me how to conduct my life.
I won't listen, I won't listen, I WON'T LISTEN!
Don't tell me what I can and can't do.
Fuck you and everything you stan
Alone in the Rain - SilverLighAlone in the Rain - SilverLigh11 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Standing out here alone in the rain
Trying to wash away all of my pain
Drowning the sorrows from past years
Hiding from my nightmares and fears
The rain just gets harder and faster
I miss the good times and the laughter
I hide from it out here in the wet and cold
And I suffer from the things I've been told
The rain follows where tears once went
The rain like the pain shows no repent
I suffer for everything I am deep inside
And I remember the tears I once cried
I look around and see puddles of rain
Getting deeper and deeper like the pain
The puddles that used to be puddles of tears
The feelings and thoughts from all my fears
I can't explain to you the way I feel
And maybe by standing here I'll heal
I'll somehow wash away some of the pain
And I'll just stand here alone in the rain.
Fuck ItFuck all the words you saidFuck It9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Fuck the love we shared
Fuck the pain you feel
Fuck your pathetic attempts
Fuck your stupid smile
Fuck your fucking lies
Fuck the tears i shed
Fuck this stupid poem
Fuck what i mean
Fuck trying to understand
Fuck off out of my life
Fuck your fucking comments
Fuck you and your fucking heart
Fuck your addictions, yes theres more then one
Fuck your fucking mind games
Fuck your fucking hugs
You know what mate.....FUCK YOU!!!!
F.U.C.K. Once upon a time,F.U.C.K.7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
There lived a beautiful princess
She waited, and waited
But her prince never ca--
FUCK THE SYSTEM!
Let's get wrecked on pop-tarts and sex
Let's see the Taj Mahal and
Skate through the pyramids
Hand in hand
Let's discover Wonderland
And dance in the silence
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FsckAnd you're so fucking braveFsck8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Behind that computer screen
So free of the blame
When you can't hear me scream
And don't you pretend
That you can't understand
When you sit up so high
You just extend the fall
You know you never lost at all...
Don't say I'm not sorry
When you can't see my eyes
I was too far gone
To distinguish the lies
Upset turns to rage
And I spite you with this pen
But for now I am broken
And the darks seeped in again
So don't tell me you hate me
From behind that screen
Don't tell me you hate me
When you can't see me scream
FallenFallen11 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I am now dry
no emotion to show
tired of this life
and taking every blow
it's taken my all
to get where I am today
and yet that's all it needd
to change my world gray
I've run out
of needle and thread
I can no longer stitch
the wounds that have bled
My heart's so complex
not JUST worries and cares
if you can't find the door
'climb in through the tears
it's taken a toll
as the years have gone by
I'm a wondering soul
who doesn't know how to fly
So will you take the challenge
to stitch up these things
will you be my Angel
and help me, be my wings
Glory From My LowestRain tapped lightly and I opened up my doorGlory From My Lowest10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
And the feelings that I felt, I've never felt before
the sun its shines we all felt fine
the rain made us hide beneath
the comforter and blakents were we'd hid both our dreams
And world it did seem scary as we opened up our hearts
And the pieces of our bodies were all just moving parts
and we all danced we held our hands
and sent up a prayer to all those we know
and I said remember that i need you thats something that this seed must sow
And we paced the lawns that we had crept the night before
and we dreamed of the day we were all looking towards
we walked the block and set our clocks
cuz you had to be home at a decent time
and we sang the songs we knew and named our favorite neon signs
Im restless in my bed at night and my side effects are obvious
But we still managed to share a embrace and the sky smiled back at us
and we gave a look it was sink, line and hook
and we held each other tighter than we dared
and while others stared we just held
The Unfaithful - pandalemurThe Unfaithful - pandalemur10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can't stop myself from pushing away your hands
and asking, "Why?"
Why would you still want me after all I've done to you?
Those thoughts never spoken but ever known,
betraying every ounce of what you gave me
I am the unwilling yet still unfaithful wife -
and still you want me,
even after I've brought derrogatory lovers into our bed
Your arms encircle me nontheless
breaking my heart with every forgiving syllable
My misunderstanding fights against those words
and yet all I want is for the agony to stop
Wrapped up in you
I feel balanced on a serrated blade
There is something safe and undeniably dangerous about this romance
Every fiber within me trembles
The question echoes in my mind as you emit no sound
only your eyes speak while mine drown in shame
As loud as daylight but gentle as a caress -
You do this because you love
How often I forget the promise sealed with a kiss
and bound by blood
I am overwhelmed by your faithfulness
and left to your abounding mercy
Tectonic PlatesTectonic Plates11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Sometimes I feel as if there's a fermenting
peach in place of my heart, its stone lodged directly under my ribs
and it buckles and gapes like the roundest vowel sound
resulting in that pained gaze you sometimes catch me lost inside. I'm really staring into the bricks and mortar
trying to dig my way out of a building
with an ex-girlfriend's name above its door
I say 'you are an island, and I am the sea'
but what I really mean is that you are so much stronger than me. Who cares
if kids in cars feel righteously opposed to
the things you have said? If pens and ink break
you'll always have your hands to gesture with instead.
I lap at you for lack of something
concrete to do. I am the ocean, you are the land
you don't need people to keep walking upon you
to still be you
but I need the clouds that break and sigh above me
I need the rain to fill me up and the moon to drag me through.
You are an island. That is all you have to do.
I stay up late and get too tired
to make sense, I fold