To say I love you A DGM yaoiTo say I love you A DGM yaoi7 years ago in General More Like This
To say I love you
A D.Gray-Man fanfic
Declaimer: I do not own D.Gray-Man, it belongs to Katsura Hoshino.
Warning: This is a YAOI fanfic (boyxboy love) So Please, if you dont like that sort of stuff do not read this fanfic. I dont like bashing.
Lavi, wait. Lavi pushed Allen gently against the wall, lacing their fingers together above Allens head.
Youre so cute Allen. Lavi snickered as he started kissing along Allens jaw line; nipping slightly at his soft skin. Relishing in the shivers that began to run all threw Allens body. Lavi could hear the nervous breaths that escaped from Allens mouth. He could even fell the hot air that tossed strands of his hair from his forehead. Why are you so nervous Allen? Lavi cooed the words as he brought his face nose to nose with Allens. Dont you
Smile - Laven'"Your nothing, nothing to me." He heard.Smile - Laven4 years ago in Romance More Like This
Everyone turns. Everyone leaves.
"You were never even a friend "
"Why?" He asked desperately. "Why must everyone leave?"
"I'm not leaving, I was never there for you " the voice answered.
"Why " why .?
The voice echoed in laughter.
"Lavi why you? Why you too?! I-I ."
"You what? You think I care, Allen?" The voice hurt him deeper, echoing in his mind.
"Allen Allen "
Allen awoke with a start.
"Oh- L-Lavi!" He said staring at the face that hovered above his. "Wh-what is it?"
"I came to see if you were okay, you missed dinner." Lavi noted.
"Oh, did I? I guess I'll get something to eat" Allen said.
"Wait, Allen, it's like 12am, and you you were crying in your sleep why were you crying?" Lavi asked grabbing his arm.
"I I " Allen stammered.
"You, you said my name " Lavi pointed out.
Allen his lip and looked away using the arm Lavi wasn't holding to wipe away any tears
AllenxLavi :Candy Tears: Ch.1"Allen..."AllenxLavi :Candy Tears: Ch.17 years ago in Teen More Like This
Allen struggles to open his eyelids.
Allen blinks a few times.
His vision still hazy.
"What? Who's...Allen?" He asks the voice.
"Wake up...It's time..."
Allen looks around...And sees no one...Nothing. All by himself in the dark abyss.
'Who's Allen Walker? What is this place? Where am I? Who am I...?'
"Allen...Allen...Wake up. The akuma are here..."
Suddenly an Akuma's face appears from the dark abyss --
Allen then shoots himself out of the bed covers, sweat rolling down his forehead and all over his body. He gasps for air, his lungs about to burst from what seemed to be...a nightmare.
Allen, a bit calm now, got out of bed and heading toward the bathroom to take a shower.
As he turned the knobs that allowed water to flow from the shower-head, he stood there for a moment...thinking thoroughly about the nightmare.
"It's been the third time...this week," He mumbles u
+Love's a Virus+ Pt. 1I don't understand whats wrong with me. My palms sweat and my fingers twitch when I see him He's always so beautiful to me. It can't be helped. I feel sweat beginning to form on my forehead and I tremble. His voice...oh so sweet to my ears. But it feels wrong. Very wrong. I've been trying to hide my feelings about Lavi. But I can't help but blush when I see him. I took a deep breath and walked out of my room. The day had just begun.+Love's a Virus+ Pt. 17 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Good morning Sir Walker." I hear fellow exorcists say as I pass them and their Finders. I wave back and smile so they'll smile and wave back. Some would start a conversation, or they would just pass on. I felt my stomach growl after seeing someone pass with a plate of eggs and grits. I began to drool. 'So hungry...' my thoughts about all the food i could eat eased into my mind. It took a while before I found the cafeteria. A large room for exorcists and finders to eat, of course. I stretched and walked over to the ordering wind
+Love's a Virus+ Pt. 5It wasn't long before I found myself in Lavi's arms. It felt comfy... He held me for a long time. We walked back to my room.+Love's a Virus+ Pt. 57 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Allen. Sorry. I shouldn't have did that...." He turned away from me and let me go. I looked at him and blushed.
"Wh-What?" I said. My voice became shakey but I held myself. Lavi looked at the door.
"Its against the Bookman rules.....to be in love with outsiders...I can't be attached to anyone. I'm nothing but an observer..." My heart was crushed. I couldn't reply in any way. He looked at me and his face seemed so sad. "I'm sorry. We can't...be together..."
"B-But can't you just...bend the rules?" Lavi shook his head. My heart pounded loudly. "Wait.....So I'm just an outsider to you? You.....don't care about me or something??" My eyes welded up with tears. I felt myself shaking. My palms were sweaty and I frowned at him.
Lavi shook his head. "I'm sorry Allen. If..If I knew you'd be this way...or love me
Laven - Train Ride'What a mission, but at least we obtained the innocence', Allen thought to himself as he fell back on his train seat in exhaustion. Allen closed his eyes and only opened them when he felt Lavi sit down next to him.Laven - Train Ride4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Hey beansprout you look exhausted!" Lavi noted with his usual cheeky grin.
"It's Allen" Allen replied automatically back.
"Yeah, yeah I know" Lavi laughed.
Allen made a face and turned the other way to take a nap.
Lavi looked over the boy, his white hair shone brightly in the dim moonlight giving him a mysterious but stunningly beautiful aura. The red haired exorcist smiled at the younger exorcist's calm expression as he slept, it made him want to reach out and pet his soft white hair and caress his flawless pale skin.
'No, you're a bookman and he's another guy you shouldn't think like that' Lavi tried to convince himself. He was kidding no one though. He wasn't all that into girls and his famous "STRIKE" was actually just him trying to cover up his real feeling
+Love's a Virus+ Pt. 4I woke up to a slap on my face. I opened my eyes slowly, shielding the light so it didn't enter my vision too fast. Once my eyes were fully open, i could see Timcampy standing over my head with its small round body. It flew up in the air and flapped its wings impatiently, watching me raise from the bed.+Love's a Virus+ Pt. 47 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Tim, good evening...." I yawned and stretched. Timcampy flew over to my shoulder and rested itself. I for one thought it was cute how a golemn would act as though it was real...though Tim was only a machine. I walked out of the room, still in pajamas. I looked around. It was already 6 pm. I sighed deeply in aggravation that I slept so long. I walked around for a while and came across something i knew would happen.
It wasn't just around the corner that was easy to see. I saw Lavi and Kanda fighting each other with words, not weapons, thankfully. They were bickering and Lavi had blood on his forehead. My eyes widened with despair. I hear my name from time to time so i had a feeling it wa
+Love's a Virus+ Pt. 3I backed up slowly and found myself in a corner. How cliche. Kanda walked up to me and cornered me. I had no escape. I saw his eyes avert to mine. His smirk was still on his face. I felt mocked almost but then again frightened for the first time I've met Kanda.+Love's a Virus+ Pt. 37 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Why the red face? You never have it that way around me..." His voice sounded lustful. I felt myself shivering. My mouth was dry and I couldn't say anything. He put his hand on my cheek, caressing it. "Its cute really..." My eyes widened and I looked at him with fear.
"K-Kand---" I was cut off by a kiss. Kanda held me down for a long time, forcing his tongue inside my mouth. I struggled for freedom, but I liked the feeling. I felt him breath on me still with our lips locked. Kanda broke apart and licked his lips. I coughed and looked down at the floor. It was dark, a carpet covered in our shadow. I wanted Lavi to save me. I couldn't depend on him though, I had to get out of there.
"You taste good. I like the taste of Bean Sprout
+Love's a Virus+ Pt. 2It wasn't too long before I awoke and found myself in a different bed. It wasn't as comfortable as mine, in my opinion. I sat up and felt my head, it wasn't too hot or cold, just normal. 'What happened...?' I thought. I looked around. Nothing really familiar at all.+Love's a Virus+ Pt. 27 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"'Bout time you're up!" I heard Lavi say in front of the door to my side. I looked at him and hid a blush.
"You blacked out earlier. I thought you were either sick or dead! Gave me a scare there, Buddy." I looked at him then the blanket that covered me. It was too hot already for this. I jumped out of bed in a hurry to leave out the room. It felt so wrong being here, like I didn't belong. "Where ya goin', Bean Sprout?"
"My name is Allen!" It was irritating to hear that over and over. Lavi laughed at me. He stood up straight and opened the door.
"We have a mission soon. We'll be going with Miranda, if thats alright with you?" He smirked as always and I nodded. I turned just before my face became red. He
I've Been Thinking...--LAVENLavenI've Been Thinking...--LAVEN3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
The bland tan ceiling of Allen's room stared back at him; he was bored, to the point of wanting to try to find Kanda to spend a little time with. Lenalee was away on a mission with Lavi, somewhere in Egypt, and Kory was with Komui in his office, poor Kory. Allen rolled over on the bed, now facing his small three-drawer oak dresser. Mixed thoughts ran though his head, ones of love, ones of confusion.
A knock on the door dragged him out of his thoughts Allen willingly got up and sprang himself at the door, hoping for any sort of a distraction from his mind. He opened the door to find Kanda standing on the other side.
"Kanda What's the matter?" Allen asked in an almost disappointed tone, slouching slightly.
"Komui's office. Now." Kanda replied in his flat tone, then walked off in the opposite direction of Komui's office.
"Oh great," Allen muttered to himself, and shut the door once he was in the stone hall. Komui's office was a little bit of a walk, but at lea
Another Experiment - LavenLavi reached for one of the pink frilly apron's that hung on the wall. He was on kitchen duty again- this time because he had broken a few plates in an attempt to block Kanda's fist from meeting the Redhead's face the day before.Another Experiment - Laven4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
'I wonder if Allen has debts to pay off today' he wondered idly as he tied the apron in the back. His question was answered when a cute white haired exorcist walked into the door, well at least Lavi found him cute- more like irresistibly adorable, but anyways
"Oh, morning Lavi" The younger exorcist said cheerily as he reached for an apron himself.
"Morning~" Lavi responded, in a good mood now that he knew he would be working with Allen today.
Allen was just about to finish tying the apron when Komui bursted in the door, followed by and excited-looking Jerry.
"Hello you two~" Jerry giggled in his usual borderline flamboyant tone, "You two won't be working kitchen duty today! Komui and I thought of a new way that you could pay off your momentary debts~"
Curious Rabbit is CuriousCurious Rabbit is Curious4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Title: Curious Rabbit is Curious
Summary: Lavi wonders if Allen is white everywhere. Lavi x Allen. Boy Love.
Fan Literature based on Katsura Hoshino's D.Gray-man
"?!" Allen was speechless, his face flushing bright red from embarrassment. 'Did he seriously just ask that?'
"I was just wondering if the hair on your head is white, does that mean it is white in other places? Down there, perhaps?" Lavi asked curiously, his one exposed green eye pointing downwards to look towards Walker's exposed crotch, unaware of the other's growing humiliation. It was a legit question. The kid's eyebrows were just as white as the hair on his head, even his eyelashes were blessed in the same lovely snow-like color.
"Wh-what!?" Allen stuttered, his face bleeding ten shades darker as the red head leaned sideways towards the smaller white haired boy, causing
Bookman's HeartBookman's Heart7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Although I have no heart
Why does my heart go out to you?
Loyal with all the nothing in my chest
It beats like my fist upon this desk
As I turn my friends into nothing more
Than ink upon this paper.
Although I have no heart,
My heart still aches for you,
My comrades as we fight this war,
Paper and ink and nothing more
And yet I still smile for you.
Ink runs through these veins of mine,
Black as the things we fight,
Darker than those searching eyes,
I'm not the fool you would think me
Just push the mask aside,
And no matter how you claw around,
You will never find---
Trapped inside a cage of ink,
Ink and parchment and dust,
I left my heart inside the book,
In which I write day to day, night to night,
And seal your fate away in binding,
And leave my heart to keep my faith,
In the lifestyle I will make.
Rip out this bleeding heart of mine,
No matter how I try,
This wretched thing won't go away,
I claw my chest and try to find,
I dare you.Lavi sat and smiled to himself at the cold cafeteria tables.I dare you.5 years ago in General More Like This
People bustled around him at who knew how fast.
Lavi was thinking-for once. Thinking verrry hard.
Earlier that morning, in the midst of training with the old panda, a new member of the Black order approached him and whispered something into his ear.
Lavi solely nodded with a small chuckle.
He'd do it.
After all, he'd get to do what he had always wanted to do (not to mention he got $20 for it as well).
All Lavi had to do was kiss the Moyashi-chan.
Wait he had to kiss the Moyashi-chan?!
Allen walked into the cafeteria-his appetite starving for the 27 delectable dishes Jerry always prepared for him.
The lanky white-haired boy smiled at the talented chef as he read off a list he was making while he was supposed to be reading the revision of his mission summary.
" .and coconut mitarashi dango." Allen concluded with a big sigh.
"Coming right uuuuuuuup~!" cried Jerry as he sped off to work.
Meanwhile Allen walked ove
Laven Week - lovers spitLaven Week - lovers spit5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Yo, Bean Sprout Lavi face had suddenly come down with a slight infestation of mischief. This couldnt be good.
Eh? Allen looked up to his best friend with curiosity and slight annoyance upon hearing Kandas ridiculous nickname for him, while still inhaling his breakfast tea.
You ever kiss a girl?
Allen, *gobsmacked, chokes, causing a light effusion of Earl Grey to lubricate his exorcist coat before clamping his hands over his mouth and burning nose. The fifteen-year-olds face burns with embarrassment.
Ever kiss a girl? Get off with? Snog? Make out? --
Allen practically jumped the red-head, thrusting his hands over his best friends mouth in full panic that someone anyone might be within the radius of the lounge to over hear this foolishness.
What if what if she heard ?
The white-haired fell b
DGM Fanfic: Angelus pt 1DGM Fanfic: Angelus pt 17 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Author's Note: For a random plotbunny, this has certainly been persistent! This is the fifth installment in a story that was inspired by fanart in a thread at 4chan. The title comes from a song by Hitomi Shimatani that I listened to while writing this story. It is also a multi-chapter fic -- which means that there is in fact a lime on the horizon, if I can do it right. (You can cheer now, Dhampir72)
Setting: Same as the previous four -- it basically doesn't have a setting, because I can't quite fit it in. The only thing I can say for certain is that it is set after the Noah's Ark story concludes. I'm going to go ahead and say that this is set as an alternate to the whole Level Four storyline.
Disclaimer: I do not own any part of "D.Gray-man" or its characters. It all belongs to the brilliant Katsura Hoshino-sensei. I'm just playing in the sandbox of this beautiful and complex world.
Warning: Some language. Spoilers if you only watch the anime. Softcore yaoi/
Lavi x Allen : Reverie Pt 1 Ugh I wanted to go home so bad. The train ride took hours it seemed, and the Underground Waterway felt miles long. I was feeling rather depressed. It was December 29, four days after Allens sixteenth birthday. I thought I was going to come back just in time, but Id missed the important day with much to much time in between. As soon as the small boat docked, I jumped off.Lavi x Allen : Reverie Pt 16 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Lavi! the Old Man called grumpily. I glanced back at him and waved. He crossed his arms and sighed with annoyance. I knew he was starting to see that I wasnt faking my emotions anymore. I idly wondered if he was going to find another successor, but hed spent too much time with me to just forget me.
I ran up the stairs and stopped at the cafeteria. I scanned the lunch tables for his white hair, but I surprisingly didnt see him anywhere. I was sort of stumped already. If he wasnt
Different CircumstancesKOMUI! WE'VE GOT HIM! The red head sprinted down the road, which was deserted except for a single figure, a Chinese man in a long white lab coat with glasses and a white barret over his curled black hair.Different Circumstances6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Komui turned around to see the read head. Already? It's only been a month! Komui exclaimed. He was staring at the redhead in shock, amazed a person with such a background and experience at being hidden could be caught in a month. The redhead seemed less amazed at the time, but rather more disappointed.
Yeah, it took us forever, even after talking to all those women! What does the guy spend his time doing? He cant be like his teach' canne? He ran a hand with a black fingerless glove through his hair, which seemed to be ablaze. Readjusting his green fish-scale and cloth headband, he looked at Komui directly through one eye, as his other was covered with an eye patch. Come on, Kanda's holding him with Lenalee.
Komui nodded sho
Chapter 1 - The day Allen lost his appetite. C H A P T E R 1 .Chapter 1 - The day Allen lost his appetite3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
(this story does not start with chapter 1, so please read the prologue first! :] )
As fast as he could without running, Allen hurried through the long hallways of the Black Order. He was glad that his sense of direction had improved – at least as long as it involved finding his way to the cafeteria, for that was one of the most important places in this building.. for him, anyway. Otherwise he was sure he would've had difficulties in finding his way through all these similar-looking hallways.
The prospect of food, a lot of food, and especially Jerry's food, notably brightened the boy's mood. His mission had been long, and the only thing Allen had missed more than Jerry's cooking were his nakama, especially his best friend.
Speaking of Lavi, where is that idiot rabbit? I haven't seen him in forever. Lavi had been on a mission to Italy for a week already when Allen had been assigned to leave to Sweden, so they hadn't seen each other fo
Chapter 4 - The day Allen lost his appetite. C H A P T E R 4 .Chapter 4 - The day Allen lost his appetite3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Allen couldn't comprehend what he had just heard. Him? Was that one of the redhead's usual jokes? The white-haired boy leaned back, away from Lavi, and laughed awkwardly.
"M-me? You're kidding, right? You shouldn't joke about this stuff, it's-"
"I'm not kidding, Allen, I mean it. I love you."
That effectively shut up Allen's ramblings. He really didn't know what to say to that. Lavi loved him? Thoughts were swirling around in his head and he felt a major headache coming on. Lavi loved him. Lavi loved him. Him. Allen stared blankly ahead, wondering how he felt about that.
Lavi, on the other hand, didn't take the silence all too well. But he was used to hiding his emotions behind a mask, so he tried to do just that.
Allen's train of thought was interrupted though as he remembered with a start that he would need to answer fast if he wanted to prevent the rabbit from hurting. He hurried to say something, missing out on the part where
The Meaning of Love Ch.2*description first please*The Meaning of Love Ch.24 years ago in Romance More Like This
Lenalee walked into her room and sat down on the bed, looking around to double check that her brother wasn't stupidly hiding in here again then she reached into her sleeve and pulled out Tim.
"Sh-show me what happened " she said to him, somewhat scared about what she'd see, but she couldn't help but feel that she had to know...
Tim Opened his mouth and projected out a scene:
~ Lavi walked into Allen's room smiling. Allen looked up from his bed and smiled back, his usual sweet greeting.
Everything seemed fine.
Lavi went and sat next to him on the bed, throwing his arm around him jokingly like he always did. Allen laughed and made a face at something Lavi had said to him.
They both seemed so happy
They sat and talked, Lavi obviously telling some random story and using wild hand gestures, accompanied by his famous smile as he did. Allen was laughing happily, obviously enjoying Lavi's presence.
What could have gone so wrong?
Lavi finished his sto
Pieces - DGM AllenLavi"Allen~"Pieces - DGM AllenLavi4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
He ignored the call, way too focused on finishing his delicious mitarashi dango. He'd missed the treat tremendously while on the three month long mission, and not even an hour after arriving back home at Headquarters, Allen had found himself sitting down to eat a full 8 plates of it not to mention the dozens of other dishes that Jerry had made for him as a welcome back meal. It wasn't very healthy, but he didn't care in the slightest. He was a growing boy, and a parasitic innocence accommodate as well. He needed to eat a ton in order to stay energetic, strong, and ready to go.
The call still went unanswered. Couldn't he tell that he was extremely busy at the moment? He had no time to talk when he was utterly exhausted and absolutely starving. But it didn't seem like the other liked to be ignored, and wouldn't simply leave him to his meal in peace. So in a matter of seconds a rather rambunctious and outgoing redhead sat himself down across
When Allen Has A Craving...?When Allen Gets a Craving ?When Allen Has A Craving...?7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
The world is at peace, the Earl is destroyed and they were supposed to be living in their happily ever afters.
Jeryy-san, can I have soba please?
Sure, sweetie~ Anything else?
The gay chefs jaw dropped. And when I wrote gay, I meant gay as in cheerful. Allen Walker, not wanting to eat anything else?! The world is coming to an end! Why, dear? Are you not feeling well? Jeryy implored urgently. If that was the case, he needed to make lots of nutritional food for the sweet young boy to get better faster!
No, I feel fine. I just have a sudden craving for soba, Allen assured with a smile. In fact, I want to eat it so much, please give me a variety, and lots of it. Oh, a craving? Now this is rare~! Alright, sweetie, oomori, mori, zaru and tenpura soba extra large servings coming up! Jeryy answered kindly.
Kandas eyes went wide at the amount of soba his lo
The Meaning of Love Ch.1*I'd suggest reading the description first*The Meaning of Love Ch.14 years ago in Romance More Like This
He lay silently in his bed, his pale exposed skin and damp white hair that clung to his sweaty and tear streaked face glowed in the moonlight
'Why?... why ?'
That was all he could think. He barely understood, or maybe he didn't want to understand. The night had been just a normal one, for a moment it seemed as if it could be a memorable one. It was definitely unforgettable, but in no way what he had hoped for.
'I know he's a Bookman I know he can be perverted but how why?'
Would he ever be able to live this down? The tears flowed freely from his lifeless gray eyes. He could barely breath, like someone had punched him in the stomach. A pain so familiar so unwanted.
'I I I love him '
A sob escaped from his dry throat. The room felt small, but the world felt big. He was all alone in this empty world In this small cold room.
'I never wanted to love again After losing